AWESOME!!
In the future if you ever make a ko-fi (I think thatâs what itâs called) or anything that allows me to donate best believe imma DO IT!!!
And as for the pet boy, if you can, some petboy!kindaichi yuutaro + owner reader would be nice đđ thereâs barely and content for my boy - đ
great dane!kindaichi x owner!reader NSFW
a/n: truthfully, i have never written kindaichi before so i wasnât sure ab him being a puppy or kitty personality wise, but hey thatâs what the personality section of fandom wiki is for đ im sorry if his characterization is a little off but i hope you enjoy anyway đ anon! -eden<3
tw/cw: hybrid, fem!reader, little bit if himbo!kindaichi, manhandling, praise (lots), breeding if you squint, cockwarming, unprotected sex
your puppy kindaichi is one of your greatest joys in life. heâs big and clumsy and oh so precious. not to mention how adorably playful and sweet he is. such a good boy, always so respectful and always listens. however, your good boy is currently pouting on the large bed that you share.
one thing that you have learned over the years is that kindaichi is very competitive and sensitive. which is not a great combination when he loses whatever competition he thinks heâs having. for example, he whole-heartedly believes that he and the neighbors dog are in a race for who gets to the dog park first every saturday. on the days he âwinsâ heâs very happy, extra playful, and proud. in the days he âlosesâ he basically sits at your legs the entire time youâre at the park, staring at you with big puppy eyes wanting to be pet and praised.
which brings you to your current predicament. you had invited some friends over earlier, one of which asked if they could bring a friend along. and of course you said yes, it was a large get together after all, one more person wouldnât be a problem. but this person was a problem. just not for the reason you were thinking.
as previously mentioned, kindaichi is a very respectful boy. he always greets your friends and politely declines if he doesnât want to be pet, and all of your friends know not to push him lest they face your wrath. but the moment this new guy walked in the door kindaichi tensed. you could there was just something about him he didnât like. when the man tried to pet kindaichi who was seated in the floor at the time, your puppy politely said âno thank youâ but the man reached to pet him anyway. which instigated the first problem of the night, kindaichi snapping at the manâs hand. now you of course donât blame your puppy, but the dude got all butthurt about it. saying that âdogs need to be more respectful to humansâ and blah blah blah. you glared and told him not to do it again, but he only laughed as if it was a joke. you huffed but said nothing more because he was your friends friend and you could keep kindaichi by you to make sure he didnât try anything.
problem number two came when the group decided to watch a movie, and the man decided to sit right next to you. you felt a growl rumble through kindaichis chest from his place on the floor between your legs, but stroked his hair between his ears as a nonverbal âitâs okayâ. you could see kindaichi get more and more antsy with every move the man made. putting his arm across the back of the couch, spreading his legs so one of his pressed against yours, and even trying to lean in close to whisper something to you. but you shut that last one down by hushing him.
at this point, kindaichi had begun to see this man as competition. despite you having no attraction to him whatsoever. and the final straw was when this man decided to show off his âstrengthâ by lifting something you canât even remember. you had sarcastically said, âwow, youâre so strong.â in the most monotone, unimpressed voice you could muster. only your puppy couldnât tell the difference between that and your normal praise. his ears drooped and his tail tucked and he retreated to your bedroom. thankfully, your friends had started to head out at that point. the dude asked for you numbe to which you said âfuck noâ in more polite words, but the message was clear. you also pulled the friend who brought him aside and told them to never bring him in a hangout again. they agreed quickly, noticing how serious you were and noting that the man must have done something to upset you.
so here you are, trying to coax your pouty puppyboy out of his mood with coos of praise and promises that you arenât interested in that man. when he finally looks at you, you melt at the sad look on his face.
âbut you said he was strong!â he whines
âi didnât mean it sweetheart. i was making fun of him.â you spoke softly while combing your fingers through his hair. occasionally petting his floppy ears. youâre trying to keep a serious face but itâs so difficult with how cute he looks. with his big round eyes and his bottom lip jutted out.
âyou promise?â he asks softly, leaning into your touch.
âi promise.â you reply, âand to make up for making you worry, we can do whatever you want tonight, okay? does that sound good baby?â
you have to hold back a giggle from how fast he perks up, âyes yes please!â his ears are at full attention, pupils blown wide, and tail wagging fast and hard.
you have one request before giving him the reins, âokay love. can you take your clothes off while i take off mine? after weâre done we can do whatever you want.â you know how he gets, and you want your clothes to stay in tact.
âmmhm!â he enthusiastically nods his head and scrambles off the bed to begin removing his clothes. you stifle a laugh and hop off the bed to remove your own.
his clothes are off in record time, and youâve barely gotten your last article off before heâs lifting you by the waist and tossing you gently back onto the bed. he excitedly crawls on top of you, and begins leaving sloppy licks and drool filled kisses over your neck and chest.
he clumsily runs his hand down your body until he reaches your dripping entrance. messily shoving in two fingers and shushing your noises of discomfort with kisses. slowly pumping his fingers in and out while you adjust, then gradually speeding up and scissoring his didgets to prep you for his cock. you can feel his hips sway with the force of his ever-wagging tail from his place between your legs. and you can feel his ears peek and twitch with every sound you make.
once he feels that youâre ready, he lines his dripping cock head up with your entrance, âare you ready pretty girl?â
you could see right through his confident, collected exterior that he was impatiently waiting for your answer. you hum and nod your head. and he immediately begins to push in. you gasp at the stretch as kindaichi buries his head in your neck, whining from the sensation of his cock being engulfed by your soft walls. tail never ceasing itâs wagging. he gives you a moment to adjust, but itâs also a moment to calm himself down so he doesnât finish too soon.
when he begins to move, sweet praises begin to tumble out of his mouth.
âfeels so good so good so goodâ
âyouâre so pretty, such a pretty girlâ
âlove you so much, so muchâ
he keeps his head buried in your neck to make sure he can hear every noise you make. leaving dark marks and love bites all over your neck when it gets too much. he does eventually lift himself so he can watch his cock move in and out of your drenched cunt. pupils blown so wide his eyes look black.
suddenly, the sensation is gone. you whine at the loss, and open your mouth to protest only to be cut off by hun flipping you onto your stomach, shoulders pinned to the mattress by his hand between the blades, and hips yanked up. he immediately plunges back in the instant he has you in the position he wants. fucking into you with renewed vigor at the new position. the hand from your shoulder blades moves to grab your ass. giving it a good squeeze before shifting to your hip opposite his other hand. he uses his grip on your body to move you in time with his thrusts, making it feel like heâs going much harder and deeper.
you manage to collect your thoughts enough to praise him, something you know he loves, âmake-ah-making me feel so good puppy. youâre such a go-od boy.â
your words have a clear affect on him. kindaichi begins to move faster and his grip on your hips tightens.
âyeah? i make you fe-el good?â
you manage another response, âmmhm, only you pretty boy.â
that seems to have an affect on him as well. seeing as though he starts to mutter âonly me only me only me,â over and over again while digging his blunt nails into your hips.
youâre seeing white and you feel like youâre muscles are going to spasms from the constant tensing of your nerves. you can feel yourself getting closer with every thrust. And judging by his whines your puppy isnât far behind you. kindaichi bends over your back to place more drool filled kisses over your neck, slipping licking the marks he already created and panting in your ear. heâs back to muttering his sweet praises, and if you could think straight you would wonder if he knew he was doing it.
youâre pushed over the edge when one of his hands moved from your hip to your clit, rubbing circles with just the right amount of pressure. you borderline scream into the mattress and clench around his achingly hard cock. his hips stutter as he tries to fight off his orgasm long enough for you to ride out yours. the instant kindaichi feels your body begin to relax he reaches his own end, signified with a few harsh thrusts with no pattern and filling you with his cum. his own body relaxes but he tries his best to keep his weight off of you.
kindaichi rolls onto his side, taking you with him. he places the two of you into a spooning position and nuzzles his nose into your sticky neck. you can feel his tail wagging weakly from his exhaustion, and his cock still twitching inside you.
âyou promise you werenât interested in him?â he mutters softly into your neck.
âi promise baby,â you coo while draining your neck to kiss his cheek, âhow could i ever be interested in anyone else when i have you?â
you can feel him smile against your skin, and his tail pick up pace. face still pressed into your neck, he speaks, âokay. just checking. i love youâ
you smile at his shyness, âi love you too baby.â
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poetry + the moon đđ
hi cutie <33
ugh poetry and the moon my loves
OKAY <3
The Moon: Whatâs your favorite thing to do at night?
I love to read and listen to music! It's my favourite way to cool down and get ready for bed! Tragically, most of my nights now are spent studying until the ass crack of dawn, but when I am free, i'm usually found cuddled up in bed reading or watching TV with my parents. Idk. I just like chill mindless activities!!
Poetry: If you have one, name a favourite book or poem.
ooomfg okay D: UM I'LL GIVE YOU MY FAVOURITE POEM AND THEN MY FAVOURITE BOOK/BOOK SERIES maybe
we'll try okay !!!
okay this is a rather long-ish poem by Nizar Qabbani, it's REALLYYY GOOD!! its not my ALL TIME favourite but it's my favourite currently !! It's the last poem in his 100 Love Letters poems, they are SO GOOD!!! I love this one bc its really tragic- the poem collection starts off with madly, sickly, crazy in love poetry but as each poem passes that madness and love slowly starts fading and by poem 100....there's none of it left!! ITS A RELATIONSHIP FALLING APART AND ITS SO GOOD!!! BC MIDWAY THE POEMS BECOME CRAZED AND DESPERATE AND UGHHH okay let me share
my favourite excerpt (cuz its long):
This is the last letter of madness
The last letter of childhood
After me you will no longer know
The purity of youth
The beauty of madness
I have loved you
Like a child running from school
Hiding birds and poems
In his pockets
With you I was a child of,
Hallucinations,
Distractions,
Contradictions,
I was a child of poetry and nervous writing
As for you,
You were a woman of Eastern ways,
Waiting for her fate to appear
In the lines of the coffee cup
.
How miserable you are, my lady
After today
You won't be in the blue notebooks
In the pages of the letters
In the cry of the candles
In the mailman's bag
You won't be
Inside the children's sweets
In the coloured kites
You won't be in the pain of the letters
In the pain of the poems
You have exiled yourself
From the gardens of my childhood
You are no longer poetry
LIKE UGH. THIS IS SUCH A GOOD POEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT MAKES ME SO !!!!! there's i think another verse before it. BUT ITS LONG LMAO. BUT UGUUHHG YEAH THIS ONE . it hits something in me !! "You are no longer poetry" JUST STAB ME IN THE HEART.
Okay favourite book now. UMMM myyyyyyy favourite book.....currently, my favourite series has to be Playing For Keeps by Becka Mack. Its a really fun hockey romance series....its spicy and fluffy and it just has all good feels!!! ummm. idk. That's what my fav right now is for romance....tho my favs are mostly organised by author cuz im hopeless and cant make choices :/ My favourite FANTASY is probably....Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros was really good...OH THE SECRET SHANGHAI BY CHLOE GONG + OUABH BY STEPHANIE GARBER!!! SOOO good
ANYWAY
THANKS FOR THE ASK LMAO THIS WAS REALLY LONG WHOOPS.
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FUYVUVUY i may uh...went a lil overboard so if you wanna skip some honestly?UNDERSTABLE LMAO BUT đ˘đĽđ°đđˇď¸đšđđđđđޤâď¸đĄđâĽď¸đđ for um Lola,guts n maybe hahaha chase def not bcuz I'm a simp for two n the other one UUUUH ANYWAY SORRY IF IS A LOT KISSY HAVE A GOOD DAY ON UR SPECIAL DAY
THANK YOU CHOCO FOR THE BDAY WISHES I KISS YOUR KIND FACE. IM MORE THAN HAPPY TO FEED U ON TJIS FINE (belated now that im posting it) DAY >:)
also this got so long but i wanfed to answer it all bc im impulsive . HOPEFULLY I DIDNT FORGET ANY
đ˘ ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?
chase and guts have the very similar issue of locking people out of their lives and just? never actually telling ppl whatâs up with them if smthâs the matter at all. chase is 10x more secretive and defensive than guts, but guts is a lot more abrasive when it comes to getting people off his tail.
chase is also a very prolific âghosterâ of sorts â has a very prolific tendency to just disappear for a while out of nowhere, be it a few hours or a few days in some cases. never really tells people what he was doing or where he went, if he even went anywhere or if he was avoiding/ignoring them⌠and doesnât even recognize that itâs kinda rude to randomly drop ppl for extended periods at a time and to come waltzing back in (if ever). by recognize i mean âacknowledge that hes in the wrongâ and not âdoes not know heâs wrongâ
guts on the other hand â while not much of a ghoster in the same sense chase is, he is pretty aggressively antisocial. he doesnât hang out, usually declines all invitations, never initiates or reciprocates attempts to maintain relationships, and has a tendency to actively push people out of his life.
lola is by far, one of the most touchy-feely and strong-handed ppl in my roster. she has a bit of a tendency to muscle people into doing things, and an even worse tendency of talking over others. she can be a bit of a bully when it comes to her jokes and can overstep quite a few personal boundaries when it comes down to it. itâs not quite out of a place of immaturity or naivety, so it comes off as pretty malicious.
đĽ PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?
chase -> not much of a sweets guy, but he likes the classic american breakfast platter as a rare treat. you know like. pancakes, sausage, eggs, syrup, bacon. nice.
guts -> feel like he doesnât eat breakfast much as a default, but baked eggs with sausageâŚâŚ or any leftovers from the night before.
lola -> A SWEETS LOVERâŚ. LOVER OF ALL THINGS DECADENT AS A TREATâŚâŚ she likes having soapaipilla or anything sugary.
đ° CAKE SLICE - favourite cake flavour? are they specific about types of cakes?
chase -> something in my heart is telling me heâs a carrot cake man and i cannot ignore its callâŚ!! he doesnât like super heavy cakes/super sweet ones, heâs good with the basics. not a fan of icecream cakes.
guts -> if itâs a cake, heâs gonna eat it. no preference at all, but he rly enjoys the sweeter side of things. maybe go easy on the frosting bc itâs a bit of a mess, but heâll still eat it regardless.
lola -> SOMETHING FRUITY BUT NOT TOO HEAVY ON THE SWEETNESS⌠a little cinnamon-y with a fruit like mango or strawberry. maybe a lemon cake. she likes tres lèches but sheâs also always down for a good fruit cheesecake.
đ MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?
two out of three of these guys arenât very âgrandâ in their ambitions, and the other one purposefully leaves his wish as vague as possible. can you guess who. (itâs chase)
chase -> he wants to pave a better future, a guaranteed future. be it for himself, his friends, his family, or just other people in a situation like him â he wants something More than what they have now. the question of âhow far heâs willing to goâ is entirely dependent on how far he can get without being questioned by the people close to him.
guts -> a very general desire to exist quietly and without much thought or disturbance. he doesnât have that much gusto in him to ensure it happens, but he does what he can. itâs unpleasant if it wonât happen, but he really canât fight that hard.
lola -> live big, live splendidly đ thatâs all that matters. thereâs no need to overexert yourself for grandeur when the fun exists on all corners! sheâll go as far as she feels bothered to, itâs really not that serious. donât get so butthurt about it!
đˇď¸ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?
chase -> grossed out by maggots, and gets a bit paranoid when his door is neither locked or closed. not rly scared of much else.
guts -> nervous about most matters related to bureaucracy. like⌠paperwork? permits? registering and keeping track of shitâŚ? dear lord. also heâs mildly claustrophobic.
lola -> super horrific and gross body injury stuff, but minor bloody things are whatever. doesnât like being chased, zombies, and or ghosts. doesnât mind other horror clichĂŠs much.
đš ROSE - do they like valentines day? have they been confessed to before? have they confessed to anyone before?
chase -> very indifferent to valentines day. he has been confessed to before (for valentines day), but that was in elementary school and it didnât really matter much to him. being confessed to nowadays is way more uncommon. hasnât confessed to anyone before, but thatâs also bc he hasnât rly felt the need to before.
guts -> also indifferent to valentines day, but NRC days wise he dreads it a bit. heâs gonna be swamped on that day for workâŚ. but itâs not like he has a life, so why not. heâs been flirted with before, but not incredibly seriously. also has never asked anyone out just bc its not rly his place go ask.
lola -> a lover of most things pink and heart-shaped, she must love valentines day like it is her flesh and blood! thereâs so much cute stuff going on around those days, how could you hate it? lola gets asked out on an infrequent basis, but thatâs also largely because lola tends to make the first move anytime someone catches her eye.
đ SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?
chase -> would prefer that ppl donât catch onto some of his more meticulous or malicious patterns, bc itâs not like heâs going out of his way to be despicable but he knows some parts of himself are definitely not . healthy. heâd prefer for the ppl who he cares about to not have to interact with that aspect of him.
guts -> tbh. ppl have already seen the worst parts of him and heâs pretty sure his current self is no better, so thereâs nothing rly to hide about himself.
lola -> nothing reallyâŚ? sheâs not really ashamed of herself and thinks most, if not all, parts of herself are pretty admirable, so why tuck it away? take a gander at will đ
đ SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?
chase -> the funny thing about him is that heâll stay quiet even about the things he cares about. itâs not like being outspoken was ever a requirement for him to do the things he wanted to do. heâs always done his best work behind closed doors.
guts -> the middleman between these two fr. heâll take a lot of bullshit, but heâs always been very particular of where he stakes himself â and even if itâs not the most vocal protest, guts tries his best to put himself between âcivilianâ types (even if they are âtroublemakersâ) and certain settings he knows they donât belong in. thereâs nothing to be gained from picking fights with either side.
lola -> it could be the slightest inconvenience and lola wouldnât take it sitting down. not to say sheâd flip a table over a minor annoyance, but sheâs a lady of snide comments and more provocations that are always itching to come to the surface.
đ HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worse thing your oc could hear from someone?
ALL THREE OF THEM HAVE CONCERNINGLY THICK SKIN. ITS A BIT DIFFICULT TO THINK OF SMTH THATâD STRIKE A REALLY FOUL CHORD IN THEM BUTâŚ
chase -> ITS GOTTA BE SMTH THAT RLY STRIPS HIM OF HIS DIGNITY⌠not that heâd burst a vein over being called a hick or broke, but i think heâd get pretty pissed off if someone, in any way, talks down on the circumstances of his birth or his foster home history.
guts -> not that heâll get furious and start throwing shit and having an emo meltdown or anything if anyone calls him this (disclaimer pt 2) but itâs still pretty shit for guts if anyone can recognize him as a finn. and itâs even deeper shit if they call him brutus.
lola -> not that itâs hurtful, but it does piss her off (disclaimer pt 3)â she has never hated anything more than being called baby girl and everything adjacent to it. call her a scavenger or whatever, thatâs fine but for the love of godâŚ.! WHO IS KITTEN? ANGEL BABY? DOLL? DADDYâS PRINCESSâŚ.????? IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE HER??? TO BE LOLA????đ¨đ¨đ¨đ¨đ¨đ¤˘đ¤Žđ¤Žđ¤˘đ¤Žđ¤˘đ¤Ž
đ EARTH - will they give up the world for someone they love? is this decision easy for them?
chase -> no. not really. in terms of semantics, i guess he comes close to it butâŚ? at the end of the day, pretty resound no. as important as they may be to him, they could never be so important that they could take from him. itâs an easy decision for him, but i feel some would wish it was a little harder if he rly did care that much :,-)
guts -> maybe? heâs not capable enough to give them the entire world, but he could try and give them his world. not like heâs rly been doing much with it â and itâs not exactly like heâs not used to giving his shit up. itâs a bit of a rough choice, itâs not like heâs a masochist with a metaphorical death wish, but he doesnât really have much else outside of them, so why not.
lola -> not the world, no way! itâs not like she doesnât care about them enough to not sacrifice smth big but like, does she rly care thaaaaaat much? the world is kinda important yknow, she needs her life to have room for improvement too â itâs not going to be all for her s/o.
𪤠MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for?
chase -> never the type to act recklessly or go in blind â if heâs doing something dangerous then itâs entirely bc he has something to gain. a favor, some sort of leverage⌠proving a point is viable for him too, but he still needs something directly out of it. he has people he cares about for sure, people heâd get into some deal of trouble for but to go out of his way to risk himself needs a little bit more than just his affection.
guts -> i mean, heâs always been a bit of a meatshield. for azul, for the finns, for⌠whoever is convincing enough or just happens fo be in the right place. not the type to go prancing into danger unknowingly, but if he feels like someoneâs got leverage over him then heâs obligated to go in wherever theyâre telling him to go.
lola -> well sheâs not always the sharpest tool in the shed so itâs not like waltzing into danger is foreign to her. party girls live as party girls doâŚ. and keeping an eye out for things is tough! sheâll typically go in for her own material gain, more often than not. food to eat, cash in her pocket, fun in her brain â whatever! self-preservation is only important when itâs a situation she canât guarantee some means of escape or surrender.
âď¸ SCISSORS - what is the "last straw" for them to cut someone out of their life? how easily do they let go of people?
chase -> the moment he deems them a lost cause is when heâs cutting them out immediately. the exact definition of âlost causeâ is pretty flexible, but more often than not â it means that theyâre not likely to believe him or follow his lead anymore; they overstepped and either got too close to a grisly truth about him of tried too hard to get that truth out of him; and or he just doesnât think theyâre worth any effort investing in. he seems to let go easily enough and in most cases, heâs content with just brushing it under the rug. but he never forgets, and he probably was lying about forgiving.
guts -> a bit hard for guts to cut people out if theyâre in close with him. itâs coming largely from a place of cowardice, that he really doesnât trust himself enough to think heâs doing the right thing even if heâs been mistreated prior. itâd really take a lot of damage for guts to really feel that he should run, but that damage would also have to extend to other people for him to feel more secure in his choice of bailing. he doesnât let go easily, heâs always a bit too wary of them and what theyâve done after he gets out â and itâll likely stay like that for good long while.
lola -> she leaves the moment she knows they donât respect her enough. itâs fine to not take her so seriously, itâs fine to treat her like the irresponsible one â but when the jokes get a little too close to treating her like sheâs expendable, thereâs gonna be a problem. sheâll sort it out if she can, but more often than not sheâs fine with burning bridges. she doesnât cling much onto the thought after she cuts them out, but she neither forgives nor forgets.
đĄ FERRIS WHEEL - are they someone who wants to kiss at the top of the ferris wheel?
chase -> no, not really. not much of a kissing or pda guyâŚ. and doesnât really get why people think the ferris wheel is so special, but heâs fine with enjoying the ferris wheel views.
guts -> no⌠heâs way more bashful than chase about pda. but also, why at the top of the ferris wheel. was any other spot not romantic enough. also itâs a bit too small for him to feel comfortable.
lola -> omg yeth đ sheâs down for anything corny or new â sheâd kiss at the peak of a roller coaster if she got the chance. she thinks itâs cute! pda isnât a must for her, but you gotta at least cooperate with her demands (of give her a kiss rn)
đ RIBBON - how would they fit into other worlds / aus? what aus would you like to try out? what fictional world would they fit / not fit into?
I HAVE SO MANY AUSâŚ. SO MANYâŚ.. and tbh, my method of swapping to fit charas into aus just preserves the core of their character so that they can fit pretty much anywhere.
i donât have any hard noâs for aus aside from hargle pooter, but iâm a bitch for any and all aus outside of that B)
aus i think would be fun to explore for all of them⌠iâll give two for now :-)
wild west:
chase -> cattle rustler (former miner) â breaking your back for the big man with nothing to gain but black in your lungsâŚ. maybe itâll push men towards less savory deals.
guts -> carriage driver (former gunslinger) â the highlife of crime isnât really for everyone⌠maybe itâs time to pass the reigns off to someone else and just do some sight-seeing⌠(or just getting roped into more peopleâs trouble)
lola -> bounty hunter (former bronco rider) â the exhilaration of bucking in the same old circle can sometimes be rekindled by breaking out entirely and dedicating your life to roughhousing for a hearty, unpromised buck.
soul eater:
chase -> rifle meister: a skilled marksman with a startlingly wide range of abilities within demon weapons⌠however he proves to be an incredibly capricious soul to resonate with (swinging between unremarkable and totally incompatible) and being an even worse partner, his hardheadedness often getting in the way. exhibits some mastery of soul menace. despite his talents, he keeps an astoundingly low profile within the academy.
guts -> demon machine gun: a cumbersome and destructive weapon, but pretty simple when you actually think about it. shocking to most, heâs not a challenge to synchronize with at all (accredited to his personâs stability and predictability) â however outside of presented circumstances required for partnerships, heâs not that chummy. a bit of a problem child in regards to his grades and performance, but heâs def not the worst weapon out there at least.
lola -> bat meister: a simple and unruly weapon for a straightforward gal â¤ď¸ another fellow user of soul menace, however sheâs a lot less lethal than chase is⌠however she makes up for a lot of that through quick wits and a great deal of force (and technique, donât worry). pretty adaptable for a meister, however itâs easy to fall out of sync with her if ur not paying enough attention to her beat.
â¤ď¸ RED HEART - their love language(s)?
chase -> service, quality time
guts -> service, gift-giving
lola -> affirmation, physical touch
đ BLUE HEART - do they miss their s/o easily? how do they act when their s/o isn't around?
chase -> no not really 𼲠he acts pretty much the same when his partner isnât around â regardless of whether heâs with ppl he likes or not, the change isnât all that grand aside from some minor shift in how sociable he is? aka if heâs with his s/o then heâs a little more willing to entertain their conversations, but if itâs anyone else then itâs more like talking to a scarecrow.
guts -> not easily, but he can get worried? if theyâre away for a time-frame longer than like⌠2 weeks, then he has a mild tendency to zone out briefly before he snaps back (and slips back in), but after that 3 weeks mark he should be largely functional and normal again. heâs the same as chase in terms of being unsociable and mildly intimidating, except heâs much more⌠awkward without his s/o as a buffer.
lola -> sure, if you could call it missing them? as affectionate as she is, sheâs not incredibly clingy. sheâs curious about them, maybe misses a few hugs here and there, and of course sheâs keeping them in her thoughts, but if theyâre not gonna be missing for months on end or something⌠what loss is there to mourn exactly? modern technology exists, she could just call them! sheâs exactly the same without her s/o around, however you can bet that there isnât a single chance sheâll skip out on mentioning her s/o.
đ BROKEN HEART - what could their partner do that would absolutely break their heart?
chase -> let him down: heâs not the type to entrust his faith so freely, even if he should trust them. it hurts all the more when someone close to him begins to falter and fall through the bare minimum of expectations he set on them. itâs nothing to make him break down in tears but it makes him shut them out a lot harsher than before.
guts -> sell him out: ok this ones a bit hard to pinpoint but for the most part he does Not care what happens to him to a certain point but the moment it registers that heâs been used (and is still being used) and is considered expendable. smth abt that, he still prollyďżź wonât find the heart to leave but it still hurts him. smth abt how the finn family has ways of making its rounds back into his life even if his partner is entirely unaffiliated :,)
lola -> demean her: sheâs got tough skin but a line that she refuses to have crossed is in regards to her personhood. she is not to be coerced, devalued, or shrunken! sheâll take plenty of pointed jokes, but the moment those âjokesâ get way too comfortable about how dumb or useless she is, or how bratty or bimbo-ish she is â sheâs gonna have a few choice words with her partner about respect ^_^ (đ¤)
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whole ask game
~ đ ASK GAME đ ~
đˇ Whatâs set as your phoneâs lockscreen?
haven't gotten bored of the default one the phone came with yet
đŤ Cheese or chocolate?
chocolaet
⨠Do you have any nicknames?
yea (doesnt elaborate)
đľ Last song you listened to?
umm. dragula by rob zombie apparently. turns on music now its kimagure mercy by ĺ
ŤçĺP
âď¸ Have you ever written fanfiction?
yea (doesn't elaborate)
actually theres some if you search juhaku. the sickfic one is my favorite
đ Are you on discord?
yea im not posting my username here but i have no qualms with giving it to anyone specific
 đ Do you have any piercings?
7 of them! 3 sets of earlobe piercings and one conch. i should get more now that i have a job.. im so cheap maybe ill just get them done at claires. i dont have 2k to drop freely on holes in my ears and i dont trust anyone i know to safetypin me
đ° What do you think says the most about a person?
i dont really think about single particular signs so idk. their opinions on boobs?
đŞ If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?
uhh. choccate chip....wait maybe those frosted ones with the sprinkles
đś Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?
ouppy
đ§ Headphones or earbuds?
headphones tbh
đź Whatâs the last thing you said out loud?
idk i was making myself a drink (half a java monster + espresso pod + hot cocoa mix btw) and my mom was there so
đ Whatâs a weird fact that you know?
Umm. Cyclamen poison is stored in the tuber
đŚ Are you a morning person or a night owl?
night owl
𧸠Favorite place to nap?
my bed
đłď¸âđ Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?
looks at the shit i post. looks at icon. uhhh no
đŚ Describe yourself in three words.
Chilling chilling & chilling
đ Jeans or sweatpants
sweatpants are so much more comfortable but black jeans look cooler
𼤠Whatâs your go-to Starbucks order?
mocha cookie crumble frappe i think?
𧥠A color you canât stand?
i dont hate colors intensely tbh
đ Whatâs your most prized possession?
whole nuramago manga set
â Coffee or tea?
i like mocha flavor a lot & i also like drinking shitloads of extremly watery tea. basically i like them both
đŚ Favorite extinct animal?
off the top of my head, ankylosaur
đ How long have you been on tumblr?
like 4 n a half years
đ´ Desert island item?
gaming pc
đ¸ Describe your aesthetic.
like jellyfish glimmering in the abyss. also blood crystals..
đŽ Whatâs your dream job?
anything that pays...honestly my current job is really good i be getting paid more than a dollar over min wage to be on my phone in the back
đ Relationship status?
not dating anyone nor do i think i really want to rn
đż Describe your favorite outfit.
man i forget what i own. i need harnesses
đ¤ Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?
i can never think of them off the top of my head but i remember everything when it comes on
đ¤ What color is your hair?
like. black-brown. it lightens as it gets longer because of sun exposre ive been thinking about dyeing it again tho..
đ Do you talk to yourself?
nope. not aloud anyway
đ Do you wear makeup?
dollar store crayon eyeliner
đ¸ Best compliment you ever received?
i forgettttttttttttt actually a buddy like WAY back told me my vibes are like a street market in winter actually. i cant promise this is a favorite but i hope hes doing alright
đ @ your favorite blog.
if you are in my notes regularly i love you soo much. even/especially if I don't follow you baclk I promise
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listened to âruinâ one more time after this revelation and oh boy⌠(warning: long post ahead)
âI will bring you ruin in everything I do / It's never my intention, but it happens all the same / It starts with love and comfort, becomes a strength of will / But all that strength made rubble of the towers we builtâ â is this not⌠is this not an encapsulation of their rivalry. âweâre better because of each otherâ but also youâre still direct competitors fighting for the same medals. 2014, when yuzuru wins in sochi. 2015, when javi wins at worlds.
âCause brick by brick, you built us and I'd fill in the cracks / Nothing quite prepares you for when they don't come back / I wish I'd done things different, I wish that I'd been brave / I wish I'd known these stones were something I could saveâ â the 2016 season. yuzuruâs injury. boston (that last line⌠yeah itâs boston). javi winning again. the distance and the no-longer-training-together. fast forward to 2019 âi wish i [could compete] with javi tooâ.
âOur mortar was your laughter / And you hurled curses at the land / We didn't talk, we made universes / Out of bitten lips and broken handsâ â we both speak english as a second language, but you still manage to make me laugh. when words fail, just hug me close until our hearts fall into synch.
âYou said, "I love you less than when it all began" / And I said fewer 'cause I make jokes to show how broken I really am / And in the wreck of all we burnt, stands our piano like a wound / I play our song to see if it's in tune (I'll sing silence)â â deviating from theme for a second. isnât this the epigraph for their potential FaOI reunion?
(skipped the next line because i think you covered it well!)
â"We can rest," you say, "in the pieces of what's left / Or what what we've found" / I wish I'd done things different, oh, I wish I'd made it right / But we'll burn a hundred theatres / If it means we get the wallpaper rightâ â 2017 worlds. âi told you last year, right? you work hard, you can get itâ. yuzuru putting his medal on javi, because the passing of the world crown is never easy.
âI'll, brick by brick, rebuild us / Out of how's and why's, not when's / Nothing quite prepared me for when that piano sang again / Tomorrow I'll do things different / Tomorrow I'll be brave / (You'll make me brave)â â 2018 pyeongchang. javi redeeming himself after sochi. yuzuru winning his second Olympic gold when he had only started retraining quads two weeks prior. yuzuru breaking character during seimei when he realized he had done it. âi think i owe what i won to himâ, âiâm glad we could share a podium at the olympicsâ. the tears and the hugs and the joy and the smash-cut to âi canât do it without youâ. maybe this is it. maybe this is the best shot the two of you will ever get at a happy ending.
âŚthis is so long and completely ridiculous. but i hope it was fun to read! as always thank you for your input, itâs great to hear your thoughts đ
Song title : Ruin by The Amazing Devil đź
ahhhhhh my fave anon strikes again!!! đ this was a RIDE and I loved every second of it. contender for possibly the angstiest yzvr anthem ever? adore this.
The part that hit me the most at my first listen (apart from the first line ugH) was really the mortar/laughter part you summed up so well. I really have an ESL fascination. that whole verse just!!! hits so hard for them!!!! the whole song!!!!!!! Thank you so much!!!
I was a bit sad at the ÂŤÂ tomorrow Iâll be brave  part at first listen because I picture both Javi & Yuzu as very brave people, as high leveled as they are and with all the achievements behind them, but imagining the line as pre-olympics 2018 really hits the spot. Guess even them needed courage at some point (and still do!!! I believe itâs a conscious choice you have to keep making & making, not a permanent character trait).
Well oh my! Thank you again so much for this lovely message đ sharing so everyone can benefit and cry about it like I am âď¸
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To the ends of the earthâŚ
Sammy x reader
Warnings: fluff, angst, 420, language
This fic is based off of this ask I received - platonic cuddling w/ Sam (his head in your lap or something) and then u absentmindedly begin playing with his hair until you realize what you're doing and stop and then he takes your hands and puts them back on his head, asking why u stopped.
Itâs the end of another looong and stressful work week. Friday night and your wild plans are to get in pjs as soon as you walk in the door to your apartment. Youâre so tired you canât even think straight at this point. So the thought of going out with friends tonight was completely out of the question.
You were excited to do nothing but get comfortable on your couch, drink some wine and watch your favorite comfort movies. You finally had a day off tomorrow after working 6 days straight and you were going to enjoy it by doing absolutely nothing.
Your best friend Sam knows how stressed out youâve been. He had plans on going to some party his brothers invited him too but he called you up and said heâs coming to hangout with you instead.
You grab your phone to send a text to sam telling him not to come over. You didnât want him to miss out on a good time just because youâre tired and miserable.
Y/N - âSammy please, go have fun tonight. Itâs Friday. Have a shot for meâ
Sammy - âY/N, Iâd rather hangout with you. Plus im looking forward to watching the same movie for the 6th time this month ;)â
Y/N - âSam seriously, itâs no big deal. Iâll be ok I promiseâ
Sammy -âYouâre my best friend y/n, and itâs my responsibility to make you feel better, Iâm not taking no for an answer so you better let me in.â
Y/N - âUghhh ok Sam fine. But donât be mad at me when your friends are out having fun and youâre here bored with me.
Y/N - âWhere are you anyway?â
Sammy - âAt your door. Can you let me in already, itâs freezing.â
Y/N - âSAM youâre already here???â
Sammy - âYes. Now let me inâ
đ đ
You and Sam have been friends since you were 5 years old. Heâs always been the one to make you laugh when youâre sad, listen to you vent when youâre mad, make you step out of your comfort zone and try new things when youâre scared⌠He knows you better than anyone in the world. You donât know what youâd do without him.
Friends and family have always made comments about you two being more than friends one day. You both always tell them thereâs no way, you two are best friends. Thatâs the way itâs always been and the way itâll be forever.
You canât say you necessarily blame people for thinking there was something more going on between the two of you. You and Sam are super close. But not in a romantic way. It was all completely platonic.
You rip the covers off of you and stand up from the comfy corner of your couch to let sam inside. As you open the door heâs standing there with a giant goofy smile, a case of white claws and a bunch of your favorite snacks in hand. You playfully hit his chest and laugh
âSam youâre so soft. Canât go a day without your bestie, huh??â You say teasingly
âYou know I canât Y/N. I wouldnât want to miss the chance to tease you about these awful pajamas either.â He says with a shit eating grin
âWhat, you donât like my matching pjs with the puppyâs all over them??â
âOk, I canât lie. They are really cute.â
A light pink blush forms at the top of your cheeks for a moment. You turn around to make your way back to the comfy warm embrace of your couch and all the pillows you brought out from your bedroom.
As you and sam get comfy on the couch he starts to ask you about your day. Which is the last thing you want to talk about right now because you already know what heâs going to say. The reason work is so stressful right now is because you signed up to take on as many shifts as possible. Needing all the overtime you could get. As soon as you get home from work youâre already getting your uniform ready for the next day and heading to bed. Waking up super early the next day just to do it all over again.
Samâs band is set to go on tour soon. You wanted nothing more than to be there and support him. You already bought tickets to the shows in Michigan with no issue. However you really wanted to be there for him at their show in England. It was supposed to be a huge deal. Itâs a major festival with some of the biggest artists headlining. This is the perfect opportunity for them to get their name out there. You know sam is just as nervous as he is excited about it. He tried to play it cool but you know him too well. In your heart you knew you HAD to be there for him. The only thing stopping you is that flights are over $1,000 and you certainly didnât have that type of money to spend right now. Which is why youâve been working more than youâve been home. you asked your boss about a month ago to give you as much overtime as possible. But now theyâre just simply taking advantage of you. Texting you on your only day off telling you they need you there in 5 minutes because itâs extremely busy and someone called out. Having you work an 8am-8pm shift only to have you come back the next day and do the same thing. 6-7 days a week. They knew you were vulnerable and desperate for the money, so they used it to their advantage. It was driving you insane. When you were home you couldnât even sleep because you couldnât get your brain to stop thinking about work.
So here you are on a Friday night, sleep deprived, stressed and feeling like at any moment you could break. You werenât even sure if all this hard work was going to be enough to afford this flight which was making you even more stressed.
Suddenly sam breaks you out of your deep thought. In a voice so soft like he was scared heâd break you if he spoke any louder, he whispers
âY/N you know, you can stop working so much. I told you I got you. You donât have to worry about it. Let me fly my best friend out to see me. I donât want you killing yourself for me. you can stay with me and the guys in our hotel, you know they wonât care.â
Heâs staring at you with those darn big brown eyes, like a hurt puppy, waiting for your response. Those damn eyes. He could get you to do anything with a simple glance in your direction.
âSammy, I want to support you. I wanna be able to come see you, and pay for my own. You shouldnât have to worry about me. Iâm fine sam, really. It wonât be for much longer. Iâve survived worse.â
You didnât even believe yourself so you know Sammy saw right through it. He also knows just how stubborn you are.
He knew he wasnât going to convince you that him covering your flight was no big deal. So he drops it for now and decides to get back to focusing on making you relax instead.
âOkay, okay fine. Hey⌠I brought the good stuffâ sam says as he wiggles his eyebrows at you
âI know Sam. I could smell it as soon as I opened the door you absolute pot headâ
âYou wanna smoke with me or not love?â
â⌠light upâ
Sam throws his head back and letâs out an obnoxiously loud âstoner laughâ at your reply. He gets comfortable next to you by bringing his legs up and sitting with them crisscross on your couch. He starts rolling up the joint as you search for a movie on Netflix. The scent is so strong you feel like you could get stoned off the smell alone. As you burrow yourself further into your comforter sam lights the joint and takes a few hits to start it off. You watch as his plump lips wrap around the joint and your eyes travel down to watch the way his jaw flexes as he inhales. Youâve always admired how beautiful he is. You canât help but notice the way the dim light in your living room illuminates his perfectly shaped cheek bones and sharp jawline. Heâs sitting so close to you that your shoulders are touching so he doesnât have to reach very far to pass you the joint. Before he does he turns his head and slowly blows out all the smoke he was holding in directly in your face and laughs teasingly. You roll your eyes at him and grab the joint from his fingers. Your hands lightly brushing against his as you take it from his grasp. You donât know if itâs just in your head or what but you immediately feel a little better after you take your first hit. You and him pass the joint back and forth until itâs down to a little shrub and he opens your front door to throw it in the grass.
âI brought your favorite snacks tooâ
âOooo grapes or Doritos??â
âYou are so strange. I love it⌠But I brought bothâ
Youâre a little high so you canât help how excited you get when he pulls the big bag of grapes out and sets it on the coffee table in front of you.
âI already washed them before I came overâ
âThank god because I canât imagine getting up right now. Iâm fully glued to this couchâ you say as you giggle a little too loud
You take a couple of grapes and pop them in your mouth. Your taste buds feel like theyâre exploding. Itâs been a while since youâve been high so you forgot just how good everything tastes once youâre stoned. Youâre still holding a few grapes in your hand when sam plucks one from your fingers and reaches forward to hold it up to your mouth so he can feed it to you. Sams holding it by the little vine at the top, so you open your mouth for him and bite the grape and pull. Leaving Sam with the vine in between his fingers. Giggling as you start to chew. You notice heâs looking at you differently. You canât quite put your finger on it. After a few moments of you two just looking at each other - probably because youâre both high as hell, he breaks eye contact and grabs a hand full of grapes for himself.
You laugh at him as he shoves a bunch in his mouth all at once.
âSammy slow down, youâre gonna choke and Iâve never done the heimlich before!!
With a mouth full of grapes he replies âdonât tell me what to do, loveâ
When heâs finished chewing he sets his head comfortably in your lap. Which is how you two usually end up cuddling while watching movies together.
âYou smell good⌠like butterflies.â
âSammy what do butterflies even smell likeâ
âI dunno. They smell, ⌠pretty. Like a field of daisies and butterflies. Thatâs exactly how you smell.â
Youâre not sure what to say so you hum in response. You feel your high completely wash over you. You feel so happy and relaxed in this moment, thereâs nothing that could possibly make you move out of this spot. Without thinking about it, you reach down and start to run your fingers through Sammyâs long brown hair. You like the way it feels so smooth in your hands so you keep doing it. You get completely lost in what youâre doing as you lightly scratch his scalp with your nails and he lets out a satisfied sigh which snaps you out of your trance. In a panic you remove your hands from his hair and completely freeze realizing what youâve been doing for the last 5 minutes or so. A deep red blush quickly begins to spread across your face from embarrassment. Youâre so glad he canât see your face right now. You wonder how you could possibly play this off when suddenly he lets out another long sigh and says âmmmmh Y/N, whyâd you stopppp. That felt so goodâ. His voice is a little deep and raspy from his high. He reaches behind him looking for your hand. Grabbing it and placing it back in his hair to prompt you to keep going. Your heart rate picks up and you suddenly feel butterflies in your stomach. You try your best to calm your nerves and pretend like youâre not completely freaking out over something as simple as playing with his hair. His hair⌠his adorable long brown hair that flips up at the ends and shines in the sun light. Sammy stirs in your lap and you snap out of your thought.
âY/N⌠I wanna ask you somethingâ he says quietly. Nerves evident in his tone.
âYeah Sammy?â
He rolls over to face you. His head still in your lap.
He starts to play with the strings on your pajama bottoms nervously as he talks. Lightly pulling at them and tying them, just to untie them again.
âY/N, I- I want you with meâ
âSammy, what do you mean?â
âI just⌠god. Ugh, how do I word this...â
âSam, talk to meâ
âY/N⌠I canât go this long without seeing you again. Tour is 3 months long. I canât go that long without- without this. Being with you.â
âSammy Iâm coming to all the Michigan shows and you know Iâm going to do everything I can to come to the england show too. You know id do anything to support you sam, right?â
âY/N⌠thats- thatâs not it⌠Y/N Iâll miss you too muchâ
âSam-â
âY/N listen, I talked to the guys and our manager about it. I want you to come with me.â
âYou want me to come on tour with you??â
âYes. Youâd have your own space on the bus and hotel rooms in between. The guys are all okay with it. Itâs just⌠last tour I was so sad without you there.â
âSammy I would absolutely love to come with you. Iâd follow you anywhere. To the ends of the earth. But I canât leave for 3 months, I have to work and pay my rent somehow.â
âthatâs what I talked to my manager about⌠Weâve been needing an assistant for a long time. We have someone who does our schedule and all that but we really need someone to keep track of it closely and remind us when we inevitably forget. We need someone to make sure weâre all on the same page and that we show up on time. You know us, we show up late to everything. I never really know where I am I just show up and hope for the bestâŚâ he huffs out a nervous laugh before continuing
âWhat Iâm getting at is, I really want you with me and we really need an assistant- a good one. I think you would be really great at keeping us in line. You somehow kept me on track in high school anyway... You donât have to do it Y/N. Please donât feel pressured to drop everything and follow me. But, if you do everything would be covered. You donât have to worry about flights, tickets or hotels. Itâll all be taken care of. Most importantly, you can finally tell your boss to F off like Iâve been wanting to for weeks.â
You take a moment to process everything he said before replying. Is that what you wanted? Will you regret giving up your job right now? You mentally slap yourself at the thought. Youâve been wanting to quit this job for months, and when Sam is gone you feel like a piece of you is missing. Like youâre really only partly present in the moment. Just waiting for him to get back. In high school the two of you always talked about traveling the world together. You even made a list of the places youâd go to first. Promising each other youâd check them off the list one day when you could afford it.
You realize this is your chance to travel with Sam and you donât know if youâll ever get another opportunity like this again.
You breathe out a simple âyyyesâ
âYes?â
âYES. Yes sammy. Yes, I want to go with you!!â You say excitedly with a giant smile on your face.
âYou will??? Are you sure? Please donât do it just for me. I donât want you to end up hating me because you left what you had hereâ
âSammy Iâm not doing it just for you. Iâm saying yes because I want to. I wanna be with you too, Sam. I want to see the world with you just like we always said we would. I want to tell my boss to F off. All of it. I want all of it Sammy. Everything you said. Iâm inâ
He jumps up from his spot to wrap you in the tightest possible hug he could manage. Heâs squeezing you so hard it takes your breath away and partially lifts you off of the couch.
He holds you in his arms for a few moments. When he finally pulls away he looks you in the eyes and says
âI love you Y/Nâ
To be continuedâŚ
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