#baekhyun psycho
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Fucking Hell || Baekhyun Drabble
Pairing: Abusive!Psycho!Baekhyun x Y/N
Genre: A T O N of angst, hardcore smut, Thriller
Tags: TW: mention of drugs, abusive elements, knife play, blood play, gore, sadism, fingering, slapping, finger sucking, big THICC cock, degradation, angst, cum play, size kink, masochism, breeding kink, unprotected sex (If you're uncomfortable with these elements, you may kindly leave)
Rating: 18+
Word count: 1.4k
Summary: "You stupid bitch, should've known better than to play with me..."
A/n: this is all so new to me since this is literally my first story on this platform :) I've gotten inspiration to write more from my favorite ff writers on here so I hope this is okay, since, i kinda (really) rushed and barely proof read :) My stories are kinda.. fucked, so there will be plenty of blood here, but once again, I hope you all enjoy this story <33 (Also, if you want a continuation of this drabble, let me know <3) 》~credits of cover to mee
Today was like any other. Wake up, eat, work, and do it all over again. Except, there was something different. Your abusive boyfriend, Baekhyun, cheated and you finally snapped after 5 years. 5 years full of torture. 5 years full of being scared for your life. 5 years of scars, cuts, and bruises everywhere on your body.
You felt bad for the new girl, but he wasn't your problem anymore. It seemed like they were strong. More in love than anything. It may have ached because you loved him more than anything. Voice sweet like honey, body of a god, long thick-
"Y/n! Get your ass up and come clean your mess!" Your mother yelled from the kitchen. You groaned and sat up. you stayed in bed all day anyway and it was afternoon. She knew about your situation and was at least generous for letting you stay over at her apartment. She never gave a fuck about you, being abusive, a drug addict, and a drunk herself, but you loved your mum, and wouldn't care if she fucking sold you for some meth or coke, or just a simple case of beer.
You slowly made your way down the hall, a long yawn leaving your mouth just when the front door slammed. There she goes again, You thought, sighing before cleaning your mess. you were starving, and since you were off for the day, you decided to cook yourself some simple bacon and eggs.
They were simple to make, since you didn't know how to cook much. So, 10 minutes and burning the bacon later, you sat at the table with your plate, quickly eating the small meal. There was barely food in the house and already losing weight, you sigh, deciding to go to the grocery store to buy at least a bit of food with the small pay check you had.
Slipping on your shoes and coat, you opened the door, not bothering to lock it since you didn't have your key anymore. You thought about it for a while, really contemplating, but just shaking it off. Who the fuck would go into your mother's apartment anyway? Right. No nobody would, right?
You finally got back from the store, about 5 bags full of groceries and a small snack for yourself. You walk into the door, the apartment, dark with just the moon illuminating the kitchen. You groan softly, flipping the switch to the kitchen, setting the bags on the counter.
"So, you thought that you could escape, huh?" A voice in the darkness said, causing you to jump in surprise. But of course, you knew that honey-filled voice, low but soft. Calming but frightening. He stood up from the couch, walking over to you, the pocket knife in his hand shining in the dim light.
"I asked you a fucking question, y/n," Baekhyun said in a low, calming voice. "You did, didn't you?" He said, tilting his head while circling around you. You were whimpering softly, staying still but keeping your gaze on him. He stopped in front of you, smiling softly, reaching out to caress your cheek before slapping you to the floor, being sure to leave a handprint.
"I see that you're still a disobedient little whore, huh? Fucking answer me, y/n!" He growled, his eyes full of rage and lust. "N-no! No I didn't!.." You stammered, shaking violently while looking at the floor, tears running down your cheeks.
He tsks, kneeling down to caress your face, causing you to lean into his touch. "Desperate little whore, huh? Such a desperate one. I can see you soaking the floor even with the underwear and shorts on." He exclaims, moving your panties out of the way and plunging his fingers deep into your wet cunt. How? How the fuck were you so wet? Despite Baekhyun humiliating you with his degrading and abuse, it always seemed to drive you crazy. You always craved for more. Always. You fucking loved it.
Baekhyun smirks as you throw your head back in pleasure and humiliation, setting the blade of his knife against your thighs.
"You're fucking mine, y/n. You stupid bitch, should've known better than to play with me, thinking you could leave. I will always find my way back to you." He said, pushing his fingers deeper. You were worried about your mum walking through the door, seeing you on the floor, legs open as Baekhyun finger fucks the drool out of your mouth. So, you stopped him, despite being so close.
You push his hands away from you, standing up hurriedly and dusting yourself off. "Get the fuck out of my house, Baek. I'm not with you anymore, nor do I belong to you." You said, turning away. Of course, you pissed Baekhyun off. He grabs your wrist, pulling you back and throwing you to the floor, causing you to hiss in pain. "Alright, fucking bitch, you'll regret even saying that." He said, he pulls you back up, swiping all of the groceries to the ground, grabbing one of your wrist, cutting below your vein, slapping you in the face once he finishes.
"Tell me who the fuck you belong to, you fucking slut. Say it, you bitch!" He said through gritted teeth, pulling your hair. "I belong to you, sir! I'm sorry!" You panicked out, blushing in embarrassment when you remembered that there were neighbors.
He grabbed your other wrist, doing the same to that one. "Say it again. Who do you belong to, whore?" He said, backhanding you on your other cheek.
"You, sir! Only you!" You whimpered out, Baekhyun's belt startling you as he simply just pulls his cock out after unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. He tore both your panties and shorts, immediately slamming into your cunt and hitting your spot dead on, a loud cry escaping your mouth.
He started to pound into your spot over and over again, taking his knife, slitting both your thighs, blood gushing out but not deep enough for stitches. The counter and floor was full of your rushing and escaping blood, the small apartment full of your moans of pain and pleasure and Baekhyun's groans, he smirked at your pain, looking down at your wrist and thighs, smearing the blood all around your body before shoving his bloody fingers into your mouth, muffling your moans.
"Shut the fuck up, you slut! So fucking loud and such a bitch," He said, slapping you again, harder than the previous ones. Your moans, though muffled by his fingers, were clearly whiny and still loud. Tears and drool were running down your face, mixing with the toxic mix of blood and sweat. He look down at your stomach, his evil smirk widening.
"So small and fragile against my fat cock, hm? Filling your fucking slutty stomach with my thick cock is making baby drool, huh? Like a little bitch in heat." He said, chuckling coldly, going deeper into your tired, close to cumming cunt. You were so fucking close and he knew it.
"Gonna cum inside of you. Gonna paint your fucking walls and knock you up with my child so that you can be mine permanently, understand?" He said, his thrusting becoming sloppy as he takes his fingers from your tired, loud mouth, his words causing you to cum instantly. Your cum leaks out from the side of his cock and onto the floor, the sensations against his fat cock causing him to cum after a couple more thrust, his thick and long ropes of cum knocking you up in the process.
You gasp from the feeling of his cum staining and milking your walls, a soft moan leaving your mouth. You look up at Baekhyun, his mouth open in pleasure. His forehead had pearly sweat sticking his hair to it and his head leaning back. He pulls out you, stroking his cock a few more time, more cum leaving his cock and landing on your thighs. You were now feeling light headed from the orgasm and the blood, now barely gushing out. He smirked sinfully at the excessive amount of cum on your thighs, mixing the blood and cum together, making a deadly concoction.
"You'll never fail to surprise me of the bitchmade things you do, y/n," He says, chuckling before putting his cock back into his pants, zipping and bottoning his pants, buckling his belt back up. He smirks more, walking to the door. "Your mum's coming darling. Tell me what she thinks about our little.. mess." He chuckle again but dryly, leaving the apartment. Not even a minute later, your mother walked in as you tried to clean everything up, failing and getting caught.
Fuck.
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#exo smut#baekhyun x reader#baekhyun fanfic#exo x reader#baekhyun#exo baekhyun#baekhyun smut#psycho baekhyun is so fucking hot i think im going crazy
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Ecstasy
Part 5 - Psycho
Characters: Reader x Baekhyun Feat. Chanyeol
Genre: Soloist AU, smut, angst, fluff
WC: 5.4k
Tag List: @nana-banana @xzyxbbh @iluvybs @greasywall @endzii23 @scopoliax @silent-potato23-blog @baekyeonoreo
Warnings for this chapter: explicit smut, fuckin while on drugs (LSD), drug use and its consequences
A/N: In case everyone hasn't already forgotten about this series because I suck horrendously at updating! Sorry! This is also most definitely the most intense thing I have ever written! There's a reason it took me so goddamn long lol hopefully I can be a little more consistent from now on
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Addiction (noun): Disorder characterized by compulsive engagement in rewarding stimuli despite adverse consequences
“When’s your next day off?”
He sent her the text a few days after their last night together, a whole day already planned for them in his mind. He just had to figure out how he’d make it happen.
She eagerly let him know, and he told her he’d be picking her up that morning, surprisingly early, but she didn’t question it, she was getting to see him, after all. And from what it sounded like, she’d get him all to herself, all day, at his lavish penthouse.
Baekhyun once again insisted on keeping his plans for them secret, so when that morning arrived and he picked her up, she had no idea what she was in store for. However the last time he’d refused to tell her his plans they ended up getting high, and she had a hunch that it might be something similar.
“Are you finally gonna tell me what we’re doing today?” She asked him once he’d started driving, this time showing up in a different car, a silver convertible Porsche.
‘Hmmm.. No, but I’ll show you once we get to my place. The last surprise was fun though, wasn't it?”
He took his eyes off the road for a second to look over at her, his taunting smile daring her to disagree with him, but knowing she wouldn’t dare.
“So more drugs?”
He grimaced, “sounds bad when you say it like that.”
“Am I wrong though?”
“If I tell you that would ruin the surprise.”
She just laughed and rolled her eyes, deciding to wait until she had more details to really judge.
“You’ve been working all week right? Any more run-ins with Mr Kim?”
As soon as he said it, her eyes went to his arm. Now that he was wearing a t-shirt, she could clearly make out the mark from the cigarette, the burn still not completely healed, and even then, it looked like it might scar.
“I should be the one asking you that, you know.”
She saw him glance down at his arm too. “You didn’t answer the question.”
“No, I likely won’t see him again for a while, thank god.” She frowned, still disappointed that he was so reluctant to talk about it. “What about you though? Do you work with him a lot?”
“Unfortunately, yeah.” He still looked uncomfortably serious, but he perked up in less than a second as he pulled into the garage of his building. “But that’s just showbiz baby.”
He was so nonchalant about it, and left no room for her to protest, so she simply allowed him to lead her up to his beautiful apartment once again.
She hadn’t given too much thought as to what drugs Baekhyun had planned for them to take that day, pretty much assuming that it would be mushrooms again, or maybe some weed or molly. But after digging around a bit in one of his kitchen drawers, he pulled out an envelope containing a small piece of colorful paper, with perforated lines criss-crossing it, dividing it into smaller pieces still. She’s never seen it in person before, but quickly recognized it as LSD.
Just like the time before, he saw the hesitance on her face.
“Hey, what’s wrong? Last time everything ended up fine, and we had a great time, didn’t we?”
“I know we did, but this is different isn’t it? I really don’t want it to be too much or something and start freaking out.”
He sighed, setting the envelope back down on the counter and coming to her, leaning in for a quick kiss. “It’s just the two of us here, no interruptions, no obligations, just you, and me. I won’t let anything bad happen. If you start to feel overwhelmed, just tell me and I’ll do whatever it is you need me to to help you calm back down. That day at Chanyeol's house was the most… at peace, I’ve felt in a long time. I’ve been thinking a lot about that day, and what we talked about, that’s why I want to try this with you.”
“You haven’t done this before either?”
“No, I have, but it’s been a while, I don’t remember much of it.”
“Why don’t you remember it?”
“It's a long story, but I don’t remember much from that time of my life in general.”
As soon as the words left his mouth, he knew he’d said the wrong thing, she looked uncomfortable again.
“Y/n, sweetheart.” He cooed, and her eyes met his, feeling his warm hands intertwining with her own. “You don’t have to do anything, and I don’t want to pressure you, this is just something I’ve had on my mind lately. I still want to get to know you better.”
“Is it not possible to do that without getting high?”
“Of course it is, but you know what I mean.”
She thought back to the day they'd had out at Chanyeol’s house, and she understood what he was saying. “Okay maybe.”
“So what do you say, hm?” His hands ran down her shoulders, then her arms, eyes never leaving hers. The slight tilt of his head and the way he looked at her with his best puppy eyes ruined any ability she might’ve had to reason with herself.
“Alright, if you’re sure it’s a good idea.”
He grinned, and finally he was kissing her, really kissing her, not like the little peck from earlier. His tongue slipped past her lips, and his hand held her face to his own. It didn’t take long for her to start feeling weak in the knees.
As he pulled away he turned to the counter, grabbing the envelope again. He tore off two of the little squares of paper, placing one on his own tongue, and the other on hers.
“What now?”
He shrugged, “It'll start to kick in in about an hour, have you eaten? I can order us something, or see what I have here.”
They ended up making breakfast together, and she was surprised by how sweet he was being to her, even more so than usual. It didn't just feel like the usual flirtation that went on with him. Despite not being much of a cook himself, he did his best to help out, and the way he rested his chin on her shoulder, singing softly in her ear as she stood in front of the stove, made her heart flutter. When she was done he thanked her, and told her time and time again how great the meal was.
By the time they were done eating, she realized she was starting to feel the effects of the drug. Colors were becoming more vibrant, and patterns would start to move if she looked at them for long enough. It wasn't entirely dissimilar from the mushrooms, but it was definitely still different, especially the way her body felt.
Baekhyun must've noticed the way she was staring off at things, or just the unusually large size of her pupils, since he asked, “how are you feeling?”
“I'm not sure.. kind of weird.”
“Come here.”
He led her to the big cozy looking couch in his living room, facing the windows overlooking the river. He sat down, and she followed suit, resting between his spread legs, leaning her head back on his chest. Some music began to play, and even though they were just sitting there, she felt like her mind was going into overdrive.
If the mushrooms made her feel heavy, more in touch with nature, LSD was the opposite. She was buzzing, electric, almost. It wasn't unpleasant, but she didn't exactly enjoy it either.
“Are you okay? Your heart is racing.”
She wouldn't have even realized it if he hadn't brought it up, but he was right.
“I.. don't know.”
“Y/n, baby.”
She turned around, until she was basically laying on top of him on the couch, facing him.
His pupils somehow grew even larger when her eyes met his, and for a good minute, neither of them could look away. The rest of his face looked just as inviting. His skin smooth and sunkissed, pretty features in perfect harmony. And then there were his lips. Soft, pink, asking to be kissed. Eventually she gave into the temptation, and their lips collided.
That was a feeling she had not been prepared for, even in the slightest.
It was like the excitement of kissing him for the very first time, that night at the club, had come rushing back tenfold.
It was he who eventually pulled away, still looking at her with a bit of concern. “You're shaking.”
He took one of her hands that had been resting on his chest into his own, further confirming his previous words.
“Did that not feel crazy for you too?”
The way she looked at him, eyes wide, panting and shaking at the intensity of it, made his chest swell with pride. Any concern he showed quickly melted away as he grinned back at her. “Kiss me again.”
He didn't have to ask twice. She pressed her lips to his without hesitation, moaning into the feeling as waves of euphoria washed over her.
Baekhyun, too, could feel how much more intense it was, kissing her and touching her with the added excitement the drug offered. The MDMA as well as the mushrooms had given a similar effect, but not nearly to the same degree.
While the mushrooms had made him sentimental, wanting to hold her, feel the way her chest rose and fell in sync with his own, the LSD made him ravenous. Sex, while high on mushrooms, didn't even seem possible. The overall heaviness of the body high simply didn't feel sexy, but now he could think of nothing else.
But Baekhyun knew that they had all day, and was in no rush. For what could've been anything from several minutes to a few hours, the drug blurring time into irrelevance, they simply laid there, lips pressing together again and again, until he pushed his tongue past her lips, smiling into it when she once again moaned at the newfound depth of the kiss. With both hands on her waist he felt the way she continued to shake, overwhelmed by the new sensations.
Not wanting to overwhelm her too much, and still enjoying the onset of the drug, Baekhyun eventually pulled away, standing up from the couch, with her following.
He leaned in, forehead resting against hers with a wide grin on his pretty face. “Wanna dance?”
She smiled back at him and nodded, and soon the room was full of music, something sexy that would make them want to move.
With one hand in his own he twirled her around, placing himself behind her, hands on her hips as they both swayed to the beat. The heat of his chest pressed to her back and his words in her ear as he sang along further heightened how intoxicated she already was. The room around her appeared to melt and shift in a colorful whirlwind, though she didn’t mind it, still more focused on the man behind her than anything else. With the music pulsating through her, his body pressed to hers, she gave into it, even tearing up a little as she kept moving her body. This was the definition of euphoria, she thought. It simply couldn’t get any better than this, the rush of it all so overwhelming that it moved her to tears.
When she spun around in his arms, attaching her lips to his own, she saw fireworks behind her eyelids, colorful bursts filling her vision even as her eyes were closed. Every touch of his hands brought waves of delight that surged through her without even an ounce of reluctance. Baekhyun noticed her tears, but he could feel it too, not questioning even for a second if they came from anything but pure happiness.
She let out a yelp when he momentarily broke away before scooping her up in his arms, and carrying her into the bedroom.
Baekhyun, too, felt the burning need for more, seeming almost frantic in the way he laid her down, wasting not a single second before slotting himself between her legs.
He was on fire, his tongue in her mouth, dancing with her own as he tugged on her clothes with a kind of impatience she’d never seen before. He thought he would be able to stay patient, savor the feeling and enjoy her with some restraint, but he now saw how wrong he’d been. With the high at it’s full intensity, he was insatiable, he wanted every piece of her, the craving for more so intense even he began to lose it, hands shaking as he got the clothes off her body. First her shirt, then her pants, and eventually her bra, all thrown haphazardly across the room, no care for anything but the need for more skin.
She arched into him, pushing her hands past his shirt, her touch against his bare abdomen bringing a gasp from him. After one more heated kiss he sat up, pulling the fabric over his head and fussing with his belt, finally getting that off as well. When he leaned back in, he didn’t kiss her, instead, he found himself taking her face in his hand, staring.
“So beautiful… You make me feel so fucking crazy, you have no idea.”
His eyes kept scanning her face, taking her in all he could, the way his words made her lip quiver, the blush on her cheeks, it was all perfection, the high adding an aura of effervescence. To him, she was glimmering, sparkling.
“You’ve been making me crazy ever since I met you.” She answered, knowing she was just as insane for him.
His lips pressed themselves to hers, this time though, something felt different to him. He felt himself almost start to tear up, though he fought it off, not wanting her to see the way it all overwhelmed him, too. The emotions roared to a new peak, making him sentimental, kissing her deeper, in love with the way her hands on his back pressed him further into her, never wanting her warmth to leave him, not then, not ever, as far as he was concerned.
“You’re mine, baby, mine.”
The words were pressed into the side of her neck between kisses, and when her voice failed her, all she could do was nod.
“I want to hear you say it.”
She tried to get it out, she really did, but when his fingers briefly met the waistband of her underwear the words got caught somewhere between a gasp and a moan.
He moved slowly, hungry lips making their way down her neck, spending some time nipping at the sensitive area near her collarbone, before finally giving attention to her bare chest. His hands too squeezed and pinched at the sensitive skin where his lips couldn’t reach, and the sounds she made were music to his ears, though he still wanted to hear those words more than anything else.
“Fuck, say it, please.”
“I’m yours.”
By that point the onslaught of emotion had completely overpowered her, simply giving into the way he touched her, too far gone to even think, making it near impossible to form words. It was all like a dream, his touch combined with the high whisking her away to another plane of existence, one where she could do little more than lay back, shaking, gasping, taking in the waves of pleasure that came her way. The weight of him between her thighs and his mouth and fingers as they teased her nipples felt like heaven and hell all at once, both divine and almost frighteningly tempting. He could see it in the way she looked up at him, eyes glazed over, nothing behind them but desire, a deep yearning for more, even if she couldn’t express it, the intensity rendering her speechless.
In the back of her mind she realized the staggering difference between how he acted then compared to every other time they'd been in bed together. She felt the urgency in the way he touched her, hands that were usually so steady, so confident, now shaking, along with his unsteady breaths. Never before had he voiced such possessiveness either, though it didn't feel out of place in the slightest. She knew she belonged to him, no other man would ever be able to compare. He was so exhilarating, she felt that the piece of paper she'd had was nothing, the real drug was him.
She was already out of her mind, and his hand had yet to venture between her legs. With his mouth still on her chest, kissing and nibbling and sucking at the soft curves, he slowly began to venture south, each kiss on her stomach adding more fuel to the fire within her. When his fingers finally hooked themselves into the waistband, slowly pulling the last piece of clothing off her body, a loud moan fell from her lips. She lay there underneath him, panting, mind in a whirlwind, completely exposed, waiting for more.
Baekhyun was eager to deliver. His mouth went straight in, licking up the wetness he’d coaxed from her thus far, the feeling of his tongue incessantly flicking her clit making her hips push against his face, pleading with him for more. The taste made him groan, vibrations coursing through her, his lips and tongue bringing her close to release quicker than she knew possible. From the very first touch she’s already lost control, twitching and nearly screaming at the strength of her own desire. It was all too much, the tension leaving her helpless to his touch, fingers in his hair as she came on his tongue in mere minutes.
The orgasm washed over her like a rushing waterfall, knocking any rational thought from her mind as she shook and gasped. It was a new experience completely, the added rush of her high bending her mind into an unfamiliar torrent of pleasure. Finally prying her eyes open to look down at him between her legs, the smirk present on his wet lips was pure eroticism, his handsome face a work of art. The onslaught of her high had been so paralyzing she hadn’t even noticed the substantial volume of her moans, not until Baekhyun commented,
“My baby can’t help being loud for me, hm?”
A whine escaped her, anticipation building even further as Baekhyun stripped off the last of his clothes. He reclaimed his place between her thighs, looking down at her flushed face, basking in the warmth of the moment as they both stared, entranced. The beads of sweat on his face appeared more like precious pearls, lips a soft pink pillow, eyes of deep chocolate brown, baiting her to get lost. Even with the way the drug made everything shift and twist about, he stayed still, shining, glowing, illuminating her entire world.
He leaned in, kissing her with an unexpected tenderness, soft lips moving with hers gently, almost carefully. When he pulled back his forehead rested against her own, eyes fixed on hers.
“Do you want more?”
She nodded without any hesitation, and the smile on his handsome face was enough for more butterflies to erupt within her. By that point she was dripping, throbbing, wanting nothing more than to finally feel him inside.
“Can you say it for me?”
“Please, Baekhyun. I want - I need- more. Fuck, please.”
Her eyes were filled with greed and impatience as she watched him grab the packet from the nightstand and roll a condom onto himself, wondering how he was still able to keep it together enough to even consider such a thing. The room continued to dance and shift about in a dream like kaleidoscope as he moved himself over her again, both an anchor and a source of even greater insanity to her.
When she felt him finally push inside, it was like she was experiencing it for the very first time. Now chest to chest, fully flush, surrounded by him completely, she felt herself break. The tears were back, and with every push of his hips into her, sparks filled her distorted vision. She tried to look up at him, but her eyes felt heavy, unable to concentrate on anything but the feeling of him above her, and inside her.
Baekhyun was no better off. The drug amplified everything to such a degree that he too found himself letting go of any restraint, letting the high take him wherever it so pleased. His moans, and the ever increasing cadence of his thrusts told her just how affected he was, too. She began to move with him, rolling her body into his more or less involuntarily, just wanting to feel more of him, and he did all he could to deliver.
When his eyes finally met hers again, his thumb moved to wipe away the tears, though they only communicated to him her immense and paralyzing delight. The way she looked up at him encouraged him further, his hips hitting her more deeply, savoring the feeling every time he entered her, again and again.
The drug had overpowered her senses so entirely, that the lines, the boundary between herself and him began to fade into obscurity, she was a part of him, and he, a part of her. She sensed his pleasure, and felt it in her own body, the same way she knew he felt her, too. They melted together, the high and the closeness of being so intimately connected merging them into one.
Every time he filled her, she felt him brush against that delicious spot deep inside that made her tremble. He was perfection, beyond perfection, even. Having him there with her, enjoying her as she enjoyed him, whisked them away to a different form of reality. Their shared altered consciousness made it all so much heavier, more real than any sexual experience they could have while sober. This was how it was always supposed to be, they were both sure of it.
His hand clutching her face brought her eyes back to his, whimpering at his intense gaze.
“Who do you belong to, baby?”
“You.” She replied weakly, barely able to get the word out.
“Say it again.”
“You- Baekhyun, oh my god.”
Her words stirred up a whirlwind inside him, his lips latching themselves onto the spot on her neck that made her weakest. The pace of his thrusts picked up even more, and she felt her whole body start to tingle, starting from the tips of her toes moving up her body in waves, until she was consumed by it, and again, she fell.
This orgasm was somehow even better than the last, leaving her shaking, gasping, seemingly tearing apart every atom in her body, and then putting her back together again. Her vision went white, arching, twitching, moaning and completely out of her damn mind as he kept fucking her through it, until he too reached his peak.
When it happened for him, he kissed her with such force, such passion, that she couldn’t breathe, though she didn’t feel she needed to anyway. His affection felt more crucial than oxygen, happily accepting his lips as she floated slowly back to her altered state of reality.
They both lay in the aftermath of the near religious experience they just shared, sweating, panting, still pressed to each other as they recovered from the profoundly overpowering encounter that the drug turned their passion into.
Even after several minutes had passed, she was still dizzy, still unable to come to terms with how incredible Baekhyun had just made her feel.
“I love you.” She whispered, thoughtless, the otherworldly memory of it all and his possessive words drifting through her mind. For a while, he didn’t respond, and she didn’t expect him to. It didn’t feel like some sort of big confession, just what the drug and the height of the moment naturally pulled from her lips.
“I..” he paused, becoming tense, eyes digging into her own. “What?”
The harsh change in his tone snapped her back to reality, and she realized her mistake.
“No- shit, I didn’t mean that-”
“What the fuck did you just say?” He said, sitting up, eyes squeezed shut with a pained expression now on his face.
“I’m sorry, it just slipped out in the moment.” She looked at him, worry turning to panic as the look on his face slowly turned into one of anger.
“Get out.”
“What?”
“Get out.” He said again, this time raising his voice, eyes still shut, refusing to look at her.
She started to sit up, tears welling in her eyes, though this time they didn’t come from a good place at all.
“But, you said you wouldn’t let anything bad happen, I’m sorry, I just- I-”
When he finally did meet her eyes, they were hard and mean, not softening at all even at the sight of her tears.
“You can’t be here anymore. Get your shit and get the fuck out.”
“Baekhyun, please, I can't just leave, I'm sorry, really. Please.” She begged, but he wasn't having any of it.
“I said get the fuck out of my apartment. Right fucking now.”
She'd never seen that look on his face before, her shock and upset morphing into fear.
With that she got up, stumbling as she gathered her clothes, leaving his room in a disoriented haze as she got herself dressed, crying harder and harder as the seconds ticked by. The bright colors had turned dark and dull and the patterns that before swirled around so beautifully turned sharp, frightening in their unpredictability. She was delirious as she passed the threshold to his apartment, the hallway seeming to close in on her as she struggled toward the elevator. Luckily nobody saw her as she left the building, eventually collapsing onto a nearby bench under the midday sun, surrounded by the bustling city.
As her eyes squeezed shut she only saw his face, twisted in anger as he told her to leave. It haunted her, though she didn’t want to face the city either, the cacophony of cars and other people entirely too much to handle. She had to get home, and with no other real option, she pulled out her phone, struggling with it for a minute before finally managing to call her best friend.
“Suhyun?”
“Hi! I thought you were gonna be with Baekhyun all day, is everything all right?”
“No…” she said, voice shaking, and even from over the phone Suhyun could tell that something was very wrong.
“Are you okay? Where are you? What happened?”
“I- I don't know, I need you to come get me.”
“Where are you?”
“I don't know, I'm sitting in front of his building, he kicked me out.”
“He did what? You sound weird, what's going on?”
“He gave me drugs, I don't know what to do, I can barely use my phone, I can't take the subway, you have to come get me.”
Suhyun had known her friend long enough to know that something awful had happened, and needed to get there as soon as possible.
“Okay, just stay where you are, I can check your location and come to you, I'll be there as soon as I can.”
She nodded, and her friend on the phone grew even more worried.
“Y/n?”
“Yes! I'm on a bench. I won't move. Please hurry.” Her voice unsteady with the onslaught of tears still pouring out of her.
To make sure her friend was safe, Suhyun stayed on the phone with her until she pulled up, pulling her into the car before making her way towards her friend's apartment.
She was crying quietly to herself in the passenger seat, trying to focus on what was going on outside the window, but still ending up squeezing her eyes shut again and again, seeing his face glaring back at her, making her heart sting every time.
“Can you tell me what happened?”
Finally she looked over at Suhyun, and she saw in her eyes that she wasn't in her normal state of mind, growing more and more worried by the minute.
She just shook her head, too overwhelmed to get a word out as the sobs ran through her.
The day had been so perfect, and because of a few little words he'd seemingly snapped, becoming a completely different person. The harshness with which he'd told her to get out kept replaying, she couldn't escape no matter how hard she tried. His face and his words had etched themselves into her mind, the drug making it all so much more horrible.
They eventually reached her apartment, and Suhyun tucked her into bed, holding her, asking once again, “what happened?”
“He wanted to do LSD together,” she eventually choked out “and we- we had sex, and I felt so insane after, I said I love you to him, just because of how crazy it all felt, and he lost it, and yelled at me that I had to get out.”
“He kicked you out of his apartment knowing you were on drugs?”
She nodded.
“Are you still really high? How bad is it? ”
“I could barely work my phone to call you. All I can see when I close my eyes is his face when he yelled at me to get out but when they're open everything is moving and looks like it's about to attack me. It's awful, I just want this to stop already.”
Suhyun stroked her hair as she cried, comforting her, but was growing more and more angry as well. She decided it would be best to take her phone for a while, worried Baekhyun would try to contact her and make things even worse. She took it from where her friend had discarded it on the bed, sliding it into her pocket.
She stayed like that for hours, just keeping her friend company, talking to her, doing her best to reassure her, seeing the way pain and fear consumed her. When she felt the phone start to vibrate she made an excuse to leave the room, and sure enough, it was him.
“Y/n, I'm so-”
“This is her friend. She can't talk to you right now.”
“I need to talk to her, give her her phone back.” She could hear the desperation in his voice, but she didn't care.
“No. She's fucking wrecked because of you. You threw her out onto the street while she was high out of her goddamn mind. She could've gotten arrested for Christ's sake, all because of your selfish bullshit. If you care about her even in the slightest, and genuinely want what's best for her, you're going to leave her alone. For good. She doesn't need you to fuck up her life even more.”
“Please-”
“Goodbye.”
Suhyun ended the call, cutting him off. When he called again and again, she put the phone on mute, deleting every trace of his trying to contact her. The last thing her friend needed was more of him.
At home in his apartment, Baekhyun cursed himself, nearly throwing the phone into a wall. Unbeknownst to both of the girls, he wasn’t much better off.
Those three words had set something off inside him. His high took an awful turn as he watched her leave the apartment, overcome with anger, but mostly, fear. When he called and couldn’t get through to her, it got even worse. Suhyun’s warning to stay away frustrated him beyond belief, but as much as he wanted to talk to her, he had no clue what he would even say, he couldn’t even understand his own feelings.
The guilt and confusion turned the rest of his day into a living nightmare, hoping that he’d somehow still be able to win her back. However as the hours passed, he did come to a realization.
It wasn’t her words that had caused him to suddenly become so agitated, it was the fact that he’d almost said it back.
#baekhyun smut#baekhyun fic#baekhyun fanfic#baekhyun#baekhyun angst#exo fanfic#exo smut#exo fic#exo angst#exo#kpop smut
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list of songs hyunjin has played on his lives/recommended:
note: im probably missing some & i couldn’t put links to all of them cause apparently tumblr has a link limit 🤨
lauv: julia, lonely eyes, invisible things, paris in the rain, never not, im so tired, the story never ends, i like me better
offonff: photograph, cigarette (ft. miso & tablo), dance, bath
beyoncé: crazy in love (remix)
billie eilish: i love you, &burn, idontwannabeyouanymore, ocean eyes, before i go, tv
honne: day1, la la la that’s how it goes
christina perri: a thousand years
shawn mendes: mercy, treat you better, in my blood
dvwn: phobia
dpr live: jam & butterfly
jehwi: dear moon
leehi: rose
bts: dna, waste it on me, make it right
colde: where love begins, string (ft. sunwoojunga), the museum, wa-r-r, your dog loves you (ft. crush), control me, a song nobody knows, im in love
got7: miracle, hard carry
justin bieber: lonely
josef salvat: call on me
taemin: criminal
night off: sleep
sam kim: make up (ft. crush), like a fool, sunny days summer nights
niki: lowkey
iu: the visitor, lullaby, knees, love poem, give you my heart, my sea
cha ni: starlight
sia: snowman
akmu: happening
sunwoojunga: run with me
the black skirts: everything
korea cracker: ocean (ft. hoyeon kim)
cosmic boy: can i love?
penomeco: no.5 (ft. crush)
yerin baek: blooming memories, limit
10cm: so…., however
day6: i’ll try, love me or leave me, when you love someone, you were beautiful, congratulations, zombie, days gone by, afraid
dean: d (half moon), instagram, what 2 do, bonnie & clyde
exo: first snow, the eve, love shot
sam fischer: this city
jukjae: do you want to walk with me?, lullaby
ph-1: nerdy love (ft. yerin baek), as i told you
baekhyun: love again, un village
amine: blackjack
young k: come as you are, guard you
flume: say it (ft. tove lo)
twice: dance the night away, fancy
ariana grande: thank u, next
hajin: we all lie
about: it has to be you
caroline says: winter is cold
h.e.r: u, wait for it
bol4: to my youth
monday kiz: winter is as i wished
paul kim: the road, additional
sweden laundry: the winter
jung seung hwan: in that winter
chungha: gotta go
zion.t: no make up, snow
airman: gloomy star, i’ll be your spring (ft. j_ust)
motte: dont run away
seventeen: a-teen, super
khalid: location
lukas graham: 7 years
imagine dragons: believer
bo kyung kim: dont think you are alone
jung ilhoon: spoiler (ft. babylon)
davichi: falling in love, 이 사랑
coldplay: everglow, viva la vida
lyn: my destiny
jus2: focus on me, long black, senses (jpn version)
crush: beautiful, you and i
ed sheeran: lego house, perfect, photograph, beautiful people
croosh: why
20 years of age: x
tori kelly: paper hearts
seulgi: always
luna: do you love me? (ft. george)
wisue: someone’s shining
epik high: eternal sunshine
jp saxe: if the world was ending
seori: fairy tale
bruno mars: marry you
the weeknd: earned it, die for you
jung seunghwan: its raining, an ordinary day, dear
sam tinnesz: play with fire
post malone: motley crew
jihyo: stardust love song
kim feel: your voice
sung sikyung: solar system, heejae
younha: stardust
wonpil: a journey
taeyeon: invu, some nights, toddler, drawing our moments
nct dream: boom
ha hyunsang: 3108
huhgak: memory of your scent
se so neon: nan chun, a long dream, midnight train, stranger
umi: remember me
tvxq!: mirotic
johnny balik: honey
red velvet: psycho
new jeans: hype boy
christian kuria: losing you
cigarettes after sex: k.
dpr ian: nerves, no blueberries, 1 shot
samm henshaw: broke
woodz: drowning
kelly clarkson: underneath the tree
kimmuseum: to you who cant sleep
taylor swift: betty
lana del rey: young and beautiful
harry styles: watermelon sugar, she
pink sweat$: honesty
masego: tadow
olivia rodrigo: vampire
troye sivan: youth, for him
kai: mmmh
2pm: my house
oasis - wonderwall
oasis - hey now
mac miller - that’s on me
mac miller - everybody
nothing but thieves - amsterdam
bren joy - sweet
back number - i love you
puma blue - already falling
mac ayres - roses
mac ayres - next to you
bruno major - old soul
#hyunjin song recommendations#<- so i can find it later for updates#i spent like 3 hours writing this and putting the links shdjdndb#maybe anon from yesterday finds this helpful!
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Omg I love this side of Kyungsoo 😆 It was 2am in Korea when he shared this story. And maybe he's a lil tipsy ! I love him for celebrating his Freedom and departure savagely. He slayed!
SAVAGE KYUNGSOO SUPREMACY!
Ps: To dumb Akgaes Dandanies whom I hate so much, don't Mistake Ksoo's dislike to SM to him hating his members!!!
Stop hating on the members! He clearly loves them and doesn't blame or condemn them for anything?! the fuck is wrong with y'all bashing them like They have any link to his beef with SM?? The X app is full of Dandans being psycho haters attacking Exo and ExoL like hungry wolves. The other members are also going through their own shit and sabotage from SM and you saw it with Chanyeol and CBX and Jongdae! Why are you only saying SM was bad to Ksoo only and that they were favoring other members over him??! Bitch where?
Sehun sang like 15 lines in all Exo songs since debut, has no solo album 0 reality shows or Variety attendance, 0 Sechan promotions from SM.
Jongdae was being canceled, threatened with Death him and his daughters and went on hiatus for 3years because he decided to have a family and SM didn't even support him or sued the fans who boycotted him or sent him death threats.
Suho, who works so hard on his albums and musicals, and has 0 promotions from SM, no appreciation, 0 variety/reality shows attendance!
Chanyeol who paid with his own money to print and promote his albums with Sehun ?? He said he wants a unit and make an album with Sehun he said he has the lyrics and composed everything himself he just needed the funds for making MVs and printing albums and promoting his debut and comebacks, SM said "Your unit your problem"??? Or the fact that SM was the one that spread that 10 gfs scandal and ruined him few months before going to military because he was being a Rebel! And there's notbing worse than going on military hiatus with a scandal , because once your back people will forget you by choice and with time also! And SM didn't even take any legal measures to protect him like they did with all their idols in that shithole pink company!
Or Jongin and Baekhyun &, Ksoo whom are called the money makers of SM who got overworked by SM, with no rest They put them in show after show after show after project after schedule, going from filming directly to another filming with no rest or a proper meal or sleep, and make them debut 4 times in units and a whole other band (SuperM)?
And Please don't get me started on Minseok/Xiumin, that Man as if he doesn't even exist to SM. He's the most underrated most mistreated member of all times NOT ONLY from his company but sadly from HIS OWN FANS who give 0 fucks about what he does, his albums and projects, I dare anyone here to tell me three songs from his album. And because he's not supported by his own fans that SM refuses to "Waste money" on him promoting him which is sad it's how business works, if you can't produce you can't consume. Like that he'll never have anything even if he begs for it, SM would say "No! We can't give you an album because have you seen your last album it barely got us any revenue 0 profit sorry" . In companies if you can't sell you can't ask for solo projects! Not even a birthday party for your own self with your fans. And if you wanna promote yourself you gotta pay for your Promotions like how Sechan did with their albums.
Sad but facts.
Anyway Ksoo has cute Toes UWU
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⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆ seventeen members as baekhyun songs:
a/n: again, this is a very random idea that is mainly for my own enjoyment but i hope you guys get what i’m saying here🤣
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☆ seungcheol:
Drown: look i can explai- OKAY YES THE SONG IS SEXY AND SO IS SCOUPS. HAPPY?🤣 but seriously the strong chorus paired with cheeky verses is perfect for him. i take no arguments. the second verse into chorus ESPECIALLY makes me think of him
☆ jeonghan:
Candy: AHHHH THIS SONG IS CUTE AND PLAYFUL AND A LITTLE BIT SEXY and that’s jeonghan to the CORE. and the way the song switches up so much and plays around with the melodies and structure of a typical song EEEEE that’s jeonghan idk idk. also think he’d so perfectly fit doing this kind of bouncy, fun choreo. i HAD to give Candy to him
☆ joshua
Stars: look. maybe i’m just in love with him JANDJDJ but he’s a romantic guy and this is a romantic song😭 “i’ll make a promise under the stars” hello??? he WOULD. also this song feels very cozy wintery to me and i’m not sure if anyone else associates joshua with warm hot chocolate on a snowy night and whipped cream dotted on your nose for an excuse to kiss it off but I DO
☆ jun
Betcha: oh this song is just SOOOO FUN in the same way that jun’s personality is very playful and pure. and a crushing stage with him (imo) would feel a bit like tag or cat and mouse. it’s teasing, it’s half confident and half full of buzzing nerves and somehow that’s exactly how this song feels to me
☆ hoshi
Psycho: besides the fact that sometimes i wonder if hoshi is actually insane AJHSJD, the intensity and power of this song is perfect for him. also just how epic this sounds, idk i associate hoshi with epic things. he’s an epic guy!
☆ wonwoo
Love Again: i’m always on my domestic lover wonwoo agenda (to the bane of my bestie’s existence😘) and this is no different AHHHHH this song feels like soft love and tender touches and okay maybe i’m in love with him too- but i think this is also the kind of song that wonwoo himself would really love!
☆ woozi
Privacy: i don’t know if i can explain this one because it’s so odd and i feel like this only makes sense in my mind ASHDJJD but something about the structure of the chorus’s production feels so right paired with woozi. and my woozi biased sister confirmed this so. do with that what you will🤣
☆ dokyeom
Amusement Park: oh here we go. if this isn’t the most dokyeom song i’ve heard idk what is. the whole concept screams soft soft adoration and what else is there to say really. and dokyeom would 1000% take you on an amusement park date, or somewhere with that kind of vibe like a carnival or festival or something. also i haven’t been the same since he covered this song. roman empire kinda thing😭
☆ mingyu
Get You Alone: This one is the VIBESSS MAN it’s so secret glances across the room, lingering eye contact, TENSIONNNNN. and mingyu as a falls first and HARD kinda guy😩 i should really just write something about this LMAO but for now i hope you see the picture i’m hoping to paint.
☆ minghao
UN Village: again, the VIBE. this includes the mv because to me they are intrinsically linked and i could not separate them in my mind. and the minimalistic but deeply artistic feel of both the song and the aesthetic of the mv? that’s absolutely hao. it’s subtle, it’s dark, it’s chill. it’s perfect for him
☆ seungkwan
All I Got: okay first of all the vocal capabilities displayed in this song alone made me think of our main vocalist🫶🏻 but i think the style of singing and melody sounds a lot like seungkwan too. and seungkwan is such an all or nothing guy in my eyes, like he never puts in less than 110%. all i got is TOTALLY him
☆ vernon
Stay Up: ohhhh this song is so chill and sexy and definitely something vernon would have in his playlist. the first postchorus is really cool stylistically (smth i think he’d appreciate) and the bouncy, yet smooth beat of the song throughout feels like vernon IDK WHY🤣 plus the feature of beenzino just adds to this by giving it an extra vibey, hiphop feel. THIS SONG IS VERNON ISTGGG
☆ chan
R U Ridin?: there’s so much freaking swagger in this song dude and if that isn’t dino idk what is. it’s a song that is equal parts playful and sexy, and it for some reason the pace and tone of the song feels very dino. and thinking about dino dancing to a track like this like mannnn he’d DEVOUR
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#baekhyun#exo#polls#so hard to choose an objective top ten 😭#only 24 hours so it's done before he gets back <33333
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#shri polls ♡#i am curious#rb if you see this / answer pleek!!!#and if u have any other answers tell me in the tags for part 2 😁
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Masterlist Series;; Psycho Love.
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Playlist: Psycho By Baekhyun, Child By Mark Lee, Heathens By Twenty One Pilots, Criminal By Britney Spears, Animals by Maroon 5.
Tag lists: @tyong-blr @yesohhsehun @spiderrenjunfics @jakeshuneybby
#nct masterlist#nct fanfiction#nct smut#nct series#mark lee fanfic#mark lee smut#mark lee#nct 127#nct dream
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could you possibly give us a song to associate with each fic from the neo tech college series 🫶
or just any random song with each series lol
oh fun fun fun. some are songs i associate with each fic while others are random (or give off the vibe to me personally)
the way life goes — what are we by virgina to vegas.
you'll never find anyone like me — psycho by baekhyun. (one of my friends actually mentioned this when i first started planning ynfalm, so its special to me)
why you? — this is what falling in love feels like by jvke
boyfren — bad liar by selena gomez
something about you — something about you by eyedress
f**k you — campus by vampire weekend
moonstruck — heavenly by cigarettes after sex
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put all of your music on shuffle and list the first ten songs that pop up. Tag however many people you want, to keep it going, if you want to, of course
thank you my beloved @glaftwlet for the tag i was sooooo flattered 👉👈
frankly speaking i have no taste in music i'm a very "i love the beeps and boops of these" type of guy. so i went with 10 recent songs i really like the vibes of🫶
waykap - My Vibe
BANKS - Gimme
There Will Be Blood - Kim Petras
Rosenfeld - Dangerous Woman
BAEKHYUN 백현 'UN Village'
Anne-Marie x Aitch - PSYCHO
RÜFÜS DU SOL - Sundream
Broke - will jay
do me right - brb
Mae Muller - Therapist
no pressure tagging <3: @mirayladraws @drlavenderpepper @coffee-writes @zaharya @priellan @kingdomkeys13 @papysanzo @mossmx @excited-insomniac @mykingdomcomeundone and whoever else sees this <3
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☆ Yandere Kpop Songs ☆
Desperate // VIXX
Criminal // Taemin
Danger // Taemin
Peek-A-Boo // Red Velvet
Stalker // U-KISS
Voodoo Doll // VIXX
Scentist // VIXX
Going Crazy // UP10TION
Chained Up // VIXX
Killing Me // iKON
Monster // EXO
Obsession // EXO
Psycho // Byun Baekhyun
Overdose // EXO
Going Crazy // EXO
Filter // BTS
Psycho // Red Velvet
Find a Way // Yoolee
Jealousy // Monsta X
Horololo // EXO-CBX
She Bad // MYTEEN
She's Mine // VAV
You In Me // KARD
Howling // VICTON
Tic Tic Tok // GOT7
Blood Swear & Tears // BTS
Beautiful // Monsta X
Fantasy // VIXX
#yanderecore#yancore#kpop#yandere kpop#I'll probably add more later#enjoy my terrible music taste LMAO
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day 18/365 of haechan appreciation (you're messaging me as we speak)
but i made moodboards! and i'm going to explain it cause why not
(1)
boyfriend!hyuck - so pretty and i think he's like this as a boyfriend tbh. exactly how i imagine it to be. just him in general really-
(2)
rich boy! haechan - hates the rich life but he can't help the nepo baby blood running through his veins. written off as a 'no good pretentious prick' and it makes him giggle.
(3)
purple!hyuck - well i can't not have a purple moodboard when both of our favourite colours are purple. favourite colour + favourite boy = fantastic combo.
(4)
gamer boyfriend! haechan - your weed plug. stoner. likes anime. a bit of a sneaker head/hype beast. could do with an actual homecooked meal instead of 3 nights straight of mountain dew and ramen. extremely hot.
(5) tw : blood/psychotic
psycho!haechan - there used to be this edit on yt of baekhyun and i just had the need to do this. it's a necessity. found that middle photo on a whim btw.
(6)
icarus!haechan - i've had a vision with my tattoo and with this. and he suits it so well?!
things i've learnt :
desktop will get extremely messy
i need to clean it
he fits any aesthetic (adaptive as fuck)
he belongs literally everywhere
BOYFIE HYUCK HAS MEEEE 🧎♀️ also why are all these so beautiful?? The time you took. To make all these. FOR ME. I’m crying I’m gonna give you a kiss 😽 a moot kiss
Also rich boy hyuck and purple hyuck?? Our favorite color and fav boy?? Who would’ve thought he’d be just so 🤕🫶 versatile
#i just love hyuck#hyuck >>>>>>#hyuckbrainrot 🧟♀️🧠#lilac’s moots 🥳#niwa my little sunflower 🥹#sunflower friend 🌻🫶#if y’all can’t tell we are down bad
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Here is a list of some Korean songs my mom would gobble up if she didn't have such a personal vendetta against songs in different languages
What Is Love - EXO
More Than Words - Piano Man
Timeless - NCT U
Marry You - Shinee
O (Circle) - Onew
Mr. Mr. - SNSD
1 of 1 - Shinee
Aurora - Jonghyun
Amusement Park - Baekhyun
Beautiful Tonight (시간이 늦었어) - Jonghyun
She Is- Jonghyun
Teddy Bear - NCT Dream
Playdate- EXO CBX
It's Okay - BtoB
If You - BigBang
You Are So Beautiful - Brown Eyed Soul
Singularity - BTS
Stigma - BTS
Where the sea sleeps - Day6
Instagram- Dean
That's Okay - D.O.
Dream - Eric Nam and Jamie
Non Stop - EXO
Good Person - Haechan
Try Again - Jaehyun and d.ear
End of a Day - Jonghyun
Hello, Sunset - Red Velvet
Would U - Red Velvet
Psycho - Red Velvet
Excuse Me Miss- Shinee
INVU - Taeyeon
Soldier - Taemin
Spellbound - TVXQ
Tuning In To You - Wonstein
like I couldn't understand denying myself the sensation of a good song because I don't understand what they're saying but that's just me
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I'm going for the masterpiece you gifted to me
the way light keeps its shadow (by swallowing it)
P.s. I'm still in awe and grateful for this, thank you <3
Since this is a very recent fic, I have a kinda detailed moodboard for this!
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Rules: You can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, and then tag 10 people. No skipping!
Thank you @pyrebomb for tagging me :3
I've got way too many playlists, so I simply put my top-songs of the month on shuffle (I've been listening to the Strangers from hell OST and my VegasPete playlist a lot lol):
The Rose - Strangers
Exo - Playboy
Isaac Hong - Close your eyes
Changmin - Devil
Taemin - Want
Tilly Birds - Just being friendly
Talking Heads - Psycho Killer
Echo & The Bunnymen - Killing Moon
Jackson Wang - Blow
Baekhyun - Bambi
I'm tagging: @7777-deactivated @scarefox @euro2020leftmethesame @iwillc0nsumeyou @kissporsche @tricksterkat209 @whenthecoffeeisready @yafa99 @thisautistic @nemisongbird
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