#but I just suck at replying sometimes
Note
Can I shoot my friendship short with you?
Hahahahah oh jeez
#are we mutuals?#i mean you can definitely try#but man oh man I suck at replying lately#i literally just replied to an irl friend today when she texted me on Thursday#if you truly want the chance to become friends with me#i suggest either sending me a tip or joining my snap#it’s just the times man#money definitely gets my attention the most#like I have a few mutuals on here that I really need to reply to cause I keep pushing it off#just when you’re going through so much it’s hard to have the energy to reply all the time ya know?#like I have alone time right now#(finally!!!!!!!!!!)#so I have more energy than usual#but my roommate is going to come home soon#and ruin it and take all my energy away#soooo I’ve been trying to reply to as many people as I can this morning#just in case I become distant when I’m not alone anymore#if that makes sense?#don’t get me wrong I definitely need friends and would love new friends#but I just suck at replying sometimes#and it all depends on if we truly *click*#cause I’m sorry#but I don’t have the energy for the ‘hi’ ‘hi’ ‘how are you’ ‘fine’ conversations#as you can see in my tags I write a looooooot sometimes#like some of my close mutuals on here can tell you#i write NOVELS sometimes when I have a lot to say#hahahah I feel bad with how much I write but I got a lot in my mind somedays#and sometimes I write it all out and THEN I realize how much I wrote and I’m like ‘well I’m not deleting it now so you gotta deal buddy’ 😂#I’m out of space but go for it lovely idk how it’ll go but you’ll never know unless you try#ask
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
I feel like over the month+, I have like 1-2 hours a day max where I feel relatively awake, and every other hour I'm fighting bone-deep exhaustion. I'll bring it up with my doc at my check up on monday, but tbh i know the solution so idk if she can help
And I can work-work when I feel half-dead, or rather I force myself to because I don't want my cats to starve, but when it comes to creative stuff, it's like my mind is slippery sludge dribbling out my eyes...
The Solution, of course: just stop working 3~10 AM every day (and then taking a short nap, working during the day, and then taking another short nap, hours vary but repeat), and maybe get at least 6, ideally 8 uninterrupted hours of sleep at least every other day, ideally every day.
But do I see that happening? No.
Like rn I know I desperately need to edit fic and reply to comments and do several arts but I'm nodding off at my desk after boss DMing me work at 5 AM and dealing with repair people since 8:30 AM...
#YukiPri rambles#yeah the next fic chapter is long done#i just need to edit and reply to comments but that's like#5 hours at least of concentration and i feel more vegetable than sentient human#coffee just makes me sleepier#my hyper irregular sleep hours (i never sleep the same hours 2 days in a row...) means that even when i DO have time to sleep#i wake up/it's not restful#i've tried melatonin and sometimes it works but more often it gives me hyper vivid pseudo-dreams#stuff like i'm in my dream i hear my alarm go off i turn my alarm off while remaining in my dream etc it's dangerous#all of this also of course means i rarely have time to do my minimal exercise of a daily walk#and i'm lucky if i eat one full meal a day#it's like being in a perpetual state of awful jetlag#i feel like my body is not synched to earth and it sucks#do you think this is what inter-planetary jetlag is like bc that must suck worse than just timezones on the same planet#that at least has a consistent rotation u feel#hmm what was this post about again#lol disaster#anyway i think i'll take a 1-2 hour nap now so maybe i can do some fic editing when i get up#see i'm repeating the cycle again
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
Should i download discord? Would anyone want to chat with me?
#would you still want to chat if i randomly disappear during conversations#and sometimes taie days to weeks to reply#and just generally suck at communication and maintaining friendships
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
how do i convey to my friends that my love for you is literally unconditional as long as you're not an asshole. and that if i'm willingly talking to you then it means i have deemed you Not An Asshole. like as long as you wouldn't intentionally do anything to hurt me or my other friends then literally anything else you do or say is fine forever and i love you and you can be as weird or quiet or loud around me as you want and talk about anything you want whenever you want for as long as you want and i cherish every second we spend together. how do i make everyone believe this for real
#i'm very very serious btw like it's the most distressing thing in the world to me when anyone doubts my love for them#because it literally never changes. even if you think you did something wrong i probably don't see it as a problem at all. you're fine#if you're my friend then i love you like a dog forever. i just wanna talk to ppl and be around ppl all the time#i worry about starting conversations too like. i do get it. but i always always always welcome ppl starting conversation with me#i'm not always the best at replying but it's never ever because i don't want to. i just suck at thinking#but sometimes i end up talking to ppl nonstop for hours about whatever silly shit comes to our minds and that's the best !!!#i want that always
48 notes
·
View notes
Note
DID I HEAR VINERVAAAA??!! please please please please. i seen a fanfic once that was unfinished years ago with a singular chapter about violet (cries a little) CHEATING on clem with Minnie and i need that drama back.
SDKSJDKS my au is still violentine end game but clem comes into their lives while vi and minnies long term relationship is in the process of falling out
clem is interested in vi (and vi is back) but tries to move on since well.. vi is taken. and vi is still trying to make things work with minnie (who isnt putting in half the effort vi is). louis asks clem out and she likes him well enough to say yes. but ultimately vi and clem both have things about their respective relationships that frustrate them, and all the while they just continue to get closer and closer 👀... being around each other makes them each feel understood and supported in a way they arent in their relationships, and their feelings slowly become too much to deny 😏
i love (fictional) drama i love (fictional) mess :) not everybody does tho 😔
#none of that shit in real life tho please and thank you it fucking sucks#but yeah theres a little bit of cheating :) just a little :) and everyone feels bad about it :) but it pushes them to tear off the bandaid#all the minnie haters dont let me have any fun around here i love her and violets fucked up relationship :) theyre so divorced#and the way i see minnie written a lot of the time leaves something to be desired#and also just her relationship with violet in general#like its ok that violet loved someone before you dont have to have only one 'real love' in your life#sometimes having and losing a love is way more fucking interesting. especially a first love#and learning that theres still more love to experience out there. its ok to let go and move on#replies with lexi#incognito
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm probably in the minority with this but I wish the first 3 arcs of Sailor Moon Crystal were a two-part movie series (like they did with Eternal and Cosmos.).
This will probably make the Crystal fans seethe at the mouth bc God forbid anyone has an opinion different from them. But we probably would've avoided a lot of the embarrassing poor animation choices had they turned the material into two-part movies for each arc. They'd have more time to focus on the good bits that moved the story along. They'd have more time to also focus on the animation quality of the movies.
Maybe, as a result, they could've spent more time honing their character designs versus getting better after three FULL seasons of SMC.
Sorry not sorry, the designs in Eternal and Cosmos are way better than the poor attempts to copy Naoko's style that plagued the first 3 seasons of SMC.
#yeah i said it. i think the infinity arcs character design sucked balls#before anyone goes ugh youre a 90s fan ... all i have to say is: and? so what? i like versions of sailor moon and will criticize all of them#nothing is above criticism you dinguses#the musicals? the bandai ones are a YMMV in quality. the later ones are good but sometimes the songs suck.#manga? inconsistent artwork but i actually like that about the manga tbh - gave it a lot of 'action' in its line work. but 1d baddies#90s anime? theres a lot of filler. some of the filler is good. others are BORING. series does not grow w/ audience after 3rd season.#90s anime pt.2? the aging up of mamoru and him having a relationship with rei. ew ew ew. they ruined mamoru for me lol#pgsm? nothing. its perfect. oh wait one criticism is that they only did the first arc. le sigh. woudve loved to had more#crystal? questionable designs. questionable additions that deviated from the manga. kept in some stuff that sucked about the manga#crystal pt.2? like keeping in haruka kissing usagi to uh intimidate her??? really fucking dumb and huge yikes. the first 3 seasons r boring.#crystal pt.3? which is funny bc its far more condensed vs the 90s anime but somehow manages to be just as boring as the 90s filler eps.#manga addition: i like the manga and i still prefer it over crystal any day of the week.#we good? good. now keep your reply in the drafts#incel + crystal = cryscel fans#btw this is true w/ dragon ball super. they decided to adapt the movies into the series and the series ended up having 🥚#🥚very questionable animation choices that were fixed but still didnt look that great. like id rather watch the movies they came from.#because if im going to get disappointed that they didnt give vegeta the final strike on freiza - it may as well look good.#still mad about that. vegeta deserved so much more and no one will never change my mind#vegeta being denied from killing freiza was the same as denying venus landing the final blow Beryl. YOU KNOW IM RIGHT.
8 notes
·
View notes
Note
hiya sorry, do you know of any aro or ace or aroace discord servers i could join? been looking for a community and. failing to find one lol so i am asking The Expert for help
nope, sorry (though i am flattered to be considered The Expert)! if anyone else would like to share theirs, feel free!
#i just don’t have discord so i am literally no help#also sorry for the late reply??? i didn’t see this ask until today but apparently it’s from almost 2 weeks ago (this site sucks sometimes)#aro#ace#em answers
14 notes
·
View notes
Note
I also think having a range of levels of empathy among people is important? Like I’d describe myself as having somewhat lower than average empathy and I do think it helps me in my job (healthcare). I care deeply about my patients and find a lot of meaning and value in taking care of people but I do think operating from a place of sympathy and compassion is much less taxing that one of straight empathy. Sometimes you need someone who can hold your hand and cry with you and sometimes you need me who is going to probably make an awkward joke and try and do whatever i can to improve your situation in a practical way (not saying empathetic people can’t be practical but like (this might make no sense, weed became legal in ohio today so i’m celebrating by doing what i always do but now it’s normie))
yeah for sure!! different people are more suited to different jobs / community roles. empathy levels are just one piece of an incredibly complex emotional experience & i wouldn't want everyone to have the same empathy levels any more than i'd want everyone to feel emotions exactly the same way.
#replies#low empathy#AS someone with low empathy sometimes i need a high empathy person to give a shit about me personally#and sometimes i just need someone who'll be like damn dude that sucks. wanna find a distraction or what
13 notes
·
View notes
Note
I saw your tags on that one post about starting your job and I'm not a dancer or a poet (by trade) but I feel the need to tell you that that metaphor resonated deeply within me and my own existential crises I'm always having. I feel like it belongs on one of those web weaving posts or something and I guess I'm just saying thank you for sharing??? I dunno human beings are always being made to feel so alone or despair for one reason or another but I always feel like it's JUST me doing all this freaking out and everyone else is hunky dory. To see it's not just me makes me feel less alone. so, thank you
Anon, this is so sweet! 🥺 I am not a dancer or a poet by trade either it's just existential crisis hours on here sometimes ♥️ I can relate to feeling like everyone else is doing fine and you're the only one freaking out. Sorry you're feeling that way, it sucks! But idk I think almost every human experience is shared by someone, at the same time as we're all struggling to understand each other. Hope you find people you can unwind around a bit, even if it takes a while. Wishing you the best!!
#replies#and for what it's worth. sometimes if the circumstance sucks you can't explain to anyone why it sucks and nothing you do is changing it#you gotta just leave. try something different#you aren't going to wake up one day and be a different you than you are#it. has also helped me to read some forums focusing on neurodivergence/follow neurodivergent authors or youtube channels#would rec reading up on the social model of disability#even if you're not disabled i think understanding the narrowness of our cultural narratives about success can be useful#i don't want to assume too much about you or your circumstances so disregard if you prefer
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
🤒
#I hate this so so so much#it’s only the first day and I haven’t been watching that much#but I’m already sick of watching things#I’ll probably throw on a movie soon but gotta figure out what movie#if you had covid#what did you do to pass the time?#also any home remedies or over the counter meds that really worked for you??#give me all your covid advice pls#I feel like absolute shit#and there’s nothing I can do about it#I’m so bored and lonely#my friends aren’t replying which sucks#just laying on the couch and staring at the ceiling#fun stuff#gotta make dinner sometime too#idk how I’m gonna do that#shut up rosie
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#mental illness sucks so much kuz ur friends are all out experiencing beautiful things and sometimes even sending you pictures#and yet you cant reply because unbeknownst to them you are stuck in a Friday night lay-in-the-dark-and-spiral episode#asking yourself like 'will the fact that I have to take so much benadryl cause me to get early onset alzheimers and rob me of my old age?'#'will my body break down before its time because of how hard it has always had to work just to keep me alive with my disabilities?'#'will i some day get ovarian cancer and die because it kept getting written off for a decade like my pcos did?'#'is my birth control going to kill me? apparently the brand I'm on is really dangerous'#'what if after everything ive done and fought through. i don't even get to live the life I've been working towards?'#and other shit like that on repeat until you like. throw up or pass out#sometimes i almost miss being severely depressed because at least in a way i almost had more peace then. at least around the future and#death concerns. since i. yk. didnt care if i lived or died vs caring SO much-#vent#personal
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Having lost my cat, my uncle, my great grandmother, my grandma's best friend (& one of the people who helped raise me), AND my dad all within the span of 9 months,
I have little sympathy for people who use deaths as an excuse to be an asshole. I get it, it sucks. Get the fuck over it. Your grief is not an excuse to treat others like shit. What the fuck.
#speculation nation#this isnt anything personal. im just reacting to a post that kind of pissed me off.#to be fair i was never close with my great grandmother so im not particularly broken up about that one#but it's still yet another death in the family within such a short period of time.#my cat is on this list bc he was the first one and it majorly fucked me up. so yeah it deserves to be here.#the others. well. my grandma's best friend makes me sad but at least she was getting up in years#my uncle and dad though. especially my dad. yea those have fucked me up the most.#im never gonna be the same after experiencing all of this in such short succession.#it sucks in a major way. and things are still continuously tumultuous.#but you dont see me lording it over people and using it as an excuse to be an asshole.#maybe i make people uncomfortable with how casually i mention it. but like whatever. it's simply my truth.#that's still just like. me just talking about what ive been up to. that kind of thing.#idk acting like someone needs to be treated with the most tender of touches after experiencing a major death#to the point where you cant even tell them when theyre being a manipulative little asshole?#i dont fucking think so!#yeah okay all grief hits different but ive pulled myself up by the bootstraps and kept my head on straight#even after i experienced death after death after death after death after Fucking Death#whats your excuse? youre Sad? we all fucking are. thats just life.#it's horrible and awful and it sucks that we have to live with this but you CANT let that affect how you treat other people!!!!!#and here i am making my own post venting about it instead of replying to the aita post that sparked this#bc the person the post was about just made me so angry to hear about.#but i am... a reasonable adult who separates themselves from situations before reacting in anger...#and so im making a tumblr post to get the emotions out instead of getting emotional at random strangers lol#anyways i actually had a pretty good day today. but in the way of grief. the smallest things can trigger moods sometimes.#but i am letting the emotions flow... here they are... i have expressed them... and i shall now release them... amen...#negative/#i guess lol. i sure did rant enough for it.
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
does any of my moots want to start dms with me 🧍
#i‘m too shy to pm anyone#PLS#i promise i‘m funny#i just kinda suck at replying sometimes……#🐞❫ saph.rambles
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
god i wanna delete discord sometimes
#like when people overshare abt their life and complain and then get mad that no one is replying and accuse everyone of ignoring them...#girl we are fucking strangers!!! i dont know you!!!!!!! this is a discord server for a video game maybe maybe maybe find a more appropriate#place to vent???#and i get it sometimes life sucks and u gotta yell abt it but u cannot accuse random people of ignoring u or not caring when no one knows u#djrjdjrjxjdjfj#i cant cope#why does this happen so often on discord lol#im just here for the player guides people make. im not here to like. play therapist for randoms
3 notes
·
View notes
Note
Your hair feels so good around my fingers. Can I touch it forever?
For the few silent moments he had felt that touch on his hair, aside from a strong flinch, Leonard had remained still, calm, and silent as he quite literally widdled away his time with what appeared to be some sort of stake he was making - could it have been for a tent? Some skewer for game? Regardless, the hermit had remained notably tense, yet otherwise unbothered as he continued his simple task. There was a frown on his face, but he didn't speak. He didn't move.
...So it had continued that way for the next few minutes, Leonard continuing his work with a gradual loss of tenseness as the feeling numbed off - The knife in his hand (Certainly not one for the purpose of widdling, but small and handled with enough care that it could have been) continued to snip patiently away as he felt the vague, nonchalant feeling of long locks wrap around the another's fingers. The sound of cutting wood filled the air as he worked, and if he were to be completely honest, even as little as he began to notice it, Leonard had almost begun to feel relaxed in a sense that he truly had nothing to fear...
...At least, until the sound of Popshi's voice had reached his ears.
"....!?"
At this the large shoulders of the hermit jerked upwards with a sudden start at the unexpectedly masculine sound of the other's voice, and immediately, a flustered hand had dropped the small knife he was using to cut the wood and waved blindly to shoo the other back.
"P...Please, that is enough..! What are you doing!?"
It had taken him a moment to find a solid standing in his voice, Leonard crying out with more firm insistence than roughness, though there was no denying his obvious shock that the past few minutes of peace had been spent with an unexpected stranger. Just who was this man? Had his heart been any calmer, Leonard would have otherwise been uncharacteristically bothered that just anyone felt they had a right to that in particular. It was a rare, finnicky spot for the hermit that he cared little for others to lay hand upon for the memories - and guilt - that it had brought him. That this man (Or at least, they sounded like one) had sounded lighter in his tone served little to ease his burden.
He didn't know this man... Did he? Now that the initial shock had passed enough for him to think, that voice did sound rather familiar.
...But whoever it was, it certainly seemed that it was no one the now-startled hermit had expected.
#||Reply||:Popshi#{/it was sent the day before but uh... happy birthday leonard? lmao}#{/but aaaa this isn't written too well and i apologise but thank you so much for the ask!!! i absolutely adored it khbkfbks i was cackling}#{/poor popshi.... its okay he can steal his coat as recompense lmao}#{/let him have his hair!!!!! he wasn't causing any harm :(}#{/.... maybe a LITTLE but thats just cause he was found out kjshffjkh}#{/I may have posted it once before??? im not sure but i DO have a headcanon on why lenny is so touchy about his hair specifically!!!}#{/ill have to post it sometime but in short his brothers (particularly riversal) were obsessed with it and given leonard's issues...}#{/...well}#{/there's that AND the fact that he simply hates having it in his face with how impractical it is lmao}#{/which sucks ass because im just saying.... he would be a fineass guy otherwise *cough*}#{/Ramblings aside; thank you again for the ask!! It's always a pleasure seeing you on the dash~}#{/Remind me to send more stuff in for these two <w<}
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
tumblr should let u like replies i think
6 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
just-issa
Issa
alephsky
Untitled
sakarnoto
Takashi
teamupstudios
Teamup studios
luiz-a-r-oliveira
Luiz A R Oliveira