lady amber my beloved

I will never care about besties tim and Damian or a good relationship between Damian and Bruce until everything tim and bruce did gets seen with the same weight and vitriol everything Damian did. Y’all dragged that shit for years on Damon’s part but now you think ‘I’m sorry I wasn’t understanding of you even tho I was right and you were evil but it was just bc u were brainwashed and refused help and I should’ve done more but that’s not my JOB that’s just the kindness of my heart so really the person who’s wrong is you but aren’t I so nice and understanding and emotionally mature for saying sorry?’ In every fic for Bruce and Tim is appropriate for them to move on 😭

im the same anon with the doomerism and i wanted to tell u how happy ur response made c: my family is trying to figure out if we can replace our regular suburb lawn with more uh. like a native species lawn?? like more native plants and grasses?? i dont remember the name for it rn. our house borders a drainage canal like a big dirt one but it doessnt flood often so like theres animals living there. we hve bobcats and coyotes and armadillos ! and so the native lawn would be super nice !

Okay so for the most part you're not going to get the same "lawn" effect in most areas from sticking to native species because most areas are...Not Britain. It's fine to have SOME lawn, just don't mow it too short or too often, and let wildflowers and "weeds" live there, and it's way better than a chemical soaked wasteland.

But! Idk what kind of biome you're in, so it would depend on that, but if you want to make wildlife happy, devote some spots to becoming a clump/thicket of native plants. Think in terms of patches and clumps instead of individual trees/plants. If your yard was once a forest, plant trees—you don't have to space them far apart if you are going for forest density, and if you put several deciduous trees in the same relatively small area, you will get enough fallen leaves that they will mulch the spot and it won't require mowing. A sufficiently shaded area won't really grow enough grass to mow anyway. Moss, on the other hand, will love it.

People think the only options are lawn or flower bed, and that flower beds require CONSTANT maintenance/weeding—but I have come to the realization that this belief about gardening exists because everyone maintains flower beds as like, open expanses of mulch with individual plants spaced even distances apart, which is just wildly unsustainable because nature is gonna fight you on that. Nature wants to fill every niche and space.

The reason weeds proliferate so fast in people's flower beds is that so much space is empty in a flower bed where you try to keep all the plants separate and neat, and crucially, this means there's a huge abundance of sunlight reaching the ground. In nature, where there are sufficient conditions for plants, more plants will just keep growing out of control until the ground is shaded enough by existing plants to inhibit the new ones.

There's a specific type of plant in nature that basically exists to take over newly opened up space and/or chisel a foothold in otherwise hostile space. That's a lot of the plants we know as "weeds." When a big tree falls in the forest, everyone is going to pounce on that lighted patch lickety-split and try to fill it up as fast as possible. If a drought kills off most of the plant life in an area, or a spot gets depleted of nutrients and barren, you have "weeds" move in and basically get it ready for other plants again—they keep the ground moist and their roots stop it from getting packed down too much, and they add organic material, and they attract birds and wild animals that will spread the seeds of new plants and trees.

Except for invasive species, being a "weed" isn't bad, it's just a job.

But even invasive species that don't belong in the ecosystem will sometimes eventually regulate themselves once the slower juggernauts catch up. Callery/Bradford pears form impenetrable thickets on newly cleared land, but plant big shady trees and eventually they cannot compete. The problem is that a lot of invasives are really good at just completely choking out everybody else.

But I digress: plants can pretty much share the same space, just in different niches. Some plants are ground-hugging, some grow really tall, some are more bushy and spread out, some are weedy and good at slipping in between other plants, some depend on being shaded by other plants. If you don't want to have to weed too much, make sure you're not trying to maintain a garden patch in a state of barrenness and underpopulation, basically.

Crowd em in, let them figure themselves out, if somebody starts taking up all the space you can step in and manage them. And if you fill all of these different space slots, and you're not too picky about having some surprise plants pop up, you can end up not needing to maintain too much. The thing about native species is that they can generally hold their own without constantly needing to be on life support because...they're built for it.

But if you live in an area that was a forest, it is actively trying to be a forest again as we speak, so eventually you'll end up having to remove saplings from your flower beds all the time.

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hello all, thank you for taking the time to read this silly little blog intro!  my name is lucifer and you may use any pronouns you feel fit for me, i’m not picky in the least. i am nineteen, going on twenty this year and a proud virgin— i mean .. virgo. i’m terrible at writing bio’s, so here’s just a few things to know about me — i come from a land down unda, i sow chaos, confusion and mild amounts of concern in the hearts of everyone i meet and oh, did i mention how much i fucking love frogs? like, i can’t get enough of those funky little guys. that muppet has inexplicably and irreparably ruined me. and now, moving right along with a word from our sponsor, who just so happens to be the most beautiful, amazing girl in the entire world — my darling girlfriend! love you, boo <3

❝⠀⠀ hi. i'm lucifer's 𝖇𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖉 &. today i'm here 2 talk abt the one nd the only: lucifer. first, they vvv friendly. it's almost scary bc who tf is that nice. well i have news for u. they are. i'm still shy to approach them even if we're tgt bc they like. rly talented. they modest asf but they're rly good at everything they do. esp writing. nd art. like girl i can't even begin to tell u. u hve to see for yourself. also: charming. so playful but in endearing way. and. that dumbass never fails to make me smile. 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭: so. protective. their loyalty is absolutely. shocking. nd they dn't just give that away. next slide: observant. and so focused on details &. ideas. constantly thinking abt smth. seeing them brainstorm or voice their opinion will never not be fascinating. furthermore: they genuine &. best believe they'll keep it 𝟏𝟎𝟎 w u. they dn't play w bs yk. it took a lot for me to understand they hve good intentions. they're good to me, &. they treat me so well. but now ik it's bc they truly love me. to close: i'm not the type to say sappy things. even tho that's all i did. but meeting them would be so worth it. it was for me. but u better not hurt them. or i'll hve a nice chat with u. anyway. ty for reading this far. if u need me, i'll be busy planning lucifer's demise. farewell.⠀⠀❞

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  ⠀⠀⠀games i’ve played ⠀…

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ok, so this might sound dumb, but it midnight, and once again im lonely.

How the hell do people have "best friends"? like actual ride-or-die friends. Because I have friends, but like, casual friends. I dont even know how to make good friends. But even my casual friends arent like good friends.

And, a lot of this is on me. I have trouble reaching out, so when I switched schools, i stopped interacting with my friends as much, because thats just normal for me. They are still my good friends, thats just kinda how I opperate? I get busy with school, or volleyball, and forget I have actual human friends for a while.

Like, I'm moving back to my old school, so I have been trying to reach out to my friends from that school. And, ngl, this is mostly my fault, because I have not talked to them much, but they wont respond. And its not like they are doing anything malicious, its just that they hve other things to do. when we stopped talking, they found someone else, and now im left kinda waiting? Like, they dont even respond? They just leave me on read. And like, I get that people have lives, but i am reaching out, and they arent responding. So I text them again, maybe they respond, maybe not.

And heres the thing. I may be busy, but I will ALWAYS respond, and I am always there. So like, when I have to send double or triple texts? It kind of hurts.

Like even the people that i was REALLY good friends with, they just have better things to do, and It kind of sucks.

And I need some friends right now. It would just be nice to have people to talk to, but most of the people I know are basicaly casual acquaintances. Which kind of sucks. I just feel like I have no meaningful relationships.

anyways, if you need a friend, hit me up. I can be dry, but I will respond, and I can sometimes be fun.

Took a dry cotton swab to that SMB3 cartridge. And now i'm in world 4 with not a single issue so far. I'm pretty happy about that.

The reason I even hve this SMB3 cart to begin with is because I stumbled onto it in a thrift shop around christmas, looking for gifts for the family. Well this cartridge literally had my name on it... not my last name, just my first name. I decided to get it, and promise myself an NES by the end of the year. I didnt' know if it would work, but it would have been nice to keep on my shelf anyway.

Glad to see that it seems to actually be in better shape than I expected... now if I could just get that Zapper working...

OK I have an opinion on something that I think maybe some people wont like so of you don't post it I get it but it's a topic I think worth discussing. A few lqbt+ woso players hVe recently spoke out against the world Cup in Qatar and say they will not be watching any of the games because they don't agree with it. I understand that stance, as a queer person myself I also will not be watching any of it this year because I can't support an event in a country in which simply being myself would be a crime. However I am really struggling with the hypocrisy of some of these players speaking out now when it's topical and they can put themselves front and centre in the conversation but ignore the fact they fuck off to dubai for a holiday every turn about! You know, dubai the city in the UAE where homosexuality is illegal and can carry a death penalty! Perhaps some people with more money feel safer in places like that than I would but they chose to ignore the fact that people in the queer community from those places have an incredibly difficult life and its a weird stance to chose to support queer communities in one of these two countries and not the other. Its a bit insincere to use your voice to speak up for queer apeople when you can get all the good media you want and say nothing when you are getting your nice holiday in the sun!

Anyway, just something that had been annoying me about some players that I wanted to get off my chest.

Have a good day 😊

no worries anon! honestly i think this is a fair point you're making about the hypocrisy of it all. never understood the dubai appeal for this reason and i defo agree it's a (rich) privilege thing, not even having to bother to think about human rights issues in the country you're visiting to enjoy your holiday. guess it's also easy to ignore if you just stay within the walls of your luxury resort.

it's possible the players who spoke on this wouldn't go to dubai anymore now, but agree it's not a great look.

looking back at all my old crush blogging posts and girl. she had no idea what kind of person she was about to meet. that guy who i was freaking losing it over? we have like. a mildly antagonistic but loving sibling relationship now and its awesome i still really love him but jesus christ i do not want to date him. even a little bit. we kiss each other on the head and cuddle when were drunk and thats our relationship and it awesome. but BUDDY

GIRLLLLLLLLL I HAD NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT KIND OF PERSON I WAS ABT TO MEET AND THEN BE A LITTLE OBSESSED WITH AND THEN . girl ok

i met this person and i thought they were so cool and theyre also best buddies with one of MY best buddies from middle school and they also have a similar gender as me and i wanted to live with them. i was like man. i would like to live with them bc i just wanna be around them more i wanna be able to wander into the living room and find them and i was like yeah thatd be nice but didnt entertain it further but THEN. GIRL THEN. we were talking about our housing plans for next year and i was like yeah im just gonna live at home until spring term and then live on campus and they were like my relationship with my parents is kind of dependent on me not living at home and then i said yeah mine kind of is too i was just planning on sucking it up and dealing with it and then they were like do you wanna get an apartment and i felt like my brain exploded like literally LAST WEEK. THE WEEK BEFORE THIS i was like auhhww i wanna live with them auauauauau but it wont hapen auauauauau" and THEN BOOM

GIRL AND THEN

GIRL

we were hanging out at my friends formmy other friwnds birthday and i was just calling people bc i love them and there was another crew hanging out at another friends place. so i called my other friend and said hiiiii and then i called this guy my Guy that i want to kiss and i was like hiiiii and they said where are u and i said im just at [friends] for [other friends] birthday and they said ok im gonna come and visit and they did and then we somehow got onto the topic of well anyways i was like man i havent kissed anybody in a while and i was a little past tipsy so i was just sayin shit. but then they asked who i wanted to kiss and i said idk bc i wasnt about to say you and then theu were like do you wanna kiss me and i said yeah sure and then they said were gonna be such good roommates and i was like yeah and so. i feel like jm exploding. at this point. abd then i had to follow up and be like hey

you know more what you want generally and im still figuring it out. and i still want to kiss you and thats all i really know right now and they wrre like ok we'll figure it out and then thag night a BUNCH of unrelated stuff happened and then finals snuck up on us and every thing has kind of been a little on hold since then bc i dont think either of us hve the capacity to have to conversation that i want to have with them so im just chilling for now but i feel like im about to like achieve self actualization

why couldnt u love me :-( i hate u n want u to hurt only so ull be like in a bad enough spot where i am like suddenly on the same level as u again. i want u to be worse so that way im good enough for u again. i wish i was enough i wish we couldve made it work i miss u n i just wish u couldve loved me back we couldve had somethin.. i wish i didnt fuck it up n run u off, but like it wouldnt have worked out anyways u like hated or thot everything i did for fun was cringe. whch sucks cause i always loved hearing abt what u got up to but anytime i told u something abt mee u would be so upset and like offensive. wish i was good enough. i dream abt u still i have nightmares aht u still and i wish i could just get over you already but anytime i am not busy ur there in my head n u can never leave. i dont think ill ever get over u, i hope u didnt block my number but u probably did, i hope ur soin okay i hope u find like love or happiness or somethin man because i just like i wish i was as good as u n im jealous of how like everything u are. u hve friens ur in school ur funnier than me ur smarter than me ur cooler than me ur cuter than me ur funner to hang out with than me ii wish i couldve been with u just so i could see aomeone so much better than me all thw time like exist, why did i have to fuxk it up. i hope u didnt block my number i wanna msg u in a year just so u can block me then n twll me u hate me n twll me ur better than me still and then ill be sad but atleast ill get to talk to u. i wonder if u still stalk my socials any. u peobably dont ur like better than me u probably like have already forgotten abt me. i wish i was dead i wish u could bury me i wish u would do me that one kind favor of killing me off finally, i am a weed in ur garden and i just need to be picked, please talk to me. please think abt me like how i am always thinkin abt u, i want to believe ull remember me but ulllll be better than me again and forget everything one day. i miss when u made me cry, because atleast u were talking to me, i miss when i made myself get no sleep for weeks at a time just to talk to u more even if it was ruining my brain it was nice. please kill me misha. show me that u hate me show me anything i am so starved. i wish i was dead 👋🥰♥️

For the song ask game = 'Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In!' by Will Wood? I would link it but Tumblr doesn't like me for some reason

i really enjoyed this song. idk if youve also listened to these but if u love this song i recommend brutus by the buttress and viva discordia by the handsome devil

anyway, the au: izuku doesnt have a quirk (as usual). all might tells him that becoming a hero would be suicidal

izuku's like 'yeah? ill fuckin show u suicidal'

joins an underground fighting ring to prove that he isnt weak and useless

he loses at first. he loses a lot. inko got pretty negligent after her husband left bc of izukus quirklessness, so thats one more thing fuelling izukus spite. anyway, she doesnt notice that he comes home injured all the time, and doesnt pick up the phone from the school telling her he isnt coming in.

eventually izuku starts using his smarts to strategize against his opponents, how to use their quirks against them, how to make their bodies betray themselves

he learns how to read their psyche, how to find and dig at psychological wounds like a bloodhound

understandably, he makes enemies

he feels bad, at first. he has nothing against these people, but a fight is a fight and izuku has something to prove

hes nice and apologetic to ppl he pissed off in the ring, much less nice to ppl who attack him unprovoked

ppl realize something is wrong when one day bakugou catches izuku by the shoulder and izuku nearly strangled him against the wall and snarls 'try it again ill kill u' and it feels real

bakugou was less scared of the slime villain than he is of izuku in that moment

izuku sees it. he stumbles back and runs away bc bakugou was right. he couldnt be a hero. he didnt think he was a villain, but...

his info gets spread around: the quirkless champion of the kawara underground ring

he draws peoples interest. some negative, some positive, some neutral

he starts getting attacked oretty frequently by assholes like the dregs of the MLA, ppls he previously fought and screwed over, and sometimes their family members with a grudge

oftentimes izuku gets hurt, even so he doesnt kill the people that come after him

one fucker holds a kid histage to get izuku in his hands (overhaul) and izuku fucking loses it

obviously leaving these fucks alive is dangerous to both izuku and everyone else

overhaul is the first to go. he gains the bastards trust, lures him into a sense of security, then hits him w one of the quirk suppressant bullets, then stabs him to finish the job

the facility is a mess, and izuku takes jo prisoners bc everyone here is scum (except eri, who he very quietly drops off at yuuei bc if any ppl could handle eris quirk itd be nedzu and eraserhead)

izuku continues to gain power to keep himself safe, whether he really wants it or not

he creates a truce w shigaraki that essentially boils down to : i wont step on ur toes if u dont step on mine.

someone kills inko one day. izuku grieves as much as he can, organizes her funeral, then fucking vanishes

dedicates his life to growing stronger and staying alive, having completely forgotten that his original goal was to probe that he was strong enough to be a hero

it all comes to a head when izuku is doing some training in the basement of his organization (criminal, information-gathering, becoming a huge threat bc they sell info to villains and heroes hve no clue how theyre getting the info) and all might fucking busts in

and then hes lost for a solid minute bc isnt that the kid who asked him if he could be a hero

izuku grins and asks 'so? would you say im suicidal?'

essentially, this au is summed up by izuku hitting rock bottom and pulling out a pickax

Y'all i am not gonna lie but this has left me a bit confused. I dont know if i am just dumb and didnt get her motives or maybe i am just reading too much into it. But i am confused. And this confusion has led me to form a theory. (These are all assumptions. I am just theorising how it can go. I am not saying this is how it should be so if u find it dumb, u can say so)

So the thing/ to be more specific the person who has left me in this state of confusion is kobachi osaragi( miko's friend). I didnt completely understand why she so desperately wanted ishigami and tsubame to get together. I mean i get it that both of them were kind to her. But so was miko. And miko is her best friend, wouldnt you naturally just support her? Okay even if she doesnt think that both of them would be good for each other unlike ishigami and tsubame, why did she hve to rub it on iino's face? . It seems a bit weird honestly. Cause even i or anyone for that matter knew that the guy their friend liked was crushing on someone else, they wouldnt rub it on their face.

Anyway all this has led me to theorise. This maybe complete bullshit and make no sense. But what if. What if osaragi actually liked miko romantically. Liston liston. I mean we know that osaragi is one of the impossible girls of the academy, that she never really dates anyone for a long period of time. What if shes trying to date guys cause she has been in denial and thats why it never really ends up working out with anyone. Moreover she knew that ishigami sent miko that flower but she probably didnt mind cause she knew if miko came to know the truth, it would just leave her disgusted. Thats why when she notices miko falling for her, she gets so scared because she knew. She knew that it had potential. That they could actually work out. She knew cause she herself has even mentioned it before.Thats why she was so desperate for ishigami and tsubame to get together.

I mean theres also the possibility that she likes ishigami or liked him and wants to do something nice for him and tsubame senapi. That is possible too. But why rub it on iino's face?? U can support them and still be nice to your friend. Help her move on but.

I dont know. This is all just assumption at this point. Maybe i am just reading too much into it.Y'all are free to call me stupid.

No lie I’m so happy you’re open about your age in the fandom, I’m 23 and get shit from minors about it. Honey please just lemme enjoy something in my boring adult life 😩

live your best life so long as you’re doing it safely!!

like, it’s difficult navigating teenager centric fandoms as an adult bc one, you do wanna respect that a majority of fans are kids/teenagers and hve to be aware of that fact. but on the other hand like... let me watch this slice of life shit when i work my 9-6 jobs please let me just vibe with something fun with relatable characters and cute designs and funny dialogue lkjasldfja PLESAE

i pay my BILLS i have good CREDIT i own a CAR???? if adults can ride the nostalgia train of Pokemon for literally three decades then i should be allowed to just chill with my dumb animes. Yes, i watched the Owl House when is even more for kids than MHA is and it was cute!!! also, i really appreciated Eda being an older woman protagonist like that rep is rarely seen and it was nice

anyway, kids, don’t make fun of adults bc you’re gonna be an adult sooner than you realize so please enjoy your teenage years but also being an adult is rad bc i can go out and buy donuts and cute clothes and do whatever i want in my spare time bc it belongs to ME and no one else