#and whatever the fuck else. im done tagging this
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i think this pretty much sums it up.
i could go more in depth, but i'm not going to
#twilight#mcr#gerard way#robert pattinson#dakota johnson#the batman 2022#and whatever the fuck else. im done tagging this
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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,
if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."
i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,
i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason
#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions#ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person#if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully#that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is#not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion#yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something#like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad#honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner#and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion#and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf#its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333#ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions#ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol#being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless#but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy#and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize#ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people#so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3#i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE#watch nobody read this fr#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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this is also why i stopped using my tracked tag for a while tbh
#and i might do it again bc its just#a reminder that no one rly cares abt what i do / who i am etc#which might sound over dramatic idk how else to describe it tho its just hollow#it feels very much like a Chore and a Task and if i dont reblog things fast enough from my tag#people get very angry and/or upset with me even tho theres just#so much content and i have 0 time so everything gets queued no matter what#like this whole experience feels like a chore lmao#and it never ever used to#but now theres so much animosity if i dont behave / interact with things Properly#or whatever the make believe rules are idk#this dash can just be so negative like have we all truly descended into madness during this hiatus#bc like i get it ive been up and down and all around too but ive never been straight up MEAN to anyone in this community#and i never want to either so this entire situation thats been bubbling for months just feels like shit#bc what the fuck changed and how do we get back to where we were#i never ever ever ever felt this way before like idk the middle of last year#but ever since like last fall its just been idk. Bad#once again im sorry if ive ever done anything to upset anyone but my silence / absence doesnt mean i dont care#ive just been Incredibly busy due to some real life changes that are out of my control#i might not have energy to answer everything but i do Read everything and it does make me smile#and i save messages that are kind in my heart so i can be reminded of the root of what this blog is supposed to be#a space for something im very passionate about and previously had nowhere else to express said passion#so like idk if we all like the same things why does this weird feeling of competition linger over us lmao#why do all ccs have to fight???? each other???? when we all love and do the same things????#i have nothing against anyone personally but what i Do take issue with is the way that ive been doing this since 2021 and im fully just#ignored and shoved aside by so many people for reasons i fully dont know or understand#so yeah idk this is a novel i just woke up from a spontaneous nap bc im so exhausted i can only stay awake for 3 hours at a time#but yeah anyways idk !#be nice its so easy !#tbd
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i will never understand the "stop casting straight actors as gay characters" argument. people just wanna out gay actors so they can have a better grasp on who to hate.
#like this is notttt the argument u think it is#'gay roles should be reserved for gay actors' TURN ON UR BRAIN#i understand wanting to have more queer actors and to have them get more recognition. that's completely fine and im all for that.#what im NOT for is trying to enforce that every gay character has to be played by a gay actor#like did u guys learn nothing from kit connor#or all of the other actors that were forcibly outed due to this argument. like seriously.#im sorry im ranting but dear lord man#i just saw a clip of a decently popular influencer saying shit like this and it makes me so upset. esp coming from a queer creator.#celebrities owe us nothing. absolutely fucking nothing.#they dont owe us that knowledge abt themselves and we should not feel like we're entitled to it just bc two men kissed on screen!! goodness#celebrities are people and they deserve their own privacy and to have their journeys on their own time just like everyone else#they dont even need to have a journey!!!! they don't have to do anything!!! they can just live their lives!!!!!#idk man this really gets under my skin#stop trying to force people to come out just so u can make sure the very little amount of queer media we get is 'genuine' or whatever#like u sound ignorant and bigoted dude cmon now#am i gonna get hate for this i swear#anyway rant done its 1:30 am im gonna go back to! writing!#long tags#rant
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oops, i stayed up too late futzing with the shading on this. dnd character lineup! i wanted to compare their heights. (and somehow, nimbus is STILL getting taller with each level. this chart will be outdated by the time we play again.)
anyway. putting this in the queue so it gets posted at a reasonable time and not 3am. but i WILL be thinking about them all day tomorrow, i'm sure of it.
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#character height chart#tagging that so i can find this later lol#should i tag names...? ugh whatever#tribune nimbus#alpha glory#raz#luvo#nin-aya#hoshi#sseja#fuck it whatever thats good enough#anyway. look at them look at them look at them#very very pleased with nimbus's muscles#and with raz's itty bitty grababble waist >:3c#and glory's hands OwO#and hoshi's smug little knifecat expression!!#i DID make this for like. primarily shippy reasons if im being honest...#i was having trouble visualizing how big nimbus is compared to everyone else#and how small sseja is#now i know that even raz's skinny old man ass could pick up sseja and carry her like a large cat#love that for them#and nimbus could pick up raz (he has done so on one occasion already lmao)#fdhsdfshdfgjdfgj#god i love these characters. i know no one else does but im obsessed with them all.#need to finish that rp with glory and aya....soon......#the robot cannot kiss people but by god i am going to find a way for the robot to fuck. mark my words.
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ive spent like 20 minutes trying to world this eloquently but i give up; im a big fan of linebeck just. not being capable of watching over kids not the person to be the guardian of a group of young people he struggles to take care of himself at times and has so much shit going on that it takes about one conversation with oshus for the old man to realize that this guy is. not doing great
#this was gonna be like. a jokey post at first juxtaposing oshus’ expectations vs reality with linebeck but im too emotionally drained#so real linebeck talk in the tags bc idk if ive actually talked much abt like. the specific as on why. iwrite and see him the way i do#likr. off the bat i put him at like 19 in ph and im too fucking tired and just. done rn to justify that like whatever kill me if you wish.#like. hes. been throught a lit hes been abused neglected used ignored hurt ridiculed violated deceived hes so fucking tired#hes worn down over the course of ph it causes him to finally like. express his anguish over what hes been theough its cathartic#hes getting pushed but talking to oshus and being around link loosens him up and he fucking. cries properly yknow#he cries about everything and the last bit of ph hes kind of an emotional wreck but hes finally letting himself feel all that shit#he cries he struggles to articulate himself he has a violent public meltdown as he becomes fed up with his reputation#and it all culminates in bellumbeck just. being a really raw examination of what hes been through and how he feels and what to do now#he hates people he has people he wants to kill people he wanted to kill but after bellumbeck its just. hes tired. hes processed everythjng#and then he needs the post ph crew and everyone they meet along the way to just. be a fucking support system for the first time ever#like post ph hes rhe captain he runs the ship he keeps everyone in line he can do that. but hes softer more vulnerable more self doubting#hes kinder and more hesitant but trying new things and being more openly passionate abt his interests#and he keeps working through his trauma he finds out what else it causes problems for and everyone. supports him#hes not capable of like. being any kind of parental figure to link in ph his perspective on like. how to handle kids is fucked#because his perspective on what a normal childhood should look like is kind of a mess#his perspective on relationships is murky on love on adventure on self expression but post ph hes just. free. tired but free#he manages to take naps the group helps him eat properly he learns his physical boundaries and actually does what he loves#idk. im just. man idk. its still measy but like. my version of linebeck is. i really hate the idea that its so out of character its not him#like. idfk what to even say abt that. idfk what ‘in character’ looks like when you hc a character to be masking in canon#when you hc them to be lying and covering things up and just. subdued bc theyre working on stuff#that they lie and exaggerate their own traits on purpose but let the truth through some cracks like what rhe fuck then#i hate it bc i dont see anyone else think of linebeck anything like this so im scared im fucking wrong somehow#im tired. i recently learned that one of my cats has been burrowing under and chilling under a blanket we cover a couch with#its very cute
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I'm on season 5 of breaking bad and at this point if walt doesnt die horribly I will be upset
#he has it fucking coming#this is in response to him whistling with no cares in the world after jesse is fucking devastated about the kid dying at the train heist#but also im at the last straw with skyler#she can't live with herself and everyone is blaming her for being unfair to walt#like the first few seasons whatever. hot girl summer and all that. but he literally only cares about himself#no empathy for anyone else#and only feels bad if something happens to jesse. but doesn't regret it#im just done with him#die bloody already#get caught. something#breaking bad#walter white#started for money and quickly led to him being out for blood and turning into a greedy bastard#naomi watches things tag#drunk on the power that's he's never had in his suburban life
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babygirl i have so many more bitchy opinions about this fandom that even my blog followers dont hear about
#sees a post and immediately has like 5 bitchy thoughts about it like girl chill out#shoutout to the cafe who have to hear my unfiltered opinions about like fucking everything#anyways this was brought by being tired of cranboo crit at this point. idk why but it just always makes me roll my eyes#is this how ctechno enthusiasts feel /hj#i suppose i just dont see the purpose in people deciding to just randomly shit on ranboo all the time#like ok we get it you think hes a shitty writer and that yout hink his character isnt interesting. can you at least tag crit#for the love of god#this post was also brought by perhaps having Opinions about tubbo3091 and being nitpicky#for clarification i dont think its a bad blog or extremely ooc or whatever#i just never get people hailing it as the One True ctubbo interpretation when like. from what i can see the point is to be Funny#i see tubbolul as a much more in character depiction of ctubbo in an rp blog#but really in general im just tired of depictions of ctubbo being an asshole to ghostboo#thats my ultimate break off of enjoyment with ctubbo depictions is if theyre like unrelentingly an ass for ghostboo for no real reason#without like. consideration to how he actually acts which isnt like. bitchy or passive aggressive#but just vaguely distant and at times dismissive#i do think hed be kind of a dick sure but like. not by actively insulting or yelling at/about ghostboo#i think theres plenty of interesting ways to go about ctubbo being sort of a jerk to ghostboo at times#but im personally burnt out on depictions where hes actively a dick that only sees ghostboo as a big nuisance#idk exactly how to articulate it its just something that has to be done in a specific way or else i roll my eyes#mask mews#negative
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Idk, working on this sidlink fic again is making me really happy. Primarily because i forgot how insanely funny the concept of an abo fic where one of the people involved knows absolutely nothing about abo while Very much being someone subject to that ruleset is.
but also because i haven't written for them since totk was announced and I forgot how much I love them.
#hes concussed. He doesn't remember jack shit#also im putting this here. this tag was written apr 30th and if Ganon does turn out to be a protagonist or demi hero in the new game#i just want to say i fucking Called It. Alone togethers entire plot was going to be about Ganon zelda and link learning to deal#with eachother. and that ganon was going to have been sealed away intentionally by the hero and princess of the past. to save Him as well#as everyone else. they were Friends.#Anyways Yes that is stolen from that one comic.#ok im done now#but yeah thats what killed my motivation to work on aline together. if the new game Is as similar to my plans as I think it might be#i want to play it before going too much further#and if its not then im carrying on as though it was never made. and then writing a bunch more involving whatever happens in it
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alright im back whatd i miss
#also its my sister's birthday so cheer and fucking clap or whatever or else#also also i got my first fucking sol done with so yay#i was literally the first one 2 finish so im kinda scared i fucked up#but i won't know until at least saturday#so. yay (not really)#personal tag
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today i return to the sea
#mine#its my last first day of school (until/unless i go to grad school but thats way off if it even happens)#the rest of these tags are all just going to be complaints so keep scrolling if you dont gaf#ok first complaint. my schedule is stupid and awful i think#winters schedule was weird too. but this one kinda sucks#the main problem i see is that both of my main classes are in the middle of the day so theres probably going to be people eating#(i have mis0phon1a)#so thats number 1. 2nd problem is that those classes also have the grading scale where u need at least 95 PERCENT to get an A. girl!#they are also both 400 level spanish classes so theyre just going to be kind of hard and annoying and a lot of work in general#the next problem is that my other class is actually not quite a class it is a teaching practicum. which i didnt even 100% want to do#but the certificate could be useful so im doing it anyway.#one of the guys in that class (i know some of the students already from winter) eats like a hog for like the first 20-30 mins so thats goin#to be miserable i bet. also at some point im gonna have to teach a lesson myself#which is scary and also frustrating because again i didnt even really want to do this. WHATEVER#ok what else. ummmmm#oh i think i might be unemployed LOL normally my boss would have done schedule coordination stuff like last week but i havent heard from he#at all. this is because we are government funded and the government does not want to fund us anymore -_- suck my balls#and my hog too. so money is going to be a concern which is especially awesome because ive already been trying to save up#becaues im moving out this year hopefully so im gonna need $ for that and for probably upgrades like i might get a new phone and computer#and stuff etc. and i live in an HCOL area so even though i literally just buy groceries my bill is like $294358939358/month#SIGH. also of course the final problem on the list is the behemoth of them all: i have to apply for jobs#i made a little spreadsheet to hopefully make the process easier. but its going to be agony lol fucking resumes and cover letters how about#i just kill myself now -_- and fucking interviews too. fuuuuuck you suck my nuts and dick and balls#i dont know how im going to cope iwth any of this LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and also as usual i have like no friends so its just me going it alo#alone* in this big awful spring. 2 and a half months of this.#i suppose i will need to go back to the dispensary.#fuuuuuuuuuck man
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imsoo normal about guys byw
#sprry this is the start of my downfall im actually going to theow up and vomit and die#fronting daily actually sucks!and i have no restraint on my curiiusity and i have to figure shit out and i literally want to die#cause like i found out shit i didnt want to and its entirely my fault too bro i cant even be upset cause i went looking for it ughhh#i should be allowed to die afterschool so i dont have to feel anything else tbh thatd be a pleasure great thing whwatever#this is genuinelky the repeat of my downfall again literally september all over again and its just march jesus fucking fhrist bro need todi#the nervous system is so dumb what is ooottfvgvsh or whagevr i hate that dumbass acronym i hate healrhcare#serenity save me 🙏 save me serenity 🙏 come home#everyone keeps sayng that but qith donald trump#anyway back to me i need to scream and not just to serenity cause i feel bad🤭 no emojis are tood enougu anymore bro im going to kms#killing myself so fucking hard like a vampire driving a stake through his heart sort of shit ykwim like a siren drowning ro sokething poeti#save me sid 🙏 sid save me actually hed laugh at me for hthis lowkey which is soo deserved cause real bro why am i breaking down at midnight#on a dchool day too bro again and again i dont want to go to mf schooll and be obsessed w k. hes fine but i genuinely cant do my work#lowkey would iet be weird to talk to my ex ab my relationship with him cause like yea i miss him ykwim and i need closure but i got a crush#cause like on one hand its like i was the one who brokenup ykwim like even if the circumstances werewei4d whatever its like why would i hav#the right to even bring it up and i alr crushed on a new guy and like ignoring the uguult i do like him ughh broni want to kms#i love love i just dont love lvoe for myself cause ugh bro i hare one guy idc ab his crushes but he made me hear ab them lke idc idek him#sorry u had a bad experience w bi girls like idk what u want me to say ??? surprise me too ??? tff ugh i hate love girls#i need a gf but the thoigjt of liking a girl genuinely deeply scares me to my core cause i like girls but ppl dont like that i do ykwim#all mu friends are fucking gay bro idek why im so worried ab liking girls like who is there to disappoint but myself and my entire family#noo pressure qt all being oldest and queerest like ok yeah its midnight happy new years. i need this blanket tobsuffocste me#sleep wrappedup alr like a borito burito i dek and its not enoughh i need a soul crushing embrafe to sleep#ok im done i got post vent clarity i need to sleep#post#erics tag#delete later#serenity needs this as a ref in the morning#i beed my mom to cry to but j cant tell her any of this id rather be eaten alive by bugsbro and if i just cry to her without a reason#shell fs go througj my phone and fimd out why anyway so wjats the pointtt my god i tqlk too much and vent too much#gota flair forbthe dramatics ivguess mb
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Bad may have severe head trauma but I swear to GOD I will make it worse if he doesn’t stop disrespecting Leo’s space
#i don’t care I DONT CARE#I’m sick of it. when he moved around Leo’s room while she was gone and now with ninho taking bagi there#ok show dappers room sure you’re the parent man. why then Leo’s AND NOBODY ELSES huh#and Leo has a bigger room for a reason alright. and good luck asking her to share#I know I know maybe he doesn’t get the significance of what he’s done in his state like canonically. but brooooo#the ninho room of all places. and bagi of all people. I love bagi she loves the eggs but she’s not on the best terms with foolish rn#she’s v suspicious of him yknow. it’s like it’s a thing of respect#and bagi doesn’t know it’d be bad form to get that way stone#I’m just im sick of it IM SICK OF IT#just because foolish and him are immortal fuckin bestie worsties whatever the fuck doesn’t mean there aren’t lines!!!!! Leo isn’t foolish!!!#that’s her NINHO ROOM it doesn’t MATTER how empty it is or how she doesn’t like to use it it’s a matter of it’s her SPACE#aaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaa#not even organizational tag tagging this I’m just complaining#z speaks
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i need more friends i need to socialize
#i HATE tuesdays and thursdays bc i have Nothing to do besdies wait for my bf to get home. usually#like tuesday i at least went to the store and did laundry and was productive but today. all ive done is get my car checked out and went to#meijer for batteries. this sucks dude#and the only other person in the house doesnt wanna hang out with me :( hes watching his show or whatever#i should probably eat at some point but i dont want to. maybe ill make lemon bars actually#but its so hot and i dont wanna turn the oven on 😭😭 FUCK i hate today#anyway im also day drinking bc ive got nowhere else to be so i figured. why not#so yall might be seeing me a lot today. hi mutuals get online so i can be less annoying <3#talk tag
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wgat the fuck is wrong with me tbh how come i haven’t gone on a mikumei reblog spam moment on this blog yet
#stfu#i havent done that on my old blog either#so hashtag FUCKED UP if you ask me#im one of the 3 mikumei pioneers!#i dont even know if i tag my other miku ships… wtf do i have negitoro mikurin mikulen tagged#what about hanamiku or gumimiku or whatever the ship name for them is#i def have kaimiku tagged tho#MIKUMEI IS LIFE BTW 💚❤️#i gotta reblog mikumei#later when my exams arent killing me and im rushing to reblog shit from my drafts lol#i would queue but it takes too long to pick which ones in the order i like#im a control freak sorry#only ships i talk abt publicly are vocaloid ones btw i have no guts to talk abt anything else
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Telling myself it isn't my fault some people don't know how to communicate and resort to extremes out of absolutely nowhere without even once expressing their feelings
#like. really i know its not my problem that They couldnt communicate#but also#i think its uniquely cruel to tell someone they arent as alone as they feel only to block them immediately after listing every problematic#thing they did#it was brought up Maybe once and at that point they unfollowed me because i posted things that triggered them#i offered to trigger tag things and they declined saying it would be cruel to ask me to trigger tag my entire blog#but regardless of that they still visited my blog regularly and i had No idea they did#and they vague posted very passive aggressively about me making myself out to be a uwu poor victim or whatever the fuck#like im sorry who exactly was disregarding their own mental health by monitoring a blog they found triggering?#not me#and again. they declined my offer to trigger tag.#not saying im perfect cause god knows i have a fuckton of issues but also#i just think its very telling to preach about communication and many things while going against every one of those things#at the end of the day i did what i could#crazy but i do think i deserve better than what they did to me#anyway#its understandable to not be comfortable talking about your trauma but im not making this the opression Olympics by finally#being comfortable enough to talk about my trauma#that would be if i blatantly claimed my trauma is 'worse' than anyone elses#and i never have done that lol#vent#miles rambles
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