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smth smth rambles that are entirely my opinion and i could be wrong (so dont attack me) you know this chapter made guda, fuijmaru ritsuka with already Many Issues worse is because of "mash" or rather kyrie's death but ultimately comes back to mash...that dantes did for them.
we even see a while back how guda was already shaken by not knowing whether mash is safe during lb6 after that fog like their priority is mash. mash.
they were already frantic as soon as they remembered mash almost questioning everyone about her whereabouts and immediately got reckless just trying to reach her at norwich. and when only when they were together did the "narrator" emphasize on the sheer relief guda felt like-- wow the obvious signs in OC chapter 2 makes you realize furthermore that guda's sanity hangs on a thin thread named 'mash' asdfgh
yes guda loves mash!! yes they care about her!!! but look and read at how guda tells absolutely nothing to mash- and that applied the same to kyrie!
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kyrie wanted to know and ask her senpai about the situation like we see her really wanting it but ultimately backtracking in the end because she trusts guda and she's even supportive. and guda was grateful/relieved that she stays innocent about the weird things going on in their tokyo.
they do compromise at one point that if kyrie really demands on explanations, guda would tell her but...
guda doesnt tell her anything, (kyrie believes in her senpai so even when faced with death, kyrie didnt break under pressure) keeps her in the dark so no one comes after her. for her to be ultimately safe. so she remains...innocent, normal who stands alongside "mama" and "little sister" as they arent involved in the first place about whats been happening. and guda wants to keep it that way for their family. not a real family, but a family nonetheless that cared about guda. an epitome of normal- which mash kyrielight has attained.
and now you see guda, who, upon waking up asks mash kyrielight if she was okay. if she was alright. guda doesnt stop their questions until mash answered. and so mash answered.
"I'm okay, Senpai. My vital signs are normal... so I'm completely okay."
all the while guda had just dismissed being in pain literally one minute ago and just hugged her tight. they "save mash the trouble" to tell her about the pains they went through in the singularity so as not to burden mash. so they stuff their pain inside the corner of their heart again, completely satisfied with mash's safety and disregarding their own health. (you also see in section 23 that theyre cherishing the normal and small moments with mash.)
mash is normal. mash looks pure to guda, her heart filled with "color" in comparison to guda whose heart has become "transparent". an inverse character development which will ultimately destroy them both.
for mash, who sees her Senpai as strong and unwavering, the image of kindness and strength when they held her hand during part 1 crushed by a coffin which she continues to believe them to be that way until now.
for guda, who sees mash as someone who's become normal. one last remnant that reminds them of a past life lost, mash with that purity and normalcy becoming an ideal to protect (as if she was glass) because they no longer have their own. (and mash is also literally the only one left close to guda, who remembers all the events of part 1. which... adds more to how losing mash would break guda even further.)
(also we see guda say 'tadaima' coming home to an empty house, the loss of kyrie and their family still in mind, and a little later, the Avenger mindset comes back and settles in as they're plagued by bloodlust. then when guda comes back to mash, their home, mash is their home. do you realize that? do you realize what im saying? mash says: "welcome home, senpai." and that was enough for guda. that eased everything in guda's tumultuous heart.)
i remembered guda avoiding on telling "mom" that they and kyrie were near the "gas leak site" / britoalter's battleground so like.....of course their lying to medical staff about getting back to the battlefield would carry over here.
deliberately making sure the "normal" components of their fake high school life remain untainted is what we see guda do. they shouldered everything, terrifying as it is, just to protect them but ended up inevitably losing them in the process.
there's also that contrast in seeing a dead body between kyrie and guda. kyrie still stood strong against dantes and remained rational and calm while telling "ojisama" that this wasnt good for guda. meanwhile guda, while still able to think about calling the ambulance after seeing the da vincis absolutely lost their mind when it came to kyrie which their mind thought of mash- and i think guda thought of both as 'one' person so they went absolutely insane right then and there
during the conversation with amatsuka, thats the part where guda became finally stable. because its implied guda's mental state really broke at kyrie's death which their mind automatically thought it to be "=mash is dead". but ukelele-senpai saved the day by reminding guda where they are, if mash and kyrie were the same person, and helping guda calm down and think of seeing that blue sky with mash during the part 1 epilogue.
and augh guda you shit!!! you need therapy!! dont put mash in a pedestal!! dont treat her as if she's fragile!! dont treat her like porcelain meant to be protected while you take on everything for the sake of keeping mash safe because she is the only remnant of your past left, because she is the only "normal" person you have left!!! guda you need to understand that if ever mash gets hurt someday or dies and its out of your control, you need to understand that it wont be your fault!! you need to understand that because someday you will part ways with her as well and you need to be able to be ready to lose again. if you lose mash once and for all, what will you do!?!?!? this is not healthy guda!! gudaaa you hear me!!?? gudaaaaaaa
#fate grand order#fgo#mash kyrielight#fujimaru ritsuka#guda#when the unhealthy coping mechanism is unhealthy
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Jfc NOBODY IS SAYING THAT STEDE'S TRAUMA EXCUSES HIS ACTIONS. Like. Why the FUCK is that always the first place you assholes go. You can't even acknowledge he HAS IT most of the time, but when you do the first thing you say about it is, "but that doesn't excuse anything!" No. One. Says. It. Does. But it would be nice to be able to fucking acknowledge it AT ALL without your asshole takes. We get it. You think Stede is the fucking worst and his trauma doesn't matter. Shut the fuck up.
Omg Stede anon is back!! Wow Im so honoured, welcome back!
I literally said in my tags that his trauma is what makes his actions so heartbreaking. Like I said, its nuanced. Someones actions can be hurtful to others and also incredibly understandable given the circumstances they're in. Which is why its so similar to his privilege, because Stede was raised in that privilege. The point is that hes a good man because he tries to learn and grow, as Im sure he'll do in this scenario as well.
Like I said, it fucking hurts to be told your self hatred hurts the people you care about. Most people who adopt self-hatred like Stedes do so for two reasons
1. To protect themselves from harm (via rejection, abuse, neglect, etc.)
2. To protect others from harm (because when you're told often enough that your existence is wrong, you start to internalize it and believe that your existence hurts others.)
That second one is so powerful, because yes, self-hate is selfish in the sense that you really have to believe that you're special or unique to believe that you, and only you, matter enough to be so deeply deserving of bad things. But the other piece is that most people who hate themselve that deeply also genuinely want to do whats best for others. Its why i see so many clients in therapy who tell me theyre afraid to be kinder to themselves because they think itll make them selfish.
Thats the stage that I see Stede at. He doesnt yet have the understanding, because of his history of trauma and chronic invalidation, to be able to contextualize how deeply selfish his self hate is. Moreover, he genuinely believes that hes doing whats best for others by acting the way he does.
This doesnt take away the hurt he caused. This doesnt negate the decisions hes made.
When I was deeply hurting, faced with a similar mindset, I made decisions that hurt people. I had a therapist tell me one session that I had hurt her by assuming the worst in her, something that I did because of how deeply I hated myself.
I resent my actions, still, to this day, and yet she showed me empathy and kindness and helped me forge a path forward so I wouldnt hurts others that way in the future.
Because of her pointing out the hurt I caused, i was able to learn and grow, and am a better, kinder person now because of it.
Thats what I mean when I say it doesnt negate the hurt he caused. Because often times seeing the hurt our self hatred causes is the ingredient thats needed to push us in the direction of healing, because we dont love ourselves enough to do it for us, but we love others enough to start that journey for them.
Anyways, its a topic Im deeply interested in, so even though you called me an asshole, Im grateful for you reaching out because it gave me the opportunity to put my thoughts into words, because as I said, I believe its an incredibly nuanced discussion, but as a Stede stan through and through it always makes me chuckle when I get these anons.
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Meet the LI's
As a BIG point of reference. The colors are off because tumblr is restrictive haha.
Lex:
Full Name: Lex Bergstrom (Lex Burg-strum)
Pronouns: Xey/Xem/They/Them (genderqueer)Sexuality: OmniAge/Birthday: 19 (Jan 1st)
Height: 6’3”
Ethnicity: Norwegian/Swedish
Position: Switch
Likes: brunost, improv, acting, cooking, baking for others, being a bastard (damn bitch, you lanky and have an attitude), romance novels/manga, gaming, cousins (best friends), Vocaloid, rain, Nightcore (understandable but damn.) Their lizard named Brann
Dislikes: talking shit, ableist comments on eye, xyr body, carrots (ew), sarcasm (although they do it, wow hypocrisy), band kids (it's mostly a joke….maybe), xyr Christian parents (told them they're sinning for how they changed their name), basketball (played it in high school)
Love Language
Giving: nothing Acts of Service/Quality Time
Receiving: Words of Affirmation
Rania:
Full Name: Rania Habib (Raan-ya Haa-beeb)
Pronouns: She/Her (trans)
Sexuality: Demi/Omni
Age/Birthday: 19 (July 21st)
Height: 5'1 (Lumi height lmfao) (rude </3)
Ethnicity: Cyrpus/Egyptian/Japanese
Position: Power bottom/Switch
Likes: halloumi cheese, very gen Z humor (fried memes make her snort), fashion! (Decora; japan), studying (English literature student but works part-time at the in-school bookstore), koshary (dish), plushies, her books <3, cats, long naps, societal issues, her cat BiBi
Dislikes: being told she's over-cluttered, being held back in her studying (she wants to finish it in one go if she can, although she takes breaks), being owned things, popping candy (surprisingly), her fucking shit and wack ass classmates, existence, girl can't cook sorry
Love Language
Giving: Words of Affirmation
Receiving: Physical Touch
Darius:
Full Name: Darius Harris (Dar-ee-us Hair-is)
Pronouns: He/Him
Sexuality: Pan
Age/Birthday: 28 (October 26th
Height: 5’6”
Ethnicity: African American
Position: Service Top
Likes: laughing cow Cheese, his kid. His kid very much, loves his kid (will do anything for her), his job, surprisingly! He actively likes knowing the town and speaking to the regulars every day, DND! (Nerd), jazz (plays a few different instruments;) ), fruit loops (on God he eats it uP), coffee snob, his apartment decorations, hockey, dad jokes
Dislikes: smoking, Starbucks, newer pokemon games, Mcdonald's fries (they really went downhill in recent years), garbage not put on the curbside (PLEASE PUT IT IN THE RIGHT PLACE HE TRIES HIS BEST), people who tell him he works a shit job :( (he likes it a lot how dare you insult his trash), glitter (that shit gets everywhere), (monarchy shhhh secret)
Love Language
Giving: Quality Time/Gift Giving
Receiving: Acts of Service
Perkins:
Full Name: Perkins Arsenault (Perk-ins R-sen-o)
Pronouns: He/Him
Sexuality: Bi
Age/Birthday: 21 (April 22)
Height: 6’2”
Ethnicity: Québécois/Canadian
Position: Switch
Likes: oka cheese (blue cheese is second best), his mom's <3, cheese. His cows!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Millie <3), calligraphy, nature hikes/long walks, road trips, baking bread, yoga, gardening, sunset/sunrise, fruit snacks, those pamphlets you get when you travel
Dislikes: Animal cruelty, large crowds, the cold, pineapple on pizza (IT DOESNT BELONG THERE), peaches, hotel mints (he’s been tricked far too many times thinking it was just chocolate), doing nothing
Love Language
Giving: Acts of Service
Receiving: Quality Time
Milo:
Full Name: Milo Davis (Mee-lo Day-vis)
Pronouns: He/They/She (Intersex/Genderfluid)
Sexuality: Bi
Age/Birthday: 25 (September 1st)
Height: 5’11”
Ethnicity: Australian
Position: Top (youre welcome Lumi)
Likes: goat cheese, strawberry milk (secretly), his tattoos, oil paint/acrylics, rock, leather clothes, BBQ fanatic (cooks really well), specific paint brushes (Rembrandt), quietness, fucking with people (will make you believe stupid things), ex-wife (1 year). Mom <3, AAA meetings, yellow, punk fashion and ideology
Dislikes: hot dogs (will kill on sight), alcohol (ex ad.), Fighting, fake rock fans, watercolor paint, math, pickles (has cried before), mocking. Loud noise.
Love Language
Giving: Quality Time
Receiving: Physical Touch
Andrés:
Full Name: Andrés (Roberto) Rodríguez (Han-dre) (Rode-dre-gaze)
Pronouns:They/Them (amab) (agender)
Sexuality: Pan
Age/Birthday: 20 (July 7th)
Height: 5’3”
Ethnicity: Cuban
Position: Switch (Top leaning)
Likes: queso nabacoa, guayaba, dancing (hip hop), family!!! Big time especially his grandfather, soccer (inter Miami CF), photography, cigarettes, caffecito
Dislikes: puns (sorry for your loss in humor bro), water (can't swim for shit, will drown), horror movies (horror in general), anyone who says bullshit about his team <\3, being dismissed when he talks about his interests
Love Language
Giving: Quality Time
Receiving: Acts of Service
Merry:
Full Name: Merry Winsterfield (Mare-ee Win-stir-field)
Pronouns: She/They (enby)
Sexuality: Omni
Age/Birthday: 25 (May 5th)
Height: 5’5”
Ethnicity: American/Irish
Position: Bottom
Likes: cheddar, video games, Instagram-worthy dinners, social interaction, skateboarding, mom's side of the family, beer!
Dislikes: unfashionable people, being criticized, overworking herself, ducks. Hates ducks (they scare her), her dad, panic attacks
Love Language
Giving: Quality Time/Physical Touch
Receiving: Gift Giving
Liam:
Full Name: Liam Hugon (Lee-am U-ong)
Pronouns: He/Him (trans)
Sexuality: Pan
Age/Birthday: 22 (March 17th)
Height: 6’1”
Ethnicity: Vietnamese/American
Position: Switch (Bottom leaning)
Likes: brie, designer clothes, big-time fashion nerd, sewing!, Drawing (has to do with fashion but has drawn other pieces), reading, Bún thịt nướng (good AF tbh, pop off Liam), high-end restaurants…like reservations are impossible to get in I mean bro, does work out (has an in-home gym ;) ) and helps out at the community garden, providing for loved one's, has a dad who was very supportive of his transition (although he's a traditional man)
Dislikes: one of the aunties that keeps telling him that he's not "a real man," and etc. Good old transphobia from old traditional people, am I right, lads, yelling, cucumber (will fight you if about how gross they are), ex (toxic mf? Can't imagine), anything that's pure wool….just ew. Being recognized in the streets/paparazzi (although not famous famous still has a following important enough)
Love Language
Giving: Gift Giving
Receiving: Words of Affirmation
#cheesegame#cheese game#spin the wheel of cheese romance#visual novel#otome#otome game#dating sim#indiedev#asklex#askrania#askdarius#askperkins#askmilo#askandres#askmerry#askliam
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your fic got me thinking about kuki/misayuki and i hate it here 😞😞😞😞 thinking about yuki yearning because she realizes first how she feels about having a crush on her only friend and silently pining because she doesnt want her only friend to be hurt even more when she merges with tengen and disappears forever.......misato only realizing how she feels when yuki leaves 😍😍😍 i want them to be MESSY and ANGSTY 😈😈 them reuniting years later after riko dies and comforting eachother but there's this air of grief (?).......misato recovering and bonding with yuki once again and they get back into their old rhythm again and yuki telling her about all the places she's gonna take her when she gets rid of ce for good.....misato wanting so badly to believe her but so much has happened between them in the years they had been separated so there's that part of her that's stuck in the middle because she's scared of feeling too happy/too comfortable even tho yuki makes that difficult for her sometimes. i say sometimes because yuki starts to push away everytime she gets too close to someone (because she's the same as misato!!! :)) the only exception being todo but thats different
i think i'm gonna stop rambling now ive thought about these 2 characters an unhealthy amount esp considering they've never interacted/mentioned eachother i blame u for trapping me i h8 it here sm 😭😭😭😭
I haven't logged on in days and this is the first thing I see on my inbox I'm going to cry?? ANON YOU GET ME omg they're so good and they make so so so much sense!!! The dynamic would already be complicated enough when they're young and then it just gets more and more complicated as time passes and they get separated and hhhh the idea of them kinda pushing each other away even after years of yearning haha how dare you say that 🙃
I go back and forth so much on whether they saw each other again before Riko died and I like the angst of Yuki only coming back after she's dead but. but. but. What if Misato Riko Yuki found family 😪 Just Yuki arriving during Hidden Inventory and stopping Toji before things can go awfully wrong and taking Riko and Misato away. I think about those three a lot. I think about them and Todo a lot too they would be such a weird little family 😪😪😪😪 Anyway. They mean the world to me. Welcome to rarepair hell :)
#ramble to me about misayuki as much as you want they're one of the few things I still get excited about in j.jk sjdjsjd#which says a lot considering they're both... uh let's say. mia..#I love them ur honor#And I love u anon#I cannot think of Yuki without somehow throwing her in with characters she's even never interacted with#I'm sorry...#find me here my beloved I love that fic to bits I truly peaked with it nothing has felt the same ever since#plus I wrote most of it on planes and airports so whenever I think back on it it feels like a fever dream#Anyway. thank you for sending me this!! :)#answered#fic talk
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did you think about how the other madrigals would react to you? i bet they're thrilled about you! i think they'd be relieved that bruno found someone that makes him so happy x)
This is so sweet... 🥺🥺 ahh thank you for asking anon!! ;u;
In my universe, maybe a single day before the movie's canon events, my self insert just kinda "falls" in the shape of a falling star and lands into the Encanto! In Luisa's arms, actually. She catches her. And she's like "UHHH GUYS I CAUGHT A FALLING STAR" and they're like.. what do you mean you caught a falling star. And she's like "I caught. A falling. Star. From the sky. Just now." And all these little sparkles and stars take the form of a human -- ✨ poof!! ✨ it's Keri!! :D
So they take one look at her and they're like "ok this girl is obviously not from Colombia, what is she doing here??" but the Encanto did not see her as a threat, so she's here and that must mean she's... safe. Right? And someone falling from the sky in the form of a burning star isn't really the weirdest thing they've seen (I mean, this whole family has gifts beyond the imagination, I'm sure they wouldn't feel TOO frazzled)!
I think most of the Madrigals are kind of confused at first about her sudden appearance in their little village, but super welcoming nonetheless. Abuela, however, is wary almost the entire time. She doesn't want to lose her home again, she has to protect the family, and some stranger dropping in from the sky and claiming that she's here to help you with something and when you ask what do you mean 'something' and she says well I don't know to be honest because it's never specific but I just know that I'm here to help you fix anything that's broken isn't exactly what you want to wake up to at 6 in the morning... especially when there is nothing wrong with La Casa Madrigal and the MAGIC is STRONG and so are the drinks.
Over time though, my S/I would be on very good terms with everyone!! Best terms I think with Bruno, Luisa, Mirabel, and Isabela especially, she feels like they're the easiest to talk to. But the family is so big, and she's not a social person in the slightest, so she'd have to recharge her batteries quite often, and she's never had a family dinner before so ofc THAT is also very overwhelming the first dozen or even hundred times... but at the same time, she loves it. She is not related by blood and she doesn't even speak the same language, but they don't leave her out bc of that; they still treat her like she belongs with them and that's something she's never gonna forget.
I don't have my full story planned out entirely yet, but at the end of everything, I love imagining that she's accepted as a part of the family -- and like you said!! I wanna hope they'd all be really happy that Bruno has someone who he can love unconditionally and receive that same love in turn 🥰🥰🥰
#anonymous#asks#self insert asks#keepsake#💕☆ Don’t you see? You’re my good luck charm! ♡💚🔮⏳🐀#thank you anon 🥺🥺 this was so sweet#i had to rly sit and think abt it!!#and ive been meaning to draw something where#mira is taking her hands during that opening 'welcome to the family madrigal!'#and she's staring at this family wide-eyed in wonder#and she doesnt believe they're telling HER welcome. but they are#and it would be such a rush for her to experience a real family#bc most universes are built off of FOUND families or friendships#this would be her first time seeing an actual family who loves each other#and she didnt get to see that growing up so its surreal but exciting#and maybe a little scary#but she gets along w/ everyone even if she's an anxious wreck the entire time#good thing bruno knows a thing or two about social anxiety#he holds her hand the whoooole time <3
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DM: So you guys head in.
Nathaniel (OOC): [in chat] gl
Moriarty (OOC): *crosses himself*
Eudora (OOC): [in chat] 'Absolutely' she's talked about it with Tark
DM: They're sort is sitting on the lounge as you enter. You give your spiel.
Nathaniel (OOC): [in chat] i love that you crossed yourself
DM: Go ahead and just give me a performance check.
Moriarty (OOC): Yeah I crossed myself and I'm not even Catholic.
Eudora: Can I help since I'm kind of helping with the demo?
DM: Yes, I will say absolutely.
Nathaniel (OOC): [in chat] jesus doesnt in relni but you went for it
Moriarty: Okay so that's a 17 on the first roll, *rolls* and a 6 on the second.
DM: Okay, so 17 plus?
Eudora: I did not help much.
Moriarty: Performance is 3 so Dirty 20.
DM: Alright yeah, so with Eudora a little awkwardly, I think that's part of the charm of modeling this breastplate on her small halfling form, you give them the spiel you tell them exactly what this is supposed to do, you give them the whole rundown. 'This is what Eudora's gonna be doing, this is why she's here, she's going to be feeling the magic, blah blah blah.' You explain what it's going to do, what the effects are going to be, you're fucking giving them the presentation of your life.
Tark (OOC): [in chat] Had a brainstorm slumber party and it dissolved into drinking wine and talking about things
Moriarty (OOC): Hell yeah.
DM: Eudora, are you ready?
Eudora: As ready as I'm gonna be.
DM: Are you trained in arcana?
Eudora: I believe... I am.
DM: Make an arcana check with advantage.
Eudora: okay. *rolls* Neither roll is great, but 14.
DM: Okay. You reach out, you're not really sure what you're looking for, but you've seen Moriarty do the hitting his chest thing and making the armor. So you reach up to the gem, the spell storing power imbued in there, as you touch it it does feel warm. Moriarty, what is the desired effect of this?
Moriarty (OOC): Basically what's supposed to happen this is more or less the more portable version of the two forms of Arcane Armor. Which in this case is the Infiltrator form. So you know how in Iron Man 2, he puts the chest piece on and it fold out.
DM: Yes.
Moriarty (OOC): It's basically going to do that when it's activated and conform to Eudora's body shape. It's going to be light and thin enough that she can wear it underneath her clothes, but also provide the same protection as the breastplate.
Hunt (OOC): [in chat] sous-vide
DM: Okay, perfect.
Eudora (OOC): *hearing Ethan explain the Arcane Armor's effects* Can Eudora keep the prototype?
DM: Well, so it begins to work as you planned; this large breastplate, as you touch it, you can feel heat of this magic and almost this cobalt blue/sapphire energy in your mind's eye that then sparks through the armor it form fits to yo, and you're taken aback by this because you're not really a magic user and as it form fits to your hands, you jerk and this lightning comes out, singes the carpet and sends you flying back into the wall. DC was a 15, so it does work, but it kind of backfires a little on you Eudora.
Moriarty: Moriarty's just gonna like stare at the carpet then back at Eudora.
Eudora: Well, I see there's a bit of a learnin' curve to it.
DM: It reforms back into just the breastplate on you, but for a moment at least it worked. And Rhistel looks impressed.
Tark (OOC): [in chat] Eudora is all 'FUCK YAH' She gets up and is all “IM OKAY”
Rhistel: Very interesting.
Eudora: Eudora's brushing herself off.
Rhistel: Well congratulation Mr. Kilmister you met the brief. Perhaps once there's a bit more learning done you can show me again, but for now you have been a help on missions and you've done what I asked so welcome to the Elegant Roses.
Moriarty: Thank you Your Elegance.
DM: Alinac will give you the signet ring.
Moriarty (OOC): Hell yeah.
DM: And you are officially a member of the guild.
Eudora: Eudora's standing there pleased as punch.
Moriarty: When we exit, I'm going to turn to Eudora and say, "Well as agreed, as thanks for assisting me and allowing me to build my own gun, you may keep that."
Eudora: Why thank you.
Moriarty: And considering we may have to present it again with less burning the carpet...
Eudora: I should practice a bit more?
Moriarty: Perhaps.
Eudora: That was certainly an interestin' experience.
Moriarty: Yes.
Eudora: Reachin' out to the magic and all that.
Moriarty: Yes, it's not entirely sure exactly how to describe it, aside from, do you ever have a feeling whenever you listen to a good song and it feels like warmth floods your chest?
Tark (OOC): [in chat] Eudora is gonna multi class
Eudora: *nods* I'm familiar.
Moriarty: That's what it feels like to me; getting in touch with that feeling.
Eudora: Huh. Well, I wonder if I could practice a little more...I don't know, I have tried before but I never had any luck on my own.
Moriarty: Well this might start you on a path of success in the future.
Eudora: Perhaps. Well, this has certainly been.. I completely lost the word I was gonna say.
Moriarty: Enjoyable? Exhilarating? Something else that begins with the letter 'E'.
Eudora: I think those all apply. Hopefully, next time I try it out I will have slightly less explosive, for another word with an 'E', time of it.
Moriarty: Indeed, I'm sure it'll be electrifying.
Eudora: And I will reach up and pat Moriarty's elbow.
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Everyone knows there's two groups in Scott's town: bikers and players. On one hand, bikers are a mess to be around: always looking for trouble, making noise, partying all over the city.... a mess. Th issue is, most have good grades and know enough about machines and motors and such to give classes to the mechanics from town.
On the other hand, players are nice looking, kind hearted, smart boys that never make a fuss and are always there to help the community however they can. Most are football players, runners and basketball players or all of those at the same time. They're a charm to be around, if you're lucky enough to get in their circle.
"Welcome to Pop's, please sit wherever, its early yet" says Peter to his friends, careful to keep equilibrium on his rollers.
"Thanks Mr, we'll take the same table we usually do" Steve laughs and goes sit at their usual table with the rest.
Serving the table next to them, pretty blond looks at Peter with adoration.
"Is Claire still trying to get you to ask her out, Peter" MJ asks, fully knowing the answer already. Peter whines.
"I've tried to discourage her in a million ways! I'm bi, but I'm not interested in her, I dont know why she doesnt get it!"
"Man shes hot and funny, what is there not to be interested about?" Sam asks, one broe arched in disbelief.
"If you like her, ask her out! That'll get her off me" Peter begs while writing down their orders, even thought theres no need.
They always order the same food and wait until Peter finishes his turn to go so something around the city, and tonight's no exception, until new company arrives.
The door opens to Tony S., major douchebag of the city, and his friends, the major dumbasses, Nat, Clint and Bucky B. Peter's friends instantly look awkward and pissed, and the other persons in the diner look at Tony's and his friends with dread. Who know what they might be up to. The fact that they cant be thrown off high school because his amazing grades pisses off a lot of people.
Peter swallows and calms himself. He hopes Tony wont cause problems in the diner, because that's the last thing he needs and tmhe really doesnt want to kick anyone out. Besides, he isn't sure how he would kick them out if he had to.
Despite his nervousness, he rolls to them and smiles politely: " Welcome to Pop's, please sit wherever, today is not as full"
"What about you sit on my lap, darling?" Tony claimed he was bi a long time ago; more than claimed, he was caught having sex with some guy under the major's statue. Peter counts to five so he doesnt reply to that.
"Choose whatever table you want, I'll go serve you right now" he then turns around to give the cooker his friends orders, hoping he doesnt look too startled.
Tony usually mocks them in high school, and they mock right back, but he has never said anything sexual to him. It's strange, thinking of him that way, like someone you can have sex with. Peter shakes his head and rolls back to Tony's table.
Nat and Clint are too busy signaling at each other to notice he's there, and Bucky is checking something on the other side of the diner. Peter is too shy to say something when no one is paying attention, so he waits until Tony tells his friends to shut up and order already because they're making Parker loose his time.
Peter looks at him surprised, but smiles and starts taking notes. Clint has a little bit problem to order, because his deaf and his parents couldnt teach him to talk until he got in school, but he manages. Peter likes Clint, he's nice and seems a good person, but he doesnt understand why he mixes with the rest.
Nat is adopted and she's always in trouble for this thing or the other, she's always quiet but when she talks is like she's always trying to test you, somehow. Bruce had to give her math classes for a while and he said she's actually not that bad, but she still scares Peter.
Buckys parents are cool, they let him leave alone, which sounds incredible, but hes always argues with teachers and missing class, and hes always inappropriate and rude to people.
And Tony's parents are as rich as it gets, but they like to live away from big cities so they're here until tony graduates. Peter doesn't know much about them, except that they no longer pick Tony up when he gets arrested so one of the members of their staff does it. His uncle Sam is a cop, and he says theres nothing sadder than parents that dont care about his son enough to get mad at him.
So Peter tries to be kind to them, but it's so hard when all they do is mock him and his friends. Besides, Tony always has the expression, like he's to good for everyone else! It drives Peter mad.
"I'm going to have the Burguer 6, with chips and a piece of that ass" Tony pretends to read seriously from the menu, but his friends dont laugh. Peter's tired of the jokes, but he needs the job and Tony is not going to ruin this for him.
"Sure thing, dude, maybe when hell freezes. What else?" The others do laugh this time, to Peter's confusion, and order their meals.
.....
"Dude he absolutely hates you" Bucky seems to find this hilarious, even though hes Tony's best friend and he should support him, dammit!
"Of course he had to wear shorts, not like I could keep my mind straight or something" Tony moans, watching Peter roll away like the cute doll he is.
"You're like an animal dude" Clint says, little sloppy but understandable.
"Pathetic" Adds Nat, as if Tony needed confirmation of the screw up.
"And besides, since when is your mind straight?" Bucky laughs at his own joke, like the idiot he is, Tony thinks, while checking the other side of the diner again.
"At least I dont stalk Rogers from here like some kind of pervert" Tony smiles wide at Bucky's affronted face, blushing and frowning. "Whatever".
"Dude, just tell him you're into him and ask him on a date, this suave shit is not your style" Clint signs, too tired to try and talk. Tony signs back "Suave is totally think you jerk!"
"Not when you care" Nat interrupts as direct as always, looking seriously at him. "Food here is good but if you did yourself a favor and went straight to it we wouldnt have to come here and hear you whine"
"Straight?" Bucky chimes again, entertained. Nat hits him in the back of the head "Idiot."
"I will, alright? I will"
Rught then, Peter comes back with their drinks and Tony leans back.
"I dont know what I like the most, you coming to me in those cute rolls or you going away in that killer short"
All his friends look at him exasperated, and Tony cant believe he actually said that to Peter. Hes never going to get a date with his cheesy fucking lines.
But Peter laughs. Not a big laugh, okay, but a short, cute one that he tries to hide.
"Maybe youd like me better without both, huh Tony?" He leans towards Tony a little, his hand on Tony's shoulder for a second.
Hes gone just as fast as he came, leaving the whole table shocked.
Tony knows he should close his mouth, but he cant believe Peter Parker just legit flirted back at him. What the hell? He needs a cold shower right now, and his friends need to stop looking at him.
"Did you pay him to say that or something" Tony knows Bucky is trying to be funny, but truth is he cant explain that act either, and when he looks at Nat and Clint for help, they're just staring at him like a third head just grew out.
...
Peter is hyperventilating.
"I cant believe I flirted back. What the hell is wrong with me?" His friends are looking at him like he just told them he likes to dance hula naked in december, and Peter cant blame them
"Huh, maybe the fact that you've had the hots for him for years?"MJs voice cuts the air. Peter looks at her in disbelief.
"I have not! He's arrogant and careless and despective and rude and..."
"And hot and intelligent and funny, in your opinion" MJ adds, smiling "I've seen you laugh at his jokes when you think no one is watching, and you cant deny hes hot and smary"
"Maybe you should date him"
"Dont be ridiculous, I'm leaning to girls in this period of my life. And he's into you, not me"
Peter couldnt believe MJ. He did not have the hots for Tony, and Tomy was not funny, not all the time anyway, and Tony Stark was not into Peter in any way, shape or form.
And yet he had felt so good flirting with him. Seeing his amazement when Peter had answered. For once, Tony was not in control of everything and playing his jokes, he was shocked.
And Peter did that to him.
So Peter decided, what the hell, let's try this out. If he ends up being an asshole, my friends will kick his ass for me.
"If you like him, go ahead, but he looks like too much trouble for me" Steve said, looking worried. He and Bucky had been childhood friends, but they bad separated later in life and Steve didn't like to be close to him or his friends, Tony included.
"Yeah, and if he's a jerk to you well talk to him" Sam smiled threatingly, clapping his hands.
"Nat is really nice to be around when you meet her" added a blushing Bruce, who had been crushing on the ginger since they met but was way too shy to say or do anything.
Peter kept working until he had to deliver Tony's food. He tried not to show he was nervous and he definitely didnt check his ass before going out the kitchen with the food.
"Number 6,8,12, and 3 for you guys, with chips for everyone and a piece of ass for Anthony" he looked at Tony intently, trying to guess his reaction. For a second Stark just stranded there, shocked, until he slapped Peter's ass so strongly all the diner turned around. Or maybe it was because Peter had let out the loudest moan a boy his size could produce.
Peter thought he was going to kill himself. What was that?? One thing is flirting,but that? He was so losing his job. Trying to keep as much dignity as he could, he said "That's more than a piece, and it hurt, you idiot" and he turned around and left, head high and eyes burning from shame.
....
Tony was going to kill himself.
"Dude, what the fuck? He was kidding you dumbass" Bucky, again, was laughing at him. Although this time Tony couldnt blame him, fuck it. What the hell was that?? It's not like Peter's bubble butt didnt deserve one or two good slaps, but Peter worked there!
On the other hand, how could have Tomy anticipated that Peter was going to react like that? That moan could have brought people from the death, nd it certainly brought some of Tony's parts as well.
"It seemed like he liked it" Nat said, like she was reading Tony's mind. She was trying to keep herself from laughing, while Clint signaled that he was scarred for life.
Tont got up without knowing what he was doing. People weren't looking directly anymore, but he knew they were still totally focused on his movements. He got in the staff room without problems. Apparently Claire was too shocked to say nothing about it.
As soon as he got in he saw Peter, sitting in a corner, head buried on his lap.
"Dude what the hell? Are you alright?" Tony rushed to him scared. Peter just laughed.
"You're kidding? I'm si getting fired after that. What the fuck, man? In which world is that an appropriate way of flirting?"
"So we were flirting?" Tony wanted to confirm, and he realized now he sounded like an ass.
"Oh my god you slapped my ass but you dodnt know we were flirting? Dude! You're all class arent you?" Peter frowned at him.
"Didnt seem like you cared" Tomy knew he was being a dick, but he couldnt help it when Peter was right there, all long legs and blushed and nervous and biting his goddamn lip making it even redder than usual. If possible, Peter got even more red. "I liked that a lot, but that doesnt mean you can do it in my job, you idiot"
"What about my place? When you finish here?" Tony knew he was going to be totally rejected after that but he had to try, right?
"Ah, no, I'm not letting you win after that. You're taking me on a date first, and if you behave I'll let you take me to your place and well see what happens" Peter said, knowing full well he was going to be ditched.
"Deal"
"Wait, you sirious?" Peter opened his eyes in disbelief.
"What, you're not?" Tony arched his brow.
"I am, I am. Okay, deal"
"Can I ask you something, before I leave?"
"What?"
"Would you wear those shorts to our date?"
#starker#tony stark#peter parker#diner au#biker!tony#waiter!peter#not my best work#not my best writing#but#not the worst#long scene#fanfic#kinda#i guess#fanfiction#be kind lol
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i.
It was early morning in Financial District. Commuters bustled around the siblings as they exited the subway station onto William Street. The pair stopped abruptly in front of the shop just outside of the station, much to the dismay of a woman behind them, who nearly ran into them with a curse.
Sarah Jacobs had worked hard to get to this point. And damn it, she was proud of herself. Sure, it didnt look like a lot right now- a tiny little hole in the wall right next to the entrance to the A and C train that was probably about the size of her bedroom in her tiny Manhattan apartment- but it was hers and she was proud to own the place.
Davey held up the key with a soft smile. "Planning on going in any time soon?" He asked lightly. She grinned as she took the key from his fingers and unlocked the door, stepping in. It was musty, dusty, dirty, and a bit stuffy, but none of that mattered. What mattered was what it was going to look tomorrow, and then the next day, and the day after that.
She clapped her hands together and set down her bag of cleaning supplies. "We've got a lot of work to do, Davey!"
ii.
Davey carefully placed the finishing touches on the flowers in stock, making them look nice in their holders. He stepped back, hands on his hips, and smiled. He turned to watch his sister as she carefully wrote the last few things on her chalkboard behind the counter.
The store looked perfect. Picturesque, to the point where Davey wouldnt be surprised if photographers came in looking for the perfect picture. Sarah set down her chalk and brushed her fingers off on her apron. She turned, nervously brushing stray hairs behind her ears, and straightening her light blue blouse. "Hows it look, David?"
He gave her two thumbs up. "It looks like a hipster's wet dream," he promised her teasingly.
She laughed and threw a rag at him. "You're such an ass, get out of my store with your gross face! You're gonna be late for class."
He snickered and leaned over the counter to grab his bag. "I'll turn on the open sign and unlock the door on my way out. If I dont, you probably never will."
As he left, he saw a young woman hesitating outside, looking curious. He held the door open. "Going in?" He asked.
She shook her head and hurried away down the street. He shrugged and headed to class. Sarah would have customers soon enough.
iii.
After the fourth day of trying to peek in the flower shop to and from class, Katherine Plumber finally gave in and slipped inside. A soft ring of the bell alerted the quiet shop, and she looked around in awe. Exposed brick on one wall, plants in baskets hung from the ceiling, fairy lights strung across the walls. Beautiful displays of potted plants and cut flowers alike. A chalkboard hung behind the counter listed prices and deals and specials, and then the most beautiful woman Katherine had ever laid eyes on came out of the back room, smiling brightly at the sight of a customer.
Dark hair in loose curls that reached her ribs, brown eyes that seemed to sparkle in the light, circle frame glasses perched on her nose. She wore a yellow turtleneck and high waisted mom jeans with scuffed converse, and a well worn apron. On her apron, someone stitched in the name "Sarah" with blue thread.
"Can I help you with anything?" The shopkeeper asked her cheerfully, and Katherine never felt more out of place.
"Just- just looking," she stammered awkwardly. She tugged at the sleeves of her leather jacket, glancing down at the pins and patches adorning it and hoping there wasnt anything that the sweet shopkeeper would take the wrong way. Usually, she didnt care if other people didnt like her opinions, but damn it, the girl was pretty as all get out, and her big ass "punch nazis in the face" patch on her back didnt really fit with the whole soft flower shop vibe.
She bit her lip, looking at the plants and trying not to stare at the girl. She focused on the many different colors of roses instead.
"'Fuck Cops'- now that's a sentiment I can get behind," the girl said, but she was so much closer this time, and Katherine jumped at the sudden noise.
Katherine blinked slowly. "Oh, uh. Yeah," she said, and laughed a little, internally cringing. God, she sounded like an idiot.
She giggled. "Sorry, I'm just excited to see a customer. I havent had a lot so far, I just opened a couple days ago."
"I know," Katherine said quickly, and quickly winced when the girl cocked a brow. "Sorry, no, I meant, I know you opened a couple days ago, I take the A train to school every day, so."
She snorted and nodded. "I see, a bit less creepy when you put it like that," she said teasingly. She held out a hand to shake. "I'm Sarah. Welcome to Newspaper Row Flowers."
"Katherine," she replied, shaking her hand. She smiled a bit. "You know Newspaper Row was actually over on Park Row, right? Next to City Hall?"
Sarah laughed, cheeks pink. "Oh, I know. It's because my great grandmother used to own a flower shop over next to the old Tribune building on Park Row, and that's what she called it. She lost her shop in the Depression though, and died when I was young, and it was my mom's dream to open a flower shop in her honor. She never managed to, and uh. Well, she died too, a couple years ago, so I did it."
Katherine's heart felt like it was melting in her chest. God, how could she already have so much affection for this girl she only just met? "I'm sorry for your loss. But you've really created something wonderful here, and I'm sure they would both be proud."
Sarah beamed, and Katherine would do anything to make her smile like that again.
iv.
"And so Davey's like 'what the fuck', and Les is like 'who is this guy' and Jack is straddling the windowsill, looking at us like he expects my dad to get a gun, and finally, Dad is like 'hes not Catholic, is he?' And poor Davey is like 'no, pa', and for some godforsaken reason, Mom assumes that means hes Jewish. And knowing he doesnt have a family, immediately invites- and by invites, I mean loosely intimidated- Jack to come celebrate all holidays with us. And so now, instead of breaking it to Mom that Jack isnt religious, Davey just let's them believe it. Cause I mean, they're pretty fine with the whole gay thing, but god forbid we be romantically involved with someone who isnt Jewish." Sarah finished explaining with a laugh and roll of her eyes. "So yeah, that's why Jack is here fucking around with a dreidel even though Hanukkah has passed. Hes convinced that theres a secret trick to it that he has to master by next year."
Jack looked up and pouted sourly in her direction. "We all know Davey cant be that good based on luck alone!" He said for the thousandth time.
Katherine laughed, elbows on the counter. Her red curls were pulled back in a ponytail and she had her signature leather jacket on. "Sounds like your family is a real fun bunch. Ironically, my dad is the exact opposite, he doesn't care if I dont marry into a Jewish family, but he very much cares if I marry a girl."
Sarah made a face. "Gross. He sounds like such an ass whenever you talk about him."
Katherine nodded. "Probably because he is," she said very seriously. And then the two erupted into giggles.
"Ew, go get a room," Jack complained.
"You're in my shop, Kelly!"
V.
"Sarah, I need your help with something." Katherine came in looking nervous, an expression Sarah rarely saw on her friend.
"Of course, anything, what do you need?" Sarah said immediately, abandoning the flowers she was making out of newspapers.
Katherine swallowed, pausing. Her fingers fidgeted with the necklace around her neck. "Um. Well. There's uh... there's this girl I really like. And she... she's just amazing, and I want to tell her that I really like her. And she loves flowers, so..."
Sarah smiled and cooed, even though her chest hurt an awful lot. "That's so-" heartbreaking? Disappointing? Sad? "-cute! Flowers are such a good way to express feelings. Do you want to do it through flower language or do you have specific flowers you want to do it with?"
Katherine bit her lip. "Well, I was hoping a bit of both, but I'm not sure what kind of flowers she likes, so I was hoping you'd help with that."
Sarah nodded. "Of course! Let's get to work, hm?"
In the end, the bouquet consisted of red carnations (admiration), gardenias ("you're lovely"), mistletoe ("kiss me"), and white violets ("let's take a chance on happiness"). Sarah very gently wrapped the stems in newspaper and tied it with some twine while Katherine wrote something on a card.
Katherine paid and took the bouquet from Sarah, carefully fixing the card in it. She stayed after the transaction, simply standing there and staring at the flowers in her arms.
"What are you waiting for? Go get your girl!" Sarah chastized with a laugh. She needed Katherine to leave so she could take an early lunch and cry a little.
"You're right," Katherine said. She took in a big breath and let it out slowly before jutting her arms out, offering the bouquet. "Here."
"What?" Sarah asked, eyebrows furrowed. "Did you change your mind or-"
"They're for you," Katherine said, staring at the wall. "Just- read the card?"
Sarah blinked slowly and took the bouquet carefully, and opened the card.
In it was written simply:
"I like you, Sarah. Have since I first came into your shop. And I'd like you even more if you went to dinner with me?"
Sarah very gently put the bouquet down on the counter. And then she kissed Katherine.
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A year and a half later, Sarah come home to find a bundle of myrtle at her place on the table. Instead of a string, there was a ring. Myrtle, the Hebrew emblem of marriage.
Katherine cleared her throat, smiling softly. "Your parents will have at least one kid who marries into a Jewish family. If-if you say yes, that is."
Sarah's eyes filled with tears. "How could I not?"
#newsies#newsbians#sarah jacobs#katherine plumber#katherine pulitzer#5 plus 1#flower language#flower shop au#aesthetics#newsies fanfic
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None of my friends watch The Worst Witch but I need to rant so here are my questions/comments/ideas about HB and Pippa's relationship that season 3 has caused (also this is longer than I originally meant i'm so sorry):
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1. Why does Pippa call HB "Hecate" if HB started going by that after Indigo Moon, HB said she ended her friendship with Pippa when Indy turned to stone???
Potential explanation: Pippa hears that HB prefers to be called Hecate now and respects that OR she and HB actually are friends for a little bit after the Indy incident and HB tells her she wants to go by Hecate. Also explains the Hiccup nickname, but I doubt HB would allow herself to have *joy* (ha) in her life so soon after
2. Why did Hecate end their friendship? Did she believe that the people she was close to would be in danger? Did she think she deserved to be in isolation?
HB says in season 1 that it was bc she thought Pippa didn't want to be friends with her. This could easily be a lie but in season 2 when they're arguing, HB says that Pippa always wanted to be better than her. There's a lot of tension, and honestly, hatred from both ends that doesn't just feel like heartbreak. The way they argue, it seems like HB truly believed that Pippa wanted to be better than HB. Maybe she lied to herself for so long that she started to believe it? Maybe they did hire Miss Broomhead (from the og series) to tutor her and maybe she used Pippa against her?
3. A theory on why HB didnt go to the broomstick display (I separate out friendship and broomstick display bc I think the broomstick display was either the first indication that she and Pippa were done, or the last - first if she immediately pulled away from Pippa, last if she slowly distanced herself)
I have 2 thoughts (though one of them doesnt make much sense). (i) the day the display happened was the day the Indy thing happened or perhaps the day she faced the Council. She doesn't confide in Pippa so Pippa just thinks she ditched but really HB is trying to protect her. Now this doesn't make sense bc HB gives Indy magic during break bc HB herself can't leave and I assume the broomstick display would happen during term. (ii) There is another level to the display competition that would require them to leave school grounds if they won (go to another school to compete or something). HB knows there's a chance they could win, and instead of having to explain to Pippa that she can't leave campus, HB decides to just forfeit. Having Pippa hate her is a bonus bc she thinks that she is holding Pippa back, esp if she is confined to the school. I think this theory relies on HB still being friends with Pippa (using the 2nd potential explanation for question 1)
4. If she and Pippa were bffs then shouldn't Pippa know that HB liked the nonmagic world? It's possible that HB even wouldve brought Pippa with her to the nonmagic world and introduced her to Indigo (I don't think Pippa wouldve minded breaking the rules for HB). If she knew though, Pippa most likely also knew about HB's punishment but I don't think she does based on my previous points.
5. Also, the scenes from HB in the nonmagic world showed Joy being like a real kid, having fun and messing around. She and Indy even made up naughty words to the school song (which btw when would that even happen), but when Pippa is talking to Mildred, she says HB always took everything too seriously which doesn't seem likely given what we've seen and what we know about HB's transformation into who she is now. Unless HB was only carefree in the nonmagical world? Didn't feel any pressures from anyone to succeed? Also, the silver dress comment from Pippa in season 2 implies that HB wasn't always like that ("that" being serious, dressed in black, didn't mind attention every now and then)
6. I also don't think Pippa and HB really talked between the spelling bee and modern witching workshops considering how surprised HB was. It definitely would be something they discussed if they had rekindled their friendship. But, HB does show a bit of familiarity by popping up to the roof to greet Pippa when she arrives. If they had missed each other that much though (per season 1), I definitely would think at least Pippa would make an effort to keep communicating with HB (HB would be too awkward and self conscious to know what to do i think)
I also think that the spelling bee wasnt the first time they saw each other in 30yrs bc Pippa calls HB stricter than ever or something like that. Perhaps she was strict as a kid (as we've said, unlikely), but I think it's more plausible that Pippa has seen adult HB being strict at Cackles before
7. Before they start arguing again in the modern witching ep, Pippa says HB looks angry, but also comments that she never could tell. So Pippa can't read HB very well? Doesn't that kinda go against the bffs thing? Idk about everyone else but my best friend knows what I'm thinking before even I know. Unless Pippa is referring to post-Indy HB who she really doesn't know?
It's all so confusing I'm starting to go in circles I think but someone please talk to me about the worst witch! Headcanons are welcome! I just want to make sense of it all (though it is just a kids show so perhaps there isnt any sense to it)
#the worst witch#season 3#hecate hardbroom#joy hecate hardbroom#pippa pentangle#indigo moon#this is essentially a huge conspiracy theory#im so sorry#so long#myposts
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A lot of control freaks are at risk. Mostly,control freaks
The ones that must invite evil into other's lives.
The mom that doesn't care her daughter doesn't like her fiance and feels it a mistake to have gotten engaged. But continues to push her daughter, even planning the wedding for her to force her to marry someone whom will be unkind to her
The moms that get limited money welfare or child support and goes and gets her nails and hair done and leaves the children in rags.
The moms that force their children to be perfect at all times, children never had the joy of feeling free. Mud between their toys without receiving corporal punishment aka an ass whipping.
The "friend" always pushing you into drug use.
The "friend" bullying you to go out every night calling you a nerd for wanting to do homework or eat dinner with family.
The teacher that stuffs more and more work down your throat with nary an encouraging word nor tone.
The principal that beats students so hard with paddles it can be heard through the halls of the school and the child not being able to sit pain free without days.
The doctor that doesnt listen to your symptoms and sends you home without proper care Because they are too busy and overbooked.
The dentist that applies a chemical to rot teeth so that they can get money from repairing what looks like cavities in xrays
The adults breaking bones in others because they're "too" drunk or high or much of an ass hole not to be selfish jerks.
Bullies. People that don't mean well but we trust with our souls and lives and they purposely push advice or decisions onto others who dont want them.
Someone who doesn't allow you to breathe freely.
"You don't know how to allow us to breathe. So let us breathe for you" The Ventilator response to idiots and jerks who think they rule the world and you aren't allowed to think or breathe for yourself. In response to the person whom says "you don't know how to breathe. Let me do it for you"
Breathing the same term as live.
Its a beautiful virus Corona and COVID-19
Ironically it affects most Zulululu aliens... And they are the ones that created it.
Welcome to Eaerth. 🌎
COVID-19
Co Ventilator ID (children & adults as age) 19
Those of us helicopter parents ... Co parent the child with the world and the child as age 19.
Those of us helicopter children .... Co parent the parent with the world and parent as age 19.
Thus you see the equation is equality between children and adults.
I by far have raised more children than any other teacher taught for a maximum of 60 years and done it better than them by treating them as adults.
62% of negative comments about the way i taught the NHRA children said I needed to tone down sexual abuse and other information i gave them, the problem is As Adults we Learn that we were sexually abused and People KNEW at that time we were young that it was bad. So i had to tell them each and every thing that could be bad. Because they asked.
They asked me an "adult" question. I treated their questions as they were planning to go play with another child's vagina and wanted to know what the abuse part was.
Had I not explained in exact and general terms as I did they could become sexual predators themselves.
That is how i dealt with the situation. Because I was too afraid they would say "that happened to me" So i treated them as potential abusers. Because I would have ended up back behind that candy shack shaking and hysterical losing my mind. So i put up a barrier between their possible pain and myself.
And educated them in how not to become a sexual predator.
Of those NHRA children, in that sexual awareness class, 13 children only 1 became a sexual offender, repeat rapist and it was Ben who refused to listen and usually sat at his desk drawing. Of the kids that paid attention 0 became sexual offenders.
And if you watched the video they clearly focused on Ben to show he was not listening to the content nor context.
Furthermore. I had to teach them all the ins and outs so if perhaps they were an unfortunate victim they would tell me and we would have the CIA investigate so it would never happen to them
I didn't know if they asked because they were thinking about bodies and various ways they could be touched or if they were asking because they had been touched that way.
So had i shut down any child's question with that's too much information and not have a male come explain it and never have the question answered. I knew i would slam the door in the child's face from self healing from abuse or preventing it from happening to them or to someone else.
They needed all the information available. To understand that if they are touched wrongly they have to know it was wrong and that they could get help. They deserved help and someone would help them.
If i said generally "if you are touched here here or here and you don't want to be and so you were molested" then we would have a shit ton more false rape reports out there.
More lives ruined for lack of information
More lives ruined for lack of information.
Treating every one as age 19. Old enough to smoke. Old enough to rent their own home. Old enough to have their own car. Old enough to know better and too young to care.
50 year old ... "Oh sonny I can't do that I'm too old" no ya ain't old lady. You can do it too.
5 year old ... "My mom says I'm too young but i know I can" then it's something that age isn't discriminatory about.
One common thing is Learning. A child can go to an University class. 7,852,931,862,985,301 people signed up for the free wellness class at Yale of those people 76% were under age 18.
Yale. A top Ivey League school. A University most people are aged 18 or more to attend.
13% were age 50 and above.
Two different people age groups vastly far from one another deciding they could do the same exact thing a 19 year old can do.
COVID-19 surviving.
We don't take away Granny's drivers license simply because shes old. She has the same rights to decide her driving benefits as a 19 year old.
No putting granny in a nursing home when she can still keep up her own residence. She has the same rights to decide where and when to live as a 19 year old.
No telling granny and our son who they cannot or can date. When our 3 year old says "my soulmate Is here. I want to introduce you and myself to her" then you go as if they were 19 years old.
COVID-19 that term will allow us surviving the Apocalypse to survive our world that is leftover.
Corona Virus. Time down with Our Spouse and children. The difference between a child and adult is the adult can drink a beer because they are over the age of 21. So in the state of COVID-19 we still respect you're fucking old enough to have kids and we can't tell you what to do.
Wahu Virus. Whahoooooo!! The world will be a better place everyday.
We didn't create the virus. Only the names and chose to not prevent the disease to be released but to be available to be spread.
Nathaniel is always ordering the release of Viruses in China and Hong Kong. I over heard his phone calls and wrote them here. Only 62% of you remember.
He wanted a job...
So it was apparently a code. So our CIA went into the computer and advised them to release it into the Wahu zip code. Meanwhile our CIA on the ground prevented and arrested the ones spreading the disease and only allowed 25% of the virus to hit its targets.
We knew it would spread naturally and the thing was to make a big deal instead of a big virus splash into our air and land.
The targets were outlying rural areas that we allowed. Not deep city but because it was air based we chose to allow the open air places to receive the diseases.
So in a place where 500,000 people would be exposed we closed that to an area where only 5,000 would be.
So while we chose to allow a virus to spread we already had magic done to allow it to kill only EVIL HUMANS. as aliens are not ours to kill...
Except as it progressed evil aliens took too much joy and wanted to do destruction, too. So that is when Wendy and her Team changed the virus to include also Evil Aliens who have no right to be on Earth.
As People became concerned as to how to not catch the Virus COVID-19 became the name.
We never wanted China to be held responsible nor it be called The China virus so we never called it Wahu. Straight to Corona. We said we would back fold it to why we chose that location in particular.
Nathaniel's Zulululu lab is in northern China. So it would been in China it was released. We made up a huge event that was top secret about anti government assassins... People like me would be attending in the millions. And so this way we manipulated the Zulululu to believe it was the best place when really we Jist liked the name and it would suit our purpose to educate for future reasons.
We had to shut down the world's government. And this was simple.
To prove i do have control of the world and we don't want Zulululu here at all or other aliens. They don't fit. They don't live well here. We don't mesh. We aren't friends.
I'm not living on a planet that always deems killing and war necessary. For Some one to try to gain control like sport while hurting my friends I allow to live here, this is my planet it wasn't created by any another than me and Alex. Marc is a star from a collapsed galaxy. Its a long story. But we are a 3some.
When Venus was attacked. We allowed them a safe Haven. We invited them and changed our world to include them
Those some aliens that attacked Venus live here now.
I allowed them and all aliens from 1777 to 1977 to prove they have the ability to sustain their alien life here. Only 1 planet has proven they had the ability.
In the film Virgin River i once again visited to notify the leaders of Zulululu they needed to evacuate inn 1979. They instead said they would change me to rule the world. So i took that challenge. It is now 2020. And they have failed. All alien life has failed.
In the film you'll see I do things my way. To prove they are wrong and do not deserve a place on my planet.
You'll see i do allow friendly conversation and warmness between the community and I.
I get tired of the lying bitch ass mayor and i do strike her with a heart attack. You'll see me extra extra pissed off in those episodes.
So review those and realize I'm totally fucking pissed. Especially when i am standing in her living room after.
But i still remain friendly. I even bring the bitch her dam mattress down.
But i wanted to kill her and didn't. I could had but th3 point was to tell her to quit lying. She figured out who I was fairly early on and abandoned the baby to distract me. I was a trophy to be kept In the neighborhood. Not someone to listen to.
Look at Chloe's eyes. She's certainly of an alien quality..
I also knew what they were up to.
If you watch it seems things take abrupt turns ... Its research. Knowledge gained from patterns and observations.
Like now i watched and right away knew who was lovers. But it is not revealed until i figure it out then. So when she brings out the divorce I had only realized it after going into,her bedroom that the cabin was hers. And doctor had already yelled at her about me staying in his cabin. So in her bedroom I realized they were at one time living together due to her decor. And photos on the night stand on his side of the bed...
Point is we ghosted into alien communities refusing to leave to ask them to leave. Walked and existed in their communities as we did in our own with our True Loves, family and friends.
We proved they had not adhered to guidelines.
And this is why we have WWIII.
Because they are still here.
In the film you'll see phones like now to show them what we could be provided and would provide their home planets with to communicate on.
When they refused we took all our stuff away. And left them with nothing. If we replaced a TV with one of ours... When i left. They had nothing left. I took what was mine in a fit of rage. And didn't return what had stood there before.
We provided them with these items via magic 1-4 months before arriving so they would not suspect a stranger.
The first time we hadn't and in 1979 it was the second time we attempted to help them gently understand they needed other leave.
That is why what you see now in WWIII is so cold, calculated and done. Pissed off. No 2 ways. Fuck you do what i say.
33 years extra i tried different ways. Their recommended ways. To allow them one last chance..
Now in my mind these bitches are all dead. Cause im gonna kill what they live in and eject their souls.
Currently our galaxy is in a black hole. So they can't find us and how to return. Any Galaxy in a Black Hole means if you try to enter you will be killed upon sight..
No "are you lost can i help you?" Instant death.
And our planet is in a black hole within the black holes. It has been since 1817. That is why the only planet we see is Venus because we brought it with us.
Otherwise we could see almost every planet and moon in existence but we don't.
Because of rude ass alien invaders.
So with the Corona Virus we made rules that have punishment of death attached if they are not followed precisely.
To further protect us in the future.
"What's your parenting plan?"
"COVID-19 and if we don't do it we will die"
Aliens will think again about settling in if for some reason they happen to make it to Eaerth.
Then we ruthlessly kill aliens "that wasn't age 19" no second chances..
Loop hole is all ages are treated as 19. So if they do treat us as age 19 because they studied before trying to invade...,well that happened to so and so when,they were 10 --- "we are informed you treated him like a 10 year old. You must be executed immediately"
19 at age 10. 10 at age 19.
You see? Air and water tight.
No one is fucking with our planet again.
Simply they will learn to stay the fuck off.
Don't worry m I break this down to nano if ever we're invaded.
But I built it beyond xyano to prevent it.
So we will be okay.
Work on being safe and taking care and enjoying life. Memorizing your new parental models of COVID-19
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Request: Niall and y/n's families are longtime friends. Y/N doesn't like Niall cuz he's always used girls and now he's a frat boy. Y/N's mom doesn't like him either. One day, they're back from college and Niall seduces Y/N. When he has her submitting to his will he takes her to her mom's room and tells her she's gonna suck him off. Lots of dirty talk and toward the end y/n's mom comes home so Niall finishes on y/n's face and then walks out the room and winks to the mom. I want him mean :)
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I saw Niall walking around campus with his frat buddies, I wasnt sure how he was still in school since he rarely never attends classes, or that’s what I heard from my roommate, Rebecca. Rebecca is the same major as him, law. It boggles my mind him wanting to be lawyer. I was a psychology major so I rarely saw him around campus, only on occasion. Rebecca had the biggest crush on him, until she found out that he only uses girls for sex and is never really seen with the same girl. It pisses me off to see him use poor girls like that. I would never hook up with him. The downside to all this was my dad was best friends with Niall’s dad because they work together, whenever the Horan family comes over to visit, Niall isnt with him, only once in a blue moon does he show up. When he does show up all he does is get on my nerves. He acts like he knows everything and is very cocky and you didnt like it at all. He would always talk about the awesome party his frat would through almost every night, or he would give you these looks like he wanted to hook up with me. It got annoying and it got annoying fast! Though sometimes, you hated admitting it but you fantasized about him more than once.
Everytime the Horan family would leave after a long night, my mom and I would roll our eyes and thank the lord that “he” is finally gone. Though I didnt mind Mr. and Mrs. Horan, they were very, very nice and Mr. Horan is practically one of my dads best friends and he’s really happy when he’s around him and thats all that really matters to me.
One night, I decided to go home for the weekend just to escape from the dorms for a while, even if it was just for a few days. I pulled up into the driveway when I noticed that the Horan’s were here. I pulled up next to the car so they had room to get out when they left. I sat in my car for a few minutes praying that he wouldnt be in my home.
I walked in and into the living room to see Niall and his family sitting around the dinner table talking about my dad’s work, everyone turns their heads to look at me which was sort of uncomfortable.
“Y/N! Welcome!” my dad gets out of his chair and walks over to me giving me a hug.
“Hey, dad, sorry to interrupt. Thought I would come home for the weekend” looking at the faces that were staring at me.
“No need for apologies, sweetheart! Go into the kitchen and grab yourself a plate and sit down wherever there is a free seat open!” my dad went back to talking about something about his job.
I came back in with a plate of food looking around for a spot to sit, the only seat available was next to, of course, Niall. He winked at me and patted the seat next to him. I gave him a fake smile and sat down next to him. Everyone seemed to be held in a conversation except the two of us.
“SO” Niall said loudly. “How’s college life goin’ for ya?”
“It’s fine, i guess. You?” even though I didnt like him very much, you tried to be nice so I didnt seem like a giant asshole.
“Good, you know, gettin them A’s what can I say. I’m probably the smartest one in that class” he said with a rude tone.
I breathed heavily. Doesnt he never go to class?? It didn’t matter, really. I dont care what his grades are, I dont care if he goes to class or not.
He continued the conversation, but took a different approach.
“You gotta boyfriend?” he smirks.
“No, do YOU have a girlfriend?” I ask back in the same tone he asked me.
“Oh hell no, I don’t do the girlfriend thing, I only have sex with girls” he smirked again.
I honestly can’t believe he said that. I didnt really know how to respond to that type of statement. So I just nodded my head.
A few minutes later after more awkward conversation with him I feel his hand on my thigh. Damn, why did I decide to wear a skirt tonight??
I slapped his hand away. “What are you doing??” I whisper.
“Oh, relax darling, you don’t think I notice the way you look at me when i’m over here, i know ya want me” he whispered back putting his hand back on my thigh. I honestly didnt know I was giving him any signs that I wanted him. I would be lying if I said I wasnt enjoying it. His hand moved up further and his finger tapped my center and found my clit and started running tight circles. I let out a small moan, but not loud enough so anyone heard me. He pulled his hand away and got up whispering in my ear to meet him in my parents room. I was second guessing my decision to actually go and meet him, but, fuck it. I said I was finished eating and I was going to go upstairs for a while. I said goodbye to the Horan’s and quickly ran up the stairs.
I opened the door and was suddenly pushed up against the wall.
“I know you want me” he whispers putting his lips to my neck.
I couldnt think of any words at the moment so I let out a moan as a reply. His core was pushing up on your stomach and you could feel the erection in his pants grow bigger.
“Listen to me, I want you to suck my dick, and you suck it good. Do you understand me?” he says firmly in my ear. I start to back him up and push him down on the bed. I’m not really sure why were are in my parents room, but I didnt care. It’s not like they are going to come in here while there is company downstairs.
I unbottoned his pants and grabbed the hem of his jeans and his boxers and pulled them down together, his dick popped out and landed on his stomach. My mouth watered at the sight of it. You placed your hand on him and started pumping him.
“Put your mouth on it!” he shouted. I raised my eyebrows at the tone of his voice, but I did as I was told. I took as much of him into my mouth as I could. Taking him out of my mouth to use spit as a lubricant.
“Fuck” he muttered under his breath.
I knew he was coming close because he was breathing heavily. I decided to bob my head faster and deeper. I gagged a few times but that wasnt going to stop me. I wanted to be different from all the other girls he was screwing, I wanted to be better and I wanted him leaving here wanting more.
I looked up at him to find him watching his dick disappear into my mouth.
“I’m gonna come all over that pretty face. Stop, and come lay down, now.”
I do as I was told yet again. I layed down on my parents bed as he got on top of me with his dick super close to my face as he was pumping himself a few more times.
“Are you ready for my cum, Y/N, it’s gonna be all over your face” he says.
With him saying that last word, I was covered in his cum. Thank god none of it got on the bed sheets.
“Y/N!” I heard my mom yell from down the stairs. Shit. I didnt want my own mother to see me with Niall Horan’s cum all over my face. I quickly ran into the bathroom and grabbed a fresh towel out of the bathroom closet and wiped your face clean. I hid the towel in the way back of the closet, I’ll come back in here tomorrow so I can throw it with my laundry.
Once I came out of the bathroom, Niall was gone. Damn. Kinda wanted a goodbye kiss but whatever. It was Niall, what am I thinking? You came of your parents bedroom to see your mother glaring at you. Shit.
“What were you doing in there and why did Niall just walk downstairs winking at me?”
“I was just in there to go to the bathroom and I don’t know why Niall winked at you, it’s Niall Horan mom” She bought my lie.
“Im going to bed, goodnight.”
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