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How was your exam bhay

hi. so uhm, Im gonna rant. Well first of all to answer your question, the exam got cancelled because server sucked ass but I still did what i could incase it doesn't. It was super easy- and if the nta decides not to retake, i'm still getting in college.

furthermore- I really, really hate my, the people who live w me. I don't like calling them "family" or "p*rents" anymore. I only like my brother but that fucker is doing mba in bihar. Now, tell me, what were your dreams when you were 15? Small girl, thinking what job she would get. what college she should go. maybe a celebrity crush, right?

that was the first time i thought about k*lling my father. and no he didn't do anything bad to me, but all of it was mental abuse. My mom, in mid 2021, was extremely sick. It was the peak of covid and sooner or later she caught it too. Of course bhaiya and papa did all they could- and thankfully we did get hospital and she was admitted. 2 days later my brother caught covid. they are better now, mom and i are going out tomorrow to buy her some hair colour if anyone's wondering.

but imagine so much tension on a teen 17 yo. well my father always thinks that we did nothing and only he suffered through it. He wants all of us have to same passwords so he can access any of our- mail or any account on his wish. He yelled at me in a fucking moving metro in delhi on 7 pm because i was texting a guy from school. He has confiscated my phone thrice now for no fucking reason. like. in his eyes texting a friend Is a reason, apparently. Hell, he told me to "sit in sunlight in school" because my doctor said i am extremely sick and need vitamin d. you know why? because the fucking house he bought has no ventilation. and dude, lack of sunlight cause some real shit to brain. my mom got migraine in 2016 because of it.

i just want to talk my girlfriend tani and i had to make a whole plan w her that whom she can call so that we can pretend talking about college and i get to talk to her. last time he took my phone and when i got it back, i was texting a friend of mine. He said "why do u have to talk to anyone". My first dream was to move out of this fucking house. and no, my mom doesn't defend me. Instead her only god and world is her dear husband who has never done anything wrong. and let me tell you- they both will rot alone when old because they haven't done any less shit to my bhaiya. i wish they will rot alone. im crying so much i hate them alot. This one time i got hurt and i was crying because it just hurt so fkn much- my thumb got trapped somewhere and it was bleeding and he had the audacity to say "you just pretend so that you dont have to ever work" and when i said that to my mom she denied accepting it.

everytime he goes out i wish he gets in an accident. or i do. like, fr. Anyways i think let's see when will the govt release new dates or smth- also i still have second slot to attend for business studied- so yeah i think it's cool if i get to attend and its still cool if i dont :)

Family can be an Azgeda spy, a sad old man in the body of a twenty year old, the daughter of a navy seal turned freedom fighter and their teacher- the 100 7.04

As always, spoilers for the above episode and long post ahead

Oh my gods the training montage in the beginning was So Cute f u c k. And it sets Hope’s character up So Well. I knew Dev for like two minutes and I Love Him. But Hope’s “trust me I’ve done this before” was...Interesting.

Ahsjfjskcba “of course she’s going” ya because it’s Bellamy! We stan one devoted married couple, I love them and I love Clarke hearing Bellamy is in danger and immediately “hmm fuck everything else I have to go save my husband”. This episode Clarke was just so impatient and trying to get to her friends as soon as possible, not taking into account the risk and just jumping head first and I Loved it

Raven and Clarke having conversations! Clarke helping Raven feel better (even a little bit) with how she’s learned to cope and also?? Clarke finally making peace with her decisions??? We love to see it. I do genuinely enjoy seeing Raven dealing with the after effects of being the reason people died, but I’m also extremely happy that Clarke said what she said because it’s True and hopefully the two can continue rebuilding that bond with a better understanding of each other

Why did this episode make me almost like Jordan again? I enjoyed him and Raven getting to geek out over technology and space travel, it’s really cute and I enjoyed him more then I have in like...a season. I’m really hopeful that once he’s removed from the bullshit that is Sanctum he can return to a character I enjoy seeing on screen

OCTAVIA TEACHING HOPE THE GREEK MYTHS PASSING ON BELLAMY TELLING HER THE MYTHS AS A CHILD I LOVE THEM AND I LOVE THIS!! Seriously its so cute and I love Aunty O and Hope, and Octavia relying on what Bellamy taught her when she was growing up. On Sky Ring she was given the chance to mature and have a family and know peace and that’s all I’ve wanted for her for the past like six seasons.

I fucking Love everything that happens on Sky Ring. Family is who you choose and I love them all growing to care for each other, and yet Echo still being the Azgeda spy at her heart. Seriously this was Such a good character moment, poor Orlando :( I’m a little suspicious of him?? And if he actually died?? But either way, it was...definitely indicative of Something

Clarke on motorcycle....Good. That is all.

Is the offline planet...Earth?? Was there an anomaly stone on earth and are we going to end up turning it online and jumping back to Earth at the end of this season? And if so, when in Earth’s timeline will we jump to.

Seriously, every single part of the Anomaly plotline is just So Much More Interesting then anything on Sanctum. Who are these people??? Why do they have knowledge of Clarke Griffin and Wanheda. I assume it’s because of their memory capture device (whatever that is) being used on Bellamy, Octavia and Diyoza but idk. Who was it cancelling the Anomaly Stone that took Gaia?? Rip to Sanctum, all the cool people are gone (except Murphy and Emoji and Jackson?) so Next episode should be...fun. I was going to complain about not having Murphy in this episode at all but it looks like next episode is going to be Murphy centric to trade offs I guess?? I’m so Done with Sanctum and Shaiheda but Octavia is also in the promo so hopefully it’s split between the two plots. Things are moving now, and the plots are coming together so I have regained my excitement for this show, can’t wait for next week.