#bc this mentality is everywhere and it’s fucking annoying every time
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i find this shit sooooooooo fucking annoying and frankly unworthy of respect… obviously advertising and branding are powerful and that’s why companies invest in them but i genuinely have no fucking patience for grown ass adults acting like corporations are standing their holding a gun to their heads and forcing them to spend money on their stuff. it’s genuinely pathetic to me. grow the actual fuck up please
#this isn’t the worst example i’ve seen but i guess it’s a straw breaking the camel’s back moment#bc this mentality is everywhere and it’s fucking annoying every time#by grow the fuck up i don’t even mean stop spending money on disney stuff#i mean stop acting like you are being helplessly oppressed and incapable of exercising choice#also i feel like going to the parks is actually qualitatively different than listening to a soundtrack#bc of the labor stuff…. not that i think going to a disney park makes someone like evil#but it does kind of gesture to other limits of this sort of ‘corporate helplessness’ style analysis#reminiscent of AHP being like ‘i’m burned out bc i HAVE to grow tomatoes because of Culture’#you literally don’t. grow up
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i thought i wouldn't end up making one of those sappy posts before the end of 2023 but here we are i guess
what i wanna say in advance is a huge thank you, and that i'm sorry
this year has been a nightmare for me and i can't stress that word enough. i won't get into details, if you follow me you may have seen some occassional rant posts. long story short though, i'm ending 2023 being mentally exhausted af and even though i'm not in my most optimistic mood, i hope 2024 will not as shitty as 2023
as of my tumblr presence, there have been some changes. i jumped from one fandom to another without completely leaving the bc fandom. i'm just not that much in the mood anymore. maybe this will change once the new album is out? we'll see 👀 and jumping to another fandom means that i lost contact with so many people from the bc fandom. i promise you i didn't do this on purpose and i don't hate or stopped liking any of you. it just... things got weird and a bit too much in my head and now idk how to keep contact without looking extremely weird in this fandom
anyway! entering another fandom has been weird not only in means of interests but also in means of communication. ever since i remember my tumblr activity in any fandom, i always tried to interact as much as possible with other accounts and talk with people, whether that was via posts or messages. in the jo fandom i feel like i have kinda failed that
i'm aware that i post a lot and i'm probably everywhere with the content updates and the gifs. and that may be annoying to some people. and i understand it, i don't like it but i understand it and i wanna apologise for being... all over the place yet not really reaching out to anyone in the fandom or building any kind of online friendship
idk if there's an accurate explanation for the way i feel about this so i'll put it in the best words possible: i wanna make jokes and have fun in here and exchange random messages or mentions in posts and talk shit or not about jo etc, but i feel like my social anxiety (both online and offline) has passed any limit i had put to it until now that i end up thinking it's actually wrong to interact with anyone in this fandom. because everyone has already connected with some people and have built a specific line of interests and you all seem so fucking cool for someone who is as insecure and scared to talk as me so i end up hiding behind my gifs, shitposts and content updates in hopes that people will like me or at least aknowledge i exist in this fandom. and again, that's all on me, there's no one to blame for this behaviour but me and my fucked up mind (which got even more fucked up in the past year). so idk, i feel like i wanna apologise for this, for being like that
however, no matter the anxiety, i must admit that the jo tumblr fandom was actually my escape when things in real life got bad bad. i've spent hours scrolling through the jo and kaarija hashtags in hopes of seeing something unhinged and funny to lift my mood and you know what? i found something every single time. and that was more than nice. if it wasn't for all of you being as funny and crazy (in a positive way) as you are, i'd feel even worse. but every time i open the jo hashtag there's someone posting a wholesome thing or saying something unhinged like how many ways has Kris listed to kill Bojan in his sleep lmao
anyway i ended up writing a lot, this could easily be an entry to the journal that i don't keep but maybe should start keeping. if you read until this point, congratulations for going through all this ramble and i'm sorry
hope 2024 is gonna be a lot different than 2023 but in a good way this time. and i hope i get better and actually get to interact more with all of you great people 💕 and obviously i hope you all have a fantastic year ahead of you 💖
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house in nebraska by ethel cain reminds me so much of rm kyle you should really listen if you never have its so beautiful
okay, okay, OKAY! so i just listened to it and oh my god....i have Chills. that is like...the exact vibe of rm, i am shaking in my boots, ommmg!!!
i know i make a lot of jokes about it being a 'I Got Sold To One Direction' cringe y/n wattpad fanfiction, but i think ( other than the writing i hope ), the thing that keeps it from being purely that is the eeire, uncomfortable, gritty noire mystery vibe of rm? that takes what would just be a racy rockstar romcom type fanfiction and almost makes it more of a horror, mystery psychological darkcom romance? if that makes sense...salkdhslda
ok the rest of this is under the cut because i got really insane about jersey kyle's characteration so if you want that you can hang out under the cut, if not...you are free, fly away, birdie, be free! hdlksa
i was actually talking to rile pile earlier ( hi riley :* ) about how much i love rm!jersey kyle because he's kyle...but Haunted. like a really fucked, grown up, twisted, version of kyle which i love tbh.
and whereas y/ns are imfamous for being really annoying ( and jersey is really annoying ) i think that the reason main characters often suck is because they are...too perfect or mary sues or whatever...and jersey is just...sooooo flawed. hes like a total fucking basket case. he’s my favorite sarcastic neurotic boy narrator omg.
i really just like his whole dark academic sinister poised ethereally beautiful ice prince stature, like the fact that hes so polished outside bc hes so unpolished inside, that he acts detached and evil, but like...takes curb inside everyday, raised ike, takes care of all his friends, wears stans jacket everywhere, still loves him.
like rm jersey, on the outside is like a type a fucking villian, and he's actually a sentimental sensitive really broken person....? and i love him? also just the fact that people treat him like hes fucking insane and he thinks hes insane bc everyone tells him hes insane when hes right??? like stan is fucking alive???? and everyones like here take ur 16 medications and go night-night kyle its all better now :) AAAA
but yeah...that song is so :((((( its so kyle under the mapletree, getting drunk, writing his daily letter to stan, wishing he was kissing him instead of missing him...i fucking hate my life.
i mentioned it in rm5 a little in the ike conversation, but everyone gets to go home for spring/winter/summer break, holidays, etc. but marj and kyle always, always, ALWAYS have to stay behind because marjs parents disowned her like, like she either reverts to her deadname and complies or she is dead to them.
and kyle just...he seriously like has a psychotic break every time he's back in south park because it retraumatizes him about stans death. plus everyone refuses to talk about stan and if they do he gets deadnamed AAAA. all kyles family members have to tiptoe around his mental illness and treat him like hes gonna blow a fuse and are like so is the treatement working are you taking your meds, or its gerald mad at him for not being Normal and embarrassing them AAAA
also his Phantom There's Stan! Disorder or ptsd gets so so sooooo bad when hes home and he sees stan fucking Everywhere...like…okay…oooooof ooof story time!
so the very last time he was home for hannukah a super long time ago in south park...it was like 2/3am or something and he SWORE he saw stan outside and it was fucking snowing and he was in his pajamas no shoes on like freezing to death walking around in the snow fucking shouting his name like a crazy person, walking towards the woods and like got like hypofuckingthermia and had to be hospitalized both physically and i think mentally for a second!
so that's why kyle doesn't go home to his 'house in nebraska' which actually...i think is Stan's old house tbh. the one that was next door to kyles...like that was Their place. stans room was their safe place.
okay last flashback thing but uh, the reason that they had to move away from south park was because i think when kyle turned thirteen they came back from a summer vacation and a new family moved in next door to the broflovskis & kyle had a hallucination episode and
i think either got into the house through stans old window or like punches his hand through the front door window, idk either way he was like covered in fucking blood like his wrist was fucked up and he was in the new little boys room and ofc it was not stan, all the furniture was different and kyle was just like brandishing this long ass shard of glass or a kitchen knife from inside the house and was like WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU WHY ARE YOU IN MY BEST FRIENDS HOUSE WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT!!!! like holding this poor little kid hostage it was SOOOOO BAD
the police came, i think kyle had to do a juvie moment ( i think thats when kyle became scary ass kyley b kyle and his accent was hella thick and he was like dislocating arms and shit...it does come out when hes angry...whew! ) and the broflovskis had to move to new jersey bc kyle was way too unstable to be in sp...
also the particular thing that was happening when he was getting dragged off by the police was that he was hysterical and sobbing and crying because he was screaming, throat raw like ma! ma! they got rid of his bed frame! they got rid of stans bedframe! thE BEDFRAME IS DIFFERENT MA WHERE IS IT WHERE IS IT??!?! getting put into the gd police car and shes like sweetie shh i know i know i know... :’(
BECAUSE IT WAS THE SM + KB BEDFRAME IT WAS THEIR MARK ON SOUTH PARK THEIR EVIDENCE THAT THEY WERE SBFS...i want to d*e im so...RM MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL OMG.
but yeah no everyone thinks kyle is crazy ( and i mean...he is Not Well ) but even tho he seems like vicious he is actually the softest most vulnerable and romantic character in rem(ember) because hes the only one who never gave up on love/stan, sits and waits for him, writes to him and is convinced hes not gone
because what he tells his therapist is that he would Know if stan was gone? like theyre so fkn psychically linked that he would feel stans light go off...and he didnt...he can still fucking feel him EVERYWHERE and AAAAAAAAAAAAA everyones like UR CRAZY BUT HES FUCKING NOT YOU GUYS MAN!!!
they are very who dies and who destroys the city in grief omg
but yes....when everything comes together...its going to be A Lot and im really excited for the next couple of chapters because shit gets so serious in rm i'm soooooooooooo excited!
thank you for coming to my crazy ted talk i'm so sorry i'm so passionate about my stupid ass fanfiction with all the crazy insane girl canon divergent lore ( but i'm glad you guys like it too :') )
-insane conspiracy theorist uncle nina in the tinfoil hat
#fic: rm#c: jew jersey#i'm tyring to start tagging#BUT LITERALLLLLLLLY#that song is SOOOOO JERSEY like just the haunted romantic uneasy tragic energy is so#my favorite thing abt rm tbh is that its like this lil y/n sexy rockstar twirlin ur hair kickin ur feet trashy lil fanfic#on the surface#but is actually this really fucked up insane uncomfortable insidious depressing fanfic at the same time#and i hope yall like it bc i really like it#but yeah....kyle is my FAVORITE narrator#like he is my favorite narrator bc hes just so real like he is the main fucking character bitch#like so is stan but in a different way stan is less honest and sad hides a lot bc hes trying to be good and strong#kyle esp jersey is bad shit fucking insane and its unapologetic so it makes him a really funny fucked up narrator i love him#ily jersey kyle#and ur fucking obnoxious earsplitting nasally jersey accent
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lil rant :) TW (?)
It's undiagnosed, and I don't want to say I have it bc of that, but it's pretty obvious that I have hypochondriac symptoms, pretty majorly, and it's been really bad since January. I have anxiety so it really stems from that, and it's just been making it worse. It doesn't help that I've been sick constantly since October.
I'm too scared to talk to anybody about this because I don't want to come off as annoying, because I'd just be constantly complaining about how I think I'm dying. Especially because I had an anxiety attack in January in front of my whole family, and that was so embarrassing for some reason, because of it. I did explain to them that I can't watch doctor shows because it makes me paranoid, and while they didn't seem to completely understand, they haven't put them on since I've said it.
I'm sick rn and I'm doing my best not to freak out because there's been so much talk lately about a young girl in my town who passed away, may she rest in peace, from the flu that caused pneumonia. I have no reason to be freaking out except that I have a nasty cough, but it says a cough can cause it?? I'm also freaking out because I think my coughing is making my blood pressure high and fuck it the amount of times I've thought I was having a heart attack the last few months is astounding.
I feel so bad because every time I show at least one symptom of something, I'm panicking. I'm not prepared or mentally strong enough to actually confide in anybody about this, but I needed to talk about it so I thought I'd do it here, if that's okay <3 I'm just so tired of being scared of my health, a part of me wishes I could be at a doctor's constantly just for reassurance.
Anyways, this was long and everywhere, I'm not sure if it made any sense but thanks for making me feel safe enough to talk about it!
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you're not alone, anon! i deal with this too and i never talked about it because i knew logically it wasn't happening- but i also have this tick in the back of my head that makes me think i have some underlying disease and i'm dying.
so, i told my therapist and it turns out.... that's common. medical ocd or medical anxiety can be killer. the thing that helped me was that if i think i have a new disease or problem everyday vs one consistant one... i probably don't have it.
((i think of one solution. u need to date someone in the medical field 😭))
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*slams work I should be doing on my desk* I WAnnA TrY and tbh if I'm too annoying just don't match me, I get it 🤷♂️
Fandom: Tokyo Revengers
Toxic Traits: Bipolar as hell. (My face and tone is always deadpan with no trace of expression, but every word I speak is either goofy as hell or a death threat :>) I don't know my own strength, and I am a klutz. (For exmaple, I accidentally fell off a 2 story building and walked it off with no bruises, but I've given myself a bruise with bubble wrap :> I- accidentally hurt people I don't mean to, but I mean at least it proves I can protect them-??) A good kind of manipulator? (I'm everywhere all the time even though no one cares-, so I'm behind the scenes of every protagonist sorting them out emotionally and mentally- so while I COULD destory people, I learn everything about them in order to help them 😭 but at the same time I'm direct as hell, so if I don't like someone I just use this to intimidate them) Stress and lack of self preservation. I will never learn how to take care of myself even if it means learning how to cook because yes, I've set cereal on fire before✨️OTHER PEOPLE ALWAYS COME FIRST, AND IF THEY DON'T LIKE MY AGGRESSIVE CARE, THEN THEY GET SMACKED LIKE I'M THEIR MOTHER. Aaaand I carry everything with me emotionally while I never express how deeply everything reaches and drives me because I am a fucking tsundere 👏 also somewhat impulsive and mentally quick? Idk, but if my impression is that you're immoral or corrupt in the slightest, boutta act like a buddy just to make your life hell from the inside <3
😭 🤷♂️ hope I did this right and that it isn't too long, you're probably gonna hate me tho but eh, you do you, love your work 🫶
I need to see you and fuyu together. You sound like such a confusing and magnetic disaster(affectionately and without judgement) my friend, and i think watching him try to figure you out bc he's dying for your attention would be the best thing ever. Watching you two help Michi? Art. Perfection. Goofy. Precious.
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I've had a lot going on, time to recap. Can't seem to do a read more on mobile for some reason.
My mom's friend is mentally ill and has been floating around with meds for a couple years and hasn't been consistent in taking them properly. She's also a recovering alcoholic and relapses often.
My mom has been friends with her for 30 years and I am forced to live with my mom bc I can't live alone (rent is awful). Now, mom decides on her own to let her live with us. I disagree but she never asked me. So, in August (I think?) She moves in. She's been told it's not permanent and she'd have to get back on her feet since she was escaping an abusive relationship. Not my problem, I didn't have a choice. So, she's been told the rules, no smoking inside, clean up after yourself, no drugs or alcohol, take her meds on time, etc. This also included buying her own food and paying rent. Mom then goes back on that, saying she can buy her own food but also share ours. That wasn't in the agreement, but I can't fight her on it. Now, food and bills go up. It's costing me more to feed this 55 year old spoiled brat than to put gas in the car.
Since being diagnosed with autism, she's ignored my "I can't handle loud voices and sounds" and the rules of "be quiet or people will report us." She uses her vape pen inside (yes that's included in the smoking rule) and she's relapsed twice since being here (alcohol). She waits until the last minute to make phone calls to therapists, doctors, and housing office to find a place to live. When she doesn't get the therapy she wants she throws a fit.
Now, it's months later, and we got our very first lease violation. The apartment complex office is aware we have someone living here that's not on the lease. And she's been warned on her voice (blames BPD) so much it's annoying and that's also a lease violation.
I am in fear of being evicted. This is our only warning. The next time they send our a lease violation email, they will file eviction papers and we will end up with 30 days to leave.
This is what I've been dealing with for months. I'm so fucking tired.
And there's a lot of small things that bother me too, really gross stuff. She shits and pees herself and refuses to wear diapers. She has done so much laundry it's scary. If we paid for water, we would be unable to live here. She uses a full roll of toilet paper a day to wipe her ass and absolutely explodes the toilet. She leaves her hair everywhere. She never put her shit away either, everything is everywhere. Every room she goes in it's like a tornado. She also doesn't clean her dishes, leaves coffee grounds everywhere and doesn't understand that the water bottles are for my mom and I bc we can't drink the tap water. She's also said I'm rude bc I don't want to have a conversation. I'm not someone who talks a lot, everyone knows this about me. If I wanna talk, I'll talk. If not, I don't participate in conversation.
Let's put this last bit out here for you guys. She is spoiled. She has gotten everything she's ever wanted to a point where if she wanted money, all she has to do is cry to the right people, annoy her mother long enough, abuse her power over a partner to a point they give her money. Even now, she's 55 and her mom is dealing with her father who has dementia. She still calls her crying and to shut her up her mom throws money at her. She's had a maid pretty much her whole life and has never had to struggle financially. Now that she is poor, she doesn't want to give up her spending habits and everytime she has a little money she'll buy shit she doesn't need, including furniture she can't put anywhere for an apartment she doesn't have.
I'll be adding photos when I get a moment as well. Some photos will include a toilet bowl but only if people wanna see it.
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Cannot stop thinking about giorno being an absolute menace, like I wonder what he would do with a darling who didn’t want to leave but they’re still firm on their on boundaries,like I would be fine to sit and play housewife lmao he’s paying for everything!! But if he wanted to catch an attitude like “you’re not allowed to go anywhere without me” I would be so annoyed. Like I don’t want to leave why are you being so insecure like hold my hand we gon go get therapy go them abandonment issues and separation anxiety 🙄SHDJD like he’s waiting for them to try and fight him or hurt him and run away bc there’s no way they’re chill, he’s prepared his entire mindset to physiologically manipulate them and to wait for them to love him but they already like him they’re just annoyed at how clingy he is. Like okay you can hold onto me or whatever but i need to go shower, unless you’re gunna like wash my hair like I’m a Victorian maiden and the maids wash you themselves; I would like a cm of personal space🥰🥰 like fhsh he’s so flabbergasted “🤨🤨 you sure you’re not going to escape?” Like he keeps setting them up and they pass every time liek cameras in the house but every exit is wide open and unlocked and it’s empty and they just go get food and go back upstairs 💀 even the rest if passions who would readily keep you under lock and key for him are like ,,,, maybe he is a little crazy we need to have an intervention😭😭 he was ready to use sex as bargaining but like I’m down lmao let me tie up my hair. Like I’ll definitely argue if he pulls some “ I love you and want to keep you safe” shit when I am literally going to the grocery store like mista and Bruno are literally escorting me you can calm the fuck down😒 like you can keep me here or whatever but you’re not gunna smother me that I won’t let slide; he’s trying to have his. Subordinates get close to you so you can tell them you’re planning to escape but that don’t work either. “ you actually hate him don’t you? You don’t look happy” “not really, I mean he’s like a golden retriever he just wants affection. Him stealing my underwear is annoying tho” “ you need me to help you escape? I can save you” “nah, I’m pretty good right here,and giorno has ears everywhere you might not want to let him hear you say that”
honestly... honestly, hear me out, i think giorno would respect those boundaries. idkkk like most yandere works i read of him, the writers always do him like that..... he doesn't let the reader leave or go anywhere but if the reader is like 'fuck u go away' giorno will watch over from afar (mentally crying bc he wants to respect his s/o and bc he can't be near them LOL)
YOU KNOW HE HAS SOME BAD ASS SEPARATION ANXIETY AND ABANDONMENT ISSUES. LOOK AT HIS PARENTSSSS AND HIS CHILDHOOD-
no, see i think i could deal w the kidnapping and everything but like if i had to be stuck talking to a man for the rest of my life i dont think i could do it... sorry giorno,,, you can take away my freedom but not my friends! i would HAVE to shittalk with someone and i clearly cant shittalk to him! ... hmm i wonder if giorno would let his s/o talk shit about him to hiim HAH A
omg i would so want to go grocery shopping w mista like what a chaotic experience that would be but at the same time that would also be hell bc mista would not be my friend like he's working for giorno T T he would not care about my ass-
giorno steals underwear confirmed like it's right there, he's a gentleman-y perv (gasp that gives me an idea)
also if giorno were to keep you under lock and key, which character should he NOT keep close to you? Like for me, it would be abba bc if giorno leaves me in a room w that man im jumping his ass and sitting on his *
sigh i love part five
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My work has suddenly gotten very slow bc I finished the project I was working on and now there's so much room in my head to think about things 😬
A non exhaustive list of all of the things eating my brain currently so that maybe they'll stop doing that
(this is a vent about my leg situation)
The hysterical laughter I wanna give casual acquaintances who know I hurt myself in mid April and ask me "oh so is your leg better now?"
My bummer beach trip coming up where I won't be able to swim and sand everywhere will make me anxious
Trying to visit people/travel while I'm still changing packing at least everyday
Sweating through my bandages when I go for a leisurely walk in the summer heat
The constant struggle of "do I chance wearing shorts because I might sweat through my bandage or do I wear pants and def sweat through it but at least no worrying about it falling off"
Taking 3 minute showers and still being anxious water will get into my saran wrapped leg
A hiking trip I organized because I was having a Bad Time that ended up just being a Worse Time instead
People everywhere around me saying "it's so hot being in a pool sounds amazing"
My partner still trying to bike and asking me along but I tried once and had a panic attack
Not being able to wear my favorite summer sandals because my toe is fucked up
3 x-rays and no one really knowing what exactly IS wrong with the toe
Worrying that my toe won't ever be the same and that mobility is gone forever
Trying to eat hella protein but not get any bigger because I'll probably cry if I have to buy new jeans
Trying to eat hella protein and realizing I really don't fucking like eating meat
Dealing with bills from 2 ER visits, an ambulance ride, multiple PCP visits and multiple visits with specialists
Making time in my life and work schedule around weekly specialist visits
My leg aching every night when I try to sleep but knowing I really need the rest
Arriving to the beach in 2.5 weeks and just crying uncontrollably in front of my partners entire extended family because the whole idea of being there and not really being able to enjoy it is extremely upsetting
My insurance company only sending me the way shittier medicated packing material which sometimes shreds to pieces when I try to remove it
My house just being an absolute disaster for the last 2.5 months but not having the mental and physical resources to really deal with it
Annoying everyone in my life complaining about any and all of these things so much that I'm a burden
My mother trying to give me horrible medical advice
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family drama update (spoiler: it’s not even drama anymore, it’s straight up child abuse)
i went to see my dad in montenegro for a couple of days (should’ve been a week but i couldn’t stand it anymore so i took a night bus to sarajevo to escape this mess lol) and thing are worse than ever.
first of all, he looks terrible. he drinks a bottle of vodka every day + beer and wine in gigantic quantities. his face is all red, he has like red spots and acne everywhere. and weird thing to say but alcohol makes you pee, right? but he like... never goes to the bathroom. like ever. i think his kidneys are all fucked up. and overall he looks terrible.
his wife is the same, she drinks even more than the last time i visited them. when everyone goes to bed she goes downstairs and drinks by herself. it’s so bad.
and also i accidentally discovered a whole ass cupboard full of bottles. i thought they only drank what was visible like in the kitchen cabinets but no, they have bottles hidden all over the house.
and... they have a one and a half year old! :)))))))))))))))))))
on the bright side, the baby is healthy i think. she’s super smart. she can eat by herself with a fork, she can say mama and papa, overall i had a very good impression. compared to other kids her age she’s developing very well! and she’s super cute! they hired a nanny who comes every day and she’s a wonderful lady, im v happy that there’s that at least.
but here’s the not so fun part. the parents don’t care about the baby at all. the mum is apathetic at best and annoyed at worst. she doesn’t play with her daughter, doesn’t express her love in any way. anytime the baby says “mama”, she rolls her eyes and asks my dad or the nanny to take her. it’s heartbreaking to watch bc she’s drunk all the time. and seeing an innocent baby reach out to her is just... heartbreaking. oh and she’s still breastfeeding. oh and also, sidenote, they have no baby seat in the car! when they drive around the baby is by herself with no seatbelt, just crawling around at the back seat.
my dad and his wife hate each other. it’s super toxic. bc the only way they can bear being around each other is when they’re drunk. and even then, they’re always insulting each other, swearing and stuff. being around them is the most stressful thing. last time i came to visit they were throwing wine glasses at each other, it was so bad. they can’t stand each other, but they’re so interdependent nothing can change. so my dad is just... killing himself slowly... which i didn’t care about before because hey his life his choice. but now that they have a child idk what to do.
they both told me on two separate occasions that the plan is to give me the baby “if anything happens”. and judging by the situation, that “anything” is gonna happen quite soon. i have no idea how im gonna be able to take care of a child in the near future. and plus my bf i strongly against it bc he doesn’t want to have a problem child who’s gonna mess things up in our own family when we have kids. so where is this baby gonna go? she has no one except for me: my dad’s wife isolated him from his family and his whole family hates him, the two of them have no reliable friends bc of their alcoholism (or any friends to be honest), etc. who else is going to take the baby when both of them eventually die or are too deep into alcoholism to function? i can definitely raise her and give her a better life, in theory. but im 23, living in a studio flat with no stable income. and legally, how would that even work?
so yeah... should i try to change things? how can i do anything in this situation? is it all beyond saving and should i just watch my dad slowly kill himself? do i have the mental strength to save anyone? and is it even my place to save anyone? it was bad already but now their toxic relationship created an unwanted child that nobody wants to take care of. what the fuck.
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Hello! Can I have a Jujutsu Kaisen matchup?
Personality: I’m an ESTP. I’m bisexual but prefer men. I’m passionate, creative, determined, and bold. I’m very protective and loyal to the people I care about. My morals/individuality make up a huge part of who I am. It takes a while for me to trust people but once I open up I’m less serious and more relaxed/quiet. I like martial arts, reading, writing, piano, singing, nature, theater, art (sketching/painting), and researching random stuff. My love language is intellect and acts of service. Touch is reserved for VERY few people and only in private. I don’t like PDA and I love witty banter. But underneath the sarcasm and teasing I’m very down to earth and caring.
Appearance: I’m 5 ft tall, nearly black short hair (I normally braid a small strand), olive tan skin, and dark brown eyes. My aesthetic/style is just whatever I’m in the mood for that looks good. I tend to wear more solid or darker colors, either converse or doc martins, and gold jewelry.
Thank you :)
alright so, this took me some time and i had to rewrite it twice because some annoying little shit sister wouldn't stop bothering and deleted my drafts, so here i am after researching the entire cast personality types and possibile matches.
there you go! here listed, your candidate lovers!
gojo satoru
“for a twink he's very sure of himself” — utahime at some point, probably.
even though it sounds pretty dubious, this society menace might actually be a good lover.
he's known for being an absolute clown around people and lacking understanding towards the importance of other people's lives, which can only mean two things:
1. you are going to have a hell of a fun with this guy, like, a shittons of fun.
he's gonna bring you in the most chaotic places and make you do the craziest thighs: are you in the mood for a minecraft creative mode? man's not hesitating one second to hold you by the shirt and making you fly around like an eagle holding a pretty prey. say what? you wanna ring people's doorbells and run away? like absolute buffoons? blink and you're already in the middle of it.
2. he's, evidently, not a moral type, so you two might have some arguing here and there because man just couldn't give less of two shits about... anything, apparently.
this clearly answers the questions “am i going to have fun?” but also “am i going to be risking my life every given moment?” probably, no, definitely yes, but he's there to save your ass everytime (he does take his time, though..)
nevertheless, appearances can be tricky: he's very, very caring for the people he's close with, like his students (especially some pink spiky haired kiddo) and he'd do the same with you.
however he doesn't show it at all, not even in private. he really has a problem with understanding and processing his own feelings, so he prefers avoiding them and just cracking a joke instead; the same way, he avoids problems and whenever they get addressed. he lives and enjoys the moment, careless about the consequences.
after all, what consequences would there be for the strongest? the bold, lonely guy who does nothing but having fun to distract himself from everything else?
expect him to cry his eyes out on your shoulder if you ever manage to touch his heart someway, he really has a lot on his shoulders and he accumulated it in years and never let it out like once.
please make sure to recommend him a therapist and kiss his forehead.
to make it short, you would have a funny asf menace to tease you every minute (suggestively or not) and a cute little puppy that would follow you everywhere (and annoy the shit out of you) if he starts simping for you. also he's pretty asf we all seem to forget that bc he a clown. 7/10.
kugisaki nobara
a strong independent boss woman? you got that.
nobara is the epitome of girlboss, leadership and mental strength. she doesn't give a fuck about gender roles, or just anything that doesn't pertain her mindset and she'd fight anybody that'd get in her way (which would be, her way to you in this case).
as seen from yuuji's point of view you might have to carry some shopping bags hence material girl doesn't, no, can't get tired because she has to shop more.. naturally, for you.
she would be going around every shop and jewelry to find something to make you wear, she'd be so careful about it, searching for the perfect gifts to spoil her favorite person, especially because money isn't a problem for her — it is in fact well known that jujutsu sorcerers get a pretty high salary due to the dangerous job they're required to do.
yes she does steal gojo's card regardless and yes she would involve you in every little crime she commits but that's a story for another time.
objectively a fierce motivator and motivated herself, this lovely gal couldn't bear just one second of seeing you sad and rest assured, she'll do whatever is in her power to make you smile again.
you can bet your hand on the fire that she'd be bringing you to pretty dates in pubs and then stargazing. what? you thought she wasn't romantic? she probably watched grease and wanted to find her own sandy, and then here you are.
albeit not exactly sandy, but even better! an absolute leader like you ruling with her? your kingdom will be feared by everybody <3.
girlboss will take care of you and love you lots like you're literally her type. 8/10
maki zenin
ah well, the badass-ery of this girl has no end: another leader, this gal right here.
ready to make fun of you while kissing your cheek, she would probably beat your ass for fun and would absolutely love if you'd fight back and even give her a hard time winning.
her mind is set on her goals, she's ready to fight whoever tries to stop her and would show no mercy to those that would try to touch you.
she'd be like “shut up” and “you're annoying” but her hands on your hips while holding you close would say so differently ^_^.
smart, perspicacious and ready to fight god, she wouldn't let anybody hurt you and would support you anytime, helping you in every situation of need, even if it's just caressing your head.
nevertheless it has to be said: being a very straightforward person, she would ask you to speak up if there's any kind of problem because she would do the same. she's not gonna sugar-coat anything — if you're being a bitch, she's telling you.
she's like you, she'd like you and wouldn't hesitate giving you all she has to give. 9/10 i really recommended her to you.
my dear silverblades, this took a lot of effort since i've never took care of my characterization of every other character that isn't nanami dhshskhdjd, i hope gojo/nobara/maki stans and YOU happen to find this decent enough and i apologise for any mischaracterization.
let me know if you have found your perfect partner between these!
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always the ranting italian anon (sorry i really enjoy talking 💀)
personally i feel like that pirelli didn't mean to help red bull specifically, they just changed the compounds so the teams in general would stop complaining. in the end it ended up helping red bull especially bc of the skyrocket they put out as a car. also i feel like races this year are more boring in a sense compared to previous years bc the harder they are the longer they last, so teams have to make less "extreme" calls and sometimes overcuts and undercuts don't even work anymore. medium tyres aren't supposed to last for almost an entire race, but then you had verstappen's stint on medium in miami and i was just like "fuck off" (in an annoyed way, not at him). i (again, personally) believe that if pirelli stood their ground in 2021 maybe we'd also have more exciting races bc overcuts/undercuts would still be as effective and, currently, they're not. also i'm not saying the entire "fault" lies on pirelli, bc we all know it's also the fia's fault for changing regulations during the season (ie: the dt39 last year to change the floors, which killed ferrari [also their own fault for relying on a gray zone]).
and for ferrari... i love them but i also hate them but i love them 😭 like here you get feed ferrari shit everywhere. after every race you get a part of the tv news dedicated to how f1 went and how good/bad ferrari did. also living in the same region as them means that i get to see ferrari's flags hanging from balconies and such. like i love this team, i grew up cheering for them and my family loving schumacher, but if they don't start changing mentality and stop money and sponsors influence them so much nothing will change for the better. charles is currently our only hope and they better not throw him away like that, bc i'm sure that if he ends up in a top team he's going to win and it'll hurt twice as much
No please i enjoy talkingg too you can definitely keep talking to me on here i love it🫶🏻
I definitely see where you’re coming from. I also agree that raising the floors messed up ferrari’s performance and not by little (thank you toto🙂)
Personally i just don’t get changing regulations because a few teams are complaining like that’s literally not fair to the ones that weren’t.
But i also feel like ferrari fucked up their chances of bouncing back with upgrades that really didn’t do enough and the strategy fiascos (not mentioning reliability here as well)
It was really weird a few races ago when haas (i don’t remember which driver) and esteban only pitted cause they have to not cause they needed it. Like the tires lasted a whole race?!?
And honestly i feel for you being fed ferrari news, especially during seasons like this one. Here, motorsport isn’t too big so we get like a few seconds recap of who won the f1 race and if anything special happened (longest time they spoke was Australia this year😭) and sometimes I still tell the tv to fuck off.
(They also say vershtappen instead of verstappen and now im confused if that’s how it’s pronounced 😂)
Listening to how the race went afterwards feels like rubbing salt in the wound sometimes so imagine how sick of it you must get when it’s bad news but i also imagine it’s awesome to live there when they’re doing well maybe after wins. Ferrari seems so special to italy and i feel like even now, I don’t fully understand they extent that italians are willing to go for this team so I imagine it’s really a whole different vibe when they’re winning.
Also, the money and sponsors thing. I’d love to hear your opinion on the sabotage conspiracies as i feel they’re getting so much attention right now and idk what to believe (im really not hating on carlos or saying anything is his fault before anyone comes at me😭)
It will also definitely hurt to see Charles only being able to win with other teams which is why i always go back to being delusional as soon as a slight positive happens like in canada
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I can't sleep or do anything else so I'm gonna post thoughts on lone star. (mainly about ep6)
[i'm still excited for it and I'm still really into it, but I've had mental dip and I'm not really fucked atm.]
I think the bomb ep was good enough, I liked how they finished that plot line. I dont mind Owen but I don't love him but he's funny so I don't care. and I'm kinda confused at the antis- bc it's literally the Owen show anyway, so if u don't like him and you actively hate every second he's on screen why are you watching the show? noones making u.
another point is the disappointment people feel with tarlos, i feel it too, and im not gonna lie but clowning is not the profession i wanted. but then I think, this isn't the tarlos show. It just isn't. even the tarlos heavy episodes aren't. It's all a promo thing, and it's all hyped up because it's a gay couple on tv.
maybe I'm bitter because representation is for sure "everywhere" but it's still fucking scarce even when they brand their whole fucking show around the representation.
they get alot of money from this show so they won't jeopardise that by overly gaying it and at the same time they won't risk losing their gay audience so they find a shitty balance and feed us bread crumbs.
I'm also really angry that I'm at the point where I have to say that representation is disappointment.
side note: if u watch the show and love to hate it, that's chill, but don't go hating on other people's views because it's just pointless. everyone has their own opinion. just be respectful. and there's enough catfights between us as a fandom and the writers already we don't need infighting too.
there's a difference between being frustrated about a lack of representation and getting annoyed at others in this community for watching regardless.
so yeah bomb episode was good, I liked the action parts, and the team up of O'brien and Carlos. I like O'brien so I hope he sticks around for a few more eps. I like his chemistry with Owen and I think they'd be a cool duo together. didn't like the whole 'is he a nazi?' thing.
I like the banter, episode five felt more like lone star again. to drive this point home, in true lone star fashion, no follow up on Carlos being kidnapped he's just fine now 0:). I'm not even suprised.
saw the synopsis for next episode and I can't wait till tomorrow for marjan to join us again!
#911 lone star#911 ls s4#911ls#911ls spoilers#paul strickland#carlos reyes#tarlos#tk strand#marjan marwani#mateo chavez#rant i guess#sorry#im going insane#im actually stressed#college sucks#and ive had enough fighting irl#so i dont want people to keep arguing about all this online too#its not hard to agree to disagree and move on#yes debating is fun#but theres a line#i love this community#one of the best ones ive been a part of
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every day I curse the writers who decided to make majima Like That in yk1. here's the way I reconcile his character and make it merge with his characterization in other games:
a lot of his erratic behaviour is bc of mental illness that he doesn't know how to manage and various substances that he uses to self medicate. most of the time they don't mix
some of his behaviour is also him double downing on the mad dog persona. someone else (I forgot who sorry) said in their meta that majima struggled to keep the persona up and that's why he got married, then realized he couldn't be a man without violence and left Mirei. so I think his extreme violence towards his subordinates is him continuously reinforcing this persona, because he's remarkably less aggressive in later games
don't get me wrong he is fucking crazy but more in a mischievous way than a malicious way. which I think yk1 gets wrong a lot, ie kidnapping Haruka and some of the majima everywhere encounters
goromi just doesn't exist ! that hostess thing never happened ! majima does do drag but it's a genuine extension of his personhood and not a transmisogynistic caricature for a cheap joke
that "I'm gonna annoy you until you snap and beat the shit out of me" thing w kiryu is secretly a form of self harm (which is a pattern since he lets those punks beat him up in y0)
kiryu eventually catches on to this (bc he does the same exact thing) and refuses but says he'll fight majima if its sparring and not in random dirty alleys
majima still sneaks up on kiryu but very occasionally. they mostly spar in some office space majima bought up and it's much more effective for strengthening kiryu
this would also explain how their friendship develops a hell of a lot better than "you stalked me for weeks and I guess that's okay?"
conclusion: sega hire me bc I know your characters better than you do. die
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Zukka Hockey AU
(with a hint of Social Media AU bc why not?)
Sokka and Zuko meet in the later years of college due to mutual friends
Sokka is an engineering student with a full ride hockey scholarship; Zuko entered as a business major but by the end of his first term he realized he was doing that because it’s what was always expected of him, he then changes to a double Lit & Theater Major (he decides to minor in business so he can help Uncle with the shop)
Neither of them are really looking for a relationship with being so busy with school, sports and jobs but thanks to their mutual friends they start hanging out and become pretty good friends
After college Sokka gets recruited to the pros and quickly becomes a fan favorite; Zuko becomes a moderately successful screen actor
They don’t lose touch so much as they just don’t stay close, they’ll message each other every now and then but mostly through social media like congratulating through tweets or instagram
But then Aang and Katara finally set the date for their marriage and Sokka is Aang’s Best Man and Zuko is invited as one of their dear friends which leads the two of them reconnecting
Zuko’s been out as gay since college and has been vocal in his career about his sexuality and mental health; Sokka on the other hand, while comfortable with his bisexuality, hasn’t been as open due to the heteronormative culture of sports, plus he’s always leaned more towards women then men so he never feels like he’s really hiding anything (the important people like his family, Aang, and Suki all know)
But during the Kataang wedding the two realize how much they’ve really missed each other and something really clicks between them over the few days they spend together
Before heading back to Caldera Zuko decides to shoot his shot (after a prep talk from Mai and Ty Lee) Sokka hesitates which has Zuko going from some what suave to his usual awkward turtleduck self as he quickly tries to backpedal, Sokka immediately jumps in to calm him down saying he’d love to but he’s not out publicly and sports as a whole ain’t that open let alone hockey and Sokka knows Zuko’s been out and doesn’t want him to like go back in the closet or anything
Zuko says he understands, but he really likes Sokka and Sokka has mentioned a few times over the past couple days that his hockey career isn’t a forever thing and Zuko’s willing to keep it on the downlow if it means giving them a try; neither of them are that big of celebrity that’ll be hard, they just need to be careful
It actually goes really well; they have to deal with virtual dates at first with Zuko in Caldera and Sokka on a southern Earth Kingdom island where his Southern Water Tribe team is located
About two months in Zuko’s between acting projects and he’s been wanting to try his hand at writing (he’s had a few short stories published under a pseudonym) so he rents a place on the southern earth island
(it’s a complete accident on Zuko’s part but very intentional on Mai’s part that the place happens to be only a few blocks away from the hockey training arena)
Being so close makes everything easier; being together is so easy in a way neither of them expected; their close friendship in college means they already know a lot about each other like Sokka losing his mom and Yue and Zuko’s entire family situation
By the end of Zuko’s first month on the island Sokka’s pretty sure he’s gonna ask Zukos to marry him someday; by month four of the relationship they agree it’s time to start telling their friends and family
Their six month anniversary hits and Sokka being RomanticTM sets up this huge display at his house I’m talking roses everywhere and fairy lights strung up on his back patio with specially ordered food and drink from the most romantic restaurant in town and a lit candle on the table and soft music playing from a little BT speaker and Zuko almost cries because he is also a RomanticTM but no ones ever done anything like this for him before
And the night is wonderful and there is absolutely nothing wrong but Sokka can’t help but think about how he really wishes he could have taken Zuko out to the restaurant and maybe done some kind of activity before hand and he’s got some really cute selfies with Zuko that he wishes he could share with the world instead of just spamming the gAang group chat
A few days later he’s scrolling social media after practice and realizes that it’s National Coming Out Day and he sees all of these cute and inspiring messages and he wants so badly to be apart of that
Later while he’s laying in bed with Zuko he can’t get those posts out of his head and he’s looking at Zuko curled up into his side and thinks Fuck It
He tells Zuko what he wants to do cause he’s going to come out but if Zuko doesn’t want to be part of it he’s not going to make him but all Zuko does is ask if he’s sure and Sokka is so he snaps a quick pic of them curled up together gets Zuko’s approval of the pic and posts it with a little message (including a bi and pride flag emojis)
Zuko in solidarity makes his own post using one of the photos they took during their anniversary
Sokka gets a call first thing in the morning from his coach and the PR guy asking him to come in; Sokka’s a little worried he’s about to get sacked but reminds himself that he’s still fairly young and he’s been smart enough to get his masters online during the off seasons
To Sokka’s minor surprise everyone is pretty ok with it; the PR guy is a little annoyed they didn’t have a heads up to help cut off the a-holes on the internet but they’re like the only statement we’re gonna put out is one that says the team supports all sexualities but they don’t want to make a big big deal out of it if Sokka’s not comfortable with that
All of Sokka’s teammates flood his mentions with support messages and follow Zuko’s account as another sign of support
The GAang are also quick to share a lot of pics and messages supporting the couple; Katara is super happy to share some of the mushier and embarrassing texts Sokka’s sent her like a whole paragraph about how pretty Sokka thinks Zuko’s eyes are
Bonus:
Mai is Zuko’s best friend since childhood, she went to school for something like Poli Sci and somehow in the process of helping him move to Caldera she ended up moving to; she helped him with his theater classes like running lines and studying and actually picked up a lot of the behind he scenes info so before she knows it she’s helping Zuko get auditions and PR and when someone asks if she’s his manager she only hesitates for a second before saying yes; she asks a family friend to help write up a contact that Zuko barely looks over because he trusts her
Once the initial fervor calms down, Sokka agrees to do an interview but specifically requests a little known journalist (Korra? A different Krew member?) he picks them based off of Zuko’s recommendation, Zuko remembers how kind and easy it was to speak with them; when Sokka tells the interviewer that they nearly faint
Sokka loves Twitter but Zuko is more of an Instagram guy
Sokka and Zuko eventually end up having two weddings, a small personal one that is mostly family and really close friends and then a much larger event type one where they invite Sokka’s full team and the many celeb friends Zuko’s made like other actors and directors
#I started writing this around national coming out day#Finally found it in my drafts and decided it was time to finish fleshing it out#a;tla#Avatar The Last Airbender#zukka#sokka#zuko#fic oultine#Headcanon#hockey au#celeb au
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So I saw a The Good Place AU on ao3, rewatched the show and I had so many ideas for a different take on it like seriously !
So here's a bunch of the ideas I had bc I'm losing my mind at this
First of all : Warning, there's gonna be spoilers of season 1 and probably 2 of the show, please go watch it it's so good and funny.
So all the class are residents, except Tsumugi and Kiibo. Kiibo is the equivalent of Janet. Welcome to The Good Place, yaddy yaddy, except there are 3 bad apples : Ryoma, Maki and Kokichi.
Each one of them are given an identity that isn’t theirs and they’re trying to pull it off, for a while at least. When the day after their arrival chaos happen and they find themselves the only one without the “emergency suit”, Ryoma decide to tell Tsumugi and Kiibo, but Maki and Kokichi saw that he was a fraud too and kept him from giving himself away, because right now Tsumugi and Kiibo don’t know what’s causing all the chaos, but if Ryoma gives himself away, is sent to The Bad Place but chaos is still happening, they will know the other two are here. Ryoma ask them what’s their plan then, which Maki says they try to blend in. Try to BE good people. Kokichi doesn’t believe one bit of this but act like he does to convince Ryoma. And so begin their journey to becoming good people.
(more under the cut cause it’s kinda long)
Here a list of the soulmates btw (not ship, most of them are made for plot purpose)
Suichi Saihara | Kaede Akamatsu
Kaito Momota | Maki Harukawa
Tenko Chabashira | Korekiyo Shinguji
Ryoma Hoshi | Kirumi Tojo
Kokichi Ouma | Gonta Gokuhara
Himiko Yumeno | Miu Iruma
Angie Yonaga | Rantaro Amami
But it turns out that trying to be a good person isn’t necessary instinctual for them, Ryoma is the one doing well but oh boy the other two are messes. Maki keeps menacing other people and her polite smile is so forced even Gonta knows it’s fake. Kokichi just keeps making pranks on the other residents because there’s no harm in a little prank (he just had problem adjusting to this new group and hates that he likes some of them so he pranks them so they get away from him and he doesn’t have to be vulnerable around them.)
Ryoma ends up sitting them down after a few days and telling them they need help. So they debate about who would be the best fit. They end up with Korekiyo, mostly because he studies human and they guess moral are part of humen so maybe he knows the best way to be a good person, plus the guy is lonely most of the time, doesn’t gossip and creepily study and takes note of the other residents.
They ask him and he accepts. He takes it as a new way to study human behaviour in a field he didn’t specialize during his life. (btw, here the characters are aged-up, they’re in their 20s so they can have more Life Knowledge:TM:). They chose to meet up at Korekiyo’s house to study because his soulmate, Tenko, hates his gut and never comes to visit; while the other three have way too caring soulmates that comes to visit them on a daily basis (Kaito being the more insistant, Gonta and Kirumi try to respect their personal boundaries but still, the gang doesn’t want to be interrupted by them, so at Korekiyo’s it is.
A little more about Tenko and Korekiyo. When Tsumugi introduced them to each other, Tenko was out of her mind. First, she’s a lesbian, second, she finds Korekiyo super creepy and has a bad feeling about him, worst than all other degenerate male she ever met (nevermind the fact that she says this every time she meets a new guy). Korekiyo is also unpleased by this arrangement, mainly because she’s a bit much for him. Tsumugi says soulmates aren’t always romantic, they can also take form in a strong companionship. Both are still skeptical when she leaves and basically avoid each other. Korekiyo also asked Tsumugi about other neighboorhood and if visiting is possible, since he would like to see his sister.
(Little point here, I doubt Korekiyo might be a serial killer here, he might have thought about it but never acted on it. He’s still pretty fucked up by the abuse his sister made him go through, but he also doesn’t recognise it as abuse yet, part of his character arc would be to come to term with that)
So ! The teaching is... Sure going. Korekiyo is good at teaching the theory but oh boy if he doesn’t suck at practice. They’re sure learning, but it’s still a trainwreck and Ryoma is the only reasonnable person in this house. They need a person who is a good person naturally, and wouldn’t go tell Tsumugi their situation...
Yeah they take a look at Gonta and it’s settled. The man is way too nice to everyone and “a true gentleman never tells friends secret to others !”. They thought about Angie for a moment, she seems nice with everyone and alwyas organise parties or artistic activities to unite everyone together, but she’s close friend with Tenko and Himiko so they doubt she would let Korekiyo hang out with her friends.
Gonta is not the best teacher. He tries his best, but even though he is nice and try his best to help everyone, he is also incredibly naive and can be mislead to do bad things pretty easily, which is what Kokichi proves within the first day his soulmate agrees to help them. They basically have a Insect Meet and Greet. Once Gonta understands he hurt his friends, he’s pretty sad and isolate himself. Ryoma would probably come talk to him. Gonta talks about how he didn’t act like a gentleman and he regrets it, which leads to a conversation about why he wants so badly to be a gentleman and their past life. Ryoma mentions how he didn’t have anything to live for back on earth, no family, no friends, no lovers. Gonta says he’ll make sure he does now, which makes Ryoma laugh. They grow closer after that, Gonta trying to spend more time with him.
Meanwhile, Kokichi is onto something. Since he arrived here, he felt like something was wrong. Tsumugi keeps saying they have no idea what’s causing all the chaos and there’s no way someone got here by accident ? Three frauds in one go ? That’s not right. So he investigates, everyone. Their past, their actions, their words, he wants to know everything and understand what is really this place. He doesn’t trust anyone. So he used the Insect Meet and Greet to find more info while everyone is busy. That’s when he’ll cross path with Shuichi, because he sneaked into his and Kaede’s house. Shuichi become suspicious of him from there on and they develop a kind of rivalry where Shuichi knows Kokichi is up to something but doesn’t know what, and Kokichi likes to mess with him. He also likes to mess with Kiibo to ask them a myriad of questions about everything and nothing.
Kokichi : Hi Kiiboy !
Kiibo : Not a boy, but hi (bc hell yes nb Kiibo and maybe this whole thing was based of my want to write this dialogue down, but who knows really)
MEANWHILE, Maki ends up hiding with Kaito who has been trying to talk to her for a while and now she can’t leave him because there are insects everywhere outside. They sit there for a while, Kaito trying to start a conversation, but getting frustrated because she doesn’t talk back until they both lash out. Maki insists she doesn’t want to make friends, especially with him and not on the basis of them being soulmates or whatever. She adds that he doesn’t want to be friend with her, trust her. He asks why but she doesn’t answers. So he starts all over again, straighten up and introduce himself again. “Name’s Kaito Momota, Luminary of the Stars and totally not your soulmate.” She sniggers and introduce herself. They chit-chat for a bit and once the insects are gone, they leave. They say goodbye and Maki avoids him a bit less after this.
The day after the Insect Meet and Greet, Kokichi arrive at Korekiyo’s home earlier than the others. He brags about how much of a shame it is that Gonta won’t work with them anymore, really it’s too bad. Except that when Ryoma arrives with Gonta in toe, his eyes are the size of saucers. In the days following, Kokichi still tries to use Gonta and make the giant hate him, which is slowly irritating Ryoma. He asks him why he keeps trusting Kokichi after everything he’s done, but Gonta says he believes Kokichi can become a good person, it’s actually the point of everything they’re doing. After a while Kokichi expends his pranks to the other frauds and Shuichi. That’s when it clicks for Korekiyo who goes to talk to him in private. He tries to ask him why he’s trying to get everyone who is close to him into hating him. Kokichi denies everything, just says it’s fun. Korekiyo just tells him it’s not doing him any good and they won’t hurt him if he let them get closer. He still prank them all, but it’s less mean.
There is also a point where the group wonder if Miu isn’t a fraud too because of her loud mouth. She’s super annoyed by the automatic swear words blocker. She’s so loud and don’t get along at all with her soulmate Himiko who finds her exhausting.
Also at some point, after Korekiyo began to understand that he was abused by his sister, Tsumugi reaches out to him. She give him a letter from his sister. She tells him visiting is not authorised yet, but she managed to negotiate postal communication just for him. He doesn’t take it well. At all. He has a mental breakdown, having flash-back and being terrorised of what to do with this letter. He doesn’t leave his home anymore and doesn’t answer to anybody, the group can’t have class with him. Everyone is getting worried and ends up asking Tenko for helps. They don’t really think he’ll talk to her but they really tried everything else. Himiko slides a word in their favor and Tenko agrees. She goes to the house, knocks and tells him to open. He doesn’t. She stays in front of the door for a while. After a few hours, Korekiyo finally asks what she wants. She says she wants to make sure he’s not dying or something. He says she heard his voice so now she knows he’s not dead, she can leave. But she doesn’t. She asks him to open the door, that it’s typical degenerate male behavior to lock themselves up and not face their emotions. She’s about to say he’s an idiot for making everyone worry like that, but the words die in her throat as the door opens and she sees her soulmate. He’s a mess. He lets her in. He sits down on the floor, she follows. After a few minutes she asks what’s going on. He tells her about how he recently found out what he always believed was false and maybe someone he cares a lot about actually hurt him a lot. He talks about his sister, about what he thought. He says he was wrong but don’t go in the details, he can’t for now. He cries and lose his composure again, which rings a billion alarms and raise his sister voice in his mind. Tenko instinctively reach her hand out and tries to stroke his hairs in a reassuring paterms. After a while, he calms himself and show her the letter, tells her he doesn’t know what to do. She takes it, rise to her feet and help him up. She goes to the chimney, light up a fire and give him back to him. “You don’t have to worry about this if it doesn’t exist anymore”. He let it falls into the flames and they both watch it burns until they are only ashes left.
Korekiyo still needs some time, but he slowly let the other back. Tenko also go to talk to Tsumugi, telling her to cut the postal communication thing. She seems disapointed but agrees.
After that they both start to get better. Tenko slowly try to have a better view on guys, she understands maybe not all of them are bad, like all women are perfect. Korekiyo is slowly opening up to others, slowly trying to move on from the abuse. It’s slow, for both of them, Tenko stops calling guys degenerate, but keeps the male, Korekiyo drops the hat, but keep the rest of the uniform. They’re making progress and supporting each other in little ways.
Maybe the cast of Danganronpa 2 can be the demons (you know bc of Ultimate despair and all, and maybe the survivors of the game can be the demons that would end up agreeing with the humans) but I didn’t thought too much on this.
ANYWAY that’s a few things in my mind. If some of you are interested I’ll probably answer questions about it or post more if I have ideas. Maybe draw, who knows ! Hope some of you liked my ideas
#danganronpa#new danganronpa v3#danganronpa v3#the good place AU#maki harukawa#ryoma hoshi#gonta gokuhara#korekiyo shinguji#kokichi ouma#tenko chabashira#tsumugi shirogane#kiibo
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if you’re still open for the reactions and mtls, could you do ‘what they would get/do for you for your 1st anniversary’ please? i was debating whether or not to send in a second post but i ended up convincing myself to do it anyways bc i know writers block is just so annoying and if this is a way to help you out then i’ll gladly do so 💛
this is definitely a way to help my writer’s block so go ahead!!
mark
remembers it’s y’all’s anniversary the day before because jaemin jokingly said something along the lines of ‘you guys have been dating for too long’
kind of internally freaks because he has absolutely no clue what to do, and doesn’t know if you want to do fancy or casual like he’s going full mental breakdown
ends up taking to you to a local carnival because last minute plans, but y’all both love the energy so it was fun and a way for y’all to spend time together
had no clue what to get you and also didn’t have the time to get anything for you, so he ended up giving you one of his sweatshirts for long term (not like you steal them anyway or anything) but you didn’t really care because he was a gift himself :((
wins you one of those huge plushy stuffed animals from a water gun game and feels like a whole boss
has another mental breakdown when he sees you jumping up and down with that stuffed toy and cannot process that you are actually his girlfriend of an official year :(
tells you he loves you on the top of the ferris wheel while the fireworks are going off like ‘boom, i love you y/n, happy anniversary’ and then gets all shy because he usually doesn’t say things like that
y’all have a fun night after that ;)
renjun
was away on tour during y’alls first anniversary and feels like absolute shit because he wants to be with you so he flies over, yeah, fans are a lil confused but you were first priority
what was ten times worse was that you were sick and you didn’t tell him so there was like a mini argument that eventually ended up with him cuddling you for like three hours
you guys don’t even go anywhere, it’s just a cozy day at the (empty) dorm and y’all just made a lil meal together and it was just the two of you
took his time to make a polaroid collection of just you, there’re just a buncha candid pictures of you that you don’t really remember him taking at...all but there’s a little message at the end that puts all of junnie’s feelings into words and it’s just :(
has to fly back literally the next morning but he blows your mind that night hehe ;)
jeno
was a nervous pup for about a week prior to the anniversary date because he was just afraid nothing would go right :(
planned a whole picnic and even got renjun to cook for the two of you (also because he didn’t want to end up blowing up the dorm), and stresses over what he’s gonna wear like ‘will y/n like this??’ ‘nah, i look like shit’ and couldn’t sleep the night before because of it
but when he sees you all smiley when y’all walk down the street to the little field he had set up just for you, that’s when he finally relaxes and falls in love with you all over again
filled a jar full of candies and paper hearts that he cut out himself and has you go through them and read through the little messages he has on them, and then gets all shy from the way you find it really cute
makes love to you for the entire night and it’s just such soft sex because he’s so in love with you omg :(
donghyuck
went insane almost a week before trying to find you the perfect gift but feels like you wouldn’t like his gift and kinda gets frustrated
you guys already live together, so it’s not a surprise when you come home and see him laying draped across the bed with rose petals all over the floor and himself, while he’s just watching you get all shocked
you thought he was gonna propose to you from the way he was looking at you, but gives you a promise ring with his initials engraved in them and you cry because omg that’s :( even i’m upset while writing this, it’s just so pretty and the way he looks at you and promises to marry you in the future :(((
he didn’t really have a plan to do anything because he knows how tired you already are from your day and runs a bath for the two of you
yeah you guys end up fucking after that, but it’s slower than usual and he takes his time to make sure you’re properly pleasured ;)
jaemin
you already know jaem’s is a romantic lil shit, so he shows up at your house wearing the hottest suit you had ever seen on him, like ever, and is like, ‘get ready baby, we’ve got a long night ahead of us’
you guys end up missing your dinner reservation because he offers to help you get ready but he just ends up eating you out on the couch and doesn’t regret shit because he needed that
he takes you there anyway (and has to pay extra for his horny ass) and y’all are fine dining outside with the moonlight as your view, and there’s a nice lil river flowing underneath the bridge y’all on, yes he paid money for this, rich nana am i right?!
gives you a 24k gold necklace as a gift and you are about to explode from the way he’s fastening that shit around your neck when it’s literally worth more than you and you feel like a broke bitch for your gift to him
kisses on your way home :( and him just whispering to you every three seconds that he loves you, holding your hand, running his hand through your hair :(
and he eats you out for like two hours after that since the meal wasn’t enough ;)
chenle
cannot process that it’s been a year since the two of you started dating and isn’t sure if he should buy you a phone or a house, but opts out of both when renjun tells him not to objectify the gift too much
thinks about what to get you for so long and even searches up ideas (it’s his first anniversary ever, okay?!), and then thinks about your and his relationship deeply and then BOOM he knows exactly what to do
has mark help him write you a song, though he does most of the writing reminiscing on the whole year you guys had together and mark is shedding fake tears of ‘my son grew up’
you spend the night with him the day before and you wake up to him singing for you while watching you with the most love-struck eyes, and plays the whole song he wrote for you off his phone, while you’re like, bawling your eyes out from the way he sang your name
you guys don’t actually do anything except cuddle in his bed for hours after that, just softly talking to each other and stealing little kisses every now and then
jisung
has gone into cardiac arrest too many times for it to happen again, so he’s definitely not letting it happen on y’all’s anniversary!! right?! that’s right, confident jisungie in the house now!
thought about what he wanted to get you for so long, but his surprise is kind of ruined when he accidentally leaves it out when you’re over one day, and gets a lil flustered and upset but you didn’t see that much!!
bought you a huge hoodie, since you’re constantly wearing ones that are way too big for you or his own, but decided to go all artist jisung™ and stitches his name like in really baby font on the front :( and it comes out a lot better than he expected
overthinks it on the actual day and wonders if you think it’d be weird that he wrote his...name on your clothes, decides that it is weird, goes to discard of it but turns around and sits down because he had nothing else anyway
you love it anyway :( and you give him the phattest kiss after you put it on and yeah, his heart stopped beating for a lil watching you smile and giggle and all
his heart is doing flips everywhere in his body watching you and kinda just hugs you thigh like you’re his world (you are), and doesn’t let go of you until you give him another very requested kiss
#finished this after my writers block haha#answered#nct reactions#nct mlts#nct dream reactions#nct fluff#nct dream fluff#jaemin fluff#jisung fluff#chenle fluff#jeno fluff#renjun fluff#donghyuck fluff#haechan fluff#mark lee#mark fluff#nct mark fluff
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