why is weight loss so slow i just wanna wake up skinny tomorrow
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having an ed makes me feel like such an asshole. i just got a bunch of presents and some were homemade treats and i had to act so excited knowing i was gonna throw them away. someone went out of their way to make this for me and i’m not even gonna eat it 😭. anyone else feel this??
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thinspo pics of me when i was skinny 😩 literally the best inspiration
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just thinking about that time i told all my friends i was quitting alcohol for my mental health and they were so proud of me but i actually just had an ed. alcohol has way too many cals and i needed an excuse to not drink 😭
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not having access to a scale is killing me 😭
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april 18
breakfast: 10 (monster ultra)
lunch: 0
dinner: 0
snack: 220 (one scoop of vanilla gelato)
total: 230
pretty good day. my mom suggested we should go out for gelato and i couldn’t say no without sounding suspicious so i got the smallest i could.
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starting at a higher sw is so hard because i’ve lost so much weight but i’m still fat asf
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eating as a normal person update: i’m fat af
i start school soon hopefully that stress will be enough for me to relapse again
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the bloated and full feeling after you binge <<<<<<
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i’ve officially lost 30lbs! only 70lbs to go 😢
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29 hours into my fast!!! honestly not even hungry but my mom is making me go out to dinner soon so im gonna have to break it </3
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finally returning to ana after “recovering” for a week. i suddenly remember why i started and why i have to do this. please don’t let me forget 🤞
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breakfast: 0 cals
lunch: 0 cals
dinner: nachos- 480 cals
total: 480 cals
pretty good day today, i had to eat an unhealthy dinner since i have a friend over :(
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i’ve finally relapsed again. i need to be thin. i will be thin.
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officially at my second gw!!!! i still have a long way to go :,)
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