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Fucccckkkkk (the feels man)
#idk leaving texts for X so they see them in the morning#and i wanna tell them everything#i wanna tell them that im sorry for basically becoming a ghost of myself for 2 years and ignorning them and only hanging out with V#on the outside everything looked perfect but it was so mutually toxic and destructive but we revelled in the self destruction and pain#and it was our secret. fueling our habits and shutting everyone else out#we were both so depressed but the high from it all was worth it... at the time#looking back i feel sad for that-era us#that-era me#i left all the people who truly wanted the best for me. who were my closest friends. who loved me more than i loved them...#now im back. officially. no more of this self destructive sad mess of a ghost creature.#but i cant change the past...#i still left X for so long without an explanation. and it looks like i chose someone else over them. i wish i could explain to them#that it's not like that.#i didnt have a choice... it all just sort of swallowed me...#i felt so lost and so dead.#but now im ok.#we were talking about Who Is most Likely To in the new friend group.. and one of the questions was Likely to Change their Personality#and X turned to me and went. well Elixyr has known me long enough to see that happen-#and yeah ive known them waaay longer than any of their current friends.#and yeah. theyve changed. and so have i.#but the change wasnt some edgy Change my Entire Personality thing. it was just... becoming less mentally ill... and sad...#and trying to be a better n happier person#but theyre still sad... and i wish they werent. i wish i was around before to make them happy... fuck i hate past me.#sometimes we talk and i realise just how much theu push all of it down. they tell me about how theu want to drink themselves to sleep a lot#and thats... worrying...#and i wish i were a better friend. i wish i knew how to comfort them better. they dont understand why i care so much about them#and i want to hug them and tell them that im so sorry. i feel so guilty that i might have added to their lack of self worth#and im a massive hypocrite. i tell them that theyre not responsible for other peoples feelings and to not think about it like that.#i wanna tell them that no matter how much they think theyve changed. theyre still the same person i loved since the start.#but they'd take that the wrong way... i wanna tell them that it's them. it'll always be them. and im sorry.
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everybodys gotta get back into the practice of using pseudonyms online... i remember the time of screen names where u never ever told anyone ur real name and that was just understood as basic internet safety. plus having a screen name is fun because sometimes it sticks so well that it becomes part of ur identity that u can use in whatever facet of ur life you choose. it rocks to pick your own name
#im living proof! i wasnt always called kiwi but now i am and it rocks#but mostly im just worried about all these kids wayyy oversharing personal info online#not to be like aaaggghh kids these days. but.#um people are sharing their full names and schools and deepest secrets with their FACE ATTACHED#i surely dont need to explain why thats scary#tiktok trends where u share stuff you would Never tell people irl.... WITH!!! YOUR FACE!!!!! IN FULL VIEW!!#WHHH.... WHY...........#Get Scared of Internet Strangers Again Please!
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image of me politely not engaging with an interpretation of a character from my shows which i do not agree with and find to be in slightly poor taste
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some quick jjk eye paintings
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#yuta okkotsu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#ryoumen sukuna#fanart#jjk fanart#tagging everyone feels like it took longer than the actual painting my god#i believe ive gone on record waxing poetic about how i love lower eyelids and how i could paint them fr hours#so i put my money where my mouth is and thats what i did today . self care :)#i had a cool idea fr gojo where i wanted to do like an abberated effect to show 2 extra sets of eyes#but god it looked cluttered and awful no matter what layer mode i put it on sdgdgjsdg#settled fr chromatic abberation on th irises :')#quickish painting but i am ! happy !#very proud also of the different eye shapes i ws able to achieve while keeping them consistently sized#was worried abt geto there fr a sec#but tbh he turned out to be one of my favs ????? surprised myself#anyway this is my love letter to eye skin <3 i love u lower eyelid folds mwah <3
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14 needed new clothes for daily living w the Nobles
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i am having a fucked up time but im being really chill and awesome about it
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Zelda needed an undercover bodyguard and Malon said Link could go if she got to go too. Arent they PRETTY?
some of these were drawn months and months ago and some of these were drawn over the last week as i procrastinate coloring the next chapter of the hero shade comic.
#MALON COMING IN WITH THE CHAIR#time in a dress#plot twist. time doesnt mind the dress at all#thats just his worried for his friend face#and worried for his wife#who wouldnt stay at home#linked universe#time linked universe#malon linked universe#lullaby linked universe
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more weird zinks because im insatiable lately. tentatively titled "damn girl yuor some kind of wretched beast"
silly bonus doodle:
#zelda#light dragon#zelink#totk#totk spoilers#loz#loz fanart#zelda totk#for the record. i dont actually think she gets That Weird post-draconification. like i think she keeps sharp nails + teeth but thats it#BUT. i do like to think her eyes get Weird when she uses her powers and it absolutely scares the shit out of link everytime <3#shes fine though. dont worry#i love doing this desat palette with her and light dragon stuff i might be a little obsessed. sorry (it will happen again)#my art
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The doppelgängers are the least of Francis’s problems
#my art#that’s not my neighbor#thats not my neighbor#tnmn#tnmn francis mosses#francis mosses#tnmn milkman#tnmn doorman#big shock i simp for him but dont worry i wont only draw him lol
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Heyyy Solar Flare buddy pal how you doin-
After idk months its DONE. Solar Flare's introduction to the plot (even tho everyone already knew he was in this au) But basically how Eclipse finds out our buddy's been in there the whole time and he's Handling It. Oh boy does he handle it.
To Bloodmoon tho it looks like he's mumbling to his reflection. Normal sibling behavior. Dont worry.
But also a look into the mindscape here! Thru very... long comic post.
#I HAD TO STREAM TO 5AM TO GET THIS DONE... and then had to go back in and touch up lighting again. cries#lunars just snoozing dont worry about him#this is 30 images and thats cause i went 'i need... to crop these better'#sun and moon show#tsams#sams eclipse#sams solar flare#sams bloodmoon#bean eclipse au#myart#dca au#YEAH WE'LL PUT THAT THERE enjoy
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from the homumiko mines
#dgs#tgaa#dgs spoilers#tgaa spoilers#homumiko#idk why mikotoba is taller in the kiss. hes on his tiptoes#the first one is inspired by the moment when sholmes puts his hands on ryu's neck so he can feel how cold they are from blood loss lol#anyway i continue to be deeply fascinated with early years homumiko#i feel like my view of their relationship is more slowburn than most#like. they were both not at their best when they met and i can very much see a scenario where they start living together w/out necessarily#liking each other#the last one in based on a line in 1-5 where gregson (?) says that after an hour of blood loss even sholmes piped down or something#which makes me think he would not shut up beforehand. and i think he'd say some stuff He Really Shouldn't Have#but susato wrote it off as delirium + she was too worried abt her dad and messing with the crime scene#que like 5 months later her going .........ohhhhhh#thats not how you write que i think. anyway
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Kate Siegel and Rahul Kohli in
The Fall of the House of Usher
#hey what if i randomly dropped some gifs from the fall of the house of usher in the middle of the night#like thats normal right#i just love Them#ok im going back to shameless after this no worries lol#the fall of the house of usher#rahul kohli#kate siegel#camille le'spanaye#napoleon usher#tfothouedit#tfothou#giffed🍂
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BAKUGO ONCE AGAIN ENDURING PAIN, FIGHTING AGAINST HIS SEVERE INJURIES, AND FLYING ALL THE WAY BACK HIMSELF TO HELP DEKU, HE CAN’T BE STOPPED IM CRYING,, CALLING HIM IZUKU AND BEING THAT FINAL PUSH !!?!!!!!!!!
#MY BREATHING CANT CATCH UP WITH MY HEARTBEAT BUT THATS FINE DON’T WORRY ABOUT IT#THEY’RE BACK TOGETHER IN THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WAY#HORIIIIIII#mha 423#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#:’)#ktdk
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summer is coming so i'm giving them the beach day they deserve
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#gojo satoru#nanami kento#fanart#jjk fanart#yuuji#megumi#nobara#gojo#nanami#the drinks r non alcoholic do not worry#and one of them Is megumi's however yuuji Will b taking a generous sip#do not talk 2 me about perspective i am trying my hardest man water is so hard.............#i omitted yuuji's scars and nanami nobara n gojo r . u kno. Here .#so this is probably set pre-shibuya but idc enough to figure out a timeline#megumi voice Whatever!!! i just want them 2 have fun on the beach :(#i want gojo to hurl them in2 the water i want nobara 2 play fetch w the dogs i want them to shake themselves off all over nanamis stuff :((#so glad my hyperfixation media is so lighthearted . so glad it doesnt hurt every time i think abt them . so glad this is canon actually.#gotta do everything myself in this household smh#sighs . we cope !#drawing this made me think back to an old fb zine piece i did where they were Also on a beach#n that piece took MONTHS n this took 2 days so thats a bit of growth there babey#anyway all that 2 say i am drained but i am victorious
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thinking about how the (greek) big three swore to never sire any more demigod children because those children are just too powerful (dangerous) and also thinking about how the characters that, arguably, seem to have the greatest proclivity for cruelty in the name of justice or vengeance are also the (greek) big three children... there's something there, a connection to be made I'm sure of it
#and its not just cruelty...#its like this spiraling into... darkness? power?#for percy and nico at least#thalia we dont get to see as much and I need to reread ttc#but like... she's SO tempted by power#its like she has to actively fight against those base instincts to rule (like her father)#when she chooses the hunters#she removes her role (her power her agency) in the great prophecy#and idk I feel like there's subtext there that she's worried what she would have done had she been the prophecy child#but sincerely there's something about greek big three kids thats off kilter#and that aspect only gets more pronounced as time goes on and they get older#like not only are they scarily powerful#but their mental states are just... messy#almost like in comparison to other demigods#they're a little more god a little less mortal if that makes sense#and they have to fight to maintain that mortality (their humanity)
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she was like an angel to me
#artlyn#mcu#the marvels#monica rambeau#photon#//#sorry for posting about mcu lol#and i guess for vague spoilers#but like genuinely seeing monica glow filled me with so much awe i was close to weeping and like damn maybe thats what people talk about#when they tell stories about crying because they saw an angel#not to overhype the scene lmao#but also theres a bit as an aside to kamala where she's like ''dont worry about it baby'' and i was like :')#also khan family appreciation i love them#anyway whipped this up in an hour or something because couldnt get it out of my head
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