The echo of laughs that are no more
“Mom, mommy, look at how pretty that is,” A young girl screamed in a high voice, so typical of children her age. She pointed at the palazzo, framed by the light of the dying sun that colored the marbles in red and orange, like the fire that was said once destroyed it, with her chubby finger and her eyes shone with marvel when she looked at the beautiful place, but the mother did share the same joy at the view.
She ran to where her child was standing, her little hand still raised, and grabbed her with more force than necessary before she ran away, her precious cargo safely in her arms.
“Mommy you’re hurting me,” The child protested, but the mother didn’t care and she moved faster between the calli and porteghi of the old city, disappearing from view.
From her full lips, cracked by the cold wind, a prayer fell. Latin mixed with Italian words like every prayer of someone who came from the two worlds. The young woman, whose face was already wrinkled by the weather from working outside day in and day out, was Catholic, but also held old beliefs that never faded with time.
Only when she thought they were far away enough from the palazzo did she let go of her daughter, but before the child could protest, she knelt in front of her and with a shaking hand signed the child's forehead with a cross.
“How many times have I told you not to do that, Giovanna?” She said when she was sure the young girl was okay and still her.
“But mommy, the palazzo is pretty.”
That was what worried Ofelia. The palazzo was pretty, it lured in men and women since Ofelia could remember. The stories went on and on for generations, even her own grandmother once told her about the strange figures dressed in old capes that would dare to enter the place to defeat the devil living there. But the palazzo never gave back any of those who dared to walk inside.
The palazzo was a place that everyone learned to fear. Venice was full of stories of ghosts and powerful mages, evil witches and even alchemists looking for eternal life, but nothing could compare with the palazzo.
“Promise me you will never go there, Giovanna.”
She was openly crying now, knowing how her curious daughter could disappear one day, never to be seen again.
Ofelia grabbed her little shoulders, her hardened fingers sunk in the delicate flesh that still had so much of the baby fat Giovanna didn’t shake off yet. She was so young and naive, how could Ofelia keep her safe?
Giovanna screamed in pain, but her mother didn’t let her go, shaking her slightly, until Giovanna yielded.
“I promise mommy. Please don’t cry.”
When Ofelia let her go, Giovanna threw her small arms around her neck, comforting her, the promise she made still echoing in the alley where they lived.
***
It was a terrible night outside. The wind howled all day and only got worse when the weak sun disappeared, leaving its place to the darkest sky Venice saw in months. It wasn’t just the storm that worried the people, who preferred to stay inside, safe in their houses. No, it was something else, something that had no name, for the people of Venice refused to say the word.
“It’s a bad night for the business.” The owner of the bacaro sighed. There were only a few people tonight, two or three customers brave enough to challenge the night for a glass of wine and something to eat.
They were lost souls with nothing to lose. No families waiting for them home, or the warm body of a woman to keep them from slipping into despair.
The place itself was shady and it smelled like old food that had long since gone off and watered down wine - the one some owners would give away when the patrons were drunk enough they wouldn’t even notice the difference.
A young boy, not older than ten, with too pale skin spread on high cheeks, was slowly pouring stale beer from abandoned glasses into the jug he was holding, the same jug that soon enough would end up on a table, offered as fresh to some unknowing idiots.
From upstairs came the loud noises of drunk customers taking advantage of the merchandise offered by the owner, and the counterpoint voices of the whores used against their wishes were the only noises that could be heard over the storm outside.
Riva degli Schiavoni, that’s the new name of the place, was since forever the place where the brothels were. Founded by the mercenaries who fought for the Serenissima, it had changed names many times in history and yet it always remained the same, a place where young boys and girls would see their innocence taken and burned to the altar of the only god people would always worship: money.
“The palazzo will claim other victims tonight,” someone said. The voice of the unnamed man, intent to drink himself to the grave, sounded hollowed and broken, but when he looked up at whoever was interested in listening, his bloodshot eyes burned with horror.
“I know. I was there when it happened.”
No one paid him attention but for one man, hidden in a corner, unseen. He was hidden under a thick cloak that covered his face. If anyone had paid him any attention, they would have seen red eyes shining in the darkness, for this man with the face of an angel and the heat as dark as pitch, was a demon escaped from hell to torment humanity.
“When what happened?”
The most beautiful voice filled the bacaro with its melody, and no one dared to deny him an answer.
“Don’t pay him attention, good Sir. he’s crazy.” Another answered, hitting his temple with his index finger, to indicate the man was touched in the head.
“I’m not crazy. I was there.” The other screamed, fear clear in his voice. “I was there, I tell you, when I heard them laughing. Children. So many children. All dead, burned -”
The jug the boy held crashed on the ground as he signed himself, more scared by the man’s words than his owner’s punishment. Like him everyone else signed themselves, muttering the holy cross between their lips.
“Burned children?” The stranger asked again, and like under a spell, the mad man told him the story of the palazzo and how it was burned down by mad people, killing the Maestro who lived there with his children.
“Don’t mind him, Sir. It’s just an old story, but people are so simple. They still believe in evil. If the fire ever happened, it was centuries ago…”
Before dawn the stranger was done. Of the people inside the bacaro only the young boy was still alive when the day came and the guards arrived, called by the screams of the whores who went downstairs to begin a new day.
***
“You have been out all night.”
“And that’s your business why?”
“You should be more careful. Venice is full -”
“I know Venice better than you do. Don’t forget who I am and what I can do.”
That ended the short conversation the stranger had with a servant as soon as he came back to the place he rented.
It wasn’t opulent or anything, but cozy and above all it was private, exactly like the man loved the place he called home.
When the servant moved away, the stranger took off the cloak and reached for a secret room behind the bookshelves, where a coffin laid on the ground and went to sleep, with more questions than answers.
***
“Did you find the answers you were looking for?”
Armand growled. He was barely awake yet and the servant was already there, busying himself with mundane tasks, keeping an eye on him.
Armand knew the old man wasn’t even loyal to him. Coming from a long line of humans who for whatever reason helped vampires during the day, the man was now his property, and yet he wasn’t his servant.
However Armand found him useful. The old bastard knew how to navigate the human world and its intrigues. When members of the different covens began to disappear, and among them Santino himself, the situation became dire enough that Armand had to act.
At first no one seemed to know anything and even now after decades the only trace he managed to find was a link with Venice. Nothing more, nothing less. His inability to find a solution to a problem he couldn’t fix undermined his power above the others and he knew it wouldn’t take much to push those unhinged monsters he called his to betray him.
The coven wasn’t really his, the power he believed he held was just a pale reflection of what Santino once had. No, he wasn’t naive enough to believe he was equal to the man who took him from his maker and tortured him into the twisted and perverted creature he now was.
“Just stories created by frightened minds. The only common ground is the palazzo, but I can’t find any information on when it had been rebuilt.”
Armand answered, remaining vague. He wasn’t going to reveal his secrets to someone who could still be in touch with Santino, if he was even still alive. With that snake, one never knew, and Armand had learned the hard way to never underestimate Santino and his madness. said he would investigate what was happening in Venice, but his reasons were his own and no one else was entitled to them.
“That’s because no one ever rebuilt it. It was just there, one night, restored to its ancient splendor, like nothing happened.”
That was something Armand already heard, but how could it be possible? He was there when the attack happened. He was there when his maker and his brothers had been killed by the same person who he had called Master.
Shame made him sick, how easy it was for Santino to twist him enough he forgot everything that Marius taught him. The beauty of the world he had seen through his eyes was forgotten as the poison instilled in his ears took roots in his mind, for Santino gave him the one thing Marius could never do, a belief that was as extreme as the one he held dear when he was human, in a vengeful God that would punish the sinners. Santino gave him purpose when Marius had tried to give him hope and he chose the first, given through violence and pain, over what his beloved Maker had freely offered.
“That’s just a legend. No places can rebuild themselves, not even the palazzo.”
How bittersweet that simple word tasted in his mouth, so many memories connected to the place where he had been happy once, until the very night when he had lost everything.
“It’s no legend. It’s what happened, and you above anyone else should know that in this world there are more things that happen than what a human eye can see.”
***
Armand waited until the night had engulfed Venice in a blanket of cold and fog. No one was brave enough to be out. It was the perfect time for him to stroll the streets like he owned them.
He gave himself a moment to remember and when he did, Armand was back to being Amadeo, running along the streets with Riccardo, free and careless as only someone who had known the true meaning of slavery could be once freedom was at their disposal. When the weight of memories became too heavy to carry and too painful, Armand locked his mind once again. Red tears stained his flawless skin and he harshly wiped them away with the back of his hand.
His silent steps led him where he never thought he would return, and along the way poor souls filled with despair and loneliness laid on the cold ground, their throat ripped open and their blood stolen by a beast.
Yes, Armand reminded himself. He was a beast, the dread of Paris, the fallen angel who would drown the world in blood, nothing of the young man who lived in Venice so long ago was left for he didn’t have any place with the new person he became. He was there to look for Santino and discover the truth of what happened to him, and once his mission was complete he would go back to Paris, where the echo of his past couldn’t follow him and he would take full and complete control over the cult there, so that those nonbelievers would see the truth, or perish under his wrath.
Those were the thoughts that supported him as Armand stopped in front of the palazzo and let out the shaking breath he was holding. It looked impossible and he still didn’t believe it himself, but the palazzo looked exactly like it was before the fire. If he didn’t know it was impossible, he would believe that those rumors were real after all, but legends were just that, stories that the commoners would tell themselves to exorcize their fear.
Armand didn’t have any fear, they had been purged from his body with fire and violence, torment and starvation. Nothing of the weak fledgling who couldn’t save himself was left, he was the master of his own life now and soon he would uncover the truth of the mystery surrounding this place.
Just a few more steps, he told himself, and he would step on the land that once belonged to Marius. Just a few more - then he felt it and froze.
The whole place was reeking of power. Armand felt the moment the mind gift engulfed him; whomever was inside the palazzo was ancient and so powerful. In the gift he felt fury, like a feral animal trapped in place. It was madness and rage and bloodthirst all at once and it took Armand’s voice away.
How could this be happening? Who could be so powerful to create something like this?
Suddenly all the lies he said, about being the most ancient vampire still alive, came back to him and he knew he was nothing compared with whoever created all of this.
The unknown power pulled him in, and even if he tried to fight and step back, there was nowhere he could go but forward.
***
In front of him stood the beautifully carved front door, imposing and alluring at the same time, like it was when Armand knew it, when it represented the entrance to the only place where he had felt safe.
Memories assaulted him, of a time long gone in which he had been happy, and tears fought their way out of his unnatural red eyes. It was with great struggle that Armand managed not to allow them to wash his face, proof of how much he was still grieving inside, where no one could see him so weak and pathetic.
Before he could even think about touching the wood, the gate opened in front of him and Armand took half of a step back. What was this treachery? He thought, for he knew someone was making things happen like this. Not for a second he believed there could be any other explanation but an immortal playing with all these human minds.
Only it wasn’t the scent of mortal blood that greeted him when the door slammed closed behind his back, locked by a strength Armand couldn’t hope to face and win. Armand’s heart raced in his chest when the first bit of blood invaded his nostrils. Stale and rancid as it was Armand couldn’t miss the fact that it was immortal blood, a revolting mix of too many people to prove to estimate how many.
It was when his mind was running in circles, trying to find answers for questions he couldn’t even fully form, that he heard it. The laugh, like the old man said. Laughs of children and young boys. He pivoted on himself, ready to attack, but he saw nothing behind him and yet the laughs filled the silence once again, and this time they came with the tip tap of running feet.
Armand turned again, furious, and looked towards the stairs, in his mind he could see himself and Riccardo rushing there, to prove who was faster. He remembered how slippery the marble was under their shoes, but neither of them was ready to slow down. Furious, his long fingers curled into shaking fists by his side, Armand shook his head to clear it and marched towards the sounds, ready to call out whatever scheme he just stepped into and destroy whoever dared to play so cruelly with his memories.
His steps rushed towards where the smell was stronger, and he found himself in the ballroom, the one that was once full of life and joy. The one where Marius had hosted his parties and where Armand and the boys had been allowed to play and study, knowing their presence wouldn’t bother their Maestro but bring joy to his heart. He stopped dead in his tracks. No, it was impossible. His eyes filled with tears once again and his hands flew to his mouth, slapping it closed. No, he begged in his mind. It wasn’t possible.
His immortal eyes had to play tricks to him, what other explanation could it be for what he was seeing? There, in the middle of the room, standing on the marble floor, where his brothers. He could see them like he did that morning, before doom fell upon them all. When a strangled sob left his mouth, making Armand jump, they turned and looked at him, as shocked as Armand felt.
It was only then that he saw that there was an ethereal nature to them. Their bodies, once warm and solid, were now too light. Their feet didn’ really touch the marble and it was like they were floating in the air, without really doing so.
When Armand moved a step towards them, their eyes grew wider in shock and they ran away, too fast for even his senses to catch up with them.
“No. No please. Come back.” He cried, uncaring of the tears now free to run. “Please come back.” He sobbed again, but no one answered his call.
Blinded by tears and pain, lost in the memories of a time when he had been happy, Armand began to wander, lost like he had been when he first stepped into the palazzo, from room to room.
Once he knew them as his own pockets. He had explored, alone and with the other boys both, every nook, every hidden spot where he could wait for his Master to come back and from where he could watch and learn about his secret. Now those same rooms, but were they really the same? Was all of this even real, Armand thought, or just an intricate plot to trap him somewhere, for he still couldn’t believe anything of what he was seeing.
“You were always like that.” Armand froze once again, unable to even move. The voice came from him from behind and it echoed in his mind at the same time. How could this be?
“You never believed, until you saw.”
The same voice kept going. A voice he knew and had once loved. Albino, gentle Albino, lost to madness and cruelty like the others.
“Even now you are like Saint Thomas.”
He remembered when they used to talk about religion and Saints, the same in both of their religions, sometimes just with different names or different details in their stories. A new wave of tears fell from his eyes, now kept tightly shut, so that Albino couldn’t see their color and that he became one and the same with those who had taken him from life.
“You are not real.” He tried. “You can’t be real.”
“Saint Thomas.” The voice said, in a mockery voice and yet not malicious, just the voice of a brother making fun of another.
When Armand turned, he saw no one there.
***
Lost and alone, his heart heavy with sorrow and longing for those he always missed the most, Armand kept walking, hoping to meet them again, to hear them again, but the place had gone silent, like a haunted mansion full of memories and nothing more.
For a very long time he didn’t even realize that he couldn’t reach the exit, every time he was sure he was close to the stairs he couldn’t find them. It was like the palazzo had claimed him to stay, and for the first time in years he felt at peace.
Maybe this was his punishment, after all, to be forced to stay forever, in the company of ghosts that maybe were just in his mind, starving to death where he had been alive and happy with his brothers and Master.
“A house is built from the foundation up.”
His heart broke when he heard the new voice. Riccardo, his dearest friend, the one he has killed in his starvation induced frenzy.
“You are not as alone as you fear.”
But he was, Armand wanted to scream. He was so alone, always alone. He lost everything and now he didn’t even know who he was anymore. He never wanted to be the monster that terrified Paris, or Santino’s perfect heir.
Armand didn’t even know who he was anymore, but one thing was clear to his mind. He was alone in the world and no one would ever love him again.
It was when he was thinking those gloomy thoughts that he saw stairs again, not the one that would lead him outside, but the ones that would take him to the basement, the deepest place in the Palazzo, closer to the foundation than any other place he could imagine.
***
Unlike the rest of the palazzo, where there was light everywhere, the way downstairs was dark and menacing. As he went down, Armand felt like he was being swallowed by hell itself and he knew it would be a fitting ending for his life.
If this was how it ended, he thought, at least he wasn’t going to die under Santino’s gaze. He never deserved any part of him, and certainly not his demise. His only regret was not having the opportunity to kill Santino to avenge himself and his brothers.
The basements were like nothing Armand ever saw before, with long and intricate corridors, not at all like what he remembered. At the walls, a long line of lightened torches casted their shaking shadows on the nude rocks.
There, in the orange light Armand saw Jacopo, sitting on the floor like he used to do when his short legs wouldn’t carry him in his plays with the older boys. He looked up when Armand approached and after a moment of confusion, when he realized that Armand could see him, a huge smile blossomed on his face and he waved his small hand towards him.
Armand felt what was left of his heart to break in his chest. In all the centuries he had lived as a rat in the sewers, no one has ever shown so much happiness in simply seeing him.
“It’s scary inside. Do you want me to keep you safe?”
It was that, some simple words said by a child, that broke Armand. Gone was the cult leader or the monster, killed by a dead child’s innocence.
Armand fell to his knees, the echo of the bones breaking because of the force so loud that Jacopo had to cover his ears. Armand wailed and screamed, all the pain that he kept hidden inside finally free.
He cried and cried and as the blood soaked his clothes he couldn’t stop, he couldn’t breathe or think, all he could do was to break.
In his state of distress he felt Jacopo’s little hand petting his hair. He wanted to hug the boy, to beg for his forgiveness, but when he tried it was only air that he met. He screamed even louder, but the presence was still there, comforting him at best of his possibility.
“Don’t be sad, Amadeo. Il Maestro doesn’t like when you are.”
Il Maestro. Could it really be possible? Could Marius be still there, tied like the boys to the place where he had lived? He needed to know, he needed to see with his eyes if Marius was still there.
Slowly he got back to his feet, feeling weak and defeated and yet he could only move forward, Jacopo by his side, holding his hand.
“It’s scary, but you must be strong.” Iacopo said before they stepped into what was once the cellar.
If only his brother knew what he became, Armand thought, he would be the one afraid to be with him, not the one comforting him about whatever it was that was hidden behind the heavy door that, even with his strength, barely moved when Armand pushed.
The door finally gave up its resistance and shuddered in a deafening noise of bent metal and splintered wood, but when Armand looked he understood Jacopo’s fear. He looked at the child by his side, and even knowing nothing could hurt him anymore, he felt the urge to send him away from what his eyes couldn’t bear.
Like he understood his thoughts, Jacopo was gone after waving to him for one last time.
***
The first thing that assaulted his senses was the overpowering smell of rotting blood. He hissed under his breath, unable to contain his reaction, but then he saw it. The room, as large as the whole palazzo, was filled with dying vampires.
Their clothes in pieces, rags that were impossible to recognize for an untrained eye, but that to Armand spoke of decay and cemeteries no one visited in a very long time. What little remained covering the emaciated bodies so close to the final death, were the old robes and cloaks that the Children of Satan wore for their sacred rituals.
Those walking corpses were just a pale echo of what they had been before. Among them he could recognize those who had attacked Marius and the palazzo, vampires so old and yet now weak and dying.
Their hands didn’t have claws anymore, or meat to cover the dry bones. Those shone, white and fragile, as even the blood was gone. It was like they dug and dug and dug until they consumed themselves.
Armand looked around for corpses, real ones, rotting, that he knew weren't there, and he was right. The only source of food those prisoners could have found in their slow agony was eating each other, partaking in the most extreme form of blood communion, something he knew well, the old coven was above doing, and yet, it looked like that old habit died inside them like everything else.
“Help,” One of those shells whispered. “Help us.” They finished.
Armand couldn’t even say if the person who just spoke had been someone he personally knew, so unrecognizable he was under those layers of dry blood and dirt, with gaping wounds over their bodies that couldn’t be healed.
When they spoke, Armand understood. Where their fangs were supposed to be, two holes were left behind, the wounds cauterized shut. Whoever did this to them made sure they would starve to death, slowly, and there was nothing that could be done.
In the silence that followed, the distinct sound of breaking bones echoed and Armand watched, unmoved, as the vampire who dared to speak fell on the ground, his neck twisting in a strange angle, too weak to hope to recover from that.
When Armand raised his eyes, glued for a moment on the scene in front of him, unable to really understand how everyone else didn’t so much as move when one of them just died. Too busy with what they were doing, their eyes downcast, smelling like terror to care for their own fallen brethren. Then Armand finally saw him.
A figure dressed in black, head to toes. The long cloak that finished the outfit embroidered with gold, the only accent of color together with the gold mask he wore to cover his face. This man looked like an angel of death, one that Marius would have made immortal in one of his paintings. By his feet there was a pile of rags, Armand thought. Strange, for the place was neat if not for the dying bodies. Then the lump moved and Armand realized it was someone, not something.
But thinking about Marius pushed Armand back to the edge of a breakdown, but he couldn’t show weakness, that would be too dangerous in the presence of someone who seemed to be presiding over this torment. What exactly he was doing Armand didn’t yet know, however he could guess.
“They rebuilt the place they had destroyed.” A voice that had a known quality but still sounded foreign to Armand’s ears said.
Muffled by the mask that didn’t have a mouth, Armand noticed, the voice could have belonged to anyone, and yet Armand couldn’t shake the feeling that it could be Marius, hidden behind the faceless mask, even if the voice was cold as ice and full of a cruelty Armand never thought Marius could possess.
But how could this be possible? For the man standing in front of him, in the middle of all this blood and violence couldn’t be Marius. From him Armand could feel hate and rage and darkness come off of him in waves, and when he thought of Marius, it was light and gentleness and love that Armand imagined. It was everything that Marius had been for him, everything he needed in the shelter he created in his mind, in a place where Santino could never enter. That had been his safe haven, the one Santino could never stain with his poison.
Unable to speak and ask the only question he wanted an answer to, uneasy with the mask that covered Marius’ beloved face, and still unsure if the person standing there, looking both too real and as though he were something his mind made up. And with what he knew about hell, the latter would be true, and Armand was forced to look away and it was then that he realized how distracted he became.
In any other place and occasion this could have cost him his life, and yet, even with his mind still unsure of who the masked man really was, he knew deep down, that for whatever reason he was safe in the palazzo, like the place itself would protect him from harm.
What he thought were rags, was kneeling at the man’s feet, broken and dirty and ugly outside like he always was inside, ruined by fire and unspeakable tortures, was Santino.
The once proud and unhinged cult leader, the Coven Master who fed him Riccardo, his best friend and anchor in the darkness, was now worse than a beast. A mangy animal for whom death could be a blessing. One that apparently he didn’t deserve yet.
This time Armand did move and Santino, as though attracted by the change in the air, raised his head to show his nearly desiccated face. So starved was he, that his lips were cracked and drawn, revealing that, like the others, he didn’t have fangs. He sniffed the air between them.
“Armand,” he asked aloud, his voice broken and yet filled with a renewed hope that had no place to be. “Is it really you?”
“Armand.” The man said, and never before his name has sounded so dirty and wrong. “A fitting choice. Soldier. I wonder who you fight for now.”
Armand was the name Santino chose for him, the one he kept to remind himself of everything he had lost. Amadeo was dead, killed by Santino’s cruelty. He couldn’t be Amadeo and survive when everything he was, existed because of Marius’ love and affection, and what he had taught him.
He needed to be strong and assert his mastery over his own life, so he picked a name that was both a reminder of what could never be again, and a warning for those who could be so stupid to see weakness in him.
Now he wasn’t so sure anymore, he didn’t feel strong, or at all like a soldier. He just felt like a lost boy all over again, confused and isolated in a world that was bigger than he could ever hope to understand. After everything that had happened to him, Armand was once again faced with the devastating truth that he would lose everything time again. He was, after all Armand, and he was alone.
“I fight for myself.” He answered when the silence became too much.
He learned to do that, he had to. When he found himself alone, in the hands of Santino and his men, all he could do was to survive, in any possible way. He became everything that Santino wanted and more. He became his soldier, at first, only to take his place by force and fear when Santino disappeared. He fought for Satan in the beginning, and for the darkness when he began to change things. He took pleasure in holding the power but finally, he fought for himself and to keep the power he had tasted for the first time.
“Yourself? Not Satan himself, or Santino?”
That simple question and the mockery in the voice of someone who didn’t even believe Satan was real, and who hated Santino with a passion rooted in the centuries, told him what deep in his heart he already knew.
Santino, wrong as always, picked that moment to start talking. Unaware of the turmoil that was torturing Armand, and perhaps also unaware of who his jailer really was.
“You came. I called for you…”
But Armand could never hear his call, it fell deaf to everyone’s ears and Armand suspected it was because of the power that permeated every inch of this place. A power that was ancient in blood and fueled by hate and resentment.
However, the familiarity Santino used to speak to him, like he really believed Armand was there out of loyalty for him, unnerved him like nothing else could. For that Armand decided he would set things right between them, for he knew this was the last time he would talk to Santino. The older vampire was dying and Armand would watch and enjoy every second of it.
“I came to see you rot, Santino. I came because my only regret in life, if this is where I die, was not to have killed you.” Armand finished for him, crushing under the weight of his words whatever emotion and hope had pushed Santino to speak.
Next he looked back at the man with the mask, his eyes seething with fury and bloodthirst.
“Allow me.” He begged. “Allow me to kill him for everything he took from us.” He said as bile rose in his mouth with its bitter and acidic taste. He was now ready to admit what his mind still couldn’t believe, but his heart knew it was the truth, that the man in the gold mask was Marius, that this was how it all ended for them.
“For my brothers. For the time he stole from us. For Amadeo who died and left only me in his place. For you, Master, and what you are now. Allow me to be the one to end him.”
Those words seemed to bring a halt to the masked man’s action and thought, like he didn’t expect to hear them and now, he couldn’t believe that what Armand said was true. To believe him would mean that he had been wrong, that Amadeo - no, Armand, he corrected himself - never betrayed him and what they had, as he had believed for far too long. Amadeo was the one Marius had loved and lost, and Armand was the man he now couldn’t trust.
“Be careful what you wish for, Armand.”
“It’s the only thing I ever wanted. Since I lost you to him, since he killed who you had once loved and created me, all I wanted was the power to avenge us. Let me kill him and then, you can do whatever you think I deserve.”
Those weren’t the words he had dreamed of speaking to Marius. Alone in his cell when Santino was starving him, Amadeo had wished and hoped that Marius was still alive and would come to rescue him. Armand wasn’t so naive, he couldn’t allow hope to weaken him, so he simply dreamed, sometimes, of seeing Marius again, of having the chance to tell him he never stopped loving him. Never had he thought that in seeing Marius again he would have also given up the power he gained over his life, putting that very same life he so hard fought to keep, in the hands of someone who now hated him, after teaching him what love was.
“Your sweet words won’t buy you freedom.” The man reminded Armand, but he already knew that.
“I don’t want freedom. I want revenge.”
“Revenge shouldn’t be more important than freedom to you.”
“It is, if it means I can see him suffer.”
“Oh he already suffered, a lot. His life, slowly drained from him, it's what makes this place so special. With their life, the Palazzo has been restored, Santino’s death will be the last stone on its resurrection.”
Armand already figured some of this out. “Like Dracula did with the Boiardi, when he decided the price for their betrayal was to die rebuilding his family’s castle.”
“You remember your history.” Once again he sounded surprised.
“I remember everything that you taught me.” Armand said again, without heat behind his words, just an extreme sadness. “Even if you won’t believe me.” He finished the sentence, words leaving his mouth before he could stop them.
“Why should I believe someone who still didn’t even use my name?”
“Marius.” Armand said. “You are Marius, my beloved maker, the one I have loved above everyone and everything else. My savior and the one who left me to rot.”
“What was I supposed to do, Armand?” Marius asked.
“When I recovered enough, I heard you were the Coven Master, the cult leader. You were everything I tried to keep you from becoming.”
His heart had broken when he first heard about Armand. He didn’t know his name back then, when he had still been weak and vulnerable, and yet he traveled to Paris and saw with his own eyes his beloved becoming Santino’s heir.
“I thought I was alone. I thought you died and left me alone in this world. I wanted to survive Marius, hate me all you want for this, but I did everything to survive.”
Marius had many words for this. He had imagined many scenarios where he and Amadeo would have met again, and yet, everything faded in the background and it didn’t matter anymore, not when his beloved really believed that Marius would hate him for surviving.
Was he disappointed? Yes, of course he was. He had tried to keep Amadeo from descending in the blind fanaticism that always held too much power over him. He also was heartbroken that his beloved would choose the path he picked, but hating him? No, that was something Marius could never do.
“Say something.” Armand demanded, and while he didn’t raise his voice, the desperation behind those words echoed in the room like a scream. “Say something damn you.”
It was then, that Marius removed the mask from his face, showing his features for everyone to see who destroyed them.
Behind Armand’s command Marius could hear the pain of a lost soul, of someone who desperately wanted to come home, but thought he could never do that.
“I could.” Words died in his mouth. Never before they failed him like now, in a moment he needed them more than ever. “I could never hate you, no matter how you choose to be named, no matter who you became, I could never hate you.”
It was Armand’s turn to be shocked into incredulity, but soon he recovered and in his fiery red eyes, a new fire burned.
“Now you should be the one to pay attention to your words.”
“It’s just the truth, as hard as it can be to believe it.” For Marius knew Armand wouldn’t trust simple words. He knew he would demand more, but now there was something else that demanded their attention.
“You let me to rot. Why should I believe you don’t hate me?” Armand asked, for the thought of Marius leaving him without a reason as strong as hate, was unbearable.
“Tell me something, Armand.” Marius said and his voice was heavy with gravitas. “Look at me in the eyes and tell me if I walked into the catacombs and asked you, in front of your coven, to follow me outside, would have you done it?”
Leaving Armand behind had been the hardest thing he ever did. It had been his greatest regret and he almost lost himself in the long years that followed that decision. But deep down Marcus knew it was the only thing he could have done.
Armand had been so lost, so deep into the lies that Santino had created for him, he couldn’t be saved by someone else, not even Marius himself. The decision to walk free from the brainwashing and the lies, but also the decision to walk away from the power he now had tasted, had to come from Armand himself, everything else wouldn’t have been strong enough.
“I - I would…” Armand didn’t know what he would have done. No one did. The past between them couldn’t be changed. It was painful, it was unfair, but it also was what brought them here and now and Armand needed to believe there was a reason why he was standing in front of Marius as those who wronged them were dying.
“You needed to decide you wanted your freedom back, Armand, and I couldn’t make the decision for you.” Marius’ words weighed down on both of their souls with their finality.
“Now you are here, begging me to be the one who kills Santino, even if you know how long I kept him here, even if you can see with your own eyes how long I spent torturing him. Tell me why I should allow you to be the one to end him.”
Marius was curious. He spent decades torturing his old enemy, taking everything from him, his fangs, his blood, his coven, his eyes, everything he ever held dear, Marius had taken it, he had taken his time, waiting for the right moment to end his pathetic life, and now someone else wanted what was rightfully his. He needed to know why he should concede his prize to someone else.
“It is my right. He made me the monster I am. He helped to destroy Amadeo, the one you have loved so deeply. He destroyed everything of me you could have loved and left the monster you can’t even look at. You speak of wanting to free myself, his death will be my freedom.”
Marius felt silent, his blue eyes dug holes in Armand’s soul but he didn’t flinch. He submitted himself to such a scrutiny and at the end Marius must have found him worthy because he simply nodded his head. Yes, Armand had the right to kill Santino.
Santino followed the exchange as bile raised in his mouth. Blinded by hate and betrayal, prayed to Satan himself to give him revenge against those who betrayed him. He really thought that Armand was meant to be his, why else had he broken so easily and totally? He couldn’t accept he was wrong from the beginning, couldn’t accept that after everything he did, Armand was back to Marius.
Those filthy words from a dead mouth enraged Armand and a fire burned in his eyes. He knew what Santino was thinking. The man forgot that Armand wasn’t his. It wasn’t his dark blood that created him, and so his mind was open to Armand.
If I can’t have you and your loyalty, Marius won’t either.
Santino never had time to wonder how it was possible he had been so wrong, before Armand slashed his throat with his claws.
The pain of his former acolyte’s claws tore through his throat, and wath little blood remained in his veins, sluggish and black, oozed from the gaping wound.
The gash was deep enough that Armand could see Santino’s spine, but he didn’t feel pity for him. This was right, this was everything he always wanted.
I won my boy, my monster. How can Marius love you as you are now?
When Santino’s last thoughts hit Armand, a renewed hate surged in his own heart. To watch him slowly die, as Santino bled to death wasn’t enough. With all his strength, Armand broke his chest, shattering and tearing apart the ribs until he reached for his weakly beating heart.
Santino slumps to the ground, the life leeching out of his eyes, though he was still just conscious enough to see the moment Armand let go of his heart. It plopped on the ground between them with a wet sound. There was a coldness in Armand’s eyes that made even Santino shudder as his heart was crushed under Armand’s heel, and in those final moments he knew Armand had neer been his.
And just like that Santino died, among the rags and bones in which he’d chosen to live, leaving Armand free and finishing what Marius had started. The palazzo was now steady and secure, founded over the blood of those who had dared to desecrate it and who had killed the children the palazzo and his Master had swore to protect.
After Santino’s death, they left the basement, side by side, close but not touching, both afraid to break thi moment and discover that it all had been just a dream.
When they reached that ballroom, the children were there, brothers and sons, lost and found again, they ran to Marius and Armand, and for once their hugs felt solid, powered by their love, and when they parted, it wasn’t a goodbye for they would stay with Marius and Armand forever, bonded to the souls and not the place.
Don’t waste your second chance.
At first Armand believed Albino and Riccardo had spoken to him alone, but when he looked at Marius he saw the same expression in his eyes, of love and regrets, and he knew he heard the same words.
They didn’t say anything, but looked at each other. Following an instinct that never left them, but stayed asleep in his hearts, their hands moved at the same time and when they touched, no one could say who grasped at the other’s with more force and fierce possession. Tears shone in their eyes as they lost themselves in each other but when they felt the boys uneasiness and confusion they both mastered the will to smile. Those were tears of joy, not pain.
For centuries after that night the Palazzo would stand, a reminder of what it had been before, and little by little Venice found in herself to love it again. Slowly life came back to it with balls and masquerades, but only at night, when few stunning but distant creatures would dare to venture there and mix with humans. They would know the truth and remember Marius and his love for Amadeo. Whispers would tell the story of Marius and Armand, but that story was still unfinished, for their love that consumed souls and lives is still burning.
Theirs is a story that still doesn’t have the word end on it. Many would think they would still be there, at the end of time and space, together, to say goodbye to the world. Others whisper that eternity is not enough to contain their love.
A story of blood and tears, of revenge and longing. A story that is violent and could, alone, destroy everything in its path, but also a story of love like no one else.
They bathed in the blood of their enemies, the bodies of which their home still stands upon. Some still say it’s a cursed place, and yet it is never far from the hearts of those who reforged it through blood.
Stay away from the Palazzo, or, if you are brave enough, embrace what it means and hope you can find a love like Marius and Armand’s but knowing that such a love always requires sacrifices.
That’s what Giovanna wrote in her book, before she disappeared, looking for someone to love, many said. Her mother was long gone when it happened and she had the stars in her eyes when said her goodbyes to Venice and the Palazzo.
THE END
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