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This shit impacted me dearly. Lets say Andrew and I share some demons.
I absolutely love the slow way Andrew manages to let his guard fall around Neil, how the trust grows between them, how Neil listens and care for him so much.
It makes all the difference.
Here's the Museless version, cause I honestly like both..
#all for the game#aftg#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil#muse#muse band#undisclosed desires#i think nora sakavic did a good job regarding the telling of andrews story#it's not an easy subject to abord#i'll say it again but neil's reaction to andrew's reactions each time#trust and care#love it#also did i mention that i like muse?#noah's aftg series
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I drew all of my historical AU Sebs!!!!
In order they are(with relevant links to lore info if you are curious!!): Napoleonic Hussar Seb(x), Renaissance Muse Seb(x) and Boy King/Emperor Seb(x)
Let me know which you like best!!!
#oh my fucking god this was truly the endurance race of drawing sessions#i just drew for four hours straight or so......FUN!#and it is now almost 5 am on a school night so pls wish me luck in school haha#basically this spawned from me seeing if i could sketch all 3 of my Sebs easily and then whoops 4 hours later they are finished!#i think now i can draw the hussar uniform with my eyes closed. it was so comforting to draw honestly ;;;;#this is actually the first time ive drawn boy king seb with colors!! so i think it turned out pretty well?#hey guys do you notice what all of the Sebs have in common...? they all have a gold motif...GOLDEN BOY CODED!!!#anyways i think the most developed of these AUs is boy king seb which is funny bcs its the one ive created most recently#but gaahhhhhh ive done so much research and im literally brainrotting over it constantly#now i need to draw fernando in his 3 AUs hahaha but drwing Seb is sooooo much more easy/comfy for me#did you guys also notice i have a fondness for a specific seb hairstyle? malaysia 2010 my truly beloved youve served me so well#i mentioned this already but like i dont get how drawing these kinds of clothing is far more preferable to me than drawing racesuits#well anyways i have so much fun researching into these different eras!! and then very fun to mix it with the drivers#im very surprised i was able to draw this. im not usually able to draw good chibi anatomy#but like seriously i think i was posessed by my thoughts of boy king seb and i just couldnt stop drawing#in didnt really have any mental roadblocks which is surprising#but then again these drawings are me mixing my two major interests atm so ofc it'll come to me easily and make me passionate!!#anyways time to go sleep pwease dont let this flop my hands literally are overheated from drawing LMFAO#catie.art.#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#f1 fanart#formula 1 art#formula 1 fanart#f1 art#boy king au#renaissance muse au#hussar au
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Here's a question. Do you think there was real attraction to Morse on Eve Thorne's end? Or was she just messing with him out of resentment?
#endeavour#itv endeavour#endeavour morse#eve thorne#endeavour: muse#like did any part of her really want to sleep with him?#i find it hard to tell because she (understandably) despised men and especially the police#and i get the sense she was either bi or a lesbian#but she also seemed as curious of and surprised by him as he was of her#in her last attempt at seduction she mentions how clients “get her. they don't get me.” who was morse going to get?#ahh i wish we got more scenes with them!#thinking thoughts
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-> various pitch black promotional imagery
#you do not want to ask me how many copies of this movie i own#also the early releases of Pitch Black completely removed Johns' (cole h.auser) scene where he explains he's addicted to morphine bcuz#of Riddick n a piece of broken shiv stuck in him !! it really humanizes both johns n addiction in general (i hate the scene without that bi#bcuz it seems like they're making johns out to be bad because he uses drugs n that's just not even true dndkkddmjd he has many other#scrunklie traits to actually criticize—#they kept calling it murder when i did it. 「 musing & aes 」#drug mention#eye strain#i could neurotypically info dump about this movie any time
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kinda neat how media can be used as a jumping off point to learn about new things. there are the obvious things like documentaries, but then there are all sorts of other things. when 'hamilton' first got big, you ended up with people learning about aaron burr and the new york water system and various trivia from usa history around that era which wasn't even featured in the musical itself.
when 'mr bates vs the post office' came out recently over here (UK), a whole lot of people were able to appreciate the impact the whole horizon/post office affair had on its victims. sure, the story has been in the news for a few years now, but it's the first time it's been a story actively discussed in daily life. and people learning more about it has actively pushed the government to consider speeding up compensation or mass exonerations.
and even aside from these obvious instances, there are a lot that don't tell you up front and you realise as you're watching. when shows and films and books reference real life events through the veneer of fiction. suzume, referencing the tohoku earthquake of 2011 (something I imagine pretty much every japanese citizen is aware of - suzume's own age is very deliberate in how she lost her mother to the quake. she was very young at the time it happened, but it still had a huge impact on her and many others). link click, referencing the 2008 sichuan earthquake (and deliberately having the arc revolve around school-age children in a run-down old building when irl one of the reasons the casualties were so high was because of poor construction of school buildings). various kdramas referencing generational SK disasters: imf financial crisis (explored in 'reborn rich', but I imagine many other shows), sampoong department store collapse (referenced in 'move to heaven', but again, once I knew the history, it made a lot of sense why so many corrupt villains in kdramas were specifically involved in construction).
it's a mix of how, if you know the events being referenced, they'll impact you more. but if you don't know the events, then it gives you a reason to learn. I personally had very very vague memories of the 2008 earthquake, just in terms of some clips on the news at the time. I had no idea about the various factors that made the disaster so much worse until I realised what was being referenced when watching the show and decided to read up on it.
I have somewhat conflicted feelings on how fictional (or dramatised in the case of mr bates) media approaches specifically *disasters*, as opposed to other historical events, but I think the shows I've mentioned here at least take a victim-first approach.
#I would also mention tangentially that spy x family uses a mishmash of real history but it doesn't fully map one to one#so I didn't really want to put it in the main post when the others are talking about specifics. like yeah sxf sorta does cold war#and a lot of the countries are somewhat analogues (westalis/ostania being the obvious ones and a load of place names matches german places)#but I think given the whole commentary is more focused on war and propaganda in general rather than doing a deep dive on the actual cold wa#idk what this is. just been musing lately and seems like everyone's been watching mr bates vs. and then I ended up on a wiki spree#finding out about dutch child benefits scandal and robodebt in aus. I did know about the horizon/post office thing before but the other two#brand new to me#also if you noticed how I just designated everything as a disaster that's more because I'm not sure the best wording#than claiming that somehow the post office scandal or the imf crisis just happened independently or anything
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I was watching clips from Little Women 2019 on YouTube (im so normal about that movie) and on the one with Jo Friedrich getting together at the end, people were commenting “oh I’m so glad Jo found the capacity to love another person romantically because she would be a static character if not. They were so sweet together 🥰” and I had to close the tab because HNG,,,,,,
Firstly, it was heavily heavily implied that the ending where Jo gets together with him was simply made up for the sake of the publisher due to prejudices and constraints of that time period (which was reflected in Alcott’s own experiences of trying to get little women published). This was supported by the colour grading of the scene and it’s place in the story: it’s warm-toned and Jo hadn’t been characterised in any way that would suggest she wanted to be in a romantic relationship for the whole story. Her loneliness is not a byproduct of wanting romantic love, but of living as a struggling artist in the oppressive patriarchal standards of her time; there’s also the fact that her family is moving on and growing up all around her as she’s the only one left behind in her family home, which is further emphasised by the fact that she’s the one constantly clinging to the simplicities of the past. She considers accepting Laurie’s proposal not because she loves him in a romantic way or wants romance, but because life is a fucking struggle. And that’s why Friedrich showing up at her doorstep, from the perspective of a viewer, especially because he hadn’t shown up at all since the film’s opening, is jarring as hell. But it’s deliberately paced to be and ignoring this in order to make such a statement as “oh finally the perfect man for Jo” INFURIATES me. Especially when the scene under the rain? The confession scene? Was the cheesiest culmination of every romantic trope ever. This - accentuated by the jarring shift in themes and character - was a brilliant meta-commentary on actual criticism of the book where it felt like Jo married Friedrich out of nowhere.
Which brings me to the next thing - romantic love being seen as the be-all, end all for… everything. (coldest take of all time but unfortunately, not cold enough apparently) It’s not!!!!!!! Absolutely nothing against it (I love my ships as much as the next person) but when a filmmaker pays such attention in her commentary to love and societal perceptions around it, when she explores sisterly love and motherly love and platonic love etc. all so thoroughly. And you still leave thinking Jo was happiest and fulfilled when she gets together with Friedrich. I… I don’t know what to say. I’ve seen people say that the ending is ambiguous (and it is rather) but I’ve only ever seen it this way and I just don’t agree with the interpretation that Jo just gets married happily in the film because if so, holy crap was it paced/set up badly. All evidence just points to the contrary in terms of character, and themes, and just how the film is structured. And it’s genius! It’s one of the reasons why the film is one of my all time favourites. It’s such effective satire on how society (back then and evidently now) views romantic relationships. So it just makes me so annoyed when people ignore the nuance
Ok *breathes* I’ll stop
#little women (2019)#the idea that you can’t be in a relationship as a ‘strong independent woman’ is also an issue though#and I get the personal pressure to not ‘succumb’ to love because it could feel like a betrayal of your beliefs#especially for the time period the story was set in#but in terms of Jo as a character i think it’s clear or at least heavily implied that she doesn’t care for romantic love at all#I… should probably mention that I’m on the aroace spectrum#BUT I saw the movie before knowing what being aroace even was and I did not watch the movie through that lens#(which doesn’t change the fact that that’s just how I perceived things but oh well)#I’ll stop adding disclaimers#sorry for the rant lol#I’m so normal about this film I promise#jp musings#film analysis
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Kirby Star Allies is one of, if not my absolute favorite Kirby games, and I recognize while it's on paper one of the weaker entries in the core series, it appeals to me personally on multiple levels and I think I should revisit it more
#musings#kirby#no the reasons don't begin and end with 'dark meta knight is playable'#but that is a very big reason#to expand on it i think the dlc dream friends were amazingly designed#they still fit into the structure and playstyle of a playable kirby character but they also still feel like bosses#using dmk as an example they took his boss fight from triple deluxe and made it into a playable character#preserving most of his moves and adding new ones in the same vein#before unlocking dmk i played as marx and was surprised by how faithful he felt to his boss fight#and of course being able to augment these characters' movesets with elemental upgrades makes it even better#guest star allies was a great addition because if i want to i can play through the whole game in one sitting#as dark meta knight with fire powers#that's like my ideal kirby experience right there#did i mention the dlc was all free and very well-crafted?#that's not a given nowadays so i'm very appreciative of that#i also like the mage sisters and the lore implications the game offers#fransisca and flamberge are quite possibly the first lesbians in a kirby game#and they're ALSO playable! with their full boss movesets!#you can even tag out to the other elemental nuns whenever you want#so they're three very strong characters in one package#i seriously need to finish completing my save file in star allies so i can just start up a dmk or mage sisters run whenever i want#that would be nice i think#but of course because of the main mechanic being related to having teammates i can bring both characters with me#including in other guest star allies runs#because if i want to i can just ride their back and control them that way#i wonder how easy it would be to cheese a hard guest star allies run by piggybacking off an op dream friend
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While Evan normally tries not to be clingy, overly emotional and a burden, in the apocalypse verse he's going to fail on all ends. So, it's possible he ends up being annoying for some as he'll feel like a burden pretty much 99% of the time. What makes him jump to conclusions that might not be true and he'll cling onto anyone who will allow it. Also there's a chance he'll cry (a lot) simply because everything is too much for him.
#muse / evan wright#looks like he's sharing the braincell with nick today#we shall see what that'll lead to#also did I mention he'll suffer? 😅 I promise I love him!
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So I follow a bunch of Pokétubers and a couple of them are sponsored by Gamersupps.
And I can't stop thinking of Monokuma shelling out a Junko Enoshima partner waifu cup for 10% with code Despair (and the flavor of the year True Despair) during the Killing Game.
Pretty much every time.
#musings#danganronpa#monokuma#junko enoshima#i know i mentioned her ads during the youtuber junko post#one of them at least and like#just every time they talk about their waifu cups#me: junko would totally have one of those#me: junko would TOTALLY partner with them just for waifu cups with her plastered on them#me: and monokuma would TOTALLY shill them during the killing game#monokuma: your favorite waifu just died? 10% off her limited edition cup with code DESPAIR at gamersupps!#....#junko would absolutely find a way to waifu cups for the other girls too#and everyone would get mad because where's chihiro#until the second trial reveal#and then all of a sudden jack would also have a cup#JUNKO WOULD MERCH THE HECK OUT OF THIS#...please understand that i did this with duke cody and glass onion too#but he got all the workout stuff and helix sleep with his shelling#can you imagine junko and duke meeting up through birdie#...i should write that fic actually#I SHOULD SUB JUNKO IN FOR WHISKEY YOU KNOW WHAT
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my parents are talking about food/catering stuff bc theyre the main volunteers to organize lunches for theater stuff
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the fact that they use me and my friends as examples of 'picky eaters' TwT
#marble musings#cuz apparently my dad talked to ppl in robotics and they idk ate other stuff#but#idk pre portioned food probably leads to more food waste#not to mention tech theater is almost entirely neurodivergent people literally what did you expect#(also my mom was like 'why would i get vegetarian pizza' TwT i think she fully forgets ppl have dietary restrictions#kinda odd coming from the lady with a lactose and gluten intolerance and an allergy to msg of all things)#also#time to play the game of:#will orion have food for the rest of the week#hahahahahaha /neg#probably not#hopefully i can get snacks for the rest of the week bc techs goin pretty late#and i can almost garuntee my friends will either forget to bring snacks#or go 'ehh ill live'#uhh and they justifiably probably dont want food thats been hand picked by an almond mom#sooo#idk i just want goldfish or something i genuinely havent had those in like 2 years TwT#just let me be fucking normal for once#ughhh#ok this is a#vent#post now TwT#ok time to do my homework#even though i should probably eat something more than just cabbage for dinner#whatevvvver#illllll livvvvvve#/sar
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bREAKS YUOR DOOR DOWN LIKE BIG BIRD!!!! can u 🥺 assign hakunochan 🥺 one 🥺🙏 PWEASEEE 🧎♂️🧎♂️🧎♂️
/ UWAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! HOW CAN I N O T ASSIGN HAKUNOCHAN A HUSBAND!!? OK SO LIKE! there are so many options actually- In no order in specific, these are the ones I would assign to moon lady;
Charlie: I think that he would be her idiot ur honor; like,, his goal is to look the coolest for his wife, he has to !! he would want to be the bestest and most awesome husband ever ✨✨✨ (and I'm not even mentioning their dynamic in extella bc I have to rewatch it again but there is also that to add too) when ur knight in shining armor does come in shining armor but- wait, where is the horse !?
Kadoc: emo. That's it. He can be a little pessimistic sometimes but he is always trying his best despite the tough times and don't ask me why but I just think they could have a cute dynamic because of the contrast in their personalities; once u get to know kadoc it's easy to realize that he has a good heart as how da vinci said, and considering his last appearance in the 7th lostbelt and how he is a bit more open, i think it could lead to funny interactions between them
Caeneus: caeneus is a pretty proud character but I feel like hakuno has that kind of silly straightforwardness that would make him get embarrassed all the time OIREUTRTYRIUY like i think about his april fool's line: !A scary person who's acting all tough from the very beginning. This Servant gives off a strong "piss off" vibe but with a little treat, negotiation is possible." (<- the little treat is her attention) also i just know that he would rip someone's arm off if they mess with his moon lady
Moctezuma: mocte: -angry and resentful- hakuno: -pokes him in between his furrowed brows- mocte: -not angry anymore- I THINK THEY COULD ALSO BE FUNNY- he would have an undeniable soft spot for her that even with his stubborn pride it would be evident to everyone else in the room- is it bias? absolutely not (it is)
#nulltune#;ooc#ooc#THERE'S MORE-#honorable mentions; c.astor; r.itsuka; o.beron; a.sh; j.ekyll/h.yde; r.obin; a.rthur etc#OR DID U MEAN I HAD TO PICK ONLY ONE (1)?#but like lit u could ask me for any of my muses and i would be like; yeah they are married#ORIHGROURTG#congrats with the marriage moon lady !#NO BUT LIKE IMAGINE HOW FUNNY THAT SOUNDS- i need the whole throwing rice thing now IOEFHRFURDHG#i think i might have gotten a lil rambly mayhaps#of course there's also more that can be explored ! i just decided to go with the more light hearted things
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Why the FUCK do people always forget how to drive after it first starts snowing. How is everyone this stupid
#went to a nail appointment today and some dude literally CRASHED HIS TRUCK INTO THE BUILDING while i was there#i saw him make an odd swerving maneuver out of the corner of my eye through the window#didn't think anything of it at first. but a few seconds later i felt the whole building shake and i was like. SURELY NOT#the damage wasn't bad—he hit the wooden deck on the side. but man did it scare the shit out of me and everyone else#also while i'm here. just thought i'd mention i've been getting nails inspired by ace attorney characters for over a year now#taking a break this week to wear my favorite color that my nail tech ordered just for me. but i still have brainrot and GUESS WHAT#i may not have intended it but it's very franziska-esque. not a perfect match but it's pretty close#last time it was miles (for the 4th time might i add). before that it was raymond shields. next time will be justine courtney i think#mel's musings
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anassy 🤝gliaster
having their own boss fight in my fave games (...in my head)
#thinking about how if gliaster would become a story villain they would of course have a boss fight#which means it would also become a strike mission with gw2's latest designs#and oh boy do i even need to mention that i can't sleep :^)#normal mode would be harder than harvest cm yes they would be more powerful than a dragon <3 i exist#oc musings#ALSO OF COURSE IT WOULD TAKE ELEMENTS FROM JOKO'S FIGHT HEHEHE#it would be multiple phases and multiple elements that could easily wipe a squad obviously#tihnking about a particular one which would be similar to when the jellyfish monster swallows you in the underwater fractal#(sorry dfgdf)#bc gliaster would be op enough to control ppl like puppets using their blood (definitely did not steal this idea from atla)#but like not long duh cuz its too op#but that would be an element that could fit this......#OK TIME TO SLEEP AAAAAAA
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My RepCom Musing: Etain, Kal and Vau in TZ
Some time ago I rambled a bit about the parallel between Triple Zero and Order 66 and how in both cases Vau’s accused Kal of going soft by not wanting Etain and Besany face the consequences of their doing even though he was the one responsible for putting both women on that course himself (respectively, interrogation and stealing important data). Walon’s passive-aggressive reaction makes sense because let’s face it, it is always him (and Ordo) doing the dirty work in such situations.
But what I find also interesting in regard to Etain, is how both Mandalorians tried to spare her some unpleasant stuff and how differently she was treated.
I mean, Kal brought Etain to interrogation only partially to help Vau get the needed information as fast as possible. The other reason was to test her, not really the skills alone but if the team can count on her during the black op mission (“But the girl's got an edge to her. Let's see if she'll put pragmatism above principle.", as he said to Ordo). And yet, when Etain cracked up the prisoner’s resolution, Kal did not let her finish the job, leaving the worst for Vau:
So that was what she was doing. Skirata had wondered if she was using her Force powers to cause real physical pain. But she had cut to the chase and re-created the stuff that pain did to you anyway: it made you fear for your sanity long before your life.
He had to hand it to her. It was nonlethal and not that far beyond the usual mind influence. Maybe she was struggling to find an ethical limit in her own mind. Maybe it was her own nightmare, the worst thing she could conceive.
She kept it up for an hour. He had no idea whether she was suggesting terrible images and consequences in his mind, or if she was simply flooding him with adrenaline against his wishes, but whatever it was it was exhausting him and her with it. Eventually Orjul broke down sobbing, and Etain shuddered and looked disoriented as if coming out of a trance.
Skirata grabbed Vau's shoulder and shook him awake. "Get in there. She's broken him down enough for you to finish the job."
Vau looked at his chrono. "Not bad. What's up? Don't want to let her face the real consequences?"
"Just do it, will you?"
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Skirata caught Etain's elbow. He wasn't used to grabbing small people: his lads were solid muscle, bigger and stronger than Etain. He felt as if he were clutching a kid's arm. He sat her down on the little bench at the back of the landing platform and took out his comlink to call for transport.
"No, I'm going back in," said Etain.
"Only if Vau calls us back."
"Kal ..."
"Only if he really needs you. Okay?"
They were still waiting for Ordo to collect them when Etain flinched and then looked back at the lobby doors.
They opened and Vau wandered out, rubbing his eyes. There was a distinctive tang of ozone clinging to him, like a discharged blaster.
[...]
Skirata sniffed the ozonic scent again and switched to Mando 'a, although he was sure Etain had flinched because she had sensed what had happened.
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Orjul would be dead sooner or later anyway. No prisoners: not on this run. It was amazing how many people overlooked the inevitable while hoping for a way out.
Etain said nothing. She almost bolted for the speeder when Ordo settled it down on the platform. Skirata settled beside her. She simply seemed subdued.
Etain felt really bad after this scene to the point she even started questioning her view of Jedi and the Dark Side (“She vomited until she was convulsed by dry heaves. Then she filled the basin with cold water and plunged her head into it. When she straightened up and her vision cleared, she looked into a face she recognized. But it wasn't hers: it was the hard, long face of Walon Vau. Everything I've been taught is wrong.)
Kal spared her a great deal of worse guilt if she stayed with Vau and actually saw the mandalorian brutality but important is this: Etain wanted to finish the assigned job and Kal did not allow that. He decided when to pull her out and let Vau step in, to do the dirty work.
Vau’s jab at Skirata for being soft is nothing new. Surprisingly when he and Etain were hunting for the run away terrorist that managed got past Skirata & commandos “cleaning” the enemy warehouse, Vau also was ready to spare Etain some potentially nasty action:
Mird shot past her. She could feel the disturbance in the Force, and their respective instincts took them both to the 134th floor. Mird snuffled along the passage and came to a halt outside an apartment door, settled on its haunches, and stared intently at the door panel.
Vau put a restraining hand on her arm. "I know a Mandalorian regards a female warrior as his equal, my dear, but I feel I should offer to do this job myself."
"I'll do it," she said. She had to.
Vau disrupted the lock. The strill ran into the hallway, almost flat to the floor, and Etain followed it, drawing both lightsabers.
It occurred to her that she might have stumbled upon a family here, and then been presented with a dilemma: a Jedi with two drawn lightsabers, a room full of witnesses, and a cowering terrorist. What would I do? What will I do? But she sensed that would not be the case. It was just another fear of how far she might be prepared to go.
Vau was willing to do the dirty job himself (including the possibility of eliminating unwanted witnesses?) and offered Etain a way out of this situation that could force her going against her Jedi principles. The same as the last time, Etain felt she should finish the job by herself but in contrast to Skirata, Walon accepted her choice and in result, did not sheltered her from facing the responsibility of her action. She didn’t feel that much guilty for eliminating the terrorist with may means the last experienced hardened her (or just the narrative did not focus much on the afterwards).
Of course, killing a person you consider a terrorist in action is a vasty different experience that being part of process meant to break imprisoned person’s resolution and spirit, but I think these two parallel scenes speaks a lot about Skirata and Vau, two hardened Mandalorian veterans who were willing to spare a young Jedi some crushing feel of guilt but who also had a different approach to making the decision for Etain, who tried very hard to prove herself useful and reliable on this black op mission. Once Kal decided it was time to pull Etain from the job, he was the one calling a shot while Walon accepted Etain’s decision (need?) to be the one killing terrorist.
Etain as a Jedi and “not part of their family” yet may be seen as a special case, however the conflict of Kal “I know better so I make hard decisions for others in my care” and Vau “let them make a choice and deal with the consequence for everyone is adult and should be treated like that” seems to be constant part of the whole book series.
A little explanation: not all of Kal's decisions about his family were actually correct, and neither were all of them with negative consequences. It is more about the fact that Kal often makes very important decisions based on what he personally believes is the best solution. Just to be clear.
#star wars#republic commando#etain tur mukan#walon vau#kal skirata#my repcom musing#i think kal did the right thing by not letting etain be part of the interrogation to the end mainly because she tried too hard to be#part od the team to please kal and darman#but he was the one putting her there in the first place so it is questionable matter to judge i guess?#and then vau just let her in into room where they could be innocent people#yeah etain felt in force it was just the terrorist but vau did not know that#and respecting she wanted be on the jobs whatever the consequences could be#relative speaking mando morality is far from ours#but i like that vau respected etain and her decision to finish the job#despite being younger inexperienced jedi#and ironic he talk how skirata was soft but was willing (again) do the dirty job himself#also the talk about clones making the decisions despite what mando sarges may want is pretty often mentioned in regard to kal and vau
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i love rereading my favorite books from when i was little. hey what was going on in michael buckleys head when he wrote the sisters grimm
#musings#LIKE? theres genuine critiques of the foster care system then BOOM! crazy amount of ableism. also one of the main characters#is suicidal and it NEVER gets mentioned again. and also the only black character dies. and jakes addiction isnt really touched on & just#magically gets fixed (literally). did i mention the ableism. and also this family is going through insane amounts of trauma.#why is the 1000 year old being who looks 12 in love with a real 12 year old. hey remember the ableism. funny adventure time#(this entire family almost got killed). genuine critiques of the justice system & people in power sweeping stuff under the rug.
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me, dusting off the blog after yet another 50 years of vanishing with a pack of caprisun: so, i’ve been rewatching most of d/anganr/onpa content and have the three games which i plan to replay because ahaha, gotta love myself being enabled by SOMEONE to play ‘em, again...you know who you are and i’m only reminded by the utter guilt and misery my girl, mikan, has to go through after waking up from her vegetative state in neo world program. having to accept the harsh reality of the horrible actions she’s done in the name of “love” for junko, which was never real. having to come to a horrible realization that SHE pushed nanami to her death....SHE brought her closest friends, the first friends she ever had, to watch their representative, who brought them together, get killed and succumb to despair. having to finally see the damage mikan has done to her ACTUAL LOVE this applies for any ship i have with her be betrayed by her after abandoning them for junko’s “love”... it’ll destroy her. completely, utterly destroy her with so much guilt...and she’s already mentally unwell, to begin with. it’s those awful realizations that have mikan initially distance herself, fully, from everybody. for the first time, mikan feels completely undeserving of any attention she’s craved for so long... for the first time, she feels undeserving of forgiveness.
it is only by the unconditional support from everybody that mikan does find her own footing, no matter how much time it took because they’ve all had an understanding, and come out of her miserable state just enough to at least redeem herself by saving the survivors of the final killing game, in hope arc. while mikan’ll never be able to get rid of these awful feelings nor thoughts, not even the grim reality of being unable to bear children due to removing her own womb in replacement of junko’s, she now knows they all have each other and she has done a contributable part in saving kirigiri’s life as well as everybody’s reputation by pinning the blame for what happened to future foundation on the remnants of despair. in her eyes, she is forgiven by those she’s come to rescue and it’s this reassurance that will keep her marching to an unforeseeable future.
tl;dr: pluto feels for d/anganr/onpa for the 139192992992929292929th time all over again, thx 4 coming 2 my TED talk.
#👹 ` ⟪ ooc. ⟫ / SHUT UP PLUTO.#👹 ` ⟪ headcanons. ⟫ / ABOUT A MUSE.#👹 ` ⟪ ch. mikan tsumiki ⟫ / ULTIMATE NURSE.#gore mention /#infertility mention /#pregnancy mention /#ask to tag#so anyway how are u all doing? im doing just DESPAIRING#:")#why did i allow myself to get back into the old roots GOD FUCKING DAMMIT WHO ALLOWED ME TO DO THIS#i just. love mikan so much? shes def my fave sdr2 chara with fuyu being second and hajime third#i mean i love them all but mikan just? struck out so much to me for some reason? shes just so interesting and her character backstory is jus#just too gruesome. man... the shit she had to go through like i do not blame her for being the way she has become. she was a victim#to unfortunate and traumatizing circumstances#me signing adoption papers:#like i am mondo stan 1 first and foremost BUT I AM ALSO A MIKAN STAN 1 AND U CAN FIGHT ME IN THE PARKING LOT#there is more than just flashing pantsu while tripping .... there is way way more :pensive:
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