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eater-of-hopes-and-dreams · 5 months

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Wait I just finished No Gods For Drowning through @queerliblib and HOLY FUCK??? HOLY FUCK??????????

God... If you ever need a story that's dark but ends in HOPE (and is so unabashedly queer) definitely give it a read!!!!!

#no gods for drowning #god that was so good #im gonna release it early bc other ppl are waiting for it #but it is going to be buzzing in my head for a WHILE #lilac??? arcadia??? cecil???? alex??????#also not that fix-it call out 😭#god.#once I've let it simmer enough i definitely need to reread it #bc given the late reveal about [REDACTED] being the reason for [REDACTED] i NEED to see how close [REDACTED] actually got to noticing

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3-aem · 1 day

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MY BRAINS NOT WORKING AND THE CUTE BOY I WORK WITH KEEPS CORRECTING MY GRAMMAR THIS IS SO AHAIWIAKSDHDGRRRRHRNE

#dhakaksdjs fuckdwkufeisfjsjajsueei #im using a translator and it keeps outputting 您 instead of 你 and he keeps calling it out like bro ur making it awkward #AND IM LIKE SORRY I CANT ACTUALLY WRITE IN THIS LANGUAGE IM REALLY DU M. BB #also he offered to take over the last part bc i was like hi its almost 9pm here and i literally cannot think anymore #like i am certain its a very easy last part my brain is just finished #i feel so bad bc i wanted to push this proj over the line #this company is so intense i am so baby i am so tired #hugging my cat and rubbing my gross face all over his gross body #me in vc trying to figure out how to say: it was broken earlier idk how it was fixed u saw it was broke tho right #but all that came out was: in the past it was….problematic… *20 yr silence*#before he awkwardly went: um its okay i dont think this is necessary also u have lint issues #and i was just like ya….i know 😭#its ambiguous to some of my teammates if i just dont understand them or if im fking dumb #its probably both im ngl #the blank stare i have on my face is first from trying to comprehend what the actual words they are saying mean #and then to comprehend what technical concept they are trying to convey #using like 50% of the information i managed to parse out #also im used to literally spending 30-40% of the working day talking smack #now i try to crack and joke and everyone is like three this isnt the time #three we are all gonna be hear past 9pm working this isnt the time

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caramellashton · 10 days

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'this is like wanting your kid to get better by yelling at them and hitting them… you know it won't change/fix anything.'

EXACTLY I have been saying this for so long!! it's not gonna work and it's just gonna make everything worse. it's not a form of activism to just bully people until they conform to what you want; humans are autonomous people capable of choosing good, and like. we could be in the fandom of another band that doesn't even try, whose fans have given up on them and are just there for the music and the drama, but it's like the minute they do try to do something good they have to do activism a certain way and it almost becomes a kind of purity culture and purity culture is famously about control and not good for anyone.

but it's also people trying to be funny in the comments with thinly veiled frustrations that come out as insults about their appearance (which especially gets to me bc like. does body positivity stop if you're famous? or are they just idealised figures/bodies/personalities for us to look at and pretend our bodies don't change over time and we don't like it when they remind us that they actually do?) or their partners or how they express themselves. and it's the aura of entitlement that erodes their right to autonomy and individuality that gets me, not only because the way we get the creative music they make is them expressing that.

anyway i do think we as a fandom can do better and i want to attempt to start a conversation about that rather than trying to call people out in the comments. still thinking of how. there's a lot of people in the fandom who are struggling and exasperated with life and relate to their songs and the pressure has to come out somewhere; it ends up being in comments they feel like won't ever be seen except for by people who agree with them, at people who seem to far away and too big to ever see getting hurt by their comments. at least that's what I assume happens. but yes, they were bullying a cat

I agree with everything...

Was it always like this? It can't be because this is too much, none of the hate was on me and I couldn't take it, I wonder how the guys (or any celebrity) feels, being judged about the tiniest move you do, it's crazy I would totally lose my mind.

That's not how life is... yes I would love to be a fan of good people but if the gf/partner of the artist you're a fan of is bad and their friends are bad what does that make them? Maybe it's on you, maybe YOU should pick better idk 😭.

#like you don't have to like everyone around the guys they're not your friends. You don't know them.#maybe I'm the worst person to agree to this because yes i look up the ''drama'' or whatever and I'm nosy but i never thought for a second-#-that I can tell them what or who to hang out with...#because it's stupid. like here I am from across the planet and I'm gonna fix 5sos and their friend group yes totally not mental...#please 😭😭#Also is it activism if you tell them how they should say it and do it? If they say something it's not enough-#-if they don't they're the worst to walk on this earth. If they apologize for a mistake it's not sincere and won't be accepted.#How will anyone change if you don't even let them?#this fandom can do better but will it ever try? Maybe when it's too late.#too late as in they stop interacting with us ever... and i wouldn't blame them..#call me bald everyday i will write a paragraph about how you ain't shit. you WILL see me in fan wars lmao... ashton is better than me.#are the tags too much? im sorry i feel more comfortable here lol 😭#ask #5sos

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skillzissuez · 3 months

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Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed

#god I hate it here #not to mention you mother and father #SEEING this #simply decides to ignore you like your Alr dead #like damn okay 💀💀 fuck you too ig 💀💀#I don’t know how to fix this #I’m literally gonna be held back or taken to court bc I’ve missed so many days #but oh well the sillies r keeping me alive #Also I told myself I wouldn’t vent online anymore but I honestly don’t care anymore 😭#it’s so bad though #I tried to do some of my homework last night and ended up throwing up from the stress #and it’s not like my friends just forgot about me they are GOOD friends I’ve just been pushing them away; telling them I’m just sick etc.#it’s my fault so I’m not mad at them for not knowing what to do. The closest ones try to call me #sometimes I answer and we talk. sometimes I don’t and they leave me a message abt how their a good listener and they KNOW something’s wrong.#Truly I love my friends but at this point I just need to be medicated or in a mental institution ong #but again; it’s not like my parents actually care. they canceled my therapy that was court appointed to me #My support system otherwise is gone; my older siblings have moved out and I’m supposed to protect my younger ones from my parents #but deadass my entire family is well aware that I’m useless in that department #I shake scream and sob everytime my parents yell at us so I’m no help; really #I mean recently I’ve been able to keep my emotions under control but the only reason why is because I’m dead inside 💪#As I’m typing this out I’m realizing that I should be telling the world this especially not in my mental state but like. I dunno 🤷‍♂️#I know most of you don’t care or if you do your just concerned or feel bad bc you know what it’s like and I thank you.#seriously; I thank you for being human and reminding me the world can be kind #if anything im just distracting myself from whatever this is. whether it be playing a silly game or drawing about said silly game it helps #but it also makes me feel guilty bc I RLLY should be focused on trying to pass this year. but I’m pretty sure it’s too late now.#anyways; that’s why I’ve been inactive lately so I apologize #it’s funny bc I’m typing this out but I rlly don’t feel anything while explaining this to you guys #I’ll tag this properly; I don’t know why I’m posting this and I might delete it later I dunno #tw vent #tw mention of abuse

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shopcat · 5 days

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people are mean asf to all might what did he ever do to you. he's just some guy ... i think he's funny ...

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themyscirah · 1 month

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Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute

#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys #i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will-#like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!!#i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my #head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!!#also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it #may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc)#anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it #dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify.#i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt #equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there #like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he #doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be #like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in #ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things)#like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get #herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you #like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his #actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior #idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there.#like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be #i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other.#which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around #blah #sui sq

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raskullion · 1 month

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really wish more ppl didnt know what afab or amab means because if you called me a “afab, masc presenting non binary person” i think i would have to kill you

#there was something on twt about a new video game character coming out who was non-binary #but ppl were like ‘oh we should have more masc-presenting non binary characters’#idrgaf but a lot of ppl were saying ‘afab non-binary’ or ‘amab non-binary’#like why are you saying shit like this. do u see us as nb or not #also ofc there’s the exceptions when nb pick and choose on what to be called #thats not the problem #but there is a problem when u ppl decide to call nb fem-presenting ppl ‘woman-lite’#and then say a rep in video games could fix that problem. no thats a you problem 😭#i dont even know why im looking at twt anymore bro.#i know this site aint any better but i think twt is becoming the white suprem/acy app as time goes on #im trans-masc/non-binary. i dont think that rlly matters in this context

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fantabulisticity · 1 year

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HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT I HAVE DRAMAAAAAAAA

So, you know how I JUST FUCKING BARELY signed a lease at a new apartment? Today I walked into the kitchen to (nicely) ask my landlord to get her shit out of the washer so I could do laundry (her sheets have been in there for 3 days), and I saw THIS SHIT on the counter

The note reads:

Everyone -- IMPORTANT

I have severe damage in roof. May be needing to have house temp severely lowered this winter. Don't know if could be mold.

Contractors are months (year) out although am working with a no-longer-contractor and have talked to one of the best known roofing contractors in [town].

[Below paragraph is underlined]

I am closing the house down and will be sending lease termination notices. Obviously you could leave earlier.

Dec. 20 will be last day.

[Scribbled out] Ridge vent has been leaking maybe since installed 10+ years ago.

HOLY SHIT. I GOT OUT JUST IN TIME.

Idk if y'all remember the fucking FIGHTING about fixing the leaking roof with my last landlord, but this time the leak is so bad we're all getting kicked out altogether.

I am SO FUCKING GLAD I already found a place. Fucking hell.

#why does this keep happening #this house isn't even that old. and the place i'm moving into IS old. i fucking hope i don't have roof leaking issues there. 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞#personal #(also yes i did originally take this photo to IMMEDIATELY send to the groupchat and then decided to also post here lol)#(groupchat is roasting her as we speak)#(i am sorry about her house but like. she doesn't fix things and she owns a bunch of property AND has a day job. she HAS money.)#(like i know she CAN fix stuff. she has the resources. she just doesn't do it.)#(and all her arbitrary rules..... she should NOTTTTTTTT have people living in her house. just don't do it if you have to have...#...a million little rules for everyone. just don't live with people.)#this situation is so bizarre idk what to make of it #i'm just lying here like.... oofffffffff. but also? hopefully it's a wake-up call. fix your damn house.#ESPECIALLY if you have people living here.#in the groupchat: 'also what is severely lowered temp bud it's already 50' YEAH. YEAH EXACTLY. WHAT THE FUCK.#'severely lowered temp' HAS to mean no temp at all or like. 40. it HAS to. the temp is already fucking freezing in here.#'also she could learn to write a note kicking people out a little clearer' YEAH IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO READ 😭😭😭😭😭

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noxtivagus · 1 year

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i rlly do like how i look today ehe

#🌙.rambles #my hair is fixed for once 😭😭 back home n after feeding the strays tho so it's ofc somewhat messy but yk it's part of my Charm. joke #i rlly like this shirt . i like my shoulders n my collarbones n all #i wore this shirt too back in the fair n oh man it was so hot then bcs i was srs wearing all black BUT #i rlly like how i looked on like thurs then n friday too ehe #hflsjfkajfka i wna watch more heartstopper today but also be more productive yk #sundays rest days nyways genbio n cle so easy ! school so ez nmn #maybe. maybe hmmm #i cld spend time w apollo but like #maybe cld call w one of our friends idk like play smth tgther #random but i miss calling w my friends sm wahh #yk going out is always lovely for me :< i love being w my family n friends but #i'm rlly an introvert too hfjshfkajfs but yk i don't usually go out like very often so #yh it's just fun n all. wnvr i do go out i enjoy myself #at lunch earlier i rmb ah yeah we were talking abt gays a bit !!!! i can't rmb how it started but my family's full of intellectuals fr #i'm so excited for our family trip in april bcs one of my ninang's gay friends will be there !!!! i heard he's really cool !!!!!!!!!#i miss my friends sm tho like. haven't talked w the ffxiv/twt one in like a month #they know we're busy tho but wahh i wna play tgther again n talk 🥺#n then w my tumblr/twt friends too i mean. like. i consider my online friends irl friends i rlly do but yk for the sake of yk identity rn #irls i miss calling smmmmm n like yk when i used to stay up late n i'll call w my friends or wtvr n late night talks too #i miss them all so much T_T hang on i'm thinking abt a lot of stuff rn #i will ask tita sometime abt ffviii/ffxii one day bcs she has them iirc. n then books too ! n other vgs ! maybe even music !#i will go to up fr. gna try my best w upcat like she said n all for pre-med. n then we cld ask her for tips for cets in general n #math bcs she's rlly goddamn good at math. tita's a bit arrogant but she's a good person c:#.. i rlly do like my hair today though #LIKE. I RLLY MEAN IT hfksjkfsjfs >< i'm so torn between so much i want to do n just think abt

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vriendenboekjes · 1 year

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huge sudden water stains on the ceiling and on walls but we can call back tomorrow because with ascension day they cant save the reparation request now?? epic student housing situation 👍

#🌬️#soo not what i need with my deadline on friday #how im sleeping tonight: ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ #sorry for the complaining today i had such a lovely day because my mom visited me and now it's all BLEURGH #also i told the lady on the phone it seems to come from upstairs so then she said well we cant fix the issue if your house isnt the problem #which i totally get but then me and 2 housemates went upstairs to put a note on the door but we heard loud talking coming from inside so we #knocked and then they went quiet and were obviously discussing if they should open the door so i loudly said 'we have a leak and we think #it might be coming from you' and then they DID open the door but there was no water there so now im going to have to call them again #tomorrow to say the leak isnt coming from upstairs and now im soooo stressed it might be a burst pipe in the ceiling and it's going to cave #in and kill us and put us out of the house for months etc.#anyways. so i set an alarm to call them again first thing in the morning because this really really cant continue for another day #i already thought it had been smelling weird but i thought we just needed a new air freshener in the toilet 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i swear other than this i am sooo chill all the time

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nonbinarychaoticstupid · 2 years

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Think you mightve pasted the wrong link into that ask buddy

💀💀💀 my computer is broken as fuck sorry JNBFDMDFM

#sep texxt #ask #anon #fixed now!#also like. i hope that response makes sense 😭 i don't want to sound like i'm intentionally ignoring romani people at all but i #do not have a leg to stand on at all when i'm discussing antiziganism in media unless it's the holocaust and even then #i am not romani so the most i can do is try to make it clear that romani people are involved in the discussion #if you want to call me out on that ask or correct anything please do i'm dumb and would like to Do Better TM

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vimbry · 2 years

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I'm so siiick. in that I'm cool but also I've had the flu

#on my period also. hi guys #also the drains have been blocked and filling for ages without us realising bc the plumber my mother called was adamant it wasn't the issue #just like over the phone didn't come to check or anything. so the guy who came round a few weeks ago figured it was a problem #between the sink and vent as to why the toilet was backing up/not flushing. and that Did fix it but. only temporarily bc the drain blockage #was still there lol. which eventually caused an overflow to come up through the utility room floor underneath the washing machine...#which then came so far up the toilet wouldn't flush Again and the soil pipe started leaking as it slowly receded 😭#meanwhile both my mum and I have has flu which she caught from a co-worker who came back from holiday (why)#where he'd been out clubbing every evening for a week (whyy) and was just coughing on everything at work without a mask (WHYY)#I genuinely feel bad for the guy having to force himself into work when this ill bc work culture is merciless #but please please just wear masks when you're sick please I thought we all got into the habit of this over 3 years #half-tmi but I'm at least in the recovering from it now stage after the worst morning of my life

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wintergojo · 2 years

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i just spent the whole day doing research i don't wanna do it anymore 😭😭😭😭😭

#and tomorrow i'm gonna spend it doing that stupid literature review AAAAAAAAAAA #i also have to fix my groupmate's rrl #SHE LEGIT JUST COPY PASTED EVERYTHING ON THE DOCS #she just added transitional words at the beginning then proceeded to copy the website word for word #it's just so annoying like i'm doing my best paraphrasing stuff so it's not plagiarism then she goes ahead and copies everything without #changing even 1 word #THE HYPERLINKS ON THE WEBSITE SHE GOT IT FROM WAS IN THE PAPER #like she could've at least removed them #and i can't call her out bc we're not that close yet 😭😭😭😭😭#PLUS SHE GETS HER RRL FROM WEBSITES #i mean can u at least look for journals or reports??????#at least she doesn't get it from wikipedia ig 😭😭😭

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kyouka-supremacy · 2 years

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#The new chapter!!!!!!! Okay I just spent one hour talking about it with the girl next door so like. that was nice™#(talking with my friend not the chapter)#She was destroyed not because she likes Chuuya or anything but because she loves Dazai and somehow she felt terrible for him??#She's so cute ahah #Anyways anyhow about the chapter... Okay when I finished reading it it left me. Perplexed? Happy birthday Chuuya #I was upset #But now that I've cooled down tbh I think chances are low that either Dostoyevsky or Chuuya are dead and it was just for shock effect #For a few reasons actually?#First it would be kinda anticlimatic to end the arc like this. Dostoyevsky barely made any resistance like c'mon-#when you think about it it's impossible to believe after this chapter Dazai is just gonna get out of prison and return in Japan and get-#everything fixed pfffftt it's impossible simply from a narrative point of view #Then again Dostoyevsky was strangely silent the entire chapter? He looked so unimpressed I'm positive the next chapter he's gonna pull a #“I had predicted you would have predicted I would have predicted ×∞”#Also like. Chuuya is too popular to let go... Probably #But anywayssssssss to the relevant stuff: Sigma keeps being the best character of this franchise I love him so much 💕💕💕 Beloved #And now we have a canon age for him right???? N i c e #Does this mean the book was written on three years before the current timeline? That's interesting #Also... Genuinely cheering for Dostoyevsky like OF COURSE I'm not rooting for the terrorists but also like.#He's literally called Fyodor Dostoyevsky c'mon 😭😭😭 When Dazai said his plan was to kill him I screamed he can't die #That's it for today goodnight everyone ❤️❤️❤️ Please skk shippers don't cry too hard have a cup of tea or smth /////#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd ch 101 #random rambles #mine

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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months

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Fucked up and evil that a reliability issue prevented Bahrain 2010 from being a vettonso podium 🤧

#its so sad ugh bcs 3/4 of this race was just fernando chasing seb #sosoooo cat and mouse!!#nando creeping up on the back of seb and then seb pulling a banger gap on the next lap #they kept getting closer and then building gaps and then getting closer etc etc #i was confusrd honestly bcs i knew nando wins this race but seb had a pretty solid lead #AND THEN HIS RELIABILITY JJST COMPLETELY SCREWED HIM :((#lmao they described nando as 'taking candy from a baby' ...i should draw it #<- but ig its kinda disappointing bcs i thought he'd pull some amazing move at some point #but ah nein classic reliability moment #i always call the rb6 my favorite car BUT SHE IS FAILING ME RN >:(#also love seb on the radio saying “rocky csn you do anything to fix it 🥺🥺”#aaahhh also it does suck that seb got taken out by a reliability issue bcs +#the commentators said that nando “knows vettel is too good to make silly mistakes'#AND HE DIDNT MAKE A MISTAKE SOB #ah also i was talking abt people having regency bias abt seb right?#i think a lot of people dont recognize how much more reliability issues plagued older seasons #sooooo many times drivers just get taken out by literally no fault of their own and i felt like it happened a lot to seb #i mean think of kimi in 2005. he was literally godly but that mclaren kept exploding 😭#but yeah it somewhat sucks that we dont get this nowadays #yeah its unfair but it adds such a level of unpredictablity that i love #UGHHH but now im so upset bcs i know this would have been a vettonso podium no matter what if not for the reliability #oh bahrain 2010 first half podium you will live in my fantasies #catie.rambling.txt

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roys-our-boy · 10 months

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Watching Seven Deadly Sins finally, and I now have two favourite characters that are variations of King Arthur LMAO. Found out some spoilers about him though and I will be feeling a lot tonight. Though I’m not surprised

Don’t read my tags if you care about spoilers lol

#Man it’s like 1am what am I doing lol #I am currently being kept awake by I think my mom’s dog #at least it sounds like her #man and I have an early shift tomorrow #at least I’m off early so I can watch more LMAO #I’m on the Ten Commandments Arc or whatever it’s called so there’s lots of Arthur content for me woo #anyway spoilers beyond here lol #don’t want to tag as anything because I don’t want this in the tags it’s just a 1am maddieposting ramble #Anyway #I can fix him #besides I love a good villain arc #but he’s also my sweet Sunshine boy like baby no genocide bad you’re too pure and sweet for that #Where I am in the anime so far I find it hard to believe that he could be capable of any wrong #but like it could be fun. Maybe I could make him worse #Maddieposting #OH ALSO #I was making fun of him for being short #and it turns out HE’S MY HEIGHT 😭#he looked like he was like 5’3” or smth he’s 5’7”??????#Everyone else in that scene must have been like 6 feet tall dang #Anyway I need to sleep if I can

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