#but a fool for love. a fool in love.
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Halfway thru gkcs st Francis book and like. Extremely mixed feelings. Chestertons whole ch 2 historical set up is BIZZARE, I feel like I'm forever cursed to chafe against ahistorical mirages, and yeah maybe he's simplifying for rhetorical effect, but it's not very effective rhetorically and it's just. Bad???? But the actual chapters on my #1 main saint and name sake and tbh just life model???? Are so good???? Chesterton is one of the few ppl I'd trust, tbh, to get Francesco right, to balance the acesticism and joy without falling into Gnosticism 2.0 self flagellation or secular humanism that Misses the Point. Gkc is right when he says you can only understand Francis as a man madly in love. That he is a man broken and humiliated by God to be built up into smthn that takes joy in the absurd miraculous gift of the everyday. Chestertons one of the only ppl I'd trust with that. But his historical framing is just so BIZZARE and also???? Wrong?????
I shouldn't be this up in arms about it but I'm also extremely possessive of Francesco. He's MINE. He's so Personal! My namesake. I hated him so passionately as a child. So violently and aggressively. And it turned into being broken in turn. And a complete 360 flip. A flip, 1x1, where nothing has changed but an undeniable process has occurred. It is about being wildly in love and in hope and not out of ignorance but out of a stubbornness. A grasping with both hands the absurd awe-ful nature of creation. It's about joy deliberately sought.
A Troubadour and a Fool and my whole entire heart and I'm supposed to be calming myself down and doing my practical responsible job (and also taking care of my very uh. health rn.) but instead! I am singing
#this is. unhinged of me#thats ok. it means smthn to me#and i am slowly using that to transform it into smthn greater#i have. so much love and so much despair#and that isnt a paradox#not anymore#i think they necessitate each other#and gkc knows that as francesco knows it#so WHY the weird ahistorical mirage of the middle ages#regardless. am thinking of Francis#and sometimes. it is so good#it is always good. i am just not always good at seeing it#but a fool for love. a fool in love.#i am not singing literally but i wish i was#hate driving but love the opportunity to sing#i am not eloquent. Im sorry. i think in feelings and themes not words#its abstraction. i understand it specifically. but its hard to communicate in a way that isnt abstract#smthn smthn words and my theories on how language is a tool. a good tool. but ultimately always an insufficient one#and itll never fully be able to communicate the depths of the soul#smthn smthn now we see in a mirror dimly etc etc etc
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hello tumblr
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#has anyone done this yet#all my moots booping me i love u btw kiss me on the mouth#april fools#april fool's day#boop#meme#cher chats
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what my notifs look like currently
#the boop wars.... sending loving boops back from my main blog <3#boop#april fool's day#april fools#star wars#sw memes#sw crack#star wars shitpost#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#aaphra's stuff
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Cookie clicker ass website
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Silly doodle bc it was the first thing I thought of when I saw Pomni.
#ik the yellow things are probably pom poms but I love bells so here we are#i'm so happy the pilot is out#now i can stop rewatching the first teaser lmao#the blue hand may or may not be on the wrong side bc I am directionally challenged#the amazing digital circus#tadc#pomni#tadc caine#my art#canis art#artwork#digital art#glitch animation#the fool jingled miserably across the floor
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April Fools day here is always funny because my dash is full of “here’s a Rick roll but it’s actually a different song” “here’s ‘do you love the color of the sky’ just kidding! It’s not the full long post!” “Here’s a drawing I made of a kitty! Just kidding! It’s two kitties and they’re best friends” and we do this unironically and completely ignoring the blood lust we all experience every year just two weeks prior
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Thank you again for the greatest April Fools of my life
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#boop#april fool's day#personally i love getting random boops. and im booping whatever blogs are in reach
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Crane Wives songs will be like *folk guitar intro* ooowoahhhhhhhh ooowaoahhhhh. I am a wolf in the river. I am worried that I'm too volatile to ever be in a stable relationship. *guitar interlude with some percussion now* ooowoahhhhhhhh ooowaoahhhhh. There is ash in my hair. I am so tired all the time. I think I'm a bad person.
#the crane wives#crane wives#never love an anchor#tongues and teeth#coyote stories#the fool in her wedding gown#emilee petersmark#for the record this is not a dig at all#i adore the crane wives#1k#10k
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Marcille wants you to think she's the normal sensible one, the straight man to everyone else's bizarre shenanigans. But no. She's just as much of a social outcast freak as the rest of her party and that's why she's my favorite
#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#she has so many people fooled (including herself) but I see and love the true you Marcille 😤#mineminemine
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so you wouldn't use dark magic to bring falin? would you even touch her remains, shuro? is there a limit where you'd go for her? not eating or sleeping is not a sign of devotion, risking everything you have, every morality, every law without a second thought THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS TO BE DEVOTED
#HE DONT GET IT WHERE A WOMANS LOVE CAN GO#THATS WHY SHE GETS THE GIRL!!#BE BETTER#YOU FOOL#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#marcille donato#farcille#falin touden
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thoughts
#love and deepspace#my art#xavier's secretly a freak dont let the wounded puppy look fool you#rafayel on the other hand is like dandelion.... all he needs is a little attention for him 2 frolic arnd
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suguru loves how shy you get when you grind on his cock. it amuses him, how you transform from wanting him so badly that you climb onto his lap and pull him in by the face, all coy smiles and wandering hands, to shuddering and whining, covered in goosebumps, face so warm you can’t meet his gaze once he’s finally inside you.
he’s deep in your cunt. every little movement sends sparks through your body. you’re so full, stretched out perfectly on the cock so big you swore you’d never be able to take it. your swollen clit grazes his pubic bone the harder you dig in with each roll, every swirl of your hips being caressed by his large hands. you whine and shiver, hips slowing when it feels too good. it’s almost too much. you hide in his shoulder. the smooth lilt of his laughter might feel teasing if you could think straight enough to find it as such.
“what is it, pretty girl? too much to handle on your own?” suguru says. he rubs your back as you cling to him.
“n-no,” you reply weakly. “jus’ feels good.”
arms still wrapped around his neck, you slowly begin to rock your hips again. your mouth drops open into a moan, his name falling from your lips in ecstasy. suguru gently grips a fistful of hair at the base of your neck and pulls just enough to make you whine, head falling back into his touch as he throbs inside you.
“sit back,” he said. “i want to see you when you ride me.” he tugged a little harder at your scalp, forcing you to pull back before he let go.
you hid the way your eyes rolled from the change in angle behind your hands, somehow pushing his length even deeper into the sensitive spot that had you mewling.
“but s-suguru….”
suguru grinned. his hands dropped down and gripped your hips again. he was feeling impatient; he wanted to fuck you stupid on his cock just like this, to hear your sudden cries of need. instead, he guided your hips to start again with strong hands, pushing you down onto his length. the sticky sound of your cunt drooling where you two were connected only made your cheeks hotter still when you muffled a moan. a low groan filled his chest when you clenched hard around his cock.
“you’re so cute when you’re shy.” he plucked your hands from your face.
immediately he noticed the hint of fear when your eyes wouldn’t meet his. he grasped your face in one hand, the other still guiding your eager hips.
“sugu…” you protested. the tension in your belly was ready to snap as he stared you down.
“what’s wrong?” he asked softly, the sympathy in his voice almost feigned. “are you close, my love?”
you nodded and gasped as another wave of overwhelming pleasure washed down your body.
“i can’t, ‘s too b-big, i can’t cum.” tears pricked your eyes.
he grinned. “shh… it’s alright. you can do it, i’m right here. i got you. c’mon baby, cum for me. let it happen.”
suguru watched with a moan and a playful gaze as your eyes rolled back and you fell apart on his lap, shuddering and groaning so sweetly while your legs shook. his grip on your face forced you to look him in the eye as each wash of pleasure hit your body.
“that’s it,” he cooed. “that’s my girl.”
you had barely come down from your orgasm when his hand dropped to your ass and his hips pushed up into yours, setting the hard pace he’d been craving. your face contorted with pleasure as you cried out and clung to him for more.
“suguru! fuck!”
his smile only grew. it seemed as though he’d get to fuck you stupid after all.
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#comin in hot with more sugu bs today#bc i’m#a fool in love with this fictional man#x reader#geto x reader#geto x you#geto suguru#geto smut#jjk#jjk x you#jjk x reader#jjk smut
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