my fav fics masterlist part 2 (N-Z)
here we are! i genuinely thought this list was going to be slightly shorter than the first one, and i can honestly say that i have no idea if it actually is. again, alphabetical order. hope u find a fic on this list that u end up enjoying :)
needing you more and more, let’s give love a try by supernope (mpreg harry, best friends to lovers, pining, angst, fluff, domestic fluff, protective louis, harry foams at the mouth over louis’ strength & honestly? same, dom/sub undertones, lawyer louis/photographer harry)
no one likes to be alone by @lululawrence (nesting, alpha louis/omega harry, protective louis, getting together, awful disregard for omegas’ safety, distressed harry, strangers to friends to lovers)
never be by @cherrystreet (studying abroad au, strangers to friends to lovers to exes to friends to lovers, slow burn, dom/sub undertones, quite a few heaps of angst, complicated relationships, harry’s obsessed with louis what’s new, minor louis/omc, minor harry/omc, louis is a little shit, american louis/british harry, this fic is gonna make you fight for your life through the angst but you’ll make it out to the happy ending !!)
no bunny but you by @crinkle-eyed-boo (oooo i love this fic!! bartender harry/artist louis, strangers to lovers, bathroom sex, dom/sub undertones, louis is an absolute minx and harry falls in love the moment he lays eyes on him,
no pressure, no diamonds ‘verse by @karamelised “there’s so much to say i don’t even know where to start but thief louis/grifter harry, slow burn, complicated relationships, criminal au, strangers to fwb to enemies to lovers -- or something like that LMAO -- eventual getting together, there’s just. a lot. but the suspense is so good!!)
oh glory by @alivingfire (olympics au, swimmer harry/gymnast louis, closeting, mentions of zouis, getting together, dom/sub undertones, slow burn, sexual tension is immaculate, angst)
opulence thrills by @brightgolden (dom/sub undertones, sex club au, auction au, mentions of past relationships gone awry, miscommunication, bsdm elements, slow burn, getting together)
our lives, non-fiction by @indiaalphawhiskey (famous louis/famous marcel, writer louis/fan fic writer marcel, virigin marcel, book tour au, strangers to enemies to fwb to lovers, miscommunication, angst, learning about how to navigate healthy relationships and sex! we love to see it!, fluff, domestic fluff)
one day to believe in you by @mediaville (magic elements, canon elements, friends to lovers, implied getting together, poor louis can’t catch a break, confessions, angst)
only reason by @letsjustsee (fake identity au, stolen identity au, idk it’s one of the two lol, strangers to lovers, conventions, louis makes a fool out of himself in the name of love and harry is endeared)
only thing that can quench my thirst by eyesofshinigami (kink exploration, established relationship, this is written so well in terms of louis’ confusion, denial, uncertainty, harry’s acceptance, and then louis’ acceptance ugh)
our chromosomes in sepia tones by orphan account (sculptor harry, homeless louis, famous harry/non famous louis, angst, guarded louis)
play the odds by @alivingfire (bet au, best friends to lovers, college/university au, lots and lots of kissing, light angst, love confessions, getting together, concerned liam & niall)
plenty of time by @juliusschmidt (alpha louis/omega harry, sexual tension, responsible louis, desperate harry, strangers to lovers, implied getting together)
picture this by @kingsofeverything (bouncer harry, club goer(?) louis, mentions of covid/pandemic, surprise assholes, getting together, misunderstandings, light dom/sub undertones imo)
precious little thing by mercutionotromeo (phone sex operator louis, university/college au, daddy kink, kink exploration, poor harry is just trying his best, bdsm elements, harry is louis’ baby, getting together, light angst)
pulling on your heart to push my luck by mercutionotromeo (ugh i love this fic sm, phone sex operator louis, dom/sub undertones, phone sex, harry is louis’ baby, amazing dirty talk, ambiguous ending)
peppermint and lavender (and coffee) by @2tiedships2 (coffee shop au, alpha louis/omega harry, employee/customer if u wanna get techincal, soulmate au, possessive/protective louis, niall is over louis’ shit, breaks of the fourth wall, getting together)
packed lunches, sticky fingers, and accidental levitation by @londonderrytea (normally i’m not a huge fan of fics that spend 90% of the fic world building and like less than 50% on larry, but i really do love this one so much, witches au, potion maker harry/cultural interpreter louis, single dad harry, kid fic, pixie zayn, the humor/crack in this is pheromonal i love)
renegade by @littlelostpieces (now look acab right however this is fiction so we allow it u feel me anyway, cop harry/criminal louis, louis is a minx, banter, teasing, slow burn, this is so cute i adore it)
ready to fall by @crazyupsetter (minx louis, bathroom sex, acquaintances to fwb to lovers, harry is obsessed w louis & his ass, courting, determined harry, semi phone sex, slow burn kinda)
right now (in the nick of time) by @nudistyles (skater louis/fan boy harry, he’s not a formal fan but essentially he is, roller derby au, strangers to friends to lovers, competitive louis, car sex, this fic is so cute but funny at the same time, slow burn, sexual tension)
red brick heart by hazmesentir (this fic is a rollercoaster of emotions as are most of this author’s fics lol, sexuality crisis, college/university au, student louis/student harry, mentions of louis/omc, mentions of alcohol, mentions of homophobia, slow burn, eventual happy ending, lots of angst but also lots of fluff and banter)
raise a glass to the four of us by @2tiedships2 (we got each other’s baggage au, is that the formal name idk, strangers to lovers, new york au, omega louis/alpha harry, airplane sex, louis and harry join the mile high club what a time to be alive, the ending is so cute i love)
say i hate you but i always stay by @liltinylouis (enemies to lovers but with a twist, football player louis, teasing/banter/all those things, implied smut, getting together)
set alight my veins by whiskeyinthejar (blind date au, punk louis/nerd harry, crack internal monologue if that’s a thing, mentions/occurrences of bullying, paranoid harry, i do love the author’s note at the end tbh)
say something by @kingsofeverything (alpha louis/omega harry, older harry/younger louis, divorced harry, homie is v much using cognitive dissonance for about 70% of the fic lolol, supportive/protective louis, heat/ruts, heaps of angst, slow burn, kink exploration, pregnancy kink, mpreg harry)
stranger stars by @sunshineandhisrainbows (the sexual tension in this!!!!!, tour guide/leader louis/lawyer/singer/songwriter/photographer harry, travel abroad au, safari au also works i think, mentions of louis/ofc, sexuality crisis, they kinda share that really, complicated relationships, mentions of internalized homophobia, mentions of homophobic laws, slow burn, this is so good & worth the read)
sail across me by @canonlarry (pirate au, prince harry/captain louis, slow burn, protective/posessive louis, they kinda share that really, angst, mentions of violence)
strip that down by @chloehl10 (college/university au, student louis/student harry, thigh fucking, pain kink, hickey kink, idk if that’s a thing but if it’s not it should be, bathroom sex, waxing, mentions of alcohol, implied getting together)
secrets don’t make friends by @thedevilinmybrain (ugh love this fic!! college/university au, student louis/student harry, established relationship, feminization, dom/sub undertones, light angst, implied homophobia, top tier smut & dirty talk)
steal my heart; whatever it takes to get you off by @artxghoul (liiiisten i love this one but the last chapter gives me a run for my money w the angst, dom/sub undertones, office au, coworkers to fwb to lovers, talks about homophobia, coming out, office sex, spanking, bsdm elements, hurt/comfort)
single bells ring by @absoloutenonsense (christmas fic, alpha louis/alpha harry, sexual tension, slow burnish, puns, fluff, implied smut, implied getting together)
sometimes you just know by @2tiedships2 (omega louis/alpha harry, exes to friends to lovers light on the friends tho lol, angst, learning healthy communication, mentions of louis/omc, protective harry, fluff, getting back together)
starbucks lovers by @jaerie (strangers to implied lovers, bathroom hookup, idk what to tag this homie just goes into a starbucks to find a hook up and finds one lol)
sun-kissed hurricane, perfect storm by @canonlarry (high school au, popular louis/nerd harry, tutor harry, lots of poetry, classmates, student harry/student louis, this fic is overall so cute i love the progression of their relationship)
so kiss me by @harryventura (kiss cam au, strangers to lovers, innuendos, football player louis, supportive harry, this is just so cute i cry)
sit next to me by @allwaswell16 (famous harry/famous louis, plot twists, miscommunication, implied getting together, there’s angst but it’s overall a cute and lovely fic)
somewhere only we know by @icanhazzalou (hurt/comfort, desk sex, office sex, implied gettting together, sexual tension, slow burn kinda, i love how their relationship progresses in this one too ugh)
stood up by panda_bear21 (famous louis/famous harry, blind date au kinda, implied smut, mentions of closeting, sexual tension, implied getting together, i love their dynamic in this too ugh!!)
sound like a song by @allwaswell16 (puns so many puns, post high school au, teacher harry/coach louis, getting a second chance au, getting together, idk man just read it i love it)
send me your pillow (the one that you dream on) by flowercrownfemme (omega louis/omega harry, nesting, distressed harry, worried louis, hurt/comfort, established relationship)
stars will align for us by @2tiedships2 (omega harry/alpha louis, courting, college/univeristy au, football player louis, determined/protective/caring louis, getting together)
somethin’ bout you by @missandrogyny (heist au, thief louis/government agent harry, complicated relationships, enemies to friends to lovers, dom/sub undertones, angst, getting together)
so hot, give me your gasoline by ballsdeepinjesus (actor louis/fanboy harry, implied getting together, semi public sex, virgin harry, top tier smut & dirty talk)
sonic sounds by orphan account (canon fic kinda, x factor era, humiliation kink, kink exploration, under negotiated kink, ambiguous ending)
smell the sea, feel the sky by @lightwoodsmagic (light angst? kinda?, friends to lovers, spanking, dom/sub undertones, sexual tension, slow burn, getting together)
santa baby honey by @sadaveniren (crack fic, christmas fic, boss/employee, ceo louis/employee harry, slow burn, under negotiated kink exploration, sex club, secret santa au, the sexual tension build up to smut & dirty talk is so good, getting together, light feminization)
‘sup by @mediawhorefics (divorced harry, anxious harry, cute-meet, coffee shop au kinda, fond louis, implied getting together, i just love how louis reacts to harry uggggh)
save a dolphin, ride a... by @londonderrytea (college/university au, loud louis, distressed harry, look just read it. u won’t regret it)
said i’ll always be a friend by daddylouist (girl direction, dubious consent in a way, friends to lovers, it’s cute & hot what more do you want)
skip the small talk by @sadaveniren (omega louis/alpha harry, dom/sub undertones, bdsm elements, wax play, spanking, negotiated kink, breeding kink, mating kink, top tier fic !!)
sing when you’re winning by hazmesentir (football player louis/journalist harry, coming out, mentions of closeting/homophobia in the sports industry, eleanor is louis’ pr manager, angst, slow burn, sexual tension, louis just wants to fuck harry and doesn’t know what to about it LMAO, getting together, uncomfortable work environments)
show me yours and i’ll show you mine by awriterwrites (look i don’t condone cheating but i do love this fic and at least louis cheats with harry & not on harry, office au, coworkers to friends to lovers, angst, coworkers au, getting together, office sex, secret relationships)
the melody you never heard by @anylessreal (mentions of past hook ups, enemies to friends to lovers light on the friends tho lol, camping au, angst, miscommunication, mentions of alcohol, mentions of vomit, getting together, slow burn, boat sex)
them butterflies by @gaycousinlarry (words cannot express how much i love this fic !!!!, graphic designer louis/social worker harry, navigating healthy communication, sexuality crisis although there’s really no crisis tbh, smut as a means to character development iykyk, one homophobic situation, strangers to fwb to lovers, mentions of past louis/omc, dom/sub undertone
the night sky is changing overhead by orphan account (strangers to fwb to lovers, bsdm elements, dom/sub undertones, daddy kink, office sex, desk sex, sex toys, top tier smut & dirty talk, world building, tattoo artist harry/teacher louis, choking, angst, kink negotiation, un negotiated kink, possessive louis, this one has it all tbh
take me higher than i’ve ever been by @ireallysawanangel (office au, coworkers to friends to lovers, virgin harry, fluff, domestic fluff, harry is louis’ baby, light dom/sub undertones, miscommunication, getting together)
the lonely planet guide to second chances by @1diamondinthesun (travel abroad au, teacher louis/graphic designer harry, exes to friends to lovers, getting back together, light dom/sub undertones, mentions of alcohol/weed, light exhibitionism, angst, learning healthy communication, harry is louis’ baby)
three french hems by 100percentsassy and gloria_andrews (crack fic, designer louis/singer harry, fluff, light angst, coming out, getting together, bathroom sex, louis loves harry’s thighs we been knew)
the brightest lights by @all-these-larrythings (actor louis/actor harry, side niam, mentions of suicide for the movie, tw for james corden, secret relationship, mentions of closeting, coming out, older louis/younger harry, getting together, strangers to coworkers to friends to fwb to lovers, v sweet fic overall)
the sound of your voice from far away by pukeandcry (lots of angst imo, canon fic, friends to fwb to lovers, complicated relationships, road trip au, mentions of closeting, coming out, it’s hard to get through the beginning bc angst but the ending is sweet)
the orchards of jessop by @jaerie (mentions of covid/pandemic, older louis/younger harry, sexuality crisis, smut as a means to character development, miscommunication bc lack of communication, mentions of death in the past, mentions of louis/ofc, getting together, mentions of past homophobic situations)
that boy’s got my heart in a silver cage by orphan account (canon fic, obedience kink, humiliation kink, praise kink, bdsm elements, dom/sub undertones, established relationship, mentions of closeting, light angst, implied coming out)
the shirt you hate by @isthatyoularry (mentions of past toxic relationship, background sophiam, exes to lovers, angst, courting, artist harry/ceo louis, getting a second chance au basically, attempted office sex lol)
this thing upon me (howls like a beast) by @sadaveniren (alpha louis/omega harry, strangers to fwb to lovers, heat/rut, pregnany kink, slow burn, getting together, mentions of danielle - just had a moment of self awareness of how weird it felt to type that when one of my friends was friends with her while she was louis’ beard but such is life lmao - anyway, negotiated kink)
the king and i by @canonlarry (gang au, criminals au, gang leader louis, poor harry’s just trying his best, side niam, office sex, strangers to coworkers(?) to lovers, boss/employee relationship, betrayal, angst, dom/sub undertones)
the lion man by @canonlarry (vampire louis/human harry, med student harry, miscommunication, implied cheating, moral dilemmas, getting together)
the risen by @creamcoffeelou (cult au, dark fic, cult leader louis/journalist harry, omega harry/alpha louis, hypnotism, emotional manipulation, mental manipulation, forced bonding, exhibitionism, public sex, brainwashing, louis’ fuckin good at what he does & he’s so sexy while he does it tho ugh, dom/sub elements, dirty talk imo at least)
the library universe by @allwaswell16 (i! love! this! fic!, librarian harry/installation coordinator louis, slow burn, harry’s in denial, sexual tension, miscommunication, louis is a tease, puns, getting together, niall & harry cook together)
to lure a hummingbird (you had me at moonstruck) by @broken-beaks (amazing plot twist towards the end, neighbors au, enemies to friends to lovers, personal trainer louis/photographer harry, mentions of alcohol, angst, slow burn, getting together, harry is louis’ baby, hurt/comfort)
take our bodies higher by @littlelouishiccups (phone sex operator harry, student louis/student harry, university/college au, dom/sub elements, secret identity, getting together, healthy communication, negotiated kink)
then we kiss (all i wanna do is have a good time) by orphan account (boss/employee relationship, writer harry/writer louis, harry is louis’ baby, slow burn, crack fic imo, getting together, office sex, it’s so cute ugh)
the clock strikes christmas by @jacaranda-bloom (homeless harry/rich louis, anxious harry, mentions of abusive past, harry is louis’ baby, kinda sugar baby au, except harry insists on being independent, hurt/comfort)
tastes like strawberries by @sadaveniren (nesting, alpha harry/omega louis, distressed louis, implied getting together, mild hurt/comfort, such a cute lil fic)
the one where harry really doesn’t have ten cats by LoadedGunn (pet sitter harry/actor louis, famous louis/non famous harry, slow burn, puns and innuendos, miscommunication, cats on cats on cats on cats, getting together, implied smut)
tangled up in you (you and i collide) by trustingno1 (mentions of harry/omc, canon fic kinda, famous louis/famous harry, sexual tension, slow burn, pain kink, harry is a minx & louis has had enough™️, mentions of past rejections, implied getting together)
the money mark by @brightgolden (sugar baby au, omega harry/alpha louis, hostile work environments, exes to fwb to lovers but like sugar baby edition, miscommunication, independent harry, i love how like..casually louis progresses their relationship ngl)
taken by the wind by @scrunchyharry (witch harry/human, poor harry is just trying his best once again, neighbor au, halloween au, louis basically stealth courts harry it’s my fav, fond louis, getting together)
to the ends of the earth by @aliensingucci (angst angst anst, flashbacks, exes to fwb to lovers, dom/sub undertones, post hiatus au, mentions of beards and closeting, i looooove the ending of this, learning healthy communication, getting back together)
this is my jam by @disgruntledkittenface (gay bathhouse au, mentions of aids/hiv, ambiguous ending, dom/sub undertones, exhibitionism, possessive louis, harry becomes louis’ baby in 2 seconds we love to see it, implied happy ending, safe sex)
tell me what you need by @disgruntledkittenface (coffee shop au kinda, barista louis/photographer harry, side ziall, harry is a gay diaster, fond louis, louis is a tease, implied getting together)
talk dirty to me by @briannamarguerite (mutual masturbation, dirty talk, mentions of harry/omc, best friends to lovers, smol lil plot twist at the end, harry is louis’ baby)
there’s always another option by anonymous (dubious consent, discussions of cheating, somnophilia, prefnancy kink, getting together)
this is not my cat by @londonderrytea (hybrid harry/human louis, crack fic, i love this sm it’s so cute and funny)
the flower that blooms in adversity by @hershelsue (alpha louis/unlabeled harry, camping au, new years eve au, this fic is amazing read it rn, praise kink, pain kink, humiliation kink, pregnancy kink, the dirty talk is top tier)
vampire au by orphan account (vampire au, vampire harry/vampire louis, harry is louis’ baby, dom/sub elements, stubborn harry, scared harry, mentions of abandonment, spanking, getting together)
want it flowing through my streams by @screwstyles (wimbledon au, omega harry/alpha louis, courting, heats, bad boy louis au, harry is louis’ baby, dom/sub elements)
what do you mean he’s coming? by @mediawhorefics (louis is gemma’s best friend au, wedding au, photographer harry/actor louis, famous louis/non famous harry, getting together, this is adorable i’m obsessed)
wasn’t expecting that by @yourpricelessadvice (sexuality crisis, single dad harry, construction worker harry/teacher louis, harry is louis’ baby, angst, hurt/comfort, harry’s trying his best but he figures it out)
watch him as he goes by loadedgunn (police officer louis/photographer harry, mentions of violence/blood, slow burn, sexual tension & innuendos, getting together)
whirlwind by @haydolce (actor harry/football coach louis, famous harry/non famous louis, childhood friends to lovers, this is cute. i love it. read it asap)
we are ghosts amongst these hills by orphan account (this fic makes me miss a 17th century soulmate i don’t have goodbye)
we’re still going, eight in the morning by @nooelgallagher and @yoursongonmyheart (dj louis/baker harry, slow burn, phone sex, fluff, light angst, harry is louis’ baby, read this!!!)
whatever you like by itiswhatitisbutterfly (sugar baby au, dom/sub undertones, getting together, daddy kink, praise kink)
we’re watching a television with no sound by orphan account (kiss cam au, just a cute lil fluff fic, implied getting together)
weigh us down (we’re in love) by orphan account (strangers to best friends to lovers, larry throughout the years, harry is louis’ baby, just overall so much fluff ugh)
whoever, however by @twopoppies (director louis/pornstar harry - to some degree anyway, praise kink, posessive louis, exhibitionism, voyeurism, implied getting together)
wrapped in light, in life, in love by orphan account (childhood friends to lovers, louis’ gemma’s best friend au, mpreg, doctor louis/teacher harry, harry is louis’ baby, fluff fluff fluff)
welcome back from the friend zone by @2tiedships2 (best friends to lovers, fake marriage au, omega louis/alpha harry, hurt/comfort, fluff, domestic fluff, getting together)
waiting by @allwaswell16 (omega louis/alpha harry, best friends to lovers, louis takes care of harry and then harry takes care of louis, getting together)
waste the night by @wicked-archer (famous louis/non famous harry, one night stand, implied getting together, porn with plot basically)
want you more than a by @donotdialnine (best friend’s brother au, dom/sub undertones, orgasm denial, harry is louis’ baby, nerd harry, occurrences of bullying, hurt/comfort, obsessed with their dynamic in this fic)
you’re my favorite bird by supernope (strangers to lovers, ornithologist harry/camera shop owner louis, world building, i love how their relationship progresses in this too, louis calls harry his baby need i say more????)
yours in fractions by @kingsofeverything (strangers to fwb to lovers, miscommunication, christmas fic, fluff, domestic fluff, getting together)
you’ll breathe me in (you won’t release) by loadedgunn (dom/sub undertones, `bdsm elements, strangers to friends(?) to lovers, moral dilemmas, discussions of power dynamics, pain kink, praise kink, orgasm denial, daddy kink, harry is louis’ baby, older louis/younger harry, overstimulation, there’s too many to tag but i love their dynamic & the smut & dirty talk)
you take me over, you’re the magic in my veins by supernope (magic au, royal au, prince louis/prince harry, forbidden love, arranged marriage, supportive gemma, possessive louis, mpreg harry, sexual tension, world building, marriage proposals, harry is louis’ baby)
you are my favorite place by soleilouis (famous harry/non famous louis, body worship, mentions of closeting & beards, getting together, harry is louis’ baby)
you smile like the sun by softspoken (fluff fluff fluff fluff, marcel au, read this asap)
you come beating like moth’s wings by supernope (travel abroad au, strangers to friends to fwb to lovers, world building, getting together, slow burn, angst, hurt/comfort)
you’ll be home for christmas by @2tiedships2 (omega louis/alpha harry, heats, getting together, louis is in denial what’s new, protective harry, best friends to lovers)
young hearts on the chase by @polaroidlouis (omega harry/alpha louis, courting, fluff, light angst, getting together, valentine’s day fic, this is so cute i cry)
you’re like a sponge (abrasive and colorful) by @londonderrytea (look louis’ just trying his best, coworker au, insults are compliments, getting together, fond harry, crack fic)
you’re stumbling like the nazarene by sarcasticfluentry (porn with plot, priest louis/church goer harry, idk if church goer is a term but it is now, orgasm denial, getting together, fwb to lovers, religious kink, praise kink, dom/sub undertones)
you make the world taste better by @loveislarryislove (fairtyale au, dark fairytale au, plot twists, descriptions of violence & death, getting together, strangers to friends to lovers, bittersweet ending)
you can be the boss by lourries (boss/employee relationship, ceo louis/intern harry, office sex, desk sex, spanking, daddy kink, dom/sub undertones, porn without plot)
there it is !! hopefully there’s little to no mistakes lol. thank you to all of the talented authors for creating such lovely fics !!! if you end up reading any of these fics & like them, let me know! i love hearing what people think about the fics i recommend :)
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Will you stay?- Bang Chan imagine.
Contains: friends to lovers au. , Divorce, smut, fluff, blindfolding, oral sex, explicit sexual stuff etc . Minors don't interact.
Never once on your life, you thought you could get your shit together and laugh genuinely at the worst in world. falling out of love is worse but it's even more worse if it's your it's not you who fell out of love. Married at 22 and the honeymoon phase hardly lasted for a year and by the age of 26 got yourself labelled as a woman who sabotaged her own marriage in thirst of money. Your ex husband was bitter about your success even before you got married. He thought as a woman, you just did bare minimum and got yourself a high positioned rank by sleeping with one of the rich rags. You tried hard enough to hold on to that rotten red string , but he had the scissors and just cut you off. You weren't willing to sacrifice your career just because of his Immature mindset, yes you loved him, but can't a women love her own hard achieved success more? That's the question you wished to ask everyone who pointed there fingers at you. After divorce you didn't feel pain just numbness. Your self-hatred coming more stronger than ever, even hating the job, you tried Saving since years, getting life on track seemed impossible and at the end just quitted. Moved out of the city just to move back to your home town, the root of your real pain. It wasn't really a town but rather a more flashy city, expensive shits which you were unable to afford in childhood but now it wasn't any big deal. Earth is round and sometimes precious people find you all by themselves. Your highschool friend, the only friend you had throughout your lifetime because of your anti social tactics.
Bang Chan, the social butterfly who almost knew every single student in whole school, he was the hottest guy you ever saw in your life and also the kindest. You had crush on him even before you both were friends, he was your senior,used to help you with those shitty math sums, crack jokes every now and then and scolded you whenever you procrastinated. He came to congratulate you even on your graduation day, even though there were many more students whom he met you were still glad atleast someone bought you a beautiful bouquet of tulips and bellflower. The last time you saw him was before you moved out in search of cheap collages without informing him, as you thought you were just one of many friends he had and won't ever notice someone like you existed.
But god, how much wrong you were.
You met Chan after almost 9 years in convince store and his reaction was almost priceless , like finding treasure. He was now more handsome, beautiful and god-like even after all this years his style of dressing didn't Changed much, he still looked like Kim Kardashian at 2021 met Gala. nevertheless his smile still had those healing properties with his Cresent moon eyes. He was absolutely stunning.
The first sentence he spoke after confirming your identity was 'I missed you' and then tons of lectures and questions . Knowing how narrow-minded you were he gasped dramatically. Cheesiest ways of saying how could I forget my best friend and so on. That day was probably the best day of your life and maybe even the day after years you really smiled. You both exchanged numbers and addresses and his home was just 10 minutes away from yours. Destiny indeed.
Now it's been over 7 months since you met Chan again and he never made you felt like you were just one of his 109 friends. Chan made you feel special, after knowing what kind of disaster you faced he was even more supporting of you, you both used to spend weekend together watching variety of shows and movies going to stargazing, best friend goals. After many years you knew even if Chan had many people to confide with he never really did. He was alone, just a night owl obsessed with work. You were happy. And he was happy too. Being just friends was enough for you, but not for him . He was slowly trying to find courage to confess his love to you. He liked you fuck from highschool days. He found you once randomly staring at him across the room and when you suddenly disappeared all his fantasies were scattered, he knew your dreams and was willing to help you with your every step. knowing how messed up your household was from your neighbours he felt guilty for not being able to give you happiness. He loved you, but was helded by his own insecurities.
Not anymore though, he wasn't the same coward who just stared at the love of his life from distance. Being the extra human he was, he bought you one of the most expensive restaurant of the whole country, man was loaded. After driving for almost 5 hours you both finally reached there .
Now a nervous Chan sitting infront of you. You being oblivious to the fact that he has a beautiful diamond ring and a confession to make. Chan handed you the menu card and every single dish had an extraordinary name, without much thought you placed the order.
"atleast tell me now, why are we here?" You asked the man infront of you who was behaving extra weird today, he looked sick and was occassionally asking you random questions.
"No reason, I was in mood for long drives and... You know have a nice meal" Chan said fidgeting with his fingers he was acting like a flustered high school guy it was clearly indicating that he was lying but you didn't really care, Chan was weird sometimes.
"Sounds fake, but okay. By the way you aren't sick right?" You asked Chan out of pure concern as he was sweating profusely even in an cold AC room.
"I am fine, just feeling a little hot. Don't worry", Chan said it was more like he was convincing himself that he was fine and shouldn't worry. He wasn't a teenager but a human with responsibilities who once again fell for someone out of his league, he used to think that and he still sees you as a literal goddess. While he was lost deep in his thoughts, the waiter came with food , and this was his opportunity to shoot his arrow. You both started eating and talked like being in paradise.
"did you liked anyone in highschool?", Chan asked you out of blue making you almost choke on food. The only person whom you liked throughout your highschool days was the guy sitting infront of you and you didn't really remembered much guys and the best answer was probably saying a lie with little truth.
"no one lol", you answered trying to sound chilled but since highschool crush topic was out you weren't able to keep your curiosity with yourself.
"What about you, liked someone?", You asked trying to sound nonchalant and not desperate and bitter.
This was the Exactly the conversation that Chan planned in his mind. And here started his way to either heaven or pit of rejection.
"I loved someone", Chan said and you this time you really choked from the depth of your heart, you thought Chan was anti romantic type of guy as he never talked about of his female friends with you or bragged about his non existent dating life. Trying again to not sound jealous or bitter you spoke again.
" Who was that lucky bit-- I mean girl yes girl? Who was she?", You asked, almost letting out the bitch loudly. You weren't sure but you saw Chan smiling cheekily, he was really getting old acting weird more and more everyday.
"Well... Someone from our school",Chan said and you swear you didn't made a disgusting face showing pure jealousy. The best human in your life and your first ever crush had crush on somebody, you didn't knew why you were feeling so fucking bitter but you weren't able to handle the curiosity anymore.
"Tell me her damn name", you asked Chan in a frustrating tone not being able to keep jealousy to yourself.
"Why you being angry", Chan asked followed by his small laugh.
"I am angry, just the food was a little spicy you answer me now, her name?", You answered Chan with your defenses up and still sticking with your previous question.
Chan in response got a little serious now,you thought he was being childish now, he wasn't a kid who was given a dare to name out his crush yet he was acting like one.
"You won't leave me right, I mean after I answer your question?", Chan asked you and you didn't knew what to say in response you were now a little sus about him.
"fine don't answer, keep secrets", you said and continued eating. The next thing Chan said made you now choke and die on food.
"I loved you and I still love you" Chan said looking down at the table head hanging down like his teenage self just confessed he watched porn infront of his parents. You were shocked, frozen and the your heartbeat 10x faster, you didn't knew how to react and tried to find humor in this extraordinary situation.
"Chan, you kidding right?", You asked Chan with a nervous smile on your face. Chan looked up at you , his eyes trying to find yours but you avoided the eye contact.
"I am serious, I liked you from HighSchool times, I saw you for the first time in library when you were looking at me, I swear you were so beautiful and even now after all this years after seeing you I can't, I can't help but fall for you all over again, sorry"
Chan confessed, his voice filled with sincerity and vulnerability his sentences were scattered here and there and incomplete explanation but still you understood everything he really poured his heart to you, you felt like crying even if you both weren't such stupid cowards back then, then today you won't have turned out a divorced women and Chan a guy who grew out lonely even if he had a world for him.
"What should I say Chan?", You asked Chan you were sounding like a girl whose bf told her to breakup even if the situation was exact opposite. Even if you love Chan , you didn't think about him reciprocating same feelings back to you. You were beyond insecure with your love emotions. One thing was sure you won't be able to love Chan without being a bundle on him. Your emotion Baggage was too big and you didn't want Chan to get his heart too with your stupid emotions.
"I love you and I will be really really good to you. Please try staying with me I will try really hard to earn space in your heart, please?" His confession was like literally begging. You weren't able to believe if he was real or not, if it was a dream that will end as soon as cruel morning comes, this felt like fantasy. Chan was a amazing man, he had everything money ,honour ,beauty a nice heart. He was like a character written by women so perfect so delicate yet strong, and he loves you this fact was enough for to lose your mind. but you thought you were a taint to his beauty, you were a character full of inferior complexes and a person too easy to dislike thats what illusion you made about yourself. A random extra in her own story.
"I will pay the bill, let's talk later", you said and walked away immediately to pay the bill leaving a clueless and disheartened human behind. Chan was able to see how you stopped yourself from saying love you too and throwing yourself in his arms. He wasn't same from HighSchool a guy who gets overwhelmed by his own emotions and gets unable to see others. He knew you had atleast a small space for him in your heart and to make a big room for himself he had to throw out all your insecurities and self hatred. He followed you like a lost puppy and he wanted to pay for food but you already did and now you were already out of restaurant searching for his car to get back.
Chan sitted beside you, without doing anything silence and awkward air surrounding you both.
"start the car", you said breaking down the silence, you were extremely worthless and trash as you made the only one person whom you love feel like nothing.
"Just answer me, will you try dating me please", Chan said his voice again passing draggers into your heart. Trying to form any logical explanation you spoke again.
"I am not looking for relationship right now, see Chan you are amazing, but I can't make you happy now and did you forgot that I am divorced, please understand" you said expressing your real insecurities and fear, fear of not being able to keep a man happy.
"you don't want relationship because you divorced that fucking trash of a man?", Chan asked he was getting frustrated you thought but he just wanted to make you happy and not deny what your heart wants.
"my mind isn't stable, I might just irritate you everytime with my mood, you will will get tired of me and leave me -- I don't want to be alone again I will die if you leave me", you confessed tears threatening to fall out of your eyes there wasn't any doubt that you loved Chan he filled the void in you in just months made you happy but you didn't wanted to just take and take and give nothing in return. Chan's hand found yours interlocking your fingers with so much delicateness that you might cry.
"you think so low of me, just stay by my side I will make you so happy that you will hardly get time to think about your past, trust me", Chan said his fingers slightly lifting your chin up to look into your eyes, you looked in his eyes filled with so much care and this was your last straw before breaking down in his arms.
"I love you, I love you so fuckin much, you were my first love my only friend, my everything, please-- please love me", you confessed tightening your arms around Chan, his scent making you feel safe and like home, his one caressing your hair and other wiping away the tears. Even though the scene was more like a dramatic clique scene whatever emotions you both felt was unexplainable.
"So you my girlfriend now hmm?"Chan asked you for first time in night his voice containing pure happiness and excitement.
"I have a sexy boyfriend", you said smiling from ear to ear against Chan's chest. The label boyfriend making your heart flutter, you didn't knew happiness like this can even exist.
"My love", Chan said his voice sweeter than honey, suddenly the night was more starry."now can we go home?" You asked Chan finally breaking the hug, reality hitted you now Home was 3- 4 hours away.
"I made a reservation in hotel, we gonna spend night there", Chan casually said making your heart jump out of your chest.
"pervert, you planned everything seriously", you said dramatically and giving him a playful digusting look.
"I booked two rooms", Chan said now starting the engine making you feel embarrassed. "Who is pervert now~" Chan said in air teasing you more.
The rest of the ride you both talked about anything and everything. Confessing how you used to find ways to always be in each others vision etc. Both of you finding a new thirsty side of each other. Nothing felt uncomfortable, it was happiness those inhumane laughs crazy tricks you both used to pull everything was heaven. After some time you both reached infront of a gaint hotel , it looked expensive af but regardless Chan knew how to waste money and you were tired of lecturing him about savings.
"let's go", Chan said removing your seatbelt and getting out of car to open the door for ya. He was being so cheesy gentleman and you were enjoying every minute.
"room 42 and 43" Chan said to the receptionist and she handed two keys to him. Thanking her then getting on elevator, you were a little disappointed that you weren't sharing room with Chan, yes you were pervert and total simp for Chan, he was too hot and your sexual drive was getting higher each passing second. The elevator doors opened and you got off. Chan handed you the room key and softly kissed your forehead, both you wished it was your lips.
"if you want anything, just knock okay?" Chan said in his lovely tone, I want you you internally screamed, nevertheless you gave him a nod and got inside that expensive room .
Starring at the ceiling while lying on the bed your mind was full of Chan, you knew he wasn't probably sleeping and was wasting time in watching random shit on internet and you were hungry, hungry for Chan, it wasn't your fault that Chan was so hot. Trying to fall asleep and fidgeting here to there you finally decided to knock on Chan's room door. A danger zone. You noticed how the door flunged open in less than few seconds.
"Hi" you said scratching back of your head and trying to think what next to say.
"Hi..?"Chan said being confused.
"there is cockroach in my room, let me stay with you" you said a clear white lie. Taking impulsive action were never good for you.Chan sighed before opening the door fully and signalling you to come. This was your happiest day ever.
"whY you lying", Chan asked you as you plopped yourself on sofa besides bed. He asked the sentence in a sarcastic way.
"Do you you wanna kiss me?", You asked Chan with a straight serious face catching him off-guard, you didn't wanted to waste more time, you wanted to do everything with Chan, yes fucking on first day of dating was a little too early but you fantasized about this gorgeous man since ages, in your eyes he looked total dom but his reaction to your question was making you doubt your thoughts.
"Are you sure", Chan asked you clearing his throat.
"Are you virgin?"you asked Chan, he was being too nervous.
"Obviously not"Chan answered you in duh tone, rolling his eyes. And it was getting awkward.
"The cockroach must have gone by now I should go, bye", you blabbered and got up ready to leave, you were about to open the door but Chan grabbed your hand and before you knew anything his hands were on your cheeks cupping them softly and his lips so close to yours, Chan's eyes were looking straight in your orbs , your heartbeat stronger than ever.
"Can I?", Chan asked your consent his thumb softly brushing against your lower lip. This man had totally made you insane, something stirred inside you. Chan was perfect he was everything you wished. You gave him a small nod and slowly his lips touched against yours, you wanted to cry, his lips felt so good, he didn't rushed his movements everything was happening in slow motion, he holded you with such a vulnerability like he was afraid that you will go, your hand reached his head, fingers moving through his soft locks. You felt his tongue inside your mouth , you felt a electricity run down your body when the kiss deepened.
We kiss again. The next kiss is the kind that breaks open the sky. It steals my breath and gives it back. It shows me that every other kiss I’ve had in my life has been wrong.
Breaking the kiss Reluctantly in need of air, Chan rested his forehead against yours. He was hot almost like burning, sweating.
"Why are you so nervous, Chan?", You asked Chan hugging him tightly clinging like the last leaf to the tree.
"I am scared, I just love you", He said engulfing you in his arms. And you Finally felt, what real love feels like.
"Love you too", you replied softly.
"Do you wanna continue..?"Chan asked you his tone little less scared.
"Off course", you said looking at him with smile, something inside you told it was okay to let out your freaky side infront of Chan. Chan smiled back and suddenly turned you around , the large bed infront of you.
"Lie down there",Chan whispered in your ears , his low register sending shivers down your spine. This was exactly how you pictured Chan to be, your inner submissive almost died. You followed Chan's word and laid on your back on the bed, now you were feeling like a virgin. His eyes roaming through the room in search of something.
"Are you okay with being blindfolded?", Chan asked you as he came back with the tie he wore today and was rolling it slightly in his palms, and you swear you never saw a man so hot in your entire life. Getting blindfolded was one of your unfulfilled kinks.
"ye- yes", you replied your tone filled with thrill and excitement. Chan came back to you standing near you, his hand softly cupped your cheeks , before bringing the tie to use it in sinistrous way tonight. The cloth felt strange to your eyes, his cologne smell hitting you and Chan caught your shy smile, His heart felt so fluffy. Tieing a comfortable knot Chan sat on bed near your waist. His hands slowly crept near your stomach leaving a direct lingering touch on the sensitive skin, eventually going upwards while giving a little squeeze to add stimulation, his hands reached your boobs, you didn't wore bra, and he wasn't surprised maybe your nipples perked up enough to get noticed, his middle and index finger Rolling your sensitive bundle of nerves, the blindfold making his every touch more intense, your breath was heavy you let out a suprised moan when Chan gropped your right boob in an erotic way, this sole action increasing your wetness down there you were getting impatient. You moaned his name a little loudly when his lips came in contact with your sensitive neck, sucking in a painful way, inorder to leave a hickey.
"Should I touch you here", Chan asked you as his hand reached to your area where you needed him to the most, hands going directly inside your panties ,but not touching he was a teaser.
"yes please", you moaned almost breathlessly too tired of intense foreplay. You just wanted Chan to rip off your clothes and fuck you till sunrise. Getting satisfaction with your answer Chan finally removed every clothing of your lower body, leaving you completely bare, all at his mercy. His finger moved up and down on your opening , the wetness making Chan easily slip his one finger deep inside you.
" my baby is so wet, because of who?", Chan asked you as his finger was moving slowly inside of you and thumb rubbing circles on the bundle of nerves.
"because of.. you", you admitted without any hesitation trying to grind yourself on his hand, begging for more.
"Good", Chan said and without saying anything he added another finger inside you moving a little faster inside your cunt, rubbing your walls with a little pressure, scissoring them inside you painfully and making way for a third finger too and by then you were a complete moaning mess, his fingers were pleasure yet torture the blindfold making your senses weak. Mind full of whatever Cham was giving you. Your legs were shaking sign of your orgasm approaching you, by one hand Chan holded your thighs tightly to their place fingers now moving more faster to make you reach the peak of pleasure.
"Chan.. I--I-I-- wanna cum please", you moaned your little squeaks and begs almost making Chan's cock cum right inside boxers. With some final thrust of his fingers, you cummed the hardest you could imagine, squeaky sounds coming as Chan was fingering you through your orgasm, you almost crying from overstimulation. Moaning his name like a chant.
"you did well",Chan praised you finally removing his fingers from you leaving you empty, but it won't have last wrong. Chan removed your blindfold , the bright lights hurting your eyes, you adjusted your vision and the image of Chan sucking his wet fingers coated with your liquid came directly in front of your eyes. Letting out a helpless whine.
Chan plopped himself on knees on either side of your thighs, finally letting his cock out, leaking with precum, and he was big, thick , you didn't thought he could get even hotter.
"Ready baby?", Chan asked you as he fully undressed himself as well as removing your top, your mind hazey . The scene which you pictured since highschool finally happening.
"yes", you replied Chan, he came down to kiss you passionately and slowly entering inside you. You moaned painfully, tears pulling your vision, it was a painful pleasure. Chan kissed away your tears and hand interlocking with yours after finally being fully inside you he started to move at slow pace.
"you feel so good Chan", almost screaming from pleasure, your whines were fuel to Chan's ego and he increased the pace. Body slapping sound filling the room, his groans were most sexy thing you ever heard. Again and again his tip hitting your deepest spots.
"I am close", you moaned out breathlessly, pleasure becaming too much to handle .you released around his cock, reaching the peak second time at night.
After giving a few more thrusts Chan cummed at your stomach, he was still sane enough to not curse you with kids while being lost in pleasure."I love you", he said as he settled beside you hugging you tightly. This was heaven.
"love you too", you said , your voice a little hoarse.
"by the way I forgot that I bought a ring to propose you", Chan said, realisation hitting him, that he forgot to say the long ass paragraph that he was supposed to say while sitting on one knee. You smiled at his guilty face.
"don't worry, propose me after having shower", you said heart filled with pure joy and happiness . Happiness of knowing that You love someone who will always love you back.
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