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bartsugsy · 5 years

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Help my useless ass out! so i dont understand what happened in Roberts head during their ex husband awkward thing they had at valentines. He didnt genuinely rmbr they spent their last vldays having sex or he pretended he didnt so aaron had to spell it for him? Was he really that naive and "fallen out of love" that he basically said "chill aaron you and alex are perfect almost you just need time to get to know each other. we did everything wrong"??? Hmm

i think, in terms of whether robert had forgotten or not about their valentine’s day together in 2017 (which would have been their first and only valentine’s day together), i tend to think it was more along the lines of robert just trying to sort of make conversation and keep things light, because they’re obviously reminiscing and also because this is literally the most amount of time they’ve really spent together since they broke up outside of whenever they were working together, which at least had the safety of ‘we don’t have to talk bc it’s a workplace’

so rob was just like oh haha what did we do, but not really thinking through what he was saying lmao

and then aaron reminds him exactly what they did and he realises that he has made.... a mistake. not exactly the best subject to bring up while you’re trying to keep a conversation light and airy, is it, the day long fuckfest you had with each other when you were together.

and as far as why robert was encouraging alex and aaron:

the show made a few things clear between christmas - valentine’s day:

christmas: robert is still very much in love with aaron and wants to be with aaron. the ofc he undergoes the emotional journey of getting hit by a car and having a psychic dream, which leads aaron to coming to visit robert and the two of them having that conversation at the end of christmas; aaron makes it clear that he’s not ready to go back there with robert even though he clearly still loves him and robert accepts that and they agree to be friends (and it feels like a literal break up even though they’re already broken up)

aaron makes a concerted effort to do as he said to robert he would and decides to get down and dirty with alex a lil

robert for his part, uses that conversation as like... a goodbye, i guess. he actively decides to finally step back and allow aaron to move on with his life (rather than letting his heartbroken feelings for aaron drive him to try and kill people lmao)

robert still loves aaron, but he’s matured enough to know that aaron’s happiness is more important. he literally helps to save aaron’s birthday by helping alex choose a present - he doesn’t do that to benefit aaron and alex’s relationship, he does it because he knows it will make aaron happy and that’s worth the pain it causes him to help progress aaron and alex’s relationship

it’s like... one of the most selfless things robert has ever done in his life, that moment

and then he finally finally takes his wedding ring off, because he knows he needs to move on

no more destroying families, no more crashing aaron’s dates, no more doing things that will inevitably end with him ruining both his own and aaron’s lives

robert also is then immediately distracted by the fact that he’s suddenly a literal single parent (who low-key sort of caused a car crash that killed his ex-wife and father-in-law and put the mother of his kid in a coma) (or so he thinks lmao) (lachlan

robert and aaron continue to be friends to one another. aaron sees that robert is having like... the worst time in the world and offers to watch over seb twice, but doesn’t tell alex bc uh

uh aaron thinks alex would think there are ulterior motives bc

obviously there are

bc obviously aaron is in love with robert

and uh

it turns out he’s not actually bothered by the existence of little seb anymore and emotionally he too has moved past what happened the year before

rob notices that aaron didn’t tell alex what was going down, but literally

LITERALLY HE IS SLEEP DEPRIVED AND DEALING WITH SOME LOWKEY TRAUMA AND HE’S LITERALLY JUST LET AARON GO AND JUST HAD TO DEAL WITH FINALLY CLOSING THE DOOR ON THEIR RELATIONSHIP

AND SO HE DOESN’T LIKE

REALLY THINK

THAT MUCH

OF AARON NOT TELLING ALEX

not in the way he would have just a few months prior lmao

AND HE GOES TO APOLOGISE TO AARON BC HE DOESN’T ACTUALLY WANT TO COME BETWEEN AARON AND ALEX BC HE WANTS AARON TO BE HAPPY AND THEN BC HE’S GENUINELY TRYING TO BE A GOOD FRIEND

HE HELPS AARON FIX THE MESS HE’S MADE OF THE PASTA

bc robert is the cook in this family

and then we get the valentine’s day content

but so like

it’s not robert not being in love with aaron at all

it’s that robert spent the better part of a year refusing to shut the door on aaron and finally, finally he’d reached a place where he could and still after then, had to deal with even more repercussions of his actions during the period where he couldn’t (severe, awful, people-literally-died, his-son’s-life-has-been-changed-forever repercussions)

PLUS the break up was literally driven by the fact that robert and aaron’s relationship imploded on itself in the most dramatic, fraught way - aaron ended up in hospital, robert almost ended up getting fucking murdered, a literal baby was made, aaron was in prison

like, they were a fucking mess

and robert has finally reached the point where he’s really able to acknowledge that breaking up was the right thing for them to do (something he really hadn’t been able to do all the way until he got hit by larry’s car at christmas lmao, given that he was literally in the pub that night drunkenly begging for aaron to take him back)

and so rob.... he had grown a lot and realised a lot and was trying his absolute and complete best

to the point where EVEN WHEN AARON LITERALLY WENT TO KISS HIM

HE STILL WAS LIKE

,,,,,may,, b e??

ROBERT OF A FEW MONTHS BEFORE WOULD HAVE LITERALLY FUCKIN

FAKED ANOTHER CAR BREAKDOWN OR SOMETHING

but this robert let aaron not only completely take the lead, but then actively tried to refuse aaron when he finally broke and tried to get robert back

they’d just been through a lot and robert had genuinely, genuinely closed the door on them both ever getting to spend the rest of their lives together

luckily, aaron on the other hand had done no such thing and now it’s been a year and they’re stupidly happy and stupidly stupidly in love

and they’re trying to have another baby

robert had so many opportunities to sabotage things between aaron and alex and the thing is, we know that a robert from an earlier time in his life would have done that and more, because robert is that conniving and sneaky and he wants what he wants and he’ll go to extremes to have it

but he didn’t and that’s the point

it’s not that he loves aaron less, it’s that he’s finally realised how to love aaron right

and luckily it worked out really well for him

#robron #this as always.... got out of hand #answering anons #Anonymous

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astarriscus · 2 years

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for the ask game, how about childe jkjk lol venti? tbh when I first found your blog you had sort of venti or kazuha stan vibes HEHE

WAHHAHAHA NGL YEAH venti was one of my favorites omg he's super cute, i only rlly liked kazuha recently tbh, 😭😭💞✨ TYSM ANNIEEE i hope uve been well bro !!!!! <3 but ngl i decided to do childe too even if was jkjk bcs why not QHBDJSBDKW <333 he's under the cut !

first impression . . . "cute, maybe my type, but not really ?!" ik he was a dude from the start but his character design just didnt rlly catch me? maybe bcs of the colors WJWBKDNS

impression now . . . CUTE. love him. WOW HE DESERVES ALL THE HUGS. i want him to serenade me to sleep <33 i love venti a lot tbh hehe i think his character is rlly nice !! 😳💗

favorite moment . . . hmm ... i can't rmbr all moments but i definitely loved when we were returning the harp to barbara and all ??? HWJDJ HELP I LOVED THAT IT WAS SO FUNNY i just loved his expressions there man, he just vv cute ok... :(

idea for a story . . . OKOK lemme think 🤔🤔 well, venti seems very carefree n all usually yeah? i think i'd be neat to see his more serious side more, and whatnot—how wld be react to certain situations, etc etc. another idea is just . yeah an idea fr a work i might make : him as a greek god... ngl. all gi characters as greek gods AHBDJSBSJ idk man i feel like venti is a very interesting character tbh, i'd like to explore that sometime !!

unpopular opinion . . . unpopular opinion hmm idk idk but personally i thought it was p obvious that he. was a guy? from the get-go? even despite all of the yeah yeah, hmm maybe watching a lot of anime b4 has done that to me <//3 HABDJWKAJSKA (this is just personally ofc !! hehehe)

favorite relationship . . . ngl i am not sure JWJDJS (HELP) okay putting aside self ships atm 😶 def xiaoven is one (at 1st i didnt rlly see why but now. MAN BRO...) but ngl i just also rlly love his relationship w those in mondstadt !! like diluc, yeah ♡

favorite headcanon . . . there are probably others but 1st that comes to mind is that venti would have learned how to braid his hair from that friend ykyk yh !! idk if he could just. use powers and all. but i like to think whenever he has to braid his hair again, he does it by hand n takes his time? just. nostalgic memories yeah yeah ,,, idk WHABDIBW

send me a character and i will tell you my ^^ !!

first impression . . . "oh man my twin will like him!" flirt, kinda cute, VERY INTERESTING, ngl my first impressions of him are all just abt how i thought my twin might like him </3

impression now . . . "holy sht my twin LOVES him and guess what he's kinda cute actually ngl" I DONT . think i hold romantic feelings for him (yall childe kissers can hav him) BUT HE'S SO FUN TO WRITE FOR !! his character is genuinely amazing imo, very interesting <3 he's amazing tbh MAN ♡

favorite moment . . . okok so i haven't done his story quest so i can't say for sure BUT FOR REAL PLEASE HE'S SO COOL !??!?! yk. hey girlie. yeahhh but ngl i like all bits w him theyre all interestinf HELP

idea for a story . . . idk man but i just rn thought of mayhaps him heading home to snezhaya to find out his siblings have really come to like this one person in the neighborhood only to realize that said person was actually his childhood friend and first love and IDK MAN i just think childhood friend trope, rivals/enemies to lovers, ppl around them thinking they're cute typa tropes rlly fit him... to be more serious, i think another great story idea wld be idk i wld love to see him really going around teyvat, more as a traveler/tourist ? idk. i want to see him hang out with thoma and other ppl okay HABDKSNS

unpopular opinion . . . ik all the childe kisser stuff are jokes and all WHAHAHAHA and i don't mind those stuff theyre funny hehe i lov those ppl still (MWAH) /srs, but also some ppl out there genuinely don't understand the depth of childe's character and how. much potential he has idk ?? im not too sure whats the main reason for his fame, but i kind of want to know/see more of the ppl who appreciate the darkness of his story, idk man, he can just be really deep ngl.

favorite relationship . . . his relationship with the traveler (in a platonic sense, i don't ship them 🤨) is very interesting, tbh? idk. tbh i like childe's relationship w everyone JWBDSK IDK WHO NGL but him w scaramouche it's p interesting to like, think of what their dynamic wld be and stuff? yes. yus. ya.

favorite headcanon . . . i see childe w freckles sometimes ngl WHABSJBDKWNS idk <333 hm... i think childe wld like to play w his hair? lowkey? like yeah ofc for game purposes his hair is always the same but i lowkey just hc that he actually kinds of switch it up from time to time, esp bcs this was smth his siblings did to him b4? so yeah, bringing a lil bit of them even far from home <3

#i didnt know i had this much thoughts abt childe tbh WAHAHAJDBAJ i dont actually like him romantically but his character is #honestly very interesting and comes to me kind of easily... but also not really? but he's great !! i love the depth venti and childe have #ive always liked venti wjbdksbdks i am realizing once again i have a thing for anemo and pyro boys EHABDJSNDKAKDBAKSNJA #TYSM AGAIN ANNIE !! btw po shld i call you ate omg /lh WHABDKSNSKJA LOVE U /P !! i added childe ngl bcs ik he's ur fave #so why not ! n bcs im answrring this pretty late WHABSJBSKDJS <3 #genshin impact #genshin childe #childe #genshin venti #venti #genshin impact venti #genshin impact childe #❀ : to astarriscus.#❥ : from tellerluna-stories.

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0225pm · 6 years

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hello!

ok idk if i should actually like create a separate blog for personal posts since this blog is mainly for han’s viewing pleasure but then again, its such a hassle to keep up with another blog so i thought ah wtheck, i’m just post everything here la hahaha whenever i feel like writing something.

so yesterday, i didn’t have much plans for the day so i was basically free the whole friday. dayah at the last minute asked me out to accompany her collect some speaker thing for one of her event jobs for the upcoming month and since i have nothing to do at home and would much rather be out walking and burning calories (i’ll talk about this part later) i thought, ok sure why not.

so i took a quick shower, got dressed and did some light makeup. yes, your girl still isn’t confident enough to go anywhere far without at least putting on some foundation to cover them nasty scars haha but ok so i prepped and shit and met her at the bus stop. we were gonna head to aljunied and she suggested taking the bus to bedok so i said are you sure? cus i think it’s much nearer if we take towards eunos. but since the bus was already right in front of us we ended up just boarding it to bedok anyway.

so upon reaching bedok mrt station, i looked at the map and pointed out to her that it was really much nearer if we actually took the train from eunos (it was about 2 stops if i’m not wrong) but ah well, the rice has become porridge HAHAHHAAH. ok then we went to aljunied, and towards this ulu office area. i’ve actually been there with her before once, so this was my 2nd time and i guess i’m quite familiar with the area already la hahaha. i never follow blindly ok.

i had to wait for quite some for her to be done cus the person was explaining something to her. it was kinda awkward standing there but the people going in and out of the tiny office space didn’t really seem to mind so that was good, i guess. i was also perspiring a little in the office wtf. it didn’t even feel like there was any aircon at all. but i wasn’t complaining about it la cus if i were to wait and stand outside it’s gonna be even hotter. the weather is really shitty wtf.

initially the plan was collect speaker > go see doctor > she goes to the bazaar with her classmates while i go home. cus like i said, i just wanted to get out of the house and walk so i was fine with going home early since i at least already get to walk a bit for the day. but unfortunately, the doctor didn’t have an afternoon session for fridays so she ended up cancelling on her class outing and then she suggested ok why not we go to the bazaar after seeing the doctor? so i said sure i’m cool. cus i haven’t been to the bazaar yet and since it was past the break fast timing, i thought ah pretty sure it’s not gonna be that crowded la hahahahaha (i was wrong lmao)

it was so fucking crowded but tbh, wasn’t as bad as last year. and i tried to be at peace with myself cus apparently when you’re peaceful you won’t really feel the heat but lol it was hard trying to brainwash yourself especially while standing in front of strong lighting that’s emitting heat haha but ok la both of us survived the heat and i didn’t complained a lot about perspiring so yay achievement? :-)

before we left, we got the bucket of meatballs and fries to share and then she went to get some keropok lekor for her family. i also bought like 2 sticks of cheese hotdogs along the way home.

oh and as i was saying, i’m burning calories cus i’m trying to lose some weight. in fact, i’m on some sort of stupid irregular diet regimen right now. i say irregular cus i don’t stick to the right timings to eat lmao hahaha. also the main reason why i’m on this stupid unhealthy way of dieting is because i need to lose as much weight and physical body fat as much as possible within 2 weeks to fit into my dress. i bought a dress off asos and i thought ah, i think i’m a uk14. i usually wear uk14-16 for clothing on asos and i thought to myself i think this dress will definitely be able to fit me just fine since it looks loose fitting but lol my package arrived and i tried on the dress but i couldn’t zip it up 100% lmao it was too tight and i think the moment i sit down it’ll probably burst or something sigh. i have such a broad back :( i think it’s mainly bc the dress isn’t made of the usual jersey material that’s slight stretchable so i overestimated my own size lmao hahahah anyway it sucks to be me right now cus i’m trying not to consume too much carbs. tbh, i’m trying to stick to a 700-800 calories diet per day which is like one meal per day? but it’s really unhealthy and i don’t want to go back to the old me eating sweet potatoes for a week to the point where i felt really weak and lethargic. my skin was yellow and pale and i look so sickly wtf. my hair was also falling out more than usual. and i really really really don’t wanna go back on that route so i’m trying out this stupid diet i found that apparently IU did for 3 days. except mine is gonna have to last for 2 weeks which is why i tweak the food she consumed a little.

she has an apple for breakfast, 1 sweet potato for lunch and 1 protein shake for dinner.

but since i’m not gonna be doing this for only 3 days i cannot go into starvation mode so quickly or else my body is gonna go crazy (been there done that - rmbr the sweet potato diet? hahaha i did lose like 2 inches off my waist though doing that diet).

so what i do is:

i still have 1 apple per day. lunch or the “main” meal of the day will be something that has some carbs but not rice or noodles to sub the sweet potato (my sweet potatoes has gone rotten and i haven’t went out to buy any new ones). if i really want rice or noodles or bread, max is 2 mouthfuls. dinner would be protein milk+whey or chocolate soymilk to make up for the lack of glucose (yes hahha i need some glucose to sustain me)

if not then i’ll switch them up, like maybe protein based food for lunch like chicken and fish and then dinner would be soymilk.

basically limiting my intake of sugar and carbs la hahahaha fuck its only the 2nd day and i want to die.

#personal #videos

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agstud-archive-blog · 7 years

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I don't think they're the most underrated ship, but they definitely deserve more love, cause you know, daegu line! That's all that matters. I think that people don't see chemistry, like, tae and yoongs don't seem too close, at least in front of cameras, and the fandom has this image of yoongi been mean to tae :/ I just think that they're more reserved with each other (?) Idk why tho, it's just the way their relationship is I guess. But when they do interact they bless us with beautiful moments.

i agree with you, anon!! the few moments we see them interact are worth a thousand!! theyre so lovable jhfsdfgyds i wish they could interact more :(((( i lov them so so so so much!!

but they’re still the most underrated ship and i can even explain why!! but it’s gonna be a long post so ill put a read more thingy at some point haha

well let’s take it like thisss (it’s gonna be a wild ride so fasten your seat belts)…….we’ve got:

suga+jin: roomies, ‘how do we put the youngsters to sleep’ duo, ‘i don’t want any other roommate’, jin the only member than can shut yoongi up, the shy skinship yoongi initiates shdgsydgku jin saying he almost fell for a man bc yoongi is so manly!!

jin+jhope: 2seok aka the saviours of ahl, the ‘laugh until you cry or go home’ team, the happy clouds of bangtan, jhope aka jin’s personal dance instructor, always extra, so much Skinship!!

rapmon+jin: ????? do i need words for this?? the married couple of bangtan according to our reliable source park jimin??? the ‘we say we can’t dance but we dance better than 80% of our fans’ duo?? namjoon winking at jin like they were the only ones in the room?? yeah

jimin+jin: kings of vlive??? providing us with such good (?) vlive content or anyway inside jokes that we dont get yet we still laugh with them bc theyre such sweethearts, literally the definition of sweethearts, jimin or widely known as jin’s dad jokes’ biggest enthusiast, jin’s fav baby

v+jin: december babies, indirect kiSS plus bonus: the disrespectful 18+ moment they’ve had on stage at mama 2k16, tae looks up to jin so much!!! he’s always so heart eyes for him, yet this goes unnoticed most of the time, skinship skinship so much skinship (tae licking his finger after wiping some cake off jin’s lips???? eXPLAIN), they took a shower together, let that sink in,,,

jin+kook: the oldest meets the youngest…but…who is rlly the youngest??? jin literally raised kookie, can we all rmbr how jin used to drive kook to school everyday?? inside jokes, meme generators, extra extra, jungkook annoying jin 24/7 but we all know the only reason he’s still alive is bc he’s the apple of jin’s eye

jhope+suga: sope, literally, bighit ships them what else do you want??? yoongi or hobi’s biggest fan?? yeah not much to say about them since this ship is EVERYWHERE i lov

rapmon+suga: aka the ship that brings the most feels as in theyre gonna make you cry, literally, theyre the definition of ride or die together, together since the start, wrote songs about their story, the Emo duo, genuine and hardworking, went through the most sh*t but stuck together till the end bc they lov each other, lit af, yoongi bought namjoon a new wallet

jimin+suga: *cough* if i start talking about it i cant stop *cough* soft soft soft, another one of bighit’s official ships ‘mini mini cupid duo’, small and adorable, grump and not so grump, ‘jimin is mine cant give to anyone’, TONY MONTANA FT JIMIN SAVED THE WORLD, clingy yoongi, yoongi aka jimin’s fav hyung, love hate but we all know that even the hate is just disguised love, jhope calling them suji when they were late for the rehearsal, rlly ill stop now bc otherwise ill go on forever

suga+kook: sugakookieee, lamb skewers, overwatch +other video games, nerdy duo, yoongi always pats jungkook on the back of his neck like the Proud Brother he is, jungkook loves yoongi sm like he respects him a lot and he’s always so happy to be with him sjdgsdyg

rapmon+hobi: ‘94 liners, the pervs, they’re the pervs of bangtan and expose each other on this (never forget), namjoon: *talks about deep stuff, is emo* hobi: *breathes near joon* namjoon: *still deep, but more positive about the world* hOBI HAS THAT POWER, they called themselves rice cakes bc they’re sticky to each other, always together, probably hobi opens up in front of joon the most and we all know that hobi is also lowkey emo so im pretty sure namjoon knows hobi’s emo side the best :’(

jimin+hobi: two words: skinship and rainbows. they lov each other sm and the pda is all over the place!! supportive and lovable, two angels!!!! ‘jimin is my present’, jhope always kissing jimin on the head :’( rlly weird, they do silly things 24/7 and no one can complain bc we all love them, soft spots in everyone’s hearts

v+hobi: loud, happy, love, too much energy, pda, love, they’ve shared a kiss, fashion icons, weird, love, tae loves hobi so so so so much he bought him those ugly but expensive gucci slippers, hobi takes care of him so much dudousdud, probably one of the first bangtan ships that conquered the world

hobi+kook: kook said it!!! jhope is an angel!!! he confirmed our theories!!! hobi always playing with kookie’s hair and caressing him!! kook always reassuring hobi that he’s handsome!!! supportive older brother!! hugs hugs hugs

jimin+monie: namjoon always dies bc of jimin, his heart melts instantly when it comes to jimin!!! he’s sooo weak for jiminnnn, small and tall, clingy jimin always hugging namjoon and being there for him when he’s sad :( they’re so supportive i cant believe!!! they’re so dvsfdfys two cuties in different sizes

v+monie: roomies, photoshoot besties, museum dates, art hoes, namjoon always believes in him and sees through his silly antics, he knows how smart tae rlly is and how talented and strong he is, they call each other ‘cute’ sooo often they’re so heart eyes for each other!!

rapmon+kook: virgo duo, namjoon loves kook so much and he always compliments him, the golden maknae supporter!! musiciansss making covers and songs together!! jungkook joining bighit bc of namjoon?? nut

v+jimin: FRIENDSHIP GOALS!!! they lov each other to the moon and back!!! soulmates!!! i dont even need to explain!!!

jimin+kook: busan duo, so. much. teasing!! jimin is the type to shower kook in glitter and lov whereas kook is what you would call a tsundere, but he started fanboying over jimin more lately so yeah bless them, jimin the most reliable kook fansite, feeding us when jungkook goes into his hole to play overwatch

v+kook: probably the biggest ship, maknaes, sO CLOSE to each other, like…way too close, have you guys heard of personal space?? again, not much to say about this ship bc taekook speaks for itself lmao

and last but not least…TAEGI: daegu duo, ???, tae called yoongi cool, ???, booty slaps from time to time, tae trying to compliment yoongi but yoongi being too shy to accept them jdhfufs, ???, rare skinship, ???, yoongi being shook when tae started singing like same!! their date in hawaii!!!

and that’s kinda about it…….no interactions…..no content…..underrated…..sadness engulfing me………:’(

#anon #reply #taegi #long post #bts

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