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emerylovestaylor · 8 months

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HOLY SHIT ON MY HANDS AND KNEES

#THIS POST KINDA CRAZY #BUT ITS HOW I FEEL #HES GOT ME GOING CRAZY #HOW HAVE I NEVER SEEN THIS BEFORE #JACK HUGHES THE MAN THAT YOU ARE #ARFFFF #ARFFF #JACK HUGHES #HUGHES #emery’s thots!

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kstarlitchaotics · 1 month

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This has always annoyed me even before when I opened more so to my faith is how can someone say they are going to pray but only praying for one's demise because they don't agree to any of your opinions or other topic you come across or saying it's to pray but still causing destruction

It's praying but NOT for the right reason you're either praying to a demon or the demon possessed you to say it and act like it

Praying is supposed to be about finding one's peace and giving positivity towards those who you come across and is having a rough time in their lives not to use for one's beneficial needs whether to state a political or other statements of one's selfish needs

I see it as an excuse when people do this cause it sets a bad example for the rest of the religion faiths who does this daily and for people to "protect" themselves when they KNOW they're in the wrong but dynes it and uses it so they won't get into trouble with anyone else and really how selfish can you be when you act this way

#religion #christianity #christians #christian #faith #praying #catholic #probably doesnt make sense #but its how i feel #when i see people using this sort of tactic 🤷‍♀️

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sylkana · 5 months

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let me start this by saying that i love my friends dearly and i'm so so grateful that they're happy and their lives are improving. i want nothing but the absolute best for them

but i also find myself feeling a bit envious, and i hate it because they deserve to be happy and thrive. i just can't help thinking about how my life has gotten worse and feel like i'm being left behind somehow

#and i know this makes me a horrible person and friend. i hate it so much #but its how i feel #kenzie.txt

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gendrie · 1 year

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catelyn ix

catelyn and theon have an interesting vibe

countless frey offspring and not a one has the guts to smother old ass walder but catelyn is contemplating murder after 5 seconds in his presence

on the elmar frey note: him being an alleged bastard is so funny to me. arya racks these boys up like nobody else

jon viii

1 wight took out 5 brothers. bad odds. theyd be fucked without dany.

jon said maester aemon is BLIND he doesnt see SHIT

"wildlings call us crows" and that is why i subscribe to the 'mance wrote the pink letter' theory.

grrm is such a romantic "we are only human and the gods have fashioned us for love"

the line about how when the 7 kingdoms were separate they were constantly at war. ah ok. one united kingdom it is.

if jons targ name isnt aemon istg.....

daenerys vi

dany’s "this is the price of the iron throne" lasted for exactly 2 paragraphs before she said "make it stop" and challenged the rules of war

~silver lady~ dany gets the best sobriquets

mirri is going to cause problems on purpose

tyrion viii

shae being played by arya in the bloody hand is actually good casting

boring battle shit

catelyn x

catelyn vocally defends dacey mormont’s place in robbs guard

looking forward to jaime’s prison era. its where he belongs!

daenerys viii

jorah is ready to bounce and i cant even blame him this is volatile

dany built a life for herself but its crumbling all around her. she’s desperately trying to hold on so she is not seeing the situation clearly and is putting her trust in the wrong person

#asoiaf reread #dany in that last chap reminded me a bit of sansa tbh #which might be a forbidden comparison #in this fandom climate #but its how i feel

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likelylarks · 1 year

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No but I agree with you I hate when the timeline is wrong!! Michael wasn't Daniel's trainer until 2018! Jake was Max's trainer for most of his career! But also details like people saying Michael is Daniel's best friend and ignoring Blake when Daniel himself has stated multiple times that his best friend's Blake, etc

like truly, i appreciate anyone who is going to take the time to write fic, like thank you i love to read it!! but!!! michael wasn't daniel's trainer until 2018!! why is he there in 2016?? also the amount of jake erasure is so real,,,

it's just one of those things, where once you start noticing when people do it, you can't stop noticing it? especially because it tends to be those same details,,, and when you can literally google "when did michael italiano become daniel ricciardo trainer" and the first result says "end of 2017" and the third says "beginning of 2018" without even clicking into the articles? it's just,, we're making up a lot of things, but there are things that can be true! we don't have to make up things we know!

research for fics is my best friend, and i just want it to be everyone else's best friend, too,,,, i love the vast majority of fics that i read and idk, i just want people to love their own fics enough to get the details?

thank you for making me feel less alone in my feelings!

#this all might be very snotty of me #but its how i feel #and im sorry to anyone that thinks im being a dick #but i haven't finished so many fics bc i want the details to be right and it's frustrating to see when ppl obviously just slapped something #together to get it out quickly #larks answers #ALSO #i didn't address this part bc i haven't seen where hes said that #but i too would choose blake over michael as my best friend

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perhaps-relax · 2 years

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i have been struck by a mean-spirited desire to troll fatphobic people under 30 who have been skinny all their lives and remind them that their metabolism is probs gonna crash sooner or later, and they are going to put on weight, and because they associate fat with some kind of moral failing, they are going to be miserable and honestly? i wont even feel bad for them, you dig that grave when u built your whole self-esteem on such a superficial and fleeting feature. same goes for all folks who put a moral value on physical ability. i kinda dont care if they hate themselves after a disabling event, if you didnt have the capacity to empathize with disabled people beforehand, then honestly i dont feel bad for you in the slightest when it comes back around.

The privileged in society don't get to tap into rhetoric of the people they bullied and oppressed the moment the system they built, cherished, and swore on, turns on them. not when you had every opportunity to unlearn your toxic bullshit and open yourself up to the myriad of ways of being that are without shame. i hope you choke

#maybe delete later #cuz this is mean of me #but its how i feel #cw fat shaming #cw ableism #cw fatphobia #cw swearing

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nonebinary-leftbeef · 11 months

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DEVASTATING the lyric you've been mishearing is better than the real one

#i've been listening to icarus by bastille #and for some reason my brain fills in 'this is how it feels to take a fall' as 'this is how it feels to take off all your skin'#and like fuck man #and I KNOW that’s technically not a misheard lyric but my post my rules cope #anyway my line now #also probably phrased this poorly but its ok #im allowed to be incomprehensible #as a treat #and then fuckin #from we sink by of monsters and men #the original line was 'please look away dont look at me'#and i kept hearing it as 'please learn a way to look at me'#anyway #shoving this post in the queue but please be aware that i am writing it very late at night #q

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variksel · 1 year

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i hate you ai art i hate you "unalive" i hate you youtube premium i hate you twitter 8$ checkmark i hate you nfts i hate you therapy app advertisements i hate you non-chronological timelines i hate you instagram reels i hate you subtle tiktok filters that cant be turned off i hate you family bloggers i hate you ads on true crime episodes i hate you facebook i hate you vr glasses on chickens i hate you dystopian social media

#sorry but genuinely sometimes i feel like we live in a fucking dystopia #i get ads of chat bots designed to look like cute girls who will listen to your problems and it. god #its so unbelievably strange in some indescribable way #how am i supposed to explain that the word unalive makes me want to tear my hair out #vent #rant #idk

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ruporas · 2 months

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dragon meat, you, and me

#marcille donato #falin touden #farcille #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #tw blood #tw body horror #tw gore #as a normal farcille fan this revival has been on my mind since i first read it and getting to watch it is like yippee!!#like messy revivals are everything - the consequences that will haunt u for the rest of the time they are alive #the initial hopeful moments where it all seemed well but quickly descend to That not being the case - losing not only the bit of evidence #evidence that your dream may work out but also someone you deeply care about in the process… marcille my Beloved #ofc wholly thruout the journey - at the forefront of it - getting falin back was the most crucial point but so wuickly :(( it was lost #on the other end its crazy to think about the compoments of falin now - human - dragon (dungeon) - marcille’s magic and desperation #the food the crew cooked (digested) - she is made of many parts!!#also i did not realize how medical it feels to draw smth like this. i dont usually explore the inner parts or use a lot of blood #in my work so rendering everything and looking up refs it felt quite magical (?)#ruporas art

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mroddmod · 2 months

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everyone be quiet i'm manifesting

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jawlipops · 1 year

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actually how it feels sometimes to see really good art

#in . in the cinema yesterday #w/ spiderverse #artists are incredible no bias whatsoever #actually correction. not how it feels. i do this #its pure inspiration and motivation getting injected into ur body

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autumn-may · 6 months

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Mostly spoiler free summary of my viewing experience

#The boy and the heron #how do you live #studio ghibli #ghibli #in all honesty that movie was legitimately so fantastic and im like changed as a person #Story wise as well! It hits really hard if you know a bit about miyazaki and his legacy. Its a very personal movie i think #And you can feel it in every aspect #The eng dub voice actors were really good as well and the animation was beautiful as always #Also really loved the tone!!! The story really relied a bit on the use of negative space in both sound and pacing and i enjoyed that alot #in conclusion go read a article about miyazaki and his son and then go watch the movie it’s probably going to be one of my favorites #image id in alt

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floccinaucinihilipilificationa · 8 months

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#good omens #´hello friends!! how are you!!#I hope you're doing well! ( ´ ▽ ` )#I have a big cough but otherwise I am good! It's nothign bad I am just very slimey #usually I am not a cough person I am not sure where this is coming from #most of the time I just get a stuffy nose #has my nose gotten stronger #but there are good news too I have already found a VERY good chestnut to put into my pocket this autumn!! its very small! (❁´▽`❁)#it's been a very warm autumn in Germany so far so it has not really felt like fall yet #but yesterday it was all rainy and stormy and I had two new books and it was the best day possible to have a slimey cough (:#and now I feel SO much autumn I am close to buying a set of window colors #I do not know what I would to with the window colors I just have this strong urge in me to buy a window color set #the last time I did a window color was at the birtday of a class mate I think she turned 9 and I made a deer #but for some reason we did this craft 5 minutes before we all had to leave so we had to carry our window color deer home wet #unfortunatly for the deer and me I fell down the stairs of her house and smeared the deer all over me and i screamed the entire drive home #which wasn't very long but it probably felt very long for the mother who had a screaming child covered in window color deer inside her car

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ink-the-artist · 8 months

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Video game I saw in a dream. It was in this low poly style like an older video game. You play as this character I think was meant to be a lamb, or maybe a weird mix of a lamb a mouse and a rabbit, (while not really looking like any of those things) and you’re running away from a wolf. Your objective is to last as long as possible before the wolf catches and eats you.

The house you’re running in is endless and bizarrely put together like most building interiors in dreams are (like the infinite toilet dream dimension on Reddit lol) the layout of the house is pretty detailed, you can stop and hide in places like closets or bins while the wolf looks for you, you can go up and down stairs and into rooms etc.

You never actually know where the wolf is or how close it is to you until it appears in your line of sight, it makes no noise and the game gives you no way of knowing where it is, and it’s pretty unpredictable it doesnt move at a consistent pace. When the wolf catches you there’s an animation showing it eating your character

#the actual animation of the wolf eating your character wasnt scary he kind of just cartoonishly swallows the character whole lol #the scary part is being pursued by him and never knowing how close he is #i remember being surprised when i first saw the game bc it was presented to me as #a fun addictive sort of game kinda like a mobile app game #and then i see it and its a horror game and the creators are just completely oblivious to it lmao #dream art #<- thats my tag for all my dream-inspired art #art #gif #photomanipulation #digital art #liminal #weirdcore #used a mix of ai photos and regular photos for this one #the ai stuff is sooooo good for recreating what a dream looks and feels like #but i didnt use it too much bc i wasnt able to get the specific photos i wanted :/#hmmmm this is vore isn’t it

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cemeterything · 7 months

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an angle i enjoy in cosmic/eldritch horror is when, instead resorting to the old classic "the horrors being so incomprehensible that they break your brain and drive you mad" cliché, the premise is that in comprehending the horrors you are so changed by the experience that your new state is indistinguishable to an outside observer from madness. you comprehend the unknowable just fine, but actually communicating that to anyone else is impossible because they just don't have the mental framework required to understand it. the eldritch horrors don't drive you mad. what does is the ordinary everyday horror of finding yourself isolated, ridiculed and doubted at every turn, no matter how hard you try to make yourself heard and understood.

#🐉#this is why i liked the way tma did it #where the eldritch is more or less a direct allegory for trauma (among other things)#and how those experiences can make the entire world seem like a different place and make you feel crazy #when other people dont understand what seems so clear and obvious to you #apartment 'complex'? actually i find it quite simple. no guys really its so simple you gotta believe me. why dont you believe me.

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artrealla · 2 months

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#yall have no idea how long it took to do the colors on this #i feel like my brain melted out my ears #but im SO happy with this theyre so cute god #my art #stranger things #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #st fanart #steddie fanart #please rb with tags they make me so so so happy and i screenshot them and show my friends and its so cute

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