Torre
Queria que tu me amasse
Nem que fosse for um segundo
Queria que a angústia cessasse
Mas em ti sempre me afundo
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Como me dói amar sozinho
Ser um fantasma ao teu olhar
Como dói não cruzar teu caminho
De longe te observar
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Como me ardem teus olhos aquosos
E me arranha tua voz macia
Preso em sentimentos desastrosos
Agarrado em esperança vazia
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Eu só queria que tu me amasse
Isso é pedir demais?
Mesmo que o tempo passe
Tu continua a ser meu cais
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É injusta minha solidão
Minha dolorosa desconstrução
Arruinado por ti e pela paixão
Diante de tua imensidão
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Me perdoa o sentimento
Não era de minha intenção
Coração se perdeu no momento
Na doçura da tua feição
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Me perdoa as lágrimas não contidas
As palavras silenciadas no peito
Me perdoa as possibilidades caídas
O murchar do amor-perfeito
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Só queria essa angústia passasse
Não ser casulo abandonado
Só queria que tu ficasse
Me tornar teu céu estrelado
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For Agonia.
What if instead of the elderly couple, reader was instead found by ANOTHER dangerous mad scientist except this scientist treats reader way better
TW: Reader is seen as property
"You're awake...FINALLY! You're awake, ooohhh this is exciting!" You squint in an attempt to have your eyes adjust to the lighting.
"Take your time don't push yourself!" With a blink you finally are able to see again meeting face to face with a man with a wide smile "Incredible..." you flinch back as he goes to grab your head causing him to retract his arms "Perhaps I got too excited, I just couldn't help myself! How did they create you? I tried using DNA from those bullet wounds, skin cells and so on yet they all remain unidentified...even going as far as to disintegrate after not being attached to you for a extended amount of time..." He begins to mumble to himself.
As you try to sit up you grab his attention again "oh how rude of me my apologies, I got a little side tracked!" He quickly grabs something from the counter "Here drink this you'll feel as good as new!" Noticing your hesitance he takes a drink himself "Completely safe!" He says putting the cup infront of you.
"I must know who created you? Do you know how it was done? How long it took!? I just can't help myself you are an absolute masterpiece!" He laughs "I would've thought you were just a regular huamn being had I not noticed how your body was attempting to repair itself right infront of my very eyes, the bullets seem to have prevented it from doing its job or stopping it completely in some of them!"
He taps on his chin watching as you drink the beverage he offered watching as the colour returns to your face and not having you look as if you were an undead. He stops tapping his chin giving a small chuckle while giving you a huge grin.
"This is only the beginning my miracle of a masterpiece! Don't you worry as long as you cooperate with me I promise everything will go absolutely marvelous!"
It had been a month since he had found you, you won't deny that he confuses you more then not, he's the polar opposite of your mother, he's always so active, adventurous, he even treats you so much differently.
He encourages you to explore to test out new things and not sit and wait for him, he finds it annoying after a certain amount of time. It's because of this you often find yourself doing something dumb like the one time you ate half a bush of poison ivy knowing what the consequences of that are.
"I would've been severely disappointed if a simple plant is what took you out but it truly was something else watching as your body healed itself from the inside out, i'd even say it's a piece of art!" He said as he began walking around you in a circle "Now that I've had time to think on it...you could be my accomplishment!" He picks you up leading you towards his lab room.
"It took some heavy thinking but ultimately you've shown to listen very well along with your body being able to handle even the most deadliest of injuries, I simply have to make some adjustments on you to be able to get the maximum opacity possible from you."
He sees the look you give him causing him to make eye contact with you and smile "Ah don't worry it won't harm you while I won't lie and say it's painless it will be worth it in the end you have my promise...you will be my legacy.."
As time goes on he seems to have been in a terrible mood more as of late, He hasn't taken it out on you, you do realize however how he takes it all out on his experiments he deems as failures which he hasn't done before.
One thing you've also noticed is how he seems to also want to rush the process of enhancing your body more then it already has, while also teaching you different fighting styles from the most brutal to the most pacifist.
He wanted you to be something they've never seen before something that no matter how hard they try or beg they wouldn't be able to stop you. That is what he wants but that pest can't seem to accept the fact that you no longer belong to her....and that pisses him off more than anything.
He needs you to be ready so when you finally are not even she will be able to tame you, you will be proof of what everyone thought he could never achieve....oooh how he'll prove it to all of them.
Finally that day comes when you were finally ready he couldn't help himself but laugh at their reaction when they saw you. Looking at him as if he was crazy bringing just some person into a shady hideout. That changed the moment he asked you be rid of them how he loved hearing them screaming some even begging but he taught you better "Always finish what you've started."
What he really wanted more than anything was her reaction of you finally being revealed to the public. You had immediately topped the charts in the top 20 after the amount of casualties and buildings destroyed in simply 2 hours. There was one person who was less than happy at this new found enemy....Her.
She couldn't help but clench her jaw both hands in a fist to the point of bleeding her eyes wide and brows furrowed before giving a shaky laugh.
"Just you wait until I get my hands on you but first I need a way to deal with him."
He's ruined everything she tried to be nice from civil conversations to mock attacks but now this is something else, he's really done it now. She'll make sure to get you back and have him in such fear that he'd have no choice but to look over his shoulder, even if the chances of her failing are high it's a risk she's willing to take.
Request are open!
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Los influencers anónimos del arte, el pensamiento, el amor, el desamor, la agonía, el dolor, el silencio...
Lo más recóndito de la naturaleza humana ya casi olvidada en la mayoría de las redes, lo descubrirás aquí, algo que quizás no encuentres en otros rubros sociales.
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Aceptación
Te has ido y parece que el mundo no se detuvo como pensaba, te has ido y no entiendo porque no puedo anestesiar este dolor.
Tengo que aceptar que te has ido, que mi dolor no parará y que es lo mejor. ¿Lo mejor para quien?
Mi mente sabe que debo aceptar todo esto, que ya no volveré a estar contigo, en tus brazos ni sentir tus labios.
Quiero hacerme a la idea de que tengo que aceptar que ya no hay esperanza alguna. Te extraño tanto y me duele que aún no hayas llamado.
Quisiera aceptar todo esto... pero sinceramente desde que te fuiste, todo se ha vuelto sin sentido, ya no hay alegría alguna. Y lo que más me duele es saber que no volveré a tener un vínculo tan especial que teníamos. Ni siquiera contigo.
A.
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*Evan followed a few steps behind. He kept glancing over his shoulder, but there didn't seem to be anymore footsteps. Good. The staircase looked unusually long, and Agonia looked like he might need help, but Evan didn't know if he'd be allowed to do so.
Agonia looked behind. The boy still seemed uneasy, though that was understandable. They were in new territory, after all.
But, not wanting to be uncaring, he stopped and waited for Evan to catch up. He put his fists together, then waved his hands. “How are you doing?”
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