superior being extra annoyingly loud with the typing today, and i am being so brave about it.

Imagine you’re Kipperlilly Copperkettle, you’re in the forest that you’ve been training in since freshman year, something happens you and your entire party die. You all get the choice, die or accept a god of rage and conquest and become something bigger. You’re Kipperlilly and you want to be interesting, you hate Riz Gukgak because why couldn’t your parents be wrapped up in a world ending conspiracy so that you and your friends are destined to save the world too. You hate Kristen Applebees because no matter how hard you try you know that people in this stupid school will choose something because it’s funny, because on a grander scale than you can’t understand you are in a comedy series about magic high schoolers not real life so the funniest choice will become true. You are trying to work on your anger you see the guidance counsellor all the time to put in the work, but on spring break you change and now whatever fuels you tells you that you just hate The Bad Kids because why do they get to be Arthur Aguefort’s favourites? You hate your new party name, you hate the perceived unfairness of the school, you hate your stupid boring life and you hate The Bad Kids because everyone there is best friends and your friend is dead.

:(

This is the spiritual successor to Four Seasons Landscaping. To me.

but whyyyyyy does so much of ‘it ends with me’ have to be still awake at 4 in the morning crying from griefs you didn’t have the time or space or safety to feel 20 years ago?????

If you could relive any of your memories, which would it be?

Okay I really had to think about this and I’m a bit torn, but I’ve settled for one of the two memories that have been contending for first place. I’ll tell you both of them anyway.

The one that has NOT won first place is from 2021, me playing skribbl.in with my discord friends late in the night. I think this will always be one of my most cherished memories because I love skribbl.io, and I’m not allowed to stay up late and I had done it anyway (by sneaking), and my parents are constantly paranoid that I’ll end up talking to someone on the internet (I’m not allowed to speak to people on the internet. Which I do anyway. That’s the only way I can network as an artist who rarely goes out in public.) and getting whisked away and kidnapped and sold for body parts, so I was basically breaking a lot of rules that I didn’t agree with AND I was having a wonderful time with people that cared about me and listened to me and it’s yeah honestly such a cherished memory.

The memory that WON FIRST PLACE tho, is not so glamorous. It was in 2018, I think, and I was in India. I had twisted my ankle a few weeks prior to this memory, and it was raining as I was walking out from school to the bus. I was limping and I had an umbrella with flowers on it. These three guys (from school) behind me poked my umbrella and at first I thought it had been an accident so I ignored them, but then I heard them laughing at me. And making fun of my limp. I ignored them because I was limping and I couldn’t really do much if they all decided to get physical. But they actually followed me quite a ways and eventually they also started making fun of my British accent, and I was getting REALLY fucking worked up. I don’t actually remember what the trigger was, but suddenly I just turned around, limped over to the three guys, and just straight up punched them. They were just standing there while I limped over to them. The one that was in my class turned on his heel and ran in the opposite direction the moment I started limping towards them because he’s seen me in action but the other two guys just stood there like Tf is this little girl gonna do. So I went over, and punched them good. And the look on their faces? I want to see that look again. That day was the day I incited fear in guys from all across my year-group because until then it was only within my class. After that day no one bothered me again, everyone was respectful to me. I really really want to see that look again because the memory of their expressions has all but faded and I really want to just cement that into my brain to cheer me up with I’m feeling low and useless. Btw after I punched them and saw the look on their faces I just turned right around and headed for my bus and they didn’t follow. That adrenaline was coursing through my blood vessels and my heart was thrumming. I only processed what I’d done when I was sitting in the bus. It was a great feeling.

So yeah you’re welcome for the enormous answer.

Vash attacks when he defends himself or others will resort to be a bit more aggressive and violent in nature in the timeskip meisthinking

Imagine going from “no need to shoot to this person that is not acceptable” to “maybe shooting this person on the knees is the most viable option right now”. Wouldn’t that be amazing

I mean. That’s terrible. But wouldn’t that be amazing

probably not going to be active a lot for a while, trying to not be so chronically online for once. Might check once a day but I’m going to try to take a break for a bit. I have some personal stuff to sort out. I won’t be completely gone, but I’m going to try limiting myself from checking Tumblr to about once a day.

I know nothing about Spider-Man 2 Insomniac so I don’t know if it does. But I think it would be fun for a take where an older nicer Spidey gets the symbiote and it doesn’t just like make him more violent,

but is also used to highlight that Peter in his younger years was a very very angry Teen and young adult who has through a lot of work become the significantly more approachable and friendly modern Spidey that gets portrayed nowadays.

Its not that the symbiote just makes Peter mean and angsty but it like interferes a lot of the effort and conscious thought he has made into not being that very very easily agitated young man.

“An Unquiet Grave,” Moon Knight: City of the Dead (Vol. 1/2023), #4.

Writer: David Pepose; Penciler: Marcelo Ferreira; Inker: Jay Leisten; Colorist: Rachelle Rosenberg; Letterer: Cory Petit

First conference that includes a self-defense class

An old lady got stabbed on the train in my city and now I’m spiralling lmaoooo

No but going over my point again, it’s so obvious how much sympathy men get in comparison to women when you see how the internet has treated Chris Chan compared to J.K. Rowling. Both get constant harassment, but liberals CONSTANTLY will dispose their understanding and sensitivity to Chris Chan’s situation but if any nuance or critical thinking is allowed to J.K.’s situation, just any reaction other than ‘fuck that b*tch’ is an automatic spot on the terf blocklist. Mind you Chris Chan is a literal fucking rapist.

Liberal’s common detraction to give any support towards that she’s a rich white woman that has threatened a minority, so it’s open season to launch any attacks on her. Wait, isn’t Chris Chan also a:

-White ✔️

-Rich (obvious not a billionaire but has been able to live out of a basement playing video games for over 20 years, so atleast comfortable financially to my knowledge, by the way I know very little about this person by the way because I don’t not fucking care about his life, so any working class lens of discussion is void.)

-Woman (when I was 12 he was still calling himself Christine so by tra terms, yes.) ✔️

-Threatened a minority (assaulting an elderly woman) ✔️

And the common defense given to Chris Chan is that they’re a neurodivergent minority that’s been constantly under attack for just living their life so back off you monsters. Yeah attacking an autistic person for their interests is shitty but when this weirdo commits literal crimes and gets backlash for it that’s when y’all are on the defense squad, but when a woman who gets bomb threats while not physically putting hands on anyone to harm them, she isn’t the one getting the babying because she ‘deserves it’, and so many people have no regards or morals when doxxing and suicide baiting radfems and problematic women who fit the exact same neurodivergence card because in that situation ‘it’s not an excuse actually’ but for a male it is. Hmmmm

It’s literally that the average person has more empathy for a socially unadjusted nerd that just so happens also to be a rapist and domestic abuser than a politically problematic woman, yay wow amazing I love it.

Thank you for apparently saving my life while I couldn’t cope with abuse as a toddler/very young child, Turner Classic Movie Channel. 🫡

these violent delights is actually kind of ruining my life because i’ve never read something that portrays a characters self hatred so thoroughly and unavoidably and entirely Needlessly. it’s tearing me apart if i’m being quite honest

Okay someone fact check me if I’m wrong but I feel like Lottie’s the only Yellowjacket we’ve never seen lie, she’s just out here being entirely honest about what she’s feeling and what vibes she’s picking up and she so genuinely wants to help people because if she can feel comfort in the wilderness or the cult intentional group she wants others to help others feel it too

So she sees that Shauna needs to be angry and for her then that means violent so Lottie volunteers to be the punching bag

But Lottie only ever does what feels honest and true to her so on some level she feels she deserves that beating

This is fine this is fine this is fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine