umm what the fuck did i just watch

im not saying its horrible but like what the fuck

i came into this thinking

oh another idol anime. i keep getting recommended its op and music. is it really any good? i guess it doesnt hurt to just watch and see

and umm yeah i was wrong

like holy shit thats an interesting story ill definitely watch more episodes but also oh my gosh what theeee fuck.

also while i was watching this i thought oh thats where the extent of the wtf-ness ends but haha yeah no

tried the best i could to not gasp and scream because i didnt want to wake anyone up it was late

that caption literally me thinking about jjong he looked so cute in his silly headphones and then they had to go and point out his veiny hand 😖

I think I lost my debit card I’m gonna cry

HEY!!!!

Why the FUCK do I always get attached to characters who fucking DIE IN THE SERIES.

DIS TEW MUCH FA ME.

I felt so neurotypical today, a reason to celebrate this, weeee!!!! ♾️

i will deadass go above and beyond to avoid the most mundane tasks. fold my laundry? wash the dishes? eat? hardcore no. but if you asked me to build an exact replica of the fucking taj mahal out of popsicle sticks or in a video game you bet your sweet ass i'm gonna fucking do it and not even god will stop me

Kana has been running circles in my mind since yesterday. I have not been able to stop thinking about her and searching for her and refreshing every app I have for anything new (it’s so uncharacteristic of me. I have like 2 hrs 10 mins. On Twitter in total and I don’t use that hoe for more than 10 minutes daily, if even). Even now after ep. 10 she’s still there. I am so willing to give up everything I have for her.

Anyways I have lots of ideas and reactions about it but short joke answer: LMAO Kana is pulling the Hoshino twins fr.

Thinking abt that one time I was talking abt Remember the Titans, and I was talking abt the gay representation from Sunshine, and some straight boy interjected with "Sunshine isn't gay, he kissed that guy in the locker room as a joke" 🥰🥰🥰

I'm not a "text me first" kind of person because I don't value my friendship with people or because I wanna feel desired.

I'm a "text me first" kind of person because unless I'm specifically requested for something I assume that messaging anyone equals to bothering them.

napping for at least an hour or so at some point today would probably also be a good idea tho... like, just so i’m not too tired to do ANYTHING later this afternoon, and so i don’t have too much rest to catch up on when my sleep schedule is fixed :o <3

in Lesson Zero when Twilight is freaking out over the fact that her assignment is going to be overdue, even explicitly saying that she wasn't alright when asked, and then her friends just rolling their eyes and saying "i thought something really awful had happened" to which she clearly shows that she is hella overthinking this and panicking in response to because this IS really awful for her, and ALL THEY DO IS START GIGGLING AND SAYING THAT SHE'S WORKED UP OVER NOTHING LIKE TRJNGHDTB

anyway i felt that </3

Fuck Stamina bars that when depleted make you wait until they're fully recharged

All my homies hate Stamina bars that when depleted make you wait until they're fully recharged

Literally can't watch shows with my younger sister because it'll be the most emotional, heart-wrenching scene and she says some shit like 'bruh moment 😔'

uh. so i havent gone to the grocery store in about three months

idk man i want a relationship bc being in love with someone and someone loving you back sounds nice in a worded sense

but it’s weird to think about how love feels to me? because i don’t think i’ve ever had a proper crush before

and the few times where i thought i did were all platonic crushes (like i wanted to be friends and admired them like a friend)

so idk. like idk how to know if i’m crushing on someone or tell the difference between platonic and romantic feelings

i hate my college so fucking muchhhhh my summer lease ends on august 31st (normal) and my stupid school made the first movein day... august 31st... meaning that id basically have nobody to help me since my bf’s college starts earlier and he’d be in another state, my family cant really afford to take an international flight (and even if they could my brother’s in hs and he starts earlier than me too...) and my other family in the area aren’t gonna be able to help me either because who tf is on summer vacation/doesn’t have work around that time. bruh. so i (5′5 small girl with probably clinically bad grip strength) am gonna probs move all my stuff... down 4 flights of stairs... to my dorm across the city.... all by myself. i am so fucking Mad