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♡︎ The First Kiss

During a game of truth or dare; the members find out that one of them has yet to have their first kiss. Being as close as they are, they all offer themselves up as their first kiss but ultimately are denied - well except for him. He's the exception.

──❥ pairing: jisung x felix

──❥ length: 1.8k

──❥ warnings: idol au, pining, suggestive, mentions of alcohol, shy boys, pretty fluffy, the color system

──❥ note: the characters don't represent real idols; this is a work of fiction intended for entertainment purposes only. this in no way represents nor reflects real life. this work has been cross posted to ao3 under the username thishippie kid.

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To say the members were drunk would be a pretty accurate statement; soju bottles littered the living room floor along with the members who had ended up on the floor in a semi-circle playing a game of truth or dare. "Lix, truth or dare?" The leader asked, words slurring together as he reached for his bottle of water near the couch. "Dare" the younger was laying across Lee Know and Seungmin's laps, the older of the two tying his hair into two little pigtails while the younger tugged on the drawstring holding up his sweatpants. "I dare you to kiss... Hyunjin on the mouth for at least ten seconds" his eyes narrowed into slits and he had an evil-looking smirk plastered on his face. Hyunjin faked a gasp, clutching the nonexistent pearls around his neck like the drama king he was; Felix giggled and crawled over to the older, straddling his thighs once he was close enough. Hyunjin immediately wrapped his arms around the younger's waist and pulled him closer, both of them giggling as they leaned in towards each other. The other members watched intently; Jisung recording the interaction on his phone to use as blackmail later. When their lips finally met the two giggled into the kiss, immediately swirling their tongues together naturally. The kiss only lasted 15 seconds before Felix fell backwards off Hyunjin's lap laughing hysterically.

Felix rolled back to his spot between Chan and Seungmin, catching his breath before he continued the game; he glanced around the room trying to decide who the next victim was going to be. His eyes landed on his almost birthday twin and he smirked; "Hannie, truth or dare?" Jisung looked up from his phone "Uh.. truth" Felix thought for a moment; he wanted to think of a really good question to ask the other but in his drunken state the best he could come up with was "When and who was your first kiss?" The other members broke out into oohs and aahs; Jisung on the other hand blushed deep red, his cheeks burning up. "I uh.. haven't had my first kiss yet" he admitted shyly; he kept his eyes on the floor. Changbin placed a hand on his upper back gently, "You really never kissed anyone?" Jisung shook his head, too embarrassed to look up at any of the members. "Do you want one of us to kiss you?" Chan asked softly. When Jisung didn't say anything, Felix decided to confess something to the group in hopes it would make Jisung feel better; "You know Hannie, Hyunjin is my first kiss." Jisung looked up, his eyes large in shock. "Yeah... when Hyunjin and I shared a room in the trainee dorm we were talking about our school life and I just told him that I never kissed anyone." Hyunjin moved closer to Jisung and continued where Felix left off; "So I asked him if I could kiss him and he said sure." Jisung looked between Felix and Hyunjin; never would he have imagined that Felix's first kiss what Hyunjin.

"It's not a huge deal Hannie, it's just a kiss. The real first time you should be concerned with is your first time having sex" Chan mentions after a few moments of them all sitting in silence. "Wait Channie have you..." Seungmin asks, his voice cracking slightly in surprise. "Not all the way, but I've uh done... stuff you know. Like touching and... yeah just like the basics." Lee Know coughed as he took a shot of soju suspiciously. Changbin smirks, "You okay... stuff" he asks with a chuckle causing the older to choke on the drink and Chan to turn red like a fire truck. "I appreciate the offer but... I think it would be weird to kiss one of you guys. We're like family you know?" Jisung interrupts. Felix crawls over to him and into his lap, snuggling him; "You don't have to Hannie, but if you ever do. The offer still stands for as long as you want it to." The members all nod in agreement; a few of them yawning and squirming in an attempt to stay awake. Even though it was nearly 3 in the morning, Jisung didn't feel tired; nor did he feel drunk anymore, so when the others began making their way to their rooms; he stayed and helped Felix clean up. Like Jisung, Felix also wasn't tired and he had sobered up nearly all the way by now.

"So Hyunjin really just asked you if he could kiss you?" Jisung asked after a while. "Mhm, he just straight up asked and I wasn't opposed to the idea so I said sure." Jisung considered his words; he made it seem so easy, made it seem like your first kiss really wasn't as big a deal as he initially thought. "So did he just like, walk up and kiss you or?" Felix paused to think back to that day, "We were both laying in bed when he asked so I'm pretty sure he just climbed into my bed and kissed me. I don't really remember, it wasn't a big deal though. It was just a small peck on the lips; we didn't fully kiss each other until after we moved into this dorm." Jisung dropped the trash bag he was holding, wincing a little when he heard the clanging of glass. "What do you mean fully kiss?" The hair on the back of Jisung's neck stood at attention; surely kissing was just touching each other's lips right? "Well, a peck is just pressing your lips against the others quickly. Kissing fully is like... moving your lips against theirs and occasionally using tongue. It's kind of hard to explain, you'd have to do it yourself to really understand it." Jisung moved and gently pushed the smaller boy against the wall that connected the entryway to the living room "Show me" Felix let out a small whine when he felt his back hit the wall; his eyes locking onto Jisung's when his words finally registered in his mind. "What?" Jisung could feel his ears turning red, he took a step back and bit his lower lip softly.

"Please Lix... will you be my first kiss?"

A few minutes later in Jisung's room

"Are you sure you want to do this?" The two boys were sitting in the middle of Jisung's bed, the older sitting cross-legged while the younger had his feet tucked underneath him. "I'd rather my first kiss be with someone I trust. You're my best friend so I trust you." Felix felt his heart flutter and he smiled, "Why me though? The other members are also your best friends, aren't they?" Jisung ran his hands over his thighs nervously, he nodded but then continued. "They are but it seems less scary with you. You're not as intimidating as the others, especially Hyunjin." Felix giggled lightly; Hyunjin did have a tendency to come across as cold and intimidating even though he was the biggest baby behind closed doors. "If you're absolutely sure about this, I'll kiss you. But you have to tell me if you start feeling uncomfortable or if you change your mind. When I ask you for your color I want you to say green if you're enthusiastically consenting, yellow if you need me to slow down so you can think or if you need a minute, and red if you need me to stop completely. I won't be mad if you say red either okay?" Jisung nodded and took a deep breath to calm his racing thoughts and heart. Felix climbed onto his lap, wrapping his arms around his neck gently, "Color?" Jisung opened his eyes, looking at Felix's lips "Green"

Felix leaned in slowly; giving the other time to change his mind if he wanted to. Jisung also leaned in, closing his eyes when he felt Felix's breath ghost his lips. When Felix was sure Jisung wasn't going to change his mind; he pressed his lips against his softly, hearing Jisung let go of the breath he was holding. Jisung's mind became clear once he felt Felix's lips against his, he was no longer worried or anxious; he was nervous but in a good way. He shakily wrapped his arms around Felix's waist, pulling him in closer feeling a little braver than before; without realizing what he was doing, Jisung began moving his lips against the smaller's. Felix let out a soft whimper as he too moved his lips with Jisung; admiring the way they fit together so perfectly - as if they were born for each other. Felix was the first one to pull away, feeling his chest tighten from the lack of oxygen. Jisung looked up at Felix through his eyelashes; his soft eyes showing a hint of something darker. It made Felix audibly gulp, the feeling of Jisung's hands rubbing up and down his back pulling him back to Earth. "Color?" Felix whispered leaning in towards Jisung once more, "Green" Jisung replied against the younger's lips; the kiss was needier this time. Felix felt the desperation in Jisung's kisses; the other needed more than just simple pecks and Felix knew exactly what to do.

Jisung softly moaned when he felt Felix lick his bottom lip, asking for permission; as Jisung brought one hand behind Felix's neck, he opened his mouth slightly. His breath hitching when he felt the younger's tongue swirl around his own; whatever Felix did, Jisung mimicked until the movements became more natural and they let their emotions take control. Felix let his hand drop to Jisung's chest, feeling his heart pounding beneath the muscles. Their kiss becoming sloppy as their desire for each other climbed; their bodies heating up in arousal and lust as they played a game of give and take. When Jisung felt his chest tighten from the lack of oxygen, he broke the kiss; panting slightly and licking his swollen lips as he leaned his forehead against Felix's. "We don't have to go further than this." Felix said breathily. "Color?" Jisung took a moment to respond, he wasn't sure of what he wanted; in the moment all he wanted was Felix but in what way. "Yellow.." Felix nodded and slipped off his lap, opting to sit beside him instead. "I think... this is enough for now." Jisung continued. "Okay, we don't have to do anything else tonight. This is all about you okay? You tell me what you need and I'll give it you." Jisung nodded as he lay down, gently pulling the younger down with him. "Let's just cuddle and sleep. My head kind of hurts from the drinking." Felix agreed and snuggled into the older, his breathing slowing to an even pace as he fell asleep.

Jisung stayed awake a little while longer; his mind racing once more now that the realization of kissing Felix hit him. At some point, Jisung allowed his thoughts and feelings to become one; he was without a doubt falling in love with his best friend.

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