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hi girlie!! i see that your requests are open... can i pls request hurt+comfort on orter with a flirty girl reader pretty please??? the lack of orter fics is crazy T_T

(guess who btw :3)

why hello there, dear. I'll guess you are m***i, and I agree, there aren't enough works on him.

Anyway, here's a poorly, quickly written one. It is supposedly proofread but it's 5am and I am very eepy!

Just a flirt!

Word count: 2.6k

Warnings: none!

“Took you long enough.”

You blinked a few times as he looked up from his paperwork, and mostly at the report you were holding. You had spent longer than necessary on this paper you’d received from Renatus, correcting rewriting the entire thing as it was just full of mistakes and this jerk was too lazy to give you anything that was decent.

“What, did you miss me that much?” You raised your eyebrows with a slight smile as you chuckled to yourself. Oh yeah, that was funny. Orter didn’t seem to find it amusing, as his expression didn’t really change at all. You made your way to his desk and sat on the chair facing it, handing him Renatus’ report.

He decided not to dwell on that stupid remark of yours and started reading the paper, taking notes on the side and making sure nothing is missing. Meanwhile, you were staring carefully studying his expression, and every single small nod he gave while reading.

“Renatus isn't usually this thorough with reports. Colour me surprised.” He blankly said and slid the report inside one of his drawers. You raised an eyebrow and looked at him with a proud grin. “Renatus gave me a piece of scrap, so I rewrote it entirely using the information he gave me.” you stated, crossing your arms as you looked at him, visibly waiting for some praise.

He stared blankly for a second and sighed, adjusting his glasses. “Well done, (Y/N). Very good work.” Though he was praising you, his expression didn't change that much and you could just feel how exhausting it was for him to give compliments.

“Mm, mm. That's right. I’m always good with my work when I know you'll review it…” You trailed off, looking at him with a satisfied smile and a small wink. He raised both eyebrows at your obvious flirting and chose not to comment on it, but you weren't done anyway.

“Anyway, I think I deserve more than just a little compliment! I rewrote the entire thing, you know?” You playfully pouted, putting on a dramatically sad, puppy eyes expression for him. Orter pinched the bridge of his nose with a deep sigh; he knew you wouldn't back down anyway.

“That was amazing work, (Y/N). Rarely have I ever seen a report written with such incredible finesse and precision.” He said blankly again, and it was clear he didn't mean it that much, although there was a part of truth in his words that he refused to admit, even to himself.

“Thank you, thank you.” You chuckled, knowing very well that he was exaggerating, but seeing as he played along, you decided to push your luck a little. “So what, am I getting a reward for all this hard work?”

Even if his expression didn't change, you could read him like he was an open book. “Was the praise not enough?” was probably what he thought at this point. You could've stopped there and brushed it off as a joke but your ego had been flattered just enough to make you bolder.

“How ‘bout… a little kiss? Just on the cheek! Like mwwwah!” you mimicked a kiss while pointing at your cheek and were absolutely convinced that your imitation was flawless. Of course, you were partially joking, and assumed he would just sigh and dismiss your comment, but no such luck.

“I have better things to do than to entertain your delusional little fantasies.” He simply spoke and grabbed his pen again to fill out some of his paperwork. Ouch. But that was his whole personality anyway, of course he wouldn't give you a little kiss, you already knew that, but hearing him say it this way tugged just a tiny bit at your heartstrings.

“No fun.” You sighed and crossed your arms on top of his desk before nesting your chin in-between them. “I am being highly underappreciated here.” You whined dramatically, and then regained your usual smug expression. “That's okay though, you're still my favourite.”

You could tell you were slowly but surely getting on his nerves, and it was kind of amusing to see him have to close his eyes and take a deep breath before focusing on his tasks again. He was already being very patient by allowing you to laze around in his office when you had free time, but he was gradually starting to regret this decision.

You were already done with your work for today, and sat in Orter’s office simply to enjoy his company. He knew, and for some reason he tolerated your presence as long as you didn't disturb him too much.

Was any of your flirting serious? Of course it was. You genuinely liked him! You had been blessed with a sweet voice and a pretty face, and most of your colleagues at the Bureau would've dreamt of being in his place right now. He was very much aware of that, but it seemed off to him.

Even though your coworkers kept flirting around with you and quite literally trying to slide in your pants, you had denied every single one of them. From nameless staff members to the Flame Cane, none of them had your attention except Orter, and all of your flirting surely showed it… or so you thought. Things were awfully different in his mind.

Now, you were just looking at him and his paperwork, fiddling with some trinkets on his desk. Being in the same room as him was almost enough for you, but you kept feeling this physical need to flirt with him, to demonstrate how much you liked him, and you would've thought he had a clue, as you kept making it painfully obvious.

His eyes travelled to your hands as he put one of his papers down. “Stop it.” He ordered, and you immediately let go of the trinket you were toying with in a deep sigh now.

“But I’m bored.” You mumbled, and he put down his pen, his hands now joined on top of his desk. He looked at you for a bit, your almost childish behaviour was starting to irritate him slightly.

“Then leave.” He raised his head slightly as he took off his glasses to wipe them. “Nobody asked you to sit here and disturb my work with your… immature antics.” Ouch, another one, but at this point, you were used to his spiky remarks and simply shrugged it off.

“Aww, but I'll miss you if I leave, you know~?” Again with the puppy eyes, making your expression unnecessarily dramatic again even though you meant every single word you said; but saying it in a completely blank tone would embarrass you way too much. “And I know you'll miss me too, hehe.” You playfully added.

He put his glasses back on and gave you a very stern look and raised an eyebrow very slightly. “Surely, there are other victims that await your attention somewhere else. Why not pay them a visit instead of constantly disrupting my focus?”

He sure was in a foul mood today, wasn't he? But his comment felt like a sharp blade into your stomach and you just needed an explanation for it. “What is that supposed to mean?” Your flirtatious demeanour was temporarily suspended as you weren't quite sure what you'd just heard.

“Are you already done seducing your other colleagues? Must I suffer your incessant flirtations in their place now?” He asked again, and it didn't sound like he was being sarcastic at all, but at least you now knew.

“Orter… are you jealous?” You asked, and your tone was dead serious. It was inimaginable that he could ever feel jealous about something so petty— something you hadn't even done in the first place.

He took a deep breath. “Nonsense. This is wishful thinking; I am merely aggravated by your attempts to turn me into one of these loyal… dogs you have around at the Bureau.” he scoffed, and you could tell he was not pleased with your behaviour.

“...what?” was all you could utter, as you looked at him in disbelief. “You don't know how wrong you are about this, clearly.” You didn't want to be rude to him even though he really deserved it right now, but you seemed to be testing each other's patience.

“How wrong could I be? These people are head over heels for you. Surely, this doesn't happen without a push.” He firmly stated, and again, he was wrong. “Whatever have I done for you to think I’ll be one of them?”

You had always hated arguments, but having one with Orter was the worst that had happened in a while. He was fully convinced that you were but a flirt, a temptress that relished in having people crawl at her feet… but that wasn't it, and these people weren't exactly crawling either.

“How can you say such a thing?” You looked at him in heavy disappointment. “How could you think such a thing, after all of… this?” After all of the obvious flirting you gave him, the endless remarks about how you miss him when he isn't around or your constant winking.

He was just staring in religious silence, thinking you'd give up and simply admit your faults so he could go back to work without any disturbance, but he was once again very wrong, and you needed to justify yourself.

“Why would I flirt with anyone other than you at the Bureau?” you asked, standing up from your chair and placing both hands on the desk in front of him, and he simply adjusted his glasses on his nose.

“Because that's who you are, it would seem.”

You sat back in defeat, looking at him, completely dumbfounded. Every word you wanted to say ended up getting swallowed in the whirlpool of emotions you were feeling, and you couldn't do anything else than stare at him. You could physically feel your heartstrings being pulled now and it was disturbingly painful.

“Is…” you swallowed your emotions down before trying again. “Is that really what you think? That I'm just the type of girl to flirt around and just… sleep well afterwards?” Your tone made it obvious that you were hurt, and it didn't go unnoticed.

But he was convinced. Convinced that your flirting was not a rare occurrence, that it extended beyond the limits of his office, that surely you had already done it before and he was probably just one of those targets you'd use to boost your self-esteem. Even though he was upset with you, his goal wasn't to hurt you, and he decided to avoid your question, not knowing what to answer anyway.

“I don't even know why you're trying to justify yourself that hard.” He finally sighed and grabbed his pen again, which was his way of telling you that this conversation was over and you had to leave; but you wouldn't let go just yet, not before you had said your piece.

“Because it's you we're talking about.” You blurted out, once again flabbergasted by how dense a man could be. “How straightforward do I have to be for you to understand? Have I not been vigorously flirting with you?” You asked loudly, almost laughing nervously.

“You sure have, but—”

“Have I not made it crystal clear that I am into you? That I want to spend time with you?” Oh, you had no will to listen to his flawed reasoning and you just couldn't take it anymore. You were trying your best not to tear up in front of him already, and any more of his baseless accusations surely would make a sufficient push to make you cry.

“I never said you didn't d—”

“Then why are you so blind to my feelings?” You interrupted again, but this time way calmer. You sat back, weakly plopping down on your chair and staring down at his desk for no apparent reason. He didn't really say anything. In fact, he was processing the information you had just given him.

You felt terribly awkward after your half confession, and that clumsy part of your personality couldn't take the silence anymore. “How can someone that dense be in charge of the Magical Power administration..?”

Were you jesting? Probably. But what else could you do anyway? Your main goal was to keep your composure and hold your tears back, at least until you were out of his line of sight. His eyes were on you, they had been the whole time, but you couldn't muster the courage to look at him anymore.

“May I speak now?” He asked, first of all wanting to make sure you wouldn't interrupt him anymore, and only now did it occur to you, how rude you had been these last few minutes. You gave a nod and he sighed deeply, joining his hands against his desk and looking at you with a bit of a softer expression.

“I never said you haven't been straightforward.” He started, and now that you were a bit calmer than before, you could feel your shame grow at his words. “I never said you didn't do all these things you talked about so… fervently. I am merely saying that I do not believe you are exclusively trying to seduce me.”

You sighed again, and he braced himself for another rant but instead of justifying yourself again, you ran a hand through your hair and took a deep breath. Looking all sad and defeated wasn't like you at all, and you needed to prove yourself to this dense, silly, overworked man.

“I don’t get it. Why does the fact that I supposedly am flirting with other people bother you?” You decided to ask, your arms crossed over your chest as you were now back to studying his expression and tone. If you were going to cry, so be it, but you wouldn't go down without a fight, especially for him.

He takes a minute to think, narrowing his eyes slightly. “What bothers me is the way you act with those people, and how you pretend to be innocent afterwards.” You gave him a confused look and he decided to develop. “The way you politely smile at them and make small talk. You're almost inviting them.” He said that while keeping his straight face and cold glare, completely serious.

Oh. Oh.

“So you are jealous.” You couldn't help but smile a little and finally look up at him, only to be met by an utterly confused Orter, ready to absolutely deny your claim.

“I am not jealous, (Y/N).”

“What if I stopped talking to all of them then, would it make things a little better?” You offered, suppressing a smile and pretending to act serious. He seemed to think for another minute again and leaned back into his chair.

“Yes, I believe it would.”

Ah, you couldn’t take it anymore and just burst out laughing; he didn’t seem to like it very much but it was impossible to resist. You just had to make sure again, and so, you slowly regained your composure and caught your breath, then exhaled deeply. “So, let me get this straight…” you started, and he listened. “What upsets you is the fact that I am supposedly flirting with other people, and if I didn’t smile at them or made small talk, you wouldn’t mind my flirting?”

You did not miss that sigh of relief. He adjusted his glasses again and crossed his legs, looking at you very seriously. “I am glad to know that you have ears.” He said blankly, his expression still so cold as his eyes landed on yours again. “Are you making fun of me now?” His voice sounded slightly irritated and you had to calm yourself down again.

“No, not at all. But you just admitted to being jealous so… I win.” You could feel all of your earlier worries dissipating. He wasn't denying it either, instead looking like he was thinking about your reasoning; you had him cornered now.

And the best part about all of this is that he has no clue what he just signed up for.

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nicoline1998enilocin · 10 months

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Getting to know myself again

PAIRING | Bucky Barnes x Mid Size!Female!Reader

WORD COUNT | 3.5K

SUMMARY | Both Bucky and Reader have been through life-altering situations that made them unsure of their bodies. Through their eyes, we will see what they will do to show each other how they can get to know and love their own bodies all over again after everything that has happened to them.

WARNING(S) | This is your official trigger warning. Do not proceed if any of these topics upset you. Bad body image, low self-esteem, suicidal tendencies, physical assault on Reader, talk about the loss of blood, body dysmorphia.

A/N | Hi all! This fic is based around the fact that I have always struggled with my body image, but I tried to put a positive spin on it in the end. Remember, every single person is different, but perfect in their own way! 🖤

Likes and reblogs would be very much appreciated 💜

Main Masterlist | Bucky Barnes Masterlist

It was promising to be a fun night out with the girls, but that wasn't how it turned out to be. Never did you think you would end up bleeding out in the emergency room of the hospital, but that is exactly how this night ended. Alone on the gurney waiting for them to fix you up, even though you'd rather have them leave you alone so you can just go without anyone knowing you'd even be gone. No one would even miss you anyway, or so you thought. The moment Bucky heard what happened, he was racing his way to the hospital to find his best friend who needed him more than anything at this moment.

Wanda and Natasha asked you to go clubbing with them, which you usually didn't do but figured it wouldn't hurt to go with them for once. They already asked so many times, and you didn't want to disappoint them again. ''Okay, but I don't have anything to wear, nothing looks good on me,'' you say, but the two ladies didn't want to hear any of it. ''Babe, you're absolutely perfect, everything looks good on you!'' Nat said, but you figured she only said that to make you feel better, not because she actually meant it. You are in no way close to the way they look. You have wide hips, thick thighs, a pouchy belly, and boobs that are way too big for your figure. Every time you had to pick something from the racks in a size 16 or 18, your heart immediately sank to your stomach, and you just wanted to turn around and leave.

''How about we go shopping together? That way we can find something that will make you look irresistible!'' Wanda offered, but the doubt immediately crept back into your mind. Irresistible? She must be joking right? but you decide to go anyway after a deep sigh. The least you could do is see if there was anything you liked to begin with, you could use some new clothes since most of your old ones are starting to fit rather tight for your liking. The three of you are going out to the mall when you run into Bucky. ''Hey, Buck!'' you say and a big smile appears on your face. ''Hey doll, looking good as always!'' he said with a flirty tone and a wink. ''Where are you heading off to?'' he asked. ''Just shopping with Nat and Wanda, I finally caved and we're going clubbing tonight..'' you said a little unsure. ''Sounds like a lot of fun! I'll see you later,'' he said and walked away to his destination.

''Really Y/N, I don't understand why you don't just give into your feelings for him already, I can tell he is really into you as well!'' Nat said. ''You must be joking? There is no way he would fall for someone like me, he just said that because we're friends, nothing more!'' you scoffed and turned red, you knew it was a bad idea to tell them how you feel about him. You were perfectly fine being friends with him, that way you could still hang out with him whenever you wanted, no strings attached. ''Yeah, he's totally into you! How about we go pick out an outfit that will make him go absolutely crazy for you?!'' Wanda says, but you don't feel up for that. ''I'm sorry Wanda, but I'd rather just pick out something I actually feel comfortable in,'' you said with a sad tone in your voice.

Natasha and Wanda go all out in the mall, buying multiple outfits, shoes, and accessories, but you just walk out with a simple outfit, a pair of black heels, and a small silver necklace for tonight, nothing over the top. The girls talked you into getting a simple black crop top that accentuated your boobs really nicely, and a pair of blue ripped jeans that made your ass look very good. It wasn't something you'd usually wear, but you would just step out of your comfort zone for this one night, it is the least you could do. ''You look gorgeous with that outfit babe. When we go back to the compound you should show it to Bucky and see what he thinks of it. I bet you aren't leaving tonight when he sees you in it,'' Wanda said with a grin on her face.

When you get back to the compound it is dinner time, and you decided to eat some takeout with the girls in your bedroom, so you could talk about your game plan for the night. These plans usually existed of deciding what to wear, how much to drink, and finding a cute guy to take home, even though that last bit wasn't on your mind at all, since it was already occupied by Bucky. ''Allright, I'm going to go change and I'm gonna say bye to Bucky, I promised to swing by before we would leave.'' you say and you walk into your bathroom after which you close and lock the door. You take your clothes off and look into your mirror, but you immediately regret doing that when the bad thoughts creep back.

Nobody loves you when you look like this. You're way too fat to be friends with them. Lose some weight so you'll actually fit in with everyone here. How are you even an Avenger with that body? It is a shame you even exist, everyone's life would be better without you.

As much as you try to keep your tears at bay, you fail horribly and let out an uncontrollable sob and the girls hear you. ''Babe, are you okay? What's wrong in there? Can we help?'' Nat and Wanda ask all at the same time, but you don't want to bother them with your low self-esteem and bad body image. Nobody needs to know about it, you already cause enough problems just being here. ''I'm fine, sorry. Nothing is wrong!'' you say through your tears and you turn on the faucet so you can splash some water on your face. After this you step out of the cotton underwear you're wearing and grab the lingerie you bought as well today, hoping it would turn your self-esteem up a little. It was a light yellow thong and a bra in the same color that pushed your boobs up nicely, to show off some cleavage, but not so much that you're entirely uncomfortable.

After this you step into the jeans and put your belt around it, you put on the black crop top and the silver necklace. You step into your heels and open the door, finally showing the girls the way you look. ''Damn girl, you look phenomenal!'' they said in unison, and it did feel good to hear them say it, even when you didn't believe it. You still feel like your thighs are way too big, and your belly is way too visible, but you decide to push the feelings aside for now and enjoy the moment. ''Thanks. I'll just go do my hair and make-up before heading to Bucky, I'll see you at the compound entrance at 10 okay?'' you asked and they agreed, both going to their own rooms to get ready.

You decide to go for a simple smokey eye with dark blue tints to complement the jeans you're wearing, and a light lipstick to not take away from the make-up. You straighten your hair, which you barely do so it is nice to do it every once in a while to change it up. When you're done, you walk out of your room and head toward Bucky's room, as you promised. You knock on his door and almost immediately it swings open. For the first few seconds, Bucky doesn't know what to say when he sees you, his mouth hanging open a bit when he takes in your outfit and make-up. ''Damn doll, if I didn't know any better I'd think you did this all for me! You are looking gorgeous right now!'' he said and he got a deep red blush on his face when he saw you walk into his room.

''Thanks, Buck, it means a lot,'' you say with a deep crimson color on your cheeks now. He always gave you compliments about your body, but he never looked at you like that, and you couldn't help but feel like you wanted him to look at you like that more often. ''You wanted to see me?'' you asked and you sat down on his couch in your usual spot. ''Uh, yeah, I did actually,'' he said with a sigh, not sure where to begin. ''I've been feeling like absolute shit today, and I don't know why, so I was hoping that seeing you would cheer me up a bit, and it really did. I had a pretty bad nightmare again last night, and ever since then I've really been on edge today..'' he said, not looking at you out of shame that he admitted having nightmares again. ''Are they back? Your nightmares?'' you asked, they had been gone for quite a while, but every once in a while they would pop back up, mostly when he was stressed. ''Yeah...'' he said, but he didn't want to admit he had a nightmare about losing you, he couldn't get himself to that point.

He came to sit next to you on the couch, and he put his hand on your thigh as a loving gesture, which went straight to your core. You put your hand on top of his, knowing he was looking for some comfort, and a small smile appeared on his face. You stayed there and talked about it some more, and eventually it was time for you to leave and go to the club with Natasha and Wanda. ''I have to go now, but I'll make sure to keep in touch with you when I can, allright?'' you said to him and pulled him in for a much needed hug for both of you. He put a soft kiss on your temple before you let go, and his lips lingered there for a few seconds, your eyes fluttering shut when he did it. ''See you later, doll, have fun.'' he said when you walked out his door to grab your purse and phone.

Once you arrived in the club with the girls, you immediately wanted to start with some shots in order to loosen up a little, and they didn't say no to that. You could handle your alcohol pretty well, but after a few too many shots you were a little unstable on your feet. Behind you, you heard some girls talk about you, and you could hear them talk about your body and the outfit you were wearing that night. ''If you don't like the way I dress, you should really go somewhere else.'' you said, but that was a mistake. ''Those clothes aren't made for someone with your body. You look like a fat pig in that!'' they said and they laughed hard at you. This is when you had enough, and you swung your fist at the girls, hearing bones crack when you hit a jaw.

One of the girls started fighting back, and all of you ended up on the ground, Natasha and Wanda trying to pull you off but you were so angry you couldn't help yourself and kept hitting and kicking them. When you suddenly felt a knife in your stomach and after that in your chest, you slumped over and everything went black. They pulled a knife on you, and hit you pretty deep with it. The girls were immediately contained and looked over, Wanda and Natasha took care of you and pushing on your wounds to make sure you don't lose any more blood. ''Shit Y/N, why did you do that? Please stay with us, we can't lose you!'' they said and the bartender called 911.

About 10 minutes later you were hauled into the back of an ambulance, but Wanda an Natasha were held back by the police since they were witnesses and couldn't go to the hospital with you. ''Please, let us call someone to be with her! We need to call Bucky!'' Nat yelled at the police officer, and he agreed. She quickly grabbed her phone and called Bucky sobbing, barely able to get the story across of what happened. The police officer took over her phone, and said ''Hi, this is officer Jones with the NYPD. We want to inform you that Y/N Y/L/N has just been taking into an ambulance and to the hospital, after she obtained multiple stab wounds.'' he said and Bucky immediately started running out his door, not even waiting for the officer to finish his sentence after he said you were taking to the hospital.

''Woah Buck, easy now!'' Steve said when he ran past him, but he didn't listen, all he could think about was you and how scared you must be right now. When he was in the garage and on his motorcycle, he raced to the hospital not caring about any speed limits, he would deal with the consequences when all this was over. Right now you needed him, and that is all that matters.

When you arrived in the hospital you were still unconscious and you have lost a lot of blood, but they took good care of you in the ambulance. You were immediately rushed into surgery, and right after you got wheeled away Bucky arrived in a panicked state. ''I'm here to see Y/N Y/L/N, is she here yet?'' he asked frantically and out of breath. ''She just arrived and got wheeled into surgery. If you wait in the waiting room, I'll send a doctor your way once we know more.'' the lady behind the desk said in a calm voice. He called Steve when he calmed down a little, having his breathing under control now. He explained all he knew so far, and Steve made his way to the hospital together with Tony, so Bucky wouldn't have to be alone.

''Any update yet?'' Tony asked when they ran into the waiting room, but all they saw was a distraught Bucky shaking his head no. ''She's been in there for 3 hours now, I'm really worried we're gonna lose her...'' Bucky said and tears finally ran down his face now that Steve was here to comfort him. ''She'll be okay Buck, she's strong and she will get through this,'' he said with a soothing voice whilst Bucky cried on his shoulder. ''Sir?'' a doctor asked Bucky after the nurse pointed out he was waiting. ''You're here for Y/N right?'' the doctor asked. ''Yeah?'' he asked hopeful. ''She's out of surgery and she will make a full recovery. She had a collapsed lung where the knife hit her in the chest, but in her stomach there were no major organs or arteries hit. She will need to be on bedrest for a while, but like I said she will make a full recovery.'' the doctor said with a reassuring smile.

''Can we go see her now?'' Steve asked, since Bucky was too relieved and just started crying again. ''Yeah, the nurse will show you to her room. I wish her the best.'' the doctor said before walking away, and a nurse pointed her into the direction of her room. ''Oh my fucking god doll...'' Bucky said and he made a few quick strides to reach you. He placed a soft kiss on your forehead and grabbed your hand softly. ''I'm so glad you're okay, I love you...'' he said but you weren't awake yet. Steve and Tony heard it perfectly fine however, but didn't mention it until later. Right now he just needed to be left alone with you for a little while.

When you opened your eyes, you were glad to see the blue eyes of Bucky, who was looking at you waking up. ''Hey beautiful, you had me scared for a while there...'' he said softly, and your lips curled into a small smile. ''I'm sorry,'' you croaked out and Bucky couldn't help but let out a little chuckle at the sound of your voice. ''You don't have to say anything, it's okay. The doctor said you would make a full recovery, so that is good. Just... don't ever scare me like that again, okay?'' he said with a bit of sadness in his voice and you nodded a bit. You listened to Bucky talk about work for a little bit before drifting back off to sleep, and the next day he was there to take you home. ''Welcome home, doll!'' he said when you walked back into the compound, while you had your arm hooked into his for some stability.

Every Avenger was in the kitchen to wish you a warm welcome, and you couldn't help but feel appreciated, although it was still a bit much for you now. ''Thanks everyone, but I need to lay down.'' you said and Bucky led you to your room. ''Will you stay with me?'' you asked and he obviously said yes. You got comfortable on your bed and Bucky laid next to you. When he found a comfortable position you grabbed his hand and intertwined your fingers with his, so you could have a bit of comfort in this moment. ''Thank you for everything, Bucky. I know I don't deserve everything you do for me, but I'm still grateful..'' you say in a soft voice. He immediately shot up and looked at you.

''What do you mean you don't deserve it?! You're the greatest person I have ever met in this lifetime, and that is saying a lot seeing that I'm over a hundred years old. Granted I can barely remember 70 of them, but that's not the point here. You deserve everything and more doll, you deserve the sun, moon, stars and everything else. And most of all, I love you, Y/N. I have since the first time you baked me cookies when I wasn't feeling well. I love you so fucking much it actually hurts, and seeing you in that hospital bed only confirmed it to me. I love you, and I'm in love with you, doll. Don't you ever dare to say you don't deserve me, because you do.'' Bucky said, and when he saw a few tears escape from your eyes, he gently wiped them away with his thumb.

''I love you too, Buck. I have been in love with you for as long as I can remember, but I was too afraid to admit it. I can't even love myself, so how was I supposed to let you know I love you?!'' you said, only making the crying worse and full on sobbing despite the pain you're in. ''Doll, I know how hard it is to love yourself again after everything that has happened to you, but you deserve to love yourself. You're more than worth it, and everyone who tells you otherwise can go touch grass. You have an amazing personality, a laugh that lights up the room, and a body to fucking die for. That is why I love you, doll. You're absolutely perfect, and it hurts me that you can't see that. But I also understand the feeling, seeing how I went through it myself with my arm.'' Bucky sighed.

You tried to sit up, but instead, Bucky came to you, and he slowly leaned in for the kiss you were wanting to give him. You slowly closed your eyes when you felt his hand on your cheek, yours went to the back of his neck. When you felt his soft lips on yours, every single worry melted away for a second, all you could think about was you and Bucky at this moment, sharing the most gentle, soft kiss you ever had. All the love, anxiety, scared feelings, and amazement were mixed into this one, soft yet passionate kiss. You didn't want to leave his lips, but you still have to breathe so you reluctantly pulled back. ''Wow..'' is all you could mutter and a smile appeared on both your faces.

''Doll, I will be by your side forever if you want me to. I'll show you every single day how much you mean to me, and how perfect you are. I will do everything I possibly can to make you see yourself the way I see you, no matter how hard it will be every now and again.'' ''I would love that, Bucky.'' you said and you sealed it with another soft kiss, just like the one you just shared. ''But first, I have to tell Nat and Wanda that they were right!'' you giggled, and pulled your phone out to tell them that you and Bucky were finally together, after everything. ''I love you, doll,'' he said and placed a kiss on your temple before you drifted off to sleep not long after that. ''You too...'' you said.

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes x y/n #bucky fanfic #bucky x female reader #bucky x y/n #bucky barnes

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Hana hana hana, have you see this?

I’ve guessed that shu probably is someone who will have different aura (or vibes (?)) when he’s getting serious. Like the moment he’s starting to assert his dominance, that’s it.

After hearing this, I couldn’t help but imagine dom!shu getting really really mad to protect his lover or something like that. Like probably when u guys having a date or something. Or you trying something new like going to a club or something. Doing something that you both never done as a couple, like this is out of your routine. Imagine when you decide to have a date on a club, you both just want to have some fun: a drink or two and dancing on the dance floor, enjoying the music and vibe? You probably going out with your friends as well (the more the merrier ritee). And then there’s this one guy who start to flirt with you, trying to woo you when you are alone (because maybe shu is getting drinks for you two while the others are dancing on the dancefloor). But anyway, this guy is persistence, he’s making you uncomfortable even though you have nicely ask him to back off.

Annnd, at some point, shu sees it and all hell break loose. He will start to assert his dominance to protect you. He won’t back down until the other party says sorry or leave you both alone.

(nsfw) Anyway, i couldnt help but to imagine if he’s somehow able to be mean in bed. Like, when he’s unable to control his raging jealousy after what happened at the club. He probably gonna do you for hours until you remember nothing but his name and until he’s calm down enough lmao skksks

- 🥀

good lord, this is an ask that has been sitting in my drafts, unfinished from eons ago. i finally found the motivation to finish it up. i apologise if this is bad, i'm so rusty ;w; enjoy lovelies <3

indeed i have! the way millie described shu being mad and sticking up for his friends- same millie that's tskr and fucking hot

i honestly feel like even though shu is calm and collected most of the time, when he feels the need to step up and protect someone he cares about he will. so i can imagine that if a random person starts harassing you and making you feel uncomfortable, shu would definitely make the person apologise to the both of you for being such an asshole

here's a mini fic inspired by your ask/thirst ♡

suggestive, afab!reader

you and shu decide to step out of your comfort zones a little for today's date and go to a club. it was lovely at first, getting drinks and dancing with shu on the dance floor.

you giggle as shu hugged you close to him, with a big smile on his face as the song ends and the next one begins. the both of you then leave the dance floor to take a break from dancing.

"who would've thought we're both amazing dancers?"

"nah babe. you're the dancer not me." shu sees you panting a little and asks, "you want me to go get some more drinks?"

you nod, "yeah that would be great babe, thank you!"

shu smiles and says as he walks away, "i'll be right back, stay here okay?"

you take your phone out and start scrolling through twitter while waiting for shu to return.

"hey, do you wanna get some drinks with me? it's on me." you hear a voice from beside you so you take your attention off your phone to see a young man beside you. from his looks, you'd guess he was around the same age as you.

you smile and say, "oh, no thank you. i have someone getting me drinks already."

the man continues, "oh that's okay then. i saw you across the the club and felt an immediate connection with you. you're really pretty."

an unsettling feeling starting bubbling up within you when the man said that, you give him an awkward smile and say, "thanks."

"are you single? if so, can i grab your number?"

"no i have a boyfriend actually and he's the one getting drinks for me." you say, hoping that the man would leave you alone after that.

the man's face dropped for a split second before he regained his cheery and flirty disposition. the man continued hitting on you and would constantly try to touch your arm or your waist. you were feeling incredibly uncomfortable and prayed for shu to get back soon.

fact is, shu saw this go down from a distance. after he turned his back towards the bar, he saw this random guy hitting on his partner. he saw the uncomfortable look on your face and it made his blood boil, he starts walking over to the both of you. when he gets there he clears his throat, "i'm back babe, sorry i took so long."

he gently pulls you away from the man so that you're standing closer to him. one of his hands made its way to your waist, holding you close to him.

"you knew they were taken. why are you still trying to coerce them into having a drink with you?"

the man looked at shu and laughed nervously, "ah i'm so sorry. i thought they were just using it as an excuse to not get a drink with me."

"even then, even if they weren't my partner, if someone tells you no, respect their decision and stop pushing yourself onto them. that's disgusting and you should feel ashamed for acting like that. my partner felt very uncomfortable from your advances, so i think you should apologise to them."

the man laughed nervously again and tried to weasel himself out of the situation but shu insisted and glared at him. the man eventually apologised and left quickly afterwards.

shu brought you into his arms and held you close, "you feeling okay? he was such an asshole, i'm sorry you had to deal with that alone."

you hum, "i'm feeling okay babe don't worry. thank you for telling him off." the both of you finished your drinks and headed home. during the ride home, you saw that shu was gripping the steering wheel tighter than usual, the veins on his hands and arms were more prominent. his jaw was clenched and he wore a serious expression.

once you stepped into the comfort of your house, shu grabbed your hands and gently pushed you against the wall. your eyes widened and you gasp, "b-babe?"

"the thought of that guy hitting on you and making you feel so uncomfortable makes me so mad. i should have asked you to come along with me, i'm sorry i left you there alone. i just figured that maybe people would be decent enough to leave you alone after you reject them." shu says in a gruff voice.

you moved a hand up to cup his cheek, "it's okay. you came back and told him off. thank you for coming to my rescue, my knight in shining armour." you giggle a little after saying that.

shu then leaned in, his breath tickling the side of your neck, "maybe i need to mark you up so that other men will know you're mine and know not to approach you."

your breath hitches and you gulp, "i- i don't think you need to babe, something like that- ah-!"

you let out a little moan as shu attached his lips to your neck, sucking on it.

heat started pooling between your legs as you’ve never seen your boyfriend this possessive before and not gonna lie, it was really turning you on.

shu lifted his head up from your neck to admire his handy work while you look back at him panting and with lust filled eyes.

he takes in the sight before him and smirks. he then leans down to capture your lips in a passionate kiss. the way his tongue swept against yours was dizzying and you felt like you were melting from the intensity of the kiss.

shu pulls back slightly and whispers against your lips, "all. mine." before smiling and giving you a peck. then, he leans back and walks away leaving you to slide down onto the floor, dazed and very very turned on.

#hana replies ♡#🥀 anon ♡#shu yamino #shu yamino x reader #shu yamino smut #luxiem #luxiem x reader #hes hot idc

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credulouskhaleesi · 4 months

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I've been daydreaming a fun but complex $mütty, smut, smut scenario in my head about Tom Glynn-Carney, Matt Smith, Ewan Mitchell, Barry Keoghan, Jacob Elordi, Archie Madekwe, Pedro Pascal, Paul Mescal, Joseph Quinn, Jamie Campbell Bower, Joe Keery, Rory Culkin, Kieran Culkin, Ebon Moss-Bachrach, Will Poulter, & Jeremy Allen White. I'll most definitely narrow it down to 3 or 5 of them per popularity and personal thirst/bias because I feel an odd number would be super spicy & dangerous.

Where reader is rich AF, smart, beautiful woman who just barely got into acting as a hobby & is in a show with the aforementioned hotties and they've just finished filming for the day, had dinner at a 4 star Michelin (hello Ebon, Jeremy, & Will baby! ((In no particular order))Yes Chef daddy...I mean chef..I mean daddy...daddy? DADDY 🫡👨‍🍳💦) and are all hammered when they've been told by production that the hotel rooms reserved for all (but reader) fell through.

Well lucky for them, ol' humble ass reader with her 32 room mansion (all rooms have en suite bathrooms, huge jacuzzi tubs *heh heh* and full-on kitchenettes) invites them all to stay at her place for the duration of filming since she lives so close and chaos and LOTS of pining, romance, and a SHIT TON of the smuttiest and nastiest (cause reader gets down like that and is a D/S switcheroni) sex ensues.

THE ONLY PROBLEM IS... not only do I anticipate that absolutely NO ONE, NILCH, NEMO, NADIE, NIEMAND, NESSUNO, لا احد will even come across, read, or gaf about this post....buttt I also have high expectations of that not a single soul would either be interested or read this fic that I highly anticipate will cost me my blood, sweat, tears, and first born...ya know, nbd.

However if I can get some traction and action on this post (to the tune of 20ish likes and 25% of the likes turned into comments (( 5ish comments to those mathematically challenged, tired, and deranged like I )) )within the next 48 hours (reblog, reblog, reblog my creatures!!!)then I will immediately throw a poll when the time is up to see who my the most fave few of my the above baby daddies have prevailed and made it into my coochie heaven.

In all seriousness, when it comes to me being biased about some of the men I'm trying sooo fucking hard to stop objectifying, I truly do want to get the most popular thrown into this mess however, I know more about some of these men than I do about anyone who is not listed. (Yes this a warning ⚠️ that this will be a RPF, so if that's not your thang, I apologize, but you have been warned) but I will absolutely do my research and take in ANY input given to me by my Champion.

I must say that Elspeth Catton (per Saltburn fame) had it wrong when she said men were dry, and it is my duty to prove her wrong because damn my skull is a hamster wheel and my mind is the hamster..?

Um anyways...those who reblog & interact the most with this post, will have their fave put in automatically because it's hard out in these Tumblr streets and I'd like to share my sexually drustrated (deprived & frustrated had nasty sex to create this creative word that has now become a part of my vernacular and the lovely locution I can't wait to share with my Fumblrs (Tumblr & Friends' bastard child) creative daydreams with as many people who have made it through this bible/, Novella (what a fucking lie, this is a full on Novel & y'all are so incredibly awesome if you have read this far at all!) of mine.

Additionally, I could only be so lucky for you all to spread your legs the word that I'm trying my hand at some filthy, sexy, envy-filled (among other things that will be filled) smut so it can be enjoyed by more because I myself have noticed a lack of RPF about a good handful of the men listed.

Anyways, I must thank you with every Fibre of my being for coming to my TED talk. No really, if you made it THIS far, I'm so grateful to you. I might extend my time limit to 72 hours to receive an overall verdict on whether I should move forward or not, but as far as time goes and how much I wish to put into this, I'd like to start ASAP.

I'd also like to assure you that the grammar, text-speak, and abbreviations will not be as disgustingly available as it was in this post (unless warranted. Hello sexting and texting), and I am very back and forth on whether I want this to be a love triangle or pentagon and honestly could go higher depending on who is chosen by my Champion. I also want to assure the future real MVP/G.O.A.T that whomever you choose will indeed have a lot of research and your input put into who they are for somewhat accuracy's sake.

In conclusion (I promise im really done this time), I hope you all had a wonderful Holiday and have a wonderful New Year!

EDIT: I have decided to include a poll with this post to help my fellow lurkers who aren't keen on commenting.

TLDR; I am wanting to create a smut fic including the above listed men and rich!reader who has taken up acting as a hobby. Production messed up the arrangement of their hotel for the duration of filming, and she invites everyone to stay at her insanely impressive mansion. Thus ensues a smutty love triangle, pentagon, nonagon, or whatever, and I'm just trying to see who is interested in reading something like this. I'm giving 48 hours (maybe a smidge more) time to determine if this is something anyone would be interested in, and this is what the poll is for. Those who reblog, comment, and interact the most will have their fave chosen (even if he, she, or they...[because I'm definitely pan and would love to add a girl, nonbin, or genderqueer actor in as well]..isn't listed). I also want to warn ⚠️ that this is an 18+ 🔞 RPG and assure you that grammar, research, and realism will be included.

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mxssingmemories · 9 months

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JUUUUUUULEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS hi okay so UM I HAE AN IDEA. tom holland x platonic bsf reader thing where reader comes out to him? it can be anything u want AND ALSO PLEASE I WANT TESSA IN THERE IF U CAN thank u beautiful i love u beaitiful bye beautiful

Best Friend Ever

Pairing: Tom Holland x platonic!best friend!reader

Summary: Y/N found out some news about herself and really wants to tell her best friend Tom. She's really worried about how he'll react, but he comes through like the amazing person he is.

Warnings: Anxiety, coming out, tooth-rotting fluff <3

Word count: 1.2k !!

A/N: Jules? Posting two fics in a single night?? What is happening? Anyways, I'm loving this request, thank you so much Ash <3. This fic was so much fun to write. Also, reminder that requests are very much open!!

It was a pretty quiet day in the Holland house. Dom and Nikki, along with his brothers, were all out of town on a "vacation" of sorts. Tom ended up staying home to take care of Tessa. He was pretty excited to finally have the house to himself for once, especially since that meant he could invite you over. Everyone knew that you were his best friend-you've been there for him during some of the hardest times in his life. You've known him since before his first Marvel role, and you were so blessed that you got to see him grow up in his own little ways.

You and Tom knew practically everything about each other. He could always tell when you were having a bad day or vice versa, and knew exactly what to do. So, when you showed up on his front porch for the scheduled hangout with a fake smile on your face, he knew something was wrong. He tried to get you to talk to him several times, but eventually just let it be. He knew you well enough to trust that if it was serious you'd come to him in your own time.

You two started your TV marathon-Brooklyn Nine-Nine, of course- and sat down on the living room couch. Tessa immediately curled up in between you both. You leaned into Tom's chest, allowing him to wrap his arms around you providing the casual comfort only a best friend could. His and Tessa's presence and breathing calmed you significantly, even as your thoughts weighed heavily on your mind.

"What if he doesn't support me? What if he breaks off the friendship? What if he hates me?"

Your brain ran through all of the possible outcomes with anxiety, thoughts whirling through your head at what felt like 50 miles an hour. Only when Tom's hand squeezed your arm gently did you come out of it, shooting an apologetic smile at your best friend. He nodded in understanding, holding you just a little closer as if he could protect you from the negative thoughts he didn't even know were there.

Logically, you knew Tom would probably be supportive. He'd had so many positive interactions with LGBTQ fans and family alike, but for some reason your brain thought it would be different. Oh well, you figured, might as well get it over with.

However, the second you opened your mouth, you felt your blood run cold. You quickly shut it again, hoping Tom didn't notice your little speaking mishap.

In reality, Tom definitely noticed. It only made him more concerned for you. You'd been off the whole day, not paying attention to the show at all. He knew all he had to do was wait for you to come to him, but he was still anxious as hell. Tom was a helper, and he had never felt the need to help more than he did in this moment.

"Want to go get some ice cream, Y/N?" he asked, a smile on his face. Your eyes brightened up as you nodded, jumping off the couch. "Okay, I'll get Tessa's leash on. You wanna grab a hoodie from my closet?" As you nodded again, he went to grab Tessa's leash and let you do your thing. You came back downstairs a minute later, all ready to go.

Tom put Tess in the backseat, making sure she was secure. The minute you got in, you stole the aux and Taylor Swift started blaring. When Tom scoffed, you smirked unabashedly-it was Taylor Swift. The ride to the ice cream parlor was uneventful, filled with quieter music and Tessa's paws on your arm. It was peaceful, and for a moment you were finally able to relax.

The bell dinged as you both walked into the shop, Alex coming over to greet you.

"Hey, loves! How's it going?" they grinned, already preparing your orders and Tess' whipped cream.

"Pretty okay, Alex! Mom and Dad are out of town, so me and dingus here are having a sleepover." Tom smiled, making sure Tessa didn't try to sneak behind the counter again. As soon as Alex got your orders prepared, Tom motioned to head out to the car, but you shook your head.

"Is it alright if I stay back and talk to Alex for a sec?" At his nod, you walked back in to find Alex sitting at one of the tables with a milkshake. They smiled and motioned for you to sit down. Nose deep in their milkshake, they motioned for you to continue.

Alex was one of the most open people you've ever met. They made it public knowledge they were trans, and you looked up to them very much.

You gulped. "How..how did you come out to your best friend?" Alex immediately sat up a little straighter and made eye contact with you.

"Well, honestly I feel like they knew. I kind of just came out with it outright. They were so supportive, and honestly it went really well. Why? IS there something you need to tell me?" they asked, a glint in their eyes.

"I'm pan, Alex." you stated, eyes widening when they giggled a bit.

"Dude. I know. I also know that you're terrified to tell Tom, am I right?" At your shrug, they continued, "I can promise you 100% that he's going to support you. He's your best friend, and above all an awesome person. I think you should do it. You got this kiddo," they beamed. Standing up to hug them with tears in your eyes, you started walking out. They grabbed your shoulder, and whispered "it's gonna be fine." Planting a kiss on your cheek, you finally met Tom outside.

You ate your ice cream on the way home, quite enjoying the newfound confidence the chat with Alex gave you.

The second you got home, Tessa jumped on the couch with you, effectively taking Tom's spot. He playfully glared at Tess and scooted her over until he was sat beside you. Turning on the movie, he felt you snuggle up to him and relaxed.

Your heart was beating, however, as you sat up again. "Tom. I really need to get this out and I've been thinking about it for a while, it's completely fine if you don't accept it. I mean it's not fine, it'll suck ass, but I understand-"

our best friend cut you off by placing his hand over your mouth, taking his turn to speak. "Y/N. Please just tell me. I won't judge you, I pinky-promise."

"I..shit. I'm pan."

Realization flashed across his features, and before your eyes could get too teary he pulled you into his chest.

"That's okay, kiddo. I know. I've got you, it's okay love." He continued murmuring support into your ear as your eyes got heavy. You knew you were going to fall asleep soon. You placed your hand on Tessa's head by muscle memory as she scooted towards you, finding enough strength in you to say three words.

"I love you," you sighed sleepily, your best friend's face going soft again at those words. He murmured his reply, but you were already fast asleep. The last thing you registered was the feeling of being loved, and you wouldn't trade it for the world.

#tom holland fluff #tom holland x platonic!reader #tom holland x reader #tom holland x best friend!reader #coming out #my writing #ash <3 #loving this

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piratefalls · 8 days

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20 questions for fic writers

tagged by @ninzied! thank you friend!

How many works do you have on ao3?

40!

What's your total ao3 word count?

169,903, which is a shock to me because it really doesn't feel like that much.

What fandoms do you write for?

previously teen wolf/sterek and hawaii five-0/mcdanno, currently taking my first stab at rwrb/firstprince

Top five fics by kudos:

(Waiting) Until the Sky Falls Down on Me (sterek)

Today and Every Day (sterek)

I'm Gonna Give All My Secrets Away (stanny)

Man, Interrupted (sterek)

it's my (pants) party and i'll cry if i want to (sterek)

Do you respond to comments?

i do my best! sometimes i'm terrible at it, but i try!

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I don't really do angsty endings! I'm a HEA kinda girl.

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

probably either Today and Every Day or it's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes because they both end in proposals lol

Do you get hate on fics?

never hate, but i've had a comment here and there that wasn't necessarily appreciated

Do you write smut?

not really anymore. i got myself to do it because it felt like the only thing that got traction and maybe if that was good enough it'd be a gateway to the stuff i enjoyed writing (and, frankly, stuff i spent far more time on). and i don't think i'm particularly good at smut anyway lol. but if given the choice between smut or funny/introspective i'm gonna go with the latter every time.

Craziest crossover:

I haven't done a crossover!

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

so idk who remembers this but a while ago there were people who would post people's fics to Goodreads and one of mine wound up there and those reviews hurt my feelings enough that i quit writing for a while after.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

not to my knowledge!

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

haven't, but i think it could be fun with the right partner!

All time favorite ship?

this is an impossible question and i can't choose. i love them all equally, just for different reasons.

What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

good lord my person of interest post-canon fic. will anyone read it? very unlikely. is it the principle of the thing? yes.

What are your writing strengths?

i genuinely have no idea. i've never given it any real thought. i mean, the build of what i write is some form of introspection mixed with humor, so probably those things.

What are your writing weaknesses?

plot and world building. i'm useless at it, for the most part. and like i said above, i don't think i'm great at smut. it's passable at best.

Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

i love it. though i do miss the days when people regularly utilized that hover function that would show the translation if you left your mouse over the phrase for a few seconds. way better than having to scroll down to the notes for the translation.

First fandom you wrote in?

teen wolf. much simpler times.

Favorite fic you've written?

I don't have a single favorite so I'm gonna go with a few for different reasons

humor: Got Your Body On My Mind (I Want it Bad) - mcdanno & co get sent to a sexual harassment training seminar. chaos ensues.

character analysis: Written in the Scars on Our Hearts - steve mcgarrett and all the ways a person can be touched and the

most cathartic: & lift him back up again - working through my own grief by making a character sad

crack, my beloved: it's my (pants) party and i'll cry if i want to - every time stiles orgasms his dick sounds like a party horn. there's glitter come. i might have been hammered.

tagging @wellhalesbells @priincebutt + i feel like doing an open tag for anyone who wants to share what they love about their work!

#about me

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lamentingocean · 5 months

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Mongrang x Jaha

Warning: cussing, a bit of making out, ballroom dancing, feed, a small amount of smexy time, they would make out after a argument I swear

Disclaimer: from the artist: @GCtyy9/ 🥯 this isn't my art, and it's from a Chinese artist in the same fandom, /Inspired by yeri's mongranjaha fiction. I love her fiction, so im willing to murk her in a rotmd fic battle every time.

~Made by Ocean~

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it's such a breeze. mongrang held out a note in near writing. he had rock candy wrapped in a small present, and then the top of the note has jaha name written on the top in such a neat chinese note. he sighed and shoved the note in the bottom of the ribbon so it won't fall out of the present. mongrang looked around and saw women eyeing him like a wet horny dog wanting a handsome man to fuck them, but he has no attraction to them whatsoever but is forced to just for the pervert demon role. he had someone in his mind other than these women.

mongrang dressed so fancy and so elegant as he's invited to an event that has to dress, be attired, glamorous, and royal looking as he could possibly be. the black rabbit clan wasn't far. for a man being trained by a badass master, being worked up for footwork, strength, reflexes, and swordsmanship. for being part of the light faction after all. he jumped from the forest to the forest. Until he can see the plum blossom pavilion or the town of ilyang right across from him. he slowly put the heel of his foot to the concrete ground, directly entrance of the black rabbit clan.

"Is he ready yet? I'm not trying to wait all day for that asshole to hurry up and get done." his hand shuttered in freeze once he heard the door opened during his process about the mad demon.

His jaw was on the floor once he scanned him, jaha was a beautiful man. His hair was all out like an ocean, and they wore matching outfits, but in a different color, he tied a small gulp of his hair into a small bun and showed off his style like he's a chinese model wearing a traditional outfit to shock the model industry. "What the fuck are you standing at poopy pants?" He had to pick the jaw off the floor to respond back to his sass. like away. the mad demon has a personality even to be shown to the factions of china and even to the league.

"Finally. It took you long enough. anyways. this event starts in about..uh 20 minutes. so we have enough time to eat something together. so you won't get poisoned by their food since the event is by a pavilion leader."

"I'll be fine. I will just kill them if they even think about putting drugs in my drink to kill me out of poison. But enough about that. where are you taking me?" he made eye contact with him and didn't say a single word to him back. The only thing in the silence is jaha's little insultive "hm," but he had an idea. mongrang slowly slid his fat fingers in the holes of jaha's hand and moved his body to the wall outside of his sect. he looked so sensual at this move, mongrang panted at his little looks. he's so sexy but so dangerous, everything you need in a woman or a man, but the man's side is a crazy demon that drugs people for fun. mongrang's fat hand slowly moved to the tip of his lips and tried to boost the mood a bit between their breath merging like soda and mint.

"I'm pretty sure you're thinking...am I going to kiss you? Or do you want to stab me in the chest for acting out like this. I can do this all day and even all my life.." he gridded his teeth like sand paper, breathing so hard it would make a tornado scared. so..do it. he reached to his neck and slammed his lips against him, smearing their lips together so harshly that even the wall was closing in on them together so deeply. he was out for blood, forcing mongrang into submission to entwine their tougues to stick together. That was so hot that even he had to moan out of that.

so then, jaha wrapped his arm around his body and pushed his neck closer into the kiss, so ravenous and so slow into it to be sure that it's filled with pure domination and lust. even their abs were touching together like anime tits, mongrang literally felt himself losing it to him but not here and not now. Not when a guard, a heavenly general, a subordinate, or anybody can come out of the gate and see them kissing so sensual. he moved himself out of the kiss. trying to catch his breath.

jaha also had to get it reclaimed back. Marks of saliva were like webs dipped in water, "ah...you ..fucking asshole. I wanted for you to continue. Why did you stop?" he sucked up some of his breath when the tie of their saliva broke. "Ah... you are so mean to me? take some accountability for your attitude, jaha. or do I need to shut you up myself."

"You know what. Just kiss me. fuck it.

"Are you challenging me right now? If you want to fight, then we can fight." jaha shoved his face in front of his so closely that even their noses were touch, and their eyes were 3 feet for each other. "I could give you an insult like normal. Poopy pants of the light faction. but having to deal with your flirting is so consistent. and I'm trying to keep that consistency."

"Are you saying you want to make out with me?"

"No, I'm just saying that your total lack of talent is starting to keep me up at night." he didn't even show his intimidation that much through his aura. but he only spat insults at him for no reason or to quince his hunger for mongrang's deliciously slim body. jaha crushed his small lips into mongrang. He hopes to get a taste or to insert some check that he's at the top here. he's always on top for such a dangerous young man with insanity bubbling in his head. mongrang slipped his skinny tougue right inside of his, leaving out only a small leak of saliva coming from the caves of their mouths. jaha softly moaned as his tougue action. starting to have the electrifying arouse surround his mind. both of them had that glow to their eyes. Even when they are fighting. They look at each other in either hatred or challenge. But this is different. they had a different glance at each other than before. it's not conflicted or hating. it's lust going on between them. but then.

A joint was pressed down. mongrang slid his heated hand onto the skin of his waist. it wasn't the clothes. Just the pure body. they both glanced at the door once they heard it open, their eyes rattled in sync as it was hongshin carrying a bag of stolen money in her hand. as she looked to her left is mongrang and jaha properly talking like nothing happened.

"What are you two doing? I just got back in through the back gate. gun needs to fix that?"

"Oh It's nothing. I was just telling the shit dog that I can smell his pants from here since he reeks of diarrhea." jaha had to glance at mongrang with a menacing look to keep his facade. "jaha you son of a bitch."

"you guys are so weird. Anyways. I'm gonna go get some food. And jaha."

"H-huh?" his drowsy look of lust almost leaked out of his face.

"Let me know if we have any more errands to do. I will inform the others about it. alrighty. I'm taking my leave. See you♡" she walked off with a weird energy lifting off her shoulders. like her mere presence didn't even belong there.

"good lord."

"Let's hurry to this party. I'm trying to get this over with so I can kiss you more. I'm really craving it." he said with a seductive accent. "Shut up. Ahh.." they got to their event. men and women were giving a glare from all over their bodies. jaha saw the booze and wanted to drink it all, while mongrang wanted to sparkle his face and look like a Chad towards women as the pervert demon. jaha took a shot of the booze and sat down in a random fancy table somewhere as he's surrounded by rich province men, girls, women, and old men even from the depths of china's caverns. he was observant. being in such a room when he can't even take a glance at rich Chinese men with a superiority complex. he saw mongrang cuddling with a girl with her mouth drowning of giggling and self-indulgent to such a man like mongrang..

He took once more sip of booze, eyeing at them in such an analysistic way. mongrang had his facade of pretending to be into the women chasing after them with their eyes love blind. he had that smirk. but it wasn't a real smirk. The purpose of the smirk was to charm women and seem polite to them, nice, caring, and the personality of being handsome. he rested his hand to a nearby table, putting the empty cup down to look at him in a far distance..he thought to himself: "why do I care about him so much..? I never want to associate myself with that asshole but I can't seem to drive myself to hate him even more. Did he put a charm on me? is this the male version of Badger Games? this is stupid. I'm being stupid. badger games don't work on me, but somehow an idiotic pervert is able to charm me...the mad demon..?" jaha slowly walked up with his lip, quivering in anger at these thoughts beating his love life into mush, having to think about being with a person you always hated is annoying.

he tapped the woman's shoulder. growing much more anger at this entire moment. this girl doesn't deserve to have a man like mongrang. isn't she a whore like all the rest of the women that approach him, giggling like teenage girls towards a corny boy band. "Who are you?" his lip curled in disgust at the thought of mongrang fucking a women in his private quarters but I think it might be jealousy planting into his heart. "Move out the way whore." his fat hands shoved her against since touching his hands feel like metal. she tensed up and walked away from saying one word to this random stranger. bad mouths get torn in the face of the ancient Asian world.

"what- Why did you do that? I thought that you didn't want to-"

"Dance with me."

"Oh, ehm, ok. are you sure? Everyone is staring at us." Jaha sensually walked up, clearly not giving a fuck about their eyes facing directly to two men dancing together as if they are together. But who cares about them? what are you looking at? jaha reached to the middle of each finger and slid their hands to be a complete puzzle together. and then they moved both in sync to the rhythm of the beautifully written and orchestrated chinese music in the background. their hand were merging together like a mix of colors in a paintset. since their hair is long enough to be big pigtails as a prank to be shown anyway.

they both glanced at each other, jaha's troubled attitude seemed to fade away at the midst of this royal dance between them. their dances were like taking out a pencil and creating a really beautiful project. each shade, each color, each detail, and each trimming. once it's finished. the remaining project can be taken to france's most beautiful museums. they both stepped back, and both of them were like in the spotlight. mongrang grabbed his waist and struck a finishing pose. they didn't even care if they were embarrassed. They didn't care if people hated them, and they didn't care about people at all.

jaha opened his red eyes so smally and zoomed his eyes at mongrang's sweat at trying to hold jaha at this pose. hard to carry a man with big pounds. he bounced himself right up and laid his head on mongrang's beefy chest. "Meet me outside. we will need to talk about something when this event is over. I'm not trying to see no drunken messes in here." Scoffing at jaha's normal disrespectfulness and attitude.

It was a couple of hours together. it was midnight. and the event is still going. mongrang and jaha slowly walked out of it once they felt tired. jaha looked at him once again, still with that anger shoved in him like a pack of gum. "Ok so...I wanted to talk to you about us. I feel like we have been liking each other even more for the past few weeks, even though we have already kissed multiple times, but that doesn't count as a relationship. I don't know what to do about you shit dog. until we can work it out and sort it out properly."

"You saying you like me..but your mind doesn't know for sure yet?"

"Yes." mongrang yawned and rubbed his eyes, having little sprays of tears in his eyeballs.

"So what? I still like you. and you like me. if you aren't sure about it yet, then it's fine. I'm not gonna force it upon your own will since we were previously enemies before. if you want more time then I won't stop you."

"No, but I'm saying that I want you more."

"WHAT?"

he dimmed his eyes like what he said wasn't the cause of an aphrodisiac or the booze at all. but what he's saying is the truth, mongrang was so dumbfounded and surprised that even question marks are hanging above his head. "I- you really do? An insane maniac like you? A madman.. like you..is able to say something like that?"

jaha grabbed his face and kissed his lips on the spot. leaving his reaction to only to dissappear when mongrang starts to accept his kiss. mongrang stepped back into whatever place his feet could lead him that doesn't show the public. jaha was forcing the kiss. but he enjoyed it just as his actions. they were on some concrete.

which means they are at the back of a building or an area to put trash in, jaha moaned into this sloppy kiss, thinking about nothing but mongrang and the black rabbit clan's wellbeing. mongrang placed him on his lap and smoothed his hands to his body. jaha was actually so in love, but showing it would only cause damage to himself and then blow it off as a false emotion. the hands of mongrang went to his neck and hair, softly caressing it like it's a teddy bear. mongrang closed himself deeper into their kiss like rock. pushing their heads together just for their sensual session of their lips.

mongrang breathed out once their lips separated from each other. jaha's eyes looked up and down onto him, and the only thing he saw was just pure enjoyment of the mad demon's seductive fury. "You could battle me in tougues shit dog. and then succeed. but I have something else in mind."

"Oh really? do it then."

(Merry Christmas, you guys. I am overworking myself in the mix of school and work, posting, chores, and cleaning (totally not mentally done with the world), but I will continue posting, so stay following♡)

#return of the crazy demon #jaha lee #return of the mad demon #webtoon #광마회귀 #HOLY SHIT THATS FUCKING HOT #need jaha more than my life #nvm i dont value myself

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poisonouswritings · 2 years

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In honor of Sage's birthday today (he's such an old man plz), I'll be reblogging some of my personal favorite Sage fics. Here's the link to his masterlist (for I am nothing if not an attention whore). And here's a few thoughts how you would celebrate!

GN!Reader, mentions of alcohol (vague), fluff with a hint of sad

I mean,,, you already saw what his perfect birthday looks like. Friends and family crammed into the tavern, free drinks, and lots of fun. You'd figure that knowledge would give you an edge to throwing a party, and normally you'd be right!

But. Well. That was before.

While Sage most certainly is still the same man you fell in love with (no matter how much he fears he isn't. You still have to reassure him sometimes), there's no denying that the trauma he's endured has left deep scars that may never heal. Loud noises make him flinch. Crowds have him reaching for his sword. So a tavern filled with drunks is obviously our.

But maybe you can do something else?

Luckily, you've mastered the Astrolabe by this point (I'm borrowing this headcanon) so you have an idea.

You wake up that morning to Sage (he never sleeps in anymore, not unless you drag him back into bed and climb on top of him so he has no choice) getting dressed as silently as possible. A glance out the windows shows the sun is barely peeking over the horizon. It's early even for him. When you start to sit up Sage quickly, gently, nudges you back down. It's too early for you to be up. You've been working hard lately, with the bounties and the magic training and all, and you need rest. Hell, the only reason he's getting out of bed right now is because Tulsi said she needed him for something. You grumble and hold onto his arm until he kisses your cheek, then allow yourself to be tucked back into bed. You close your eyes. Breathe deep. Fall back asleep.

Or look like you're falling back asleep, anyways.

It's not hard to track his progress. The thud of his boots as he pulls them on and stomps against the ground to get them snug. The rustle of his cloak as he pulls it from the closet and throws it over his shoulders. The clink of metal as he fastens his sword holster around his waist. The silence as he hesitates in the center of the room. Slow, careful footsteps. The crinkle of leather as he leans down to adjust the blanket to cover you a little better. The warm breath on your skin as he kisses the top of your head and mumbles a 'sweet dreams'.

The door clicking shut.

Once you're confident he's gone far enough away from the room to not hear you, you clamber out of bed and start getting dressed. Tulsi promised you a solid 8 hours. That should be enough.

By the time you step out of the room in your Earth clothes, Anisa, Felix, Rime, and Elowen are already waiting. Even in their most toned-down outfits, they still kinda look like cosplayers. Whatever. Especially with Anisa's slit pupils, though right now they're big and wide in excitement.

"And you guys are sure you can act normal?"

"Absolutely!" "Most certainly." "Doubt it." "Absolutely not."

It's the best you'll get from them. While Anisa smacks Elowen's shoulder and Felix starts protesting against Rime, you head down the hall.

It's better to do this outside, after all.

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You should have put Anisa on a fucking leash.

You guys teleport back to Earth near the convention center. So long as you stay in this area, Rime's horns and Elowen's ears shouldn't draw too much attention. Luckily the con is right in the center of downtown, so you have plenty of options. Unluckily it's right near a busy main street and Anisa keeps wanting to chase the cars.

As soon as you turn your back, she's darting around to explore. At one point you catch her eating a decorative piece of soap she swears she thought was chocolate.

Single braincell behavior.

Elowen has to keep a tight grip on her arm as you lead the four around, stopping in at party stores and liquor shops and bakeries. Any time you guys pass a toy store, you're being dragged in by Anisa. She wants to touch things!

Those children's chemistry kits,,, Felix buys like nine different ones.

Anisa gets a fidget cube.

You catch Rime eyeing the RC cars but he doesn't buy anything.

Elowen gets a set of throwing stars.

You end up finding a really cute toy for Sage. Rime teases you and you flip him off. Sage likes stuffies!

You have to make several trips between Earth and Fathom. It's a lot to carry, after all. The dining room table gradually gets more and more obscured between ill-wrapped presents, fluffy pastries, gleaming bottles, and party games.

You have to promise Anisa multiple times that you guys will come back to Earth for a little vacation and to let her properly explore.

It takes a few hours to get everything together. A glance at the clock shows you have about two hours before Sage and Tulsi are back.

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It's been a long day of working in the forge. Tulsi had just barely gotten her shop set back up after the bullshit Gramme - the Lord of Shadows - had pulled. And a lot of people had broken their weapons and armor during that time. Even more people wanted new weapons and armor in case there was another attack.

So Tulsi is raking in plenty of gold, but she's working every spare moment of the day, no matter how much Sage tries to tell her she needs a break. In fact, she only agrees to close for the night and come over to Fathom when Sage pulls the birthday card.

So back to Fathom they go. Sage's anxiety is betrayed by the incessant sweep of his tail. He's not fond of leaving you for this long. Though he doesn't say it, Tulsi knows he's afraid you won't be there when he comes back.

She wonders if he'll ever stop holding his breath when he steps over the threshold and looks around for you.

Instead of seeing anyone in the entry way, there's a piece of parchment.

"Come outside!" written in Anisa's familiar swooping swirls.

Tulsi hops forward, and from the grin on her face it isn't hard to tell she knows what's happening. Sage tries not to laugh at the way she hops down the hallway.

Of course you would try to throw a surprise party for a mercenary.

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Fathom's bathhouse has been decorated. Fairy lights are strung between the rafters and looped around the trees. A table has been covered in a red-and-gold tablecloth and topped with a few presents and a tower of bite-sized red velvet cupcakes.

(ignore the cake topper)

Another table boasts bottles and bottles of liquor that Sage has never seen before and some mugs, as well as one massive bowl of trail mix and another of pretzels. You've also got your phone set up (Sage has seen it and tinkered around with it before, but he still doesn't really understand how it works) to a big,, cylindrical,,, thingy that's playing music. It's nothing he's ever heard before but he likes it.

Elowen is sitting on the edge of the pool in a black bikini. Anisa is already in the water, talking about something exciting if the wild hand gestures are anything to go off of. Felix is sitting off to the side with a book and a cupcake. Rime, thankfully, is nowhere to be seen.

He hears you before he sees you. Are you seriously trying to sneak up behind him?

Yeah. You are. And Sage lets you.

You wrap your arms around his waist and hug him tightly from behind.

Tulsi pats his shoulder and beelines for the makeshift bar. Go have fun, babe.

When Sage turns to face you, the first thing he notices is that you're in a swimsuit and your hair is wet. The second thing he notices is the big smile on your face. "Surprised?"

Now he laughs, cheeks a little pink as he loops his arms around you and tugs you flush against his chest. "Definitely. What is all this?"

You smile warmly, scratching softly behind his ears. His purr is soft and embarrassed.

"I know it might not be the party of your dreams, but..." You shrug. "Hopefully it's okay."

His tail winds around your upper thigh as he chuckles and leans his head against you, nuzzling up to you a bit.

"It's perfect."

#last legacy #fictif last legacy #sage lesath #sage lesath x reader #fictif sage #last legacy sage #ozzy daydreams

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powderblueblood · 5 months

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https://www.tumblr.com/powderblueblood/736193748508295168/the-lacynancy-friendship?source=share

excuse me but i need it NEOWWW

UH YEAH AND i can't wait to give it to you but in the meantime i need everyone reading this to do their due diligence and send fics were reader and nancy have an actual genuine friendship because

and if you'll allow me to rant for a moment

i feel as if robin is the default Friend for most reader!fics (mostly down to them being steve romances or what have you, totally understandable and i respect it because robin buckley do you need a bullet taken for u? baby i'll do it) but i need some platonic love for my girlie nance

nance the one who always has that hair mousse you like and plenty to spare, nance the one who drives you places, nance who makes fun of you for being messy and you make fun of her for being type a, (the warring insanity when you and nance are both type a????), nance the one who rolls her eyes at your love advice but takes it in secret anyway, nance who'll still play mash with you when you're well into your 20s and simultaneously single, nance the one person who will call you on your shit FOR REAL because she's never had time for bullshit a second in her life, not yours, not anyones, but especially not yours because she's your girl and she wants the fucking best for you

NANCY WHEELER!!!!! PRINCE VOICE I WOULD DIE FOR YOU

#powder room talk #Anonymous #nancy wheeler x reader #KIND OF?????????#brought to you by tesco chicken wine.

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bepoets · 5 months

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odd numbers (In Dreams (I'll Meet You In Warm Conversation) )

Unwritten/Unpublished Fic Asks

Thank you, Trish!!🫶

Okay first of all, for those who don’t know, “In Dreams (I Meet You in Warm Conversation)” is my very lengthy title for a tedbecca soulmate au I’m writing where Ted and Rebecca meet each other in their dreams long before they meet in person! Everyone cross your fingers that eventually I finish it because it is one of my favorite things I’ve ever written!!

1. What are you most excited about when you start to write it/publish it?

Are y’all gonna think I sound a little conceited if I say getting comments,,, I’m Sorry!! It’s true!! I love validation!!! There is no cooler feeling than getting comments from my friends being excited about something I made!!! That’s so fun to me!!!

3. If unwritten, when do you think you will start writing it?

Technically Some of it is written!! But I’m going to try and work on it this month, like hardcore sit-down-and-focus-and-write-time type work on it.

5. Is there any scene you're excited about writing?

Honestly every single dream sequence!! They’re so fun, and so full of little references to their future in ways that I just think are really cool!! Also writing Ted and Rebecca at a variety of ages is both nerve wracking and exciting and I cannot get enough of it. There is one dream sequence in particular that I cannot wait to write, it’s a little heavy but I’ve got it pretty well planned out so I can’t wait to tackle it!!

7. What are your plans for -Rebecca-?

My plans follow pretty closely to canon for s1 so far. Seeing as Ted and Rebecca don’t realize they’re dreaming with each other even after they’ve met in person because of … reasons !!!

Anyway!!! It sticks pretty close to the canon of s1 but I do have plans for Rebecca having a silly little tizzy when she realizes the person she’s been dreaming of for decades is Ted. Very much Rebecca dancing and yelling “top of the pops!” in s1e9 vibes but like … More. I really love when that woman is a little insane🥰

9. Is there anything in the fic you're not so excited about writing?

I’m pretty excited to write all of it!! I’ve been in love with this idea for so long I just want it to meet my little daydream expectations!! However, there are some parts where I have multiple options for how things could go and I’m not looking forward to choosing one because I love them all so much

11. Is there any scene you can't wait for people to react to when reading? Why?

A couple different ones!! I think their first dream meeting is very sweet and soft, and I’m really hopeful people that people will enjoy that!! As well as the big emotional dream sequence. Also I just love seeing the different things that people end up loving that I didn’t anticipate so like…all of them, all the scenes

13. Is there any unwritten/unpublished fics you haven't mentioned you're gonna do?

Considering I haven’t mentioned any of my unwritten/unpublished fics on tumblr the answer is so fucking many❤️ my brain won’t slow down it’s so many ideas and so little words!!! But there are a select few that I’m really really trying to push through and finish soon!!

15. Do you have any unwritten scene that you think about a lot?

For “In Dreams” I am literally always thinking about Rebecca’s inner monologue for when she meets Ted in person for the first time. It’s always there. Rattling around in my brain. It’s not written down but I have replayed it - at minimum - seven million times while folding laundry.

17. When publishing it, will you have a posting schedule or will you just update whenever?

I don’t intend to post it until it’s all written, but who knows!! If I do wait until it’s complete and it’s long enough for chapters like I’m planning it to be then I’ll post them 1 day at a time most likely! Or maybe once every other day.

19. Is there any scene that you feel is really planned out/going to be really planned out?

I have every dream they share before meeting in person very planned out!! In detail!!! Some of them are only planned out in my head but they are Planned!!! What I absolutely need to make very planned out is the reveal but that is a problem for future Brooklyn 😌

21. Is there any unwritten fic that you don't know if you ever will write?

For like a year and a half I’ve had a notes app page in my tedbecca fic plans folder that literally just says a lyric from the song “Marbles” by The Amazing Devil. (For those curious the lyric is “All the bastards applaud when I show that I’m flawed / You’re not flawed, darling, you’re just a little underrehearsed”) And I have tried so hard to figure out how I want to incorporate that or turn it into a fic and I really don’t think I’ll be able to!!! But damn do I love it!! So even if a fic never comes out of it, it’s still a nice lyric to think about and cry over!!

#ask game #ted x rebecca #realizing I haven’t talked about writing on tumblr in So Long that I don’t recall my old writing tag and definitely need a new one #bepoets fics #there we go that’s it now #anyway find me and my 2 published fics on ao3 under the same username as my tumblr url🫶

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vodid · 1 year

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