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o yeah btw i liked these guys from the latest crk update..... detective gays.... macaroni and cheese....🤭
#i finished the story it was fun#whyd i have to get invested in the cookie npc yaoi... need them to kiss#i thought cheddars design was kinda boring (esp after the golden cheese update where every design slapped... hes also cheese...)#and he looked rly similar to almond so i think they couldve made him look more diff#but i still liked them LOL... esp macaroni cookie he's sooo cute#tsk macaroni cookie does everything... hes even an attack dog... what do u do cheddar cookie?#ur lucky to have such a cute smart and useful hoobae...😙#i saw some cute fanart of them on twit so i'm happy :)#joking i dont think cheddar is completely useless but it makes me laugh bc he has the#'my job here is done ;)' 'but u didnt do anything' *dramatic exit* vibe#at the v least he's good bc he has faith in his partner...😙#if they arent already dating theyre def gonna start dating... doesnt take a detective to figure that out...#like stop playfully bantering in front of me🙄#oh btw i liked their kr voices so much#cheddar's voice was... insanely good how could they just use this voice on an npc#like his voice makes up for any complaints i had on his design#and macaroni sounds cute... i looked it up and apparently its jeong ui-taek?? who also voiced archbishop cream and 1 of captain caviars crew#voicing a bunch of cute npcs but no playable cookie yet...#im curious how they sound in other lang tbh...
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rewatched the premier definitely super legally and just look at them
#these tags get. very rambly. so expand at ur own risk i'm just kinda yelling here#bob's burgers#ur insane if u think i'm tagging every character#i HAVE to draw gene in this outfit proper u don't get it i just love when they let him go full music man#this premier made me clinically insane i don't think u understand they're consuming my thoughts like brain eating amoeba#catastrophic autism levels rn#god rest the poor souls at uni that'll ask how my weekend was#genuinely surprised they managed to get jjr. zeke. rudy. marshmallow. AND fischoeder in the premier#like they got ALL our fav little guys in here huh#no courtney or alex tho i'm fine. no it's fine that's fine#love how gene just started lying down at some point#lil bro did NOT care abt the chores he was invested in the narrative#there were some rly great bits in this ep too#gene just being dramatic. 'hey guys look at pepperoni the pony'. every time fischoeder was on screen#v strong premier i am clearly very normal abt it#ngl i just made this post to archive all these screenshots for myself bc i love the costumes here
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silly vampire costumes and their added benefits™️
(directly based on this)
#and just when you thought I wouldn't take an opportunity to draw fall alt Morty simply because it's not October - you f o o l s !!! /lh#this was actually quite an old doodle that I managed to finally get to as a treat for myself since work has been quite overwhelming skdjfns#I just wanted an excuse to draw Morty all flustered and shy really eeeeeeeeee (those lip stains are Eusine's ofc) 💕💕💕💕💕💕#I'll make a proper post for it later but I'll skip the comic update this weekend so that I could unwind and attend this con I've been eyein#(it's a local Pokemon Con where I plan to just - splurge my savings on merch really SKDJFSKJDFNSD bc I deserve it methinks)#(I have the update planned as well- I just don't wanna stress myself by rushing it --- I wanna make it the best I could hehe ✨)#I'll also !!! share that I've recently started the Magnus Archives and have been on . a MANIC binge on it since last week#(I'm clinically diagnosed as bipolar this is okay for me to saySKJDFNSJKFDSND)#but oh my god I've just been--so addicted to it - I've just recently started S4 and I'm Severely Depressed by it but god I am---#--loving each and every moment of it so much I am So Indescribably Insane about it#part of me wishes I started investing in podcasts sooner really - it fits my nature of work quite perfectly#I'm nearing the end (it ends at S5 - 200 episodes) so I'll finally be able to participate in fanworks after that wish me luck y'allSKJDFNSD#sacredshipping#morty/eusine#morty x eusine#gym leader morty#morty pokemon#mystery man eusine#eusine pokemon#fall morty#pokemon#pokemon masters#pokemon masters ex#pmex#pokemas
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the worlds most nichest post: my thoughts about what different doctor who characters rock climbing styles would be
okay the point of this is to discuss dr who characters climbing vibes. Climbing is a sport with an INSANE amount of jargon so i’m gonna try to define all of it/explain my thought process but we’ll see how that goes. Also this is written in the order of vibes which is to say that there is no order at all. Also this is not exhaustive as there are characters i don’t have any specific climbing thoughts about (yet)
first category: characters who would primarily be top-ropers
top-roping is what people often think of when they think of climbing. you’re wearing a harness which is attached to the top of the wall via long rope. there is another person on the other end of the rope belaying you (catching you if you fall). this kind of climbing is more technical and endurance based.
-liz shaw would be an EXCELLENT top-roper. super analytical and extremely determined. she would absolutely CRUSH long, technical problems. Specifically i think she’d be really good at problems with crimps (little tiny holds where you’re only using your fingertips, you have to have really good technique for these holds) and slab problems (where the top of the wall is titled back from the bottom, really balanced based and again, super technique driven)
-ian and barbara would top rope together i think. They work together on the problems and it’s very cute. They’re both SO proud when susan sends something
-tbh i think five would really enjoy belaying people. You have to be mentally engaged bc you’re watching the person you’re belaying but it’s also an easy repetitive motion which can be kinda soothing? It’s also just the ultimate Parent activity. He would be so proud of his kids (though tegan would definitely prefer bouldering over top roping. Nyssa would be really into top roping i think. Adric would focus way too much on the grade (how difficult the climb is rated) and would get really frustrated if he could do one 5.10 but then fell on a 5.9 and for this reason would have a lot of trouble actually finishing anything. He knows all the terminology and is extremely pretentious about it but spends all his time commenting on other people’s attempts instead of doing any himself)
-jo: she’s also just like a great climbing buddy. super positive and cares more about having fun than sending anything (more ppl in the gym should have this attitude)
category two: boulderers
Bouldering (my fav type in full transparency but i’ll try not to be TOO biased) is climbing on lower walls without a harness. The max wall height is generally about 15ft and if you fall, you land on a mat. If you do this outside you bring multiple (!!!) crash pads which are a little smaller than a mattress each and position them under you so if you fall that’s where you land. Outside you ALWAYS have a spotter but inside you rarely do if ever. In bouldering the individual moves are generally harder than in top-roping in that they require more power and are riskier but they’re generally less techy and far less endurance based
-charley “i’m a champion faller” pollard. self-explanatory.
-ace mcshane bc the lesbian vibes here are off the charts. seven would absolutely try to coach her on like proper technique which she completely ignores. She has the worst footwork in the world which has torn holes in the toes of her shoes bc she’s brute forcing her way through every move. LOVES dynos (short for “dynamic move” essentially it’s just a jump. in a true dyno there is a moment where no part of your body is touching the wall) and is incapable of static climbing (the opposite of dynamic climbing, slow/deliberate movements)
-bill: she isn’t actually bouldering really, she is mostly hanging out in the bouldering area bc there are cute girls here (bouldering is the favorite climbing style of douchey gym bros and women who want to show them up. There are girls doing pull-up competitions here)
-twelve was there at the beginning of bouldering in hueco tanks texas he told me himself :) this was the prime era of climbing being hippie shit so obvs he was there smoking pot with them
-eight: likes the physicality of bouldering. Also he would be doing show-offy moves like campusing (climbing without using your feet so essentially doing pull-ups through the whole climb) and knee-bars (literally jamming your knees into a good hold and using the tension between you knees and feet to keep yourself at rest, in a good knee-bar you can fully let go with your hands and just hang there). would also be really into buddy climbs (boulder problems done by two people working together. you literally have to step on/hang off of your partner and vice versa. They’re risky for obvious reasons and you only ever do them with someone you really trust. eight would love them)
Category three: lead climbing
Lead climbing is like top-roping in that you have a harness and someone belaying you except that instead of the rope being attached to the top of the wall, there are clips attached to the wall at intervals throughout the climb. As you ascend, you clip yourself in. that means that if you fall while 3ft above your last clip you fall six feet (length of rope above the clip doubled bc you are now dangling below it). Your belayer has to be paying more attention than in top-roping and it is possible to “deck” (hit the ground) if you fall from low enough
-nine and rose would be an ICONIC lead duo (she has to have an anchor when belaying him so she doesn’t go flying if he falls but still can you imagine)
-martha jones would CRUSH lead problems like they’re NOTHING. Super techy problem with little pinches and edges and insane footwork? She eats that for BREAKFAST. Essentially my reasoning here is the same reasoning i gave for liz with top-roping but martha is more of an adrenaline junkie than liz so lead over top-roping
-sarah jane would also be super into lead but would hate climbing with harry bc he’s way over protective (he’s a terrible belayer bc in an effort to make sure he is on top of the job he takes in way too much slack on the rope, accidentally making it harder for sarah to clip in)
-three and delgado!master make a really good lead duo which comes in handy during some contrived circumstance after one of the master’s plans goes awry and they’ve gotta lead climb to save the earth or whatever
cat five: free soloing
This is like bouldering only stupider (i’m biased). Free soloing is the kind of climbing that other rock climbers refer to as reckless. essentially it’s bouldering except that you climb way higher than that 15 foot ceiling i mentioned earlier. You climb like things that really should be top-rope or lead routes without a harness or any other kind of equipment (sidenote: soloing refers to a lack of safety equipment not whether or not you’re climbing with other people)
-tbh like academy era one would be into this shit. It’s risky as hell and you can be extremely pretentious about it, perfect combo for him
-jack bc he literally can’t die so might as well am i right
Deep water free soloing
This is free soloing but slightly less dangerous bc if you fall, you land in water (any kind of soloing can only be done outside for obvious reasons)
-clara: it’s all of the risk and thrills of free soloing but sexier. self-explanatory.
Speed climbing:
Literally exactly what it sounds like. This kind of climbing only exists for competition and its objective is speed and speed only. It is the only type of climbing where speed is an objective at all and if you saw climbing in the olympics, it was probably this
-ten: noodle man. look at him. he’s perfect for this. long limbs, no body weight, and the hyperactivity of a child with a caffeine addiction.
Other misc. Thoughts:
-Leela would obviously be good at climbing as an activity though i’m not sure about climbing as a sport. She would rainbow (use any holds instead of the ones for the route she was specifically climbing) literally every problem bc “the holds are there, why should I not use them?” just generally would have a difficult time with the rules of climbing as a sport not bc she doesn’t understand them, she just thinks they’re stupid
-missy would never climb as this is obviously beneath her BUT she gives really good climbing advice. She will insult you while doing it tho
-mel rotates between bouldering and top-roping to be more well-rounded (and therefore healthier) and would use the hangboard a lot (like a pull-up bar but designed to mimic small edges on climbing holds)
#I will probably continue adding to this#bc I'm insanely invested in it#can u tell I'm a rock climber with a dr who hyper fixation?#doctor who#dw
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i know nobody is online rn to read this but ;-; i gotta get it off my chest i love ken so much he means everything to me he's making me so happy and i've needed him so so so bad. he's brought me comfort when my ptsd has been so fucking unbearable and every time i'm having a crying fit over losing my tf f/os or every time i'm having a flashback i ALWAYS immediately IMMEDIATELY think about him rushing to my side, holding me and saying "hey hey it's okay, i'm here, i'm right here" and it's such a relief because i haven't been able to genuinely wholeheartedly believe any character would be willing to do that for me the entire time i've been struggling this year.
i've never gone so long without comfort from f/os, much less being triggered by the ones who used to comfort me the most. so to have barbie and ken right now is like the biggest wave of relief every single day when i wake up and the hyperfixation is still there. sometimes i will literally close my eyes and sigh in relief when i hear a song and my first thought is sebastian or ken or six or... whomever. i love being in love again. i NEED this. i love waking up and my first thought isn't my trauma most of the time now, it's ken. or it's six. or it's barbie. or it's harley. or it's officer k. or it's... yeah you get it. i needed these characters so fucking badly. every time i see a gifset and get excited over it, i feel a rush of gratitude bc self shipping has always been the glue holding me together. it doesn't feel as intense or strong as the SB musical or TF used to make me feel but i am not picky. not at all. i will take anything and i'm praying this lasts for at LEAST another few weeks please
i may not be at a sense of peace right now and i dont know when i ever will be, it could be years, but im so. so. so. so so so thankful to have these characters right now when i've needed someone so badly for so long. i hope ken knows how much i love him ;-; i hope barbie knows how much she has helped me, has saved me from one of my major triggers and has helped me to love and feel safe around the color pink again. i wish they could see me when i'm not so broken but i'm glad they're here even when i'm at my worst, i'm glad they still love me even when they deserve to see me in a much better light
#it feels so fucking terrible not celebrating my bday with my starlight. i used to buy myself cakes and put his figurine next to them#i mean i still have... a little bit over one week... i cant... let it pass by without him being involved somehow#so i might make a quick vent doodle and queue it for the actual day of my bday#i refuse to not draw myself with him at least once for my special day#its not like we 'broke up' or anything but fuck it feels so bad#he's a literal fucking ptsd trigger. how fucking insane is that#im still in shock. im still in shock over what happened to me like i cant fucking believe it#wearing his necklace makes me cry so i just leave it on my dresser#that shouldnt be normal!!!!#but im hoping that shipping with barbie/ken is going to help me feel like i can reclaim control over my ships#bc my abuser made me feel like... i had no control over my TF ships whatsoever for a solid year#so now that i'm finally free of that toxicity i'm still shakily trying to learn how to ship again#i'll have moments where i'll worry ken will try to hurt me on purpose bc im so used to my abuser telling me how abusive any f/o would be#but then i tell myself 'hey what the fuck. this is MY story. NOBODY would abuse me i dont care WHO they are'#but it's so hard to unlearn several months of abuse 😔#and even harder to look at a character who i invested so much time and energy and money into#my voice clips. my cameos. all of my steve blum autographs. my art for steve. all of it feels sad and numbing#not just stsc but everyone in any TF universe feels like... a threat and i get panic attacks when i see very specific characters sometimes#its awful. it hurts so bad. i love ken so much. but nothing compares to what i had with my TF comfort characters#but it's okay bc... ken is holding my hand and he might not understand ptsd at all but he can still squeeze me tight#and six HAS c-ptsd he GETS it. and he's there to hold me when my nightmares make me fall apart. he's my rock#vent#ptsd#sorry it's 5am i had a bad nightmare and now i refuse to sleep again#i fucking hate ptsd i fucking hate living like this i rly wish i knew how to cure myself#im exercising im eating and drinking often im sleeping as much as i can#theres only so much i can do#when does it get better?? when the fuck does it get better? im serious. not rhetorical. when does this finally heal#i dont even know if im healing or if im just distracted... but fuck ill take anything
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sorry to ffxivlovepost always anyway Man the way the devs & game did so good in making an mc that is Basically a blank-slate for the players, and there's so many opportunities to make your oc However you like but. the game itself adds so much story and character to that blank-slate guy. amazing
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚#i think abt this a lot. and also a lot of other ffxiv stuff LMFAO#it's amazing ..... drk is a huge example of this i think#bcs it plays into the guilt and whatnot the wol feels and all that. spectacular#endwalker !!!!! shadowbringers!!! the way the game uses the concept of hope is just always so beautiful and fascinating to me#and yeah bunch of games may have like. mc you create & design but not always can you like. ehvejfhsjf idk how to explain LOL#it is 4 pm i woke up 2 hours ago but priorly woke at 7 am after havingn a rlly. weird sleep.#to which my twin told me 'i wont tell u what time it is' as we went to sleep so it def was Really late#bcs we were going thru re2 and she was also playing games on steam i've been telling her to play#(to which i got her fav characters right and knew fr how'd she'd like the game LMFAO. twins amiright.)#actually that is also smth so fascinating to me bcs. i always have had someone w me in my life. i am literally never alone.#to which what i'm getting at here is Wow... it's like having a sleepover every single day. and i was a kid always sad never to have#sleepovers bcs my parents were strict (they r cool tho!) but i was a kid who wanted to experience all the kid things#but i didn't rlly but that's fine :P i am a grateful person LOL anyway back on track back on black#ffxiv... the game that u are.....#it's the 1st game that rlly actually made me invested in the ocs of others and also make a fully fledged oc that wasn't just originally mine#but for a fandom or something. and also it got me back into writing and Into making poetry and prose so. yeah.#it's amazing how much. oc x canon ???? yeah. ffxiv is so Wow#like eveyrhhting w themis or graha and how u can AAGGGHHH shit w your oc . so many possibilities#and that character. those possibilities. are already in game but also expanded by the player and the fanbade and#idk it's so beautiful to me WHAGHSGDJDH. and yes me saying themis or graha up there is self-indukgent bcs#both of them are so Insane it's so. insane!!!!! i will never forget what happened in abyssos in particular that Broke me#and anabaseios... :)) i cried so much it is almost embarrassing. and wow. asphodelos. wverything w themis just. yeah#anyway graha... self-explanatory if u know..... idk he's the character of all time to me. simply said. but themis is crazy bcs going thru ab#yssos made me think for a bit 'hey themis might be my fav character in ffxiv now' but No but also Wow. wow#kinda cute bcs me and my twin have a thing where she has a certain type of chara she likes and me too#so sometimes. most times. all times. we have our own characters we like anyway but sometimes they overlap but either the case we kinda#lowkey 'segregate???' idk if that is a good word but we do that w our fav characters. so like emet is her fav elidibus is mine.#and that was all the way in arrr alr and we barely knew spoilers so that's kinda crazy! anyway
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I'm so glad that all of Miraculous Tumblr is losing its collective shit over the BEAU. This is what we deserve, and I for one cannot wait to see what Ms. Kelly Buggachat has in store for us
#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#bakery enemies au#every single update makes me scream a little louder#I can't believe we're at 150 parts!!! that's insane! but also so incredible!!#I can't believe it's already been a year and a half since this started#I love this AU so much I love the story I love Bugga's super expresive and fun art style I love how invested everyone is in it esp now#I love how there's been a lot of laughs and so much drama and tension and fluff and screaming at Marinette for having 2 brain cells#I don't have the spoons to do creative stuff rn but I'd love to make some art or a short lil fic for this AU bc it brings me so much joy#until I manage to do that consider this post (and my increasingly unhinged tags on the updates) my love letter to this beautiful story#thank you for such an incredible AU and comic that's brought the entire fandom together to scream about#I'm too anxiety-ridden to actually tag buggachat on this esp since she's being swamped with incredible fanart and this is just me gushing#but hopefully she might stumble across this in the beau tag and it can bring her some joy to know how much the AU is loved
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sorry I'm gonna post non nuca stuff on the nuca sideblog. but
look at him. he's from noctilucent (a BL gacha coming out Q4 this year). he has a 'submissive personality'. I want to see him take dick.
#my posts#noctilucent game#tagging it as noctilucent game and not just noctilucent bc that's a real word for clouds#noctilucent yve#<- the merman's name#sorry I'm going insane over a game that isn't out yet. if it has a bottom-only MC I probably won't get invested in it though
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Hisuians in the Present AU —Gaeric finds a gym (the kind for people, not Pokémon), gets into a rivalry with the biggest dude there. They’re lifting increasingly big weights and then increasingly ridiculous Pokémon (the dude has like a Rhydon or something who is his spotter that he can carry like a kitten). Gaeric accidentally supplexes the gym owner’s Steelix and is gonna get thrown out but the rival declares him a bro and boom, instant friendship.
I don’t know why this popped into my head but thank you for the inspo haha
AMAZING THANK YOU
i think this is one part of, initially like, everyone from the same clan is wandering around as a group (so all the pearl clan wardens are together), but then people keep getting pulled away—lian finds the rock-type gym and is lost forever to the Fossil Zone, gaeric discovers Regular Gyms—and then eventually irida turns around and realizes that a) she's somehow lost EVERYONE, b) she doesn't know her way around and is herself extremely lost.
cue panic and her resigning herself to having to talk to a Future Person on her own for the first time ever, just to like, ask for directions back to wherever-it-is they're staying
#the nemesis answers#the nemesis speaks#anonymous#living history au#i'm actually really invested in this au now#laventon makes friends with a nurse joy who is very nice abt answering his questions even the objectively insane ones#(like 'what do you MEAN you're giving POKEMON to CHILDREN??)#and she thinks he's just from a really out-of-the-way little region with weird customs until there's some revelation#and she's like#WAITAFUCKINGMINUTE YOU'RE **THE** PROFESSOR LAVENTON??#bc he's the inventor of the pokedex! he's the one who made a future with pokemon possible! people Know Him!
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been following some new history adjacent accounts and what I've learned is that there is huge beef in the tudor fandom over people villainizing Jane Seymour
#tbh I'm not personally invested but on the other hand the Anne B stans can get to me sometimes bc there's like a lot of evidence that#she was kind of. insanely cruel to princess mary#she's not going in my top three six wives lets just say that
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NGL my only friend at college is a rly bad friend and also has some unbearable flaws that I can't even address w her. but she is funny sometimes + I have nobody else
#she is a poli sci major who's obviously been told her whole life that she's smarter than everyone else around her#but she's a poli sci major + has literally defended public christmas only lights with ''ppl of other religions celebrate christmas''#she is literally a very ignorant white person but bc she's a hair less ignorant than everyone else where she's from#she thinks she's exempt despite saying mad classist + weird ass shit unprompted#she also never asks me about anything + only talks about herself + assumes random shit about me + treats me like I'm a baby#bc im not hooking up w ppl all the time. like just bc I'm not as out there as her doesn't mean I'm clueless#it genuinely doesn't feel like she's at all interested in me + just wants someone to talk to without engagement#and I'm kind of tired of it tbqh#me + the femme r on hiatus which is kind of hard bc she's one of like the few ppl in my life rn who i feel like actually enjoys +#understands who i am + is invested in me personally but im not abt to be like. can we resume the relationship you're not prepared for so i#can feel wanted by someone like that's literally insane#also super selfish#but im hanging out w heaven tomorrow+ forgot to take my meds so it's probably fine#but also whenever my meds lapse i get kind of pissed off about this friend so idk#part of my problem is that im not talkative that much bc im autistic so im either super verbal or just thinkin'#but tbh I'd rather have silence than to feel like my voice is only 5% of the conversation does that make sense#but maybe im being unreasonable idk#also she actively prevents me from hanging out w her other friends + im kind of tired of being ostracized on behalf of ppl#who otherwise like me ?? like im acquaintances w her friends but she like. will not hang out w me + them#like i feel like thats wild behavior esp bc she knows i want to ? like i want to party but she's always like#''oh i just thought you wouldn't lke it'' which likr. why tf did you decide for me ??#she always does this + never asks me like. ''lh i thought it would be weird to bring you'' but you brought your roommate who literally met#thrm last month + I've known them since last year + we literally had classes together ?????#smth fishy af going on
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Words cannot express how much I love the Gloucester brothers from King Lear
#ramblings of a lunatic#i am so mentally ill about sibling relationships in art#I REWATCHED ACT 5 W MY MOM FOR REVISION REASONS AND IT MADE ME INSANE ABOUT THEM AGAIN#on my third rewatch I've basically developed a new like. realisation? theory? that edgar is being set up as the true king from the start#and now I'm really invested in him as a character (along w edmund)#the fucking. bit where edgar says that the gods in this play are just (one of the biggest topics of debate in my class all year)-#-its just that the people in this play have brought their misfortune on themselves via their own hamartias#and that's why his father ended up blinded#metaphorically and literally#THE FACT HE'S SAYING THIS TO EDMUND AFTER HAVING BEEN BETRAYED BY HIM AND THEN FIGHTING HIM#IT'S A FUCKING OLIVE BRANCH!!! HE SAYS THAT THEIR DAD FUCKED UP!!! NO MATTER HOW MUCH EDGAR LOVED GLOUCESTER HE SEES THAT!!!!#HE SEES THAT BECAUSE BC OF EDMUND'S DECEPTION GLOUCESTER ENDED UP TREATING EDGAR LIKE HE TREATED EDMUND#WITH CONTEMPT AND SUSPICION AND A LACK OF FATHERLY LOVE#EDGAR DOESN'T FORGIVE HIS BROTHER BUT HE UNDERSTANDS HIM NOW#AND ONLY THEN DOES EDMUND REALIZE HE WAS LOVED!!!! YES BY THE WOMEN HE MANIPULATED AND PITTED AGAINST EACH OTHER#BUT ALSO BY HIS FUCKING BROTHER HE BETRAYED!!!#at the start of act 5 he'd began to pretend that he was a Right Honourable Gentleman#when in act 1 his attitude seemed more like he'd accepted societys label of him as Less Than and said ''if you treat me like a villain-#-bc of things i can't control then i will BE a villain to get what i want''#he seems to try and distance himself from his origin in act 5 right as he's about to win it all#BUT HE GOES BACK TO ACCEPTING THE AWFUL THINGS HE'S DONE AFTER EDGAR ACKNOWLEDGES WHY#IT DOESN'T MAKE THINGS BETTER BETWEEN THEM. THEU STILL STABBED EACH OTHER#BUT IT'S CATHARTIC#AUGHHHUG#<- this is just my personal reading and I'm just a highschool student trying to blorbo-ify an old ass play to cope with exam stress#feel free to disagree. just remember that i am small
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Ruggie Bucchi - Outdoor Wear SSR
#lost all my tags bc this failed to upload previously so im tryna remember tf i said hhhhhh#BUT THE FACT THAT THIS CAME COME IN 2 SINGLE PULLS I DID FOR FUNSIES IS INSANE#feels like life wanted to make my shitty ass day/week a lil better#twst knows ive had a fight w ikemen and came in for the swoop- 🤭🤣#kinda tempted to try for floyd bc i have jade dorm ssr who has duo magic with him and then floyd has with ruggie and i have 2 ruggie cards#.... but this does meamean raising up cards / vignettes / spell levels all over again... and i just got done unlocking most duo magics#hhhhdddjdhdhd I'm so low on everything (except maybe currency idk) and that's IF i even get a card.. i have maybe 30 pulls saved up rn#gonna have to look up the other events and see if there's anything else upcoming i'd like ig#but the floyd does seem like a decent investment bc of duo magic.. and its an attack card with 2 diff elements 🤔 hm#aerin.jpg#ruggie bucchi#aerin.tagspeak#my post 📫#l'hôtel.twst#l'hôtel.twistedwonderland#twst.ruggie#camp vargas#outdoor wear ssr#(can't wait for club wear and the equestrian and light music clubs ngl~)#hope the dividers look decent 👉🏻👈🏻
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Honestly I'm a bit relieved we don't have PMD2 remakes like. Not even cause I'm a hater (though I am VERY partial to the og sprite work, they really killed it w that). No, the reason is because I'm autistic and there are simply Too Many Things actually, esp in quick succession lately LMFAO like. I do not have the brain room for it.
And like as silly as it might sound, I've been REALLY overwhelmed and frustrated by it. I'm upset that I moved on from SV so quickly, I haven't even touched the Engage DLC despite having it, I haven't touched Engage in general actually. I feel like Fire Emblem esp takes up A Lot of brain space. I'm really upset that I Almost got really into SuMo again but kind of immediately was distracted by other things and I have art projects that have been left hanging bc of it.
Something weirdly specific is like??? Bc I make a lot of fanart and a lot of it takes the form of comics and focuses heavily on interactions and dynamics between characters, something I've REALLY been struggling with is like. I feel like it takes a lot of studying a character and getting to know them to really capture their Voice, how they talk, how they think, how they feel and how they react to things, outwardly and internally. That's a deep process for me that takes a lot of time and thought.
I feel like I can't quite express it all the way, like it's stuck, but like. Really picking apart the SV squad and trying to learn each of their mannerisms vocal quirks and general vibes about how they Are. Feeling abruptly uprooted from that to do it all over again but with a huge roster of brand new characters. Also really wanting to revisit older characters that are near and dear to me that I do feel I know very well.
And also like??? A very sudden distraction and almost instant loss of interest is like. Hell on earth hell on earth. Like as much as I fucking miss SV already and as much as I really wanted to keep working on my projects about it (had a whole AU going and everything) literally I Could Not get myself back into it even if I tried really really REALLY hard. And that is SO upsetting????? It's such a specific thing.
Hhhghgh got. Distracted thinking about PMD LMFAOO making that a separate post tbh but like. Main point is replaying it a bit reminded me of the importance of being able to slow down and really sit with a game. It's characters and story and what it has to say. And even now, I'm already getting the Hell feeling of needing to chase whatever can grasp me and hold me. When will I stop chasing my own tail??? When does it end??? Will I ever be able to finish my projects???? Will I ever be able to play a video game like a normal person?????? I'm launching my own ass into 2013. Not even in a woe nostalgia type of way, but in a I really just had Two Interests and that was it way. I'm blowing this whole building up.
#also this is way genshin has been on the way back burner for me lately like. it takes up SO much brain room.#fucked up gacha tactics aside LMFAO the lore and characters and potential for antics is a huge draw for me#which. eats up so much brain room.#i'm really thankful splatoon is like. has lovable characters for sure had an insane amount of lore if you wanna look for it.#but really it is just like a snack food game. none of that shit matters! i'm just here to have a gay ass time.#i am getting sv dlc bc i am deeply invested in sv and i deeply desire like. having it hold my attention again.#IDK IDK HONESTLY. maybe i just have a skill issue. alledged highly speculated by my therapist undiagnosed adhd.#anyway i do have some sillies about genshin i'm considering posting just sketch art of my genshin sillies#projects i said i wanted to finish and simply didn't. may never end up revisiting again. sad!#i always get stuck somewhere during the art process like. at dialogue or at linart or at coloring or at coloring bg (different beasts)#but for now i guess i'm just gonna play pokemon. i think that's what i wanna do. maybe draw.#hhghgmnfhgg THAT DAMN TIMELOOP. ALWAYS IN THAT DAMN TIMELOOP.#i think today i will play video game :) and then draw :) and then play video game :) and draw :) and th--#what the fuck ever!!!!!!!!!!! drink three coffees about it asshole!!!!!!!!!! coofe.....
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I'm really tired does anyone want to hear my stupid youtuber marcia modern au I just invented
#sep talks#I'm not actually asking btw. It's genuinely just bc I think it would be funny#anyway. Marcia has what was at one point a very small channel entirely focused on one rly niche topic she just needed to talk abt somewhere#and then she acquires septimus and he introduces her to Video Game and suddenly she's making videos abt that. Bc shes a chronic insomniac#and video game is smth to do at night. She can't talk abt the Fun Niche Topic as much bc sep might get woken up if she raises her voice#and then her channel starts growing. People come for Video Game and then get invested in the Niche Topic also#no one in her actual life knows abt this#someone asks her if youtube is her job and she's genuinely offended like excuse you I am an astrophysicist never again imply I don't#have a day job. And everyone goes insane like ur a WHAT#she doesnt understand why. Having like 2 doctorates and another 3 degrees also is a totally normal thing right??#(<-was insane in university)#obviously ppl in her actual life find out abt this. Given that sep introduced her to Video Game he was going to find the channel eventually#and he does!!! And he texts like 3 siblings and also beetle like I THINK THIS IS MARCIAS YOUTUBE CHANNEL????#and then goes to ask her and she's like oh yeah that's me#and he goes ??????????? and texts everyone yeah just asked!! It's her!!!! What the fuck!!!!!#bc imagine finding out ur mum has 500k subscribers on youtube for making videos abt like. Historical star charts or smth#and the occasional one abt Video Game#the video game YOU introduced her to. And shes apparently been making these videos at 2am often enough to have a consistent upload schedule#that's the end I guess. I'm going insane this is what being tired does to me#goodnight
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#i had a good day and I'm drinking a little bit#and i am going to move on ok i am moving the fuck on#but like can i just ask one time how i can feel so goddamn stupid and crazy for thinking you actually want to come back into my life#when ~you were the one that brought emotions into this at all! i didn't say jackshit about feelings#~you were the one that told me you loved me unprompted!!!!#i was fine with leaving you alone while you were out of town. ~you were the one that said you missed me so much you couldn't stay away#~you were the one who took unnecessary risks bc you said you hated not talking to me#so why do i feel insane for getting invested in you and missing you and wanting you?!#i need to not feel like this is all in my head! was it all just lies and make believe? was none of it real?#personal#I'm sorry but seriously am i an idiot for believing that the guy who said he loves me actually gives one single fuck about me?#like obviously you. most likely. didn't love me. at all. ever. but you did say it and i resent that i feel fuckin crazy for believing you#🍑
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