the lizzy grant gerita post…not even a gerita truther but venice bitch injects the messiest americana hot muggy summer gerita hallucinations into my brain so intense n overwhelming i sit still for a while . jsyk ure not alone in the cringe.

REAL AS FUCK ITS LIKE BEING ELECTROCUTEDDDDDD. AS SOON AS I FIND MU DRAWING PEN AND MY EXAMS R POVER I STGGGGG I WILL DRAW THIA TIME…. this clip in my head on repeat vvvvv

Every time I see an out of state license plate on the back of the car that's causing ridiculous amounts of traffic in my town I go ballistic very quietly

when my mom was a kid in a really small southern Arizona town apparently one of her classmates had a birthday party and my mom and one other kid weren't invited. they were pretty upset and then on the next Monday apparently they were the only kids in the basically the whole school (tiny school essentially 1 room) because that girl's pet MONKEY gave everyone who went to the party RINGWORM.

i'm planning next week's picnic like if one thing goes wrong i'll be publicly beheaded. i'm locked in to such an absurd degree.

one of the cashiers at the grocery store i go to is so fucking fixated on shoplifters and it drives me crazy any time i check out through him (i try to avoid him but his checkout is often the most open/empty - hm! i wonder why! - and im often on a tight schedule w the bus). he brings up shoplifters every opportunity he gets and he seems so convinced that theyre a huge problem.

BUT WHAT REALLY GETS ME ,,, is that today the customer in front of me was needing a price check on one of the items bc it should've come out to be cheaper, so he was kind of apologetic abt it and saying "ah well, yknow, six dollars is six dollars, especially with how expensive groceries are right now" and i was nodding and agreeing (trying to show that i dont mind the wait and also solidarity my guy good for u for speaking up and getting the price fixed on that) AND THE CASHIER AGREES. FULLY ACKNOWLEDGES AND BEMOANS THE FACT THAT GROCERIES ARE CRAZY RN. AND THEN GOES ON TO COMPLAIN ABOUT SHOPLIFTERS. HUH ??????

so you agree that groceries are unreasonably expensive... and that sometimes ppl can't afford them... and yet ....................

just woke up.. no breakfast ingredients so i have to go to the store.. o(>< )o

You see, the problem is, I have to get the fuck out of here as soon as possible (which is in 6 months). But in order to do that I need to decide where it is I'm going to go. Its pretty much nailed down to 2 options. 1) I could go back home, this has the benefits of being familiar, I have friends there, and has a slightly lower cost of living, still expensive but slightly less so than option 2. Or option 2) which is slightly more expensive and I have little to no familiarity with the city and don't know anyone there but it has more opportunities for jobs in my dream field, something option 1 lacks.

Either way, I'd need a job that pays at least 20 dollars an hour (and even that would be very tight) which is hard enough to do when I have a high school diploma and no work experience or education that's relevant to anything. But is made nearly impossible by the fact that most places hiring for entry-level positions aren't willing to even look at someone who's relocating from out of state. My stepmom has a masters degree and over 20 years relevant experience and she still couldn't get a job here until after they'd already moved because no one wanted to hire from out of state. And I can't afford to move without a guaranteed income already lined up.

Moving here may have been my only option but it also might have completely fucked me.

i moved to a new place 3 months ago and the best internet here is so bad (17mbps....without vpn enabled) that i can't reliably play MMOs, at least not ones like toontown servers since they fully kick you off the game the literal millisecond your connection gets funky in any way. i can actually play most roblox games as long as i'm ok with a lot of textures never loading and me rubberbanding a lot, but toontown is so triggerhappy about kicking you off that i just can't play it without fear of being reported for "maliciously alt+f4ing" or something. or worse, DCing with pace at 100 health. so i haven't fucking played clash in these 3 months. i gave it as long as i could to see if i could adjust to this shit ass internet but i have been so upset that i can't play clash that i'm about to get fucking starlink. like. clash is honest to god my #1 motivation for it. i want elon musk to sudoku as much as anyone else on this website but by god would starlink save my life. a couple of my neighbors have it and they get 100mbps. omfg. i can't even fathom what 50mbps would be like, much less 100. i had 200mbps at my childhood home that i just moved out of. life could be a dream. anyways so basically i'm spending almost my entire next paycheck on starlink because i want to play clash again without getting banned for constantly disconnecting

went to get my blood tested today. they attempted to take my blood, keyword "attempted". my veins were so "uncooperative" that even the worker digging around with the needle to try and find my veins were in vain (and also OW. why does the needle digging thing keep happening with me and bloodwork needles?) and so i have to try again at a different bloodwork lab location in a few days

why is my body like this lol

my fave thing abt job hiring in my town is that they hire based on connections rather than someone who actually needs or wants the work so they hire friends only or friends of friends and then the job opens up again within a couple of weeks because those people don’t actually do anything but the hiring staff just keeps repeating the cycle ????? like lmao it’s so laughable

a little rain like 5 drops and its bimbam no wifi 😠👊

I hate how much ppl act like there's no possible way anyone could get anywhere without a car or public transit.

What do you think my ancestors did before y'all stole everything and started poluting our air with your shitty motor vehicles??

Yes disabled people deserve and have a right to easy access transportation without stigmatization thats good, but y'all stigmatizing the use of your God Given Legs to compensate is hurting other disabled people.

Guess I'm reading "A Snapping Sound" again.

when you're in the art exhibition group so you sit alone in a room and paint, allowing you to show up on a thursday afternoon when they normally wouldn't allow it ✌️

being able to buy alcoholic drinks at the grocery store is so so odd. and I know people say it's just wine and stuff like that, but no, when I was in LA ONE TIME I went to a Vons (???) and they had HUGE bottles of fireball and vodka, not even in the middle of an aisle but right at the end of one on display!!!

Just been informed that church marriages take somewhere around an hour and a half to perform as it’s a full mass literally how am I going to survive that man “the things we do for the people we care about” more like “the things we do for the girls who were nice to you in middle school who you haven’t spoken to since”.