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1327-1 · 5 months

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unmedicated anxiety disorder person befuddled by brain doing the disorder

#this shit is fucking crazy #im like ok! lets get our clothes out bcoz i know u’re gonna freak out but this will make it easier #and then i’m like oh my fucking god what if people look at me #and then i’m like no i dont give a fuck but then i do i do so bad #it quite literally always takes jumping myself and beating my brain with hammers just to go Do Something #like i will map out my route. i will envision myself walking that route. i will be like yes i can see myself in this building i need 2 go 2 #all of that? FICKLE.#2024 xanax in my mouth plsplsplsllspls #.jrnl #i dont mean to psychoanalyze my family before 12pm but u ever have two parents who clearly have anxiety but as ure growing up theyre like #why dont u talk to ppl??? its a little weird ure this shy?? and then when u talk to ppl u’re reprimanded to HELL #and its like hey guys i unfortunately dont think this cycle can be broken i am ur literal child and u gave me this #and the world but its all the same shit fucking itself into top ten worst brain to have #me: u can go to the store and nothing will happen to u! [SOBBING]

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starrysharks · 3 months

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he has a tan now

#zeno's art #ocs #reassassination #v a angel #there is an in universe reason why he's so tanned but also i wanted to give him a sort of gyaruo look #with the tanlines from his sunglasses looking a bit like the makeup idk.....#for the unaware -#he is an assassin and part of the clear crucifix organisation #he's a womanizer </3 #overly confident and fickle - loves blondes + wine + vacations + repressing all his emotions

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magicicephoenix · 3 months

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creachur

#bendy and the ink machine #batim #bendy and the dark revival #batdr #bendy #the ink demon #doodle dump #i love using random brushes with different textures #all of this is one brush. betcha didn’t see that one coming huh. fickle to use but fun

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fangdyk3 · 1 year

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pete wentz blessed with the gift of both creating and destroying life

#he said i put you into this world i can take you right tf back out #i still can’t believe pete leaking the photo led up to all of this 😭😭#life is such a fickle thing #pete wentz #panic! at the disco #p!atd #brendon urie

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yellowymellon · 1 month

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okay now somthing that BUGS me a lot is this

both the alfalfa family leader and sunday can't handle the consequences of the delay of....dominicus' arrival?? But Dominicus MEANS SUNDAY

sure, we know sunday's name is not real and it's kinda a code, does that mean he represents a concept or an event? before 2.0 there was a text leak that should be in 2.1 now, it talks abt dominicus as a figure in penacony implying he is an emenator who should be sunday, but this letter is contradictory to the info we had

gosh...anyway sunday so goofy n cute lolol

#ig he might be somewhat selfish but he does care abt his workers #i'm also really curious abt the dreammaster #we havent talked abt him at all #in 2.0 i thought he might've been the watchmaker buuut he isnt #so anyway #my pookiest pookie pook ever made me so proud yesterday #we finally getting the sunday we wanted YIPPIE #ill forgive his every sin cuz i'm that fickle and just those letters are enough for me to have a brain overload #THEY COOKING N WE EATING #honkai star rail #hsr sunday #hsr

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graye · 2 months

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DAY 2: Romance

Consistency??? Sorry I've never met her, she sounds nice @owl-bones

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miralyk · 4 months

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ah...! thanks for liking my silly doodles of game characters haunting my computer or desmond/alex being angel/demon ""artistic muses"", even overseas! i'll consider doodling more of them then, we'll see,, now i'm just fickle if i draw myself as fox or human lmao

#i don't. know what to really tag/call this esp since i'm still v self-conscious w the cringe ''self-insert'' aspect of all this but still #protocreed #desmond miles #alex j mercer #ezio auditore #doodles #Still fickle if i should draw myself as a fox or person so have both (technically) here as a gif dghdfkj #ghosts in the machine au #foxsona

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ohmigoshiloveu · 2 months

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If youre still taking art requests- emizel showing shilo and grefgor various cartoons. PLEASE. Another idea is shilo and emizel style swap cuz i think it would be pretty funny

Okay, so, um. This ask made me realize that I don’t watch a lot of cartoons??? Like I tried to think of something that Shilo and Grefgore would have a reaction to and drew a complete blank??? And then I realized that the cartoons I did get into are not the kinds of cartoons Emizel would admit to watching???? I’m so sorry I never thought not watching Family Guy or the Simpsons would mess me up like this.

Anyways I drew them watching one of the many many many slasher horror films I have also not watched instead

And two different types of styleswap

#jrwi the suckening #emizel tucker #shilo bathroy #shilo bathory #jrwi grefgor #jrwi grefgore #Grefgore’s doing gods work and judging the hell out of the fake blood effects probably #don’t mind the wonky lines all over the first style swap thing #I though I was gonna do speech bubbles for a hot minute #I learned my lesson sobs #OH! and for the second style swap #shilos either one of those private school kids with a school uniform #or he’s like that guy from my highschool who wore a suit to school everyday #also also doodle prompts are absolutely still ongoing and will continue to go until I delete the post asking for them #omgart #honestly I don’t think I managed to do anything interesting with this one #inspiration is a fickle mistress le siiiiiigh

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respectthepetty · 2 months

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but non is alive and he said no one survives, and new hurt him too

Yeah, so if the love of my life gotta die too, I'm totally fine with it. I think he will be too. He said "if these kids wanna go low, then I'm going to hell." That's why I love him.

He is committed to the bit.

Until the very end.

#dead friend forever #If Tan has to die for the narrative #so be it #he knows what he signed up for #he doesn't have commitment issues #my boy ain't fickle #if he is going down #he is taking all these kids with him #ALL OF THEM #Phi your days are numbered bruv #I love Tan and I hope he gets to fulfill his dreams

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b4kuch1n · 3 months

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Sketch commissions fulfilled so far! for @myrrhemaid, @cawsket, dandeswife on twitter, @arctictisa, @onitekkart, and NerdyMangle on twitter.

#commission art #sketch commission #for my e-sim for gaza drive! finishing up one rn #I will! try and fit one last stream in the drive open time frame. but if it happens its gonna be a late one for me #hope my stream tech stuff doesnt go to shit again all of a sudden lol. youtube is Really fickle tech-wise #thank you again so much to everyone who donated an e-sim! its an honor to have the chance and the help to put in this effort

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literacide · 6 months

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Tired from building things out of Kokichi’s scribbles

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Spent all day drawing new things for Miu to invent

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[my art do not repost]

#irouma #ndrv3 #what’s the n stand for y’all #danganronpa #miu iruma #kokichi oma #kokichi ouma #I can fux with some Irouma #like hardcore but damn #didnt know y’all would like it too tbh #long as you can tolerate me giving miu inventor hair #& more body mass from inventing all day #also kokichi’s gender is chaotic #found a pose idea for this somewhere #but I. lost it. bc Google is fickle on iPad #my art

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dustykneed · 3 months

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Doctor...

either very traumatic or very homosexual! take your pick (or is it something else?? they're all yours, lmk in the tags ;))

#star trek #star trek tos #tos #star trek fanart #spones #spones fanart #bones x spock #leonard mccoy #bones mccoy #spock #s'chn t'gai spock #mirror mirror #all our yesterdays #theres a crane fly in my room... i wish i enjoyed bugs but unfortunately im a wimp #but the internet says crane flies are harmless so it can stay (for now)#i dont like spring !!! Why is it so wet. and why do bugs like my room so much #i hate hate hate when the huge bush mosquitoes terrorize me in my sleep #like i have physically gotten out of bed to sleep on the sofa in the living room just to avoid the godawful buzzing #i have coursework due tmr. Also a difficult quiz. but that wont stop me on my spones grind<33333 #social battery low as ever but tysm for hanging around yall #appreciate yall sm!!! Also DOOT IF U SEE THIS ILYSM >:33333333 ur the bestest #i Can paint (this is somewhat of a lie bc can i really.... hmmm the paint gods are fickle but i am a faithful acolyte) i swear #i just uhhhhh. Notes app is very dear to me #dust medibang paints

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i-dont-talk-for-days-on-end · 4 months

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Sorry I need to know something now XD

Pictures for reference:

#i tried not to select the worst pictures because I'm biased enough sorry #pease tell me all of these are actually jeremy brett I'm slightly faceblind #jeremy brett #unnecessarily handsome #even with mustache I'm not that fickle XD #asexual falling hard for actors from an 80s show

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squeiky · 7 months

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The audacity of existence.

How dare you be concieved. To be blessed with the touch of angels, you golden haired goddess. How dare you force your reflection upon mine. The audacity to mirror me.

YOU.

I hate you. You are my purgatory, and hell resides within your dastardly light. You are the anthesis to my existance, my purpose, my life. Tormet me by image alone.

Do you know how much you have pained me? How much the mere sight of you, has distorted me? Ruined me? Hurt me? Questions your existance has plauged in my mind?

Look at you, my loathsome copy. You are nothing like me.

So then why?

Why does the universe kiss you gently upon a flushed cheek then heckle and spit on mine? Why are you the beloved golden duckling whilst i remain the unwanted black swan?

Why is it me who must rid myself of my body, blood, and mind. Discarding me of myself to end you? I have done nothing short of effort. I have given myself all to destroying you, to riding the world of you. Yet they love you. They do not love me.

We resemble eachother more than anyone else ever will. It is cruel a fate, to be devoted entirely to destroying a twisted reflection of myself. Burdened by both our images, drowning me in hatred made for both us. Yet you remain free, whilsy i remain prisioner.

It feels, as i seek to destroy you, i destroy myself. So i do. Over and over again. Yet you remain unscathed, bright and beautiful. Whilst i remain broken, left to rot in the mud. Helpless. Afraid. Alone.

Thinking.

What must i do? Who must i be to be kissed by the same light that dared to birth you?

Must i purge myself of all things to simply taste a fraction of it? How will i outshine you? Must I transform my body till there is nothing of me left, just to feel your light crushed beneath mine? Must i erase myself completly? Must i become you? Must i be you? Must i place my hands against your neck? My lifeless material crushing your ugly flesh to finally hear the last of your breath. Must i feel everyones glare peirce through my unending spine, wishing nothing but breaking every metal bone instead of me?

Must i take their love and desire and rip it from their broken hearts, forcing them to kneel before me and drag your dead light upon me? Must i become king of all things, living, dead and unalive, before i get a fraction, a mere TASTE of your life?

Is that what the world desires of me?

Is THAT what it takes?

my loathsome copy. Your existance is what destroys me. You are everything without me but i am nothing without you. Yet i am made to end you. To destroy the only thing, the only purpose i have in life.

You all look down upon me. Even my creator, cant seem to look at me without seeing you. Forever i am compared to you. Forever i think of only you. Forever i am destroyed by you. Forever i am devoted to destroying you. Forever i am afriad. Forever i am chained, cursed to this wretched body, reflecting you.

YOU.

I hate you. I loathe you.

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What a cruel existance to be born, you and I.

I hope when i choke you death, you'll burn me alive.