#but i actually feel okay today :)
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Honk shoo mimimimi
#pokemon#art tag#pokemon fennel#scientist fennel#musharna#pokemon black and white#pokemon bw#reading all of pokespe bc im so behind remembered i like fennel#i miss lacktwo and whitwo i want them baaaaaaaaack#i actually have no rambles today#feels weird. okay bye bye
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the issue with practicing good self-care is that it's so much easier to do when you're already feeling okay
on a day where I'm not in abject despair, I can go for a walk with little effort and stop myself from looking myself up and not get sucked into scrolling mindlessly on socials that'll make me feel like shit because I'm "not good enough"
but on a day when I do feel bad, not only are those things really, really hard to do but I actively want to do the harmful things even more. On a bad day, I am like 70% more likely to google myself. On a really bad day I want to actively seek out and read bad reviews (I don't, but the urge follows me around all day). Why? I don't know! It's like a form of self-harm.
And then of course if you give into those urges on the bad days, they make the bad days last longer and the good days harder to get back to.
I dunno where I'm going with this other than the fact that the human brain is a hot fucking mess and I wish it would behave itself.
#for context im feeling okay today!!#I was on my phone and looking at my TikTok notifs and my brain went#'look yourself up'#and i went 'i wont be doing that actually' and just closed the app#just like that!! SO EASY#and it got me thinking#mental health
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wild to think that if netflix werent the worst we could have had a jatp s2, maybe even a s3, by now. like. we could have had so many new songs😔
#julie and the phantoms#most of the time i am okay with cancellation now becuase if you ignore the last 2mins with nick/caleb it's nice self contained story that#wraps up with the boys coming back to life after julie hugs them and i can pretend they went and found willie and hugged him back to life t#BUT sometimes i do think about what could have been and what we lost out on. like i would LOVE to know what the overall plan was#but also maybe i dont because i might have hated it so actually its a win that we never got a s2dfjkhgdfg#anyway i'm a little in my jatp feels today for some reason i guess
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2023 Dutch Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen & Pierre Gasly)
#GUYS I AM SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY TODAY AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH#LETS GOOOOOO BACK ON THE PODIUM!!!!!!!!!#ive done enough live blogging that sums up my feelings hahaha so i should refrain here#i think that was def my fav race of the season(other than bahrain prob hehehe)#but god what a fantastic race!! yes i cried a bit#like everyone was overtaking and there was such good racing up and down the field and it felt so close#thank you to the rain!!!!!#i need a nando overtak count bcs my god he was actually insane this race#like that first lap double overtake?????? okay????? go off king!!!!!!!#but aaaahhhhh everyone was so happy for himmmmmmmm#like hugging him and chanting his name and cheering!! AS HE DESERVESSSSSSSS#the green background of the podium...it was foreshadowing#im still on my caffiene high from rb so im so sorry to all my mutuals for all the caps and screaming and tambling BUT IT IS A GREAT DAY#i kinda wanna clip some parts of his interview cause he was very cute and happy and silly today hehehe#fernando alonso#f1#formula one#formula 1#fa14#max verstappen#aston martin#pierre gasly#2023 dutch gp#2023 dutch grand prix#we do a little bit of f1
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It Ain't My Fault (That I'm Out Here Gettin' Loose)
“You’d look much better in navy,” Max said, wiggling his eyebrows.
And... huh.
It wasn’t the first time Max had made that joke, but something about it now was different. Maybe it was because he was coming down from his orgasm, or because they were in Austria, or... perhaps it was because he just really loved Max.
But he found himself saying, “Okay.”
OR: The one where a blowjob turns into a life-altering decision. It was always going to happen in Austria.
Part VI of The Warming Verse.
Charles Leclerc/Max Verstappen | 7.2k | Read on AO3
moodboard 📸 created by the beautiful @simplysimplylovely
#surprise??#i'm so unhinged today#i wrote this all in one sitting#why do i do this#DANDO WAS TAKING TOO LONG AND I NEEDED TO WRITE & COMPLETE SOMETHING TO FEEL ALIVE OKAY???#also... lestappen in austria always has me feeling some type of way....#and this is actually max's fault because he was unhinged af in the press conference#myfic#F1 Fanfic#Lestappen#F1 RPF#Fic Rec#AO3#F1 Fic Rec
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having entirely too much fun with old outfit requests
#sonic#archie sonic#silver the hedgehog#scourge the hedgehog#elias acorn#sally acorn#amy rose#iratusmus.png#last art post for today i promise!!!#when i started out with silver i was like ''well okay i want this to be super chill and pump out a bunch of them really fast''#since when i do these things i tend to do them really relaxed at first and then i progressively put more and more effort into them#until theyre just full-fledged drawings. and then . well. i picked that complicated outfit for scourge#and it all went in a direction from there. as you can tell#either way doing a bunch of outfit requests at once is good for me because then im forced to spice up the poses a bit#also everybody say thank you to my beloved mutual jay un-pearable for introducing me to halftone hospital#unrelated but im actually incredibly happy with the way elias' hair turned out#since i struggled with it for like a millions years#anyways. if you want one of these send in a character and if i feel up to it ill put them in a funky outfit#or a stupid one. i have so many abysmally stupid outfits.
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Fleet: I had this idea…
Clara: Yes?
Fleet: I thought you might like to go to the theatre.
Clara: I’m sorry?
Fleet: The theatre. Today. Catch a matinee.
Clara: Archibald Fleet, are you inviting me to a social activity? Like a friend might?
Me at work: *shaking a baking rack and foaming at the mouth*
#victoriocity#victoriocity spoilers#I’m so glad my kickstarter tier has me early access to the whole season because I finished it today#and I have so many thoughts!!! and feelings!!!!!#these two are like the slowest burn to ever burn#even if they never actually get together I’ll be okay just a lil disappointed#I just need them to be at minimum best friends okay#I can’t wait for my high vaultage novel to get here#okay now where is season four I need it
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day 28
#i kinda rambled here in the tags so have fun with that#ultratober#ultrakill#mysterious druid knight#ultrakill mdk#no owl though i couldnt find a way to keep their ingame appearance (what i registered as 2 cubes ontop of one another) unfortunately#i dont feel like putting all of his tags here. but hopefully the fans of this guys ultrakill appearance find this#anyways speaking of which. heres a question i have.#should i actually watch this guys shit btw#asking cause that drawing hakita did for today intrigued me#“i bought an aztec death whistle to fuck with my weed neighbors” yeah you sure did man! Yeah!#okay the likelihood of me getting an answer to my question is low but theres a slim chance okay?#ill stop yapping now. youre here for drawings
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(link to recipe here)
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Part One, Part Two, Part Four
#Had a bit of fun with this one#all of the pictures i found on pinterest#but the fire one I did a bit messing around with on canva#i think it turned out pretty okay tho#and this time we have a recipe AND music!! :D :D#the song was way too hard to pin down than I would have liked#it feels like a lot of them are better for later in the book#but I thought this one could work#if you have any song recs lemme know#i feel like one of these days I'll have to actually make some of the recipes I keep adding ha ha!#but for right now#ya enjoy the may 5th edition#may 7th may be a little calmer#may come today may come tomorrow#who knows who knows#anyway bonus points for anyone who finds the secret second story#dracula daily#dracula#jonathan harker's insta#jonathan harker my boy#kiki does dracula daily#just yelling into the void
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potential angst fic where the world just….collapses in on itself right before your very eyes. the sky is deep red in color, clouds gone, night doesn’t fall behind the horizon of your trees anymore. land is splitting into millions of pieces, people are falling into the ocean by the thousands. there’s chaos everywhere, and you’re sure that this is the official end of the world.
only thing is—you can’t die yet. not because you haven’t fulfilled your life’s destiny or whatever bullshit, no. you refuse to die a virgin. but luckily, so does your childhood best friend Bakugou.
the earth is still shifting and rocking when you both agree to it, sure that by tomorrow the house shattering storms will have moved to your region, that you’ll be dead by sunrise. so you spend the entire night encased in his arms, tangled in his bed sheets. you wish you had more time to try more positions, but you tick off most on your bucket list.
he’s surprisingly shy the whole time, a little huffy when he tries to stick it in and misses your hole because he’s so nervous, and also, there’s another earthquake happening at this very moment. he kisses you gentle, and breaths hotly against your neck whenever you squeeze down on him. it’s not enough time in the remainder of the world to make fun of him for being a one pump chump, and you can only hook your leg around his waist to make him keep going so you can experience your first orgasm with another person.
and the night is heavenly, blissful, full of sweet moans and tender touches. it all goes well, and you expect to wake up in some afterlife by the time ‘night’ is over.
….only thing is; you wake up the next day. in bed. beside Bakugou who looks at you just as confusedly.
“I thought we were supposed to be dead by now?” He asks you, turning on your tv that hasn’t worked since the birds fell out of the sky. but miraculously—the tv works. and it’s broadcasting extremely important news, a headline that makes you swallow.
apocalypse seemingly over: or are we being fooled by an angry god?
“What the fuck are we gonna do now?” You can hear Bakugou mutter, but you’re still stuck on the paler sky that’s starting to look more blue and the one bird on the branch outside your window and the people who’ve stopped wielding axes and started picking up shattered pieces of their homes. but you’re still even more so stuck on the fact that you just fucked your childhood best friend in his too big and expensive bed and lost your virginity for nothing. what the fuck are you gonna do now?
#new fic idea that will take me eight months to write lol leave me ALONE#but I love n cherish this idea sm#so much chaos for days#everyone’s convinced they’re gonna die#and then boom#nothing lmfao#imagine the awkwardness that ensues after#do you start a relationship with him? do you pretend it never happened? become fwb’s???#so many options and so many feelings surface#okay I’m done rambling lol#I keep getting these bouts of nausea and I hate it#someone put me down pls I just wanna feel NORMAL#also I started my mythology course today and I actually really like it#idk why I’m surprised Ive always love mythology lol#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬
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everyone say hi to elias 👋 they enjoy long walks on bloodstained beaches and failing perception checks
#river dipping#bg3#i've been feeling pretty okay the past few days and it's probably because i'm spending so much time with this fucker#they’re a berserker barbarian drow with a charlatan background#they're a bit cruel and love using deception and intimidation in every available interaction they have#they're actually one of two characters i have but my other character is just for when i get tired of the tank combat#also i want lae'zel and shadowheart to kiss. they're sooo funny when they interact with each other.#...........anyway hello#i'm posting this as a little check in i guess#i might get to my activity feed later today but idk...#...i realize i'm coming online after days of nothing to post abt a completely different video game but kjhnkgh#this is all i have to share atm#actually that's not true i did edit a photo i took of mattodore a few days ago...#i'll post that later#…maybe.#rn i'm just gonna go back to playing bg3 <3 it's fun and distracting#ik i have some asks and mentions to get to but. i rlly am having trouble talking to ppl atm#and like my emotions are kinda distant from my body? so. i feel odd still.#avpd is so frustrating but whatever.
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I actually for real feel like my phone's scanning quality has dropped monumentally while I was away on thing so that's a fun thing to figure out now. anyways
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#answering of ''sure'' whenever they ask ''are you gay'' strikes again#gods. genuinely at least on the export the quality of these dropped like to half. whats up with that#sorry if these are impossible to parse#anyways. scribbled these during ''holiday'' ''vacation'' ''getaway'''#sometimes it really is the simple things. hallucinating vividly about the casual life of a pair of teens to survive being in a car for 6hrs#WITH da family#so glad I picked up scribbling on paper again. I actually got stuff to do digitally today and!! literally it feels so much cleaner#like I feel like I relearned a bunch stuff doing traditional ink again for a sec#but yeah. u guys should know by now how much I think about food as a concept#took 3m off last year to write about it in fact. but now Im just microdosing by drawing langa#I'm also actually so insane about reki being a scaredy cat it's so. something. it means so much to me#this of course means koyomi is a jumpscare champion. among siblings that are close in age there must be#the one who sleeps in the lower bunk. and the one who ties a doll to a string by its neck and lower it down to be next to the others face#'why is that so specific' no further question. thank you#gods okay. I need to lay the fuck down it is now my time. to be in bed#Im onto some real exciting stuff rn! and when this piece is done I'll return to ink for a sec#so uh. ink comm maybe not this week. but the next#happy late labor day! seek and destroy. have a good night
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Every time I draw Mamagi it does AoE damage (I am also in the area of effect)
Lighthearted bonus:
#enstars#hiiro amagi#rinne amagi#i don't know if this is a bad time to be amagi-posting given that hiiro's fs2 just dropped but. oh well#also this might be the last thing i draw for a bit because i am in the final stretch of this semester#if you sent in a request. i will get to it and thank you for your patience#anyways i know i'm kinda being like 'haha rinne mama's boy' which like. yeah but also sometimes--#--sometimes you're an adult in their 20s and like. yeah sure you're technically an adult or whatever but you still feel like a kid yeah?#and sometimes you just maybe want your mom to help you when you're lost or confused or when you need someone to tell you it'll be okay#but you won't get that for whatever reason#sincerely: an adult in their 20s#....can you tell why rinne is like. a vibe to me now#anyways i'm not saying mamagi dying was a necessary evil but if hiiro and rinne had an adult who actually loved them at home they probably-#-wouldn't have left and we wouldn't have the main story#if she was alive today tho she'd be going to their lives sorry i don't make the rules (yes i do)#if she ends up being exactly like the rest of their village in some future lore i'm gonna be so sad.#she'd throw hands with niki's parents#imagine leaving your sons behind because you straight up died (couldn't really do anything about that)#meanwhile your son's boyfriend's parents just. up and left him because they could#also posts with her will be tagged mamagi#if you read all that <3#mamagi#she'd adopt all the bees and alkaloid too#imagine if they got their singing skills from her#also mamagi 1 rinniki shipper (also does not care it's not legal)#rinniki
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1/26/2024
platonic love makes me happy :D
also /ref for the dialog!
#{❤️Critters.exe💗}#<- block this tag if you dont want to see these!#{❤️Critters.png💗}#{❤️2024 Art💗}#{❤️Jackals💗}#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#Jackals#desert Jackal#desert jackals#was feeling a lil bad today so I doodled these lil guys!#I like to think that that specific jakal was just brave enough to befriend the mummies#and now everyone feels a little happier#I actually have a few “ocs” I guess? these two would be apart of that lil squad#the desert jakals name is enid and theyre a lil bit of an oddball but that lead to them making the friends they have now :')#and squit's the mummified one- it goes by it/its! :D#enid goes by she/her#i dont know im rambling now dfgjkhhjkfgd#i shall return tomorrow with another fun critter! dont forget to look after yourself okay?#tw zombies#tw mummies
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something i like about the apothecary diaries is how information in this show is so inference-based because as someone who is Bad at inference it feels like a punch to the gut everytime they just drop a bombshell casually like they expected us to have pieced things together already
#the apothecary diaries#kusuriya no hitorigoto#(spoilers in tags)#like when i reached the part from todays episode#i gagged a little wdym this shady piece of shit is my little meow meows father#like i should've realised it way earlier i just didn't think about it honestly. also didn't want to#like okay that woman w syphilis was definitely maomaos mother#and lakan had been talking ominously about someone like her so it must've been him who'd given it to her#and then. ok. fuck my life ig#i feel like i have to rewatch the last few episodes now that i understand things#anyway this was a really good episode i loved it??#the insane information that was revealed and maomaos reactions to everything and the introduction of suirei#not to mention that one frame of maomao looking scary as hell#i saw a gif post of it at first but i didn't think it actually lasted like one frame lmao#ALSO the amazing ominous music really set the mood#and the leaf falleth down the tree
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so the eikichi-centric kuwabara fic is going well
#it turned into kuwameshi. it was supposed to be a small bg part but um. yeah. woe.. feelings realization + gay awakening be upon ye#it's mostly just an excuse to write my love for rascal into my silly guy kuwabara. plus i get to put characters in (cat) situations which#rules imo. and now there's also poor poor kuwababy gay panic stuff happening. i can't help it man likes dudes. unavoidable#anyway i wrote like. 6k words today. my hand hurts but also im not done bc i've been chipping away at this for a month and i can't stop now#that i've actually got momentum on it. my brain is going at 16 km/hr and i'm living it up babyyyy. hour um 10 or so probably#hey i'm not one to look a gift hyperfixation in the mouth okay#yyh#kuwameshi#nyarla dni#just wrote that line and started losing my shit bc again i'm on like hour 10 of writing today. maybe more? shit i don't remember whatever#thought it might resonate with y'all or something hallelujah
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