happy first day of spring semester. i was late to my first class, asked to be removed from the waitlist and was told to wait a week or two (so no i will not be removed) and now im hiding in a bathroom stall before my next class to try and breathe through my emotions privately. will reblog with updates about how the other things i have to do today that are anxiety inducing go.

Oh fuck me fuckme fuck me

pro: i've been actually so consistent in my sleep schedule the last two weeks, i woke up at half past eight this morning despite having only gone ot bed at like, 4 am

con: i am so so so so so tired. all the time. how do y'all live like this

man the perpetual all nighters have been doing wonders for my skin

uh oh sisters

one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else

i wish i was good at arts so i could have a reason to stay at home and draw all day

Interview went well!!

praying to adam parrish to give me the strength to finish this godforsaken essay

me when I sleep less than 6-7 hours a night and don’t get one night’s uninterrupted sleep for a full week plus have an extremely emotionally draining day and then I wake up with a headache, feel like I could take a 10hr nap, my entire body hurts, I’m unable to focus on anything, and my friends are pointing out how uncharacteristically quiet I am

dear summer,

i would like to wish you

a very FUCK YOU.

I now need to figure out whether to sleep now and wake up in time to call and book a doctors appointment, or just stay awake until the clinic opens. sleeping now is probably the better option so we don't have to be awake for a ridiculous amount of time, but we've also only just sort of gotten our sleep schedule back to something resembling what our body likes to do.

I don't want to completely fuck up our sleep schedule by immediately flipping it back round to being awake in the day, but I also know it's a bad idea to stay awake too long so I'm kinda torn on what to do

Got some exciting news today at work, because while it;s not good news it IS exciting.

One of the people working overnight has to stop for personal reasons so there’s an opening on overnights.

We all were already asked if were interested in going overnights but alas, no takers.

So, until we find someone else, the former overnighter is splitting the shift with my team.

As in, unless one of the three of us who works until midnight decides they suddenly would rather work 7 pm to 4 am, we’re going to have to work it in rotations.

I’m not super excited about either option, honestly!

Can I plz request some solo phone backgrounds of the guys more specifically Kendall and Logan?! 🤩🤩🤩

just posted it here!! i'm not sure if this is exactly what you had in mind, but i threw in a little bit of both babie and manband kendall + logan for funsiesヾ(•ω•`)o although if you were looking specifically for showverse!kogan, i'm so sorry i didn't get to include any (；′⌒`) nonetheless, thank you for the request and i really hope you like them!!! 💜

there's an artist I rly like not naming names but one of their ocs looks EXACTLY like [redacted person ik irl] and it always makes me double take whenever they draw them bc for a second im always like ohhh.. that's them..... but they wouldn't do that... it makes me feel soo strange

oh goddamnit. well. it was nice while it lasted 😔