week 7 starting to get into the thick of it

Before: i cant tell if the way I've stylized this body is Right or not...i dont want people to think that I'm stupid and don't know what im doing so i guess i better learn anatomy

After: i have learned and am learning anatomy, but i dont want people to think that im stupid and don't know what I'm doing if i exaggerate it so I better keep the stiff, rigid, "correct" anatomy instead of stylizing it to fit 👍

I loove the android robin au it's really one of the most interesting au I have seen in a while.

I am always happy to see new post abt it

Also making my favourite characters go through hell and then receiving comfort from their people is like the best thing ever for me so every time I see a whump!Robin post I like automatically

People loving android!Robin makes me so happy anansnssndsnsns she's curious and excitable and full of wonder and the world keeps punishing her for simply being alive. Sometimes it's too painful even for me, big whump lover 😭😭 though seriously, there is not enough Robin whump, and while all the characters in the show are very whumpeable, hurting my little blorbo Robin feels special because... she's just so deeply lonely. She's lonely and she thinks she deserves to be because of something wrong with her (pulling this interpretation from Surviving Hawkins lore which is canon to me 😭). That was a big idea I had when I first came up with android!Robin... that there is something wrong with her. Broken. In this AU she's literally broken in a lot of way (battery and memory problems, weak joints in her lower half, etc), but that's all within the range of normal robot problems. The real issue with her is that she's sentient. It terrifies people because it really brings out the existencial horror of... well, existing. It terrifies Robin most of all. She is the problem. She is what's wrong with her. She shouldn't exist.

But at the same time, she loves being alive so much! She doesn't understand it and doesn't know how it happened, but it happened, and now she's real and wants to experience life and the world and know people like human beings do. So it's her constant battle to become human despite humans having hurt her so much in the past... only for Nancy to already see her as human. Just one made of metal and plastic, but human nonetheless. She's the first person to see her that way and maybe everyone else thinks she's crazy, but Nancy is used to that. She's so sure of this, though, of Robin's self-awareness. She trusts her so blindly. She doesn't even need proof. And not only does she believe her, but she defends her humanity in front of her friends and family so ardently, fighting so hard for Robin to be aknowledged by everyone else as human. Fighting so hard to give her a home and family for the first time in her life.

Nancy has it bad for Robin, really. She's just so in love, even if everyone else thinks she's crazy for falling in love with a machine (no one thinks she is, though, because they all know Robin, and once you know Robin, it's impossible not to love her).

Day 30/90 Days of Productivity

18th October 2023

With @academiawho and @docta1228

I will definitely say that it was a productive day.

I had my computer lab today and totally fucked it up as I was alone and had no teammate and was too scared to open Google and copy down the code from there while the professors keep roaming around us. So.. that was the worst part of the day.

HOWEVER, later on, I shared this thought of mine with my friends: "I'm just imagining how nice it'll be if I knew how to code. Cuz like, I'm great at typing, i type fast. And if I'll be able to code while typing fast???? Girl, I'd totally have a crush on myself I consider that super cool!!"

That was something nice.

I watched some videos for trigonometry. I think I finally understood the concept?? All that's left to do is make some time to solve allll the problems in the textbook for these chapters.

I also wrote a bit of my bio notes (a bit in the library and a bit in the room).

Also also!! I made formula sheets for both trigonometry chapters and also conic sections chapter.

Productive, huh?

Proud of myself. I love me. :> <3

Aaaaaand I think I'm kinda cute sooooooo

Re:Kinder Fun fact time!! Did you know? 😊

Yuuichi's theme song (the one that often accompanies his entrances with "Vamos Cantar!"), 新しい夏のナナ, is not in any latin language such as Spanish or Portuguese, despite its lyrics sounding as such. It's actually in Hanamogera, which to put it simply is nonsense speech based on japanese syllables. So the song's lyrics are essentially gibberish meant to imitate the sound of latin music! 😊

It is listed as such in the source site for the song, oo39.com, where the song can be found as "YS068" in the hanamogera category.

Additional fun fact! The song can also be found in Spotify as Vien Nana by Oo39.com themselves alongside a few other select songs from the site. So you can properly enjoy the song on the platform without having to import it from your local files.

Those are the fun Re:Kinder related fun facts for today... Use them to entertain your friends at parties ! ☺️

I passed my final exam for the first trimester of Korean & now I feel numb. We won't be continuing until 13th of January and I'm praying that my 서강 한국어 textbook & workbook arrive soon so I can keep practicing my reading, writing & speaking skills.

what do you mean by “keen debacle?” btw i love your fics, merry christmas and/or happy holidays <3

hello anon ❤️❤️❤️ augh u are so lovely and nice i hope you have a GREAT holiday season!!!

it is very simple. i have read a truly staggering amount of fanfiction and so a fun phenomenon that's happened is that there's a huge number of words that i've only become familiar with thanks to fic. and fic writers love to use "keening" as a substitute for "moaning" and "gasping" in sex scenes and i was like "wow! new word unlocked! thank fucking god now i don't have 32 instances of the word 'gasp' in this doc"

and then @suzteel was like "i don't think that means what you think it means"

and

she's fucking right

told my sister i love her writing voice/sense of humor and she said she got it from me 🥺

switch to history major yes/no

it's been A WEEK

Where are my friends that are highly, highly passionate about the same things I'm passionate about

however.. it's not just blorbo thoughts that haunt me with that song... it's teacher thoughts too! 🤯

i'm rlly happy i started listening to the 1975

the only thing that stupid van de graaff generator is generating is PROBLEMS

childe's character is such a sweet thing to think about when you allow yourself to go into heavy detail about all the little things that complete him. from the exterior we meet a man that prides himself on being his archontess' weapon, so much so that even his outfit is inspired by this motivation. he is a bloody, combact knife. with all the red fabric, and jewels that complete it, that adorn it? this is a loyal man, loyal to being someone's weapon.

but in the same breath, in a shocking contrast to his life motivations... childe is a man of comunity, and a family oriented one at that. sure, all of the harbingers are idolized in their country, and all of them represent different things that they must carry out in their duty. but childe....despite being a weapon, indulges in domestic things. so much so that, it even gives the impression of him living for his community, to the fullest, to make up for all the things he wont reach to be in the future. when his duty finally claims him as another weapon fallen in battle.

love when adults with "Minors DNI" follow me. like homie did you not check?