BRENDAN SCOTT FRIEL: 2021
2021 – Brendan Scott Friel
Release Date: October 13, 2023
Track Listing:
Tiny Machines
Resolutions
Simon the Doubter
Michelle
Tuesday Morning
Let’s Get Together Soon
Cold Air
It’s Just Been a Hard Year
This is an album Brendan has put a lot of clear expression, emotion, and effort into. The production, particularly for a solo artist, is smooth yet detailed. It reminds me of Sufjan Stevens: very soft, sad, and reflective in a personal way.
There are little details in the background of the production best appreciated on headphones. The rhythm time and the horn section are examples of the subtle engineering. There's some deep bass, mellow guitar, and rising sounds that I took in more with every listen.
A major theme is the singer's grief following the loss of his father. Other subjects intertwined include the juxtaposition of fun and happy memories while grieving, and the toll Covid and quarantine took on his psyche alongside the world.
"Tiny Machines" starts off very slow before a rapid tempo change halfway through. This runs parallel with the lyrics – the contrast between trying to sleep and the symphony of thoughts occupying Brendan's head. It's an interesting and even jarring entrance with the sudden shift in style, but it sets the atmosphere for what is to come.
"Resolutions" was my personal favourite from the album. It's upbeat, detailed, and probably the most "fun" of the tracks considering the context. It's also the happiest of the stories told here. Amongst seemingly endless grief there is joy, beauty, and a meaningful connection in the world taking place. It is sparks lit up, metaphorically and literally amongst the final minutes of New Year's Eve.
The third track echoes the content of "Tiny Machines," both featuring feelings of being restless and out of control, trapped and confused, "floating away." There's some good rising trumpet halfway through, and the guitar riff stands out for being rapid. The tempo syncs up to the themes of stress – as if the guitar is a pounding heartbeat.
"Michelle" is the story of the singer's sister and his perspective on their shared loss. He reflects on their distance and failed connection. He also describes how she is processing the grief during all the other stressful aspects of life, like motherhood. While very sad in context, it also ends on a note of hope – unconditional love and support.
The string section/riff on "Tuesday Morning" is genuinely moving. One finds themself lost in sadness just from the sound of that violin. It is met with lyrics of depression, of not being able to leave your bed. All that while dealing with a dying loved one, and the guilt felt of suppressing the grief and miserable feelings.
"Let's Get Together Soon" is the tale of running into an old friend, and the understanding that comes with seeing the relationship in a new context. It's a very human story that most people go through at some point: feelings of regret in a dissolved friendship, and thinking about things you wish you'd done differently. The story describes the friend pulling away after the death of their father, and the narrator's realization and empathy of their behaviour in the aftermath. We all get older, lose loved ones, and have social relationships come and go. Brendan has captured the feeling not just lyrically, but musically and emotionally. You can really feel what's going on, almost as if it's happening to you personally.
"Cold Air" is another track reflecting on past memories, happier times, and that special feeling of being out with friends one particular night. Of course, the feeling is interrupted by a wave of grief and the narrator departing. As he walks home, he reflects on his circumstances ("What the hell am I doing here?"), aging, and what comes next. It's another wave of mixed feelings most of us go through at some point – all the more striking when processing loss. You can practically feel the cold air in the lyrical description.
The final track is simple lyrically and musically. It concludes stating the obvious – "It's Just Been a Hard Year" and the absence that comes with losing a loved one is overwhelming. Where do you go? What are your blessings? Are you processing the grief properly? When will you feel better? These are the questions the singer asks himself, and they have no easy answers.
2021 is a deeply personal album crafted with beauty and integrity. It isn't exactly something you can dance to, and one should be in the right headspace to listen to it. Nevertheless, it's lovely and cathartic.
Written by: Cazzy Lewchuk
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It's the most wonderful time of the year - baby praying mantis season!
I haven't posted any new photos in a month or so for reasons, not least that it's been fun to look through old pictures and give them another chance at love, or views, or whatever. But yesterday I spotted the first praying mantis babies of the season, and that calls for a change of pace. Shoot, I think it should be a holiday.
The earliest I have ever seen mantis babies here is April 14. So, April 21 is right on time. I found at least five individuals, and they are so tiny and well-camouflaged that it certainly means there are lots more I haven't seen.
Hooray, and happy Baby Mantis Season!
Cochise County, Arizona, April 2024.
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