#and also i missed my hometown
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wine drunk with abba songs because i missed my long distance best friend so much i keep crying
#there are like 38 days until i see her again#i feel so lonely sometimes because no one can actually replace that one special person#i miss you so much it's so hard without seeing your face#calling and texting aren't nearly enough#and also i missed my hometown#i just want to stop feeling so overwhelmed#i have so much to study but i can't focus and finals are coming up#gonna finish the bottle and then sleep like a baby#daenysdreams
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Henford Hall -December, 18:39PM
#sims 4#ts4#ts4 build#so im kinda back again#this year has been crazy#i move to Paris in september 2022 to study there two semesters#then i came back to spain and move to a new city#well is not really new since its my hometown but i hadn't live there since 2015 and I missed it so much#and between work uni and RL things I didn't have much time to play sims#so here I am again but you know how inconsisten is this blog so dosen't expect regular posts lol#probably i will not have time to play in the future but who cares#now about sims#i've been trying to make some trees DR with new meshes but they refuse to show the correct textures in autumn winter and spring#I suspect it has to be something related to vertex paint or any information attached to the leaves mesh that i'm not getting in s4s#i'll be posting that later to see if someone can give some advice#also had a problem with a building deco for Hendford wich I converted from Cities Skylines#i'm really frustrated with s4s and me lately#well i think its enough for today#come back for more ted talks
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You ever try to picture your future or even any real goal to work towards and just come up against The Static ♥️
#i miss something but idk if it's the coast or the easy security of my hometown or just days that are under 100° f#or maybe i miss the thing you can kind of tell yourself while you're in school which is that there's something better out there to do#some better person to be#i guess i also miss papers a bit. i can write them on my own but it isn't quite the same#my problem is i genuinely liked nearly everything about school except all the other things you have to do to get through it#which turns out to be what you do full time after getting done with school...so...
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and when we get to the homecoming arc and we get a naochan centered chapter that will absolutely destroy me in a million pieces but also will change my life forever. then what
#ik we'll get one i know. misaki takamatsu isn't going to miss her chance to make me cry my eyes out#and like. she was the one who first mentioned that she wanted to come back to her hometown and take mitsumi's friends w her#on that one chapter. you know the one#so i hope takamatsu gets the chance to explore a little bit of her past at least#i'm excited but also very scared
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🏠&✈️ for Carewyn (moodboard ask game)
🏠 HOUSE — my muse's family/hometown: Liverpool, England, UK
✈️ AIRPLANE — my muse's dream travel destination(s): Vienna, Austria
I loved these prompts so much, ma cherie, thank you!! xoxoxo
Character Aesthetic Ask!
#carey would like to go to vienna because it's the 'home of classical music!'#I think she'd love the old world charm combined with how easy it is to get around the city and see the sights#if she was able to go there with orion she would *definitely* take some time to go into at least one of the cathedrals#just to listen to the choir's soothing singing <3#also yes they would ride the city's giant ferris wheel of course they would :I#hey it's not like they can fly over vienna on broomstick so easily -- gotta enjoy the views somewhere#also fun <3#in case you're wondering yes I partially chose carewyn's hometown as a salute to the beatles#but also because one of my favorite songs by the artist suzanne vega is called 'in liverpool!'#and I'm sorry that song is such a mood for me always has been#'no sound down in this part of town // except for the boy in the bell fry // he's crazy#he's throwing himself down from the top of the tower // like a hunchback in heaven#he's ringing the bells in the church for the last half-an-hour#he sounds like he's missing something or someone that he knows he can't have now // and if he isn't I certainly am...'#aesthetic#moodboard#character aesthetic ask#carewyn cromwell
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i've had two really good days back in my hometown!!!:) yesterday i had coffee with my fifty something woman bestie who is funniest person i know, then i saw my fifty something straight white man bestie who basically treats me like im his kid; we accidentally talked until 1 am without realising the time. today i went to a café with a dear dear friend (who is actually my age) and although im very worried about her it was nice to see her and hopefully she was able to take her mind off things a little. and then my political idol and also friend – a city councilmember from my political party – walked in with her equally cool husband and we caught up a little and they said they'd invite me over for homemade pasta soon :)!!
#straight white man bestie is actually on the city council too but she's our frontrunner; she's a deeply respected politican on the left-wing#in my hometown of 120k ish. i adore her though im also a little a scared of her lmao but she seemed genuinely happy to see me :)#i miss my hometown a lot ngl
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ill have to get a new copy since mine was left in the rain and the pages are fucked, but im thinkin about trying out the IT book again. in my it era and "but he knew well enough" is fucking me UP
OMG REALLL such a good line. i can’t BELIEVE they robbed us of the brilliance of eddie’s book death scene in the movie
#i gave my book to a friend to borrow who i’m kind of distant with now 😭#hopefully when i go back to my hometown on spring break i can see her & get it back lol#i miss it and also want to reread it🧍🏻#asks
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fob second leg tour.....
#oh these bitches are gonna do tours non stop like they used to huh.#anyways i WILL fly back to chicago bc there's no way im missing a concert in my#city and hometown shows are always fucking insane + also getting tickets for my uni town.#anyways manifesting a latam tour for all of u guys for fucking real.
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Happy birthday Snap may you get all the old man yaoi and yuri in the world
my god old man yaoi and yuri ... 🤤
#snap chats#well i already got middle-aged yaoi so i think we're off to a great start 🥴 HEHE#also catching up with my hometown best friend and What The Fuck Did I Miss Holy Shit LAERJLEAKJLAE
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do i want to be unemployed? no, absolutely not.
do i want to go to work tomorrow? also no 😩.
like. i'm happy with my job (for the most part) but i'm just so TIRED. i need time off. probably for like, a longer period of time to heal and figure my shit out. but i also can't afford to not work right now.
#hush h#lovely situation#maybe this is my cue to look for a new job#maybe also move again#maybe move back home#like to my hometown#i miss it
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Lost in the desire to get caught in the summer rain in a forest with only shorts and a t-shirt
#text#warm enough for it not to freeze warm enough not to run for cover but let it wash over dry summer skin#and then once it let's up get warmed and dried by the sun again#i miss my hometown forest#near the beach#seasons are different here but also the same....#romantacising life
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Guess who's spending Eid away from home again next year lol
#me bitch#i havent went home for eid for 2 years and if you count next year then make it 3#so fyi first day of eid is estimated to be on the 10 of april 2024 which is Wednesday#so my classmates estimate that the classes on monday and tuesday will be online so they started to buy the tickets on Friday (5/4)#or during the weekend basically because yknow festive season = expensive tickets#and i told it to my friend and she chekced the ticket to go to kl and its only 200+ (official app) or 100+ (travel company) on 6/4 at 5am#so she asked me if i want to buy it so we can share transport to airport together and be in the same flight#so i called mom just now but since i need to take the transit to ny hometown it racks up to rm800+ 💀#totalled with the flights back to uni on sunday (14/4) it will be up to rm1600+ 💀#mom sound sorry and even said she can pay if i really want to go back home#but yknow i dont want to burden my parents more (they are the one who usually pay for my flights anyway)#and my friend who lives in the same state as me also doesnt seem to be able to afford the expensive tickets too#so its just me and her in the perantauan again ig lol#but my friend who lives here said to just celebrate eid with her and we can sleep in her room 😂#tbh i dont really mind not going back because as i get older the excitement for eid lessen idk#but i kinda miss the bersalam on the morning of eid with my family so yeah#and if i were to graduate and start working which i cant imagine ngl then i wont be home much anyway#whatever at least i get to fast at home for a week so theres still some W to celebrate#personal.txt
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u ok? you reblogged that parallel play post like 5 times
sorry just saw this, yeah i’m fine 😭
i’d just finished a 3 day block of nursing shifts (12.5 hours + 1-1.5 hours travel time) and hadn’t seen anybody aside from patients or nurses i don’t know that well in a while 😭💀 thank you for the concern though!!
#ask#it’s also just how i am tbh especially at this time of the year in scotland#there’s no sunlight especially on the ward so seasonal depression is making herself know#and also just. pondering on being aroace a bit lately. and about how being an adult with such different schedules means i never see anyone#idk. i moved out of my hometown and i miss my friends there and then i moved out of halls and i miss my friends from there#and i miss the friends i used to have on here when i was younger#connor and eily and hyesoo and robin and ash and if i’ve forgotten anyone else i’m sorry but i miss you guys too#anyway. if any if you see this heyyy :) come message me and we can chat#ik you probably won’t it’s ok#none of you are too active here anymore#lmao if you bothered reading this much fair play. hope u enjoyed the rambles 👍
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weighing the pros and cons of staying with my ex in metropolis on halloween. on the one hand, getting out of gotham for the worst night of the year and also seeing the city for the first time.
on the other hand, ex.
#we’re friends now but yk. it would still be so awkward.#also classes are canceled for Halloween anyway so it’s not like I’d be missing anything#i could go to my brother’s place in bludhaven but he’s working on his phd and I don’t wanna impose. meanwhile my ex actually invited me but#still. you know. they’re my ex lmao.#tbh I should have gone to college in metropolis too I could have avoided literally. all of this. but noo I had to stay in my hometown :/#gothamitis speaks#only in gotham#onlyingotham#open dc rp#dc rp
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nostalgia is a dirty liar that insists things were better than they seemed i repeat over and over and over and over and
#i’m homesick and it’s the devil talking#i am also realizing just how much class and pinching pennies affected my upbringing#i never felt right in places like this as a kid. it didn’t feel like i was meant to be there. too big of houses with too many windows.#so many trees.#i don’t like this city :/ we went to the flea market this morning and everyone was mean and arrogant#it’s not like the one from my hometown#the restaurants lack flavor. no one ever smiles. no one says sorry or thank you.#i miss takeout. i miss my parents.#anyways.txt#delete later
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The yuehua business model also needs to be studied bc they are known in china for their famous but completely dogshit fleet of chinese idols (ie wang yibo, cheng xiao, fan bingbings ugly brother, the serial homewrecker girl, etc etc) who make a metric fuckload of money for yuehua BUT they seem to be putting way more effort into training the idols they send to korea for groups and for participating in produce 101 type shows.. But then they also pulled cheng xiao out of korea at the height of her popularity so she can be kept in china and be ridiculed for her acting skills so like what is the plan here what is the goal
#i think the amount of money wang yibo alone makes for them can keep all their trainees fed for years#but like why is it that the trainees they sent to qcyn were dogshit but the ones they send to korean shows are normal?#anyway. i just saw a video about boys planet or whatever its called#nanjun is really in it! nice to see a familiar face#also the way they organized the audition group by korean vs global and then the chinese trainees by their hometown gfebuighfeiuv#like here i am embarrassing me and my group and my company AND all of shanghai. 😭#i might watch it i miss idol survival shows but its annoying to have to actually watch it#like so i can read subtitles. i used to just put it on and do other stuff#sidney talks shit
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