I want

Femstars ex fine sleepover bu include eichi asafb

WOULD BE CUTE !! again tho i cant promise anything nor am i currently taking requests, but we'll see what happens!

if anyone else wants to draw ex fine sleepovers though id love to see it!!

i wanna know more about the jerries/jeris

do you want to know the most horrific thing about them?

the lords did nothing to make them the way they are.

yes, the jerry jr was turned into the axeman because of the witchwood, which does what it does because of the lords, but everything leading up to that is just human nature. i see the "girl jeri is nibbly" or "they were influenced by a lord to do the thngs they do" and i need people to understand that that's just. not true. they're just like that. they were taught to be like that by their parents and, more accurately, their church. it's horrifyingly accurate how religion has shaped them into non-functional human beings, who would rather potentially lose their child to the many, many dangers of the literal woods than admit that they had sex outside of marriage.

it's only because it's hatchetfield that jerry jr grew the way he did. there was no lord's intervention in their decision to keep the baby, or to drop out of school to care for him, or to keep him seperated from any other people, or to revolve their lives around the idea that they'd committed a sin and needed to pay by pushing celibacy rather than. i don't know. properly raising their child. it was the way they were taught. the toxic pushing of overexaggerated christian ideals is what molded them. can you imagine being in their place? being a scared teenager and knowing that if you told any of the people you care about most your secret that they would shun you and disown you?

the only people they felt any kind of safe around were each other; of course they're going to be codependent. and even then, they're disgusted by each other for leading them to sin. they're stuck together unwillingly, because without the other, they're alone.

Finally read jujutsu kaisen and I am mentally unwell about these two

how we feeling about the fact that Julie canonically has paws?

I AM NOT OVER IT AND AND I AM ITCHING TO DRAW ALL MY JULIE AUS AND NYXIES WITH PAWS

OMG THE LITTLE PAWS

Da little paws *crying*

Da beans

Julie canonically has beans

I love Julie Joyful so much

I was so happy to hear her voice in the new tracks

I'm such a gremlin about her

Little paws on the rainbow gremlins

Crowley's subtle but devastating shift in expression before and after Aziraphale's "you're the bad guys" comment (I need to be sedated)

(takes this out of my wallet) never forget what you're fighting for...

hi i'm trying to be normal but it's so hard when you're so crazy over evangelion... and kawoshin.....

I have officially been relocated! Yippee!!

never never never in my life gonna be able to beat the weirdo theatre nerd allegations. its midnight and for the last few hours ive been (voluntarily of my own free will At No-One's Behest) doing some character research for the show we're working on (which at a certain level is Absolutely Necessary!! but at *this* level is Absolutely Not. lmfao)(and so... ik for a fact if i mention this in rehearsal tomorrow im gonna get a whole lotta blank stares ((or TERRIFIED looks from the freshmen wondering if they should be doing this much work lmao))

but anyway so about 10 minutes ago i found a fucking essay (just 9 pages out of this philological collection from the 60s) that just the idea behind the Very Simple title made me so excited i had to stand up at my desk to start reading it and fully forgot to sit back down until i realized i wanted to start TAKING NOTES..... WHICH I GENERALLY HATE DOING WHILE READING........ BUT IM TOO EXCITED AND DONT WANNA FORGET ANY OF IT.................. SO IM TAKING FUCKING NOTES

but anyway beyond tHAT the thing that actually made me pause to start typing this post though is the fact that just now, four pages in, this essay finally put something into place that ive been puzzling over in my head since i very first read the play which... made me happystim so hard i almost knocked myself out of my fucking chair. hdkdgsjfkfhdgskdgwrdjfk.

so yeah. never beating the nerd allegations. lmao

do i have to relearn german to watch daniel brühl movies, is that what this illness has come to

CARLYYYY what if it’s a situation where lucy is in the building with the fire/shooting/danger or whatever and tim is worried so he goes in to try and help her but she gets out on her own and just misses him and then when grey tells her he went in for her that’s why she looks so heartbroken in that one promo pic because he gets put in danger 😭

ABBYYYY i wanna kiss you on the mouth, but i could also throttle you right now cause WHAT THE HELL !!!!!!

oh my god, but what if she didn't actually get out before tim stepped in??? and that promo pic of her lying in shattered glass is her watching tim getting his ass beat, or the shooter(s) pointing a gun to his head and we get a parallel of tangled, where lucy just starts begging and pleading with them not to kill tim. that they can do whatever they want with her as long as they stop hurting him.

i need to be in a female separatist psych ward but alas they don’t exist! and as such i will continue being a problem

btw if you are so repulsed by sex that you cant be normal about people saying they're trying to get pregnant (a very normal thing to do) or being around a pregnant person, you should talk to a therapist about it i think

I just wish I had known when I went to this callback that I’d be waiting to hear back from them for DAYS afterwards.

Can’t stop thinking about dnd aus for multiple fandoms it’s actually a problem

u know all those "side effects of anorexia". why am I experiencing them more now than when I was actually ill