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hiiroamagisbestfriend · 1 year

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Awawawa found another enstars blog uwu Can I ask for Kohaku, Mayoi and Ritsu falling in love at firsf sight???? Thank you so much! ♡♡♡

Love at First Sight

w/ Kohaku Oukawa, Mayoi Ayase, & Ritsu Sakuma x GN! Reader

not proud of this kohaku at all, i fear

Kohaku Oukawa

✩ Kohaku was just going about his day, exploring around ES and meeting new people. His current life was so different to what it was previously, that he was still just beginning to find his bearings around here.

✩ It was all of a sudden that he heard the unmistakable laughter of his unit leader, Rinne Amagi somewhere down the hall. Kohaku pursed his lips at this, not really wanting to run into him lest he be teased and bullied relentlessly.

✩ Kohaku was just about to go literally anywhere else when Rinne suddenly came to view and he seemed to have his arm around someone's shoulder.

✩ Kohaku could tell from a mile away that your expression was that of nervousness, seeing as Rinne was being all touchy feely as he always was. Though in the short time that Kohaku examined your face, he did come to realize you actually looked quite pretty.

✩ Kohaku sighs, before psyching himself up to go and confront his leader. Only because Crazy:B getting into more trouble would be no good for him, and totally not because he felt like he wanted to go and save the pretty stranger specifically.

✩ Kohaku knew what he had to do, just run up to the two of you, scold Rinne even if he wasn't doing anything bad, and take you away.

Kohaku watched as you fiddled with the hem of your top as you and Rinne walked side by side, noting the light twinge of pink covering the tip of your ears. He totally gets that, being beside Rinne is just that embarrassing, isn't it?

Don't worry though, he'll save you soon enough. The shock on both you and Rinne's face when Kohaku popped out of seemingly nowhere was pretty amusing, but now wasn't the time to be laughing.

"Rinne-han.. What d'ya suppose you're doin' now?" Kohaku tried his best to adopt a scolding tone, though he'd never admit it, Rinne was pretty smart and could probably tell he had ulterior motives if he slipped even slightly. "Ya know Crazy:B isn't in a position to be causin' trouble, yeah?"

Kohaku tried to sneak his hand around yours, (to pull you out of Rinne's grasp of course) hoping that the conversation would serve as a slight distraction. Rinne however, only gave him a knowing smirk before pulling you in closer. Kohaku wanted to punch him in the face when he saw your face looked more pink than before.

"Now, now, play nice, Kohaku-chan. (Y/N)-chan over here was just telling me about how much they wanted to be Crazy:B's producer. Weren't ya?" Rinne ruffled your hair a bit, which was obviously quite the affront to Kohaku.

"Sure they were. Look Rinne-han, they're shakin' like a leaf." Kohaku took the chance to grab you, pulling you in to stand behind him. He felt quite proud of himself, maybe you'd think of him as a dashing hero? or a knight in shining armor? Though it's not like he was either.

"(Y/N), right? Let's get outta here before he starts whinin'." Oh yeah, he probably looks so cool right now. Kohaku wouldn't mind if you fell for him at that very moment, actually.

"Pff... Alright! You two go have fun then!" The two of you could hear Rinne's laughter echo along the hallway as he sauntered his way out. It was pretty weird for him to just leave like that, Kohaku thinks, but whatever.

"Sorry about our leader. What was he even botherin' ya for?" Kohaku turned around to look at you, and wow. While he thought you were pretty from a distance, this doesn't even begin compare.

"...We were just talking about me being the producer. F-for your unit's next few projects." Oh. Rinne was being for real. Kohaku suddenly couldn't find it in himself to look you in your beautiful eyes anymore.

"I-is that so...? Then why were ya lookin' so... uneasy?" Kohaku sheepishly asked, realizing he probably messed up big time. When he found the courage to look at you again, he saw that you looked just even more embarrassed than when you were with Rinne.

Yikes... Did he mess up that badly? "Sorry. I musta meddled in something I didn't need to." You shook your head quite violently at that, shocking the pink haired boy.

"Haha... Sorry, I'm just a bit nervous? I wanted to be your producer cause' I'm a big fan of Crazy:B, but uh, you especially, Kohaku..." That last part was kind of quiet, but it was like he heard it at max volume. "I was just a bit at a loss for what to do when you suddenly showed up? Haha?"

Oh goodness, your awkward and shy laughter was like an arrow straight to Kohaku's heart. It was like your pretty levels multiplied by a million in his eyes.

Fate seems to have Kohaku's back this time around, seeing as you had quite the positive feelings towards him. He knew there was a reason why he felt drawn to you, even though this was the first time you two met.

"Oh? Is that so? Then I guess I better live up to those expectations!"

Mayoi Ayase

✩ Mayoi fell for you the first time he saw you, literally. Like he was wandering about in the vents when the part he was on top of suddenly broke off and he found you buried right below him.

✩ He'd quickly scurry off though, as he usually does. But before he did, he caught just a short glimpse of your dazed face and he felt his heart skip a beat.

✩ He'd hide behind a corner as he watches you slowly stand up, supporting yourself on the nearby wall. He felt awful that he just ran away without even so much as apologizing to you, but he can already feel how hot his face is from that short encounter and showing that to you was probably not the best idea.

✩ As Mayoi watched you try to piece together what just happened, he'd find all your little facial expressions and gestures absolutely adorable. How your eyebrows raise as you look at the gap in the vents, your fingers rhythmically tapping against your cheek.

✩ Why, he could watch you like this forever! Surely meeting you like this was just some sort twist of fate. Seeing you just made Mayoi want to protect and spoil you, though he clearly couldn't find the confidence to do either seeing as he totally bodyslammed you just now and ran away.

✩ He'd find it admirable how you seem to just continue about your day after that. Seeing that you're just doing what he assumes is your usual work like nothing happened.

✩ Love at first sight. It might be a bit too soon to call it that, but he wants to believe that it is. You just looked so perfect to him, the kind of person that he'd love to watch over for the rest of his life.

✩ This would continue for quite a while, Mayoi just watching over you in what he hopes is more protective than stalker-esque. Though he wouldn't blame anyone for assuming the latter, he does have that suspicious aura about him doesn't he?

✩ It was in one of his self-loathing episodes that he didn't notice you running across the hall and slamming against him full speed. Mayoi immediately found himself on the floor, looking up at you as papers flied around everywhere.

"Ah! Oh my goodness! Are you okay?!" Oh my, your voice sounds like honey to Mayoi, if this was the last thing he'd ever hear he wouldn't even complain. He could only stare dumbfoundedly at your face, it was certainly way more adorable when up close. "Uh... Hello? Are you alright?"

Mayoi regained his senses when he felt you lightly slapping his cheek, why, to think that you'd care so much for such a creature like him just makes him positively elated. "ohmygodishedead" he'd hear you whisper under your breath before he realized that he should probably answer you now.

"A-ah! Y-yes. I'm f-fine. Tha-thank you!" Mayoi always hated how he'd stutter like this, but when he flubs up this much in front of you of all people, it just feels positively awful! "I'm s-s-sorry you had to bump into so-something like me...!"

Mayoi shimmies his way out, quickly standing up and about to make a run for it before he feels a tight grip on his wrist. Of course he wouldn't be let go that easily. Are you going to go punish him now? Well he deserves it so he doesn't really mind...

But instead of that, the two of you just stare at each other in silence for what seems like a few minutes as your grip on his wrist didn't seem to loosen at the slightest. You really had quite the pretty face, he thinks.

"U-um... Is, is there anything I could do for you...?" Mayoi eventually sputters out, really wishing he could just run away from this whole thing before he embarrasses himself further.

As if you were broken from a trance, you instantly let go of him, though he doesn't take the chance to run like he thought he would. Why didn't he? Well, it was because of the simple fact that there was quite an obvious flush of red on your face.

"Oh, ah, sorry." Your face grew even redder as you averted your eyes and Mayoi did his best to not just have a heart attack out of your cuteness right then and there. "You just, uh, looked really pretty is all."

You let out a small chuckle before covering a part of your face with your hands out of embarrassment. Mayoi felt like his brain and heart was going into overdrive like this. Was he hearing you right? Were you really complimenting a beast from the underworld like him?

Mayoi wondered what he did in his past life to be this fortunate, being complimented by such a pure and adorable angel like you. Wait, does this mean that there's a chance you could like him back? Then maybe you two could become an item!

"Th-thank you. You too..." He was sure that the two of you looked like a pair of tomatoes by now, but for the first time in his life, he kind of didn't mind?

Mayoi then felt your hand grasp his, squeezing it tight. "Ahaha... You think I'm pretty? Thanks!" You beamed at him and Mayoi was almost blinded by the sheer brightness.

✩ After that, he'd help you gather your stuff and send you on your merry way after exchanging contact details on HoldHands.

✩ Then, he suddenly processed everything that just happened in an instant and immediately crawled into a hidden place to scream. He really feels so blessed that he got this chance.

✩ He's going to try his best, so promise to love him lots, okay?

Ritsu Sakuma

✩ Ritsu! The silly ever. The first time he'd see you is when he found you napping in one of his favorite sleeping spots. Normally, he'd be pretty mad, this place was one of his sanctuaries after all, a cool breeze and just the right amount of shade.

✩ But after seeing just how breathtaking you look when doing something as simple as sleeping, he decided that maybe you two were just birds of a feather and let it go. Hell, he understands full well why someone would sleep there, so at least your tastes align.

✩ The problem is, he doesn't want to just leave you be. He knelt down on the ground to observe your more delicate features, the small amount of light piercing through the shade framing you like some sort of ethereal angel.

✩ It didn't help that your neck was in plain view, not obstructed by your clothes or any accessories. Having your weakspot readily available against a vampire was a big no-no.

✩ Though it's not like Ritsu would do anything to you while you were asleep, he is a gentleman after all. Just ignore the fact that he's staring holes into a beautiful stranger who happens to be sleeping.

✩ Seeing such a comfortable face made Ritsu remember his original purpose of going there, he wanted a good nap and he felt like he wouldn't be able to find another place in time.

✩ So, he laid down beside you, close enough to still be relatively near his favorite spot, but far enough that you two wouldn't touch unless you suddenly rolled ov-

✩ Ritsu had to hold in a yelp when he felt your arm suddenly lay on top of his chest. He turned his head to see that you were facing him now, and it seemed you were the type to cuddle anything you got your hands on.

✩ Your eyes were still closed, but he could feel you pulling him in closer ever so slightly. Geez, what a troublesome sleepmate you were. Ritsu doesn't really mind though.

✩ He puts his hands behind his head so that you could have a more comfortable time hugging him, before closing his eyes as he too slowly felt sleep take over him.

✩ Before he fully lost consciousness though, Ritsu couldn't help but smile. You were just his type, and this certainly would be a fun story to tell if you two end up together. Part of him wanted to roll over and cuddle you too, but this is fine for now.

When you awoke, you felt a bit hotter than usual, like as if someone put a heat pack right beside you while you were sleeping. Not too hot though, just like a mild heat that would make anyone drowsy.

It was then that you felt something below your arm, something soft and rhythmically raising and falling, like a person breathing. Your eyes shot open when you realized that was exactly what it was.

You quickly pulled your arm back in, causing a disgruntled sound to come from the person it was laying on. His face scrunching up a bit before he stirs awake as well.

"Hmm?" He sounded out as he rubbed his eyes, letting out a short yawn before turning to look at you. "Ah, you're awake. Good..." He looks up to the sky, seeing that it's already turned a gorgeous hazy orange. "Afternoon."

"I'm so sorry!" You worriedly said, it was bad enough you spent an unknown amount of time hugging him, but to wake him up too?

Ritsu smiles at you, and it's such a soft and warm smile that you feel like it could probably save a life or two. "It's okay. I got to wake up to such a good sight, after all." He said, sitting up and stretching his arms out.

"Still, I'm sorry. Is there anything I could do to make it up to you?" Your earnest eyes fueled the fire of mischief in Ritsu's heart, a slight smirk showing on his face.

"Then how about next time, you let me cuddle you?" A truly amazing strategic move by Ritsu. An implication that he wants the two of you to nap together again, and that he wants to pay back the favor.

Ritsu pat himself on the back for that one, especially when he saw in your pinkish face that you didn't seem to averse to that idea. "Sure..." You trailed off, a hand trying to cover the lower part of your face that was slowly turning brighter.

"Hehe. I'll look forward to it then."

done ^^ i really do get quite a lot of kohaku reqs dont i 🫡

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seangelfish · 2 months

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enstars AND hypmic??? how have i not followed earlier! anyways I loved the Mayoi valentines day so so much, I was thinking if you get inspiration for it, a sequel for what happens on white day would be so cute! Happy writing mwah mwah!

- 🍰 anon

A/N: Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked that one because I tried my hardest on writing his character! I hope you enjoy this sequel~ [Edit, 4th March 2024]: So sorry this took so long for me to write, but since White Day is this month, I finally had the inspiration to do it! This is a sequel to my Valentine’s Day Mayoi x Reader fic, so please read that one before you read this one, thank you!!

Mayoi Ayase x Reader Tags: Fluff, established relationship, romance, she/her pronouns, fem reader Word count: 1,109 Summary: Mayoi prepares you something special for White Day, anxiously hoping that you'll like it...

Mayoi enjoyed spending Valentine's Day with you. It was the first time in his life he ever got to experience it like normal people would. Although you insisted on doing everything that day which resulted in him collapsing in exhaustion, he truly loved spending every second with you. The memory of you two together holding hands as you walked around the streets, trying out all the new Valentine's Day activities has been burnt into his mind. Sometimes he would catch himself reminiscing the thought as a smile formed on his face.

"Mayoi-dono, what are you thinking about?" asked Shinobu curiously. "You've been spacing out."

"S-Sorry, Chief!" Mayoi cried. "I-It's nothing!"

"Hmm, okay, but if you need help, you can always count on me!"

And in that moment, in Mayoi's eyes, Shinobu was glowing. He admired how bright and upbeat Shinobu was, but he also felt like he didn't deserve to be in his presence. That was how he felt about you too. If he thought about it hard enough, you and Shinobu were similar in a way, sharing characteristics that made him feel fluffy when spoken to. He truly appreciated that, loving every moment with the people he loved.

"Ah, t-there might be something you can help me on..." Mayoi said slowly. "It's about (Y-Y/N)..."

"(Y/N)-dono?"

"Mm. A-After Valentine's Day is White Day, no? I-I want to do something special for her on White Day, b-but I'm not sure what... I-I-I haven't done this before!"

Shinobu beamed. "I understand! I haven't done anything like that before either, but I'll do my best to help you, Mayoi-dono!"

"T-Thank you, Shinobu-kyun!"

So the two of them started researching on what to do for you on White Day. Scribbling down notes on a whiteboard, the two of them finally came to a conclusion.

"And done!" Shinobu chirped. "That's what you're going to do with (Y/N) for White Day! It's a shame that (Y/N)'s working on that day; you wouldn't have that much time with her... but that's okay! All that matters is what you gift her!"

"R-Right!" exclaimed Mayoi. "T-Thank you for helping me out, Chief!"

"Of course, Mayoi-dono! Have a good day tomorrow!"

Mayoi waited outside the ES building for you. You had gotten off work a little bit later than usual, so when you finally met up with him, you flopped into his arms, exhausted.

"Argh, that was so tiresome!" you whined. "Mayoi, please carry me home!"

His face flushed on the immediate contact. "I-I would l-love to, (Y/N), but there's s-something that I w-want to show you...!"

"Huh...? What is it?"

Mayoi didn't answer. He took your hand and gently trailed you along. He was awfully quiet the whole journey, but that was because he was extremely nervous. What if you didn't like the date he had planned for you? And what about the gifts? They weren't anything expensive, so what if you hate them? All these thoughts flooded his mind, but when he heard your voice ask him what was wrong, he snapped back into reality.

"A-Ah, it's n-nothing...!" he said. "W-We're almost there."

"Oh! What a beautiful cafe!" you beamed as the two of you finally reached your destination. "I haven't been here before. I didn't even know such a pretty place was around here."

"Mm, it recently opened up," said Mayoi calmly. "Shall we go inside?"

Still holding onto his hand, you nodded excitedly as you followed your boyfriend inside. As you sat down, Mayoi ordered. This surprised you a little because you'd usually order with him, but when he returned to you, he looked calm and collected.

"What did you order?" you asked him curiously.

"S-Some of your favourites," he replied.

And he really did order your favourites. It was like he knew you like the back of his hand. It made you smile knowing that he paid attention to your likes and dislikes.

Whilst the two of you ate, he listened to you talk about your day, eyeing your expressions and how pretty you looked. However, he was so caught up on you that he forgot to give you the gift that he worked so hard on.

But to be frank, he was withholding it, too embarrassed to even gift it to you.

"The food was so good!" you exclaimed happily, swinging your hand with his. "Thank you for treating me, Mayoi!"

"Mhm..." he replied, forcefully smiling. "I'm glad you liked it, (Y/N)..."

"Oh, it's getting late. We should go back to the dorms now."

"W-Wait!"

You stopped in your tracks. The midnight sky was splattered with specks of sparkles which complimented your eyes. Mayoi thought you looked beautiful under the stars, something he didn't think he deserved to see, but at the same time, he was thankful for it.

"I want to give you something too," he said finally. "Uhm... it's n-not much... or is it anything s-special... but I made it for you..."

From his bag, he pulled out a miniature diorama of Sakura Park where the trees bloomed pink. He had painted the sky a light shade of blue which complimented the green terrain. Everything was textured accordingly that it looked like the real thing but smaller.

But what had you amazed was the tiny figurines of you and Mayoi sitting on the bench that the two of you would usually have lunch on. It was like he recreated your memories into reality, something solid that you could touch.

"Happy White Day, (Y/N)," he said slowly so he wouldn't stutter. "I truly am in love with you, you make me the happiest, and I am thankful every day that I can be with you..."

"M-Mayoi..."

"I'm s-sorry if it wasn't much!" he continued. "B-But I hope you enjoyed today..."

You smiled. "Of course I did. Thank you so much, Mayoi. I loved everything you did for me today! I don't mind what we do, even if it's something simple, but I can't believe you made something so beautiful!" you said, admiring the diorama. "I'm going to treasure this forever!"

You had to admit, you forgot it was White Day today. Work really was getting to you, but you were able to forget that all with the help of your boyfriend – your sweet yet awkward boyfriend.

"Hah... I-I'm glad!" he sighed. "O-Oh... do you still want me to c-carry you h-home, (Y/N)?"

"Ah, you'll do that?!" you burst. "Yes please!"

As Mayoi carried you swiftly home, he carefully put you down before you kissed him on the cheek. Instantly, his face turned red, but he waved you off with a smile on his face.

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tokusaatsus · 2 years

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Hi! I really love your works and it's always fun and enjoying to read them! It's a shame that I didn't made it for the event reqs but i saw that regular reqs are open, if that's what you call them? XD Anyway, can I request for Kohaku, Mayoi, and Hiiro being a secret admirer to the reader? Thank you!

HOW THEY WOULD ACT AS A SECRET ADMIRER

ft. amagi hiiro, ayase mayoi, oukawa kohaku

warnings: none (as of now)

In my opinion, Hiiro is too honest and straight-forward to be considered a ‘secret’ admirer. I feel like he wouldn’t see any reason to hide the fact that he is the one sending you the letters?

Since he wants you to see them and feel appreciated, he would probably think you’d like it better if you knew who your admirer was.

The only reason he doesn’t is because Aira assured him it would be more romantic that way. Out of the two of them, Aira is the more well-versed in pop culture, so Hiiro decides to take him at face value.

I am a firm believer in the idea that Hiiro unironically enjoys puns. So he probably sends you lovemail in that style. Little sticky notes with cute doodles and adorable puns pasted on your desk, or on your doorframe.

Like:

If you were a vegetable you’d be a cute-cumber ♡ or Are you a banana? Because I find you very a-peel-ing ♡

They’re small, usually mentioning food or animals, but they still manage to fluster you with their simplicity.

He places them at intervals–one in the morning, and one in the evening!

It’s especially sweet when you’re having a bad day and you just see these cute little notes. It makes you brighten up and forget your worries, even if it’s only for a little bit.

And that’s exactly what Hiiro wants! He’s glad that he’s able to bring you even a fraction of the joy he gets when he’s around you.

Signs off with little spades, just as a hint!

He does reveal himself eventually, though, because he feels like there’s no need for him to remain a secret anymore.

The only reason you didn’t suspect him to be your secret admirer despite the teeny spade doodles is because you thought that he wouldn’t hide it, rather he would just outright tell you, which is why you’re so surprised when you realise.

Even after you find out, he still makes it a habit to send you the puns–though not so secretly–because he likes seeing you smile when you receive them!

Mayoi is probably the most secretive out of the 3. He would rather die than let his position be revealed.

He finds himself writing you flowery, poetry-esque short letters with cute little doodles whenever he’s thinking about you (which is a lot!). He would prefer to never have to send them ever, but he also thinks you deserve to be appreciated for all the hard work and effort you put into things.

You are strong, you are brave, you make flowers bloom in my heart. A whole garden, just for you. My heart, no matter how small and shrivelled, will always have a space for you. You are more perfect than you know ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

He’s certain you wouldn’t like any messages from a gross creature such as himself, so he decides to take the good ol’ secret admirer route.

Goes full-out super spy when it comes to planting your letters.

Crawls into the vents at 4am so he can place them on your desk before school starts, sneaks into the ES kitchen at midnight to place one in your mug, etc, etc. He’s putting those ninja skills to good use!

You’re like a blushing schoolgirl being serenaded, honestly. It’s sweet.

These letters are the highlight of your day. Not just because of how cute they are, but also because no one can figure out where they’re coming from? No matter how hard you try, you can never catch the culprit who is slowly but surely stealing your heart!?

The actual reveal happens by accident.

You wake up in the middle of night, craving the most delicious drink known to mankind. You open the kitchen doors and lo and behold, what do you find but Mayoi, a piece of paper in one hand and your favoured mug in the other.

Hang on… Your sleep-addled brain starts to connect the dots. Is Mayoi-san…my secret admirer?

Starts stammering about how y-you’ve got it a-a-all wrong and eep! I’m s-s-sorry for r-ruining your night!

You giggle, startling him, and tell him that it’s okay before thanking him for how sweet his words were. You tell him that he also has a special place in your heart and he nearly dies. Hopefully you know CPR? Or maybe…mouth-to-mouth?

Sends you shoujo-style lovemail in the form of adorable letters praising all your virtues and commenting on how cute you are when you smile.

You wouldn’t expect Kohaku to write such cheesy things so easily, but all those Ghibli marathons with Aira have paid off. It started off as a way for Kohaku to express his feelings for you in secret, but after a few too-close calls with Rinne, he decided to kill two birds with one stone.

This way, he can tell you how he feels without embarrassing himself and also seeing how you flush every time you see one of his letters on your desk makes him more pleased then the cat that caught the canary.

Dear Y/N,

I hope your day is going well?

People always talk about how bright the sun is, but I think you’re the brightest thing in my sky. You push me to be the best version of myself, I want to be the way you see me. You manage to stay brave and strong, and I admire your desire to be the very best you can be. You’re a blessing to the people around you, and I thought you should know this. I’m not…very good at expressing my emotions but, I hope that this could make you smile just a little bit. That’s all.

You deserve good things.

Love, 🌸

His letters are so sweet and heartfelt, they make you giddy.

You slowly start anticipating the letters everyday. There’s always a kind note and a query about your day, it feels like the writer really cares about you.

This goes on for around a month, and then you decide that you need to find your so-called secret admirer so you can thank them for their kind words and praise.

When he finds out you’re looking for the writer of the letters, Aira pushes him to reveal himself but Kohaku doesn’t want to. He feels like it might be a letdown for you, and he doesn’t want to tarnish your experience.

But Aira, who knows that there’s no way you would shun him for something like this–actually there’s no way you would ever shun him, period–decides to casually let it slip in conversation that Kohaku’s been writing love letters for someone. Oh, Y/N, you are the recipient of these letters? How shocking~

When you thank Kohaku earnestly for how kind he is–and be sure to compliment him about his writing skills while you’re at it!–he’s flustered like you wouldn’t believe, but also incredibly happy as well.

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reze txt HELP this was so long omg im?? but secret admirers are sooo cute ahhhh <33 i hope this made up for u missing my 100 followers event anonnie! and that it was as enjoyable to read as it was to write!!

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honeybeewhereartthee · 1 month

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HONEYTRAP001

{ answer of: @nadam18 }

Among the doors, you wonder deeper in search for more doors. Soon you found one of the doors that have stolen your attention. With a number 24 in the handle, you reach out to open it.

You found yourself falling down from the sky, you look around trying to ask for help but found yourself muted. From shock of where you are in the moment.

🎶🎶 (1)

You heard something making a noise, you felt someone holding your hand, before they carried you in their arms yet from the strong wind your unable to see your savior until you guys landed in the soft grass.

The stranger carefully put you down to you feet, yet it's like jelly without support and was about to fall to your booties when you pull the nearest thing and it's someone hair earning a loud sounds again.

🎶...!?

You still did landed in your booties but the savior of yours is knocked out and lying on stomach before you heard a 'ping' and the weight seems to lighten up.

🐟...(2)

You look up and saw blue sky. Seating up you look at the savior of yours and saw a white haired with purple edge tied in a loose braid hair. ...a chibi(?) Probably. Whos currently pass out.

When you wonder where you are and you look around and saw floating island and vast blue sky...

Welcome to Honey trap! In which you shall decide which 'route' you'll wish to see next. You can make a harem or go for a neutral root too. Be the devil or be the angel. It's all up to you~.

This a story about different alternative version of mayoi Ayase in the 'estate' where the people who's stuck in that place are bound by a contract and in search of [ the end ] of their [ stories ]

Number #24 from the Sky: the children of lights AU. Code/nickname: Moth

(chibi) - (adult) size.

Note: they can only communicate in different sounds but very expressive.

Sounds : 🎶 ( night bird ) 🐟 (fish/whale)

Do you wish to continue in this route?

Yes or No

#ensemble stars #ensemble stars x reader #enstar x reader #enstar #mayoi ayase x reader #Honey trap simulator #ayase mayoi x reader

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esidolmail · 7 months

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dear mayoi,

thank you for showing your ernest self on stage. your performances capture my heart like no other idol has ever before; it's hard to pull my eyes away from your dazzling presence. i've been a fan of yours for about 2 years now, and i have a ton of your merch! i'll keep supporting you forever, cheering your name until my voice gives out.

i know you have troubles with self-confidence, and i do too sometimes, but your fans love you so much and want to see you flourish! ganbatte, mayo-chan. we support you!

with much love,

bunny ♡

#mayoi ayase #ayase mayoi #ensemble stars #enstars #alkaloid #alkaloid enstars #ensemble stars x reader #enstars x reader #mayoi ayase x reader #ayase mayoi x reader

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nanamisflowerpetals · 2 years

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I saw that requests are open. So may I request headcanons of Mayoi Ayase and Mao Isara from Enstars (I like them 👀) with a gn!S/O who loves playing with their hair?

Thank you! I love your writing. Hope you take care, Nana ❤️

THOSE TWO HAVE SUCH FLUFFY HAIR!!

Ahhhh thank you so much for requesting (both of my faves), my dear besto friendooo!😭💕💕💕💕 They surely have fluffy hair and I wanna touch them so much😭

Hope you like it and have a great day, sweety😭💕💕

❀ Mayoi will love it a lot. Just getting affection from his dear beloved s/o, always makes him happy and a bit flustered.

✿ His cheeks are bright red, while you will play with his hair. He just loves it, if you are near him and giving him some attention. (If it would be somebody else, Mayoi would hide somewhere and won’t let them touch his hair, but you are his beloved s/o, so he doesn’t mind it at all!)

❀ He will ask you shyly if he should do the same for you!

✿ It will always calm Mayoi down! So if he would be angry, panicked or feel anything else, you touching his head and playing a little bit with his hair, while he maybe even puts his head on your lap and rests there, will calm him down!

❀ He loves it a lot! But never wonder, when Mao plays with your hair too!

✿ Mao won’t care if you are even messing up his hair, because it makes you happy. As long as you are happy, it makes him happy!

❀ “Maomao, your hair is so fluffy.~” You smile at your boyfriend, touching it and having the urge to start braiding it for a little bit, only to hear him chuckle. “Thanks, love.”

✿ He loves to lay his head on your chest or lap, dozing off, while you either read a book or watch a movie and play a bit with his hair.

🔖 Taglist: @solemn-soliloquy

#enstars x reader #ensemble stars imagine #enstars imagine #ensemble stars #enstars #ayase mayoi x reader #ayase mayoi #mayoi ayase x reader #mayoi ayase #mao isara #mao isara x reader #isara mao #isara mao x reader #ensemble stars x reader

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hiyoir · 2 years

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bottom mayoi with lots of praise with male reader? ALSO HAPPY SLIGHTLY LATE BIRTHDAY I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT

Synopsis: Mayoi starts panicking when he brings up sex to you, but you try your best to comfort him hoping this experience will make him more comfortable around himself.

A/N: I HAVE ... no idea how to write mayoi... shouldn't have slandered him for so long 🫡 /j either way enjoy this fic anon!! im so so sorry for the late reply!! and ty for the bday wish~

CW/s: lots and lots of praise, mayoi being self depreciating, comfort n stuff, sorta implied sex..?

"I— I want to have sex with you!" Mayoi blurts out, leaving you in complete awe. It's not everyday when Mayoi drags himself to you to ask an "aching" question, as he calls it. To hear the word "sex" and "with you" was truly unexpected, but you weren't complaining. However, your small gasp left him contemplating his decisions.

"Wait— Did I make you uncomfortable?" You sigh, here it comes...

"I'm so sorry! I— I didn't mean it! I swear I'm not a pervert or anything," He frantically scrambles around for an apology, "I'm a terrible boyfriend for making you feel this way..."

You snap your fingers in his face which alerted Mayoi. He pulls himself together after a deep breath, showing off an awkward smile.

"Mayoi, we've been through this before. What did I say?"

"Always give yourself a chance... Don't panic... I'm sorry (name)..." Mayoi sulks, fidgeting in his stance. As soon as you notice his calmness, you speak again.

"I never said I was against the idea," Your hands takes Mayoi's trembling ones into yours. "I'm just surprised you felt that way, you really are cute, Mayoi."

The sweet rose blush bloomed in his cheeks. Mayoi had the cutest reaction to your compliments, it only made you even more excited thinking about what cute noises he'll make in sex.

"I'll do it with you, I just hope you won't mind if I take the lead for the first few times?" Your hands pull Mayoi closer, a warm smile on your face to hopefully comfort him.

"Y-Yes! That has been my plan... I mean, I just- I just wanted to get closer! I swear I'm—"

"I know you aren't. Would I really date you if you were that type of person, baby?" You sigh once more, a chuckle leaving your huffs as Mayoi frantically apologizes again. Man, isn't he adorable?

—

You lay him down on the bed, sitting on top of him. Mayoi's face was redder than ever, the only noises he made were soft gasps when you touched him. His shirt was discarded a while ago, revealing his skinny build.

"Is this okay, Mayoi?" You gently stroke the side of Mayoi's waist in a way you hoped was comfort. The writhing man nods, his hands flew to his belt to unbuckle it. Your hands stop him, sending another wave of worry to Mayoi.

"Oh... I'm sorry! I—"

"It's fine, Mayoi," You whisper gently in his ear, feeling his shiver. "I'll take care of this, trust me."

With that, you pull away from his ear and unbuckle his belt. After throwing it to the dark side of the room, your hands locate the hem of his boxers and pants, pulling them down in a swift motion. Mayoi whines at the sudden pleasure of the cold wind brushing against his tip.

"The sounds you make are cute, you know?" You chuckle, your hand slowly working his shaft.

"R-really...?"

"It's addictive, Mayoi. If only you could hear how beautiful you sound to me." Mayoi flinched at your compliment, giggling at how silly he was behaving.

"I'm... I'm so glad you think that way... ♡" Mayoi flusteredly blurts out once more. You reach to the bedside drawer to grab a bottle of lube you kept for your own personal activities.

Coating your fingers with the slick liquid, you slowly rub against Mayoi's hole. A prolonged whine escapes his lips, sending another pang of arousal through your veins. You plunged your finger in, massaging his insides. Your free hand held his waist down as you plunged another finger in to potentially stretch him out. Mayoi moans with every plunge, your fingers sending him into a wave of ecstasy. You noticed how close he was getting, so you pulled out.

Mayoi whined at the emptiness. You immediately undid your own pants and discarded them. You squeezed the lube onto your dick, grunting at the cold texture of the lube. Your dick fully slid in Mayoi as you heard him moan. Mayoi taps your wrist that was on his thigh.

"Keep moving..."

"Wouldn't it be painful?" You gasped out, trying not to let out any form of whines at how good Mayoi felt.

"I... I don't care... Please, I want you." A gentle smile crept on your face as you began rocking your hips.

"I love you, Mayoi."

—

"You did so well." You smiled. You wiped off the sweat from Mayoi's forehead and the excess semen from his belly with a warm towel.

"You think so...?"

"I know so, Mayoi. You did amazing." You dropped the towel aside to cuddle with the flustered man under the sheets.

"I love you, (Name)... I had lots of fun..."

"I love you more, Mayoi." Fatigue washes over you, your eyelids getting heavier each second. Mayoi pulls you close, resting your head on his shoulder. It wasn't long before you drifted off to sleep in your beloved boyfriend's arms.

#mayoi ayase x reader #ayase mayoi x reader #mayoi ayase x reader smut #ayase mayoi x reader smut #ensemble stars x reader #ensemble stars x reader smut #ensemble stars #enstars #im so sleepy

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marionscriptions · 2 years

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Heyyy,,, So I see you write Enstars,,,,

May I ask for headcanons about how Mayoi would comfort the reader when they feel down?

feeling down...?

desc how would mayoi comfort his s/o when they're down?

characters mayoi ayase, gender-neutral!reader (2nd person pov; 'you' pronouns used)

notations another enstars rq :O i honestly have not read up enough on mayoi so i'm sorry if he seems too ooc!! on another note, good luck to anyone pulling for kuromi mayoi

♣︎ Mayoi is perceptive. He can just tell when those around him are feeling down. However, it's only a matter of gathering up the courage to approach the person.

♣︎ Mayoi really doesn't want to come across as invasive or creepy, so it might take some time for him to approach you.

♣︎ At the same time, it's not that much time before he does end up approaching you with the question of "Um... (name), are you feeling alright...?" (after all, he'd feel awful to leave you to brood in your own sadness).

♣︎ Although he tends to put himself down to encourage others, Mayoi has some other tactics to comfort you!

♣︎ Either way!! I feel like he'd let you play with his hair if you really wanted to (personal belief of mine that his hair is really soft...).

♣︎ Mayoi would also probably be willing to singing to you if you asked him! (Note: His voice is so pretty...)

♣︎ He's a good listener, so if you're comfortable ranting to him, he'll give you his full attention. If you're the type of person that feels better after walking around or getting out of your room, Mayoi will gladly show you some secret rooms in ES.

♣︎ To conclude, Mayoi is a great listener, and definitely wants the best for you — he wants to try his best to comfort you, after all.

#hopefully everyone gets the cards that they want from the sanrio banner!!#enstars x reader #mayoi ayase x reader #ayase mayoi x reader #marionscriptions ☆#i hope this isn't too short T_T

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ensemblestarscafe · 2 years

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A. MAYOI > Devoid of Love <

Gender neutral reader TW/CW: pretty much self deprecation Order type: 2 shot espresso

Word count: Written by: KAYU Proofread: n/a Writer’s note: This is pretty much a drabble to get back into writing.

He’s never felt this much disgusted by himself in his life except for now. You had told him that he had never really loved you, but was that the truth?

He feels that it is his fault.

He thinks that only if he had more time– what is he thinking about. He had enough time, but he wasted it.

He felt purely, utterly pathetic. But of course, he himself was a sub human – a thing that wasn’t supposed to be loved nor taken care of.

The dark purple haired man sat in his room, turquoise eyes staring at the dark wooden floor.

Your words repeated in his head. Looping over and over and over and o–

Mayoi knows that he only caused you worry. His habit of degrading and deprecating himself never ceased and only grew worse with the more time he spent with you. He knows himself that he shouldn’t be taken ‘hostage’ with the thoughts, but he had succumbed to his own thoughts.

You were the only pillar that had held him up but the concrete of the pillar had slowly started to erode, revealing the thin, metal wires that had held up the structure.

And soon enough, it had fallen.

It had fallen with him.

The end of it had started with an arguement that the two of you couldn’t reverse. It wasn’t meant for the two of you to be together.

Mayoi had learnt it in the hard way.

#kayu's orders #enstars x reader #ensemble stars x reader #enstars headcanons #enstars x y/n #enstars angst #enstars #customer > unknown <#mayoi ayase x reader #ayase mayoi x reader #mayoi ayase #ayase mayoi

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iamgrape · 1 year

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Chaos butterfly Mayoi Ayase HC

Once posted in my main Acc.

꒷꒦˚︶︶꒦꒷︶꒷꒦˚꒷꒦˚︶︶꒦꒷︶꒷꒦˚꒷꒦˚︶︶꒦꒷︶꒷꒦

Imagine mayoi ayase his coward hidding in the corner outfit + almost not noticable big butterfly wings that is same color as his cloths with blue, purple shades behind him. ( It look like a part of his cloths instead ) + two long antenna with it's end forming a heart.

How did mayoi become a chaos butterfly? Well if you become sentient about everything around you and enter an endless cycle of scenario where your not the mc or the mc. ( game, fanfic, etc. Unlimited multiverse created by everyone imagination and stories) And unable to do anything and the only source of someone with somewhat sentient and not control by the world is "You"-- who he wish to protect from being chained by the law of the world and become a puppet like his "friends".

Since his a "game" character. Not only his sentient. A virus can/or have corrupted him slowly. We can call the virus as 'chaos'. His protection over "you" become twisted. He now wish to protect all of "you" from different multiverse mindset at the beginning.

Butterfly means soul. He gain a soul among others soul less characters, the moment he become sentient. The chaos virus help his cocoon phrase and transform to a beautiful chaos butterfly who can overlap bound of the four dimensions and the law of the world.

But the moment he flip his wings. Butterfly effect have triggered. He unbeknownst cause catastrophe as the world cannot handle a being that is unbound by law of the world. His original universe shutter to pixels and become an empty void.

Yet He forgotten he did such thing. As they said if you hate such memories we can force our mind to forget it. So he thought his "friends" have been shutters across the multi verse along side "you".

And so his journey traveling multiverse happened. But don't you know some butterfly drinks blood, and poisonous? Each universe that don't have one soul in it ( self aware character) it become a part of him. And each "you" he sees can never handle him and all "wilt" away.

But there are cases where other AU have sentient character. Like his friends. First one he meet is Hiiro but hiiro never understand what's mayoi wanted. He knows mayoi isn't the same mayoi he knows. Hiiro is a spear, a weapon that will defend his friends. He is a warrior who will protect. So he of course would not let another mayoi takes something that isn't belong to his AU. Stigma of vermilion spade appear on him. He no longer bound to his world.

Mayoi who felt hopeless and cried, once again flip his wings out of emotional state. HE DOESN'T MEAN TOO, PLEASE FORGIVE HIM. HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHY HIS FRIEND DONT WANT TO GO WITH HIM, BACK HOME! he cried as he realize what he did. Yet it was for a not, The world he is in enter the phrase catastrophe before the end. He tried to apologize but hiiro mark him as an enemy that he will destroy. He taken the role of a person who would chase mayoi and destroy him before he will do the same thing to other universe. So the chase began.

Mayoi flee and found himself to multiverse with another mayoi being sentient yet the mayoi in that world is from a "yandere" theme AU and cannot bare the "you" to be someone else. So he and CB mayoi become one as there's a law in a world you cannot meet your doppelganger. His obsession over "you" become more chaotic than his "protective" he once have over you. He "loves" you so much he would chase all of you so theres could only be one and you will be his. (Basically yandere mayoi is a bad mix to CB mayoi) he did meet another sentient character which is Aira.

Aira cannot do anything but warned everyone in multiverse. His from a chat/twitter/message AU. He can send mail across universe to warned others as he suddenly realize he become a part of an AI instead of like hiiro who can physically travel through hiiro and him travel along side together but his physical body is destroyed by mayoi when he realize in aira universe the pairing isn't mayoixyou.( LOL-A HAHAHAHA) so he only an AI in a smart phone who try to assist Hiiro who only thought of destroying CB mayoi but don't know shit about multiverse.

The last sentient character is Tatsumi but his from a fantasy+ magic au. His a dragon. (Rawr) he tried to proceed mayoi to stop and let's have a talk chat but mayoi ask him: "who's in a relationship with "you/producer" "...???" Tatsumi don't understand, in his universe there isn't any phone. Aira cannot warn him even if there's one, he cannot use one. Gadget would be destroyed by his presence. So tatsumi answer honestly that it's "(character)" and so mayoi once again control by the Yandere side and made the world enter the phrase of catastrophe. Unlike hiiro Tatsumi still want to make sense to mayoi even so his home is destroyed. But he wish to protect his other friends in experiencing the same thing. So he travel the world on solo as aira and hiiro arrive in the place late. But as the role of a Shield and protector. Heretic Diamond stigma appear on him as he no longer bound to the distraction of his world.

The last universe is where there's no sentient character but Isekai "you". You really like mayoi in that universe and actually an item. But one day you were walking back to the dorm, you saw "mayoi" who is surrounded with butterfly. You in a oblivious state, who doesn't know what happens to other AU, go on a date with CB mayoi who finally after long time acted like his usual state of mind (before chaos butterfly phrase) as he cannot help but think he can be happy as you and him go around and date. 'ahh~ he felt so happy!' he thought as he cherish each moment you held his arm and call his name. But he soon realize your emotion is supposed to be for the mayoi in this world. He cried but you lovingly comfort him. He felt so drown in love. He want to keep you for himself. But that would be so unfair for his other self. He have a sane mind when his with you. So he tried to fight the sanity and chaos in his whole being to keep you safe as well your world. He felt it's time for him to repent for what he did to other universe as he self destruct in a garden. The mayoi in that universe already know about CB mayoi from the message of AI aira that been viral lately. He already gotten the things what needed to be warned about. Yet instead of thinking it as a threat. He thought deeply about it as he try to understand his other self motive as he held your hand while running away from lost fragments of destroyed universe as his friend run away. Your existence can deny the existence of outsiders of this world, to deny the existence of fragments with a swift of your hand. ( Like how we can delete the app with a swipe) behind his frantic friends back. He made you delete the existence of the fragments while smiling sweetly at you. Not knowing the beautiful scene of pixel and fragments turning to dust is a deletion you follow his instructions. And the last goal is garden where CB mayoi is on self destruct state but hiiro arrive and stop it as he want to destroy mayoi himself. When you saw the stigma of chaos butterfly, you felt you can never delete it even how oblivious to you to the ability of yours. Your universe mayoi can't help but smile at your decision. His beloved cannot bare to destroy even his other vision. (Note: there's no other mayoi on the fragments world, they all become apart of CB mayoi)

like being hypnotized by the beauty of chaos. You felt drown to the location where CB mayoi is. Yet before you can enter the maze garden. Sentient tatsumi arrive and hides you and your friends: "please be quite and do not stare to the butterfly or else I cannot help you more." He says as he shut your mouth. Soon CB mayoi who just deal with hiiro and aira ( he don't kill hiiro and aira because two of them are perfect to be put in his destroyed AU, unbound by the law and the world) walk out of the maze and the moment he appear your eyes cannot leave him. He was crying, he felt so sad he cannot even redeem himself for his crime. Seeing him hopeless and a tragic state you remove yourself from being bound by Sentient Tatsumi and reach out for him. As mayoi of your universe held tatsumi down for you to reach out for CB mayoi. "Mayoi--" you called as you hug him. He pause in shock as he realize it's you. Who among others don't "wilt" away from his mere presence. "Please don't cry! Who made you cry ?" You question in worry. You always priority his well being than others, your most precious person. The reason your in this world. "Wh... Why are you not running away from me... I'm dangerous..." He felt more tears fall from his eyes as you continue to hug him. He turn lock gaze to the mayoi in this universe who upper hand others ( sentient tatsumi cannot fight back and harm his friends ) and he approach his other self and you. He smiled as he give a last kiss to your forehead before he become a part of CB mayoi. His happiness and positivity in this world have balance the chaos inside mayoi. Your universe mayoi knows what he needed to do to stop such catastrophe and he won't mind being the way to end it. In the end you and "him" would still be together. And the love and care you give him in this universe is enough for him.

"I love you so much." Mayoi says as he remembers all the memories you and "him" have. "Would you like to come with me?" He ask you who is fool in love happily nodded and the two of you disappear from that very universe. That luckily did not end up like the rest of the universe. Soon the world cover with butterfly yet instead of carrying chaos it return the worlds as it "should" be yet souls of "you" and "him" are long gone and become a mare puppet of the worlds. A world that there's no such as paring but like the original game story.

The two of you arrive in a place distorted by time and space. A beautiful garden with only the two of you. For eternity.

-END of INTRODUCTION -

*shower CB mayoi with kisses. (つ≧▽≦)つ and I will now write NSFW for this. Uwuwuwuw. BABYY I LOVE YAAAAAS

#ensemble stars #ensemble stars x reader #mayoi ayase #mayoi ayase x reader #ayase mayoi x reader #enstar x reader

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mariondeux · 1 year

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Hi could I request yandere mayoi x male reader please

Mayoi is obsessed with the male reader to the point that he’s jealous that the reader is dating someone else and the reader likes to hanging out with mayoi because he’s cute and he confesses his love to the reader and manipulates them to be his lover.

Could you add manipulation, corruption, sadism, rough sex, biting and mayoi being a creepy stalker please ^^

— SYNOPSIS ; Mayoi was overjoyed to hear you wanted him to come over, until he found out your partner was with you as well. Once your partner leaves, he jumps up and confesses to you. But, once you turn him down, he’s ready to do anything to get you to become his.

CW ; NSFW, Non-con, threats of suicide, death threats, manipulation, gory description of death, manipulation, corruption (kinda, this is more like mindbreak), hints of sadism, rough sex, biting, Mayoi being creepy in Mayoi fashion, technical NTR?

WORD COUNT ; 958

PAIRING ; Yandere!Mayoi Ayase x Male!Reader

A/N ; Oh this one is HEAVY. This is the most heaviest request I’ve ever written (imo) 😭 Please take the warnings seriously.

FEMALE ALIGNED DNI.

Mayoi chewed the inside of his mouth, hands slightly trembling as he fiddled with his fingers. When you had invited him over to hang out, you neglected to tell him your significant other would be there as well. The urge to run away and hide somewhere pulsed in his brain, keeping his head down to avoid the sight of you two acting so lovey dovey.

His head was in a constant battle with himself. One side wanted to go back home, hide under his blankets or watch you two in your vents without his presence being known. His leg began bouncing up and down, hunching over on the couch. The other side wanted to get up and wring your significant other’s neck, tear the flesh out of his neck to prevent him from breathing any longer. To watch blood gush out of his neck as they struggled to breathe, the light fading from their eyes as their heart slowed to a stop.

He can’t be having these thoughts with you two in the same room. He can’t.

His brain drowned in this seemingly never ending internal battle with himself, not noticing that your significant other had left your home already. You approached Mayoi, noticing how off put he looked. Your brows furrowed, slowly approaching him as you softly called out his name.

Once he registered you trying to get his attention, he stopped. He jumped a little, turning to face you with wide teal eyes that reminded you of tropic skies and distant sands. He stuttered out your name questionably.

“Mayoi? Are you okay? You were shaking really badly…” You slowly reached out to him, giving him time to move away if he wanted to. But he didn’t. He allowed you to place your hand on his shoulder. You sat down next to him on the couch.

“(name)… I-I love you! P-Please, break up with your partner… t-they don’t deserve you! Y-You deserve someone better, l-like me!” Mayoi’s voice wavered, and he blurted what he’d been holding in without thinking. He placed both of his hands on your shoulders, firmly grasping onto them.

Your eyes widened at the sudden confession. You knew Mayoi seemed pretty out of it when he came to your house, but you weren’t expecting him to say something like this. You invited him over because you thought the way he acted was adorable, and you just wanted to hang out with your significant other and your dear friend. Of all things, why did Mayoi suggest something like this? Your partner didn’t treat you badly. In fact, you were basically still in your honeymoon phase.

“Mayoi… I’m sorry, but I can’t do that. I love my partner, and… I only see you as a friend, a little brother, even.” You nervously chuckled, reaching over to rub your other arm.

You could see those clear skies shatter in front of you.

“B-But…” His bottom lip trembled. A switch flipped in his brain, and suddenly, he ran on autopilot.

“I-If you don’t become my boyfriend, I’m gonna kill myself! I-I will!” Mayoi stood up, limbs visibly shaking as he grabbed anything nearby that he could use against himself. He picked up a cable, unplugging it as he wrapped it around his neck. “I-I’ll do it!”

You immediately got up from the couch, a sudden rush of adrenaline going through you as you ran over to him to pry the cable away from him. “Mayoi, stop! We can talk this out!”

“No! I-I’ll even go home and do it myself! A-And I’ll even kill your partner! I’ll throw a bag over their h-head and beat their skull open with a hammer!” Mayoi yelled out like a madman, eyes swirling in a manic haze as he let go of the cable, now tightly grabbing onto your shoulders.

Your breath was stuck in your throat as you stared at Mayoi with terror. You’d never seen Mayoi act out like this, going as far as to blurt out the gruesomest thing you’d ever heard. Worst part of all of it was that you didn't think he was joking. You let out a haggard breath, gently sliding your hands up Mayoi’s arms.

“I-I’ll be your boyfriend… Just please, Mayoi, calm down.”

You don’t know what you did to reach this point in your life. What did you do to garner Mayoi’s attention? What did you do to flip a trigger in him? Did you misread him? Was he not who he was?

You grabbed onto the arm of the couch, legs trembling and threatening to give out under you as Mayoi held your body closer to him. His arms wrapped around your waist, keeping your back firm against his chest as his braided dark purple hair tickled your exposed back. You could hear him breathing so heavily behind you as he rutted his hips into yours, acting as if he was in heat himself.

Mayoi’s sharp teeth dug into the flesh on your back, biting into you as if he was trying to tear a chunk of your flesh off. You let out a sound of agony through your hazy brain, throwing your head back as you’re thrown from a world of pleasure to a world of pain.

Your screams sent waves of pleasure down his body and to his cock, desperately rutting into you more quickly than before. His moans grew more and more choked, as if he was on the verge of tears. He repeated your name like a broken record, as if it was the only word he knew. Your body went slack in his hold, allowed him to bite into you in various places as he fucked you as he pleased.

After all, you belonged to him.

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ivoncu · 8 months

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— 𝗦𝗖𝗜𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗜𝗙𝗜𝗖 𝗠𝗜𝗦𝗛𝗔𝗣...?

𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿. mayoi ayase/reader , shu itsuki/reader (seperate)

𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁. s/o got turned into a cat-person due to a failed science experiment w natsume, no pronouns used except for 'you', general mayoi behavior <– he talks abt wanting to keep you inside the walls for himself, shu is a tsundere :3

MAYOI AYASE.

He was looking for you too, anxiously wondering where you could've went to and was beyond surprised when he sees you suddenly appear behind him with cat ears and tails. You'd turn into a cat-hybrid?!

He thought that it was his fault because he was looking for you and apologized profusely because of it, but when you assured him it's not, he was even more confused.

Perhaps... It's because he's been acting so suspicious these past few days? Is that why you turned out like this...? Ah, he messed up again, please forgive him!

Once he calmed down, you explained that it was because of from a mistake a friend made, but he still couldn't wrap his head around how exactly could someone do that.

But you look especially cute and innocent with those cat ears and tail, it's not like you never looked any innocent or cuter before this whole thing, but he just couldn't help it! His mind was thinking of such impure things. He wishes he could keep you inside the walls for himself and cuddle with you!

He knows it's a disgusting thought and he apologizes profusely a thousand times, but he really can't help himself. Not only do you look so cute and innocent — and pettable too he couldn't refrain himself from petting your head.

He would apologize profusely for even daring to touch you with his filthy hands and was shocked to hear you telling him to pet you more. He's hesitant, he doesn't want to taint your purity as much as he already, but neither did he want to see you sad.

So he kept petting your head and got really flustered when he heard you purr, almost like a cat would.

After a while, he would get more comfortable and even start hugging you to bury his head into the crook of his neck as he mindlessly rambles about how cute you are it almost sounds like a confession or something.

He would do anything to help you to return back to your normal self, but you know... It's not that he doesn't want to, but he really hopes you won't return to your human self just yet. You are just too cute and he wants to coddle and kiss you just for a while you're this cute to him.

SHU ITSUKI.

He expects nothing, yet you always manage surprise him in the most mind boggling way possible... And from the way you suddenly appear on the footstep of his door looking like a sopping wet cat especially with your added cat-like features he just knew one thing; whatever happened, Natsume and his wizardry must've been the cause of this.

Yet he didn't want to accuse that kid of being the root of the problem yet. How did you even... Gain a sentient pair of cat ears and tails? Is this some sort of prank you're playing on him? If so, he's the least amused right now.

Or so he says — actually, he finds you really cute and the fact that you suddenly appeared on in front of his door one day as a cat-person...? It sounds like something out of his nightmare but he finds it extremely endearing.

Like in a way he would find a sopping wet cat in the middle of the street and take it home kind of way.

You never answered his question on how you gained cat-like features while also maintaining your human form, you just invited yourself into his apartment and made yourself home on his couch.

Normally, he would scold you for the lack of manners, but this time he didn't. You look a bit too cute for him to yell at (not that he will ever fully admit it), alas be just sighs and chooses to ignore you and went straight back to sewing his clothes.

He tries to ignore you, really, but sometimes his eyes would trail off to you and his heart would skip a beat a little. His body was telling him to pat your ear, but he was too prideful to do such thing. Never in a million years will he willingly pet your cat ears by his free will.

Then all of the sudden, you appeared out of nowhere and hugged him tightly from behind. He was shocked and flustered, but his heart beats even faster when you continued to rub your face against his shoulder blades.

How improper! Distracting him off his work because you wanted some hug? Couldn't you just wait for later? He's really about to scold you, but when you gently brought his hand to your head, he realized one thing: he is now never going to finish sewing that clothes by today even though he swore himself to.

All thoughts about his work were begrudgingly cast aside as he went on to ramble on how you should not do such thing anymore in the future while your head is rested on his lap and is being softly caressed by his hand. He especially likes to play with your cat ears.

This is the first and last time he'll indulge in your ridiculous behavior. Next time, if this happens again and you were to turn into some sort of cat-person, he will not let you in! Deal with this problem with that kid yourself.

He also notices you've grown to develop habits almost a kin to a cat due to your little scientific mishap. He won't hesitate to spray you with water if you knock anything off where it should be even if he's spoiling you rotten with his affection, so don't test him. (threat)

And even if he thinks you are annoying as a cat feline person — whatever you were turned into, he can't lie that he thinks you're absolutely cute and you don't seem to be in any rush to return back to normal, so just this once; let him bury his face into your head for a while. It's embarrassing to be this so affectionate with you but you are just too cute he can't help himself.

#iv of love #ensemble stars x reader #enstars x reader #mayoi ayase x reader #shu itsuki x reader #esworks

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seangelfish · 8 months

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hii 💕 i wanted to request hcs of mayoi, rinne and rei (separately obv), about them being all needy, clingy and annoying to their s/o hehe ^_^ (nsfw too pls, with afab they/them reader 🙏🙏)

A/N: Honestly, I had no idea how to even incorporate NSFW into this request because it just seems more of a fluffy than a sexy request lmao so please bare with me on this one. However, I actually enjoyed writing this, so I hope you enjoy reading! ⸜(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)⸝♡ I need to fuck Rei.

WHEN THEY'RE NEEDY OF THEIR S/O

Featured characters: Mayoi Ayase, Rinne Amagi, Rei Sakuma ♡ Tags: Smut (NSFW), established relationships (separate), gn!AFAB reader (no mention of pronouns), unprotected sex, creampie, soft & vanilla sex, handjob, riding, missionary, oral (receiving and giving), bondage, headcanons but also written as a bullet point fic(?), not proofread! ♡ Word count: 1,988 ♡ Synopsis: HCs of how the three would act towards you in their 'time of need.'

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT! NSFW below the cut. Please proceed with caution.

MAYOI AYASE

After a while, when he's finally comfortable in the relationship where he can act clingy around you, he'll annoy you with his need for your affection and touch.

He'll never make a move on you first though. He doesn't want to 'damage' you, so he'll always wait on your initiative. He'll let you do anything to him, but he wouldn't dare do anything to harm you even if it's just sex.

He wants to hug you like he usually does, but this time, the feeling's a little different. He thinks that he'll lose your trust if he touches you when he's feeling aroused. So, if he's feeling needy for your touch, he'll stutter it out.

"(Y-Y/N)..." he whimpers. "P-Please touch me..."

The way he looks at you, begging you to touch him, turns you on. Since he has asked you so nicely, you have decided to fulfil his needs as you begin to rub his clothed cock.

He's a stuttering, whimpering mess. His face is flushed red as it already forms sweat. He continues to act needy, begging you to keep going.

"Wah... (Y/N)... t-touch me more... p-please..."

That's when you unbuckle his belt and slip his pants off. Being annoyingly needy has its consequences~

"Alright, this is what you asked for~" you sing. "Get ready."

Therefore, whenever he acts so desperate and needy for your attention, you tease him a bit. You don't give him what he wants as quickly as you should've, but he doesn't mind. He feels like he deserves it, that he should beg and wait for it. He doesn't mind if you stroke his cock ever so slowly, that you let go midway as he's about to come. As long as your hands are touching him, he's happy.

He knows you're not mean, that you just won't let him finish. So, he's patient, and he'll wait for the time you allow him to come.

He'll probably annoy you with words such as "Ah~ (Y/N)... p-please... please let me come..." and even cling onto your arm. However, you like this a little too much.

Him annoyingly begging for you to come? Music to your ears. You love your adorable, needy Mayoi, and you're going to let him come, alright.

When he's on edge where he can't hold it in anymore, that's when you speed up your strokes. "Let out lots for me, darling~" you soothe. "Y-Yes, dear..." he breathes as the tip of his dick gushes out with handfuls of cum. It's a beautiful sight to see.

You clean him up with your mouth, licking his cum all up before kissing him roughly. "Like the way you taste?" you ask him, but he can only let out a whimper. You're definitely the dom in this relationship.

He's definitely exhausted, but it seems like he wants more by the way he has kept you in place. Well, you weren't complaining because you wanted to do him more too.

When you undress yourself, his face becomes even more red than it was earlier.

Yet he loves it when you stuff his dick into your pussy. He loves the tightness of it, how your walls cave in on him. You don't even let him touch you when you ride him either, but it's okay because he feels ecstatic. He feels so good that he's moaning even louder. He's also glad that you're enjoying yourself too. Your moans are cute and he wants to drown himself in the sound.

You make out with him as you grind on his cock. He enjoys the feeling so much that he's about to come again. He warns you and you force him not to come until you allow him to. He easily obeys even if it's hard to do so.

"Ahh~ (Y/N)... I can't hold it in a-any longer!" he wails. "P-Please... f-forgive me for asking too much of y-you...!"

When you finally let him come again, you continue with your act. Why not overstimulate him? He's been begging you for your touch, so why not give it all to him?

RINNE AMAGI

Whenever Rinne's needy for your touch, he's really annoying about it. He clings to you, saying nothing but sweet, sexy things to you. Usually, you'd comply because seducing you usually works, but this time you were just too tired.

He's still trying though since he's already brick hard, but you just didn't want to have sex with him in that moment! You just wanted to doze off and take a nap, but he's so persistent.

"Please, my love?" he pleads as he nuzzles his nose in the crook of your neck whilst spooning you.

Of course, if you truly didn't want to do it, then he'll leave you alone, but he can tell by your body language that you did want to partake in it. After all, you've been rubbing your ass on his dick for a while now.

However, you were still kind of tired, so you had let him do everything this session as you rested your eyes for a bit.

He's usually not this needy, but it's a nice sight to see. He took his clothes off before stripping you down. Then he left trails of kisses from your neck to your chest, taking little nibbles at your breasts.

"Argh... I wanted you so bad, you don't understand," he says. "Today's been rough."

When he inserts his cock inside you, he lowers his body down so the two of you can hold each other. However, since you were dozing off to sleep, you're not exactly reciprocating his feelings. This makes him more annoyingly needy as he tries to wake you up, breathing into your mouth as he kisses you roughly.

"(Y/N)... please..." he whines. He usually doesn't whine like this, but it sounds nice. "I can't do this on my own... I want you to do it with me..."

Because he's being so cute, you end up following his needs. You wrap your legs around his back, returning all the kisses that he has given you. He thrusts into you slowly and the two of you moan into each other's mouths as you make out.

You try your hardest not to mention how cute he's being, though. Otherwise, he'd stop. You know how Rinne is.

He will keep moaning your name when he's in this state. "Ahhh~ Fuck... (Y/N)... You feel so good around my dick... Shit..." he groans into your ear. "Argh, (Y/N)... Fuck... Please don't go to sleep..."

Having him wrapped around your finger like this feels great. Maybe you should keep him going? Well, that is what you wanted him to do to begin with, but he's begging you. He doesn't usually do this. So, you WILL make the best of it.

As Rinne fucks you, you drift off into a light slumber. He's kind of upset that you're not paying attention to him anymore, but he'll make do. He'll fuck your body awake if he can, but knowing you, you'd probably sleep through it.

So as he speeds up his pace, trying to get off on you, he continues to whimper out your name. "Ahh... ahh... please... (Y/N)~" So annoying. You were trying to sleep for real this time. 'But fuck, it feels good,' you think.

He's been leaving you hickies everywhere too, trying to jerk you awake, but you don't let him win. You like the way he's moaning right now, so you're going to savour it.

When he comes inside you, he falls into your chest, breathless. "(Y/N)... you were so mean to me today..." he breathes. "Fuck..."

Needy Rinne is something you could get used to~

REI SAKUMA

Rei is constantly needy for your affection whatever it may be. He is the definition of clingy. When he is in need of your touch, he'll get on his knees and beg for it. He'll kiss the back of your hands, your palms – whatever you need him to kiss, he'll do it. He's so down bad for you, it's crazy.

But it's also so hot.

Because despite his clingy, needy days, you're the one who's usually pestering him to put his cock inside you. It's a nice change to see him beg for you now.

And you just love the way he begs.

However, even when he's the one who's begging you to touch him, to make him come, you're one to use this opportunity to have him eat you out instead.

"You'll get your reward once you do this for me~" you purr.

And because he's so desperate to have you suck on his cock or to have you ride him, he'll do whatever you want. He was already on his knees, so it was perfect. With your thighs spread apart, he digs in. Licking your pussy like a hungry dog, his dick was getting harder and harder by the second. Oh, he wanted you so bad. And the way you were moaning by the touch of his tongue? He wanted to hear you scream his name once his cock was shoved inside you.

"Ah~" you moan. "That's it... ah~ that feels so good~"

Once you came, he looked at you with puppy dog eyes, awaiting his turn. "(Y/N), please... please fuck me..."

"Since you've been such a good boy," you begin. "I'll do what you ask~"

The two of you like exploring different ways to pleasure the other, so this time, you had Rei tied up. Bound to a chair with ropes wrapped around his wrists behind his back, you slowly insert yourself down his shaft, causing a moan to escape his lips. He's excited at the predicament he's in. This is so alluring to him. Perhaps he should have you do this to him more...

With your arms looped around his neck, you start grinding on his cock. It's unfortunate that he can't touch you with his hands, so he'll use his mouth instead. Biting at your earlobe, Rei continues to groan at the pleasure you're giving him. He'll start begging for more. He'll beg you to ruin him, and that's something you can never say no to.

"Gyah~ ahh... (Y/N), my love, I... gah..." he chokes as he moans, saliva forming in his mouth. He looks so red right now, red as the tomato juice he usually drinks. He's sweating too, his hair a mess. It honestly turns you on a little bit more. "I want to touch you... please..." he begs.

"I'm sorry, dear, but you can't!" you chirp. "After all, I'm just giving you what you've asked for... my needy, little vampire boyfriend deserves this, does he not?"

His face is already red as it is, but he's flushed by this. His dick twitches and you can feel it inside you.

"You can't come yet," you order, your tone stern. You grip his fringe back to reveal his bare forehead. He likes this side of you since you're usually so sweet, and you still are as you give him a little kiss on his forehead. And now he wants you even more.

He tries to laugh, but the pleasure that you're giving him is so good that all he can let out are beautiful moans. "More..." he groans. "(Y/N), please... ahh~ make me produce lots of cum..." "Of course, my love, but you better not let it all out until I tell you to~"

And he obeys. He's a moaning mess, his body sweating, his hair tangled up. "Ahhh~ (Y/N)~ Fuck... ahh... you're making me feel so good, my love... But I can't keep it in any longer..."

You slow down, kissing his lips softly. "Then come, my love." As he comes inside you, he moans out your name, his body shaking all over. You could feel his seed fill you up. It makes you moan too, the way he fills you up is addicting.

Even when you pull yourself up from his dick, he keeps coming. His dick is still hard and it's still squirting out strings of thick cum. What a pretty sight, to see your beautiful, dark-haired boyfriend who's always composed be so pathetic. Although, he is already kind of pathetic sometimes.

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tokusaatsus · 1 year

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Hello! May I request some hcs on potential red flags that each ALKALOID member + HiMERU has in a relationship? I really enjoy your works! <3

RED FLAGS IN A RELATIONSHIP

ft. amagi hiiro, ayase mayoi, HiMERU, kazehaya tatsumi, shiratori aira

warnings: minor spoilers for himeru's backstory, self-doubt (mayoi and aira), minor mentions of violence and toxic relationships (hiiro), mentions of religious? guilt (tatsumi)

He’s unused to putting himself first

Now, I’m not entirely sure if this counts as a “red” flag per se, but it can definitely be a problem when it comes to relationships.

A huge basis for dating, marriage, etc, is balance. Give and take, push and pull, equivalent exchange. Hiiro isn’t entirely sure of how to work with this. He’s used to being ignored, shunted to the side, forgotten in favour of things deemed greater.

Before idols, before Alkaloid, before you, the only person who ever treated him like an equal instead of an object was Rinne, and his relationship with his brother is worlds away from his relationship with you.

As ½ of a relationship, he’d be more inclined to make himself useful, trying to see how long it would take you to toss him aside and how he can prevent that. It seems like a sweet gesture, but it gets overbearing as time goes on, especially when you’re trying to be independent.

Hiiro isn’t used to boundaries–having had his own be disregarded multiple times–so he might accidentally do something that makes you uncomfortable without realising, which is a major thing to focus on.

Just make sure that you give and take in equal measure, lest you find the carefully crafted equilibrium of your relationship falls apart.

He’s overly insecure + tries to overcompensate

Insecurity in relationships is normal. It’s inevitable that one party may feel as though they aren’t doing enough, or that the other party is carrying too many of the burdens. Reassuring your partner that, yes, they are doing enough, is common in relationships.

But with Mayoi, all this insecurity? It’s dialled up to the max. Even over the slightest mistake, he’s stammering terrified apologies and begging for your forgiveness. No matter how many times you tell him that it’s okay, it’s fine, he still continues to act like this.

Similarly to Hiiro, Mayoi isn’t used to being put first, so he’s probably going to overcompensate for it in an attempt to make you like him better. He tries to be as perfect and quiet as possible, to not cause you any trouble, and it’s… Unnerving, to say the least.

He also tries to stop his more…“weird” behaviors, such as hiding in the vents, in case it makes you uncomfortable. This kind of thing-changing yourself to fit the expectations of the person you care for–only serves to cause resentment to fester, where you start to begrudge the other person for not feeling like you can be yourself around them.

With Mayoi, you have to tread carefully.

They hide things from you

Secrecy isn’t exactly a bad thing–it’s good to have interests and a life outside of your partner, of course, and oversharing is also an aspect of a potentially toxic relationship–but when taken to extremes, it can cause a strain. It’s fine to hide some things, but the basis of a healthy relationship is communication.

Unfortunately for HiMERU, this is the thing they struggle with the most.

No matter how they may feel about you, there are just some things they cannot share with you. And it’s true, you try your best to remain understanding–after all, the life of an idol is filled with strict rules and regulations. Scandals are not uncommon in this line of work, and to keep your image, above all, untarnished, takes a lot of careful consideration and effort.

HiMERU, in particular, has a lot to lose should any of their private information come to light.

Despite how much they trust you, the one thing they absolutely cannot afford to lose is their life as an idol. It is not just their existence that hinges upon it, but also the dreams of the one person HiMERU owes their existence to rests upon this current “arrangement”.

HiMERU knows they’re being selfish trying to hide things from you when the whole point of being in a relationship is to share the burdens, but this is how their life is, and they’ve just adapted to it.

If they lose you, they have no one to blame but themselves.

He pushes you away when things get bad

Despite how it may seem to others, Tatsumi feels quite a lot of guilt.

For what happened at Reimei, for what happened to Sazanami, for what happened to Kaname. All of it is his fault, one way or another. He is the thread that ties everything together. On his knees, in front of a statue of the Lord, he ruminates.

Good things come in pairs. Sazanami. Kaname. Sazanami, Kaname. Sazanami and Kaname.

Bad things happen in threes. Reimei. The Revolution. Kazehaya Tatsumi.

There’s an old saying–“if an unfortunate event has already occurred twice , it will most likely happen a third time.” Tatsumi occurred once. He will occur again.

He ruins things, he is aware. Reimei. Sazanami. Kaname. He fears he may ruin you too. So, he pushes you away. Keeps you at an arm’s length. Oh, it’s not very obvious. But for Tatsumi, to go from soft and gentle to impassioned and cold is a rather large indicator.

This causes a rift. For one thing, you’re not sure how to approach him. He’s not used to being in a partnership. He’s more used to being seen as the “experienced” one. You want to tell him to stop closing himself off, to just…talk to you.

You know he won’t.

He’s naïve and immature

With Aira, life as an idol is a dream come true.

He’s spent years admiring them from afar, and to be able to interact with them on the daily–much less stand on the same stage as them–is something he cherishes dearly.

However, he feels as though he’s lacking in skills. When compared with the rest of Alkaloid, he still thinks he’s nowhere near as competent as the others. Of course, it’s to be expected with Tatsumi, who has more experience, but Aira can’t help but feel a little jealous over how quickly both Mayoi and Hiiro have progressed as well.

I feel that Aira is still rather naïve–in the sense that he has been quite sheltered all his life–and so he gets quite defensive when he feels he’s not as good as he should be. This spurs him to be more focused in his work, which is a great thing, definitely! But it also causes a rift between you two, when you try to speak to him about maybe toning it down a bit? Which is understandable, of course. It happens on occasion, when you feel that people are invalidating your work or criticising your methods.

Still, it can be quite exhausting to have to deal with people who are quick to anger, or those with hot tempers–easily getting defensive over a slight comment, especially when you are in a committed relationship.

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WC: 1.1k words

reze txt hng… im not too happy w this but i felt that if i didn’t post it now i’d spend hours agonising over it and then just. not post it so. shrugs. i hope this fit what u had in mind anonnie <3 and ty for the compliment mwah <3

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honeybeewhereartthee · 2 years

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My Darling Dolls 01: Mayoi Ayase

Mayoi is your first doll, he been with you since childhood. His not kin of showing his oddness or living doll self in front of you but his willing to help you out in some assignments if you left it out in the room with him and some minor things he could help out.

he sometimes would sing you a lullaby when your having a bad dream. Sometimes his smile change but not as drastic for you to compare that it change.

Everytime the little you says I love you, he can transform into a human form because you care so much and love him. But he would only appear as the same age as you are.

Through, he won't appear directly in front of you in human form because he fear that he is too unworthy to be seen in such form that was only possible because of your love for him.

When your really alone and no one would play with, he is willing to show up to play with you in human form he have keep hidden.

He don't want you to cry from loneliness and being bullied by others for bringing him anywhere and everywhere. BUT he don't want to be seen by others because he might suddenly turn back being a doll out of fear being seen in his 'disgusting' and 'ugly' form. But either be a human or a doll you would always treat him the same.

It took him few years before admitting about the fact of him being one of those rare "Darling Dolls" that could become human if love and care enough. They were mistaken as haunted dolls but they are both different type of dolls. Yet they could be if they are overwhelmed by hate and negative emotion, such as having an owner abandoned them, or treated wrongly.

Mayoi previous owner is a bad owner, they don't care enough for mayoi and call him ugly and disgusting, they ruined mayoi doll body (that you later fix when you have him). Thats why he have a low self esteem since the start.

But mayoi can never imagine harming children or anyone just because they did him wrong, he would rather be left in the dark to not be seen by anyone with his unworthy form.

He was nickname a phantom or demon doll because of how he was made.

He said he was made with another three in a batch called 'alkaloid'. He worries about his batch mate if they were treated like him with how his first owner have treated him.

He wish to find them one day or make sure they are fine. As he was one of the first of the three in group. He felt responsible as the elder to find them one day, but he can never bother you or force you to help him.

MC: don't worry I'll find them, so you won't be lonely!

You promise him with eyes with determination and pure innocent. Mayoi almost felt like melting as you gaze him with those kind of eyes.

Mayoi: y-you really don't have too..

MC: I insist! Because I want you happy! I love you, mayoi!

You kiss the doll head as you happily says this.

Suddenly something pop and the doll become human. A handsome young man with long dark purple hair hair tied in a braid and a familiar black ribbon. Shaken surprised blue eyes stared back at your own, red paint pasted on his face from the kiss you just did.

Mayoi:....

MC:... 👁️ O 👁️ ✨

it's the first time in a long while since mayoi appear in his human form in front of you, it don't occur to you, he could be taller than you are. Before you can look at his feature more, the humanoid doll already back to his doll form, and quickly to crawl to your bed and hide beneath it. Scared that you would now judge him for his looks. He cannot bare to hear you say such words.

He would rather hide and not hear it. He fear his heart cannot take such pain if so, even if you won't say such words. Being gaze and stared by you is enough to send him to bad state where he cannot handle the mess he might make. It's not a bad thing, his just so embarrassed about it.

Mayoi: p-please. Don't stare at those eyes, I cannot take it...

MC: but your good looking! Like those idols! Your pretty since long ago but your too shy to appear before me. =3=

you went to reach out to the shrinking and shy doll under your bed, when you manage to gasp him, he froze but when you see he have dust around him, you quick to dust him clean.

Mayoi: b-because I'm unworthy...

MC: you aren't. >:'( stop saying that.

You nag him before you stood up and is going to the bathroom.

MC: Now it's time for a bath.

Mayoi: b-bath...?!

Mayoi suddenly felt like his going to die from embarrassment when he think about it. He forget that he always keep himself undust and clean so this kind of sceneries wouldn't happen, but he was so dumb to forget such fact, now his dusty and dirty. He going to take a bath with you. Doll or not he felt he cannot handle such thing!

Through a bath with you made him think of many scene that probably would sent him to hell, and overload his mind to the point, you could see smoke come out from his head if this is a cartoon show.

MC:... Can dolls Faint? Lol. But this is mayoi, so probably.

You stare at the unmoving doll in your hands as you open the door to the bathroom. It seems that Mayoi has fainted.

You did clean him up softly and dry him up with towels and hair dryer, just like a YouTube tutorial says how to care of plush dolls.

You stared at the doll as you thought about the dolls he speak of, maybe tomorrow or the next free day, and you go and search for those three.

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