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definitelynotshouting · 5 months

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Parking Lot - Atlas Ivy (a lot of Atlas’s music seems to fit hunger AU to me)

(this song is probably best fitting for after Grian’s 2nd attempt and after he has already began trying to recover)

“The drink in my hand starts to shake” - Reminds me of Grian trying and failing to open the bottle of water.

“As the hope in my mind starts to break

Are the gods not happy with the progress I've made?

Hasn't illness taken all it can take?” - Healing isn't linear, Grian is going to be fighting an uphill battle, maybe for the rest of his life.

“Taking all my plans and throwing in a wrench

Is it my mental health or the Marianas Trench?” - He’s going to have relapses and setbacks and those are going to make it feel like nothing he does makes a real difference. He’s going to be tired of fighting but he’s going to have to keep trying because, even if he can’t see it sometimes, progress is being made.

“How can I win if my team only plays defense

And all the best players are stuck on the bench” - Makes me think of Grian, not just feeling like he’s always on the back foot, just trying to repair the damage caused by every unexpected worsening of his mental or physical health, but feeling like he’s relying too much on the other Hermits. That he’s dragging the others down with him and that it makes him weak to need their help.

“Do a face mask or a warm bath or do a shot

Or just lay in bed until your body rots” - Coping mechanisms and how easy it is to fall into harmful ones. Grian has already shown a propensity for dissociation and I’ve personally been headcannoning this has been a problem for a while. That, when the weakness and pain from his malnourishment on Hermitcraft became too much, he tended to just sit or lay in a dark room dissociating until it subsided.

“Get my vitamin D but the pavements hot

And the soles of my shoes melt on the parking lot” - Feeling like everything he tries doesn’t really do anything but maybe cause more harm. That it doesn’t do anything to fix the real problem and that failure just makes him feel worse.

“Melatonin's now takеn at eight

Cause I can't stand my thoughts when I'm awakе” - Back to that dissociation, specifically reminds me of the time Grian has spent dissociating through the nights of the current chapters.

“There is no cause, still my body aches

And the home I built meets an earthquake” - Feeling like any progress and sense of security of safety he has built can be destroyed any second by his mental health taking a dive without any clear cause.

“Can somebody show me

A coping strategy

That takes me from reality

But doesn't kill my body” - More dissociation and bad coping mechanisms. That desire to just fall away from everything, let the hurt be drowned out by a blanket of static, even though he knows it doesn’t really help.

“Cause I've stunted my growth

I've filled my lungs with smoke” - All the damage that has already been done to his physical health. We’ve seen with Grian true form that Grian has literally stunted his growth by starving himself.

“And yeah it puts on a good show

But I've lost my glow” - Grian not having the energy to do things like play pranks or have fun with the others. The way some of the Hermits react to finding out how much of the Grian they knew was an attempt to hide how he was constantly breaking down now that he doesn’t have the energy to pretend to be fine.

OHHHH I LOVE THIS,,,, ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS ANALYSIS I LOVE THE THOUGHT YOUVE PUT BEHIND EACH LINE OF THE LYRICS..... i havent had the time to listen to the song just yet but MAN this is so cool thank you for sharing it with me :DDD i'll be sure to give the song a listen :D

#shouting speaks #asks #hunger au #song recs #long post #txt

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lepetitfruit · 5 months

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Helloooo I actually know like nothing about you what kind of music do you like what artists do you want to see in concert etc etc

Also what’s your favorite creature that lives in the ocean

Hi!! Ty for the ask <3 so delightful

My music tastes are kinda everywhere(i listened to 86 genres this year!), but recently I've been really into indie and alt rock stuff :) my absolute favvvv band right now is The Happy Fits, they have really great high energy songs that I just wanna move to! Their song Too Late is the BEST I have it on like. 3 or 4 seperate playlists rn. I'm also a huge fan of like soft and sad music? Idk what the actual genre is. Think Renee Rapp and Conan gray.

I would really love the see the happy fits in concert(I think they just finished a tour recently too) but they don't tour internationally :( Renee Rapp does tour internationally(one of my friends went to her concert and sent me videos!!!) But I don't live in the two(2) canadian cities that artists go to soooo.... yeah. Tbh I would also really love to go to a one republic concert(they were my #1 on spotify this year!) For some reason even their new songs feel super nostalgic to me, idk but I'm sure it would be a blast!

Though I have seen lots of comedians in person, the only concert I've ever been to was Marianas trench like... 6? Ish? Years ago?

Hmmmm my favorite creature that lives in the ocean has to be a sunfish! I read this post last year(?) Talking about how they're really ridiculous and bad at surviving and now I think about their silly huge dish bodies and smile :)

Speed round! (Bonus facts)

- I loooovveeee star wars, esp prequel Era stuff. The jedi brainrot is real

- one of my favorite book genres is called "space opera" and yes that's as ridiculous as it sounds

- I have been in practically every sport you can think of and several youve almost definitely never heard of. My family is Just Like That. In their defense I'm also kinda Just Like That soooo

This has been so much fun!!! What about you? What's your music taste? Are there any comedians you want to see? And what's your favorite bird and bug?

#ehehe so much fun!!!#i do tend to get carried away with ask answers. i am. very chatty #asks #beloved moots <3 #petit talks

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forestryfae · 6 months

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I saw your concept art about a Generator Rex mermaid au! Tell me all about it, it sounds awesome!

i forgot to answer this ask ages ago and now i remember nothing except like. being a mermaid is contagious. dont ask how idk it just is. its like werewolves or the flu. you either have it permanently (born as a mermaid and cant turn human) you were infected somehow (you can now turn mermaid because magic ig but only for a short while, you dont have every mermaid trait and generally can only breathe water and might get webbed feet and scales and stuff like some horrible seamonster but it goes away), you can turn into a perma seamonster of some sort (thorugh chronic infection, like youve been infected with mermaid gunk so much your body cant fully get rid of it all and you just sort of turn permanently into a mermaid/seamonster) and then theres the variation that happens if one parent is a mermaid and the other is infected (you cant turn into a mermaid if only one parent was a mermaid while the other was a regular noninfected human tho) uhhhhhhhhhhhhh i think part of the plot was?? mermaids are your typical human on top/fish on bottom mermaids, there was a mermaid version that had legs with webbed feet and gills instead and was temporary but still mutated you and could become permanent, and then theres humans. mermaids are generally born in the sea and kinda hard to find and not very well known about despite being one of the most common fish in the sea, so to speak, so not much is known about them. humans live on land and do human stuff but also do research on mermaids cus otherwise there wouldnt be a plot or providence. uhhhh. some mermaids are mean. rex inherited the mermaid gene from his violeta and raphael, one of which was a perma-mermaid and one who was shortterm mermaided (dont ask who was what i dont care and its irrelevant. do what you want go wild), so he can shift between mermaid and human forme. cesar cant and is a full time employee of the mermaid species. theyre both a warmer sea not so far into the depths of the ocean fish so they cant tolerate too much pressure but they can get a good couple km down there. theyre primarily omnivorous. rex is orange and white w blue spots. cesar is primarily red and brown, i say as if i didnt draw him with GREEN scales. come on. sometimes they change colors but generally thats a seasonal thing. six is a human and has a scuba diving certificate. wk is wearing one of those old school scuba diving suits with the round helmet w the glass on it. or hes afraid of the sea idfk. hes the boss guy or something. maybe he has an allergy to seafood holiday is still smart and also does fish science. she also has a scuba certificate

noah is a human but rex keeps infecting him w fish lung disease so they can fuck around and find out in the ocean breach is of course an octopus. nothing else would make sense. her tentacles are purble as of now circe is. probably also half mermaid half human the same way rex is?

van kleiss is a deep sea cold climate shark mermaid, which means he can dive like all the way to the marina trench and probably get halfway to the borrom or so before he dies. idk i dont know science. its 2 am. hes mainly brown and has some yellow golden stripes. he could also be an orca if realistic mermaids based on real animals is a thing people prefer cus frankly orcas are fucking mean. the only thing meaner than orcas are dophins but i dont think he realy ahs dolphin vibes. also orcas are black and white soooo. his diet is carnivorous and eats seaweed and algae sometimes. hes missing an arm from having an anchor fall on him. totally not his fault skalamander is a kind of crocodile or some shit idfk. biowulf is also there?? at absolutely every point during the making of this au i forgot they even existed

basically violeta and rafael were scientists and stuff and they did science w humans and other mermaids and they were doing some stuff and then vk killed them and it resulted in rex losing his memory and vk getting an anchor dropped on himself which cut his entire arm off (not his fault he did nothing wrong) due to the ship exploding after vk did some tech shit and blew it up. later providence started to exist idk. they got big ass aquariums and they use it to study mermaids??

#generator rex #genrex #mermaid au

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zooone · 1 year

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IM BEGGING FOR A DEAD GUFL WALKING WOLBUR FIC

THE SPICE

ill give you a blurb since i need sleep ^_^ a little bit of a heavy makeout bit but nothing too much!!

here it is. the time youve been dreading since you took a glance at the cast list.

when you auditioned for veronica, you expected this to happen. you practically signed up to do it, so there wasnt much ample room for blame. there were down sides that you knew of, yet you wanted to push yourself to do it. just not with him.

your heart nearly dropped from its ribcage when the director spoke about today's rehearsal. how they were going to work on candy store a bit more all of that. but most devastating? you were going to be blocking dead girl walking.

with your hands clenched by your knees and your shoulders down to your earlobes, you catch a glimpse at wilbur. its no surprise that he's barely even phased by this information. sitting there with his arm hanging from the seat next to him. legs spread wide like hes trying to prove a point. and that god damn smirk. if you had one dying wish, it would be to smack his smirk clean off.

he moves his head towards you, half lidded eyes meeting yours. he catches you staring and quickly quirks his eyebrows up with a smile. this silent interaction was all you needed to know exactly what he thought of this.

going through candy store a final time is like waiting your turn in line to be executed. its not even that hard to act scared and stressed as veronica, because those were your exact emotions. just glancing at wilbur makes you want to throw up. just sitting there with his book and trench coat on. biting his cheek to hold in a sly smile. its too distracting, too painful.

and when candy store is over, you can feel your guts churning in on each other. wilburs smile isnt helping the matter.

the director tells you guys to try to wing it based off of the original performance. then, you guys can work on tweaking it from there. its extremely suffocating, the room feeling small. and you bite your lip to hold back your emotions. wilbur, on the other hand, looks like he's about to be given candy.

the instrumental plays, and you begin.

the beginning is easy enough. just singing directly at the audience. atleast, it should have been easy, if your voice wasnt almost shaking with anger. you cant imagine the smile on wilbur's face as he lays behind you.

"got no time to knock, im a dead girl walking-" and here we go. you take a breathe to steady yourself as you step up to wilbur. he scrambles up to his feet. his face is only half lit by the lights. the shadows on his features look sharp.

"veronica? what are you doing in my room?-" and his acting. it wanted to make your hear shrivel up. you never wanted to admit that he was good, but his acting genuinely made you reel.

"sorry but i really had to wake you," you sing out, bracing yourself for the next line. "see, i decided i must ride you till i break you."

you can see him licking his teeth, trying so hard to repress a smile.

"cause heather says i gots to go, youre my last meal on death row," wilbur opens his mouth, and you continue. "shut your mouth, and lose them tighty whities- cmon!"

you will yourself to step closer to him, recalling the choreography from the original. maybe its the being-on-stage-adrenaline, but things have gotten semi easier now that youre acting it out. but your stomach still feels like mushy butter.

"tonight im yours! im your dead girl walking!" and he moves closer, hovering his hands above your hips, until you grab his shoulders and shove him down to his knees. "get on all fours, kiss this dead girl walking."

you hold his face while he looks up at you. suddenly, your knees feel like buckling in on themselves. watching his soft eyes from this angle made something ignite in your body.

"lets go, you know the drill. im hot, and pissed, and on the pill," and if it wasnt already difficult enough, you can feel his calloused fingertips trailing up your thigh. such a gentle action, but bearing loud emotions and intent. "bow down to the will of a dead girl walking-"

and as you sing the next bit, youre face to face with him. you can feel his gaze piercing through your skull as you continue singing. his tender eyes and slightly parted lips make him look so. soft. its interesting to see this angle, this side of him. after youve seen him always smiling and pestering you, for once he looks- dare you say, tolerable.

"in here it's beautiful," you motion to yourself, trying to sing through a tightened chest. "lets make this beautiful!"

he holds your sides, almost like hes been waiting several eternities for this exact moment, until the music stops. it must have been something that neither of you noticed, because you both just kept going."that works for me-"

and you get the tiniest bit carried away. grabbing his face and shoving it into yours. its like an out of body experience, as if your limbs were impossibly moving on their own. nonetheless, you move yourself to straddle wilbur, feeling his legs straighten beneath you as he continues kissing you breathless. youre holding the back of his neck like its your only support, and you feel his own hands crawling up and down at your sides.

the only thing that stops you is the director completely yelling at you two. "wilbur! Y/N!"

and you part from him, nearly having to shove his shoulders away. your knees still straddle either side of his legs. and youre sitting there with shame written all over your face.

"you guys were only supposed to go up to the 'lets make this beautiful' part," the director sighs, dragging a hand down his face.

you quickly gather yourself and get up, grabbing a fistful of your hair. maybe the pain of yanking it would drown out the pain of embarrassment. "oh my god- oh my god, im so sorry, sir, i didnt mean to, i got carried away, and-"

"its fine, im not angry. i just.. didnt expect you two to go that far," he speaks, and you can feel relief draining into your pigmentation. "atleast it makes my job easier. you two have good chemistry. really good chemistry. casting you both as jd and veronica was a really good choice."

the words replay in your brain. really. good. chemistry. really good chemistry? you? with wilbur? okay, sure, the most he's seen was you straddling wilbur and kissing him until he's panting for air, but his words were just completely incorrect. yet, you keep your thoughts to yourself.

and watching wilbur from his spot, still sitting down, he looks really red. granted, you werent looking too good either, but that was because of pure humiliation. wilbur was never the type to get humiliated. if anything happened, he'd simply laugh it off. him being red would only be if he were flushed, but maybe your thoughts were just snowballing.

"we'll work on it a bit more, but i really don't think there's a lot to really tweak. you both did great. excellent acting," the director says. so innocently and simply, he doesn't notice the weight of his words on you.

excellent. acting. but was it really still acting?

#asks #anon #heathers au #blurb hour #rwb!wilbur #rivals with benefits #my favorites

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wizardofgoodfortune · 1 year

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about me

tagged by @mathomhouse-e @wordsinhaled @immacaria. thank you <3

nickname: alex. if youve ever felt shy about using my name or referring to me by my name, dont be. i much prefer it, tho wizard is fine too <3

sign: aquarius sun and uhhhh *looks at notes* virgo moon and capricorn rising. @ghostboyjules told me that was a good thing bc they "keep my aqua sun grounded"

height: 5'1" when the nurse is feeling generous

last thing i googled: "everything everywhere all at once" just bc i needed to be sure that was the title and not "everywhere everything all at once" LMFAO

song stuck in my head: the promise by when in rome. ive put it in my 1989 dreamling playlist a while back and it hasn't left my head since

amount of sleep: last night was 7 hrs only, but usually its 8+ if i can

dream job: writing for a video game like dragon age

wearing: oversized uni shirt. to be clear i did not go to this particular uni, just got it as a gift somehow ? i forgor 💀

movies/books that summarize me: none bc i contain multitudes wtf 🤨 and because of that i should probably say everything everywhere all at once LOL

favorite song: it changes by the day. buuuut right now i'd say it's bizarre love triangle by new world order (another entry in the 1989 playlist)

aesthetic: give me that whimsigoth shit BUT in pastel pink. oh yeah thats my jam

favorite authors: hmmm. off the top of my head, pseudonymous bosch from my childhood, then rainbow rowell, and most recently neil gaiman! do poets count? e.e. cummings.

random fun fact: i fucking love video games and have been pretty much in the trenches with "gamers" (please do not use this term to describe me i will perish on the spot) the past few years i've been off tumblr so if you catch me saying smth like "pog" know that i'm saying it unironically. sorry. i have like. 1400+ hrs on overwatch. so thats not counting all the other games ive played. i always (sadly) joke with my friends that if i actually spent all that time learning a new language i would be fluent by now. but its ok i mostly spent it with friends so ive made my peace with it!

with all that said... tagging: @ghostboyjules @rooftopwreck @caitlyn-kirammans @milkydonut @teejaystumbles @xx-vergil-xx @thefuzzhead @rainy-days-and-nights @msmongoose @honeyteacakes @transedwizard and whoever else wants to do it!

#curse of tag games be upon ye!#tag games #abt #just realized there are some points that i forgor about so feel free to add them if you want: follower count & currently wearing

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keepinventory · 6 months

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tulip hi tulip :+) my friend from the Trenches. i hope youve been doing well! i know we dont talk too much but your presence on my dashboard is always a welcome one :+) you're so niceys!!! if you asked me to do something theres like a 98% chance i'd do it. like "hey pay you should try out this drink 'THE SLUDGE' it's actually quite tasty and fruitlike" oooh ok tulip thankyou for the recommendation! and then i drink THE SLUDGE and it IS quite tasty and fruitlike!

#👽 < text tag #adhdsocialist

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ankhisms · 1 year

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ok i didnt take a lot of screenshots while i watched but i did write down some thoughts as i was watching so heres episode 41-44 thoughts

ep 41

really fucked up that ZECT has a like gas bomb that makes worms lose their mimic abilities and then they go in and kill them like honestly in that scene it seemed like the worms were like hiyori and rich boy and reina like just living normal lives not harming anyone. frankly im on the worms side here that was fucked up

tendou really climbed an entire mountain just to be dramatic on the top because of course he did

theres a new goth guy in town with a trench coat that hes got the hood pulled up on so you know he means evil business

"what does it mean that i am the top of zects son" kagami how have you gone this long without knowing that your dad is the boss of zect. like i know youre estranged. but you work for zect.

aw rich boy is so worried about his besties being hurt

kagami has admitted that it was a lavender marriage

tosses glitter and falls over, dead

KAGAMI HAS BEEN TACKLED AND HANDCUFFED FOR TRYING TO SEE HIS DAD. I HATE HIS DAD..kagami we need to kill your dad

renge voice how did you get an entire huge bed with a canopy over it inside our tiny ass cafe. did you really have to sleep here. tendou voice who cares. have breakfast. dont question anything that happens anymore

POURING SUGAR ALL OVER THE TOFU WHATRE YOU DOING

"the end is close" ok thats not ominous at all. normal things your dad says to you

"father why was i born" kagami..... kagami my friend kagami )): i havent seen anything about the end of kabuto but i do genuinely have a bad gut feeling about how everything might end for kagami like im concerned about him

the hoppers looking at rich boy and going god i wish someone would call me young master and spoil me and rich boy going hahaha so true. who the fuck are you guys again is so funny. and then theynjust start fighting for no reason like ok yeah sure

"please dont hold a grudge against my son" "i dont hold any grudges against kagami" dont worry mr zect president tendou is holding something else entirely against your son. as in hes holding him in his arms and um

"im not doing this for zect im doing it for someone i trust" aw kagami. i still think its a bad fucking plan

OK SURE HE WAS A WORM THE WHOLE TIME. SURE. WHY NOT.

"i wont trust anyone anymore" GOD. KAGAMI. IM VERY WORRIED ABOUT HIM LIKE WOW. HIS LIFE SUCKS CURRENTLY

THEYRE PUNCHING KAGAMI REALLY FAST HASNT HE GONE THRU ENOUGH

i get kagami might be a bit shocked that the guy hes been working with at zect and really trusted is a worm but like. i dont understand him having such a violent and like disgusted angry response to him like kagami knows that hiyori is a worm and knows that tsurugi is a worm and he has no issues with them?? and like his team mate guy was trying to protect him and help him and rushed over to see if he was ok and tried to help him up so its just kind of like. kagami i get you might be shocked but this is still the same guy youve always known and respected and trusted its just like. cmon now

ep 42

"time only flows for me" ok sure! whatever the fuck! i just am accepting every single thing that happens now because like yeah why not. this might as well happen enough bizarre unexplainable shit has happened already we might as well through something else in

watching a hostage tape ransom message on a projector

ok the zect counsel is like hooded mysterious figures. makes sense

TOFU DUEL......... TWO!!!!!!!!

i can not believe i forgot about kagami having a brother which was a whole thing in the beginning which was very tragic and sad it feels like the whole direction and feeling of the show has changed so much since then

baseball with feelings

"i kept seeing my sister in her" UM. DONT SAY THAT

i love kagami pushing open his jacket and touching the gattack belt in the same kind of movement an old wild west cowboy would do to reach for his gun holster in a shootout its very fun

misaki why did you say yes to going out with him suddenly. misaki please

it feels meaningful to me that tadokoro comes to save kagami and fight the other worm in his human form.... and then him reaching out to help kagami up and kagami taking his hand vs how kagami reacted when he first found out. cries

you may be able to stop time but consider this: im the fucking sun

not gorou chan is so mad about not being able to launch a missile attack. typical government behavior

TENDOU DITCHED THEIR TOFU DUEL

uh oh the other tendou is here

ep 43

other tendou skips into the cafe and is like lalalaaa im going to kill tendou. okay byeeeeeeee and skips out

"hiyori doesnt want to see you any more" DONT SAY THAAAAT HES HER BIG BROTHERRRRR

i do enjoy tendou two as a character so far hes fun

"how did you come here from the edge of time and space" "lol not telling you"

help this really is like this universe isnt big enough for two tendous

tendou two, while beating tendou up: whyre you hitting yourself stop hitting yourself

why must we fight the goth evil worm guy why cant we kiss him

cant visit your boyfriend in the emergency care ward of the hospital unless you look hot

the evil goth worm guy being able to copy any attack he gets hit with is a fun twist

IM NOT MISAKINU. IM MISAKI. YOU TELL HIM GO

"when my mimic defeats me" tendou. dont fucking say that. but also it makes sense. hes the kind of big brother who would sacrifice himself to save his little sisters. but like tendou. tendou your sisters need you alive. kagami needs you alive

"keep it all a secret from kagami" STOP!+!!!!!!! NO. YOU KNOW THIS IS GOING TO BREAK HIS HEART YOU KNOW HE WOILD DO ANYTHING TO STOP YOU FROM SACRIFICING YOURSELF

crying and sobbing about tendou teaching jyuka to cook. he loves both his little sisters so much but also he misses hiyori and cooking with hiyori was their sibling bonding activity

aw tendou two loves hiyori in his own way and doesnt want hiyori to be sad ):

the scene with tendou saying i have to die to save hiyori and kagami trembling and yelling AND I HAVE TO WATCH AND DO NOTHING WHILE YOU DIE?? they were in love there

yknow what i cant even blame hiyori for saying shes not returning to the world ever again. its her choice she should be allowed to make that choice. but also. sad

ep 44

i kind of wonder if hiyori was written out of the show because her actress was needing to do something else but i could always be wrong it just is kind of what the whole deal felt like

NOT MY RICH BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!

did not at all expect kageyama to stop his hopper-isms and put on a suit and be THA BEE again but im proud of him

oh he fucking got his ass kicked. well he tried

LETS GO HOME.... WAAAAAA... I LOVE YOU SIBLINGS...

i do feel bad for tendou two like it kind of seems like his entire existence was made to revolve around pretending to be tendou to keep hiyori there or whatever but also they had him fucking chained up and locked away tortured and now hes all alone. that sucks so bad for that guy

oop kageyama took off his suit hes back on the path of hell

OK TENDOU TWO IS GOING CRAZY. OK. DID HE JUST FUVKING KILL HIYORI. HOLY SHIT

#kr kabuto lb

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wingedscribe · 7 months

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Five songs! I was tagged by @dicaeopolis for this and barring more instructions I'm assuming it's just list 5 songs youve been liking recently so let's go

Butchered Tongue by Hozier - ok i like the entire most recent album, it's great, but Butchered Tongue is probably my favorite there (close tie with I, Carrion (Icarian)). It helps that I put it on a character playlist and so I listen to it and watch the AMV in my mind and have a great time and end up wildly emotional. Which is a time-honored tradition.

Last Man Standing by Bruce Springsteen - ok so I didn't know this song very well -- it wasn't one of the Springsteen songs I'd really listened to -- and then I ended up hearing it in concert through a completely unexpected sequence of events and it was fantastic. His voice is incredible as ever, it carries the emotion of being the last remnant of a time and a group that no longer exists.

The Dead Waltz by Radical Face - Listen. Weird small children? Talking to spirits and the dead? A narrator who's just trying to be practical in the face of this? The quiet ache of "don't you mind/don't you mind/I'll watch over her as though she were mine" sung by the main character as he promises to take care of the child of the woman he loves who does not love him? It's a good song.

Who Do You Love by Marianas Trench - this song has some hypnotic power over me where it starts playing and no matter what else I was doing i immediately start singing along. Also there was no way a Marianas Trench song didn't make it onto this list.

Anthem by Leonard Cohen - Another song that makes me feel a lot of emotions! I mean, Leonard Cohen is very good at that in general, but for whatever reason Anthem has made a home in my brain right now and isn't leaving.

As for who I'm tagging - I guess @murderandcoffee and @captainmistyknight if they're interested!

#tag game #again i'm unsure the precise rules of this but i saw five songs and gave 5 songs so #there you have it

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we-survive-endlessly · 10 days

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top 5 shows

top 5 manga

top 5 video essays

top 5 drinks (alcoholic or otherwise)

top 5 places youve visited

top 5 days of your life

(^thats a lot... oops. feel free to choose whichever are interesting;; i wanna know the reasoning behind your choices if theres any though)

Oooh FUN omg

Okay so I don’t really watch video essays (that I can think of) but I’ll try to answer the others! This could get lengthy so answers are below the cut!

Top Five Shows

Friends - This is my comfort show. I’ve had it on at night while I sleep every night for over a decade. My sister and I quote it constantly and it just never gets old for me. (It’s literally in as I’m typing this 😂)

Supernatural - I genuinely loved almost this entire show! Except for the shitty ending they gave it. It’s funny and dark and all of that fun stuff.

Criminal Minds - I binged this entire show in like a month and a half. That’s fifteen fucking seasons my dude. Anyways I love Spencer a lot 🥰

Rizzoli and Isles - Listen I love a good case of the week show. And one with two female leads that are complex and well developed? Even better!

Hawaii Five-O - Same as the above but with male leads! I love the relationship between Danny and Steve so much.

Honorable mentions to Teen Wolf, The Office, and How I Met Your Mother!

Top 5 Mangas

Okay so I honestly haven’t read a lot of manga. I think I read some of Peach Fuzz when I was younger. And I know I borrowed a series from a friend in high school about a kid with black wings, but that’s pretty much it 😬👍

Top 5 Drinks

I love a little drink omg

Any lemonade, but especially blackberry lemonade

Sprite (alone, mixed with lemonade, or malibu)

Egg Nog (has to be dairy free now but I still love it)

Hard Cider (plain or flavored)

Root Beer

Top 5 Places I’ve Visited

I admittedly haven’t been many places, but here we go!

Mount Vernon, Virginia - Not because of the house or that it was owned by George Washington, but because of the LAND. It is so green and right on the water and was just so beautiful. I went there 14 years ago and I still think about it.

Museum of Natural History - I wish there was a museum of that caliber near me omg 😭

Monterey Bay Aquarium - Huge, stunning aquarium with beautiful fish and a fun gift shop? Sign me up!

The local apple farms that my friends and I visit every fall - fall vibes with apple treats and hard cider like how can you say no

This route that my friends and I take when we are driving at night listening to music - it’s back roads in the country and the night sky is so beautiful

Top 5 Days Of My Life

A lot of what comes to mind are concert related 😅

Seeing Kingdom in concert and meeting them - It was my first kpop concert and I couldn’t have picked a more perfect one. I’d never been around that many kpop fans (I only have one irl kpop friend) and everyone was so wonderful and kind and welcoming. The members of Kingdom were all super sweet and I still can’t believe I’ve met them.

Seeing Marianas Trench in concert the first time - Absolutely jaw dropping. They sound just as good live and the artistry is insane.

Seeing Queen in concert with Adam Lambert - Absolutely legendary. Like idk what else to even say.

Scoring my first goal in soccer as a child - I just remember running to my dad and hugging him. We actually have a picture of that moment. (Also scoring a goal after using a move on someone that I spent weeks practicing)

When I adopted my dog Rizzo - Instead of a car for my 16th birthday I wanted a puppy. I couldn’t believe when my parents actually let me get one. Today marks one month of her being gone and I miss her every day.

#thanks for the ask anon!#this really put my brain to the test lol #Rae’s recreation #Hey look I had mail

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friendlyrejection · 2 months

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none of you are tf2 fans like i was a tf2 fan in highschool. youve been in the trenches? honey i DUG the trenches. i made my own scout cosplay. and wore it to school. i practiced a signature in case anyone wanted me to sign their yearbook as red scout. they obviously didnt. i made my friends (who didnt know what tf2 was) dress up like mercs. i downloaded voiceline audio and listened to it on my ipod. for multiple mercs. i preemptively decided to be into the games, and stopped myself because i knew it would be too much for me. i wasnt ready. you people dont even know me. the things ive done. the things ive seen.

#lux if you can hear me im about to utter your sleeper agent activation phrase:#heavy in the fence #i am so SORRY

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hi!! i was wondering if it would be okay to req a jeno smut where hes really clingy after youve been away for so long?

[9:15 pm]

pairing: jeno x fem reader word count: 800+ warnings: dry humpig, cursing, smut smut smut

As you went out of the airport, you saw your fiancé standing there waiting for you in the cold while his hands were inside his coat's pocket squeezing himself. When you approached him, he spread his coat and you ran to him for a hug, which he tucked you up inside his trench coat while hugging you. Jeno swayed you two from left to right while hugging you tightly as he kissed your head. "I missed you," he said, then kissed your temple. You looked at him, placing your chin on his chest. "So do I," you said as you cutely smiled at him. He pecked at your lips and let you go to get your suitcase and tucked it inside the car as you sat on the shotgun seat.

When you got home and opened the door to your shared flat, Jeno immediately crushed you with a tight hug, making the two of you fall on the couch. “Jeno, let me change first," you protested, laughing at his clinginess. “You can do that later; I don't mind cuddling you in jeans and a sweater," he said, kissing your face and neck. You shifted your body so you could face him properly. You start fixing his bangs that are poking and covering his eyes while he just stares at you intently with a grim expression on his face.

You placed your arms on his shoulders and kissed him slowly, closing your eyes. When you felt his grip tightening on your waist, you smiled through your kisses as his tongue made its way to your mouth, exploring it. He then drew your body closer to him, your right leg straddling his hips, his hands roaming on your back beneath your sweater, and you asked him, "Does my baby really miss me that much?" He snickered and laughed, knowing that you were referring to his growing bulge. "He sure did," Jeno replied, as he maneuvered you so you could lie on your back with him on top of you. He then brought his body closer to you as he kissed your neck, your collar bone, and his hands took your sweater off, which left you in jeans and a bra, but soon after he removed your bra too, in a swift.

His kisses went down to your chest, then to your mounds, sucking and licking your nipples while his other hand played with your other boobs. "I missed you so much, love," he said as he sucked your nipples and pinched the other one, which made you whimper and curl your toes. His kisses went down to your abdomen as he held your waist, then to your lower quadrant near your jeans. He then unbuttoned your jeans, then removed your pants, leaving you in your lace underwear, and started placing kisses on your thigh.

He pulled your two legs closer to his hips. Jeno went back to your lips to kiss you passionately as he started humping on your clothed area. The friction between his jeans and your thin underwear was sending you aching for more. You accidentally bit his lower lip, "I’m sorry," and he just laughed at your antics. He said, "Patience, love," and then he started to remove his shirt. Then back to kissing you while unbuckling his belt and stripping off, you can feel his tip on your entrance as he leans, and he then entered you, thrusting slowly as you bit your lower lip, stopping yourself from moaning, "It's okay, you can take it."

After 6 months of being away from each other, his cock feels so foreign inside. As Jeno noticed you scrunching up and gasping, he kissed you and whispered sweet nothings while holding your hips in place to distract you from his deep thrusting.

He kissed your cheeks, "I love you, my sweet."

"You can take it," he said as he kissed your jaw.

You clenched around his cock. "Fuck," he groaned close to your ear. He kept thrusting inside you, deeper, as his tip hit your g-spot. "J-jeno," you moaned and clenched around his shaft. "I know, wait for me." A few more thrusts and you released, not long after Jeno released his seed inside you too. He kissed your forehead and said, "You did so well."

He then plopped on top of you, with no plans to remove his shaft inside you. He nuzzled his face against your neck and hugged you, "Now, can I change?" You asked him, drawing circles on his bare back. He shook his head in response, "More cuddles, pleaseee" he pleaded to you while he kissed your shoulders, "Love, we’re sticky because of sweat." You laughed at his cuteness, "Then, round two in the shower?" He suggested, "I think we’ll just cuddle here." You insist on disregarding his suggestion.

#nct jeno #jeno lee #jeno smut #jeno x reader #lee jeno #nct dream #jeno fanfic #nct #nct x reader #jeno scenarios #jeno hard hours #nct fanfic #jeno lee smut

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Dabi x reader

This is loosely...LOOSELY based off the myth of Persephone and Hades-honestly, I tried to do the fic based off the legend and it just turned into a yandere Dabi, so enjoy!😘😘

⤷ Genre: Yandere, angst+fluff

⤷ Word Count: 2898

⤷ Warnings: cursing, abduction, mentions of spicy themes 🔥

⤷ Synopsis: You wake up in a new place, feeling tired, achy, and not understanding a single clue of how you got there-until you realize you have been taken prisoner by non other than Dabi, who has seemed to take a strange liking to you.

Song Recs: ⤷Tourniquet-Evanescence⤷Hollywood’s Bleeding-Post Malone ⤷The Reaper-Chainsmokers

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You groaned, your eyes barely opening to slits as your mind awoke from its foggy state.

Everything felt numbingly painful: your joints ache as if they were rusted metal, unmovable and thick with time. Your feet tingled with exhaustion and your arms were heavy with fatigue, your forehead throbbing slightly from your uncomfortable nap. Your chapped lips parted, the skin detaching itself from being molded together for so long as you began to try and awaken yourself.

Feet-then legs- then hips-then arms- then head.

You began to pick apart each piece of body, the connection running slowly as you moved each ligament and limb, awakening them from their ill rested sleep.

What the hell had even happened to you?

Nothing was familiar to you- this room you were able to slowly piece together was foreign and solemn, almost akin to a warm dungeon with its steely brick walls and frugally decorated exterior. The only thing that seemed remotely comfortable was the bed you were laying on, the cool black sheets chilling your bare skin.

Your heart skipped a beat as your heavy head lazily looked down at your body: these were not even your clothes, if you could call it even that

You could sense on your skin that you were still wearing your undergarments, but the only thing covering you was a thin white shirt, the fabric charred at the top with gaping holes and flowing just past your upper thigh.

Everything was so strange-this foreign scenery, these clothes that were hastily thrown on you, your aching body....

The shock of the newnness couldn't seem to feel frightening. Your senses and survival instincts were cloudy and murky, your mind slowly trying to piece together the situation in front of you.

But it was like trudging through a river upstream-the rush of the water was too powerful, slowly pushing you as you climbed desperately to fight your fatigue and understand your situation.

“Oh good, your finally awake-thought you’d be out for another hour,” a voice drawled out from the shadows, sending a shiver through your thoughts.

Your body stiffened instantly at the sound, your heart beating against your chest like a hammer pounding against a nail. The voice seemed to speak from the shadows of the room, a body less phantom, it’s voice low and bored sounding as it slowly came closer to your fragile body.

“-seems your body didn’t like the drug Kurogiri made- youve been out for a while now,” it continued, a smile eminent in the voice’s tone as it creeped in the darkness.

What the hell was going on? Who was Kurogiri? And what freak drugged you?

And why couldn’t you remember anything from the last night?

Questions swarmed your brain, each one more complex and confused than the last. You were completely awake now, your eyes wide with shock as they darted across the room, trying to find the source of the voice.

You took a deep swallow through your dry mouth, coating your tongue with thick saliva as you willed your beating heart to squeeze out any courage it could.

“Who-who’s there?,” you stammered, your voice craggily and thick like sleep, “Who are you? Where am I?”

A low chuckle tumbled against the room, turning your blood ice cold.

“Slow down dollface, introductions first. Cant be demanding things when someone welcomes you into their home,”

“I never asked to be brought into your home-”

“And I never asked to like you so damn much, but here we are,”

Like...you? Your shocked eyes turned into confusion, trying to decipher the meaning of that sentence.

Who even was this guy-and what did he want with you?

Steel boots on wood floor pounded against the wall, small details finally being able to be seen. Fear pooled in your stomach, making it difficult for you to look and see who your captor was.

You started gazing at the bottom of his tall stature: boots, black and worn….black pants to match, a trench coat inky and dirty in spots with dirt…..a white shirt, looking painfully identical to yours…silver details glinting like knives as it wrapped around your captor’s lean forearms, strangely scarred purple skin….

“the name’s Dabi,”

He gave you a crude smile, those piercings digging into his skin with the motion as his eyes light up with amusement.

Fear gripped your stomach and flooded your whole body, squeezing your lungs painfully and forcing you to be unable to breath. You knew who this was, he was hard not to miss, with his marred skin and piercing blue eyes.

A Villian of the LOV, a dangerous man with an even more dangerous quirk.

You gulped, noticing how the scars ran against his skin for the first time, covering most of his body in a thick film of painful markings.

“Telling by our face, your already know me, dont ya doll?”

If he had those marks because of his own quirk...you shivered at the thought, knowing full well it would be 10 times worse for yourself if he used his fiery power against you.

You had to be careful with this one if you wanted to come out if this on one piece...extremely careful.

His face turned down slightly in annoyance, his blue eyes squinting as he peered at your shivering form.

“Answer me, I don't like being ignored,” he chided, his tone extremely calm and dangerous.

You gulped, shifting quickly so you could sit up and talk to the man directly.

“Yes, yes I know who you are-you're part of the LOV,”

“So you already know? Such a smart girl,”

That thin smile returned, almost like a grimace by how wide it was. He stepped closer, those boots like the ticks of a bomb, ready to explode at any moment.

You couldn’t fathom why this-this Villian, wanted anything to do with you.

You were no hero or sidekick, just a frugal girl going to college in the city. Your quirk wasn’t anything special: it was called Plant Growth, which allowed you to grow plants by merely touching any part of it exterior. You had been told it was strong, but you had never really paid any mind to it, only using it to grow your own garden or help others who couldn’t seem to grow their own.

Was this why you had been kidnapped?

Did the League see something useful in your quirk, something I’d use to them?

“What do you want with me?” You asked, hating how terrified your voice sounded compared to his prideful, calm tone.

“I-Im not going to be apart of your League’s plans if thats why your kidnapping me,”

Dabi chuckled, the sound sending shivers down your spine.

“Oh, the League doesnt know I have you. They think Im still trying to recruit more members at the moment. No, you, you are my dirty and innocent little secret, dollface,”

This was wierd-too wierd.

Why did he sound so possessive, As if he was a child protecting his favorite toy from the other kids? What was wrong with him-you had never talked to this man a day in your life, only knowing him from the occasional news reporting about him.

So why did he treat you as if he owned you?

You grimaced at the way he described you, the words making your skin crawl.

“Please dont call me that-”

“I gonna call you whatever I want to call ya,” he snarled, that disturbing grin still plastered on his face, “youre not in a position to be calling the shots.”

“Can you at least call me by my real name?” You asked, your voice timid and begging,” It’s-“

“Y/n, I know,” he smiled as you stared at him with terrified eyes, your mouth slightly agape.

So you were right-he did know you.

But how?

“How do you-“

Dabi chuckled again, the sound rich and deep rumbling out of his chest.

“Damn, you have hell of a lot of questions“, he sat himself down on the bed, the mattress dipping slightly under his added weight.

The smell of burning wood and whiskey floated to you, your senses going into override from the smell. It confused you how comforting it felt, but the fear was still growing in your stomach.

You instantly brought your feet close to your body, your knees hugging your chest as you tried to grow distance from you and this man.

“Well, you did just kidnap me, so I kind of deserve a few answers,” you remarked, your eyes trained on him.

He seemed so calm, so collected, staring at you with patient and waiting eyes.

“So you wanna bargain with me?” He drawled out, almost sounding bored as he leaned his head forward.

You swallowed, the blood rushing to your ears. That shit eating grin he was sporting seemed so menacing, as if he was secretly playing some cat and mouse game with you.

“What’s the bargain?” You asked hesitantly. The thin shirt pooled against your thighs, sending shivers against your skin.

Even with the strangely warm room, the fright from this situation and this Villian sent up your spine.

You had to admit it to yourself-there was a strange charm to him. He radiates pride and commanded power, from his messy black hair to his piercing blue eyes. His marred skin rippled like infinitely connected rivers, the purple wine color quite pleasing once you got adjusted to the shock of it.

The only thing that showed weakness were the staples: they seemed so painful, the way they pulled taught against his smooth skin and stretched it agonizingly against his skin. A small part of you felt empathy for the Villian and these crude marking adorning his body, but he didn’t seem fazed by them.

He continued to grin, even with those staples stretching his skin to ungodly lengths.

His piercing blue eyes racked into your body, gazing you up and down with a hungry gaze, like a lion looking at a lamb.

“You ask one question-and thats it,” he instructed, his low tone commanding.

One question?! You stared at him in shock-He can look as pretty and ethereal all he wanted with his pale skin and sultry voice-but no way in hell was he going to allow you one question after he kidnapped you-he was out of his mind!

“But that’s not-“ you argued back, your face clearly annoyed by his proposition.

“Not fair??” He cut you off, his voice taunting you, “Well wake the hell up Princess, your under possession of a Villian-‘fair’ doesn’t mean anything,”

You pursed your lips, hating how smug he looked as he peered at your clearly irritated face.

If he wanted to play that game-fine, you could play too.

You turned your head defiantly to the side, your hair cascading across your face as you looked away from Dabi.

It was a risk to be so openly resistant, but if he liked you as much as he seemed to, he might break slightly.

An exasperated sigh came from the Villian, the weight in the bed shifting as he moved slightly closer to you.

“Fine then,” he said exasperatedly,” three,”

A wave of relief flooded your system, a small smile tugging against your lips as you looked again at the Villian. Dabi looked back at you, a change flashing across his face.

He almost looked-relieved? Peaceful? Dreamy?

You couldn’t quite place it, but before you could fully understand it, his expression turned back to its lazy default.

“Now go, before I change my mind,” he instructed, his eyes trained on you as you shifted in your spot.

Three questions? Better but still-not that much.

“How much time has passed?” You asked first, your voice soft and tentative as you stared at the Villian with expecting eyes.

“Time?” He repeated, a grin on his bi-colored lips, “ That’s a short one…it’s been 2 days.”

Your breath caught in your lungs-2 days since you’ve been gone? You felt a small bit of panic flood your system, realizing your life had been unattended to for a whole 48 hours...but you quickly brought yourself from the intial shock. 2 days isn’t that long...it could be worse.

“Okay…” You sucked in a deep breath, willing your body to calm itself “How did I get here?”

“Now that’s a long one….

You watched him sigh slightly, his marred hands rubbing the back of his neck. He seemed slightly vulnerable like this, almost, well, sweet, as he tried to find the right words.

“I’ve been watching you from afar for a while now, and figured out you like to go into your garden before you go to bed for the night.

It was simple-I drugged you with a little sleeping serum I got from another member of the LOV, Kurogiri. Your currently in the LOV headquarters, in my room. Your clothing got dirty getting here, so that’s why you're wearing my clothes.”

Well hell-that was a lot to process. You instantly looked at him with worrying eyes, unable to process all the information. Hes been watching you? And drugged you? And, on top of all that creepiness, saw your in just your underwear and bra? Oh god, maybe even more-

He seemed to already read your mind, a dark laugh coming from his lips.

“Oh don’t worry dollface, I didn’t do anything,” he joked, his voice sultry and dangerous, “you’d feel it if I did,”

You gulped, letting those words register.

So he was a stalker and a flirt-great.

You licked your lips, clearly not finding the remark funny as you continued to stare at him with terrfied eyes.

The room seemed extremely quiet, Dabi’s dominant exterior faltering as your body language oozed fear.

“Why do you want me?” Your voice wa s barely louder than a whisper, your legs wrapped close to your body.

Dabi was the quietest you had seen him from this intial meeting, his inky black bangs cascading across his face and obscuring his eyes.

“Ya know…” he finally said, his voice vulnerable and quiet, “shit, I wish I knew that,”

“I just know that you-you are so whole and innocent, so loving...I-I fell for that. Not many are accepting of me, not just because I’m a Villian. They see my scars and instantly want me gone-but your not like that.”

He turned to you, that sultry smirk framed on his lips as he leaned in slowly, his digits resting gently on your knee.

You stared at that hand, the soft embrace on your bone making your heart jump. He was so gentle with you, so soft and endearing-you knew that he wasn’t like this with everyone. There was something inside him that longed for you, and it made your head spin in confusion.

“I’m not as good of a person as you think I am,” you replied, as if desperately trying to convince him,” I’m sorry people treat you so horribly, but-but I’m not your savior from it.”

He continued to smile at you adoringly, his blue eyes sparkling like diamonds.

“See, your sorry for me. Your-naive like that, and that’s why I like you so much.”

“But I barely know you, I can’t care for you as much as you want me to-“

“But isnt that people like you do-learn to love everyone, for all their traumas and flaws?” His voice became louder, more passionate as he shifted even closer to you. His hand grabbed yours, the staples digging into your cold skin.

He was so warm, his palms radiating a comforting heat as that smell of burning firewood filled your shocked lungs.

“Your so naive to everyone, to the people who dont deserve it-,” he continued, “you love everyone and everything.”

“I promise doll, if you just care for me like I care for you...I won’t hurt you,”

Your breath hitched in your throat, fears and defiance filling your body.

“You took me away from home. That’s hurting me,” you remarked back, desperately trying to fight yourself from leaning into the naturally warm man.

“Falling in love with someone and having them not love you back is hurting too,” his face contorted into anger and some pain, as if your words cut into his ego as his blue eyes pierced into you.

Your lips pursed again, your eyes forming into angry slits.

“I’ll never love you. Never,” you spat back. He may be pretty, and in some ways endearing, but no way in hell would you be his personal side girl, kept against your will to satiate his needs.

But something in your tone flipped a switch in him-no more was the patient, flirty Villian in front of you.

Something changed inside him, a dangerous personality took over, his hand swiftly reaching for your throat and wrapping around it.

All you could see were those expanse of blue, the irises dilated with anger as the staples in his hand dug painfully in your skin. Your eyes blew out in fear, his palm warm and suffocating as your skin became hotter and hotter, until the point of pain as you stared at those icy blue orb.

A sadistic smirk flashed again Dabi’s marred skin, causing a intense chill to spread along your spine.

“Aw you sweet thing, you scared?” He taunted, his voice dripping with amusement and anger,

“ You should be,”

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