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hot-girls-favorite-is-daniel · 5 months

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I love having to explain to people exactly how obsessed with SIX I was

like my friends will point out when it’s coming to my city and I’m like “yes honey I’ve known, I’ve known since 8 months ago and I have tickets don’t worry” and then when I mentioned six fanfiction and my friend was like “wait people write fanfiction about it?” “Yes and I’ve read so so many that I had to read wattpads fics FUCKING WATTPAD, if you read the six the musical fics on there you would know….I also know like every ship of the six and probably have read a diff of it” “PEOPLE SHIP THEM?!?!? Aren’t they like cousins?” “Yes but luckily the fandom is small enough no one ships the incest ✌️😜”

then he went on to tell me I was the person that drew Miku binder Tomas Jefferson 😭😭😭

and then when someone sends u a six meme and u have to pretend you’ve seen it for the first time (so that they keep talking abt ur intrest)

one time I was in a little six the musical thingy and the director was asking everyone abt a “little” background about the queens and one person from each group would answer, (I was in the Boylens, but like ofc bc I literally am Anne Boylen and the main character soooo) AND A KID FROM MY GROUP SHOT UP HER HAND AND THE TEACHER CALLED ON HER AND THE SHIT SHE SAID WAS “she uh grew up in France and then married the king and then flirted with 3 guys and then got beheaded” LIKE NO BITCH SHE DID NOT DONT RAISE UR HAND IF UR GUNNA LIE TO US DHFHJFJDIDISKSJSJWHUEUEUE SO THEN I RAISED MY HAND TO HELP HER PUT THERE 😭😭😭✌️😭

ALSO I TAUGHT MY GROUP SO MUCH SHIT ABT HER IN FACT EVERYONE AT THAT PLACE KNEW I WAS THE HISTORY ONE SO THEY WOULD COME UP TO ME AND BE LIKE “hey _____ do u know anything about Anna of Cleves” UMMM HELL YEAH !!!!!!! IT WAS SO FUN 🤭🤭🤭🤭

another time I was doing Karoke and me & my friend wanted to sing SIX and she’s like “so which song” and I’m like “I know the lines to like all of them so we can do any one”

one time my friends said “her forehead is so big it could be Library full of SIX facts” 💪

also I had(ve) no friends that were this intensely or at all obsessed with it so I would literally be fucking texting myself links to videos and stuff

Also like one time I got jumpscared bc out of the corner of my eye I saw Santa Claus and thought it was H*nry VIII

Also I have seen almost every single one of Art E’s (person who made six the kids) tumblr posts + may or may not have also gotten a virus (no fr I’m not sure) from tumblr when scrolling through six posts

whenever I couldn’t sleep or was home alone yes I would perform six and yes I would know most of the lines

the biggest album on my phone is six photos + I have separate albums for every queen and their kids

also I have seen pretty much every incorrect SIX quote and they are pretty much inside jokes with myself

when I would get really anxious I would imagine my life if I was an actor on tour playing Boylen and my friendship which each of the other random actors and also I would imagine my favorite six six (the last song) animatic

there were times where I could hardly do anything without thinking “OMG THIS IS SO JANE SEYMOUR LIKE I,AGINE IF THE QUEENS WERE HERE AND JEHFJDJWKWKWMMA” (to myself in my head I’m not annoying like that….well to anyone but G)

I wanted to make a Anne Boylen cosplay SOOOO BAD despite having no cosplay skills one time I tried to make one for a belle doll I bought at goodwill speicifically for that purpose and also one out of cardboard

I have an album with all of the bootlegs I could find that aren’t just a black screen and can send it to u

and yet although I’ve been obsessed for 2-3 years I have hardly made any art for it and just have like 50 million unfinished sketches and may or may not have unfinished fanfics and so so many mental ideas of animatics (idk how to animate) that I abandoned after a day and I own 4 pieces of merch that I didn’t make myself (7 if u include the stuff I made) ✌️😭 ✌️😖

when I was bored instead of watching a Netiflix show or listening to music like a normal person, oh no, I would rewatch H*nry VIII oversimplified I’ve seen it like 10 times honestly a banger

Also if you know these 3 songs you are SUCH a real one and I love you;

-divorced behead and died 🗣️🔥💯‼️ divorced beheaded survived 🗣️🔥💯‼️ IM H*NRY VIII IVE HAD 6 SORRY WIVES YOU COULD SAY I RUINEDTHEIR LIVES 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯‼️‼️‼️

-H*NRY H*NRY H*NRY HAD SO MANY WIVES THAT HAD TO DIE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥💯💯‼️‼️‼️‼️ H*NRY H*NRY H*NRY HAD SO MANY ONLY ONE SURVIED ☝️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥💯💯💯‼️‼️‼️

-ITS SO SUPER CRAZY THAT I GOT TO BE QUEEN 🗣️🔥🔥💯‼️‼️‼️ THE ODDS WERE AGAISNT IT IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN OFC I WAS THE DAUGHTER TO A POWERFUL KING BUT I NEVER THOUGHT I’D END UP WEARING THIS THING 👑👑🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯‼️‼️‼️‼️

Also yes I censor H*nry and not fuck bc it’s funny and I like that it’s like a little with us six fans 💪 as well as Henrat

also I did a history project on Elizabeth I

also at another preppy little thing I did was think which of my friends are each of the queens bc I’m Boylen therefore we all have to be besties

And I could write something probably longer than this post abt my head canons of what I think their personality would be like au’s how I think their friendships are to each other what they would like and dislike, basically a really advanced sim and yes I have made them in the sims but sims 3 won’t let me have more than 8 so Edward had to go also Eddy is an iPad kid bc I deicided like come on Jane would so give him and iPad and be like “oh yes ofc I will pay 20 dollars so u can have new robux 😇”

also I have every single one of the queens and their kids deathdays on my calendar (Mae is not included) as well as their birthdays

also it has been 2 years and I still remeber the time and date I saw six for the first time (cried 6 times 3 when it started 3 when it ended) 💪💪💪

being a SIX fan is having no clue what to say when someone asks how many wars H*nry fought but knowing the amount of miscarriages Lina had

fun fact: Henry killed thousands more ppl than Mary ✌️😜

One time I got in like a 30 minute argument with my friends Snapchat ai about whether or not H*nry deserves decent human respect BITCH JUST BCZ IT WAS A “DIFFRENT TIME” DOESNT KAKE IT OKAY” 😤😤😤

ALSO I HAVE SOOOO MANY UNPOPULAR OPINIONS AND ALSO KATHRYN PARR IS SPELT WITH A K GUYS GET IT RIGHT BC ELIZABETH MADE HER A FRENCH VERSION OF ONE OF HER BOOKS AND PUT HER INITIALS ON IT WHIC WERE KP ‼️‼️‼️

Also fun fact Elizabeth signed everything Elizabeth R because R means Regina which means queen in Latin or something and Elisabeth could speak SOOO MANY diffrent Languages.

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ruminate88 · 6 months

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Missing A False Face 🎭

After my experiences with emotional abuse and going through so much fog, I finally found out the person I had became obsessed with was a mirror of myself but behind the mirror was a monster. Within that mirror was charm and romance. All the fairytale-ish things I had dreamt of. A handsome smile with ocean blue eyes that sparkled and hair blonde like the sun. His name was Andrew which is actually my brothers name too. I called him “Drew” for short to not make it weird but coincidentally, I had always adored the name “Drew” and always wanted to name a baby that one day. However, not enough boxes checked off with Andrew to out-weight the confusion and missing blanks that seemed to scream in our relationship. Knowing the truth doesn’t change the damage that was done. Finding out Andrew was most likely a narcissist (because that’s the only truth I could find that made sense), it gave me great clarity but the truth became in competition with “the false face” aka Cognitive Dissonance. That’s something I’ve battled the most since blocking Andrew’s number. I realize Andrew is toxic and can only hurt me but he’s so shiny and pretty to this day. He has to keep that façade going if he’s to continue lying to people and abusing them. 😣

I am finally at a place in my life where there’s this small part of me longing for that “charm” and “romantic guy” to come back BUT I can easily remind myself of the monster he is and that keeps me away from him. It makes me sad when I think of the way Andrew always disrespected me and the nights he left me alone up crying while he was out cheating. The biggest problem is the love-bomb phase was used as a manipulation tactic to make me believe the relationship is amazing that’s why he did it and it truly was so good but all fake sadly. I always asked myself, “How can anyone act that good???” But it wasn’t JUST that Andrew was a good actor or liar, it was also that I was so vulnerable and desperate for his attention. I use to have to seek his approval on everything and programmed my brain to only please him and I always worried about upsetting him. When he was “happy” and “in a loving moood” then he would pretend to be the best boyfriend I ever had…. When he was “upset” or “busy cheating” he was cold and frustrated towards me. 😖

So what’s the cure to battle against cognitive dissonance and the crazy thoughts of “the false face”?? I just ask God to clear my head and remind me how much Andrew hurt me and isn’t good for me. I just say to myself, “You know it’s a mask and he doesn’t love you….” Did I want Andrew to love me? 100%! Who doesn’t want a handsome man to love you?? But his heart is ugly and black. Andrew caused me so much anxiety and depression. It was an awful, one-sided, frustrating and confusing relationship. Nothing in the relationship ever made sense. His actions never matched his words! He was simply manipulating me and brainwashing me to think he was everything and I couldn’t function without him BUT here I am today standing without him FREE and SAFE ❤️‍🩹

I don’t know when you stop telling your story. I can’t answer that for myself or anyone. Some days I feel like I’ll never talk about Andrew or any of my exes again but then something will trigger me or I’ll see something that reminds me of him and suddenly I feel the need to talk about Andrew again…. God help me! 🥺

This song is all I can think about right now:

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harlowcomehome · 2 years

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I got a fluff dad jack request! reader is also an artist and one day she decides to take Hazel to the studio and record a song with her. The song (Promises by Jhene Aiko) is for Jack, he always worries about his girls whenever he has to leave and is scared of missing out on things or of Hazel feeling like he’s not there enough. When they call him over to the studio to listen to the song he gets all emotional and he starts crying so the girl comfort him 😖🥹

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“Promises.”

A/N: I’m very sorry this took so long for me to actually get to. I wanted to give it my full attention. I’ve never done one about a song so I’m very sorry if this is not what you had hoped for. I also really love this song.

Being married to the love of your life was anything but boring. Every single day together or apart was an adventure. You both worked in the music industry so making time for one another was either extremely easy or incredibly difficult. You had been together for roughly three years before you got married, neither one of you ever thinking that marriage was in the future for you but changing your mind once you met one another. You were married for a year before you welcomed your daughter.

Seeing Jack be a parent made you love him in other ways that you didn’t think we’re imaginable. Your love for him grew immensely, you didn’t think that it was possible. Seeing him be so vulnerable and such a caring partner made your love even stronger. Now that your daughter was six years old, it was a lot easier for you both to start touring more and doing a lot more with your music.

Your daughter admired how focused and talented both you and Jack were. She grew up with two musical influences so naturally she gravitated towards music as well. You both allowed her to be as creative as possible, which was nice to see parts of both of you in her personality.

Jack was currently away from home, you knew that he would be home in a few days to visit for a short period of time and you wanted to show him just how much you and Hazel missed him. You had been in the studio working really hard on your next album, and you wanted to incorporate your daughter in one of the songs and it didn’t dawn on you until now what you wanted to do.

“Hazel baby, can you come here?”

Your daughter was sitting a small table you had in the studio for her to color on. She ran over to you excitedly, her personality was very upbeat like her dad. “Yes mommy?”

“ How would you like to make a song with me?”

“With you?“ her eyes got so big that you thought they could pop out of her head. She was very excited which was a good sign.

“ I was thinking, if you wanted to we could put your voice at the beginning of one of mommy songs.” You couldn’t help but grin ear to ear.

“Yes! Yes!” Hazel jumped up and down and you walked with her inside of the booth. You placed her on a high stool near the mic.

You looked over at your engineer and motioned for them to press record, you didn’t really have a set idea but you knew Hazel would be more natural if she wasn’t told she was being recorded yet.

“What should I sing?” Hazel kicked her legs as they hung off the stool.

“Hmm whatever you want baby bug.”

Hazel mumbled a few different things before she looked at you and giggled “what was that song daddy used to sing when I was a baby?”

“Twinkle twinkle!” You giggled back, you had forgotten that Jack used to sing that to her whenever she was crying because it was the only song he could think of off the top of his head that didn’t have cuss words in it. You both always laughed about that, that’s when you realize that you and Hazel have been missing him a lot lately and that it would be nice to make a song for him.

Hazel started singing “twinkle twinkle little star how I wonder what you are.”

“Okay sing it Hazel!” Your eyes watered, your little girl was already getting so big and you couldn’t wait to show Jack what you were making, he’d be so proud.

You started to record your parts of the song with her sitting on your lap and she’d sing some parts with you.

You spent the next few days recording and tweaking the song before he came home.

When Jack came home you and Hazel couldn’t wait another moment, you ran up to him and gave him a kiss before begging to go directly to the studio with him.

“What’s the rush? What you cooking up?” He walked into the home studio being drug by his daughters hand.

“Sit here daddy” Hazel pointed to the engineer chair.p and Jack sat down.

Jack raised an eyebrow at you and you couldn’t help but giggle. “Hazel and I wanted you to hear something we made.”

Jack looked surprised “you AND Hazel?”

You just nodded and pressed play. Hazels part was the first part of the song and the second Jack heard her sing twinkle twinkle his lip started to quiver. “I forgot about that” he mouthed to you and you nodded with a smile. Your part was next:

“I've been coming home late night

I've been sleeping past day light

I'm waking up you're not by my side

Baby that ain't right

I wanna be there with you

I really do be missing you

Everything I do is for you

And I really do adore you

You're getting so big now

You're making me so proud…”

Jack closed his eyes and hummed along to your voice. You didn’t know if it was visually real or your imagination but you definitely could tell that there was a lump in his throat he was trying to swallow.

“'Cause you are such a star

And you know that you are

So every single little moment

I can't be there to hold your hand

I need for you to know that

Anything should happen, anything should happen

'Cause anything could, if anything should happen

Know that you'll be alright, know that you'll be alright.”

The next part of the song was both you and Hazel singing and you already knew that he was going to absolutely lose it.

You really could say you knew your husband like the back of your hand because the second Hazel‘s voice echoed yours he started to cry. Hazel looked over at you and you both quickly went over to him and hugged him. “This is so-“ he couldn’t stop crying and you just nodded and gave him a kiss.

Hazel was very in tune with emotions, that was something she got from you both. “Daddy, you don’t have to cry. We can make a song too” she joked and it made Jack laugh.

“This song is very beautiful” Jack held both of you closer to him.

#jack harlow #jack harlow concepts #jack harlow blurb #jack harlow imagines #jack harlow fanfic #jack harlow x reader #dad!jack #🍗anon

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jonnnysuh · 2 years

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hi nala! thank you! of course! i hope they’re a little bit helpful at least :] also, i’m saraya! i went through a weird phase of just putting s in my bio, but i’m over that now

omg :o i couldn’t recommend it enough! there are so many amazing moments. there was one talk between chan and seungkwan that i think about regularly :,) lmk if you start watching it

why not drive yourself crazy over a video? live it up. cheers! it’s getting harder to hold myself back at this point 🙈 i’ve noticed that i’m drawn to virgos (i’ve def taken compatibility tests and was disappointed to learn i’m not compatible with them lol), scorpios, and aquarius… idek how to refer to multiple aquarius people and i’m an aquarius lol. how ironic that you’re a virgo and i’m an aqua. i just realized i totally forgot about monsta x but kihyun is a scorpio and changkyun is an aquarius! i may be biased, but i love the aquarius energy from men… even ones i’ve known in real life. their energy is contagious (to echo your words about seokmin), palpable, and comforting too

yes jeonghan can get a little edge in his voice. there’s actually another in the soop scene where it came out and i def noticed. ohmygod i know 🥺 seungcheol 😖😖 i need to rewatch hit the road. i want to be around seokmin’s energy!! i want to be around hoshi’s energy!! hoshi + ready to love 😵‍💫😵‍💫 for me with hoshi, it was the dance behind for the golden disc awards 🙇🏽‍♀️ are there any other members who are nearly gracing your bias list that have yet to be mentioned?

ok i love that you have a list. this is amazing. i want to hear the answer to the leader question and childhood question especially. i’m so curious how jay b was raised and moments that stand out in his memory. i love the leader question for mark too and often homesick for 🥺🥺 favorite dish bambam’s mom makes🥺 clearly family related questions get me 🤍

IF VERNON’S HEAD GETS SQUISHED you’re amazing oml >.< did any other questions cross your mind last night?

i want to know little things about seokmin… a hobby he’d like to dedicate more time to, a recipe he hopes to perfect, if he has a list somewhere filled with names he loves or places he hopes to visit🥺 i would ask jeonghan if i could see his favorite pictures. i feel like his camera roll has to be filled with gems, probably some a little weirder than others lol. to seungcheol: challenges you’ve overcome as a leader? do you ever have to consciously take a break from your role? is that hard to do? to seungkwan: how does pressure manifest in your life and how do you work through it? where do you feel most comfortable? where do you feel the most safe? to mingyu (i’m testing the waters): do you remember the first picture you took that made you fall in love with photography? five songs you’d put on a night driving playlist?

i’ve always wanted to visit toronto! what are some things you love about your home city? (it’s only natural to want to know. i’d want to know if someone i love/admire ended up being from the same place as me. ~soul connections) i’m a midwestern girlie from kansas! def not as exciting as toronto lol

what i’ve come to experience with biases in the kpop community, i haven’t had anywhere else. even when i was fans of other groups (1d, little mix), my “favorite” member didn’t feel the way it does now (but maybe that’s also reflective of getting older. i was def obsessed with harry styles, but idk if i found myself feeling impressed by certain character traits. not that he didn’t have them, but 14 year old me was focused on other shit). the experience feels enhanced with kpop. maybe it’s partially bc of the amount of content groups share, so the opportunities to actually see their personalities are greater in comparison to the time i spent being a fan of/learning about members of groups i’ve loved in the past (and for sure! there’s always something/more we don’t see and never will + the possibility of some differences or certain traits being highlighted on camera. i’m curious if some idols push specific traits as an act of self preservation?)

I HAVE NOT SEEN THAT VIDEO OMG PLS SHARE!! i love tattoos and piercings. do you have any? there’s something about hip tattoos/abdominal tattoos/chest tattoos that are so aqehwuqjjs (cough ten cough taemin)

thank you nala! i hope you’re having a relaxing weekend and practicing some self care 💗💗🥰

Helllooooo Saraya :-) Your name is so pretty!! Does it have a special meaning? How did you first week back at school go?

School has started back up for me as well so finding time to watch In the Soop is a lil hard but I'll let u know if I start watching!

Do you know your moon and rising as well? I don't know too much about astrology but I do know that they make a difference with how you interact with situations and people. Maybe your other signs make more sense with Virgos and Scorpios hehe. Also! Does that mean your birthday is coming up soon? I only know one aquarius man rn and he's lowkey private but I think that's how Aquariuses tend to be, right?

Like I hate to say it but Jeonghan has good "motherly" energy (like the way Jinyoung does) it definitely helps keep the guys in check and I love when he gets a lil bit sassy. Oh to be surrounded by DK and Hoshi's energy 🥰🥰🥰 truly a dream. Sometimes I feel like all S Coups needs is a hug 🥺

LMAO FUNNY YOU ASK ABOUT A MEMBER NEARLY GRACING MY BIAS LIST + OUR AQUARIUS CONVERSATION BC THE ANSWER IS DINO. Man, I love Dino. His laugh is so stand-out to me and it makes me laugh as well. I can't help but feel happy when he does. I also think he has such beautiful eyes!!! Also his sarcastic remarks kill me sometimes,,, I made a list of who in svt I think I'd get along with irl and #1 was Dino (now that I think about it it's probably actually Hoshi) but I feel like Dino is so underrated but he has such good vibes.

Rightttt? I'm curious about how he was raised too. From what I remember that he's mentioned, he wasn't a good student, he was fairly quiet in class, and he was raised by tomato farmers,,, like I'll bet he has some stories. AND YES I'M CONCERNED ABOUT VERNON'S HEAD LMAO HOW IS THE MAN WEARING HEADPHONES 24/7. I gotta take my Beats off after wearing them for 2 hours bc it is SQUISHEDDDD. I'd probably also ask Mark Lee what he thinks it is about himself (like his qualities) that has allowed him to debut so many times.

Your questions two svt are so thoughtful 🥺🥺wowwww I'm truly in awe. You seem like such a deep person and I admire that about you. I would love to know the answers to those as well, especially the one about how Seungkwan deals with pressure and Mingyu's photography question. I seriously hope you get to ask them these questions one day. To bring it back to you, what are 5 songs you'd play on a late night drive? I'm always trying to expand my music playlists and I feel like you'll have good recommendations hehe

Toronto's in lockdown rn but please visit the city when you can :-) Downtown is lively and you can get authentic food from any country in the world. I love how I've grown up with all kinds of people and culture is wholeheartedly embraced. Is it weird to say when I think of Kansas I think of corn fields? What's your favourite thing about your state?

LMAOOOO YOU WERE A ONE DIRECTION FAN TOO?? I love that. My blog was a One Direction tumblr before I was a Kpop one (the 1D to kpop pipeline is SO REAL) What's your favourite 1d song? How did u feel when Zayn left? I can definitely relate to your reflection on age and how our "favourites" don't necessarily did when we were younger and I think the answer as to why not is a combination of everything you stated. It's a completely different experience. I would also have to lean towards idols hiding parts of their personalities. If there's anything J*e from Day6 highlighted is that you never truly know these ppl so I try to tread as lightly as I can.

YUTA'S BELLYBUTTON HURTING IS HERE LMAO I CAN'T BELIEVE I TYPED THAT OUT. I didn't know Taemin had any tattoos what?? (I just searched it and his tattoo is HUGE OMG) My ears are pierced but I don't currently wear earrings. Other than that, i'm not tatted but go back and forth on wanting to get a nose piercing. Do u have any tattoos/piercings and were they painful at all?

Thank u for your message again <3 I know school/being an adult is hard so I hope you're taking care of yourself as well 💖💖💖 I also know there's a lot to answer and say so don't feel pressured to answer back asap if u can't! I completely understand

#saraya 💖#nala answers

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