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its too early for me to be this emotional over lacking representation but here i am crying in cereal because i couldn’t keep reading a reader insert fic after i was called “pink” bro im so tired
#bro its so hard being black and trying to enjoy reader insert#everywhere i go i’m told i turn pink and red and have loose hair that i leave uncovered when i sleep#which just makes me feel like clearly im not meant to read that content clearly im not meant to enjoy that content#its not meant for someone like me#ngl sometimes i try to read reader inserts and when i see stuff like that i start thinking my f/os wouldn’t like me#that they wouldn’t like my blackness#and thats so stupid right? because of course my f/os love me and my blackness#but its hard sometimes when i see the opposite so fucking often#i dont turn pink or red or have naturally straight hair#im dark my cheeks grow warm and i wear chunky twists or colored braid extensions#and i want to see my f/os love that about me
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nightmares have rendered me unable to sleep once again so i've been dancing in my room to Elvis music pretending K is dancing w/ me for the past 45 minutes. I think it'd be his way of trying to make me feel better. he isn't very experienced with comforting others but he hears me gasp awake, hears me crying. he knows the drill by now. he immediately gets up. takes my hands and pulls me out of bed. asks me if i want to talk about it, and if i don't, he turns on some music and swirls us around. he mimics elvis' voice while singing to the songs, knowing it'll make me laugh. when i finally do, he's smiling, saying very gently "there you are, sweetheart... there's my girl"
#its funny he doesnt even listen to elvis in his downtime in canon and he's become synonymous w/ his music in my mind#im so tempted to draw him in a black leather jacket and me in a poodle skirt#sharing a milkshake at the diner. OH GOD WAIT i want to draw me and Driver doing that#i need my F/Os more than ever rn it's gonna be uh. a difficult day bc i gotta work soon#and im running on VERY little sleep 😭#i didnt sleep for 60 hours straight and then i only slept for 2 hours just now and i jolted awake#and i cant sleep again ;~;#but thank god i have ryan F/Os to think about when i jolt awake now#my dolls or my posters being the first thing i see when i wake up scared. is comforting#every tme i blink my eyes burn but it feels better knowing Driver would understand... or Six would get it bc he has c-ptsd too#i need them to hug me so tight. augh. hell on earth i wanna sleep so bad#IM FINE i dont mean to complain. well yes i do. im running on such little sleep my thoughts are all over the place#woof#love notes#💕♬♪ ♡ I can't help falling in love with you ☆- ̗̀💛 ̖́-☆#vent#I GUESS?
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I have my gripes with the new P.ersona 3 remake but MAN... I'd be a liar if I said that watching a video of the beginning portion of the game didn't feel like home-
#pan rambles#P.ersona 3 (Specifically portable) happened right around the time I was the same age as the Third Year Trio (Aki/M.itsuru/S.hinjiro)#So it all has such a special place in my heart. Also the ending made me cry-#I remember replaying that game like 2 times back-to-back because of how much I loved it#also bc I had a romantic f/o from that series but that's a thing of the past#I still view all the others as Platonic f/os though#Especially them in Ultimax#Augh...I want another U.ltimax game..I wanna see the whole cast again but even older#Mainly bc I wanna see them interact with the P.ersona 5 cast but also seeing them all even older would be nice#it'd feel like they're growing up with me!#but yeah that's just my silly little ramble-akfskfkdn#Also the Music is great as always!#P.ersona 3 my beloved <3#If I had a nickel for every time I kinned a Protagonist with Headphones that [SPOILERS] it wouldn't be much but strange it happened twice-#(Talking about M.inato P3 and N.eku T.WEWY)
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Imagine seeing your f/o working late at night. You're ready to go to bed and decide to check in on them before going to sleep. They've been sitting in front of their desk all day working, their tired eyes struggle to remain awake. You approach and hug them from behind, planting a kiss on their neck. Your f/o is a bit surprised and let's out a sigh as they lay their hands on top of yours, gently caressing them.
"C'mon. It's time to rest, love. The bed feels empty without you." The reminder makes your f/o start to realize just how late it is. Even if they planned on staying up for longer, how could they say no to you?
Taking a hold of your hands, they press them to their lips and agree to go get some rest. After a shower and a change of clothes, they climb onto your bed and hold you close to them, leaving small kisses on your neck. "Thank you for always watching out for me, love. You know you can always count on me to take care of you as well," they whisper in their tired voice. "Goodnight, darling. Sweet dreams."
#this was brought to you by me seeing a photo of my main f/o working on his computer and thinking about how overworked he is which made me#wanna be there to kiss him and remind him to rest#i just love him so much#i want to kiss and hold him tight and remind him just how loved he is and how much i appreciate what he does#your f/os would return the favour 100%#they would also make sure you take breaks and get some rest#stolen from an anti#proship#selfship#proshipper#proship selfship#imoanurparentsnames
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I want an oc f/o.
Technically I already have Sookie and Noah but... they're still their own persons. They don't really count. Also they live on my main blog.
I want a character to hyperfixate on from a source no one knows. I just don't wanna feel stressed about being up to date in a big fandom. I don't wanna feel jealous of other selfshippers.
Which means I have to create my own f/o :>
#;babbling phia#stupid thoughts again#I LOVE being hyperfixated on fandom stuff#as I can only look it up on pinterest and feel happy#with oc f/o I have to create it myself#and I already have so many ocs ouuugghh#I'm so damn picky about what I like it's hard to... focus on new characters etc.#uhm yeah as you might have guessed my fixation on my current f/os is a little 'meh' rn#and I want to focus on my ocs anyways...#tbh I love all my main male ocs :> but they already have oc partners (who I also love)#and... I don't see them in a romantic way for... me
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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)
Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...
Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!
(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)
I know what you are.
Farewell, now!
(She then leaves the way she came from.)
(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)
And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...
(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)
You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?
I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.
(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)
Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way
(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)
Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.
WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.
Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever
#bright spark#<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky#the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE#SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you#to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this#is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay#nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are#honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang#spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main#cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her#own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally#i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel#like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything#with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite#finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives#happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared#to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that#respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a#method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy#excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going#sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay
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Me trying to remember all of my f/o fixations lmao
Like I went from basic villains, hot men and their loyal weirdos, to monsters who can take my guts for free, cryptids who fly, beings who are blind, part of darkness or like to fish,, to robots that compete and can have low self esteem while looking like their living vounterpart, and AIs wanting to destroy the world to fucking... Apples and demonic Pumpkins, who the fuck put those clay experiments there!? WHY IS THERE A BULLY RABBIT AND A CHESS PIECE THERE!?
Why are these mostly males wtf is wrong with me
WHERE DID THIS DEMON PC COME FROM?
WHY IS THIS ONE KING ABLE TO INCREASE SIZE ANS FIGHT TWINKS!?
WHO GAVE THIS ROBOT ANXIETY AND WHY DO I WANNA FIGHT HIS HUMANE COUNTERPART FOR BEING A BAD-ISH DAD AND SELFISH!?
CAN I ACTUALLY KISS THESE AIs PLEASE!?!?!? LEMME PLEASE HOLD THEM!!!!
That's the bitch, that robot smelting shit and the one with licensing ocean trash will do, too. That supervisor goes with me too, mfucker
The goddamn jellyfish and the demon will get some get-along shirts and I shall bonk that jester
ITALIAN BROTHER!? GODDAMN
Fire breathing snapturtle, DILF!!!
Oh no these lil bots are from a fandom idk about yet I WANNA KISS EM!
Ahem... Carry on.
#maxem says this#maxem says#maxem calm tf down#NO! ALL OF THESE ARE TO BE LOVED! I WANT TO KISS THEM ALL GOODNIGHT!#Dare I make a whole ass thing about all of my f/os and me in the middle?#maybe...i have to see
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hi there! I just came by to say that I think you're really cool, and we might not share an F/O but we have F/Os from the same family and I just find that to be a fun coincidence /gen. Like, your F/O is Makarov Dreyar, and mine is Laxus 🫶 (I hope it's fine to interact btw, if this makes you uncomfortable in any way I'll immediately back off). I hope you have a very nice day bc you've got great taste and you deserve to be happy 🤠
okay obviously sharing F/Os is my absolute favorite, but do you want to know what my second favorite is?
Sharing media with another self shipper!
ESPECIALLY when they're related to my S/I in some way like you smoocha my grandson?? My little Grand Baybie??? I love you. Makarov loves you. Second grandchild. Another thing to bully Laxus over and maybe you too I love to tease
I had another anon at a time talking to me about their Fairy Tail S/I and I ADORE hearing about it PLEASE anon come tell me about your self ship with Laxus and any Self insert lore you have and send me reference if you have one?? If you want to fdjgkfdj
I hope YOU have a GREAT DAY anon because YOU have amazing taste and deserve to be happy as well!!!
#EVERY self shipper can interact with me but SPECIFICALLY#Those who share media with me????? Talk to me. Give me details.#Hell just give me your self ship blog I'll come ASK for details myself if you don't want to ramble in someone else's ask box#My favorite anon ever was the one who responded to my call for someone who Self Shipped with my son boy Neito Monoma#Self ship with my familial F/Os lemme be the cringe embarrassing dad part of your Self Ship it's FUN#You're so polite and well mannered anon Laxus is in good hands I see#Fairy Tail as a whole is just one big family so you could self ship with anyone in the guild and become my child#Anyway#This is everyone's reminder I am ALWAYS insane about my fellow self shipper#And I ALWAYS want our S/Is to interact and be friends#Even if us as real human people haven't spoken to eachother before#so PLEASE#IF WE SELF INSERT INTO THE SAME MEDIA#TELL ME!!!!!!!#SO I CAN COME BE ANNOYING IN YOUR ASK BOX FOR LORE!!!!#I love you <3
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I am so. So sorry for posting some garbage like this but I am actually going insane and I need to get this out of my system before my head explodes
For my whole time being in this community. I have tried to be. So. So. So normal. I have always tried to be comfortable with/cool about sharing f/os cuz like. They’re not realllll and it doesn’t matterrrrr or something idk
But idk what’s going on with my idk why I am. Behaving in this way but I have started to really. Really hate sharing. Like. I don’t even know how to properly explain it because it’s never bothered me this much before. I’ve always just kind of shrugged it off when I see someone I share with. But recently I have been so???,?,,???? AHHHGGGGGGG
There is like. Actually something wrong with me. It’s not all of them. I’m actually really okay sharing like. A majority of my f/os. But there is like. Idk 2 that I will actually start ripping my hair out over.
Idk. In the past I would simply sigh and move on like it never bothered me like this before but now it’s like. I genuinely get UPSET AND ANGRY and it’s really. Embarrassing I’m so weird oughgg like. Im 19 I shouldn’t be huffing and puffing because someone likes the the same character as me. And obviously I would NEVER ever harass someone over this (worst I’ve done is blocking lol) It’s obviously not their fault I’m just. Really weird and it’s like. That’s MY guy. And it just upsets me so much. When I was like 16 I was like ‘lol idk why ppl r sooo weird abt sharing :P’ but like. Now I get it. I really reallllly get it. And it bothers me so much. And I’m just sitting here festering. And I’m so jealous and sooooo bitter. OUGHGG I bite I bite so hard
Idk I feel so ashamed cuz like. I am a grown woman there is no reason to be acting like this idk. Anyway if you read all this I’m sorry and I hope you know I am so normal actually and not bothered at all by anything.
#sorry I am being so cringe rn#idk it’s just like. these r my special guys and they’re so important to me and it makes me feel. BAD#IT MAKES ME FEEL SO BAD#I get it now I really get it.#I am feeling so yucky rn#and it’s also really hard when you have such popular f/os like I do#not even just in like. a selfship sense#I can’t go anywhere without seeing canon/canon art#seeing someone else talk about them#it also really sucks when there’s someone in the community who is REALLY popular and well loved who also likes them#it’s like. well I’m just here#Y’know#sorry I just. wanted to get this out of my system#i’ll shut up now#sorry#♡.bullet proof heart
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so in love with the idea of my f/os loving and supporting my sexuality
#ash rambles 💚#i was doing a bit of healthy reflection on myself and my goals and the such this morning#and i've come to realize that i've gotten so much hate for identifying as unlabeled that it honestly makes me feel so horrible#there's no 'figuring things out' because i already HAVE figured things out#i know what i am and there's this pressure on me to pick. i dont want to. i see my sexuality as just me existing#sexuality and love is a fluid thing and i can never see myself picking one thing and sticking to it without feeling confined#i just really love being unlabeled. it's freeing and makes me happy#and i love the thought of my f/os loving me and supporting me for that. what matters isnt labels but that we love each other#i feel this way especially in the case of the f/os that i hc as bi. we all like the same kind of people but we're still different and we#respect that about each other#just thinking out loud i guess#my f/os are very supportive methinks! there's also a few i hc as unlabeled too actually aksjajsk one of us!!! one of us!!!
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LOVE LETTERS!!!!!!!!!! WITH JULIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I COMBUST AT THE MERE THOUGHT OF IT
#ellie rambles#fortune favored#AAAHHHHHH#some context: I love writing on paper for any reason at all#but I know writing and mailing physical letters to people is kind of a lost art now#because obviously email and text make it a lot easier to reach someone a lot faster#BUT. I love to think of writing letters back and forth with some of my f/os#the sheer romance of it! talking about what we're up to and how much we miss each other!#slipping small gifts into the envelopes! and that sweet fuzzy intimacy of seeing words in their handwriting written just for you#and writing to Julian would be so much fun ooouuugghh 🥺#the thought truly makes me so soft. I wanna get love letters from the handsome plague doctor#I want him to write about how much he wants to kiss me when he gets home
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I have a part of a song that makes me sad stuck in my head because my brain is Mean (and apparently also officially has OCD- wild thing I found out today!) So I am going to think about soft things with Toshi to comfort myself until I can get some sleep. I start a new job tomorrow tho so I'm procrastinating on that particular thing dkdnskg
#rain rambles#life update ig? jdjsjssh#im starting work at a trampoline park tomorrow#and I'm nervous bevause my track record with jobs (especially ones where im on my feet all day) hasnt been very good#but my bosses seem really nice! so im excited to be part of the team for as long as i can!#anyways yeah about the OCD.#i took an online quiz that said i probably had it. but i didn't want to base anything on that. i forgot abt it and went to therapy.#my therapist interrupted me to ask if i was diagnosed with OCD. i said no and she asked if i wanted to go through the assessment to see#so i said sure and uh. sure enough... more letters for my alphabet soup dksjsnb#what us it now- AUDHD. OCD. PTSD. BPD.#wild times in this brain lads. wild wild time.#Its ok my f/os love me even if i am a little Messy in the brain area
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God I wish I could latch onto better media instead of sinking my teeth into Blizz-“absolute scumbag company”-ard for my 2 dragons who are absolutely going to get thrown behind the curtain the second the expansion is over until the writers need their props again. I don’t know how long they’ll be in there, but I don’t know what’s worse, them collecting dust of wasted potential in writers room storage or them being bent into roles they don’t fit into again.
#This is for Rachel you big stupid nasty smellin-#shiny speaks#it’s just so TERRIBLE a feeling like I’m not gonna see them again until the writers wanna fuck them up again#EVEN THEN how long until I get to hear them again??#They are so so so important to me I’ve never loved any f/os this much before they mean the world to me#it was like 2 years before Wrathy came back from bfa to DD#more like 4 actually I think and god that’s worse#like they won’t die I at least have that one sliver of rope to hang onto#Kalec has his foot in the door to so many important mage stories and they’d have to replace him if they were gonna off him#I’m worried about Wrathy though because they could totally have him die a martyr in some self sacrifice to get him out of the picture#and some of the writers have it out for him personally!! leave him alone!!!#for the love of god!!#Like holy hell this game is my orbiting home where I always go back to.#and every expansion I’m going to be so scared for my boys now good grief#I don’t care if Azeroth burns anymore or if there is a heaven and hell I want them to be safe and happy
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#hey guys I’m just gonna vent a bit#and it has a bit to do with self shipping so I’m gonna post it here#but lately I think I’ve just been like… idk so unmotivated to make content of my fos?#like don’t get me wrong I still love them all but#it used to be like so much fun and all consuming for me and like I would happily watch my f/os content over and over again#but lately it’s just been feeling … like.. not the same idk#like I’ll want to watch or see more pictures of hook but everytime I go to do it I’m like ‘but I’ve watched this 27 times already’#and I’m bored before I even click on it#and I feel so bad ??#like I’m falling out of love with self shipping or something#idk it’s hard to explain bc I still like.. do it and I still think about my f/so a lot#but since my ocd theme is very romantic/sexual orientation oriented it kind of like.. makes me romance and sex adverse sometimes#and rn I’ve been going through a really long period of that that makes me feel dissconnected from my f/os :(#it sucks bc it used to be a great source of a coping mechanism for me#but lately it’s just been different idk ;-;#I miss the days when I could just turn off my brain and obsess over my current blorbo and not worry about anything or anyone else#I love James so much but it’s like whenever I go to draw him and I doing something cute together halfway through I get unmotivated or I just#don’t get that same excitement feeling I used to#it might just be my new meds bc I know that they can kinda hinder romantic feelings and stuff#but man it sucks
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Sierra Six canonically has c-ptsd and has a scene in the movie where he's triggered and having a flashback. The first time I saw that, I had to pause and process it... not only did I immediately feel safe when I saw him on screen for the first time, because he's such a protective person and his main weakness is his loyalty and devotion to his loved ones, but ALSO it comforts me knowing that he'd be so patient and understanding with me when I'm having my own flashbacks or panic attacks from my own abuse. He became a strong comfort character in less than 40 minutes, possibly a new record, I wasn't even done with the movie yet.
I literally paused the movie my first time watching it and NEEDED to write a self ship fic w/ him asap because I was so overwhelmed with how I just... I knew, I knew he would comfort me if I needed it. I knew he'd be here for me. I'm so certain of it. I wrote 30 pages in just a couple of hours and it was also the first time I wrote anything in over a year.
I still jolt awake from nightmares and I barely get 3 hours of sleep every night, sometimes no sleep at all. Insomnia is a part of ptsd and my sleep schedule was already a wreck before I had to deal w/ my abuser. And it feels SO comforting to know that when I wake up gasping, sweating, crying, Six is bursting through the door (or if he's asleep in the same room with me, he's immediately alert and scrambling to my side) and he's scooping me into his arms and he's immediately saying it's okay, it's okay. Keri, you're safe. I'm right here. His hands are scarred and calloused from years of fighting, but they're as gentle as his voice when he's holding me. His gaze is soft. He knows exactly how this feels. He knows grounding techniques. He guides me through breathing exercises. He has been through this same hell for decades. He knows. He gets it. He protects me when I'm awake and when I'm dreaming. I could not possibly be anywhere safer than in his arms
#and my fear with my TF F/Os since theyre a trigger and my abuser was always saying how abusive they'd be#is that any F/O of mine would easily be manipulated by my abuser into betraying me bc its what she wanted#but with Six? impossible. perish the thought.#he's trained to know signs of manipulation/red flags#he would not be manipulated into betraying me or hurting me#he would not allow others to do the same#and he has this... strict idk what to call it... internal code#in the books he says there are ppl who rly deserve to be executed especially when they're abusers#he killed his own father for torturing him and his brother#and i know if he ever crossed paths with my abuser. no chance. it's on sight.#i never have to worry about this F/O ever hurting me bc he is written to be the most protective and loyal motherfucker#he sees how im broken and i cry abt how im not myself anymore#and he gets it and he holds me and he says one day i will be#one day this will feel so far away from me and ill breathe again#but in the meantime he's here. he's holding my hand and i know as long as i keep thinking of him. im gonna be ok.#woof#abuse mention#love notes#💕♡☆ I'll always protect you ☆🖤🎆
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Asuka is grinding for her finals (And a notice regarding this blog)
Hi, you probably noticed this and I might have mentioned in the tags of my posts over the past few days but I'm posting it here so people won't missed out.
I won't be as active as I was for a while since my finals are coming up and it won't be until the mid of July that I'll be on my break. Right now I'm focusing all of my attention to my assignments and final project. This means I either post less or I don't reblog posts as much as I used to. I still will be here maybe gushing about my man or posting sketches that I sneaked during class but I won't be able to actively engage with people because I don't want to scroll my feed and ended up procrastinating instead of doing work so I'm sorry in advance if you don't see me interacting with you guys for this time being ;w; (I am still available to talk to via dm and ask box though but bear in mind my response won't be fast)
This also means I'll be putting my commission queue on hold as well. I don't want to do it right now knowing I won't be able to give 100% to it so I made the decision to pause it until I am absolutely sure I will be free from any work this semester.
Despite that, I might have to open my commission again. I finished all of my art commission and I only have 2 sketch commissions left for me to complete. I have to open it because I have to use it for my final projects and I have to spend money for the materials, printings and such (one of my final work is I have to do 5 manual moodboards based on an existing script) so I needed funds to do so, so expect to see my commission post later tonight or tomorrow morning.
Maybe some think I shouldn't make a post, its normal for people to go on hiatus or a break but I'm making this post becauae I don't want people to wonder where I'm going and also I want to be transparent about what I am currently doing right now.
Anyway, that's my update for this blog. I have a lot of plans to draw after I finish this semester so please stay tuned :3
Thank you for reading and I wish you guys well! 💕💕💕
- Asuka
#asukapodium#jsyk Utonium and Chloe's anniversary is coming up too#but since I am busy I wont be able to draw for them until next month#i actually want to cry because stress but also because I cant believe it's going to be a year since I made this blog#and also a year I am with Utonium ahhhh#i cant thank you guys enough for giving me the attention and opportunity to be free of cringe-#and gush about my f/o and let me gush about your f/os too ahhh i love u guys so muchhh 😭😭😭#i will be reblogging this post a couple times today I don't want people to miss out seeing this notice
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