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hey guys! I might go quiet a bit on here due to Life but
- the August first practice interactive scene is next
- I have the G and V scene
- I have an interactive flashback scene between seven x mc I want to do
As for public, I did say I wanted to do something for free so I’m working on that and
as for part 2, idk if I’m gonna finish it by September 💔 but early October is my latest goal
Sorry I’m not good with author updates or development posts haha I can never get a good read on where I’m at progress wise.
Hope everyone is having a good day!
#is this an#update#I guess so#I’m on a roll#since I quit my last job#and am now looking for a new one#aka I have so much free time#😁
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ultratober day 4- Minos
canterbury bells, forget-me-nots, red roses, rosemary.
( i think this one is so on the nose, oh man...)
#ultrakill#minos ultrakill#ultratober#my art#again if i had more time to color i wouldn't have made THAT obvious#i also kinda. rushed the idea because i couldn't do it at school AT ALL#the hole was pretty much a free spot for flowers so#uhhh ok so.#canterbury bells= justice#forget-me-nots= “remember my death” (not the actual meaning in flower lingo just me being obvious)#rosemary=warding off demons (aka keep the Lust layer safe)#red roses=love and passion (that one is the most obvious-especially for the Lust layer as well as the gay connotation in some japanese medi#too many flowers cheapens it soooo much aaa#i'll get to work earlier for day 5-both for composition and flower searching because that takes a surprising amount of time#posting this one 10 minutes before oct 5 AAAA#editing is annoying and my sketchbook warps and i have to hold the page down with a clasp aaaaa#ultrakill fanart
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WHAT THE HELL GABE'S AJ AU / Epilogue 💫
🖋️ NOTES:
So erm. Hey jamblr. Here's that au I promised you. It is lacking a name. This is currently a huge HUGE HUGE wip but what I will say is i have had this headworld and story in my brain for a pretty scary amount of time. Now I am making the mature decision and taking a step from imagining animatics in my head to making an actual story!! As of right now, I have very intense artblock, so I'm bringing it upon myself to write for this AU instead!!
This was inspired by probably a lot of stuff, notably FOTS by Greeky and a whole bunch of AJ headcanons I have mashed together into a slightly salty stew.
⚠️ WARNINGS:
An insatiable amount of cringe
The very original idea of an apocalypse AU
Autism
Greely says a bad word and instantly gets sent to the seventh circle of hell
Enjoy jamblr. You stinky stinky individuals
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A delicate feather was carried by the wind from its birthplace and took time to settle as the wrath of the winds sailed it about the sky endlessly. This delicate feather- she, a delicate feather, had lesser expertise with a realm such as this. Despite never having seen it, she had heard innumerable myths and legends about it and had researched Jamaa throughout the ages. As she landed amidst the chaos and apocalypse, she spread the scrolls of her map with two eager wings. She then, excited as can be, soared up and above the lands to look down on it, comparing it to the papyrus in her grasp. Apart from some tiny geographic inaccuracies, she was mostly right about what she thought Jamaa would resemble. Her sole hyperfocus for as long as she had been living was right here in front of her. Her map and other tools of the trade were no longer necessary.
She went by the name Io'lani, and if she had friends, they would undoubtedly refer to her as Lani, but since she didn't, that was that. Her name meant "royal hawk", although she was neither royal nor a hawk. She had been around a very long time but mostly in captivity; her living quarters resided in some sort of third-dimensional space as she watched the centuries go by. Originally, she was created to be a faux offspring for the two guardian spirits to embrace and love as their own, the way parents would cherish a newborn babe, but their heavenly duties consistently got in the way of that. She wasn't necessarily forgotten, neglected, or abused- but her existence was merely an afterthought for the Sky Mother Mira, and barely a thought at all for the (mostly) unaware Zios.
Promptly, as a being of balance, and the product of the two holy deities that brought life to Jamaa, Io'lani's emergence in a time of destruction and despair was foretold in literature and books written by the most fanatical of scholars and theorists.
Io'lani emerged, of course. I just described her descent to you. The problem was that she wasn't quite sure what she was meant to do.
Her eyes darted as she stared at the gloomy surroundings. Buildings once bursting with life had been knocked down and torn apart for materials by scavenging jammers who were desperate to survive. The greenery and plants were now wilted and desaturated. The rivers, now a goopy inkwell. Once there were animals united by friendship, now wicked phantoms united by their desire to destroy and multiply. The hiss of black smoke filled Io'lani's lungs and she coughed, covering her beak with the edges of her mask.
This is not how Jamaa was supposed to be. Where were the cheers and laughter of water slides, movie theatres, and young mammals venturing out into the wild? Where was the happy haven that she had been assured existed? As she floated and landed at different locations, pointing to her whereabouts on the map, she analyzed her positioning with precise craftsmanship.
Crystal Sands' warm, golden shoreline had vanished and been replaced with a gritty, black, and grey substance that was scorching to the touch. Jamaa Township's characteristic swirling pavement was no longer present; instead, a sizable crevice divided the town's center in half. Phantoms emerged from these recesses, spreading their purple muck and cackling maliciously as they advanced to wilt the fauna.
Jamaa was not intended to be like this. Io'lani quietly descended and fell to her knees in front of a violet flag that had been suspended from the arcade's former roof. It had been shredded at the ends, painted with a sinister expression, and pasted all over the lifeless hamlet. The photograph was of the Phantom Queen, or PQ as she liked to be addressed by her subjects, and a message was scrawled in goopy black ink over her portrait.
And this was everywhere, mind you. The phantom propaganda was affixed to masonry and stone throughout the featureless plains. The Queen's vile grin was still present, along with the same stern call to repent. Io'lani scurried desperately and frantically, zipping to each of the wrecked locals on her map and urgently hoping to find at least someplace not entirely defunct. The statue of Zios was gone completely, presumably taken as a trophy by the Queen herself.
She slid against a jagged rock in Balloosh, the place least subject to destruction and where she had initially started her quest. To her knowledge, there was a power within the marsh- a strong power. She could feel the sheer electric of protection in her bones, the blazing blue light shimmering in her peripherals.
She wept silently, her tears ink-black and resembling the slime of the phantoms. Her tears flowed into her wings, and as she trembled and wept, her voice had a pitiful catching. Any sign of goodwill was absent. What's more, a sheer lack of both guardian spirits, ironically not doing a very good job at guarding or keeping up spirits. There was no point in visiting the place she had wanted to for epochs when it was torn and forgotten. No alphas to save the day, except the elder wolf sitting across from her, giving her a sympathetic glare.
Wait.
As she made touch with the blue-gray canine, she gasped and the emerald glint in her eyes resurfaced. Her thoughts searched for why he was so familiar to her until she caught on. This was Greely, first name unknown, the alpha philosopher with an interest in all things macabre. Except it wasn't quite Greely, for this wolf was bruised and had an ear torn, his golden bejeweled accessories cracked and corroded in ash. He looked older than what Io'lani had seen of him in stories, and less well-kept. He had a husky growl in his voice, reaching out an injured paw towards the skittish heron.
"I was hoping I'd... end up stumbling into you." He groaned.
"Do you know me?" Io'lani replied, her voice just above a whisper.
Greely bared his teeth, before turning his head and looking to the side. "I have... heard such things about you. You're the one who's meant to make this hell disappear. Are you deliberately wasting time here?"
Io'lani frowned as Greely raised his voice to her, the confusion and anxiety settling in her stomach. Greely's gaze pierced right through her and was even more intimidating than she had anticipated. Ultimately, she spoke up, clearing her throat and gripping her trusty map defensively in one wing.
"I don't know what exactly I'm meant to do."
Greely paused.
"Shit."
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#So erm jamblyboos what did you think#Admittedly this is not the first time I have written for the AU but right now I am attempting to#Make it work per se#It revolves around the BANE OF MY EXISTENCE aka io'lani#but uhhh ideas criticism appreciation etc is very much encouraged!!#also if you like this feel free to drop me asks!! im currently trying to worldbuild and asking me questions would be so helpful#ALSO SUGGEST NAMES FOR THIS TOO!!! My brain ISN'T braining!#jamblr#animal jam#animal jam lore#animaljam#writing#animal jam au#greely aj#ajpw#ajpc#ajc
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sharing this dumb little thing feat. vtm ell and tori with y’all but also i’ve been meaning to ask this:
since i still have the blog made for the previous rendition of this AU attempt (@eddsworld-the-masquerade), would it be okay for me to update it? meaning “about” and “characters” pages, i do not intend to delete any of the old posts on the blog itself. but i would like to rewrite these particular pages, to fit the “revised”, so to speak, version. simply put i rewrote all the shit and would like to put it somewhere.
technically i could make a brand new blog but ehh it sounds time consuming and too much effort than just reworking the existing one. however i do understand if you grew attached to old descriptions and don’t want to see them go. i could like, screenshot them and post as part of the archive? or do something else; i’m open for suggestions.
#i'm gay for them both btw#anyway i got the base down in terms of charas and plot i think it feels and flows much much better and no longer looks like a vtmb copycat#i won't be like dedicating all of my free time to it tho so i'm still deciding on the easiest format to present this story hmm#if only you knew all the little meme-y bits i drew just to have some cringey fun XDDD#not making it my job this time around i'm just going to have some actual fun cuz the world around is hell#and i need something to ground myself with that doesn't require 200 IQ (aka attempting original worlds)#i still am attempting but like...it feels intimidating it fries my brains and i want a fun little sidething
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Soulmates AU in which when your soulmate is in a situation that can result in their death you get to see through their eyes. Like, I don't know how to explain this- it kind of flashes between what you see and what your soulmate sees. You know those edits where there's a scene going on and there's another one faded in the background happening at the same time? Similar to that. The idea is that you get to see what your soulmate sees too, on top of what you're seeing.
Now, this AU but JeanMarco. With Marco asking the others where's Jean, just for him to start seeing a corpse right in front of his eyes not even a second after asking. Seeing through Jean's eyes as he's trying to get hold of that gear and stuff. And once Jean's safe, once it clicks that you know his best friend is his soulmate Marco can't wait for them to graduate so he can you know tell him that.
Then, you know. That happens. And Jean is so fucking confused because he keeps seeing Annie crying, looking down on him. Only when Annie starts getting off the gear, when his soulmate starts moving around trying to get away he starts panicking, starts moving around faster than before. And maybe he's too late. Or maybe he shows up in time and kills the titan. I don't know. That's not where I'm trying to get, but to the second option AKA Marco pulling an UNO reverse on Annie because he's a smart sneaky bastard like that and being like 'Hey you can't kill me, my soulmate will know it was you' which makes her stop trying to take off his gear. Reiner keeps telling her to do it, Bertholdt keeps yelling about that titan coming closer, but Annie... she has seen things, at some point. Flashes of moments that weren't hers, happening right in Trost- right in that moment. And she didn't give them too much thought until that moment, until it got confirmed that it has nothing to do with her titan powers.
'What do you mean by that?' she asks, because she needs to know more. Because she wants to know more. And Marco starts explaining how it works. Tells them that he has found his soulmate, that they will put all the blame on them for his death. Reiner doesn't believe him, keeps insisting that he's playing them around - he, and anyone born and raised on Marley, has never heard of something like that before, it doesn't exist - but Annie tells him to shut up and to let Marco go. Cue to the plot of any fic in which Marco doesn't straight up die after finding up their secret.
Anyway I don't know man, just,,, We need more soulmate aus for JeanMarco. That's an order.
#When I wrote this my mind was to Mina x Annie like straight up I was like 'Yeah Mina's Annie's soulmate and she saw her dying' but my brain#liked to remind me that you know Armin has a nerd death experience too. So it can go either way guys the idea is that Annie's soulmate l#either died in Trost or was close to dying#Some little things I daydreamed about while waiting to get home to finish this post (more like little details for the au than anything#else) : Only Eldians can have a soulmate aka only subjects of Ymir. Marley being the racist motherfucker they are aren't aware of the whole#soulmate thing. That's why Reiner Berthold and Annie has no clue something like that exists they didn't get taught about that. Meanwhile#everyone on Paradis knows about soulmates kind of hard not to when many SC die on a basic lol. Is something normalized for them#Also another little detail would be that a Titan Shifter can't see during their shift. Aka Eren didn't see through Mikasa's eyes during#Trost despite her being near death at some point(s) (I'm thinking about when Titan Eren punched that Titan coming for Mikasa but honestly?#She was in danger when Eren lost control too). So yeah that's all I have for now#I think it also make sense a little for some soulmate thing to occur on top of the titan powers given the whole 'love story' between Ymir#and King Friz (or whatever his name fuck that guy- in a nonsexual way). So yeah we should totally play around with the concept of soulmates#more#This post is a mess but I started it at like 11 pm and finished it at 6 pm let me be man. My sleep deprived mind came out with this one#I make no promises to actually write something with this - I'll have to re-watch the first two season and kind of update as I watch the#other seasons so yk. Low chances. But feel free to use this as you please haha. Go wild guys. It doesn't even need to be JeanMarco yk#Like Annie seeing Mina die with her own eyes??? And her thoughts process for the whole time once she finds out she was her soulmate#Or ykyk Historia Witnessing Ymir's death??? Nicolo losing his shit over seeing that little girl shoot his soulmate??? LEVI SEEING FLASHES#OF BIG ASS STONES THROWN AROUND#Man actually you can play around with Levi so much like we have Petra too and Hange and-#Regardless#aot jean#aot marco#aot#jeanmarco#Aot JeanMarco#jean kirstein#jean kirschstein#marco bodt#marco bott
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FUCK APPLE TV LIVES DO NOT GET APPLE TV ITS BULLSHIT
#AGAINST my better judgment i signed up for the free trial (with plans to immediately cancel after it ended)#and i watched one (1) episode on it and then the next time i tried to sign in (aka just now) it said my apple id wasnt verified???#which is a CROCK bc i LITERALLY have the email saying it was verified the day i created the account#and now i cannot get into the account#which is concerning bc my free trial ends in like 2 days and i DEFINITELY want to fucking cancel it#so i tried contacting support to be like yo whats up with this how do i get into my account#and they were like yeah so we submitted a request to review your case and theyll get back to you in 24 hours to tell you IF YOURE ELIGIBLE#IF IM ELIGIBLE!?!?!?!?#MY FUCKING ACCOUNT WAS VERIFIED HOW TF WOULD I NOT BE ELIGIBLE#and when i was like k cool can u fucking cancel my account then (in a polite way!)#they were like haha no we cant bc your account isnt verified!#WHAT THE FUCKITY FUCKKKKK#I HATE APPLE#I HATE IT SO MUCHHHH#I LITERALLY NEVER DID THE FREE TRIAL FOR IT BEFORE BC OF HOW MUCH I HATE IT BUT O U G H#I FOLLOWED AN ACTOR I LIKE INTO HELL#GOD DAMMIT#THE THINGS I DOOOOOO#HATE THIS#FUCK APPLE LIVES
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Men minimize women's illness and suffering because they're terrified of a life where they have to take on women's roles and tasks, even temporarily.
That's it.
#women's work#aka all the work#I'm talking a sick day and just did my third load of laundry and am considering going through my spices#you know because i have so much time free#wtf is wrong here
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playing video game but rest asured. imt thinking about liam the whole time....... he is in my thoughts always . i think about him
#shout out to the time my sister sent me an img of a tiktok w someone showing off their 'lollipop collection'#aka a section of thei r room completely filled to the brim w lollipop images and a cutout of her and stuff#and my sister sent that w the message 'you with backpack'#and said shed make me a liam cutout#so if u were ever curious abt how much i think abt liam. it is so much its unreal#that my family is aware i dont stop thinking abt this guy#but my sister is suportive <3 awesome#my mom does also end up listening to me talk nonstop abt him which is also a win#point of this post#when i say i think abt him excessively . i mean it#ik object shouws are a SPPIN of mine#but i think. one might be like... a spin inside of a spin#and liam happens to be the subject of that#because i always get attacheed to Some Guy#ANYWAY#im playing video games but still never not thinking about him#feel free to telekinetically beam thoughts abt him into my brain while i play video game#side note i should make a pinned post some day#cus i have sooo much info on me on my main but i imagine most people stick here#(WHICH IS FINE btw idc. just curious and thinkign)#anyway. bac to game
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So like way back when I made a doodle.
And like then I really wanted to paint it. So now it's painted
They grow up so fast :D
#i have more doodles that i want to paint now#but i only have so much free time#and apparently i also have to heed my bodys limitations#aka my wrist is protesting against me#so#now i rest#traditional sketch#traditional art#traditional painting#painting#acrylic#acrylpainting#doodles because thats how i cope#art
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I finally made use of last months vip pirate pack :> plus i had a bunch of plant pieces (and i ordered some coral off bricklink a while back just to meet minimum order price lol), so i decided to go for an overgrown shipwreck!
The hammerhead is from a mini submarine set my brother got for me a few years back, the translucent coral is from a spongebob set lol, map from indiana jones and the boulder/washbasin/crate are from a castle set. Pretty much everything else is from the pirate pack (besides like plates and studs etc).
I might do little weekly builds cos i miss playing w lego (no one look at me being 21, cringe culture is dead and i didnt spend 5 hours organising all my childhood lego only to not use it xD)
(I have art queued for next week so yall can forgive a bit of self indulgent legoposting)
#finn.txt#not art#lego#legoposting#srsly tho it was so fun organising my lego#it was in a huge plastic box and i bought a bunch of those like organisational boxes with little compartments#and it feels so good to have it all neat n tidy :333#unfortunately i cant buy any new sets until at least end of january cos i just started my new job and all my paychecks have to go on like#adult shit. paying rent . catchinf up on christmas gifts and all sorts. buying plane tickets and putting money aside to visit my friend#and then even in january imma ration it. cos i wanna buy like the customisable clone trooper armour so i can cosplay my oc :]#and then after that. jedi robes!!#anyway finn week begins tomorrow (like star wars finn not me lol) so ill try post art for at least half the prompts if i can#gonna draw as much as i can today cos i only get home from work like after 6pm and most of my free time goes on cleaning or cooking#so the first time ill be able to draw is probably friday evening aka at the very end of the prompts T.T
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oughghlk have you heard this cover of forbidden friendship, i listened to it years ago and had to learn (a simpler version of) it on the piano because it was SO moving
i've loved a lot of stories over the years, but something about httyd wrenches my heart especially
WOW WOW WOW that cover is so beautiful. my only thoughts are just WOW. legitimately got chills starting around the 2 min mark and then around the 3-minute mark? wow. i dont know piano but i highkey wish i did. that cover is incredibly underrated i am shocked that it doesnt have more likes and views.
httyd is not only such a moving story but like the lore and the dragons pulls me in. i watched the netflix series "race to the edge" which i dont think is canon to the second movie but it introduced so many cool dragons and characters and made me really fall in love with the groups dynamics and UGH. i got obsessed with it a few years ago and i decided to rewatch the movies and series and IMMEDIATELY was sucked in again. i underestimated how much of a dragon nerd i am.
anyway im rambling sdfjdslkfs but thank you SO MUCH @maridotnet for 'bothering' me with this it made me very happy.
#let me tell you#this is NOT quelling my desire to write a httyd AU#if one (1) person asks me to talk about this on here i will#i already made a thread for it in a server so idk why im acting like i wont write it (when my schedule frees up)#but ill play hard to get for a bit#the minute i finish assigning everyone dragons it is OVER#and im using race to the edge dragons also which lets me have so much more fun with it#literally just wanted an excuse to explore dragon applications and training stuff#also physical injuries not only that id imagine one would not only get from dragon riding#but taking the time period/viking lifestyle into account.#id have to do research to do it well which is why i need TIME#so i hope i dont lose steam on it#sdsfkd this ask rlly opened the floodgates huh#okay im done now#(aka im gonna ramble to a server instead of in these tags)#(ive mentioned before i cannot shut up)#okay done fr now#ask response
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hey
do yall know any genuine rose tyler stans that are actually upset about how s1 rose was treated as an equal AND a love interest but as soon as s2-s4 rose was treated more as a equal BECAUSE of her being pideonholed as only a 'i can do things too! see!' archetype of love interests that it took two other characters to be treated as an actual equal? like why did ten thru donna said that he needs an equal and that what the dr needs an equal??
rose was already an equal in season 1. its established bts that rose was an equal to ninth doctor? but now why didn't that sentiment continued on with ten? what happened?
like martha is treated like an actual equal because the dr in the past have always hated themselves, reflected back at them, but still shared the joy and comradarie during a joint adventure with said version of self. like even the time lord victorious two parter book - 8 was flirting and 10 flirted back but at the end of the day - both of em can carry themselves without the arrival of the other, leaving the eyerolling and mild disgust or disinterest aspect to ninth dr when he shared a room with them. like the dr not wanting to "date" martha even though he literally in text trying real hard to pull the wool in both ur qnd his own eyes is essentially him trying not to fuck himself.
donna is - in an almost wish-fufilled in what the dr missed from the master - considered an equal preestablished since season 3 guest appeared and fully in season 4. shes seen as a pea in the pod like the dr master rani and romana - keeping up with that specific lot of em without going thru the 'but im better than you' alien egoist rhetoric that the time lords fall to in times of upper handedness. she can manipulate she talk fast she tech-savvy yet people-grounded BUT she makes sure the respect isnt temporary and doesnt lord it over people because everyone is great and without that person, the whole system can fall apart.
because so far, it doesnt feel that way. like are yall not mad that tenth doctor gave rose up?
after seasons of build up and getting shot and everything? the funky alien eldritch being in a mask of an earth lookin boy that had a chance to man up and show feelings when the opportunity is very in your face given to him to do so in a space where he could do so and — he just gave her up? all that moping and whining and when given what he wanted, he just went: no. here. i need an equal and i have donna so im giving you what i TEN think you want as an equal in me and thats him. BUT NINEROSE ARE EQUALS SHE NEVER SAID SHE WANTED HIM HUMAN BUT RATHER HIMSELF AS HE IS.
its like fridging rose but worse. in s2-4 you made her in memory of someone else that ALWAYS treated her as an equal instead of actually continuing on with that with the next face. death wouldve been more forgiving and thats not a great thing to come to a conclusion to. The one that really treated you as both a love interest AND equal is dead, and now you're married to the discarded imitation of the one that only typecasted you as a love interest.
tentoo should be mad abt this too but this aint about him, this is about yall and the rose tyler connundrum.
i wouldve settled for her having the hand - settling for the hand if that hand turned into ninth doctor (like full on christopher eccleston doing donna impression everything) instead of what we got - which was dust. it made more sense that way. because then the dialogue narrative - the doctor's excuse - wouldve been more well recieved. Does it need saying would have more weight if Eccleston played a NineToo whispered i love you because you know it was well meant. Genuine. Its coming from someone that always treated you as an equal and also getting that i love you and not just - oh the human i love. i miss them not because i treated them on equal terms, its strictly because i only love them - no equality at all
like yeah chris wasnt going to return but hes a movie actor - hes used to green screen. he couldve sent a video message in a leather jacket and let it be done. like we couldve had nine saying i love you to rose on doomsday like do you get what im trying to say like. like tooth and claw if it was nine and rose both wouldve been like 'oh look at that a werewolf transformation!' And not what. we got. LIKE DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN
#tv: doctor who#c: rose tyler#c: ninth doctor#c: tenth doctor#{no because im tagging because i want genuine responses and not ANON HATE I WANT ACTUAL DEPH ANALYSIS}#{i dont think i have a tentoo tag. if i did i forgot}#{but i ship the dr with everybody including every TARDIS i see}#{but like i dont ship 10rose or 8rose. like those should be n' stay as platonic SO GLAD 8ROSE IS CANONICALLY PLATONIC thats drdonna LOVE IT}#{like 10martha is more appealing because that man flirted outwardly to her in front of a class and main hospital chief}#{meanwhile 10rose got deleted waste.of.time hand holding seasons 'we had to cut for time' professional sayin IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME}#{THEY CHOSE DUST INSTEAD OF THE FOOD NINE GAVE US FOR FREE WITH LATER 98% DISCOUNTS}#{so yeah but um yeah}#{but like yknow make a comprehensive argument: also goal here non poc ppl TRY NOT TO BE RACIST IN YOUR WORDS}#{i know how easily tempted you are as soon as you see martha and ten in the same sentence let alone the same post: check yo self}#{like 'oh rtd might bring to rose' he might kill her and its feeling and more like hes going to just to appease tories}#{because billie is VERY MUCH not a tory aka conservative so yeah do YOU see why i dont rose back but the moment}#{like he killed off 9 and that was probably due to him being antiroyalist so i IM RIGHTFULLY WORRIED FOR OUR GURL}#{IF she returns as rose tyler. if she returns as the interface THE MOMENT AS SHE IS WELLKNOWN FOR i wont have anythin to worry abt}#{as well as bts conditions but LIKE👀 the worry is there the worry is prevalent present and here}#{she need to come back with tentoo and mia in tow: linked arms handcuffed to each other SOMETHING THAT CALMS ME}#{i dunno who they'll cast for mia i dont care BUT MIA BETTER BE IN TOW WITH HER ON SCREEN IF IS MISS ROSE COME BACK}#{its to calm me.}
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Got the start of scene 4 written. Hopefully gonna be getting to the rest of it later, tho I unfortunately have work now 😔 and then an assignment to do 😔😔😔
I've got 11.6k words written tho, 4.6k of them ideally going towards the chapter 42 anniversary chapter. Which would mean about 7k words done for chapter 41...
Making progress. I really do think I can get this done (hopefully...)
#speculation nation#discacc shit#with scene 3 done and 4 well underway#im probably gonna be able to finish scene 4 in the next one or two sessions of serious writing#which i will hopefully be able to achieve without too much difficulty. given how much ive thought about this scene.#scene 1 is also well underway. really only one more major point i need to hit for it. but i need some external assistance to do so#aka. reference videos lol. so im not doing that yet.#scene 2 needs to be done before scene 5. so i'll do that one after. & i have no idea how much of a word cruncher it's gonna be lmao#scene 5 shouldnt be too hard. i just need the basis for it established in scene 2.#soooo... hmmm. hard to give an estimate still but im HOPING i can finish writing for chapter 41 in like a week or so#if i do that then i'll have plenty of time to finish up the rest of chapter 42 and post it on the discacc anniversary#i just need to stop spending so much time playing persona 5 in my free time. lmfao
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arghh w dynamis data center coming out (having my fave dc name and world names!! esp seraph!!) i am even more. ahbjdjhgd. i want to be more active in na dc
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#most filipinos are actually on na too tbh. or elemental still. but i see a lot on na#and i know a lot of people online on na!#funny bcs i've only ever been mostly active on eu and oce#but yeah... i have an alt on dynamis now but i'm in somewhat of a dilemma between my main & alts#i don't want to leave materia until i get a proper pc/vpn but also idk if i do want to even leave#bcs na wld be my biggest choice then but oce is def more chill i feel. but na has the most of stuff i think!#also bcs i want to move elsewhere so oce/jp might not be most ideal but mostly w jp. i think i might go to aus so that's that#so ig it depends on my future tbh. and when i'll get a pc & ffxiv on pc & vpn! bcs currently i play on ps4 and just play on oce#bcs i started on eu and used the free world move for better ping ^^; and the thing is i NEED good ping bcs otherwise#it's a huge bother esp bcs i do raiding :]#i think the best thing to do esp bcs there's not much i can do. best thing to do rn is just let things be#bcs w house & fc i know what to do w that (relinquish to an alt or smth like that) !! tho there's the fact alt leveling takes so long#and so that wld mean i have an alt on all regions aside from my main. so that would be 3 alts that should be up to ENDWALKER...#and only one so far has finished BASE ARR. so yeah </3 :') not to mention college soon and i'm a young student still#so hm yeah ... i'll focus on the present ^____^ aka my chem and filipino hw <//3#i think ultimately i want to be more active on dynamis/na#esp w vpn... but also be very active on oce? bcs i think it's likely i'll go to australia (hopefully)#n then there's my friends on eu! <333 and jp is Yeah too hehe so yes yes yes#so yeah. ultimately between dynamis/materia (na/oce). ig i'll see as time goes by bcs oce is still so small-seeming it kinda sucks ???#wish that dynamis was oce ngl ...... it fits better w the feel of na yeah but i think more people would have been willing to move to oce#but also na suffers from overpopulation so. yeah. but ghsbgjhbdhhgb yeah </3
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i'm getting anxious asldkjfa
#okay so idk if i've talked about my current situation much#lived in one place for seven years; despised it but didn't have the funds to move#my living situation went to shit and i saw no feasible way out aside from taking my aunt up on her offer of moving in#with her and my grandma indefinitely (aka until i could find a new job and afford to move out again)#did this so i could focus on finishing my school work and also move to this side of the state because fuck eastern WA tbh#but....now that i'm here......#like it's nice living rent free atm especially considering there is no cashflow#however.............................#they're both extremely conservative; which is a choice but okay; religious; and homophobic (and frequently make homophobic comments)#also they have three chihuahuas of varying levels of derangement so i'm just having the time of my life here#first of all they all poop and pee in the house at wild abandon. the number of times i've stepped in it at this point is...too many#rat dog number 1: has the most annoying bark/whine combo i've ever heard and she starts the other rats on a chain reaction#rat dog number 2: actively eats the other dog's shit and like they do occasionally clean up after their dogs but???#they also just leave paper towels covering the mess until they want to take the time to actually clean it up#rat dog number 3: is a special case. i feel sorta bad bitching about him because he was abused and raised in a meth home so like...#he's special needs but that doesn't mean he can't also be annoying#he makes a lot of the messes and also he will run around in tight circles barking for up to 15 minutes at a time#also all three of them have fleas AND GAVE THEM TO MY DOG but they won't do much of anything about it so anything i try to do for Frodo#is basically pointless#and this isn't even getting into the cooking...my aunt has like idk 40+ ingredients she's allergic to and my grandma#can't eat a lot of foods and they expect me to cook for them because i went to culinary school once upon a time#i'm tired#on top of all this; they live out in the boonies; which wouldn't be that bad of a thing because i like being up in the mountains/forest#however#I don't want to be trapped here during the winter with them because i think i would lose my grip on the fraying threads of my sanity#so i was looking for a job in town#applied to a bunch of places; got one in Portland; which is a little over an hour drive away from me atm#now; i've always wanted to live in OR; so i'm jumping on this opportunity to move#but since it's a new job; i don't have the pay stubs to apply for an apartment#and rent is so fucking high right now
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I kind of want to ask about "kate time loop," if you don't mind?
aahh this one i wanna write soo bad im pretty much stuck in planning but the general gist is that okay jack is god he has chucks powers but also absorbed lucifer and michael (and amara)s powers so basically--and i know im reaching--but jack can feel or hear what michael wants Which Is for adam to be happy and to have his mom. so jack is trying to make this all happen for them but he's quite obviously distracted and also very young so oopsies he means to bring kate back to life like amara did for mary but he accidentally drops her back onto the day she died. but there's also some sort of failsafe with her that means if she dies no she didn't. no afterlife will take her so the ghouls get her and the world is like uh oh! try again! all this just to establish her time loop like she's in the day she dies but she cant die. (and i do hope to make this neater someday.)
so kate is reliving that day over and over again until she can figure it out and stop the ghouls from getting her it's all the classic time loop stuff of almost getting there but not quite and it's her managing to not die but then unless she gets rid of the ghouls they're still gonna come after her no matter the time, yk? like par exemple she's in her hotel room or at a friends house bc going back home means getting snatched by the Things Chasing Her and she’s talking to adam away at college pretending everything is fine but he can tell somethings wrong so he drives down to surprise her but gets got by the ghouls so when he calls her like hey im home! she goes over only to. immediately die. and like over time she meets sam and dean and she learns abt hunting and whatnot and she goes days or even weeks escaping her fate before it catches up w her. she actually becomes quite the badass but yk it is slow going bc it’s hard to investigate creatures that can look like anyone whilst dealing with a son who just wants to help or some random brothers who are bitter about her and adams existence every single time they meet her. shit gets old quick.
my main problems w this are that it's not so much teaching her something as it is just pure torture which i dont wanna do to her so i def have to work through many many kinks before i can create a coherent plot. i just love time loops. and kate.
because also once she escapes the loop or jack realizes her mistake i mean. she's afraid to meet adam again after all this like she's not the same but then she actually does see him and he's not the same either. so it's that sweet spot of being almost relieved that the person each of them were most worried about meeting again went through something bad too and can understand while also hating that relief. if ur picking up what im putting down. i gotta say i do love messy emotions. and this just complicates the post canon adam-kate dynamic even more >:)
#bc w the jack reasoning its not up to her to escape the loop#like its out of her control#so id like to manipulate this into something better#twill just take a bit more brainstorming#mine#because u dont get a lot of time loop shit not revolving around romance#and kate doesnt have someone she’s trying to save which makes me wonder if it should be something like adams death that marks the loops#but then Why would it be adams deaths.#anyway i dont have much actually written its more lumpy paragraphs laying out what happens aka nothing worth sharing#eh this’ll live in the back of my mind for forever and we’ll see where it goes#the ending in mind includes michael being resurrected jack saying i brought kate back for adam :) then michael going to adam who is like#if my mom is back she sure as hell isnt here. and them all going to get her from the past#but see again that’s out of her control! she didn’t break free on her own!
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