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xluciifer · 20 days

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Everybody else: oh the shirts, keychains, standees, playmates, etc look so nice!!!

Me, who likes puzzles: P U Z Z L E

#i still hate the price but i love puzzles 🥺🥺🥺#sigh i probably won't get it #ooc ; out of heaven #tbd.

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bl-inded · 5 months

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The most heartbreaking part about the MohkDay break up, is that once again Mohk is all alone. And this time, he didn't make that choice. He wanted to stay, he wanted Day to be by his side. And he was still left alone

After Rung especially, we know that our boy has severe abandonment issues. And even though we can't be certain her death was preventable by him picking up the call, he blames himself for it. The fact that Day and Mohk have only ever spoken about Rung in surface-level conversations (hell I don't think they really ever spoke about Mohk a lot at all), it hurts sooo much more that Day broke up with him after Mohk laid his heart out in front of the whole family.

I saw a bunch of people talking about how Day refuses to do any emotional labour, and I see where they're coming from. But, i gotta disagree. He did not break up with Mohk because of his trauma. He broke up with Mohk because Mohk was willfully destroying his life to stay with Day. I don't want to say his heart was in the right place, but it was in the right area code at least. I genuinely believe that the "you also pity me" was an excuse because he didn't want to hold Mohk back. I want to believe that he didn't have the time to understand the implications of what Mohk meant when he talked about Rung and he regretted it later.

(I will live in that lie till I'm told otherwise)

But Mohk has never been a fighter for himself. He'll fight in a heartbeat for what Day or Porjai need. He'll put himself in harm's way to protect those he love. But the moment he has to fight for himself, he'll back out. I don't know if this is a post-ep1 flashback thing, but that is what the show has established for us. And so as gut wrenching as his "if that's what you want" is, it's very in character for him.

But just to be clear, now that I've been a rational adult about this analysis of this show and characters. FUCK ALL OF THIS. Like straight up wtf? Who asked for an ep11 conflict huh? Who? P'Aof?? I love you, but WHYYY. My absolute green flag of a man does not deserve this nonsense after everything he's done. So FIX THIS RIGHT NOW.

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zukkaoru · 6 months

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i stop paying attention for .2 seconds while writing and suddenly i'm they/them-ing chuuya.. sorry bestie i forgot you aren't nonbinary in this one

#gin and chuuya both.. i have to be SO careful if i'm writing them without they/them pronouns for whatever reason #bc the second i let my mind wander. the they/them pronouns take over #i kind of just stopped writing he/him chuuya bc i want more good fics in the nb chuuya tag. even if they're all mine.#but this fic is a gift fic so i Can't. sigh #my dream is people read my nb chuuya fics and think 'wow. nonbinary chuuya so real.....' and then write their own nb chuuya fics #where chuuya isn't Grossly Mischaracterized and like. being bella swan depressed over dazai leaving the mafia.#it probably won't happen but a guy can dream....#hello grace here

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governmentmandatedryujinstan420 · 3 months

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i can't believe i come back momentarily from the dead and it's with more cancerous memes. Two versions bc god had other plans, none which included not having both of these.

#hand jumper #juni chang #ishaan cha #where my juni enjoyers at #did i ever mention i was the qpr ishjun guy i probably should've hung that up in a sign as a warning in advance #i don't f around with these bros they're my little guys they're the scunkledoodles #they're everything and i'll actually fight you on them if i see something egregious or slanderous of them #they're my children they're my little DSM-5 case studies they're my little sillies i keep in the petri dish #whether they beat each other up or talk crap is up to sleepacross tho they my only hope #the fp got me acting up i'm on the delulu cocaina i need to be shot #shot down or shot dead pick one just PLEASE end my suffering #WHO IS THE CELL 3 MENTOR JUST END MY SUFFERING INSTEAD OF HOLDING CELL 3 CRUMBS OVER MY HEAD #AND IF ONLY JUNI IS OVERSEEING THEM OR THEY'RE GOING IN UNSUPERVISED I'LL EXPLODE #STRAIGHT UP.#SHOOT ME DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWN #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHH #sighs #i could've been simping over that one panel of sayeon like everyone else #not the mirror one or the sayjin flirting kismesis ass vacillating btw #you guys should fp just try it i swear you won't regret it #use the magical powers.....#share the burden.........#i as your personal demon that makes rounds around your head approve of this please #consider throwing some coins or 28 for even more brainrot i'm like dying in a corner and WILL die in a corner waiting for tuesday #also i have testing next week too i think hj is just cursed like that #we love to see it though

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djevelbl · 11 days

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#i understand the pain #don't get me wrong #(i'd do the same probably)#but it's so funny #& SO. INFURIATING #babygirl both of you need to SIT. DOWN. AND TALK #I'M NOT EVEN A RUNESTRAW/COLLY MAIN !!!!#& i just KNOW they won't for like. another few in-universe months #sigh #sighhhh #anyway #inky mystery #babitim #bendy and boris in the inky mystery #the inky mystery #inky mystery holly

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kirric-the-fan · 5 months

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Thinking about dark cure sky- and, if they somehow ever ended up in a Sky vs Dark Sky fight (handwave it), both of them would probably end up working together. bc Mashiro.

But then I thought what a Dark Cure Prism would be like, and holy heck boss music x1000 it took me out.

#sigh #another one to add to the things I wish to see but probably won't #cure prism #cure sky #precure #what's the opposite of prism? void?#she would cause problems #Like movie final boss level problems

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lucyvaleheart · 2 months

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#supposed to log good things #most of day was negative feelings and sadness #then. i remember feeling good #and then. tthe good went away #rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing #the feelings of undesirability #the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me #that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting #do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful #pictures get a lot of praise #sometimes #less so lately #maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off #maybe seeing how broken i am #such a shambling wailing mess of a girl #....has made people realize how ugly i am #i don't know. its hard to care most nights #I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings #i don't usually #I used to #now i just feel..... dead inside #like a walking corpse #some part of me wants to make that reality #sigh.#anyway.#im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far #it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol #.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so #....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week

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autogeneity · 5 months

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actually a cool place sent me a challenge/assessment and alas I probably do gotta study further to get into this field because I have no idea what I am doing. it's still extremely addictively good though somehow

#I don't know fuck about shit about time series forecasting so I am literally googling random shit and trying it #mostly going poorly!#resorted to SIR even and it's profoundly shit!#due on Friday and I probably won't have time during the week so I need to get somewhere in the next few hours probably and well #I am here because I would've kept going in circles and need to come up with a fresh approach #m #I understand I should probably be able to do something within constraints (daily cases only) and they want to see that #but man this would be so much easier if I could include lock down info and shit #I don't even know the math lol I do know SIR that's why I tried for that but these damn distributions I know only by their wikipedia page #sigh #I knew this tbh. that I need more knowledge. I guess I just optimistically hoped it was more wingable but perhaps not #at least not in short space of time #which is what would be required professionally anyway so yeeeah #now I'm mostly hoping I get admitted to the degree

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stabbyfoxandrew · 4 months

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I haven't talked to y'all today so hi :) <3

#diaerie #the other shelf got here and jess and i spent all afternoon and evening getting it put up.#like we had to clear out the stuff where it was gonna go then put it together then we had to fuck with the curtain rod #and then we finally got it up there and it's behind my desk and it looks nicies but it's also mostly empty bc #the stuff i am gonna put in it aren't here yet:#andreil plushies and an astarion one and the rainbow crate aftg :)#and some other things im sure #sighs dreamily #i like having shelves #once again i know that this probably sounds depressing but if you knew my entire backstory you would get it :')#(un) fortunately for you I won't ramble about all that #you're welcome

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wanderingmind867 · 5 months

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I wrote a bunch of notes about Percy Jackson at school today and thus made a lot of posts from those notes. But here's the funny thing: I feel like I had another post I wanted to make. But I've forgotten all about what I wanted to write. So now I feel kind of weird. I don't think I'll actually be able to remember this post before the night is over, so I just felt like venting about this right now.

#I probably could delete this post #but i probably won't #my thoughts #random thoughts #autism #asd #neurodivergent #autistic #adhd #percy jackson #pjo #pjo hoo toa #audhd #I wish I remembered what I wanted to write #but I don't know if I will #sigh...

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bbq-potato-chip · 8 months

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i can't think about drawing right now I HAVE THINGS TO DO!!!

#sigh...im so busy these days.#old art is on queue right now I have drawn anything in a while <-read: yesterday #anyway i really want to do doodle reqs because I just reached 800 followers #but I dont think I'll able (so so busy) to which is sad.#its so hard...I'm constantly bombarded by hilarious visions and i can do nothing about it #I think im gonna go on break for a bit. (knowing me this probably won't work out but. yeah)#I just. really need to get it together and i think im gonna stop posting for a week or something. i dont know #Its hard because I really wanna celebrate...but I have so much to do #why is literally everything in october I think we should make nothing important happen in october so we can focus our energies on #daily october drawing challenges and halloween. life could be a dream.#anyway. when i get more time (hopefully soon) I'll HOPEFULLY have some halloween art to share. sighhhhhh #theres a lot of things I want to do for this blog that I just dont have the time for at this moment and its killing me #you know that meme where its like “I just need to get through this week” yeah. thats me #anyway idk why i said all of that but. its break time again

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shima-draws · 1 year

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By thee way I am planning on reopening commissions soon! I’m moving out in a couple months so I need to start saving up for the cost of that plus the deposit and all that fun stuff. So keep an eye out ;)

#Shima speaks #Sadly Art Fight will have to fall on the backburner this year...sigh #Commissions are more important #But yeah I'm moving in with some friends! Unfortunately I have to pay first month's rent and the deposit upfront #And the deposit is as much as rent. So I'm essentially going to pay 2 months of rent upon moving in #So I'm like 😬😬😬#WELP. Guess it's time to open comms again. LOL #I want to say they'll be open within the next couple weeks as I want to finish the comms I already have first #Luckily I am very close to being done with the batch. Pops a confetti canon #Thank you to everyone for being so patient <3 This year has been a rollercoaster #Hopefully I'll have time this month to do a few pride icons too......AGHHH there's so much going on. Sweats #Anyway I'll announce it when my comms are open again. I probably won't take a lot upfront since I don't wanna overwhelm myself #THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT LOVELIES BLOWS KISSES

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humanmorph · 1 year

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every few months I go "maybe I DO want to play ttrpgs" and then usually nothing happens because I get too nervous and also realize that I don't care for roleplaying (you know. ttRPg)

#But is it a 'I genuinely don't enjoy this' or a 'I'm bad at this so it's stressful but could be fun'? I genuinely don't know.#I tend to think it's more of the first because of the way I'm with ocs too (dgaf about them)#but it's like... Maybe if you have people to bounce off of...#my friends are trying to get me to play dnd with them and I 1) don't want to play dnd #and 2) it might be harder to try roleplaying with people I know well then ones I don't & half of probably won't interact with much again?#I mean there's up- & downsides to both...#I can't believe I'm thinking about this again .#Rosa rambles #I'd actually love to try like. A letter type game that's just writing back&forth I read something like that a mutual+their friend did once #Writing is still hard and I'm not good at it but it's easier than coming up with something on the spot! It's the improvisation of it all 😓#That game was about a mech & pilot. it was cool. Sighs..........

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kira-light0 · 8 months

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