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Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3
#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip:#this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over#but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome#which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive#until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated#usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips#(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips#and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips#in all the dermatological literature he had read)#i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall#leave the area the heck alone for at least a year#because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed#so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life#and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well#i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face#and not being able to take proper care of the skin there#and this is just too much for me#i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on#but i must and i will#this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly#and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do#i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome#on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies#and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting#(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said)#(it'll be fun she said)#ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc.#thanks for reading ily <3
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keeksandgigz · 3 months
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how you get the girl- day 3 of keeks's lover house series
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Day 3 of my Lover House series♡
♡Best Friend! Steve Harrington x Fem! Reader♡
modern setting, playful banter, this is tooth rotting and disgusting, a smidge of angst, all my readers are gonna be queer sorry pookies <3- i'm actually not totally sure about this one, but I hope you enjoy regardless <3
Read Day 1 here! Day 2 here!
"broke your heart and put it back together/ i would wait for ever and ever"
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"Listen, it's not my fault you're going through a dry spell right now" you bolt through the door of your apartment, the boy following you with an armful of grocery bags.
"It's not a dry spell. It's not a sex thing. I just can't get anyone to like me anymore, let alone guys" you huff, setting down the groceries. It's been a continuous thing, you coming to him to complain about how slim the dating scene has been looking for you.
"Well, if you weren't an asshole maybe girls would like you more" he grins at you, at that, you proceed to punch him in the arm.
"I promise you, I'm not being an asshole. I did everything you told me" you whine, plopping yourself on the couch with a bag of spicy chips.
You'd been begging Steve to give you pointers on how to strike some luck in the dating scene. Except the pointers were all wrong.
When you asked Steve to help you to at least be able to get a date, he rose to the occasion. Or at least you thought he did.
With the amount of experience that he has, you didn't think twice about asking him. However, Steve had other plans.
He didn't seem to like the idea of you going out with other guys. Or girls. Or literally anyone who wasn't him. One small detail got in the way of him asking you out. You've been his best friend since you started college.
You were in the same orientation group freshman year and he saw you sitting all by yourself at one of the food hall tables. He was the only out of state student in your group- a match made in heaven.
Too much of a pussy to ask you out, there you are. Your senior year in college sharing an apartment off campus that his dad is very kindly paying for.
And while Steve blossomed and bloomed in the popular crowd, branching out and joining fraternities- you seemed to be okay with just being Steve's best friend.
It did give you automatic invites to countless frat parties you never went to, just because they weren't your scene, unless it was a gala, then he'd always ask you to be his plus one.
A concept you never understood, with all the girls you'd find sitting on your couch in the morning as they quietly nursed a cup of coffee- looking like Steve had cured them of every ailment- he still asked you to go with him to those things.
Tired (and maybe a little jealous) of the banging of his headboard against your shared wall, you'd started heading to the library to study. The cute guy always studying calc began to catch your eye. And with every time you'd headed to the library, he got closer and closer. Until he asked you if you wanted to grab a coffee in the morning.
In a panicked frenzy you kicked the pretty blonde in Steve's bed out and told him to get decent. It was an emergency. In no time you were plopped on the couch, phone in hand taking notes of whatever Steve was saying.
"You can't be nice to him on the first date. You have to, y'know, bully him a little bit. Show him a little banter" he runs a hand through his hair, and for a second you falter. Did you actually wanna go on that date with cute calc guy?
"I know guys like him. If you're nice to him they're gonna start thinking you're gonna give it to him, like, immediately" he scoffs. Steve knew he was pulling out these tips out of his ass, but cute calc guy needed to go.
So you follow Steve's pointers to a T. Cute calc guy never asked you for a second date.
So there you are.
"I promise you, I'm not being an asshole. I did everything you told me" you whine, plopping yourself on the couch with a bag of spicy chips.
"I mean, I was being an asshole, but it was, y'know, banter" you stuff your mouth with chips, and Steve feels like the asshole now. He shouldn't have played with you like that. Especially knowing how much it weighed on you.
So he sits down next to you, he places hand on your knee. He feels like shit.
"I shouldn't have given you those pointers" he mumbles, unable to hold eye contact. He did that when he majorly fucked up.
"And why's that?" you ask him, a concerned look in your eyes, unable to read his face.
"Because I pulled them out of my ass" he sighs, hand brushing the bridge of his nose "I didn't want you to hang out with that guy"
Your heart falls.
"Why the fuck would you not want me going out with him? Are you my fucking dad?" oh you were furious.
He couldn't hold it in anymore.
"Because I'm an asshole who can't admit I've liked you since our freshman year" he blurts out.
All he hears is silence, before you stand up and go to your room, slamming the door.
You spend the next days not being able to fathom why Steve wouldn't tell you. On the other side, however, you seemed to be relieved that Steve at least reciprocated your feelings.
You just couldn't look at him yet. And judging from how much of a pussy Steve had been hiding his feelings for you for four years, there's a long waiting game ahead of you.
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It takes Steve a week to come grovel at your door begging for forgiveness. A fancy bouquet of flowers in one hand, a box of your favorite chocolates in the other. He's drenched from head to toe.
You eye him up and down, still a bit skeptical.
"I- uhhh walked in the rain to get you these. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry" he hands you the flowers and the chocolates. You take them with a bit of hesitation.
"I forgive you if you take me on a date" you lean on the doorframe of your room. Steve's eyes bug out of his head. Have you had a thing for him this whole time?
"I've liked you since about the same time you started liking me, Steve. Cute calc guy was just to make you, I dunno, jealous. Or maybe so that I could feel better about myself" you shrug, but Steve doesn't respond. Instead he cups your cheek and kisses you.
A delicate kiss, with a sigh of relief on the side. He couldn't believe that after all this time you idiots liked each other the whole time.
He detaches from you, noses still touching "You're gonna need some help eating those chocolates" he whispers. You laugh against his lips.
Later, when you're on your third or fourth Harry Potter movie, he turns and sees you've fallen asleep. Steve just smiles to himself.
At least he got the girl in the end.
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l0sercat · 1 year
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Jack the ripper NSFW alphabet
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A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
He will get you whatever you want. He'll prepare you tea and draw a bath if you want.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He loves his thighs, they're just so big and thick. He loves how much you love them and obsess over them.
He loves your eyes, the way they shine in the light. They say eyes are the gateway to the soul (or however the saying goes)
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)
He likes to cum in you and have you milk him dry but if you don't want it he'll come in your mouth.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He has had many fantasies of him holding a knife to your throat and making you surrender to him, and then him fucking you and doing what he wishes to your body.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
He only has a little experience. But he knows what he is doing. Look where he grew up...
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
He is a simple man/gentleman, so missionary. He likes to see all of you while he is fucking you.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
He is more on the serious side but there may be some goofy/light hearted moments.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
He is very well kept, so you don't have to worry about any of his pubic hair in your mouth or scratching your face when you go down on him.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
He will be very romantic amd makes sure your comfortable. He wants you to love every second and enjoy the experience. He never wants to be like those men who only takes pleasure for himself.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
He doesn't jack off unless absolutely necessary. He much rather have you to take care of it .
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
He likes knife and blood play. He honestly likes anything that has you at his mercy and that gets your heart racing. He wants to see that pretty color consume your body.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
Bedroom. It's very convenient for him and a safe place.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Seeing you vulnerable and weak with that gorgeous color cover that body. But he also likes it when your in a little tight dress making him apple pie. Makes him want to bend you over that counter and take you right there.
N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He won't do anything involving another person. You are his and his alone no one else will see you so exposed and vulnerable.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
He loves giving, your moans are music to his ears.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
He is slow and sensual, but catch him on an off day, prepare to not walk for the next day.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
He doesn't like them because he can't just do one quick round. He likes to have a full session. Al the quickies you guys have lead to hours of fucking.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
He will experiment with you and he is down for certain risks.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
He can last for hours. He has a ton of stamina.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
He doesn't own toys and he prefers not to use them. But if you ask nicely he will use them on you.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He will tease a small amount but not a lot, he is a gentleman after all.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
He makes noise; panting, whining, groaning, moaning, you name it. He wants to make it clear that you make him feel good.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
I feel like he would like CNC and voyeurism. He definitely would have you cock warm him while he's reading.
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
He is a decent length at around 6 inches and 2 inches thick.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
It's a good drive, he's not horny all the time and can control his urges. If your horny he's horny.
Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He falls asleep after a couple minutes and after your taken care of.
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Favourite (+ Least Fav) Male Seiyuu
Please check out the original post here!
This post will cover 1-2 on the original post.
While the ranking is based off of purely my personal opinion, I thought I would state some factors that go into the ranking.
Voice acting ability: This is pretty standard. You know what to expect here. Performance is a key factor here. If they can act well and convince me of the character they're playing, then I consider it a good performance. Range is another lesser component. If I feel like they have incredible range in terms of their voice and emotion, that also comes into play.
Sentimentality: This is very subjective. This takes into account things such as access to good to roles and the impact of those roles which largely depend on how good the show is and how strong the writing is. Voice actors can try their best and give really good performance, but if the production, writing, art, or directing isn't good, it can all amount to close to nothing through no fault of the artists involved.
Musical ability: These days, voice actors are expected to sing with few exceptions (Akira Ishida is an exception, for example).
Voice: Yeah, if I like their voice, it boosts them up the list because it's a voice acting list. It has nothing to do with their voice acting ability. Although, range can help this a lot.
Personality: Although it doesn't really have anything to do with any of the other categories, personality that is shown through shows, events, and radio do play a small part in this because seiyuu are ultimately entertainers. These days, they are expected to be the whole package.
For each choice, I will include a gif of a role that I liked (recent roles are prioritized) for the top ten.
Least Favourite Male Seiyuu
Eh, there are some voice actors I definitely don't like as much. Okay, obviously, I am going strictly on voice and artistry for this one. I'll save the other ones for another time. The first one that popped into my mind was Daiki Kobayashi. The second was Tatsuhisa Suzuki who did not land in this category because of his scandal. He's here because I don't find him in good in most things that aren't comedic. I can't take him seriously in serious scenes (like Bryce Papenbrook).
Favourite Male Seiyuu (TOP TEN)
HONOURABLE MENTIONS:
These ones are definitely nothing to sneeze at. I just ran out of spaces. Heck, I had to skip a few voice actors I liked here too. Actually, now that I think about it, the ordering changes really frequently so don't pay too much attention to that. Or anything. My opinions change.
Yuuichirou Umehara
This one is kinda funny. I haven't exactly seen a whole lot of range from him. However, I have enjoyed a lot of the things I've seen him in recently (Romantic Killer, Villainess Tames the Final Boss, Cautious Hero). He performs his type-cast as the ikemen particularly well, but I feel like they're only casting him as characters that are handsome because he fits that physically. I want to see him play someone absolute repulsive. I've heard him play a disgusting creep on his radio show with Koutarou Nishiyama, and it was funny (especially since it was unscripted). He is really good at singing, and I hope to see a solo career eventually. His honest personality is endearing in a way because it's just plain amusing watching someone who looks like he doesn't really want to be there having to exist there. It's relatable.
Natsuki Hanae
I honestly didn't like his voice at first. In some ways, I don't like his more annoying roles, but lately, the casting has done his wonders. I think it's pretty self-explanatory why he's here. I definitely like how he changed his image from old "Hanaecchi" (especially since he's a proud dad now).
Kensho Ono
He dropped quite a bit since my previous list. This is probably because he hasn't had any standout roles recently. Yuri is funny but kinda annoying. We see a lot of Kana fangirling about being married to him, but I want to see the other side. She called him a "natural ikemen". We need to hear from the "natural ikemen's" side.
Junichi Suwabe
His voice is well-suited for a lot of stuff, and he's really good at voice acting. He's definitely top-tier, and my favourite role would probably be Odasaku from BSD. However, his most recent role that struck a chord with me was from "Kotaro Lives Alone". That anime was harrowing for a lot of reasons, but you see some of the reasoning behind his character, it just makes you feel something. Go watch that show. I should've written a "Why You Should Watch Kotaro Lives Alone", but I was pretty lazy and a bit too stunned by the show's approach to such mature topics in such a simplistic/childish art style. Watching that after hearing him as Sukuna was a trip.
Akira Ishida
ZURA JANAI, KATSURA DA!!! Yeah, he's funny. I don't see much of him, and he's definitely not one for the public eye, but he is genuinely one of the greatest voice actors with some of the widest range I've ever seen.
Miyu Irino
I attribute the propaganda spread by datenshi-luci on Tumblr and others for keeping his placement relatively consistent. His music (from what I hear) is good, but I couldn't find it on Spotify last I looked. His acting has moved me to near tears twice with Anohana and Koe no Katachi. I haven't watched his recent roles. I don't keep up with Osomatsu-san, and he hasn't had a huge break in Mob Psycho 100 YET. I'm waiting. And won't bother with Platinum End. We all know that show is crap. Did you hear it got renewed? Bro??? Give me Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun season two.
10. Kenjiro Tsuda
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I know we all know him for Way of the Househusband, but I actually still like his role in ID: Invaded. And we obviously can't forget Nanami from Jujutsu Kaisen. He definitely has a "ikebo" which is basically the seiyuu slang for "handsome voice" which a lot of the actors on this list do, but he definitely nails it perfectly.
9. Yuuichi Nakamura
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I feel like his over-saturation in recent seasons has led to a bit of decline for my personal enjoyment of his roles (especially since over-saturation leads to more bad roles). This is obviously no fault of his as a voice actor or anything. I know it's ironic since having too few roles can also have the same effect. I still say that Fruits Basket 2001 got the casting better for Shigure and Hatori. Why? Because he's darn good. My favourite recent role is probably Gojo for obvious reasons which is that he's funny. I still need to finish the rest of Clannad (finished the first season) and some of his other good roles.
8. Tomokazu Sugita
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Honestly, he hasn't had that many huge and major roles since striking it on his own, and I think that's good if that's what he wants (especially since his YouTube career is growing little by little). But I don't have a ton of recent roles that I can point at and go, "Yeah, I like that." I think the last one was the Usahara from Uramichi. Besides that, he places here due to pure nostalgia and sentimentality alone, and I think that really shows. He was hilarious in a lot of Gintama (which is essential for the show), and he honestly made me feel feelings when I watched SKET Dance (which you should totally watch). Although known for primarily comedy, I think it's really easy to forget that he is just as capable acting in a serious setting.
7. Mamoru Miyano
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The man, the myth, the legend. This will probably move up quite a few spaces once we get his performance as Douma WHICH I PREDICTED, BY THE WAY. He can sing, dance, act, and he's got it all. Really an absolute unit. My favourite casting is when they get the description "Funny man that cries on the inside" and just get him to do the role. Dazai from Bungou Stray Dogs? Kotaro from Zombieland Saga? And maybe even Okabe from Steins;Gate (haven't watched it)? Absolute genius, but he can play anything.
6. Yuuma Uchida
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Fruits Basket is clearly still on my mind, and his song Speechless has got to be one of my favourite anime endings of all time. I find it funny how he's always type-casted as the tough and grumpy type when he's the most giggly fun guy off-screen. We're talking about Kyo from Fruits Basket, Ash from Banana Fish, Megumi from Jujutsu Kaisen, Uenoyama from Given, Chika from Kono Oto Tomare, etc. They always come with an optional "soft on the inside" subgroup. His sibling stories are funny, and he has the weirdest laugh. He was originally put on our radars by his familial connections, but he quickly shot his way up to becoming one of the best newer voice actors.
5. Yoshimasa Hosoya
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This is probably one of the biggest drops. I haven't seen him in much anime as of recent. This will probably shoot back up after I finish "Yakuza's Guide to Babysitting", but until then, I can't remember a recent role I really like. As such, he's on here because I like his voice and there's a lot of sentimentality to back it up. His track record is nothing to sneeze at, and even though he's usually a side character, that doesn't make him any less as an actor. Plus, he has a really good singing voice.
4. Hiroshi Kamiya
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His best recent roles were from Kakushigoto and Uramichi, and those roles surely don't disappoint, but he also a huge nostalgia factor as well from things like Noragami and Angel Beats. He seems like such a stoic guy, and even though I don't like his singing at all, his acting is enough to carry to him to this high on the list. Although, now that I think about it, I don't like any of the top 4's singing.
3. Yuki Kaji
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This guy is winning at life right now. I haven't even watched his recent good roles in Attack on Titan or Ousama Ranking. This rides on pretty much just how much I like his past roles. There are a lot to choose from. For one, the first anime I watched was Magi where he played his first in a line of MANY main characters. There are just so many to choose from.
2. Yoshitsugu Matsuoka
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Speaking of a ton of main characters, we got the harem king himself. The relatable ball of social anxiety who also happens to apparently have allergies like me too (although his seems to present more dermal rather than respiratory). Anyways, he's funny, prevalent (yet doesn't seem to wear out too much), and he's really good at what he does. I can't picture anybody else playing Inosuke from Demon Slayer or Betelguese from Re:Zero. He has a very impressive range, and he's good at what he does.
1. Kouki Uchiyama
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We don't talk about Takt Op around here. That anime was trash, and I'm sure glad I dodged that bullet. I think I would almost watch Platinum End over it. I really enjoyed his portrayal of Miyamura from Horimiya. Even though I still prefer the softness of Matsuoka's voice, I think he did really well in that role. Toge from Jujutsu Kaisen is another recent role where he's funny. But most of his key roles still reside in the nostalgia department. I don't regret watching Soul Eater subbed (for one, they didn't gender Crona). From what I've seen in Devilman, he legitimately goes ham. I didn't finish the show, but his acting with the rest of the production shook me up to the point where I couldn't even finish the show (mostly the visuals at that point but I digress).
Again, the ordering means very little, and there are so many voice actors that I didn't mention or couldn't mention due to both space and time in this mortal realm. Anyways. That means that this list will probably age just as bad as the last one even without the scandals.
Feel free to take part in this challenge yourself!
Edit: This new Tumblr editor is really screwing me over hahaha (it crashed at least five times while I was making this, but man... Tumblr, why?!)
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themetalvirus · 1 year
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What are some cool things about fountain pens?
well, my favorite is that they're more environmentally friendly* than single use disposable pens! plus, you get to keep the pen as an heirloom =)
*this kind of depends on your spending habits, too. if you buy a bunch of plastic pens for collecting, it's... not actually good for the environment, same if you buy ink in plastic bottles or use disposable cartridges. but i really like the reusable aspect of them, i like keeping my supplies as long as i can so being able to have them in perpituity and change out the colors whenever i want is fun!
also i'm one of those freaks who enjoys the process of cleaning/soaking the pens when i change ink colors (EXCEPT FOR THE OOLY SPLENDID THAT FUCKING DEMON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). it's satisfying seeing all the ink come out into the sink and swirl with the water =) i think its nice. waiting for them to dry is agony though
ngl i also like impressing random people with them. the nibs look fancy even if your pen is cheap, so if you show someone who doesnt know about fountain pens they'll ooh and ahh like you've got some antique parker or something. its fun
i like the COLORS you can use in the pens, the variety... the craftsmanship!!!! smaller pen companies are so wonderful, but they're always out of my budget because of the work it takes to make pens at a small but loving scale... someday i'll get my schon DSGN machined pen in rose gold........ even larger (and shittier) companies like lamy put a disgusting but admirable amount of effort into making sure their pens look and feel luxurious
there are so many options and a lot of them are pretty! and even the ugly ones are funny! and theyve got an extensive vintage history! there's so many specialty nib grinds i wanna try!!! THERES SO MUCH TO SEE AND LEARNNNNN
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the-firebird69 · 26 days
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There's a few other things to make a note of and it is me Hera
-my husband is a little boy and he acts like it with me because he is kind of he's not used to this oranging and threats and all this mega math and the foreigners I mean not the max thing is in charge all the time and Trump and I mean it's ridiculous circus so we're asking and they found the sky harassing them and it's Trump's and his people they also find the clones a couple of knuckleheads they said and really it's very bad it's very bad for Trump and the clones now the max are taking action they're sending out orders and changing their motif and modus operandi they're also increasing the pressure on them and they're going to move them out there's way too many more luck here in Florida and they're overwhelmed all the time they keep invading and when they do they infiltrate and it's a disgusting show it really is
-several other things are discoveries today one is they think that the devil himself might be missing from his deep Earth and tomb and they are checking
-lots of people running around saying these clones are trained by someone else and they go through it with them and they find out they are and they say what do we do and let's see we have to have a class and tell you what we're doing and try and get you on board and they're willing to do it some of them a lot of them say no we have our own program and they don't really they're running around doing what they're trying to do and it is really bad disgusting I came from the clans and tapered out and now it's the max and they're kind of shutting it down and then they found the clones are doing it themselves and as part of Star wars called The clone wars and not everybody's fighting them they seem to be fighting the pseudo empire and that's what it turns out to be and they wear different outfits than the Stormtroopers and they called separate just sometimes and the rebels are not
-there's a few more things that are going on one of them is that people are inquiring about my husband his size and things like that it's cuz they're seeing Giants and they're wondering what he's been doing and stuff they find out he's doing nothing just getting assaulted and interrogated and annoyed and they're trying to stop it and yeah tons of people tried to get money to him for me huge numbers of people thinking that it would lead to me that he would secretly trying to get it over to me cuz he's been doing that he is getting me money not a lot of money because of him and I needed it my characters needed it and they still are trying to do that
-there's also a few more things but he says he has a way of getting it to me and I know what it is he uses the money and we do have a way of transporting it and also and I said this it's really my money and he says not yet but they want you to have it and we know what about that kind of thing so all of a sudden I said this it's a particular dollar bill or $20 bill or $100 or so on LOL
-there's a couple other things we are at war we have a huge amount of small ships coming out they're pumping them out it is faster than hell the way they're doing it now is much better they run a string of lines from pipe from pot to pod about three pods which is about half a mile and actually fill them all and then they siphon those to the next ones it's not very difficult and they keep doing it and they'll take the ships out and reverse and that's what they said everyone's in a while they are pulling apart in front out so they can get closer and it's working out I mean this system works pretty good I'm pretty soon they're going to have a big long lines and they'll probably do a big section and pull them all out and do a big section and takes less effort but until then that's what they're up to and it's pretty intense right here in Florida the three Northwest tunnels off the northern part of the panhandle on the elbow interior elbow they will be done in about 1 hour pulling them out and they're confirming it and they'll unplug it right at nightfall and in about 4 hours all the silt will clear and my husband says if they run through it with a few ships that are decent size it'll be clear in 1 hour and it's true so they're thinking about it too they thought about it before it's like you get you can patrol so now they're thinking about it for real and that's how s*** would have really good radar so we are almost at condition red here they're moving into yellow and it did intensity is increasing
-it seems like a good day at the grocery store but it was a lot of pressure and they are applying a lot of pressure and it was crazy what they're doing and saying was ridiculous so he got in and got out he's going to futz around but he said just as ridiculous they're saying really dumb s*** and bothering him and on purpose so trying to take him to a foreign planet maybe or planetoid to try and take over Saturn and that might be their plan so we're going to publish
Hera Zues
Olympus and yeah take him to an island first fight over it and try and take him up there that's probably their plan
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peterrparrkerr · 3 years
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Revoked consent - read on ao3
TW for rape/noncon
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Peter's hands shake a little as he takes the offered glass from Tony. He gives a smile, hoping he doesn't look as nervous as he really is.
Its his first time being paid for sex, and he doesn't know why it's so daunting this time. Hes had sex before, he's fucked himself on a dildo on camera for money.
But this is the first time he's actually sold himself for it.
Tony had offered him an amount he couldn't refuse. Not only would he be able to pay three months of rent, but he'll be able to actually get groceries and still have enough money to live comfortably for a couple months after.
Tony had already deposited half of it into his account. Peter's throat had closed up when he'd seen it.
Tony sits down beside him on the couch with his own glass. Peter glances over at him, then down at the glass.
He had to act like he was old enough to drink. Tony didn't know he was only sixteen. He'd said he was twenty-three online. It was the only way he could get on the website.
"Drink," Tony commanded softly. Peter glances up at him before giving a small nod and brought the glass to his lips.
He could feel Tony watching him as he tipped the glass up. He held his breath -the scent of the alcohol making his nose burn- and swallowed quickly.
The burn and taste isn't something Peter's ever felt before. It feels like he's swallowed acid and the burning won't leave his tongue.
He chokes on a cough, trying desperately to act like its not as fowl as it really is. But the one cough opens up the gateway, and he's hacking out a lung, his eyes burning with tears.
"Not into the hard stuff, hmm?" Tony asked, sounding amused as he plucked the glass from Peter's hand.
He shakes his head, forcing himself to calm down. How fucking embarrassing.
"No, I'm sorry," he manages, wiping under his eyes.
"Dont be," Tony hummed, standing up and moving back to the bar. "Its an acquired taste."
Peter doesn't say anything. He watches as Tony reaches down behind the bar. Theres a distinct sound of a can being opened, the sizzle of something carbonated being poured into the glass, and then Tony was returning.
Peter's glass was fuller than before, darker and fizzy. "Try this."
Peter takes the glass, bringing it to his nose and sniffing it quietly. Its pepsi. He takes a tentative sip, all while Tony watches silently beside him, leaning back against the couch.
Peter takes a drink. The alcohol is hidden in the soda, the burn lost in the fizz, and he smiles gratefully at Tony.
"Thank you," he manages, nerves still closing around his throat in a vice-like grip.
He drinks more, feeling Tony's fingers brushing softly against the hairs at the back of his neck. It makes Peter shiver, his stomach rolling and threatening to bring up his lunch.
He's halfway through his drink when Tony sets his empty glass down on the coffee table.
He then takes Peter's glass and sets it down too.
"Come sit on my lap," he orders.
Peter's hands grow sweaty, and he awkwardly does as he's told, feeling like he's all limbs and no grace.
Tony's hands feel huge on his hips, fingers pressing into the softness of his ass while his thumbs hook over the front of his hip bones.
"You're tense," Tony hummed, squeezing Peter's hips. "Relax."
Peter gives a small nod, forcing himself to put his whole weight onto Tony's thighs. It makes the older man smile, and Peter fights back the urge to get up and run out of the penthouse.
"What- what would you like to do?" Peter asked, hiding his shaky hands by holding the back of the couch on either side of Tony's head.
"Hmm," Tony grins, his hands moving up and under Peter's shirt. They're warm against the bare skin of Peter's sides, and it makes him slightly nauseous.
"Why don't you let me be in control," he suggested. The idea made Peter's heart rate quicken, but he forced himself not to outwardly react.
Tony had paid him handsomely for this, and he was going to pay him more once this was over. This was just a job. Peter's had sex before. Hes had a job before. This was just- combining the two.
"All you have to do is follow my lead, okay, sweetheart?"
Peter swallows thickly before nodding. "Okay," he agrees. He can do that.
Tony smirks before lifting his hands higher, forcing Peter's shirt up and exposing his tummy to the cool air.
Peter lifts his arms, allowing Tony to pull the shirt completely off before returning them to the back of the couch.
"Kiss me."
Peter leans forward, kissing Tony hesitantly, softly. His goatee is scratchy, the shirt pricks of hair biting into Peter's soft skin.
He hates it. Hates how kissing Tony makes him feel. But he kisses him with everything he's got.
The man under him groans against his mouth and begins working Peter's fly open.
Peter pulls away, glancing down, opening his mouth to tell Tony he's changed his mind, when the man grabs him by the chin and forces their mouths together.
Peter forces himself to allow Tony to tug at his jeans and boxers. He even gets up to allow them to fall to his ankles.
He's mostly soft, and he wants nothing more than to hide himself away from Tony's eyes as he crawls back onto his lap.
Tears burn in his eyes, but Peter forces them away, leaning in and kissing Tony as the man's hands roam over his naked body.
His nakedness to Tony's suit is unnerving -the juxtaposition making Peter feel lesser than.
He tries to ignore it. Tries to ignore the hands kneading his bare ass, pulling him apart to expose more of him to the cold air of the penthouse.
Tony's tongue tastes like whiskey, and Peter pinches his eyes shut on the wave of nausea that curls in his gut.
"Up," Tony orders, shoving at Peter. He climbs up as quickly as he can, and struggles to breathe as Tony manhandles him onto the floor.
He's on his knees, bent over the cushions, his ass presented to Tony.
Peter struggles to level out his breathing. He pinches his eyes shut and lowers himself so his chest is pressed to the couch cushions, mostly to hide his face in his arms.
"Hmm," Tony hums approvingly, hands rubbing at Peter's ass. "You sure are a pretty little thing."
Thing.
Peter feels humiliated, on the verse of a panic attack. His knees hurt against the hard floor -he thinks it might be granite or even marble. Its cold.  He doesn't think he can go through with this.
But Tony's already lubing his fingers and pressing two inside. Peter bites back a sob, reminding himself this is only for the money.
This is a job. He can do this. Its one time, and after this, he'll leave and never see Tony again.
He'll delete his cam page, he'll cut off any ties to Tony. Its just one time.
Tony continues to finger him open, but Peter can tell he's becoming impatient. He winces as three fingers are shoved in, the back and forth much too rough for prep work. Thankfully, Peter had done a lot of it himself.
Tony's fingers leave his hole and Peter can't help the momentary relief that floods his system.
Its chased away with cold water though, when he hears the zip of Tony's pants and the snick of the lid popping on the bottle of lube.
Peter's heart lodges itself deep in his throat, and its suddenly all too much.
He pushes himself up off the couch, half turning. "Wait, Tony, I can't do this-"
Tony's hand shoves against his back, right between his shoulder blades and pinning him to the couch. "Don't be nervous," he orders.
Peter feels the head of Tony's cock nudge at his entrance and he lets out a whine, frightened and desperate all at once.
"Wait, Tony, stop," Peter gasped, fighting to push himself up. Tony only leans more of his weight onto his back, and shoves his cock inside in one quick thrust.
Peter yelps at the stretch and burn, thighs shaking as his muscles work to keep Tony out.
"There you go, relax, sweetheart, you're doing so well," Tony grunts, feeding more of his cock in until its flush, hips to Peter's ass.
Tears burn at Peter's eyes as he struggles against the weight on his back.
Tony's fucking huge -bigger than he thought he'd be. He feels split open, ripped at the seams. Its so painful, and Peter has to bury his mouth into the cushions to muffle his whines and mewls of pain.
"Ton-Tony I can't-"
"Sure you can," Tony huffed, beginning to thrust in and out. Peter wails at the sharp snap of his hips.
He cries openly against the pillow, chest heaving, body shaking.
Each thrust punches out a breathy "ah, ah, ah," from Peter, his gut twisting with a mix of pleasure and disgust.
"Listen to you," Tony hummed, sounding almost desperate, hands holding Peter down. "Those noises. God, you're so tight, sweetheart. Taking my cock so well."
Peter chokes on a sob at those words, a string of babbled begging leaving his mouth, muffled by the leather couch cushions.
Tony must interpret the unintelligible babbling for something else, because he goes harder, thrusting faster, and Peter's back arcs, his head lifting off the couch on a shout.
"Please, please, please," Peter sobs, chest heaving. Tony pistons his hips, shoving Peter into the couch over and over in a disorienting pace.
Tony drives into him hard, burying himself as depe as he can go, and then pushing in further. Peter sobs against the pressure, being filled to the maximum.
And then Peter feels it. The unmistakable warm wetness that spreads inside him, coating his inner walls.
Peter whimpers as Tony punches his cock deep inside, pushing the cum deeper than Peter knew possible before pulling out.
Peter doesn't move, just tries to level his breathing. To collect himself before Tony seems his face.
"You going to cum for me, sweetheart?" Tony asks only seconds later. His hands are still pinning him down, but one now slids around Peter's front.
He doesn't get a chance to deny the man before a callused hand grips his cock and tugs painfully.
He yelps as his orgasm is yanked from him. Its not pleasurable in the slightest. It hurts so bad, Peter's eyes water again.
And Tony keeps milking him through it, wben when the last of it has dribbled to the floor. Peter reaches a hand down, whimpering and whining at the assault.
"Stop, stop!" He begs, stilling Tony's hand. "Please it hurts."
Tony stops, smoothing his hands over his belly and pressing a soft kiss to Peter's shoulder blades.
"Such a sensitive thing," he remarks. Peter buries his face in his arm. Tony gets to his feet then and steps away.
Peter reaches for his shirt on the couch and quickly pulls it over his head, hands still trembling.
He glances over to see Tony's back at the bar, filling a glass for himself.
Peter stands on shaky legs, stepping into his boxers and jeans and pulling them up before any of Tony's cum drips down his legs.
He tucks himself in and zips up before stepping into his shoes. His phone and wallet are still in his back pockets.
He glances up at Tony again, who's watching him over the rim of his glass. Peter doesn't know what to say, so he makes his way halting towards the door.
"The rest of your money will be deposited tonight," Tony said when Peter reached the door. Peter's gut twists, but he nods in thanks.
"I'd be more than happy to continue this partnership in the future," Tony hummed, just as Peter gripped the doorhandle that lead to the hallway. "Should you have need of extra money."
Peter doesn't acknowledge that. He slips out of the penthouse and into the hallway, making sure the door shuts behind him before rushing for the elevator, fresh tears blurring his vision.
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aetheternity · 3 years
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Synopsis: Levi is forced out of his comfy dorm room and in a strange twist of events right into your arms at a college party.
Levi was relieved for the silence as he clicked away at his keyboard. Mike had gone to his only late class of the entire week. Which meant Levi could actually study in his room.
The scent of tea and the small aroma diffuser on his desk as well as the open window in front of him welcomed a nice calming smell that was normally masked by Mike's gym bags and sweaty clothes. Which reminded Levi of the laundry he would have to do soon.
He pressed his tea cup to his lips feeling a twinge of irritation as he was interrupted by two knocks on the door. He looked down at the time. 6:15. A little too early for Mike to be back complaining that he'd forgotten his keys.
Then it was probably one of his girls complaining that she'd left her shit in the room. If Levi had a dollar for the amount of times that had happened he could pay for a new roommate.
The next couple knocks were a bit louder. "Levi? It's Y/N.."
Y/N?!
His face practically exploded. He stood far too fast because just as quickly he was flopping over his stupid desk chair and hitting the floor with a hard thud. He gasped audibly tugging at his knee and gritting his teeth.
"Levi? Are you ok?" Came her voice again.
He pulled himself up with a huff and staggered over to the door. Unsurprisingly he had to limp. With a quick turn of the lock he yanked open the door right into his forehead. God fucking dammit.
He groaned in a mix of fury and disgust partially because he'd idiotically stood so close when opening the door and partially because he hated the stupid inanimate object.
"Oh my god! Are you ok?" Y/N gasped, squeezing herself inside and shutting the door behind her. "Let me see? Did you hit your eye?" She asked
Her fingers were so delicate as she brushed aside his hands. So close.. Her thumb traced the already appearing red spot on his forehead. Soo close.. She brushed his hair to the side cupping his cheeks to gently reposition his head towards the light. Close....
She breathed out a little chuckle. "It's probably gonna bruise."
Levi barely registered her words. Occupied with her beautiful eyes illuminating moonlight and the dim lights in his room. His lips parted ever so slightly. When her hands fell away he gulped and jerked his head back. Trying to find literally anything to take the edge off.
"I'll.. go find you an ice pack, ok?" Y/N began already heading for the door.
"K-knee.." Levi tried and mentally cursed himself.
"Huh?" She asked, turning back.
"M-my.. t-two please.."
Her smile was gentle, "Two ice packs. Got it." And with a little wave she was out the door. Her lingering touch still causing heat to pool in Levi's chest.
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"Aww sweetie, are you sure you're ok?"
He was not. Definitely not. One of her hands was on his uninjured knee and the other was brushing his hair away from the ice pack. He didn't even know if he'd breathed in the last 20 minutes. His brain echoing the word sweetie.
The two of you had been sat on his bed as he uncomfortably laid his head back on the wall. Trying and failing to not fixate on your touch. Every brush of your fingertips was downright intoxicating.
"You look kinda red. Do you wanna try seeing a doctor or something?"
"N-no.." It was barely audible but he knew she heard when she nodded.
If there was a hole nearby he would crawl into it and never come out. Though he also didn't wanna move as the fear of making this situation worse for himself stayed ever present.
"Let me see?" He partially removed the ice pack from his forehead, spine tingling over the way she sucked in a breath. "You should be more careful."
Levi didn't answer. Just squeezed his legs closer together and sighed. In all the time he'd been in this room he'd never hit himself in the face with the door. Just what kind of power did this girl have over him.
"I know because my little cousin has done stuff like this but you should put some cream on the bump so that it doesn't get redder and it'll go down faster."
Little cousin? That wasn't a fair comparison. Little kids do stupid things cause they're kids. Did she think about him that way? Uggghhhh.
He was yanked from his thoughts by her hand coming down to squeeze his. "Are you positive you're ok? Do you need anything else?"
"I-I'm fine.."
Just as Levi said that his attention was brought to the door. Mike had barely stepped into the room and he was already grinning like a fucking idiot.
"Well, hello." He greeted, stepping closer. "Levi, you didn't tell me you were inviting anyone over. Especially not a pretty girl."
Y/N's chuckle was nervous, "Hello, you must be Levi's roommate." She stuck her hand out which Mike immediately took placing one hand on top of their joined hands.
"And you must be Y/N." He said "I've heard so much about you."
His teasing was met with a glare that could slice concrete. If Levi had known Mike was gonna come straight back to the room he definitely would've gotten rid of Y/N sooner.
"Oh? Really?" Y/N turned to look at Levi behind her. "You told him about me?" It was a split second thing but Levi could've sworn her features softened.
"Oh, no I meant Hange." Mike replied
"Oh."
Oh? Was she disappointed? It sounded disappointed? Did she want Levi to talk about her?
"But at no point did Hange tell me you were this pretty. Neither did Levi honestly, I'm kinda disappointed."
Alright that's enough of that. Levi stood. Placing the ice packs on his bed.
"You should probably leave." He gritted his teeth at how harshly it came out.
Now Mike was letting go of Y/N's hand. "Oh wait! I came to get my phone. Hange said you had it."
Levi blinked. He'd almost forgotten about that. It had been sitting on his desk since yesterday. His knee was screeching in absolute horror as he staggered his way over to his desk.
"What the hell happened to you?" Mike asked, clearly trying to hold back a snicker.
"Aw, it was an accident. I scared him."
Levi returned with the phone shooting daggers into Mike who pretended not to notice.
"Thank you." She breathed a sigh of relief.
"Y-yeah.."
"Did you put your number into it?"
Levi's face perked up a little. "Yes."
"Ok, then I'll text you later." She assured, brushing her finger tips over his forehead once again. "Goodnight boys." And with those last words she took off.
"Faking an injury?! I didn't think you had it in you!" Mike celebrated as soon as she was gone.
"Dickhead." Levi scoffed.
"Hey, is that any way to talk to the best friend who just confirmed your biggest fear moot?" Mike plopped down on his bed with a playful huff.
Levi flopped down into his desk chair, staring up at the ceiling. "One you're definitely not my best friend especially after that shit. And two I'm not you I don't fake shit to get girls."
"That would totally be hurtful if it wasn't true." Mike shrugged "I meant the fact that she doesn't have a boyfriend."
Levi practically flipped himself out of his chair. "How do you assume that."
"Simple. Hange told me about her ex boyfriend. By the way it was probably that guy that took her from the library that day. And Hange says that a lot of guys find Y/N attractive. Because of this her ex got too overprotective and they broke up. But he had no reason to be because Y/N would always tell people she had a boyfriend or at least around Hange she did."
Levi stared at his barely drunk tea. The liquid probably cold after being left on the table so long. So she had dated that guy.. He had been so tall and pretty muscular looking, was that her type? She didn't seem like she was going to get back together with him.. but he was still around.
"All I'm saying is she seems loyal. You better snatch her up before someone else does or she gets back together with her ex."
His attention was drawn away by his phone softly buzzing on his table. He pressed the on button, swiping his pin and clicking the notification as it popped up.
Hey Levi, it's Y/N.
Listen ik you said you're ok but I bought you some cream just in case. I'll bring it to you tm ;)
His heart fluttered and ached remembering her touch and her kind words. If he didn't full blown know Mike was staring at him he would probably hug his phone.
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Too much time had passed and suddenly the whole school was on break. Levi had been dreading this. Not because he was a workaholic like Mike claimed but because he knew Hange was gonna drag him away and make him vacation.
And no form of vacation could possibly be more relaxing for him than curling up in bed with some books, doing some casual cleaning, and drinking tea with light music playing at all times. Mike was definitely going home during this time so it'd be the perfect way to spend his break.
But Hange's family owned a couple lodges and that meant another year of begging for Levi to come ski and freeze his fingers and toes off.
"Come on, Levi!"
"Absolutely not."
"Erwin!" Hange called to him where he sat on Levi's bed, scrolling through his phone.
"You knew he was going to say no." Erwin replied
"Which is why I brought you to help me make my case." Hange complained
"You clearly made an error in judgment then." Erwin retorted
Mike laughed from where he was laying on his own bed. "Might as well give it up Hange, Levi is just too stubborn about this. We all know he wants to be close to all my junk while I'm gone cause he'll miss me."
"I wouldn't hesitate to tell your stalker where you're going over break." Levi spat
"She'll figure it out anyway. She's a high class stalker. And I'm not her first." The room fell in uncomfortable silence but Mike just leaned back giving his full attention to his phone screen.
"That disturbing remark aside.." Erwin began shaking his head. "I'm going."
"And that's supposed to change my mind? How'd Hange force you into it?"
"It may stun you but I chose to go through with this all on my own. There are studies that claim it's good for the mind to get away from normality during breaks or away from your comfort zone to properly clear your mind. It'll also help you make less mistakes when classes resume."
Hange smiled, "Yes, that's exactly what I was thinking."
Levi rolled his eyes. "If I go you can't beg me next year." Hange's loud shrill screeching made Levi's heart drop out of his ass.
"Finally!!" Hange screamed in excitement as she wrapped her arms around Levi's neck.
"Get off already! You're such a pest!"
And that was how Levi ended up on a train for almost three long hours with Hange blabbering on about nothing and Erwin sat in the seat across from the two of them listening to podcasts while staring out the window of his own very sad music video.
And all of the crap Erwin had spewed about getting away being more relaxing proved to be completely from the ass as Levi shivered along wrapped in two scarves, a pair of gloves, his long green coat that fell around his ankles and a winter hat plopped over his ears.
"Walk faster Levi! Is that the best your little legs can do?!" Hange called, somehow racing her way up the slope with three bags. One that wasn't even hers
Levi grunted in irritation. Not only were they walking up a hill but it was covered in snow so deep that every step felt like he was falling.
"Do you need help?" Erwin asked, not waiting for Levi to respond as he hoisted the overnight bag off his shoulders.
Levi just huffed. "I swear Hange was made in a lab."
"As possible as that is, Hange was basically raised in the snow so this is the equivalent of dust for her." Erwin replied as the two of them trudged along.
"Her parents own multiple ski lodges why the hell did we go to the one up a fucking hill."
"The other closest one was more than 6 hours away. Did you really wanna be stuck on a train with Hange for more than 6 hours?"
Levi just groaned as they finally walked through the surprisingly big doors of the huge ski lodge. Hange raced over to the front desk as Erwin slipped onto the lobby couch, followed by Levi who was still kicking snow off his boots and his second bag.
"What's in that bag?" Erwin questioned, nodding to the luggage Levi had yanked over his lap.
He exhaled loudly giving the bag a couple soft pats. "Clothes, extra boots, extra gloves, two bottles of cleaner and a small box of tea as well as some light reading material."
"When are you gonna have time to read? We're going to be skiing most of the time we're here."
"If you think I'm getting on a ski lift you have less working brain cells than Hange."
Erwin smirked with a roll of his eyes, "Alrighty then, what's in this bag."
"All of the shit that didn't fit in this bag, toothpaste, toothbrush, cologne, extra pairs of underwear-"
"Woah, Levi you can't just talk about your underwear in a public space." Erwin chuckled at his own joke.
Levi rolled his eyes, "It's bad for your health to hang around Mike as often as you do."
"How is it you're not dead yet then?" Erwin retorted
Hange had been chatting up the receptionist for almost 15 minutes, bouncing up and down in front of the desk and indulging him in the stories of their travel up here. The man just gave her a sheepish grin and honestly Levi felt a little bad for the man but a little less when he thought about how it wasn't his problem anymore.
Moblit.. his name tag read. Somehow Hange's mannerism seemed more crazed with him if that was even possible.
"Yeah.. it has been so long." He heard the man say. You got.. taller..
"We're never getting out of this lobby are we?" Erwin sighed as the two continued to chatter on. Levi and Erwin stared as Hange continued on about her car with a surprising amount of engagement from the other party. "You know they kind of remind me of you and-"
"Hey, Hange!" Erwin cut himself off as a brown haired girl that Levi instantly recognized hopped down each step, a bald boy following her. And Levi believed he remembered them from Y/N's stories as Connie and Sasha who he remembered from the party.
"Hange, what're you doing here?" He asked as the brown haired girl gave her a hug.
"My family owns the lodge so I brought Erwin and Levi for the break!" Hange said, pulling Connie into side hug that he immediately reciprocated.
"Oh god! Why didn't you tell me your plans for break? Jean would've driven all of us up here and you wouldn't have had to waste gas."
Hange just shook her head. "It's quite alright I was already out of gas so we just took the train up here."
"You didn't put gas in your car again?" Connie asked
"Wait, if you guys came then does that mean Y/N is here?" Hange asked completely dodging Connie's question.
At her name Levi bounced out of his seat. Almost launching himself into the spot next to Erwin. Pulling his hat over his eyes and sliding his back as far into the chair as he could.
"What's up with you?" Erwin questioned
"I embarrassed myself last time I was with Y/N.."
"What? Didn't she buy you cream like a month ago?"
"Y-yeah." Levi shimmied his feet together as he slid further down in his seat.
Erwin's chuckle next to him made him grimace. "I know you don't really get it Levi. But uh, making an ass out of yourself in front of your crush is the first real hurdle to knowing you've got it bad."
"Shut up.."
"It could've been worse.. You could've accidentally injured her. Or got caught by the loud mouth in your class while writing her first name and your last name in a notebook."
"Sounds like a personal story.." Levi replied, inching the hat off his eyes to look up at Erwin.
Erwin scoffed, "Point is it happens." He said with a roll of his eyes.
Levi let out a little snicker that instantly got caught in his throat. It had never occurred to him that he'd actually paid attention to the romance movies he'd seen a hundred times with his mother. But now that Y/N was walking down the stairs it was like a scene from all of those movies combined.
Her smile just as warm as always. Turtleneck sweater hugging her features along with dark blue jeans and brown boots. Each step felt slower than the last as if everything in this particular room had been put on the slowest speed imaginable.
The butterflies in his stomach swarmed like they were all chasing after one specific thing. Everytime she appeared somehow it was different.
"We're still going skiing today right?" Connie questioned as Y/N stopped on the last stair.
"If Jean's up to it sure." She replied, her cheeks flushed like she'd just walked in from outside.
"Well this is gonna be a fun weekend." Erwin said but Levi didn't even register his words. His heart stammering in his chest. "Go make a fool out of yourself." Erwin nudged
"Hey Jean! Come on!" Connie said
"Yeah, Jean I'm hungry!" Called Sasha
Levi's heart stopped, his chest crumbling in on itself. The same guy from before.. just as soon a loud crash sounded and everyone turned all at once.
"Oh god are you ok?!" Y/N was the first person by Hange's side followed by Moblit from behind the counter.
Hange let out a laugh, wincing as she pulled herself up with Moblit and Y'N's help.
"I'll be ok. Just took a little spill." She continued to laugh.
Erwin was soon standing by her side. "Are you sure, you're alright? Your face is super red.."
A momentary lapse in Hange's facial features made Erwin step back a little. "Shut up Erwin." She huffed
"You fell on your side. You should rest a little bit." Moblit said, coming closer. "Just.. in case."
"Ok.." Hange replied
Y/N seemed to relax at this information. Her gaze immediately falling on Levi surprisingly. He really hoped he didn't outwardly wince.
"Hi, Levi." She spoke plainly giving Erwin a small greeting as well before her, Connie, Sasha, and Jean were leaving the lobby.
Hange and Erwin unsurprisingly crowded into Levi's room about five minutes after the whole ordeal. But Levi couldn't even bring himself to wipe one thing down like he'd wanted to. He just laid still on the bed, eyes planted to the ceiling.
Surprisingly Hange had also stayed silent. Her eyes shut where she laid next to Levi.
"I can't believe you broke the handle on my luggage Hange." Erwin called still sat on the floor holding his luggage in one hand and the handle in the other. Pressing the broken part of the handle to his bag as if it'd be that simple to fix.
"Now what am I supposed to do?"
"It broke my fall Erwin. Be grateful."
"For what exactly?"
"I don't know!"
Levi blinked, his gaze falling on Hange for the first time since she took that spill in the lobby. Her hands were crossed over her stomach, thumbs rubbing the spot where she fell.
"Are you alright or not?" Levi questioned
"I'm fine."
"Ok, I know why Levi's upset but why're you?" Erwin chimed up
"What's Levi upset about?"
"What else? Y/N."
"Uggggghhh Levvviiiii why don't you just ask her out already?" Hange said
Levi sat up on the bed pulling his feet into his chest. Shoes long gone, pushed up against the wall as soon as they'd walked into the room.
"I'm not talking about this shit anymore this week."
"Levi, if we're staying here all of this week and next then chances are she's also staying here all week and next. Which means somewhere in here is a perfect opportunity to-"
"Get in her bed." Hange interrupted
"Or something less crass." Erwin suggested "You did pack condoms in your emergency undies bag right?"
"Did you pack a spare handle in yours?"
Hange's obnoxious laughter was almost loud enough to muffle the low knocks on the door. Her irritating jabs to Levi's shoulder quickly halting when Levi grabbed her fingers.
"Who is it?" Erwin asked, one hand on the door.
"It's Y/N.."
Now Hange stopped laughing. Erwin shrugged as he looked back at both of them before pulling the door open.
"Hey, here." Y/N sounded filled with fatigue as she handed over a small bottle to Erwin.
"Oh! Thank you! Where'd you get this?" Erwin smiled with delight immediately flopping back down next to his bag.
"Jean carries around extra strength glue because Connie always manages to break something fragile." Y/N replied "I doubt it'll work but maybe it'll help a little?"
Erwin nodded happily as Y/N turned to look at Hange. Her hands balled up and her fingers fidgeting where she was pulling at them.
"How's your rib Hange?"
"It's ok now, thanks for asking."
Y/N nodded and at this moment everyone in the room was looking at Levi who automatically felt extremely naked.
"Levi um.. can I talk to you? In the hall?"
Levi didn't know if he had nodded in his head or in real life but he was swiftly moving across the room. Passing Y/N where she stood and then holding the door open as she walked out just behind him. The door shut behind the two of them and if Levi felt naked before the feeling out here was somehow worse.
"What happened?"
Levi could hear the slightly muffled footsteps on the other side of the door and even a whispered Hange as Y/N spoke. His hands felt both too dry and wet all at once as he looked into her mildly menacing gaze.
"Wh- where wh-when.."
"You barely said anything to me after I brought the cream for your forehead. What happened? Did I do something wrong?"
Oh god how can she possibly assume that? Levi felt his stomach clench. He had never had it easy with text, which was why he pretty much always called everyone.
"I-I didn't mean.. it um.." He shuffled his feet a bit now remembering that he still had no shoes on.
Y/N sighed. "I wanna be your friend Levi. Please tell me you want that too."
With a deep breath he replied, "Call me."
"When?"
"Anytime.. I'm a bad t-texter.."
When her facial features softened Levi felt his shoulders finally sag for the first time since he'd heard her name in the lobby. "Ok.. oh ok, that's all it was? I thought I did something wrong. I'm glad we talked."
And Levi was barely registering her hands wrapping around his shoulders. Her body pressing oh so comfortably close to his. Hand sliding over his back, scent overwhelming his nose. And then just as soon it was all being taken away.
"I'll call you, ok?"
"Ok.." Levi's hand was still waving long after she'd already disappeared out of plain view.
"Oh god you're her friend!" Hange laughed the door suddenly yanked open behind Levi.
"It's as cute as it is sad." Erwin clicked his teeth.
"Tch, shut up." Levi stomped back into the room.
"Levi, you're in the friendzone!" Hange huffed as Erwin shut the door. "And if you don't get out of it. You're gonna be the short shoulder to cry on when some big dude with an invalid drivers license, a shit ton of tattoos and a porn addiction breaks her heart."
"That's oddly specific.." Erwin retorts
"All of you keep assuming I wanna be her boyfriend. I don't!"
Erwin rolled his eyes, "That tall guy that she was with actually. I think he'll be the guy who has her running to Levi's shoulder."
"Oh you mean Jean?" Hange nods "But they broke up a while ago."
"Then why is she still hanging out with him?"
"He's Sasha and Connie's best friend. So they've all known each other a while. They're a set, don't separate type deal."
"Then it's only logical that Y/N will marry Jean someday. You know if they all stay so close."
"Yup, definitely."
"You can both eat shit."
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Day one
Levi strained awake, blinded by the harsh sunlight stabbing his eyes through the uncovered window. He couldn't even remember when he'd fallen asleep last night but he could already tell it was too early for everyone else to be awake.
He could recall a couple things from last night. Hange overstaying her welcome in his room, Erwin suggesting that Hange pay for his fucked up luggage and somethings he would rather not think about.
Preferably the others joining in his room to discuss breakfast plans. At which Sasha had suggested the diner they had already planned to go to early in the morning. Levi's heart sank as he recalled Y/N's gorgeous smile directed to Jean who had stood behind her rubbing her shoulders and whispering in her ear.
He squeezed his eyes shut, standing from his bed and immediately working to straighten out the sheets before eyeing the book he'd unpacked last night.
Maybe he could get some reading done before Hange inevitably came to annoy him.
The one he was currently holding was of a dog wearing a big floppy hat in the mist of sunflowers. He quickly matched it with his black and white sweatpants. And with a small sigh he headed to the bathroom.
He thumbed at the spine of the book, sliding his finger between the pages to the current bookmark. A shower would probably be a better start to the morning though. He set the book down unzipping one of his bags and pulling out the first pair of clothing folded at the top. Levi hadn't remembered packing one of his mother's many silly birthday gifts to him. She had always bought him shirts with pictures on them that confused him.
He didn't even remember the last time he'd had a shower that was hot for more than five minutes. Or the last time he could look down at his feet without seeing a hair monster in the drain.
He took a couple extra minutes to completely wash his hair, combing his fingers through the strands before shutting off the water and quickly getting dressed.
As he reentered his room he remembered the random gaze Jean threw his way. The smirk on his lips, the taunting glare and then just as quickly it was over. And he was talking to her like nothing had happened.
Levi had never once in his entire life thought about having a girlfriend. It just wasn't something that absorbed his thoughts but he knew the second he saw that smirk on Jean's face what he wanted to be to Y/N.
He just couldn't imagine how.
His fluffy towel hugged his head as he popped open the book he'd discarded a couple minutes ago. He pulled his feet in closer to his body tracing the letters on the page, delving into the story-
"Levi!"
Two fucking seconds.. that had to be a new record.
A barrage of harsh knocks sounded outside his door and he yanked it open to see Hange standing there out of breath with a barely alive looking Erwin behind her. Excitement flooding her features as she pushed past Levi with Erwin in tow. A blue toothbrush almost falling from his lips.
"You couldn't let him finish brushing his fucking teeth?" Levi grunted, shutting the door behind the two of them. Erwin sighed his eyes shut, toothbrush dangling from his mouth. "Why're you here?"
"We're all going for breakfast remember?"
"Not for another thirty minutes." Levi narrowed his eyes and leaned back against the tv table.
Hange smiled, "Yup and that means we have enough time to figure out a game plan to get you and Y/N together by the end of today." Hange clapped excitedly though both Erwin and Levi couldn't possibly look less enthused.
"I don't need your help."
"Erwin, back me up here!"
"I'm not doing shit since you didn't let me spit and I had to swallow toothpaste." Erwin remarked, squeezing the bridge of his nose.
Levi's face scrunched up and Hange let out a snort. "Why did you swallow it.. you could've just spit it out in the hall or something."
"That's fucking disgusting." Levi grunted
"Why the hell would I do that?" Erwin asked
"You're not supposed to swallow toothpaste duh!"
Everyone huffed all at once and Levi flopped down next to Erwin on the bed. "If I need any help I'll ask.." He mumbled already feeling heat fly to his cheeks.
"We're finally gonna get you a girlfriend Levi!!" Hange squeezed his body in a tight hug.
Just as Levi was about to push her away a couple of soft knocks sounded on his door again, "We're leaving a little earlier, hurry and come downstairs."
~~~~
Before the car had even pulled up back at the lodge Hange was already screaming about going skiing. Erwin had asked if Levi wanted to which he'd replied with a scoff.
"Really? Cause there are plenty of chances for Y/N to fall on you. Or you to fall on her." He shrugged.
Levi just rolled his eyes and at that Erwin gave up and now he was standing at the freezing cold railing watching everyone go down the stupid slope for what had to have been an hour or so. How'd he end up with bag watch? He didn't even wanna come outside.. He blew on his fingers trying and falling to warm them. At this point he felt exhausted, absolutely none of his clothes were keeping him warm.
With a sigh he pulled Hange and Erwin's bags up onto his shoulder along with Sasha and Connie's belongings. If he could manage to get upstairs he could warm up at least a little. A hot cup of tea practically beckoning him.
It took him only a couple seconds to realize he didn't have Y/N's bag. He looked around for a couple seconds. Did she bring a bag outside? Did he lose her bag?? He'd only left once to got to the bathroom. Did someone steal it.. Shit. He grumbled in disgust. Where could he have left it?
Feeling a bit panicked he headed towards the stairs. Blood running cold, his eyes practically bouncing out of his skull. His heart stopped at the display in front of him. Jean's hand on Y/N's waist as she leaned forward on the railing. Their lips pressed together..
(Hey Siri, play Heartbreak Anniversary by Giveon.)
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ryttu3k · 2 years
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Headcanon A-Z: THIS TIME, ON SASCHA-BALL Z: *holds up microphone to you*
*excessively long powering-up noises*
S - Seeker - How do they go in search of new information? Do they accept ideas on faith or do they need to test out information for themselves?
Um. Aggressively XD I feel they definitely need and want to test everything - they're described as a scholar and a scientist, and I can see them being like, "Okay, what happens if I test THIS variable?" Notebooks full of notes for days nights.
A - Advocate - How do they show their support for others? Are there any causes that they publicly support? Why?
Also very very aggressively an advocate for, "Hey, our elders are going to fuck us up maybe we should get on that." One of the most fervent supporters of Sabbat ideology. I mean, yes, also Sabbat crimes, but it's very much ideological. This is from the V5 Sabbat book and sums up their current views.
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C - Caregiver - How do they give/receive care best? Do they care for everyone or just a small number of people? How do they react to someone in need?
Uhhh I feel most people would be a bit concerned about receiving care from Sascha. Haha. For a very, very small and select number of people, they might genuinely try to help them out, but the rest would be like. "Hmm. You appear to be suffering. *takes notes*" Post-Dracon, they might help but probably... complain a lot (as per the Omega chapter of BJD). Only characters like Ilias would get genuine care, I think.
H - Hero - What makes someone a hero in their eyes? Who is their biggest hero in life? Why? Do they consider themselves to be heroic?
Ah. Hm. I figure that given how much they loved and trusted and admired Symeon, and how badly that turned out, they've sworn off heroes :-\ They might see themself as carrying out heroic actions in their involvement with the Sabbat, yeah.
A
V - Visionary - Do they have a plan for their future? How imaginative or creative are they? Do they have vivid dreams?
Oh this one is fun, Visionary is literally their listed Demeanor. Yeah, for plans, see A, I think! Very very creative... much to the regret of probably a lot of people, oof. As for dreams, *awkward laughter in repressed trauma* I hc that those dreams stopped as soon as the Dracon got, er, enmeshed. Then, when he was extracted, they just started right back up again. Yay, PTSD!
Y - Yes! - Do they believe in luck? What makes them feel lucky/grateful?
I feel they've given up on luck :( Maybe finding Ilias again would make them feel grateful?
K - Know It All - Are they a Know-it-All? Do they actively seek out new knowledge? How do they behave around others who have a great amount of knowledge on a topic?
Absolutely. Give them aaaall the knowledge. Grabby hands. Local expert? Let them pick their brains! Not necessarily literally, I feel they'd be pretty disgusted at the deliberate destruction of knowledge. Just. Give, pls.
O - Organiser - How organised are they? Do they have any unusual organisation systems? What would cause them to be uncharacteristically (dis-)organised?
The Gehenna novel is Trash(tm) but it did have the delightful detail that they stock their libraries in the order they received their books. Works for them but literally no one else. I goddamn love it. I feel if they actually did use a recognisable system it'd be because they're working with someone or want to give someone a clue? Like if they're working with Beckett and feel like not actively trolling him, they might be, "Fiiine, here's an alphabetised section."
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anna-pixie · 4 years
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Hello !!! Can I have Geralt x reader? Reader has been so caught up in her work that they forget to eat. They get extremely lightheaded and stumble a little. Geralt steadies them and he is worried (and mad) when he finds out they forgot to eat. While he is making food they faint and land (luckily) on something soft. When he's done, he comes back , at first he thinks that they're just laying down but he kinda freaks out when he realizes that reader is unconscious????? THANK YOU
i am SO sorry this took so long, i’ve had the worst writers block recently! 🥺
i really liked writing this request and if you like it i would love to turn this into a little series maybe!
request: reader has been so caught up in work they forget to eat. geralt is worried (and mad) while he is making food they faint and land on something soft, he freaks out when he realises they are unconscious.
pairings: geralt x reader
warnings: swearing, slightly suggestive tones
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To say Geralt was over-protective of you would be a vast understatement. You’d met more or less a year ago, when he pretty much saved your life. You had just been kicked out by your father, for refusing to marry the fat, greasy suitor he had decided was worthy of your hand. A life on the streets doing whatever you please would be better than being married to a disgusting hog, right? Well, kind of. The harsh reality of living on the streets slapped you in the face like a bolt of lightning.
You were growing wearier by the day, coming closer and closer to facing your final option other than starving to death. Prostitution. You knew it would keep you going, but you’d seen the way those horrible men would manhandle and devour the painted ladies.
You met Geralt the night you almost gave in. You sat in the back room, glaring at your painted face with tears pricking your eyes. The lady of the brother called your name, a shriek in her voice as she commanded you to come down. She had a client ready for you.
Long story short, that client was Geralt. He took you up to his room for the night, taken aback when you started crying hysterically when he approached you. You had expected him to hit you, tell you to stop being a bitch or even just force himself on you there. Instead he ran you a bath, left you to calm down and then took you under his wing, whisking you away on Roach for a life on the road.
You like to think that was the Gods smiling down on you, meeting Geralt was the best thing that ever happened to you. Of course, life on the road was no breeze. Your new life was filled with monsters, hunger, travel and death. But you wouldn’t change it for anything.
The past few days had been particularly tough, you had been camped out in the forest while Geralt came and went, going after a particularly nasty wraith. You had been alone for the last day, and you were too afraid to venture out of your tent alone with the exception of relieving yourself, so food had not been at the top of your priority list.
However, now that you’ve started the long walk to the nearest town, you realise how stupid you had been. Your head is spinning and you feel slightly delirious, your stomach screaming at you to feed it. Luckily Geralt is a few paces ahead of you with Roach, and the sound of a nearby stream drowns out any of the rather embarrassing noises your stomach is making.
You stop a while later, and Geralt makes sure you drink a hearty amount of water from the stream. He leans against Roach and watches you, your cheeks flushing as you slurp the water.
“Do I have something on my face?” You’re paranoid now, he won’t stop looking.
“You’re about to.”
“W...what?” You barely have any time to question before he is striding up to you, grasping your face and planting his lips on yours. You relax, smiling into the kiss as he takes his time to savour you.
Geralt is not your boyfriend by any means. Sure, you kiss occasionally. Sometimes he can’t seem to help himself, but you draw that up to just needing a bit of female attention on the road. You never let him go further though, as you know that will bring unwanted feelings. You see the way Geralt is with women, a different one in every town - sometimes even more than one. You don’t want to become that to him, just another body to have his way with. So you stick to kissing. And, oh Gods is he good at it.
You hit his chest lightly, blinking quickly as you stumble to the side slightly. Your vision blurs suddenly and you place your hand on Geralt’s large arm, trying to steady yourself.
“Y/N? Y/N!” He shakes you lightly, looking down at you with furrowed brows as you start to regain your vision.
You shake your head a little, plastering a smile on your face, “Sorry. I don’t know what happened there. I felt a bit faint…”
“You practically passed out, Y/N. Gods, you didn’t have any breakfast today, is that why? What did you eat yesterday?”
“Umm…” You stall, trying to think of a way to tell Geralt that you in fact haven’t eaten, “Nothing…” You regret telling him almost immediately as his face drops, his eyes going dark. You know how angry he gets when you don’t take care of yourself, and you guess that’s why he feels like he has to do it for you.
“Fuck…” He groans, dragging the word out as he walks towards Roach, grumbling quietly to himself. He takes the reins and brings the confused horse over to you, “Normally I wouldn’t let more than one person ride Roach but I can’t risk you passing out and falling off if I’m not on there with you.”
He grabs you quickly underneath the armpits and you shriek in surprise as he lifts you onto the horse with ease. You whisper an apology as your fingernails lightly scratch Roach’s neck. He climbs up after you and you blush at how close his body is. You can feel everything, you’re practically sitting on his lip. You ignore the unladylike thoughts swirling in your brain and focus on staying awake for the rest of the ride to town.
“How long left?”
“Shouldn’t be long. Blaviken is not too far but… obviously… we need to travel a few towns over.”
“Aah. Okay.”
You make idle chat for the rest of the way, though it is mainly you chatting about any old thought that pops into your head, and Geralt grumbling along. At some point he had wrapped his arms around your waist, one resting on your thigh and the other on your waist. Gods, is he trying to make this hard for you?
The rest of the ride isn’t too bad, your vision spots in and out of black a few times but you try not to bother Geralt with this information. You spend your time brushing your fingers lightly through Roache’s main, trying not to distract her too much. You let out a sigh of relief when you finally reach the next town, probably looking like a mage out of her mind as you grin sleepily as you pass people by.
You stumble a bit as Geralt lifts you off of Roach, but deflect his concerned glance with a wry smile, telling him your leg was dead from being idle for so long. Wow, you’ve gotten so good at lying. You leave him to sort Roach out in the nearby stables while you wander inside the warm tavern, scrunching your nose at the inviting scent of sweat wafting around the room. Your transaction with the owner is quick, you’re used to it now after months on the road. You place an order for meat with all the trimmings, knowing you had a bit of coin left over from being camped out for a few days.
“Sorry, love, we ain’t got no meat left. I can rustle you up some potatoes if you’re desperate.”
You sigh, biting your lip as you eye the man near you devouring his piece of meat, your stomach groaning desperately. Alas, you smile kindly at her and assure her that it’s fine, you’ll just take the room for now.
You smile, shaking your head once more as you enter the room, realising that you’ve been given a double bed to share. You will never admit this to Geralt, but you secretly love it when you have to share a bed. You had never been one to enjoy physical touch a lot, but the way Geralt’s large arms would hold you in his sleep, gripping you tightly like he’s scared you’ll leave, well it just makes your heart melt.
Sitting on the bed, you focus on trying to stay awake whilst you wait for Geralt. This is in vain, however, because your head starts spinning almost instantly. You whisper a quick ‘fuck’ before all you can see is darkness, falling down onto the bed with your back facing the door.
Geralt smiles as he spies you on the bed when he enters the room a few minutes later, assuming you’re napping. It had been a long day after all. He starts to run a bath for you, a sort of tradition between the two of you since the night you met. As he listens to the running water, he sits at the small table in the corner of his room, his legs spread as his hulking form takes over the small wooden chair.
“Come on, you.” He nudges you slightly once he has finished preparing your bath. Usually when he wakes you from a nap you groan, mumble and drool before glaring at him angrily. Not this time, though. You don’t move at all, and Geralt starts to panic quickly as he remembers the events of earlier that day. He turns you over, your unconscious body lolling like a ragdoll in his strong arms. He shuts his eyes with a groan, realising he is going to have to shock you awake.
You wake with a squeal, thinking for a second you might be drowning. Your vision is bleary for a few seconds as you try to gather your surroundings, only calming down when you hear Geralt’s low, soothing voice talking you through things.
“You can’t scare me like that, Y/N.” Geralt is holding your face now, brushing a strand of wet hair out of your face. You realise he must have dumped some ice water on you to wake you up.
“I thought tough old Geralt of Rivia wasn’t scared of anything?” You tease weakly, closing your eyes once more as a wave of fatigue slams over you. He slaps your face lightly, ensuring you don’t pass out again. You meet his eyes once more, slightly shocked at the sheer seriousness of his expression.
“Not when it comes to you. You’re the only thing that keeps me going in this world, Y/N. You have to understand that I might not always be here. I need to know that you can take care of yourself, okay? For me.”
You tilt your head so that you’re leaning further into Geralt’s hand, his thumb brushing over your cheek. He leans forward, kissing your forehead quickly as he gets up.
“Where are you going?”
“I bumped into Jaskier earlier, he’s passing through this town with his newest whore. I sent him to get us some meat. We’re not sleeping until you’ve eaten. Got it?” Sometimes you like to tease Geralt, just to get a reaction from him. This was not one of those times. You look at him through your lashes.
“Got it.”
Jaskier is as happy as ever, humming a tune whilst the three of you dig into your food. You try to remain ladylike as you eat but can’t help scoffing down the hearty chunk of meat you were served.
“You should’ve seen Geralt before, Y/N.” Jaskier cackles, shrieking suddenly when Geralt serves a swift kick to his shin.
“What do you mean?” You eye Geralt suspiciously, placing your hand on his thigh so that Jaskier can explain without the fear of being kicked again.
“I was enjoying my… company… downstairs, shall we say. Then all of a sudden this buffoon comes running down the stairs, shouting about a jug of cold water. So of course I followed him, and all I could see before he kicked me out of the room was him pacing around - I kid you not, Y/N, he was praying to the Gods - and then he chucked the jug of water on you.” You can’t help but giggle at Jaskier’s dramatic retelling of the events, awwing slightly when you see Geralt’s bashful face.
Turns out even emotionless Witcher’s can freak out when something they care about is in danger.
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「𝒂-𝒛 𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒚𝒔𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔」
— liu yangyang
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a; aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
he's a loving boy but sometimes he might forget about aftercare. he's so lost in the moment that he just lays down on his back and catches his breath with his eyes closed, but he will ask you if you're ok or if you need anything and gives you little kisses on the lips
b; body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
his favorite body part on himself it's his lips and on you too. he loves brushing his plump lips against yours and see your eyes fluttering shut from the feeling of being so close to a kiss
c; cum (anything to do with cum basically)
i would say his favorite place to cum is either on your back or your stomach, unless he's wearing a condom, in that case he always likes to cum while he's still inside you
d; dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
he has this fantasy of seeing you all dress up like a little kitten, with the light pink ears, tail, collar, everything, and just see you crawl to him as he watches you kitten lick at the tip of his cock and take it in your mouth like it's a treat but he's too shy to admit this to you
e; experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
i really don't think he's that experienced, probably only had one partner before but he knows enough to please you. might need some guidance in the beginning but he's a very fast learner
f; favourite position (goes without saying)
he loves to fuck you missionary but with one of your legs over his shoulder, he likes to see how stretchy you are and it gives him a good angle for him to bury himself deep inside you
g; goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
he's definitely the goofiest member when it comes to sex. he likes to tease you and play around with you which sometimes leads to some chuckles and giggles. he likes to keep the mood light and fun but he can be serious too when he wants to
h; hair (how well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
i don't think he does much down there, might trim it a little bit from time to time, but he doesn't worry too much about it
i; intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
yangyang prefers to be a bit rougher, even if he's having fun with you he still enjoys a faster and rougher pace, that's what gets him off the most. but if you ask him to take it slow or just make love to you one night he will definitely do it and will make sure to kiss you a lot during that time because during regular sex he doesn't do it much. i think he does prefer having a type of relationship with someone before having sex but i also think he's down to have one night stands once in a while
j; jack off (masturbation headcanon)
about 2-3 times a week, just whenever he feels really horny. he has to share a room with other two members so it gets difficult to find the opportunity to jerk off. likes to do it late at night when everyone's asleep, closes his eyes, pulls his cock out of his pajama pants under the blankets and starts stroking slowly while he plays a really hot scenario in his head. tries to keep as quiet as possible so he doesn't wake up anyone and he cleans himself quickly after cumming
k; kink (one or more of their kinks)
i feel like yangyang has more kinks than he wants to admit. but his main kinks would be hair pulling, pet play, orgasm denial, teasing and degradation
l; location (favourite places to do it)
he likes the comfort of the bedroom but he also likes doing it in risky places cause he finds it exciting, so maybe in the practice room or the backstage of their concert
m; motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
he loooves to see you beg for him. he's a little tease so there's nothing that turns him on more than to see you desperate and begging for him to fuck you. he gets hard as soon as you cling to him and start whispering how much you want him in his ear
n; no (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
he's pretty open to anything but i just think he wouldn't really like watersports and such, i think he would be a bit disgusted by it
o; oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
i honestly think he loves both giving and receiving. likes having your lips around his cock and watching you suck him eagerly as he forces your head down but he also loves wrapping his lips around your clit and feeling your body squirm beneath him, but only if he gets to tease you while he's at it
p; pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
definitely fast and rough no doubt, he loves it that way. like i said, he can be more gentle if you want but what gets him going is really grabbing your hips tight under his fingers and pound into you until you're crying out
q; quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
he thinks they're super hot and won't oppose to it. sometimes he even enjoys them more than proper sex because most of the time you have to do it in a public setting, in a small space and you have to keep quiet while he pounds into you and doing it in a short amount of time before anyone comes looking for you because you're taking a long time to come back and he just loves a good challenge 
r; risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
very experimental and will try anything you want to, he loves exploring fantasies. like i said before, also loves taking risks and finds it super exciting
s; stamina (how many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
i think he can't last for a really long time but he also doesn't cum too soon and if he does he will immediately make it up to you. might be up for 2 rounds but i think that's it for him
t; toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
i don't think he would want to use them on himself but on you? hell yeah. just like i stated before, he loves to tease, so he would definitely have some toys that he could use for that. he loves leaving little vibrators attached to your clit while you walk around the dorms and will turn it to the highest setting whenever you're talking to a member, chuckling in the distance as he sees you struggling
u; unfair (how much they like to tease)
i don't think i need to elaborate on this topic anymore, you get the point right? tease
v; volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)
he's pretty loud, not very good at holding it in. it might start with just some sharp breaths and some grunts but when he starts feeling really good he just moans and groans as he pleases, he's not ashamed of it and he knows it turns you on
w; wild card (get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
you slap your hand in front of your mouth as you feel a louder moan approaching and as you open your eyes you see the evil smirk that yangyang has on his lips, watching you struggle to be quiet as he fucks into you against the bathroom wall. you start to hear commotion on the other side of the door and suddenly there's someone banging at it. "we need to use the bathroom too, are you almost done?" you recognize lucas' voice and yangyang lifts an eyebrow at you. "answer him." you mentally curse at him for doing this to you but his cock feels too good inside you and you don't want him to stop. "we-we're almost done." you manage to say before yangyang gives you a particular harder thrust and you have to bite on your bottom so hard not to let a whimper out. "alright, just hurry up ok?" you hear lucas footsteps getting further away and yangyang only quickens his pace, fucking into you fast. "sorry baby, we have to make this fast."
x; x-ray (let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
i think he's just slightly under average but really pretty, circumcised with a cute pink tip, you just wanna suck it when you see it
y; yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
i would say pretty high, you would have sex about 5 times during a week and it's pretty easy to turn him on too, you just have to push the right buttons
z; zzz (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
i don't think he would immediately fall asleep because this boy has a lot of energy, so i think he would want to clean up and then watch something with you or just talk until you're both sleepy
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When we last talked and I'm handling it the fleet was at about 8 billion and 2 billion went over to Mars and none of them went to Saturn and there it is and try to fool people with stupid talk it's so proud of being able to talk. And they say they use it like a weapon boy they're going to beat up however out of these 6.3 billion remaining 1.2 billion are heating up and the third heating up their weaponry and we're getting hit they're about 5 billion pseudo empire at them and about 3 billion empire and 2 billion US 2 billion foreigners and we're hitting rapidly all of them to have their engine seated up. That leaves five billion I don't know if those chips about 2 billion are trumps no it's about 2.5 billion believe it or not they're technically a little bit better at things easily lately they've been terrible and we are on standby until they heat up then we're going to start hitting we don't even want to see their engines turn on if they do we're going to obliterate them and bja wants out and we say we can't let you leave until certain conditions are met and the pseudo empire says we're not going to let you leave and we won't give Brian an escort out so the fleet is pretty much going to be toast and the fleet off Mars is gone and this is what we came up against the other day they're both going to try and escape to a small planet of iron and what losers and it's disgusting and they all need to be taken care of and really we need to get rid of them they're horrible they give them about 10 minutes they'll probably most of the 1.3 billion are out and that was trumpsters and we are going to move on to their other fleets that the pseudo empire are at and we are taking the Lion's share of this grouping and the other ones as a pseudoemfer empire is giving us gruff and will most likely be the next victims trying to get to Venus as they are not at Saturn they are at Mars and are engaging the clones they probably will have to compete with the clones over the groupings of ships that are remaining and that's a pseudo empire about 75% of the remaining ships and they're all brand new are Donald Trump 25% VGA the minority morlock stayed out of it and really it's to their detriment but that's there for us moving forward it is their prerogative. We are going to be in command of very large fleet by the end of this we are taking our share which is usually 60 to 65% and we are growing and we will keep it that way there's monstrous amounts of work to do. We need to upgrade all of these ships to class A h we need all the diamonds and we need to get working. We need people here to help them get the diamonds because we're going to take our share and we need it immediately and I'm putting it out there as a request and I'm putting the priority of the duty level unfortunately it's never higher than troops on the ground but it is very high without this we will not have troops on the ground I might put them equal today because they are troop support and it's dangerous job and I'm putting it that way now
Thor Freya
It won't always be there but we do see why we need it now and it's very important and very pertinent we're going to condition red and it is because of the morlock reaction to losing their fleet all troops are to active duty all civilians are shelter in place immediately
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heymrstargazer · 3 years
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You said to ask, so please tell me about your OCs???? <3
alkshfs okay okay ill stick to more "personal"(?) stuff rather than technical details cause you can check those out @wcygswhia! hopefully this can be helpful to more than one person so i actually make sense when i decide to randomly yell about them (this is gonna be long as hell just to warn you cause ive had these characters for more than a year so ive had a lot of time to develop their personalities)
Colin O'Hanlon: a true disaster of a person no matter how much he pretends hes put together. colin has grown up mostly isolated with many of his basic rights and requirements stripped, which has thus damaged the fundamental structure of his human nature. there are very few older adults hes come into contact with that show him any form of respect, and therefore he doesnt show it back. his parents' business was pushed on to him from a young age. hes always been stubborn, though. because he refused to murder people for money, his life has been a living hell since. he makes the best of it, though, often bothering the mansions other occupants until they resent him more than he resents them. by default, he hates the people who willingly come to work for his parents because what the fuck youre asking to kill people and they are, in a sense, his replacement. his parents always make sure to remind him if he just switches sides then they wouldn't need to drag all these people into their shit. yes, he feels bad about that, sometimes so guilty he could puke, but there is no way hes going to kill another human being. he does take every opportunity hes offered to remind those people that they're disgusting and sick. he uses their loyalty to his parents against them. while it seems like hes just doing it to be an ass, in his own way, hes trying to make them see exactly what theyre doing and if its really worth it. hes never been allowed to express his feelings and thoughts so many things he says have that sort of round-about quality to them. of course, the few people he can trust get a very different treatment. he does his best to show them that he cares and appreciates them, no matter how scared he is or how risky it may be
Ross Masters: looking at him within the people he surrounds himself with, he comes off as the happy comic relief who just wants people to be happy. you can apply certain qualities of that to him, but compared to most "normal" people, hes not like that at all. yes, hes a people pleaser, but only to those who deserve it. (small spoiler) he literally punches colins dad in the face during the story because he is a piece of shit. ross was raised to be a nice person who looks at all angles of somebodys situation before making harsh judgments (one of the many reasons colin likes him so much). even if people are rude to him, he will give them the benefit of the doubt until he has time to form his own opinions. that does not mean he comes off as an overly nice person upon an introduction. hes lived with the ohanlons since he was 13 years old. thats not an easy situation or one you can get through unscathed. hes very talented when it comes to faking a peppy attitude, yet that doesnt mean he puts in effort where he doesnt need to. also, hes incredibly smart, despite that he doesnt always come off that way. with people like lynette, austin, and valarie, he made sure to be generally friendly and come off as pretty much harmless, even though thats not the case. he keeps his opinions to himself (and people he trusts) unless he needs to use his observations and deductions against someone (with valid reason). after having 12 other siblings (two half-siblings, six step-siblings), a psychology degree, and a very religious family, hes learned when to keep things to himself, how to avoid conflict, and the right amount of friendliness to show people
Lynette Dawson: like colin, lynette has morals just with different priorities. while her family's business is very similar to colins, they didnt treat it like it was their childrens only career option. instead of staying with her family, lynette wanted a job with the ohanlons to make more of a name for herself because of how highly regarded their business it. because she has respect for her parents, she wants to make them proud. taking this job is the best way to do that. while she knows its wrong, she was not raised completely black and white like colin. in a sense, her and colin are like two sides of the same coin. they were raised with the same beliefs yet in completely different ways and have had their morals shaped as such. when she gets assignments, rather than digging into her targets lives, she will avoid learning personal information to spare herself from feeling bad about taking their lives. she goes as far as making up fake stories about the bad things theyve done to deserve an end like that. again, she has morals, ones that keep her human in desperate times, but not ones that hinder her from achieving her goals and finishing her assignments
Jackie Harrington: while shes not featured as often as the others, shes still very important to colin. shes one of the unfortunate servants who was forced into the job after her brother, who formerly worked for the ohanlons, blabbed about what really went on. she has a pretty big personality around people shes comfortable with, but otherwise avoids conversation with people in the mansion. its not that she scared of them or uncomfortable, she just has no desire to be around them. hitmen or not, shes just not a fan of their personalities. despite only having a few years on colin, he really looks up to her because she only sees this job as a minor setback to her life. shes a confident person and isnt afraid to say no, which helps her make more enemies than friends, but those that she does enjoy she would fight tooth and nail for. shes also a very private person so it can be hard for people to enjoy spending time with her. while it doesnt seem deliberate, she can use it to tell whether the people she invites into her life will stick around or not
Valarie Grimshaw: valarie is another one of the characters that can come off as overly nice, and usually she is. shes very reliable and a good friend. she isnt deterred by a bad attitude or somebodys opinion of her. while this can piss certain people off (colin) she can see when somebody is trying to force her niceness away despite that they want it. more than anything, she takes the job for the experience and the money. she is the type of person that doesnt let one action define a person, and applies the same to herself
Austin Keller: austin can come off as a bit of a dumbass and a himbo, but hes not stupid. hes loyal to the people he chooses to be close with, but knows when to draw the line. over anything else, hes loyal to his job. hes in it for the money. he wants to have enough to provide for a family of his own, and if this is the way to do that, then so be it. hes as trustworthy as he needs to be, but, again, his loyalty resides with his job. specifically in regards to his "friendship" with colin, there are times where he as to choose his job over being friendly. yes, he feels bad about it, but it comes down to the principal of his goals
Vincent Brenner: vincent is a sadistic asshat whos also very manipulative. hes a friend of lynettes (and also has a massive creepy crush on her) and was never supposed to be at the masquerade (where they all get their jobs). hes scarily loyal but only to a selective few, and takes it upon himself to solve other peoples problems that he honestly shouldnt even know about. the second he wants to be with someone (romantically, platonically, doesnt matter) everything of theirs becomes his business. his family is generally cold and selfish, but he didnt want it to be that way growing up. he had a close relationship with his sisters until one of them got into a drunk accident and died. while him and his remaining sister took it hard, she was the one to shut him out and therefore he has minimal contact with her. some of his possessiveness comes from his need to avoid another situation like that, but a lot of it has to do with his desire to have people close to him because hes been deprived of it for so long. lynette is mostly unaware of his manipulative side (other than a few questionable jokes here and there) but colin easily spots it because hes grown up around those personalities. this causes the wedge between vincent and lynette when colin and lynette decide not to make each others lives horrible. vincent has a lot of pent up issues and, inevitably, they will all spiral out (but im not gonna get into that cause its huge spoiler).
Nora and Liam O'Hanlon: FUCKING EW. i hate everything about them theyre such pieces of shit. theyre colins parents (and do actually play a large role in the story) but they wouldnt consider themselves that way. both of them have worked in their business for so long that they cant see passed it. every interaction and person to them is either a boost or a liability, not family or friends. after colin has refused to work with them they dont consider him family (going as far as avoiding the usage of using his last name when in private settings). nora is the more aggressive of the two while liam is more focused on the business part rather than the whole hitmen murdering part. hes still a horrible person, but occasionally he'll try to show some decency to colin.
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