#THEY made that shit up by taking posts of me being TRAUMATIZED about 2 of my cats' deaths
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The Social Media Manager: The Series (Part 2)
Another installment of the social media manager series
Another shout out to @thebearsoc for the inspiration!
The Moodboard/OG blurb
Part 1 Introductions and Donuts
Meetings, Meetings, Meetings
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“Wait, wait, wait-” Richie started rubbing a hand against the back of his head, “You’re tellin’ me, Marcus’s party girl 20-somethin’ year old friend is getting access to our social media? That’s bull, and you know it, Natalie.”
Natalie rolled her eyes and glanced in Marcus’s direction, “Marcus, Rusty has done this before, right?” he nodded before explaining, “Nat, Richie, I’m tellin’ ya’, Rusty is really good at this shit. Just give her a shot.”
Carmy entered the sitting area of The Bear and sat next to Natalie without saying anything, “I don’t think we can afford this, Marcus. I’m sure Rusty is a wonderful social media manager, but the budgets tight.” Natalie sighed, staring at her computer screen.
“That's the thing- you guys have a hookup.” Marcus grinned, hoping that this would be enough of a selling point. “Rusty owes me one. She’d probably do the setup for free, and I can do all the posting. She helped me redo my account when I came back from Cophegan- I went from like 100 followers to like 1,000 in a month.”
Carmy looked around the group before nodding in Marcus’s direction, “Call her.”
Carmy stood up and walked out of the dining area through the kitchen and into the office, where his phone had been plugged in to charge. He quickly opened his phone, went to the seldomly used Instagram app, typed in your handle, and smiled as your account came up. He’d been Instagram stalking you since he’d heard Marcus giving Syd your handle. She’d laughed about it being a reference to a K-pop group he’d never heard of; granted, he’d never really listened to any of those groups. So far, he’d learned that you have an eclectic taste in music, an affinity for putting googly eyes on potted plants, a love for fancy coffees with overpriced pastries, and had, in fact, known Marcus since high school. He liked your style. There was something free about it; he admired your creativity. Carmy took notes about you through the account. Your highlight reels being indicative of your personality, the ‘Rusty cooking??’ highlight reel was particularly traumatizing. He wondered how you’d gotten into your 20s without knowing how to actually chop an onion, but he could show you how to do it properly; just the idea of that made his heart flutter. Carmy was incredibly attracted to you, but when you’d posted a boomerang of you kissing a guy’s cheek and tagged the guy’s account with a heart emoji, he was worried this would be another unrequited crush.
When you walked into The Bear the next day in a pair of trousers with your hair up and a pair of glasses perched on your nose, Carmy felt like his heart was going to explode. He beelined for the bathroom to make sure he didn’t have anything in his teeth and washed his hands in an attempt to get the smell of cigarettes off his hands before going to talk to you.
“So that’s what I would recommend doing for TikTok. The algorithm is tricky, but once you get on its good side, it can be really great publicity.” Carmy swallowed as he listened to you explain your strategy to Natalie and Richie. Natalie seemed impressed, while Richie seemed wary. “This is all really great Rusty. Thanks for getting back to me so quickly.” Natalie smiled as she shuffled a pile of documents into a yellow folder. You shrugged and responded with a playful laugh before explaining that work had been slow at the moment, so you had some extra free time to take a peak at the analytics you could see without access to the account details.
After Richie and Natalie said their goodbyes, Richie was still seemingly cold toward hiring a social media manager and you in general. The two of them discussed it as they walked toward the kitchen. Carmy waited until they had walked through the kitchen door before approaching you. If he struck out with you he’d prefer not to do it within earshot of his sister and Richie; he’d never live it down. “Hey.” Carmy greeted awkwardly, rocking on his heels.
You smiled back, “Hey you. Long time no see.” Carmy blushed at your flirtatious tone. “How you doin’ Carmy? Spendin’ a lot of time on Instagram, huh?”
Carmy needed some clarification on the comment. You noticed and giggled before explaining, “You liked a picture on my account from like two years ago.” Carmy tightly grinned out of embarrassment. He hesitantly nodded, “Uh yeah—Marcus recommended you do our social media stuff… I just wanted to check out what you post.”
He hoped he saved himself, but self-doubt was taking over. He watched as you began twirling a strand of hair on your index finger. “It’s okay, Carmy. I think you’re cute, and I’m going out on Friday with a couple of friends… if you happen to show up at this bar across town called The White Rabbit, I might let you buy me a drink.”
Carmy was speechless. He was by no means an experienced dater, and within that limited experience, he’d never had a girl come onto him like this. You noticed his awkwardness and found it endearing. “No pressure. You can also just call me sometime.”
You pulled a Sharpie out of your bag and grabbed Carmy’s wrist to write your number across his forearm, “Bye, Carmy.” you winked before walking past him, making sure he’d get a whiff of your perfume.
“B-bye Rus-sty.” Carmy managed to stutter out as he watched you walk out of the front entrance. He pushed the heel of his hand against his jaw. You were different, and it scared him, but also found it enchanting.
#the bear#carmen berzatto#carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto imagine#carmy the bear#carmen berzatto one shot#carmen berzatto x reader#carmy berzatto x reader#carmen berzatto x you#carmy berzatto imagine#carmen berzatto fluff#the bear fx#the bear hulu#the bear fic#marcus the bear#natalie the bear#richie jerimovich#sydney the bear
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Tw: lesbophobia, bullying, petty bitching about the Mean Girls remake and a subset of OG movie fans:
I Know. I KNOW its a me thing. But I saw a post that broke containment about the new Mean Girls movie how OMG REGINA CANONICALLY SINGS ABOUT GETTING GIRLS IN THE END SONG and my first response was "oh god, really?"
Look, I was never wild about the whole "Regina George was secretly closeted and that's why she picked on Janis to distract from her own feelings and save herself" fan theory but at least it was JUST a fan theory. And I know the original movie ending where it turns out Janis isn't even really gay, she was Lebanese and Regina got confused, and see she dances with a boy at the end, it's all okay she wasn't ACTUALLY a dyke!!!! - yeah I rolled my eyes too. Yeah, that was dumb and a coward's move, but idk. At least the movie itself, even if it copped out at the end by not risking having two of the protagonists be ACTUALLY gay in a teen movie...at least it seems aware that homophobic bullying is bad??
The original movie, whatever else you can say about it, or how it handled that issue or any others...at least tried to take that shit seriously. Janis was an outcast years after middle school who flinches at the idea of Damian telling anyone new about what Regina said about her for fear any new friends would abandon her immediately over it. Even Regina herself (blithely, callously, of course, but it's meant to be that) admits that the bullying Janis got as a result of Regina spreading those rumors about her made Janis break down, cut her hair and have to leave school temporarily over the rumors. Regina said that. Herself. With no remorse but she said it. The movie is a comedy, but it doesn't shy away from how brutal bullying of all forms can be. That's kind of the whole point of the goddamn movie.
But idk if the fans of this theory haven't experienced that much bullying themselves or its just a coping mechanism I can't relate to...that theory of "oh Regina's a closet case homophobe poor thing" just completely (to me) softens the whole thing, these fans do it to by making Regina in a sense, another victim. They may not intend it that way, but in the few times I've seen a Mean Girls post and my nostalgia got me scrolling a bit I've stumbled on this. Seen it in various places online and it always made me want to hiss like a wet cat because it's always like "omg poor Regina comphet sucks <333" and. Hork. Im sorry, hork.
Sorry, but I spent too much time BEING on the receiving end of that shit in middle school, getting called names and treated like an actual disease up until I moved to high school with mostly a whole new set of people over the fact someone spread rumors I was a lesbian, to feel anything but frustration over that. Yeah. I was Janis. I'll admit I can't be "objective" here. I never did any of the shit she does in Mean Girls in revenge, I never had the power or inclination, it wasn't a former friend who started it, but yeah I'm biased because that character was me. I know what it was like to be her because I lived it. And yeah, it kind of sucked!!! Did get better, but yeah. Was what it was.
It's a big part of why I've never liked the trope in popular culture that the loudest homophobic bullies are actually closet cases. It's not that "right wing politician caught soliciting blowjobs" has never been a headline but come on. Most of the people who trash queer people do it because they just hate us. Its trivializing of homophobic harassment to act like that's 1) a good explanation for most cases 2) much less an excuse and that's how it can be used. It'd be one thing if a self-hating person's mindset was like. Actually explored with depth and nuance as part of a story. But otherwise, nah. Miss my formerly lowkey traumatized teenage ass with that dismissive cliched shit.
So even the idea that the movie might be lending any kind of weight to that theory about Regina, however subtle or subtextual, that is??? Yeah funny lol, such iconic, very Representation. Fucking bite me. My lesbian ass is tuning right the fuck out. I'm not paying movie ticket prices to see this, if I'm gonna basically get the sort of person who would've made my life hell as a preteen and tween get turned into One Of Us with the expectation that's going to make me freak out with joy. Even if allegedly they did actually make Janis a lesbian (which, good for them if they did).
Of course, it could just be fans blowing something out of proportion but. Like y'all are not making me want to see this movie MORE and I was at best lukewarm on it having never seen the musical and being lowkey burnt out on the idea of yet another remake.
#idk if these girls are just that detached from the reality of what it's like to bullied period or what. Must be nice#ignore me i'm just stressed and strung out for a variety of reasons I'm trying to distract myself#from a health scare im having lately and trying to get answers for by any means necessary#if that includes whinging about something petty#to partly let steam off about bigger things and also cheer myself up#in case anyone else agrees and wants to bitch with me so be it. kvetching is good for the soul sometimes#tho to be clear this fan theory and that trope has always genuinely annoyed me
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The Roo-seum...
group pics and other stuff under the cut! (just to avoid flooding the dash lmao)
CAS pics in the NEXT POST
Now onto me ranting.
The Roo-seum is a 16 sim project that's consumed me for the last couple of days (in a good way), this explores most of Roo's lifespan (not implying he's dead LMAO), from the age of 9 years old, up to now, 28 years old, talking about what he went through for each year (for the most part anyways), of course, I didn't start at 1 or 2 years old, mainly because, way back when I made all of these Roo's (roughly back in July '23, this is not an idea that suddenly sparked, I only acted on it because I have a way to show off each age that isn't a Picrew lmao... I can't draw well so I just used TS4), I made them in Picrew, which... at the time couldn't find a Picrew with kids/babies so the youngest I went was around 9 years old, and just built up from there.
Roo is my persona gone OC, around 5 or 6 years ago, I put on this persona of "Roo", which started as "The Unfortunate Roo" and Roo's (or Mine, since this was technically a Persona, doubling as an OC) design was COMPLETELY different back then, He wasn't a he, the design was a sucubus I think, I don't really recall and I really couldn't care for it, it's embarrassing 💀 I don't remember how he came to fruition, but I remember finding this one picrew that I LOVED, and I used that picrew to create ~Roo~, his initial design was akin to the 22-23 year old Roo, there's a lot about his design that I could talk about but will avoid doing so, but just know that his Sims design isn't super on the dot to what his actual design is supposed to look like.
So... what's Piametia?? Why did you come up with that?? How did you come up with that?? To be honest, I never actually came up with a name up until yesterday when writing the note for 10-12 year old Roo, I don't really remember what sparked me to come up with a condition that "has the Patient suffer a sudden loss or gain in pigmentation and melanin in the eyes and hair," I guess 17 year old me thought it was cool, and it is! It opened up a new story for him, where I couldn't provide story (for someone without Piametia), like how being affected by Piametia caused him to go from extremely accepting of himself, to getting bullied into "normalizing himself," While he achieved this, it was really in vain, because he was still bullied for his condition, but as he grew older, out of his teen years and into adulthood, it bothered him less and less, because, well, shit like that doesn't fucking matter, sure it still bothered him, sure it still traumatized him to some degree, but it's just what some stupid kids say, it doesn't determine what his worth is, and he understands that, so after recovering from almost ending his life, he realized that something had to change, he couldn't live in this wallowing ball of agony because some kids determined "hey! That kid is different! They're no longer as cool as we are! Get him!!"
I should also mention that he didn't develop Piametia til he was around 9 years old, which is exactly what the condition does, it's genetic (although it never occurred in Reese or Virginia, the only reasonable conclusion was that it skipped a generation) and it's drilled into the person's DNA and only takes effect before puberty (in the average kid). So Roo was considered a part of the other kids' little cliques and stuff, but only until his hair and eyes changed color.
I kind of hyped this up to be something extravagant and maybe it is, idk, I don't have the eyes of the audience, I'm just a guy who made this and I have a rather critical view of my work sometimes, I try not to, but force of habit lmao. I really liked making this because Roo is an OC who has grown with me, mainly because he's both a persona of me while also being an OC, so where I change and grow, he often reflects that change and growth, in his own ways of course, I often wish he was real, but he's not and that's the harsh reality. Also gonna clarify that his life does NOT completely reflect mine, I'm only 18, he's ten years older then me lmao, where he was 8 I was 10 years to be conceived- Roo is still his own character, he's had his own relationships, all of which have went poorly (reflecting my own), and even had his own stalker (which escalated)- But parts of his life like when he became extremely homophobic of himself and who he truly was is not reflective of myself, I never had that stage in life (whether you did or not however is not a bad thing unless your actually just homophobic, then gtfo like?? 😭).
I went on a rant there, and I probably could've kept going, but figured I should stop at some point lol, but I hope you guys like this, I sure LOVED making this and I love doing Roo related things and posts. I also provided text in the image descriptions in case it's hard to read in the images (I tried to keep it as clear and readable as possible), and in case anyone who uses a screen-reader finds this post :)
#tw sui mention#tw sui talk#outside of the group pics i feel like the poses dont make too much sense#but I also originally planned to have a full 16 sim lineup so... yea#I think the poses do match the Roo tho esp since I did try to make the poses match their personality at the time#Roo#Rooseum#ts4#ts4 simblr#sims 4#simblr#the sims 4#blender#sims 4 blender#ts4 blender#ts4 render#sims 4 render#blender render
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I feel like I remember a post going around a while ago about the inherent tragedy of Fallout 4 and the anti-climax that is Finding Shaun and- I just can’t stop thinking about it. I can’t.
(Going under a cut because this post got away from me LMAO)
It’s a tragedy. Your son is a cold horrific monster of a man who looks at people as experiments over being people. He’s egotistical to the point of thinking of himself as somehow larger than life- not quite godly, but something more adjacent to that- because of his control over life. *Because of how they groomed him to be. He was never allowed to be a “normal” kid. The Shaun we meet is doomed, hopeless, and it’s… heartbreaking. That’s your son and.
And he’s dead. He dies no matter what faction you choose. There’s no chance for true reconciliation.
(*There’s something to say about the parallels between Shaun and Maxson as characters that I’ve talked about to others in the past but still sticks with me. Not the post for it necessarily, but I wanted to mention it.)
For me personally, the ending of Fallout 4 wasn’t victorious, it was hollow. Now, part of that is definitely influenced by what I was going through at the time, but it has stuck with me how the only lights of hope I felt were… well it was Deacon. He made it less empty. Made it feel like it meant something good.
I didn’t like pushing the button though. I thought about all the shit that could’ve taken from Institute and used for the wasteland for something good. Thought about Shaun. Thought about how I couldn’t truly say goodbye to him. Felt like I was playing out the motions, and that fucking slideshow did nothing to help the hollowness.
It’s not victorious. But then we keep going anyway. There is still work to be done. And there’s companions to keep you company, to make the world a little brighter.
And Jesus Christ I love that fucking game. I love the sandbox and I love the way that when it hits? It fucking hits.
And guess what! Fallout 3? Fallout 76? Also fucking tragedies.
Sure, Broken Steel brings the LW back from the dead, but Lone died even if Lone isn’t “dead”. The slideshow still plays. You wake up and suddenly aren’t dead, but you should be. You should be. You, a nineteen year old kid were tasked with being a martyr. Sarah is pissed off when you ask her to do it. It should be you in the eyes of the narrative. You should be the one bearing the weight of martyrdom. Follow in your Father’s footsteps.
Fallout 76? I… your nuking the Appalachia repeatedly. Everything is gone by 2277. The bright future meant to rejuvenate the Wasteland ends up destroying it. Idfk what else there is to say on that front.
And these are just… the main Bethesda titles. 1, 2, and NV are arguably in the same boat but there’s a bit more in the sense that… well for those ones it’s much more about the “you’ve won, but at what cost?”. In the original Fallout, and let’s say you take the (I think more popular route) of talking to the Master rather than fighting him: you watch someone realize the weight of the atrocities they’ve committed, realize they had no purpose, and then kill himself and everyone there after you personally have gone through actually psychic hell to approach him. Then, you get kicked out of your only home you’ve ever known!
Fallout 2? You home is decimated, your people traumatized, and you must rebuild it from the ground up. You defeated the Enclave, but they took something from you that can’t be replaced or forgotten.
New Vegas… god there’s so much there and there’s another point I want to make to this post- make I can make it feed into this but- the Mojave gets ravaged by war. No matter who wins, atrocities will continue to have been done and to be committed. There’s deadly forces on the horizon who don’t give a SHIT about this petty war and the fucking dumb politics of these major powers. It will hit any faction hard and unmercifully. And there was still a war that consumed an entire land. So companion has a truly “happy” end. They’re all scarred and broken and have to make peace with the path they’ve chosen. People win, but they don’t win, y’know?
And I wish- as much as I love these tragedies- I wish there was more… hope. I wish that the world of Fallout allowed the brightness to shine through a little brighter. To allow the people who try to rebuild into something new to be more successful, to be allowed to take the narrative into their hands, bECAUSE HOLY FUCK DOES THIS DARK ASS WORLD HAVE SO MUCH MORE HOPE THEN ITS EVER GIVEN CREDIT FOR.
Begin Again is a rallying cry for me. The end of Lonesome Road, if you spare Ulysses, is a rebellion against the fucking cycle of violence and hatred. You want to BUILD something. Create rather than just regurgitate the old world into something more twisted than it’s corpse.
Surviving the purifier? Rebelling against the notion that you must die, that you must be a martyr, taking your life into your own hands? Watching a source of clean water be handed out for free and spread across the Wastes? Fucking! Breathing new life into Harold and so he breathes new life into the Earth?
Living even though you’ve lost all your family? Getting a new one in the people who follow you? Helping people rebuild the Commonwealth after it’s been terrorized and destroyed? Leaving this world stronger and safer then when you came into it?
Honestly- this post got away from me. @persephotea got me in my Fallout 4 thoughts (of which I have so many and they’re always trying to burst out of me) and I got to thinking about what I try to write about in my fics. Hope. Hope, hope, hope.
I choose a kinder Fallout world not because I’m trying to soften the edges, but because I want to believe that humanity has such an ability to be kind if it chooses to. That a world ravaged by destruction would CHOOSE kindness and growth. That despite all the darkness and selfishness, people would choose to Begin Again.
It’s all a fucking tragedy, but that’s only if the cycle continues. We can change it. We can end it. Just gotta choose to do it.
If you got this far, thank you for reading my tired thoughts and please please please share yours. I want to hear your thoughts so bad. Okay okay, I’ll post now.
#astra rambles#astra meta#fallout 4#fallout new vegas#fallout 3#It’s early morning and I need to go back to sleep#but these thoughts needed to be typed up#all these games have flaws BUT HOLY FUCK never ever think I hate any of them#there’s so much there#I feel so much about this world#it means so fuckinf much to me and I just#know that I love them#that I want to see something bloom from them
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thinking about post-implantation wash again.....
cause like. the rvb writers dropped a lot of balls, but this is the one i find personally the most upsetting. like. a soldier getting irreparably fucked up by an experiment gone wrong is the kind of premise i read fanfiction about (that probably says something about me but im not gonna examine it. moving on). especially since he STAYED with freelancer???? you could take this in so many different directions- his fellow freelancers are worried about him but he pushes through anyway. his fellow freelancers ARENT worried about him and push him harder than he can handle. the director pulls the ai fragments and theres hostility from more than just the one-dimensional "raging bitch" character. the director DOESNT pull the ai fragments, which seriously calls into question the ethics of the whole operation (which i believe is more in line with the pfl that was described in earlier seasons, but thats a story for another time) AND puts potential pressure on wash to get another implantation (oh my GOD. show me THAT version of pfl).
and of couse. how could i possibly forget epsilon. there is something so uniquely tasty about 2 characters who went through something traumatic together and then didnt see each other again until ages later- ESPECIALLY when one of them was the cause, even though they werent directly at fault, and the other was just unlucky enough to be involved. like holy shit????? the TENSION that would cause???? the discomfort being around each other? the guilt? having nowhere to place the blame except the director?? oh my GOD literally any interaction between them couldve had so much FLAVOUR. im not saying they need to be the main focus of the story or anything but we didnt get a single interaction!! not even a crumb!! like. do something with the fact that wash needed to have alpha in his head in season 6 despite refusing to ever have another ai after epsilon. do something with wash needing to SEE and HEAR and TALK TO epsilon again. do something with epsilon remembering fucking exploding in washs head!!!! im not asking for a lot here- asking for a lot would be suggesting a scenario like the one from season 6, except wash needs EPSILON in his head for some reason and gets legitimately triggered by it or cant bring himself to do it. thats the kind of shit i want to see, but i understand that that isnt carolina-centric enough so ill get it from fanfiction as god intended. but cant i ask for at least some awkwardness? maybe an uncomfortable confrontation? irrational hostility? SOMETHING. it doesnt have to be the focus but it should be THERE.
and like. youd think that this is an issue with retconning. and it kind of is, but its more about missed opportunities. like. i dont mind the retcon that freelancer was always its own thing, or that church was always an ai. those things are cool! they take the story in a more interesting direction! yeah it makes things more confusing and id prefer if the retcons werent necessary, but. its not the end of the world. but the thing with wash is. they did a really cool and interesting thing by having an ai COMMIT SUICIDE in his fucking HEAD. and then they went back on it! they very quickly went from "this clearly left a lasting impact on him" to "oh well it was bad, probably worse than hes letting on, but some of it was an act! so he could take em down from the inside!" to "yeah i mean he screamed while it was happening but he was fine when he woke up. no lasting consequences" and then it was never addressed again. and im mad about it!! they didnt even properly retcon it- they just decided that it had no consequences anymore, and it made washs character LESS interesting.
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An annoyance I specifically have about qsmp tntduo fics is that they don’t even (usually) try to be like the qsmp versions of the characters. They have them act like dsmp, rivals that have a weird homoerotic tension. While in the qsmp, we’ve had Quackity being obsessed with Wilbur and Tallulah < and being convinced that Wilbur was the dad and tallulah was his kid. This is just the early stuff but it’s annoying how they pretend it’s qsmp when it’s clearly not.
(TNT MUTUALS SKIP THIS POST- SORRY ILY I PROMMY SRY! THIS ENDED UP TURNING INTO A RANT LMAO)
(Also none of this is my griping over what people are allowed to write or draw lol- i'm just bitching for my own sake LOL)
Yeah that's definitely a major part of my annoyance too, not helped by the fact that I also dislike /r c!tnt LOL- And I was actually interested in what q!Tnt as dynamic could've been but canon doesn't offer a whole lot to work with these days and fanon like you said either just makes them a poor man's rehash of c!tnt despite their q! counterparts being VERY different form those men or, like a mutual of mine brought up in their post, reduce q!Quack into this poor sad little wet cloth of a man that ONLY qWilbur could ever understand or fix because he's the ONLY man who actually cares about q!Quackity... just ignore Roier, and Etoiles, and Forever, and Baghera, and Cellbit, and Bagi, and- You get the point lol.
I think my last straw personally was seeing everything that Quack goes through be made to be about Wil- getting Tilin? Him and Wilbur can raise them together despite us knowing Luzu was the other parent! He loses his child? Dw he can raise Tallulah with Wilbur! Quackity's been kidnapped and replaced with Elq? Oh no! Onyl Wilbur will ever care or notice :( Just ignore that Jaiden witnessed this happen- Quackity is back, but his memories are gone and his mind severely messed with? Oh Wilbur will fix him- he'll teach him how to read and write and take care of him and they can be a family alongside Phil Tallulah and Chay! Quackity's been kidnapped again? Oh no only Wilbur will care Part 2 even though everyone quickly noticed Elq isn't Q! Quackity (and Phil) have weird tickets? This must be related to WILBUR somehow?! Quackity's DEAD?!? OH NO- WILBUR WILL BE SO SAD AND DEVASTATED! Quackity's back but extremely traumatized and broken after everything he's been though? He needs Wilbur to hug him and heal him :((((((((((((((-
And I wanna take a brief aside to complain about how people treat them and the eggs too- See I really like Quack and Pepito's dynamic, so I give into temptation and look on Twitter to find fanart of them... only to see them paired with Wilbur and Tallulah... with Quackity's OTHER CHILD Richas nowhere in sight! Because he just... doesn't matter I guess even though the two still care about each other a lot and still call each other father and son! Also the god damned disservice this stuff does for Talsy's character too- yeah she'd so be running over to hug Wil with her current growing resentment of him- but to know that'd require people to acknowledge her as more then just Wilbur's cute little daughter who exists only as an extension of him- SOMETHING SHE'S COMPLAINED ABOUT TO PHIL. But back to Quack...
Would you believe me if I told you people also did this shit during KARMALAND too- A SERIES THAT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE WILBUR PLAYING IN IT! That during the early days people were CONVINCED that k!Quackity was secretly an amnesiac c!Quackity and he was only drawn to k!Luzu because he reminds him c!Wilbur... yes people really fucking said that and god it made me so mad I won't lie 😭 People can headcanon whatever they want that's fine even if I don't gel with, the thing is it was just everywhere during the early Karmaland V days and people were doing to most to push it 'canon' cuz God forbid Q exist outside of Wil or c!tntduo in this Spanish server.
Listen- I never wanna be That Guy who DEMANDS people stop doing this or that- people can do whatever they want- I get missing a ship, I still miss Karmaland Luckity- I just wished people cared about q!Quack for q!Quack and not just tntduo. q!Quackity is a very flawed screw-up of a man with a big heart whose been through Hell and even though he wants to give up still chooses to keep on going for the sake of his new child- not to mention his mysterious connection to Elq and being forced to be a pawn to Oscurucho! He has a lot going for him outside of his celebrity crush! He has a lot of really good and complex bonds with other characters- he has a strong friendship with Etoiles, Forever tried to look out for him after Quackity lost his memories and Quackity in turn was visibly distressed when Forever went missing, HIS WHOLE THING WITH ROIER- LIKE- Quackity being a major part of the betrayal at the start of the server and Roier in turn ruining Quackity's reputation on the server in revenge but Quackity still tries to help Cellbit fix things with Roier during Festa Junina, Quackity admires the strength of Spiderbit's love to the point that it makes it reconsider his own view of what love is after his fake wedding with Wilbur's cardboard cutout, Roier still tried to help Quackity regain his memories when Quackity found Tilin's old diary, Roier is listed as one of the most important people to Quackity, during his hell coma in the maze portion there are photos of him and Roier everywhere, they even share custody of a child now- but no, Wilbur is the only one who gets or cares about Quackity, okay sure.
Anyway rant over- sorry anon I pretty much just used your ask as an excuse to vent about all my grievances I'm sorry 😭 People can send more anons about this if they want but I prolly won't answer- I don't like to bitch too much on this blog- this is the exception to that LOL I don't hate qWilbur either- I just don't care for q!tnt.
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Danmei and MXTX novels
Would you look at that, another post that's not about anime? WILD. It is about MXTX novels though so the hyperfixations continue. I'm actually in the process of planning a very lengthy analysis of all three of her series but this is a warning, don't expect too much. I was never good at those in school plus it's been almost 7 years since I've last written something like that but I feel so passionate about her works that I really wanna try to share what I thought about the novels. Nevertheless, this isn't actually those analysis posts since those are gonna be separate and will probably be written after I re-read each series. However, since I'm actually finally fully done reading all her series - including the extra side chapters - I wanted to quickly share some of my opinions and how I feel after finishing all 18 of the books.
This goes without saying but just in case - SPOILER WARNING for Heaven Official's Blessing, The grandmaster of demonic cultivation and The scum villain's self saving system novels.
First off, if you haven't read any of MXTX's work before, prepare for trauma and tragedy. Most of her characters are either deeply traumatised already or in the process of. I will always encourage people to read content warnings before reading her books.
Starting off with my favourite - TGCF or Tian Guan Ci Fu (aka Heaven Official's Blessing). This story means a lot to me. I got introduced to TGCF through the donghua before I even knew it was queer fiction and even with censorship, the closet is made of fucking GLASS so I had to look for the source material. Honestly it took me a while to commit to reading the whole series as I've been struggling to pick up books for years now but TGCF actually got me back into reading (I think in total it took me about 8 days to read all 8 volumes). More than just the story telling being good, I got so incredibly attached to every single character (except Jun Wu, he can eat shit - tho the fact I'm even saying this speaks volumes about how well MXTX can write characters. It takes a lot for me to hate a character this much).
Taking place in a beautiful fantasy world, we follow Xie Lian and Hua Cheng through tragic traumatic past and present and we learn of the horrible truths about the lives of immortal beings. We also see two idiots in love take their sweet ass time to confess. I love me a good slow burn full of longing and pining. I eat that shit UP every time and MXTX gave it to me with every single one of her series.
TGCF for me was a journey full of kicking my feet at fluff, second hand embarrassment (because xl I stg, what do you MEAN you were taught how to resist the advances of women but not how to resist hot men you gay lil shit the closet is made of glass) and honestly, lots of crying. The hundred stabs incident, ruoye's creation and hcg's last death made me sob and scream (no exaggeration, I was stomping around my room, crying and yelling GIVE HIM BACK RIGHT NOW).
Also, in a not so unpopular opinion (I think?), Pei Ming is my fave because 1) he's the no.1 Hualian shipper - check the whole Mt Tunglu adventure for proof and also 2) he's just a lil slut with a big heart. I could seriously talk about him forever because I went from hating him after he tried to throw the blame for the Banyue Pass incident on Xie Lian, to loving him after I realised that everything he does, he does because he is truly just a kind man who loves a good fight. He's so silly! Just a lil guy! Go Pei Ming go!
Fuck you Jun Wu. Again. (I hate him just as much as I hate Mahito. Maybe a little less. I really hate Mahito).
Moving on to my second favourite (but honestly it's such a close one), MDZS or Mo Dao Zu Shi (The grandmaster of demonic cultivation). Take a wild guess about how I got introduced to it... Fandom of course, because very few people talk about TGCF online without mentioning MDZS so I just had to give it a chance.
The great grandmaster of demonic cultivation has been dead for a while but when he gets gifted a new body through a not so well known demonic ritual, he runs into an old acquaintance. We learn about Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji's past and current world of cultivation and hear stories about messy betrayals and conspiracies. Aaaand we find out about some more trauma and tragedy because is it really an MXTX novel without it?
And talk about a rollercoaster because (and please don't hate me for this) I found Wei Wuxian annoying initially.... But it's okay now because I kin him so go figure. Tho I actually kin only his adult self, I was a very introverted and rule abiding teenager, a lil more like Lan Wangji. In any case, wwx is the same stupid chaotic bisexual that I am and he is babygurl. Yeah and what if he murdered 3000 people? It was self defense. THEY ATTACKED FIRST. Your honour, he did nothing wrong and he does not deserve to be punished!
On a serious note, MDZS explores so many themes that are personally important to me, my favourite being the power dynamics of the world. It’s truly moving that even with all the pain Wei Wuxian went through, how far in his cultivation and how powerful he got, he still couldn't protect those he loved (until Lan Wangji of course because Wangxian is perfect together and they always protect and defend each other. Wangxian my beloved). While it might be a stretch for some, it really reminded me of how powerless we are in the world. People aim to educate themselves and go on to do whatever they can to better the world in their own way and yet, it really feels like nothing’s improving sometimes. I could talk about this for hours but maybe I’ll leave that for another time and another analysis post since this is supposed to be a shorter one (lmao)
Last but not least, RZFZX or Ren Zha Fanpai Zijiu Xitong (honestly this one I use the english name for because I can’t pronounce the chinese as much as I try - The scum villain's self saving system or Svsss). This one I actually kinda struggled with - first of all because WHY BUGS MXTX. Not much bothers me in fiction but BUGS? Too far. Heads with spider legs? Raw flesh with maggots? Blood mites? I was out (for about half an hour and then I kept reading). Please note that it's not the raw flesh that bothered me, it was the fucking maggots. I can read about graphic murder, creepy hauntings, torture and many more but as soon as there are bugs? Nope! I’m done. People have phobias and that’s mine I guess. Enough ranting about bugs!
The story follows Shen Qingqiu, the scum villain of the hit web novel Proud Immortal Demon's Way (or PIDW for short, as it's referred to in Svsss) who is actually one of the original readers - and haters - of PIDW, who transmigrates into the book in order to fix the plot holes left by the original author. With his guide “the system” he does his best to lead the male lead of PIDW, Luo Binghe, down a better path than in the original story.
Svsss employs a comedic way of storytelling, with our protagonist being omniscient, it allows for the narration to be sarcastic and poke fun at a lot of moments that are cliche or badly written, as interpreted by sqq. Honestly, this is just a personal preference but I favour the more serious storytelling way of MDZS and TGCF (give me hurt until the very end when the main characters get together and then give me comfort).
To me, Svsss is a lot harder to analyse as a lot of its themes are unfamiliar to me, especially considering I’m the furthest from having any sort of humanitarian education (I have 2 engineering degrees). Using a story within a story, MXTX is able to deliver two main overarching themes; one about abuse and its results through Luo Binghe as well as one about the relationship of author and their readers, the feeling of being trapped by the readers' opinions and wanting your story to be liked through Shang Qinghua (to be honest, I hadn’t really picked up on this one until I saw discussion about this in the fandom).
If I'm being completely honest, I don't think I grasped this series as well as the other ones and I'm finding it hard to digest lbg and sqq's relationship. I'm unsure as to what it is that's holding me back from loving them as much as Hualian and Wangxian. I do tend to prefer tropes like theirs more than the whole "had to convince him to date me" thing which is what Bingqiu's relationship seemed like to me up until the end of volume 3. It’s also why I'm glad I actually followed through and finished the extras in volume 4 (I was really tempted to stop reading once I finished volume 3 not gonna lie). I believe those to be integral to understanding sqq's feelings towards lbh and while I understand that sqq did actually love lbh from the beginning (denial is a river in egypt and the gloset is made of glass - what the fuck is with MXTX's bottoms and the damn glass closet), I struggled to see the tipping point of where he actually understood his own feelings and what was going on in his head and that he was actually in love with lbh. Which is why I think to really understand Svsss, I would seriously need to reread it.
I also would love to eventually talk about queerness in MXTX's work because in each book, sexuality and queerness is explored and examined in so many different ways. As a queer person myself, it fascinates me as I can relate to so much of it. To be honest, I think I could write a short thesis on just this.
Honestly, while I'm very passionate about my favourite pieces of media (if you've heard me talk about any of my top 5 anime you'll understand what I mean), there hasn't been a lot of things outside JJK and MXTX's novels that have made me wanna dive deep into analysing every single detail. It genuinely makes me feel like I'm gonna implode sometimes. These 3 series have seriously reignited my love for reading. I was shown that a good book - in my opinion of course - doesn't need to avoid difficult topics. It simply needs to use them well as a means of delivering a message and a story, rather than them being included just to be included. They also reminded me that I love queer fiction and I need to read more.
I actually would really like to read Erha (or 2ha or The husky and his white cat shizun) but I've read the content warnings and I'm ~~apprehensive~~. While not a lot of things bother me, I'm not sure I want to read about that stuff (please look at the content warnings of this book, or any piece of media in that matter, especially if you have topics that easily bother or trigger you). Remember, it's our responsibility as readers/consumers to look out for ourselves first!
Please recommend any good danmei (other than MXTX) and possibly include links where they can be read! I would also highly appreciate recommendations for some good wlw fantasy fiction as I really would love to read some wlw novels - or even anime/movies/webtoons/manga. Just in desperate need of quality wlw content.
Also while I said I'd keep it short, it seems I ended up writing over 2000 words…
PS. I proofread this about 5 times and during one of them my file crashed, so if there's any mistakes or if I’m not making sense somewhere, blame my deep-fried brain, thanks
Thanks for reading my novel ramble! Enjoy reading :)
theNanamiSimp
#i'm adding a lot of tags because i put a lot of effort into this post actually and i want people to see it#danmei#mo dao zu shi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#scum villain's self saving system#scum villain#mxtx#mo xiang tong xiu#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu
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@temothylol you have just plucked the WRONG jenga stick, my friend.
OKAY SO. the TLDR of this is: Mind(from Freeman’s Mind) puts the sample in the rotator like usual in his canon, but it gets all weird and snaps him into another timeline/universe: HLVRAI, and he’s forced to “go under cover” because the guy who they’re calling Gordon Freeman IS NOT HIM and is likely a government coverup here to replace him- so he has to play it cool as he tries to escape with them. Through this journey he learns the power of friendship and how to not be as much of a fucking asshole.
This AU is being rped by me and my friend @shineyfish !
The SUPER SHORT TLDR is: mind makes friends and shit sucks so much but its otay the power of friendship :)
THE LONG VERSION IS:
(warning for blood, gore, and talk about suicide at the end)
Like I said, he’s transferred via Resonance Cascade, and thrown into the HLVRAI universe. When people address Gordon by his name, he goes. Oh shit this guy is here to replace me. What the FUCK. And of course when Gordon asks for his name he panics and goes “MIND. MIND YOUR BUISNESS” and it sticks. sorry dude you’re Mr. Mind now.
Unlike how Freeman’s Mind takes place over the span of a day or so, this follows more HLVRAI’s timeframe. Which should be more like 4 or 5 days but I always write it as like. a Month because it makes it feel more like a journey and I like it.
Just like in normal HLVRAI, shit is Looney Tunes and BONKERS, though, like Gordon does, he adjusts to it with varying levels of stress- kinda going into denial as well- though he realizes Gordon is kinda the “leader” as well as is the MOST NORMAL, so he’s the one he talks to the most- and Gordon himself see’s him as More Normal Than The Rest.
He is, however, more suspicious of Gordon because, unlike everyone else, he doesn’t seem like much of a person outside of Black Mesa! Like, sure, he has a Son, but... that’s kinda it? He likes video games? This guy is suspicious as HELL.
(Meanwhile, the ACTUAL reason as to why Gordon is Like That is because he’s the player characters model. His backstory gets made up on the fly and he’s not given as much stuff as everyone else- not to mention, even outside of being a vessel for someone to play a game, he’s...depressed. And lonely. He has identity issues and doesn’t fucking know what he’s doing with his life except for taking care of Josh every third week and then playing video games when he’s not doing that.)
A Running Theme here is: while it sorta takes a bit, they DO become friends! The cost of this is: Mind is NOT USED TO HAVING FRIENDS. Gordon isn’t either but Mind especially didn’t Plan to make friends nor did he Want to, and now that he’s attached to people, he freaks out more over the shit happening around him. Because he has people to WORRY ABOUT. Meanwhile, in Gordons case, he has someone who is “relatively normal” or another “straight” man in this situation, which means that he gets grounded more often and isn’t as mean- but this comes at the cost of, well, dissociation makes it easy to forget what's happening around you and the weight of it. If you get grounded during a traumatic event you Get More Traumatized. So both of them are more traumatized than their source versions LMAO.
As of writing this, we’re almost half way through RPing act 2, and Mind has only JUST realized he can trust Gordon(which I want to draw the scene where he realizes this SO BAAAD ace did a FANTASTIC job writing Mind starting to break the boundaries between what hes saying Out Loud and what he’s saying in his head), and they’re...getting along. It’s really sweet I like them :)
Another fun thing that they haven’t figured out in RP yet(mostly because they haven’t even realized they’re from separate universes yet), is that Mind is from 2007. HLVRAI is in 2020. I’m not sure how they’re gonna figure that out before they escape but it’ll be really funny. Here’s a post-plot doodle
OH AND DONT WORRY IT’S NOT ALL JUST MIND AND GORDON. Those two get along the best bc Mind has very little tolerance for bullshit but he gets along with Bubby okay at first(after he betrays Gordon, he fucking HATES him and it’s hard to repair that). He is Scared of Dr. Coomer and sorta hates him, and he is also scared of Tommy but tolerates him the most out of all of the Science Team post-plot. As of right now in the rp, Mind has attacked Benrey NUMEROUS TIMES. Here’s my two favorites
(dr coomer was played here by my friend Newt, though I play him most the time. I just gave them permission to interrupt as him at any moment because its funny as hell)
I also, just real quick, want to mention post-plot is p similar to my fic Headfirst for Halos, except Mind is also there as a wacky roommate. When Benrey moves in shit is the worst ever and its so funny.
Something I physically cannot refrain from spoiling is the Betrayal Scene. We have no Rped it yet, but we have planned it and the aftermath in-depth and it makes me FUCKING INSANE.
Basically, like I said, Mind doesn’t trust anything for the first few days- ESPECIALLY Gordon. Also, Mind was going through Withdrawals the first few days(which were only relieved because he eventually told Gordon who started trying to hack his suit to give him some morphine routinely- not too much, just enough to ease his suffering until they got out).
This meant that Mind was very, very prone to shit-talking Gordon behind his back, especially to Bubby. This ends up morphing into a bit of a situation in Act 3. Mind trusts Gordon by then, but still makes a few jokes with Bubby and Benrey from time to time- though he backs out once it starts getting too mean(which is funny as hell because mind is the meanest guy there). Because he backs out, Bubby and Benrey don't trust him to let him in on their plan to betray Gordon, but they don’t throw him into it, either, thinking he’ll be willing to walk away and turn a “blind eye” when it happens.
...He doesn’t, but he DOES earn a Blind Eye.
Mind dives in to help Gordon, and is IMMEDIATELY overwhelmed by the marines, and suddenly, he’s laying on the floor fighting for his consciousness while he listens to Gordon scream for help.
When he wakes up, he realizes a few things.
1. He only has half his field of vision.
2. The walls are starting to close in.
3. His first and now Only friend is borderline-dead next to him and missing an arm.
4. The walls are starting to close in.
5. He has to get him, and a guy bigger than him, OUT of here.
6. THE WALLS ARE STARTING TO CLOSE IN.
So, with that, he has to, in a spur of adrenaline, drag Gordon and himself out of a trash compactor while dealing with a new disability for the first time. Once they’re Out, he has to sit there, watching Gordon’s suit try to cauterize his wound and wonder if he’s going to lose the first person he’s ever Actually Fucking Cared About. He sits there for a few hours, and when Gordon finally wakes up, he is thrust into the position of comforting someone at their lowest point- something he doesn’t know how to fucking do.
When he sacrifices his bandana to wrap up Gordons arm and try to prevent further blood loss that the cauterization didn’t seal, Gordon says something that, one, no one has ever said to him, and two, sounds a lot like last words.
Gordon has no problem telling his friends he loves them. He said he loved Dr. Coomer within the first hours of the Resonance Cascade.
Mind, meanwhile, is only just now realizing he has a friend in the first place, and that friend is dangerously close to dying.
Anyways. Mind does NOT trust Tommy when they meet up with him again, but only stops threatening to kill him when he realizes he’s making Gordon freak the fuck out.
The Dr. Coomer fight. It goes um. :)
And when they meet up with Bubby, the guy throws Mind under the bus and tells him, right in front of Gordon, that he figured he’d be fine with the betrayal because he was Also shittalking Gordon. Up until that point, Gordon was only really trusting Mind(and sorta Tommy), so it’s a HUGE blow that he starts spiraling from, and Mind is forced to show character development by apologizing genuinely as he can to him and telling him that he trusts Gordon with his Fucking Life. Mind ALSO has to go through the extremely unsettling realization that him and Bubby are in more similar boats than he thought, messing with his black and white thinking patterns.
Mind struggles with the concept that he might’ve just ruined his friendship with Gordon until the guy suddenly announces that, because he’s so bloodloss right now, he cannot lead, and appoints Mind as leader instead. Mind goes through the thought process of “OH YAY GORDON LIKES AND TRUST ME AGAIN!” to “YES. POWER FOR ME. I DESERVE TO LEAD” and then “OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS IS THE MOST STRESSFUL THING IN THE WORLD”.
another theme, and probably my FAVORITE, is their different stances on life. I’m putting this at the end because it has a Huge suicide warning.
Mind wants to live. He wants to get out of here, and live his life. He has Plans, he is always coming up with More Plans.
Gordon...doesn’t plan. He doesn’t consider what he’s doing when he gets out- he asks everyone else, and then freezes up when he’s asked in turn. And, in the worst moments, he impulsively tries to die. In HLVRAI, this man has had at least 4 suicide attempts. He only spirals like that when his stress spikes, but it’s still not a good thing at ALL, and a sign that there is something deeper here.
So, when Mind witnesses all this with Gordon, he’s...horrified. The first time Gordon threatens to kill himself, he thinks he’s joking- because like, it was funny. Making a joke about shooting your brains out if you have to swim again is funny. But then when the guy tries to Swim Into A Blade, he realizes he isn’t joking. And he has no idea what to do, because his first ever friend wants to die and he’s already stressed at the idea of losing him from Outside sources.
It’s a contrast that is FASCINATING to work with and we’re having fun toying with it.
anyways thanks for opening pandoras box. I’m sure i have more to say but it’s all stuff ill eventually talk about or im forgetting and will discuss later. feel free to ask questions if youd like i feel insane over this naruto and among us crossover au
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Quick rant about ATYD because, the slander just does not make sense to me. It's not a perfect fic and people are allowed to not like it but some of the reasons for people not liking it are just so weird to me. Like- people don't like it because Sirius is sexist.... Sirius is a teenage boy. Do the people that say that hang out with teenage boys IRL? They are sexist and sometimes racists, pieces of shit- especially around their guy friends or girl they think 'are cool with it'. Also, it was the 70's. Like, do people not realize that a white, rich (like fully out of touch with reality, Billionaire with money dating back to the 15th century Rich), SEVERLY TRAUMATIZED cis guy from the 70's would be a piece of shit as a child. Like, as Sirius got older he would grow to regret all the fucked up stuff he said an take the time to actually apologize and stuff but we never saw that because he was 21 when he was imprisoned. He never even left his frat boy era. And then I have seen others be mad because they made Dorcas white. This is a complaint I have only seen from white people and as a Black mauraders fan, it literally does not matter. Like- Dorcas meadows is a character mentioned less than five times in the entire series, with her race being nothing more than a token black person that J.K shoved in The Order to prove it wasn't all white and that the HP world has diversity. Her being made white changes nothing in the plot. People also say that wolfstar is toxic in it, like this isn't a fic about two deeply traumatized boys with no role models or healthy relationships or base their own off of, other than Effie and Fleamont which they don't meet until they are like 13. Like, of course they are going to be toxic and fucked up- their entire lives have been fucked up. The only valid critique I have seen is the fact that the G word is used to describe the wolf packs. Granted, I didn't know that was a slur until 2021 or so, it's still a fucked up term to use. But yeah, I feel like people often say it's a bad work, which is fine if you just don't vibe with it, but the reasoning for not liking it makes me pause a little because 'what?'.
Edit: Forgot to say this but people also hate the characterization of Mary because she is oversexualized, to which I say: so is Sirius. Like, they are both sooooo fucking slutty and sleep around a bunch, the fact that people only talk about Mary in this light can be attributed to one of two things. Either A: grasping at straws, or B: Putting the weight on Remus's narration. Him being inexperienced for alot of his time as hogwarts would allow for any kiss or hookup seem like the end of the world for in his eyes and by reading with the grain I can understand that- but even then don't slut shame the black women and not the Black. "but mary lost her virginity at 14"- people get their sexual urges right as they hit puberty. Teens are horny. In the 7th grade my middleschool took an all day trip that used to be over night until two students got caught fucking in a cabin. 13 year old 7th graders. I am not saying it is right to loose your virginity at such a young age but it isn't unheard of.
Edit 2: Last edit I swear, but I just saw some one's post saying they didn't like how remus having a learning disability was for shits and gigs or that he did drugs and joined a gang. Firstly, remus having a learning disability is a beautiful metaphor for his lycanthropy and class. He is studying along side his friends, completely confused and just playing along to not give anything away. It doubles onto how isolated Remus must have felt and his whole problem with opening up to others. Also, the fact that Remus had to push himself so hard academically just to get the same grades as his rich friends who coast by on their name and the fact that they have been learning latin and french from tutors since they could walk- I mean, it's just chef's kiss. And, do people not realize that people in the real world do drugs? That a lot of people struggle with addiction and are more prone to said struggle when they grow up in a shitty environment with out learning proper ways to cope with the traumatic events? Remus was in a gang because he was surrounded by people who were in a gang- people who understood him more than James or Sirius did.
Like, I know that I can't really say this because I am a legal adult ranting on tumblr, but all of the slander just makes me want to tell people to go outside. Make friends irl- not mutuals. Touch grass, hand out with people you age. Like yes atyd isn't perfect but it was very much accurate to how real people would have been in the 70's and I personally prefer that to the babygirl-ification of every male character in Harry Potter to the points where they are almost caricatures of themselves
#atyd#mauraders era#had to get this off my chest#wolfstar#rant post#this is very long#sorry#I am just very heated when people have bad media literacy#is it obvious that I'm an english major?
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It really says something that the Helluva Boss fandom is willing to excuse every evil action Stella does and every evil thing she says, especially her abuse towards Stolas and begging for her to have sympathetic traits, yet not once have I ever seen an HB fan desperately wishing for Crimson or Mammon to be portrayed more sympathetically than they are in the show and call it bad writing when they don't show any redeeming qualities. The fandom just accepts the fact that those guys are pure evil without batting an eye. Nobody asks why they're the way they are. But Stella? Nope, there MUST be a sympathetic reason for her being an abusive bitch to Stolas because it's apparently "unrealistic" for a woman to abuse her husband out of spite never mind the fact that those kinds of women actually exist in real life.
These images pretty much speak for themselves.
Crimson, Striker, Mammon, Andrealphus and Valentino are no less two-dimensionally evil than Stella is. What reason did Crimson have to murder his own wife and make his son experience it? Just to traumatize him? The show never really says why he does it, he just does it so the audience can have a reason to hate him. What reason does Striker have to help Stella try to kill Stolas? None, as far as we know. What is there to Mammon's character other than abusing Fizzarolli and being a greedy asshole in general? Why does Andrealphus flirt with his own sister and participate in her scheme to have Stolas murdered by Striker? Because reasons. Why is Valentino a rapist who takes advantage of Angel Dust and sexually abuses him? Just because he can. What makes Stella any different from these guys other than being female?
Fans are just asking for her to be more sympathetic because she's a woman and they can't accept the fact that women are capable of abuse without trying to justify it. The whole "behind every bad bitch is a man who made her that way" bullshit. People who see a woman beating her husband in public and automatically assume he did something to deserve it even if they have no evidence or context for what actually happened. Even though Stella has been treating Stolas like shit before he cheated on her, and he likely wouldn't be sleeping with Blitzø if she wasn't so horrible to him in the first place. He never even puts his hands on her and allowed her to abuse him so that Octavia could live and grow up with normal parents. (As normal as Stella and Stolas could possibly get with each other, anyway.)
Stella made fun of Stolas for not participating in sex with her and laughed about it while he was standing 2 feet away from her, and knew he was there. Whether or not she raped him to produce Octavia is a discussion for another day. If anything, Stolas cheating on her was revenge for treating him like garbage for so many years. She humiliated and embarassed him in public before getting a taste of her own medicine when Stolas does the same to her in return. She wouldn't even let him divorce her because she enjoys being mean to him. I wouldn't mind if Stella was given more charaterization outside of "abusive wife" but honestly? I don't really care if she's given sympathy or not. I don't want to sympathize with her. If Valentino isn't gonna change his ways any time soon, I have no reason to believe that Stella can. FFS Stella apologists make me mad. Even if you type in the "anti stella" tag on tumblr there are more posts defending and excusing her actions than those actually opposing her and saying "uh, no, she's just a cruel bitch" meanwhile if you type "anti Stolas" that's exactly what you're gonna get, pretty much exclusively.
Goes to show how hyper-sensitive tumblrinas are over female characters rightfully being portrayed as in the wrong when they fucking are.
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gimme the circle snuuy lore 👁👁 /lh
AAAHWWAhh UuUUm Ok a Y...uhhh
god I have so many versions of this type of au/scenario lemme just- picck on e
(TW for ED's/Eating Disorders for anyone sensitive to those)
Soooo I always thought it would make a lot of sense, characterization wise, that Sunny would have some form of difficult relationship with food. One of the few times you see him actually 'eat something' it's in the scenario of him waking up suddenly at night, attempting to eat something and then shortly after puking. Those two actions alone immediately struck a chord. It either meant one of two things.
1: Sunny ate a steak that wasn't properly cooked WHyThe FUck Did YoU MicRoWave A SteaK and got food poisioning
orrr..
2: Sunny has some form of anorexia/bulimia, and when he finally went downstairs to eat, he only did it purely out of instinctual emergency. The bulimic route meaning he immediately felt guilty about eating, or felt disgusted doing it, and therefore threw up, or it was anorexia, and he'd been sleeping constantly as a way to avoid taking care of himself, including eating, and when he did finally eat he had absolutely no idea to pace himself.
Thinking about this, it made me wonder the probability of how things would shape up post-good ending. As one of the ways someone can express forms of depression, guilt, or self loathing is starving themselves. I feel like if things happened the way they did (he got hospitalized because of funny Bagel man) and he ended up minorly disabled, a lot more attention would be put into making sure he'd recover okay, since it's a very common issue for underweight fellows to struggle with recovery.
I think at first (if Sunny's mom did truly care for him) they would try to establish a better schedule for him, including regular meals and activities that wasn't ENTIRELY based on just sleeping 24/7 that would first help boost him from being an underweight twig to actually normal weight.
Though with most people who go through recovery of traumatic events, having a form of coping would be almost mandatory. I think in Sunny trying to correct his poor self-care habits he may end up overdoing it a bit, since he's seen to be one of the least physically active of the group, and often depriving himself of food (which it does genuinely seem like he has interest in food! Just look at all the food oriented things in his dreams) I feel like overeating for him would end up happening easily because he probably hadn't given himself the liberty to actually enjoy himself and do something that makes him feel happy.
He wouldn't feel like everything he did would be wrong because he hurt his sister.
In part of forgiving himself, he accidentally becomes big, probably gets invested in hobbies like drawing, or writing, and maybe violin again if he can will himself to do it again for his own sake. None of those hobbies would be very physically taxing anyways, and with everyone worrying about whether or not he's gonna become depressed/suicidal again, of course they're gonna offer him cookies and shit and be like (hey I know this thing makes you happy and I want you to be happy type of scenario.)
So when Sunny finally comes back to meet his friends again, they all realize that he's definitely changed as a person, but also that they now have the ultimate cuddle buddy if they ever decided to do sleepovers again.
I think chubby Sunny would both feel a lot more at peace with himself, and Mari, but also probably kinda pouty because damn, maintaining a normal frame isn't as easy as it was in his dreams- lmao.
ALSO ONE SIDE NOTE- (i know this is long im so sorry) but it's also a lot more probable for previous Anorexics/Bulimics to accidentally gain a lot more weight because when going through the process of starving your body's immune system drops which makes the probability of sickness and weight gain easier because your metabolism is much slower.
Hahahah round Snuuy stuck in bed sicc while doodling and eating soup dpfikoguydfihugofdliugfdnjligfdklgd
#omoasks#im so sorry for dumping#i just#this means a lot to me#sdfpoisdjfsdid#omori aus#omori#omori sunny
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lmao you're so angry that you know shit about radfem so made an entire fucking essay of actually... PROVING IT??? of made up facts to make radfems look like a boogieman liberals wants us to make 😂 it's so pathetic omg, ok step by step:
1)lol what? radfem is about WOMEN, woman's safety, it doesn't matter who exactly was the abuser, what matters is to help female victim because it a movement about WOMEN. Take your head out of your ass.
2) Laetitia Ky, Artė, any south Korean radfem cuz any other type of feminisms won't work there hundreds of woc radfem here just 🗿
3) lol what? did you just imagined it yourself lol?? i'll repeat, radfem is about women well being, it doesn't matter who exactly was the abuser, what matters is to help female victim because it a movement about WOMEN not victims of abuse. and it just so happened that men commit about 90% of abuse, that's a statistic you can google go educate yourself
4) didn't libfem tumbler came out with this bs? it's the same labeling woman, putting them into unneeded categories that liberals like so much? i'll repeat, radfem is about women well being which means no separation from one another and no judgment especially about your sexuality. Take your head out of your ass.
5) ohhh yess we all just haaaaate ace.... no lmao. no one gives a shit, maximum is questioning the label itself cuz it's pointless, your asexuality is a low libido. no radfem gives a shit.
6) lmao where do you take this shit? 😂 can i take your narco dealer's number? also, oh what's this? several public researches that proves that TIMs exhibit a male-type pattern of criminality? rapes in prisons where trans women were sent? hundreds of assaults in public restrooms??? wow shocking!
7) you don't need to be saved, some therapy, cuz i doubt you'd like to be beaten/choked/ect in any other circumstances. another question does it not bother you that your partner would enjoy "playfully" hurting you? in short it's called coping mechanism to deal with abuse and trauma, go educate yourself
8) yeah for some reason we don't support child trafficking, rapes, murders, pedophilia and etc. that comes with prostitution. go watch interviews with those who escaped prostitution, they all hated it. they were abused and traumatized. Take your head out of your ass.
9) hun, we don't hate you we pity you at worst. it's not our job too look out for men, it FEMENISM it's about WOMEN and only WOMEN. adult human female, comprende?
and listen i may not be the best person in the world but at least i'm not spending my life chronically online writing incest fics ;)
one again, pull your head out of your ass and educate yourself, here's some masterpost https://manlarp.tumblr.com/post/667874370724691968/accessible-radfem-ideology-masterpost bye bye :)
Saying "WE ARE ALL ABOUT WOMEN" doesn't change shit. You once again proved my point by saying that my experience with radfems spewing out abuse apologism towards me when they thought I was being abused didn't happen based on nothing but your favorite go-to defensive line. YOU didn't see it thefore it didn't happen to ME. Way to prove you guys don't try to silence women who disagree with you by trying to exactly that.
And yeah, I know there are woc of who are TERFs. There are also women who are even more misonygistic than some men. There are plenty of slavic countries where nazism is still a big thing even though Hitler hated slavs. Self-hating idiots have existed and always will. Doesn't change the fact that you fuckers are racist all the damn time.
"We don't care if people are ace, we don't devide women" literally a quick search will show that you guys do. A bunch of the anti-ace discourse was literally INVENTED by radfems, something they are very proud to admit. And plenty of queer radfems are biphobic all the fucking time, something I, a bisexual woman, have to put up with every single time one of your friends comes bother me. Go lie to someone else, bitch.
"Those who ESCAPED prostitution hated it" Yes, people tend to hate things they were forced to do. Doesn't change the fact that you guys are more concerned with making women who WANT to do sex work be labelled as criminals than with punishing human traffickers.
And once again, we have you being all condescending. "Let ME tell you what YOU want. Let ME tell you what makes YOU feel safe." And gotta love how you heard me say I'm kinky and immediately assumed I'm submissive, instead of a dominant or a switch. And then of course you have to go for the slut shaming of "You write kinky porn therefore you are automatically wrong."
"FEMINISM IS ONLY ABOUT WOMEN" Which is why it is dying. If your movement cannot accept that the world isn't black and white, and that societal hierarchies are much more complicated than just Group A is always the all powerful one and Group B always gets screwed over, it WILL fail because it will be ignoring real problems for the sake of keeping a narrative alive. Which is why nobody fucking likes radfems, and the world would be better off if you idiots were gone.
I don't need to read your bullshit, because you idiots will scream your nonsense at me all the time, like you just did. And not once have any of you ever said a single word that was worth listening.
Don't bother sending me more asks, I'll just block you. Go larp with your fellow radfems about every single woman who has a problem with you guys is "brainwashed by the patriarchy" because there's no way you guys could EVER be the problem and that your "activism" is as shallow, stupid and fake as you are.
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Can I ask what happened with Datakits, I'm in the species and I'm concerned.
this ask is like half a year old at this point so idk if ur still interested. but basically:
(tw suicide)
my ex (who is a datakits moderator) conducted a smear campaign against me. this included completely made up and ridiculous stalking accusations (which were based on me doing things like "talking about a video game with someone" and "following someone on artfight") accusations of "harassment" (because i "vagueposted" by referencing my trauma in the tags of ONE tumblr post. why my ex has such in depth knowledge of everything i post on tumblr when he claimed to want nothing to do with me, i dont know. lmao) etc. he even went so far as to take my attempts at recovery and improving myself after a traumatic event and twist that to be me trying to get back on his good side or whatever. he also outright told ppl to just block me and not talk to me, i'm guessing because his narrative required no one getting my side of things.
some of the people he spread this to were the datakit owners, because me being "too active" in that server was apparently malicious according to him (the actual reason i was very active in the datakits server was because datakits were and still are a special interest of mine and a HUGE comfort to me, and this was abt 2 weeks after i attempted suicide, hence me trying to cope using things i take comfort in???? also i was not given a warning abt being too active, if i was being too active and causing discomfort i should have just been told so)
the datakit owners took his inane bs as 100% fact, did not talk to me abt it, banned and blocked me, and sent my ex to tell me about it. which is horrible species management, but i digress.
once again, this all took place abt 2 weeks after i tried to jump in front of a god damn train. and my ex springing all this on me and spreading shit abt me made me suicidal again. which my ex used to spread that i was "using suicide to guilt him", which is a fucking vile thing to say abt someone who literally just attempted suicide.
i eventually got one of the owners to talk to me and explained the situation.
here's the kicker. even though the owners are now aware of, and fully believe and acknowledge that the shit spread abt me was false, i remain banned, because apparently the shit my ex spread abt me made one of the owners too ~uncomfortable~ with me due to ~associations~/banning me is "irreversible" for some unexplained reason.
meanwhile my ex remains a mod and did not face any disciplinary action because "hE gEnUiNelY tHouGht yOu wErE sTaLkiNg hIm" and "he has paranoia and experiences delusions so you being mad at him is ableist actually uwu" (i'm BARELY paraphrasing here)
as someone who ALSO has paranoia and experiences delusions, i honestly find the notion of "mentally ill ppl cant help but spread lies abt ppl uwu" really insulting. but whatever.
especially since his actions ACTUALLY ALMOST CAUSED SOMEONE'S DEATH because his little smear campaign caused me enough distress that i attempted suicide again :))))
the owner did keep in contact with me while i was in the psych ward, which was nice i guess except our conversations almost entirely consisted of him defending his and the other owners actions because "ummm in our defense the allegations were ~serious~" and insisting that i shouldnt hold any of this against him or the other owner.
ive been very afraid to talk abt this because my ex also made a point to tell me that he "could do a lot worse to ruin my life if he wanted to", and i believe him. but honestly i dont fucking care anymore
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The Final Post About This Shit
God, it's been like a month since my last huge post, could y'all let me chill? This took me 2 fucking days to write, let me rest.
This is going to be far more disorganized than my usual debunkings/long posts in that I have Covid, many blogs have been deleted in this drama, and I am also not actually wanting to make this post. The only reason I am is because many individuals refuse to stop going, and it's causing more and more drama, and my friend is at his fucking wits end with your shit. So here - here's the definitive post on the Wesk VS JAS VS Aith VS lostagainandfoundanew bullshit that's been going on all month.
This shit has led to my friend, one of the people I love most in this world, completely breaking down in front of me due to the harassment they're facing right now. I hope that everyone involved in this situation feels sick when they read everything that's happened, and that you can comprehend the downward spiral you have sent multiple horrifically traumatized individuals with dissociative disorders. I'm not going to stoop to the lows of the likes of which are contained in this long post, but do not think for an instant that I care about any one of you anymore. I hope you all delete your fucking social medias and touch grass, and never, ever fucking interact with me or my people ever again.
TW for discussions of suicide, harassment, misinformation.
The Beginning - Aitherias Tower.
This all started over on Aitheria's-Tower's blog. Aitheria posted a blocklist which included many individuals. Here's the second form of the blocklist:
As a reminder, this is the second form of the blocklist. The original also included the user chaos-in-one with the following:
"chaos-in-one - As far as we know, still friends with DIa. Allowed for mocking of specific system member quirks, xenogenders, and more in their server solely because of who it was speaking about or creating them."
Let's take a brief pause and address some misinfo, as it makes me uncomfortable to not do so:
[Redacted Name]: I won't touch the first bullet point out of respect for my health.
SysmedsareSexist and JustAnotherSyscourse: This is actually completely accurate and was never questioned. It's valid to dislike this.
UltrabrightFlashlight: This point is going to be incredibly important going forward, as I have a few theories kicking around in my head. But anyways - Ultrabright was deleted, because the block evasion was false. Here's the clearing up of that misunderstanding.
(Remember the name Mythica-Plurality, as that is going to be very important later.)
monogrxm: Only just one of Dia's many blogs, this has all already been addressed by Dia, apologized for, explained, or written off as misinformation. You can check Dia's blog yourself.
QueerAutism: While it is anti-psych, it absolutely did not almost kill a follower with misinfo, and this is a bold faced lie that was started to discredit QuA. It actually helped the user in question in finding emergency medication, and Queer-ADHD helped the user with understanding how to care for their seizures. I debunked all of this over at @memoriesofthecircularroom when it happened.
Eroticcannibal: Oh no, this one is actually fully accurate.
Chaos-In-One: This link shows all of that drama being explained. The fact of the matter is, that was I believe around a year ago at this point, was apologized for numerous times, the individual in question stepped away, and deleted the problematic server. Notably, Chaos-in-One was only alerted to this by an asker, who sent the ask 20 minutes after the post had been made, on a blog with very few notes and maybe 2 original posts that weren't reblogs, and the blocklist itself had no notes. This is a little shady, but obviously not proof of anything. Regardless, this all begs the question...
Why the fuck was this blocklist posted publicly anyways? What was the point? Blocklists do nothing but stir up drama (as seen with this past month, Chaos-In-One's immediate ask about the situation, or idk, every single example of a blocklist prior to this one).
Well, JAS saw fit to call this out through the use of memes.
While I do not personally agree with reblogging directly from Aith here (for my own reasons), I do agree with JAS for calling out blocklist behavior in a community that has been absolutely torn apart by blocklist drama. (Lest we forget the "Pro Endo Callout" Dia had been making before the doxxings began, last time this shit happened.)
On my side of this discourse, I watched as Aith grew more and more angry at JAS for "block evasion" (you didn't have him blocked) and people losing their minds about it (more on this in part 2). This triggered my own anger, as I had recently been dealing with [Redacted Individual] interacting with me in Syscourse, who I did not realize had me blocked, who had never blocked me before now, and was now claiming block evasion. I was also reminded of the past 5 years I've spent in syscourse, wherein people repeatedly whined about block evasion without ever actually having blocked them. You would think, sometime, in those 5 goddamn years, someone would have thought to google how to block from sideblogs even once.
So, in my frustration, I made a quick post. "Learn to block bitches." I made it meme-style, I made it fast, and I wanted to just be done with it. I didn't even tag it as syscourse - it was just a fast quick post on my vent blog.
Aith then added me to the blocklist, disgusted by how I supported block evasion, and how I defended JAS's behavior. =_= I, unfortunately, do not have a screenshot of this one. However, I very calmly and politely explained my situation to Aith in DMs, in private, and settled the matter. I was then removed from the blocklist, and blocked by Aith.
Only for two anon askers to immediately try to start shit with me over my friendship with JAS. One of which, I deleted, as it mentioned [Redacted Name] who I will not ever be mentioning on this blog again through my own volition.
I received these asks while driving. Due to the unhealthy obsession with Syscourse I have, which I Have been very open about this addiction, I checked them while driving. I then checked Aith's blog to see what had sparked this ask to my blog. I then saw an untagged suicide threat directed at JAS in a way to blame him for it. I then nearly drove my car off the road in a dissociative fugue.
What a delightful way to start my work day.
I've been incredibly open about how syscourse makes me suicidal. It's why I'm working on coping skills with my therapist, in a way to combat this psychological need I have to participate in it. So seeing someone's untagged suicide threats (which this user posted, twice) in order to stay updated on the harassment my friend was receiving was triggering, to say the least.
Despite that, I tried to write two very long, very rambly drafts about my feelings. One was clearly written out of a trauma response, and got scrapped (though I still have the screenshots). The second was similar to this post - long, rambly, with screenshots, and a full in depth explanation of every single ounce of nuance the situation held.
And then I took a step back, like my therapist has been suggesting, and said "is this productive for me?" And the answer was no. The answer was "I am doing this out of a need to be validated, and a need to be understood. I can find the validation and understanding I need in other places." I also checked the blogs involved again, and I saw just... how much everyone wanted the drama to die. So I wanted it to die too. So I did my best to kill it - with a meme and stupidity, tagging it as venting and not syscourse as I wanted the discussion to die. Mind you, this took me a literal entire day to post, because I was that caught up in what the "right" choice was. I felt that AT and others involved would appreciate me not continuing the bullshit, and trying to just get people to stop, while also keeping things light.
Only for AT to once again add me to the blocklist for being a despicable person on par with the others on that list.
"Circular-bircular and related blogs - Taking the genuine harassment I have received from JASC completely unseriously, responding to genuine questions on the matter with childish non-serious responses and refusing to take accountability when JASC is using their name in excuse for the harassment."
I'm very sorry that I tried to avoid damaging my own health by choosing to not continue drama in such a way that I thought you wanted. I'm so very sorry that I have been incredibly open about blocklists and callouts being an intense trigger for me, to the point that I quite literally have an alter who handles callouts and blocklists, all because of my experiences with them in the past. I'm so terribly sorry that I did not take accountability for someone else, my friend, who knew I nearly crashed my car over your suicidal ideations, chose to defend me from your immediate cut-throat nature deciding that any post about blocking people was somehow a callout on your shitty behavior.
Sorry - am I getting too heated? /pa
I think I'm allowed to be a little angry, at this point. This has been a long, long, stupid drama, with everyone involved getting irrevocably fucked up in the process. And the fact of the matter is, I shouldn't have to explain I nearly crashed my car. I shouldn't have to explain my triggers. I shouldn't have to reveal any of this. I should be able to simply ignore an ask - but I couldn't even just delete it, because when I do shit like that, I get called out. I have in the past. If I don't acknowledge every ounce of drama, I am suddenly somehow evil. So I acknowledged the asks in a silly way, in such a way as to dismiss them, so I didn't fucking kill myself. And I'm not blaming you for my suicidal ideation - I'm pissed that it wasn't properly tagged, but I understand you were in a horrible place. What I'm angry about is the fact that I had to see it because an asker wouldn't let me stay out of the drama that I Had already expressed wanting out of.
And here we are again, with a novel length post and more drama. Because god forbid anyone lets me take a damn break.
Continuing on: Finally, Aith blocks everyone, deletes the initial blocklist and almost all of the drama, and stops interacting with everyone. JAS does not interact further, I do not interact further, and this is the way it should've been from the start. It should've honestly stopped there.
So what does this have to do with Wesk?
The Middle - Weskcourse and Harassment
You're going to have to forgive me, because since Wesk deleted, it is incredibly hard to find all of the evidence needed for this part.
Wesk came onto the scene with a very new-seeming blog, and commented on the discourse going on.
Wait-
"As the person Ultrabright did this to"?
As in, you're mythica-plurality (told you they'd be relevant again)?
AKA, mythica-syscourse, Jakecourse-Of-Violence, AKA, Wall-of-Fleshcourse, AKA, the person who repeatedly told multiple anti-endos to kill themselves, who harassed multiple individuals (past blocks), and who I personally had multiple conversations with in an effort to help you? You mean that mythica-plurality? (This was confirmed by a pro-endo who helps moderate an inclusive server I am in).
I suppose it's not very surprising to see, given that you repeatedly suiabited people on your own blog, such as telling someone who suggested Aith get off tumblr to "kill yourself like a good little leech instead of giving me shit for the actions of someone that I barely even know." Which is odd, given that I could have sworn you claimed to be Aith's friend at one point... Though, given that I can't find evidence of that now, I'm going to retract that point.
However. I am not going to retract the point that I am about 99% positive that mythica-plurality is the two eddies, eddiesramblings. You know. The people that Aith were so against in the first place. The people that Aith fucking despised from Chaos-In-One's Server.
Sadly, I am struggling to find proof, as a shit ton of these blogs have been deleted, but I did manage to find this ask mentioning Mythica is the Eddies, which was never refuted by anyone, and I personally recall talking to the eddies myself on the tumblr messenger, to help them in their struggles. So... The Eddies (quite possibly) are defending someone who hates them???
God I need a conspiracy board.
Alright. So, Weskcourse, who we now know has often created new blogs for the express purpose of harassment, is seen interacting with numerous other users. The screenshot above was the first interaction, where Wesk was upset at JAS for interacting with Aith. To put it in perspective, the "why are you so insistent on interacting" was from where JAS chose to apologize to Aith in case it was a misunderstanding, and directly address the fact that Aith was still spreading misinformation about people. Wesk obviously didn't seem to care about the misinformation as much as the fact that Ultrabright had personally harassed them (which goes on to be unproven).
Wesk continued to go after everything JAS said, including this post about how JAS was harassing people (this is not harassment), this post where they are angry that JAS said people shouldn't use their suicide as manipulation (like Aith did), and finally, the post that started the latest rounds of syscourse, this post, where Wesk suddenly revealed that JAS had somehow endagered their life (what happened to Ultrabright???).
JAS, rightfully, was confused by this claim, and tried to ask what on earth had happened. In that, SAS (an alt of JAS) was sent this ask:
Which, upon investigation, was referring to Oops-All-Syscourse (not to be confused with oopsallsyscourse).
Wesk claimed that SAS had posted a screenshot of their DNI, which led to people harassing them, which led to people doxxing them IRL. They also claimed they asked SAS to take down the post, to which SAS blocked them.
One: This is the post SAS made. There is no identifying information other than what is publicly available for literally anyone to see, as it was a publicly made post. Furthermore, SAS is raising an important question. The DNI isn't being mocked - they are questioning "what KIND of diabilities" as many individuals claim they experience disabilities they do not actually have. Lastly, this was a year ago, which is not the 3 years Wesk originally stated, and is vastly different from their current DNI.
Two: This is what the anon in this screenshot is actually referring to. Not SAS - but Oops-All-Syscourse.
JAS, rightfully, says "this is not my drama to interact with" and doesn't reply beyond letting Wesk know they would own it if they posted that (which all they posted was the DNI, which they owned up to, and it literally was public). Wesk, not content to let that lie, then started vagueposting JAS, telling people repeatedly to kill themselves, and insisting that JAS was ignoring the entire situation without owning up to it, which JAS of course responded to.
To his credit, JAS did his very best to avoid the drama. However, directly after this came...
The Middle Part 2: Yandere Simulator
Things died down for all of about 5 minutes, with JAS stepped back while receiving suibait asks, and Wesk telling people to kill themselves regularly, until a new blog showed up called lostagainandfoundanew. Here's what we know about the situation:
On the 11th, a "new" blog called lostagainandfoundanew (henceforth called Lost) "threatened" Wesk with an IP address and a statement to "leave JAS alone."
About 10 minutes later, Lost then doxxed the individual (I will not be posting the address here, in case the doxx is legitimate). Wesk immediately confirmed the doxx was real on their very public tumblr blog.
At 4pm on the 11th, JAS received an ask, directly from the blog (meaning it was a main account of its own), in a yandere style "are you proud of me senpai" way. He was incredibly unnerved and did not respond. Notably, this completely obsessed yandere blog does not and never had followed JAS.
Upon digging into the blog, we found two posts, both around the same point as the original "harassment" from JAS, where Lost denounced the anti-endo community, and stated they didn't condone any harassment. Odd that an ex-anti-endo is suddenly riding JAS's dick hard enough to break it, but here we are???
The last time the blog had been active was early in 2021, and it is nearly 2023. Why is this random blog suddenly popping up, out of the blue, to harass this random user?
Oh don't worry, that got answered: Wesk later admitted that this was the person who doxxed them to their abusive ex last time, to support JAS. Only... that really does not line up at all with the posts we see here? And none of this was brought up in 2021 when it supposedly happened?
Let's take a pause from the bullet points to breathe, because that's a lot. Let's review some of that information.
An Ex-Anti Endo who hasn't been active in over a year is suddenly doxxing a Small Pro Endo (supposedly for the second time, with no evidence given for the first time) in the name of a Big Anti Endo, who they're supposedly seeking the attention of in a flirty yandere way.
Can anyone else see how batshit insane this is? Is it just me???
The worst part is, the IP address is complete bullshit, and the actual address leads closest to a coffee shop, but is genuinely just an empty street with a few businesses nearby. The address itself has no postal code, meaning it is not a legit address. Not a house, which is what Wesk first claimed.
If they do this every time you get into it with JAS (who, mind you, had no idea you were Mythica/Fleshcourse/Jakecourse/Etc until I started writing this post, you gave no clarification of this point, and people genuinely have not interacted with you in so long that even I forgot you existed) then why the fuck do you keep getting into it with JAS? If any of this is fully, totally, 100% legit, and that's a strong IF at this point with how much sketchy shit is happening, then why are you still getting into it? If this is legit, a genuinely unstable individual is doxxing you for their yandere love. STOP FUCKING INTERACTING IF THAT'S THE CASE OH MY GOD?
Jesus Christ.
Let's keep going.
Everyone reports Lost to get the blog taken down, because if the doxx is legit, we don't want it hanging around. Wesk thanked everyone, and things honestly died down in public for like two days.
In the meantime, JAS was being spammed stalker messages from the yandere, suicide threats, and dealing with shit in his personal life. And yet, no, JAS Is the big scary one to blame here, not the clearly fucked up asker.
An unrelated blog who I personally know, to whom I was venting about the entire situation, made a post about this: oopsallsyscourse (not to be confused with Oops-All-Syscourse). They made a post about how the doxxing had been faked, and how nobody was saying anything about it, and how that was fucked up.
They received "proof" that the doxx was real.
This is not proof that the doxx was real - it is simply proof that there is a discord account for the Lost individual. The account has existed since 2020, and they joined an Emoji server 3 days after creation.
Any investigation I've made into the "Starlight sys" has drawn a blank, particularly because galaxy themed system names are a dime a dozen, so it's hard to narrow down. (More on this at the end of the post).
This proof was left to sit for a bit, as it's not actually proof of anything, and is genuinely pretty flimsy at best. Anyone could've made this account. It's not indicative of a real person.
Sadly, said person, on December 16th, tried to join the Survivor’s Network, the server that Dude and I both moderate for. This was intensely triggering, and they were banned immediately.
This leads us to...
The Current Bullshit: Satoriships, Deletion of Evidence, and the Return of Aith
Satoriships. They're a new blog, having posted for the first time 6 days ago from today. Keep in mind that this means the blog came into being during the very brief pause in this syscourse drama, when nothing was happening other than JAS receiving harassment, during drama that involves (let me remind you) someone who has frequently created numerous blogs which are known for harassment and death threats.. They began to follow numerous anti-endo blogs, many of whom had them on their DNI. It got to the point that sysboxes made a very gentle post, made for anti-endo anti-ship individuals, to ensure they were checking who followed. Satori was not pleased about this post and bitched about how they don't check DNIs. (Wasn't breaking DNIs the reason why Wesk and Aith had issues with JAS? So it's fine for you to break them, but not for JAS?)
Satori, 2 days ago, then decided that they were going to defend Wesk. Why? According to Satori, Wesk and them have been RP buddies for 5 years. Satori states the doxxing was very real.
Let's look at all of the evidence Satori provides.
Evidence One that the doxxing is real: "First, from a close friend of the system running Weskcourse."
Uh. Hold on a minute, let me just -
(Shout out to my singlet friend who knows literally nothing about syscourse for helping me with this!)
So... This screenshot effectively proves nothing. People sometimes go on the internet and lie, and genuinely, I don't think you CAN prove the doxx is real without giving some deeply personal information. I think it might be more important to, idk, stop trying to interact with those who don't believe you and maybe take a break for your own health? That sounds like a much better idea.
Let's see what other proof is there...
Another discord DM conversation with Weskcourse, who we know is going to say the doxx is real because they already have said it is (whose username is Lord Mythicum, btw, which is further evidence of being Mythica-Plurality if the name is anything to go by, and will be important information later).
Another discord DM conversation with a "close IRL friend of Weskcourse"
Another discord DM conversation with "Weskcourse's IRL cousin"
There is no proof that any of these people are who they claim to be beyond their own testimony
All of these follow the same script, which easily could've been handed out before hand, as I demonstrated with my singlet friend above
Each of the conversations provided happened minutes between each other. Conversation 1: 7:34pm to 7:39pm. Conversation 2: 7:40pm to 7:42pm. Conversation 3: 7:45pm to 7:47pm. Conversation 4: 7:52pm to 8pm. I don't know about you, but for me, coordinating 4 completely different people to talk with me in the span of a single half hour would be a feat of Godlike proportions - and you managed to do it with no edited messages, no interruptions in the conversations, no mistakes whatsoever.
I think people are well within their rights to call out the sketchiness of this.
Oh but the "proof" that the "doxxing" is "real" does not stop there!
We have the new Lostagainandfoundanew blog! (Which is password protected, but don't worry, another unknown user named the Asylum System totally knew the password was "boobie"). Let's check it ou-
Oh. Hmm. Let me try mobile?
Don't worry guys - my singlet blog to the rescue. Let me log into my other account on tumblr, the likes of which nobody actually knows abou-
It's the same shit. You've gotta be fucking kidding me. Hey, buddy, if you wanna use someone's blog as evidence, it needs to be accessible. You couldn't have taken some screenshots of the blog or smth? "More evidence is coming" Oh boy, I can't wait for this drama to continue after everyone involved has literally stated, out loud, that they want the drama to end, and the only reason I'm making the post is cause people won't just stop interacting with everyone else. FFS guys.
Evidence Number Whatever The Fuck:
"This feels real" is not the evidence you think it is. This isn't even evidence! It's personal testimony again! It's also FURTHER FUCKING SUIBAIT. CAN Y'ALL STOP FUCKING RESORTING TO TELLING PEOPLE TO KILL THEMSELVES???? Jesus christ I'm getting triggered all over again. Fucking hell.
The last piece of evidence is the "horrifying" discord about of LostAgainAndFoundAnew, which was posted above, and messages from Emoji Hell, the server where this person is evidently writing about how much they wanna be noticed by JAS-Senpai.
Just gonna cover this one now - Satori has an extension that allows for their cursor to be placed on existing text to help them follow along, which evidently shows up in screenshots. I was suspicious about this fact too, as cursors typically show up when you are typing something yourself, but I'll accept this as truth.
People obviously called this shit out.
Here's system-stings, calling out the inconsistencies brought up about the blogs being brand new or almost brand new, which seems to indicate they are created specifically for this drama.
Here's Satori's response:
I'm going to actually come back to the DiscordUsername thing at the end, don't worry Satori <3
You stated the password came from someone who has legitimately never even been a part of this entire saga. Bro.
You were antiship and became proship? Just like weskcourse, the person people are now suggesting you might be?
You mean you have a sideblog, just like Weskcourse has been known to have 50 Million+ of?
None of this actually answers how fucking shady this entire situation is. I think people are well in their rights to call out how shady this is.
Here's SAS calling out the time inconsistencies, the fact that only these random ass start-up blogs are the ones continuing the drama, and calling out (yet again) that these discord usernames are uncensored, and the cursor being shown.
Satori's response:
(Does not address the time inconsistencies, the fact that they're a brand new blog - though I suppose they did that with Stings a moment ago - or the usernames). But don't worry guys, there are apparently 5 more people still waiting to continue the drama! Boy howdy I can't fucking wait for this bullshit to continue!!! /s
In the meantime, JAS posted the following:
And right afterward, Weskcourse deleted their blog. This was later revealed to be due to mental health reasons, but it is, once again, particularly odd timing. Which was then called out.
Enter Aith, back into the drama once more, to "defend a fellow pro-endo." (As a reminder, Wesk is Mythica-Plurality, aka, the Two Eddies, aka, someone Aith went on record saying was part of the reason Chaos-In-One was on the blocklist that started this whole drama).
SAS made a post detailing the entire drama. Here's aith's response.
If you say you aren't interacting with someone anymore, if you have them on a public blocklist (which you then deleted, but it is assumed you still believe the same thing you said about a week and a half ago), if you say you shouldn't interact for your mental health - fucking stop looking and hold true to your block. You blocked SAS for a reason. So stop interacting, stop prolonging something that you yourself have indicated was unhealthy for you.
But nope, you continued to participate (while admitting you didn't want to) by making claims (what you yourself admitted was just you being petty) about oopsallsyscourse and JAS being the same person (later claiming they "type the same" which... I have never seen oopsallsyscourse write the novel length posts seen from JAS, nor with the amount of screenshots and sources provided.)
I think this post someone made sums up the drama very very well.
Hmm.
oopsallsyscourse has personally said, in conversation, in public servers, why they're so invested in this drama.
oopsallsyscourse also chimed in on Aith's post about the claim I had made at one point that they were friends (which we now know is definitely false, I wish I could see Wesk's blog to see if I'm misremembering). Here's the full conversation, which had its last update that I can see 21 hours ago. Let's look at this:
So... you follow people in the pro-endo community, strictly because they are pro-endo, despite breaking their DNIs? So... You do. Exactly the same shit you put people on a blocklist for in the first place.
WHY THE FUCK DO YOU FOLLOW THEM? My fucking god can people start making sense for 5 goddamn seconds. Chalk this up to another inconsistency.
And oopsallsyscourse's response to the petty bullshit conspiracy post:
"But sick men should rest" aww thanks bby I do appreciate the kindness. Sadly, I think you're absolutely right that these people won't believe this post I've finally been dragged into - they'll just argue that I"m biased (you know, the Most Centrist Syscourser Ever who has been INCREDIBLY vocal this ENTIRE time about disagreeing with the actions of like everyone fucking involved in this bullshit, but whatever, public discord screenshots be damned I guess).
And now...
The True End: I Fucking Hate This Shit
Let's do this, shall we? The part I didn't share publicly yet: I'm going deep into this deep dive.
Well, Satori did invite anyone who wanted to join: "the server name is Emoji Hell if you can find it." Let's see what we can about this server:
The rules for the server, written by CorpseHusband, the username of the admin, were written in October of 2020. Many channels on the server are completely empty, and many users have not been active in literal years - which is an accomplishment given that there are only 9 members.
Right off the bat, we see that Lost has some beef with a new user when they join in October 2020 - very soon after the server was created.
Oddly enough, Lost is not the Starlet System. They are the Millennia System, and Starlet System is actually one of the blanked out users above - and is actually the server owner. I won't share the personal details of their pluralkit or tupperbox entires in the introductions channels, but here's some evidence of this:
So it's very odd to see their about profess they are the starlet system in their bio. I'm reaching out the the Starlet System now for more information, but as they have not been active since, as far as I can tell, October 6th of 2020, this may be a bit difficult.
Making it even more difficult is the fact that the proxies for the Millennia System do not exist in any of the bots I've checked. PluralKit has no record of the system code, and Tupperbox has no record either. I tried my best, but it seems that whoever posted the 2020 system members in that server has since deleted those proxies, which is concerning, given that Lost Again And Found Anew is still active in the server. It seems odd that they're still active with no information about them beyond the yandere style messages and bio...
Further shadiness comes in the lack of activity in the server. This user was last active (before the drama) on 05/08/2021, when they boosted the server twice. There was almost no chatter between then and now (none of which is from them), in which the most that really happened were people leaving and joining the server.
At least, until Weskcourse joined the server. Remember how I said that discord username thing would come back, Satori?
Now, we do have confirmation that this is Weskcourse, based on the SatoriShips screenshots. If I wanted to, I could actually DM Weskcourse right now, furthering the harassment. Thankfully, I'm not a fucking asshole, and I can actually not interact with people who I've said I won't interact with. Remarkable!
What we do not have confirmation of is when Wesk left the EmojiHell discord Server, nor why they chose to join the EmojiHell discord server, given that the screenshot of the Yandere Bullshit (which did not include all of the disgusting shit LostAgain was posting) happened on December 16th, long after LostAgain had been active. It's almost like Wesk joined the server, knowing Lost was there, and suddenly the drama continued. It's almost like the LostAgain yandere shit didn't start until after Wesk had already been in contact with JAS, and as of yet, there is absolutely no evidence provided, beyond testimony of someone who has repeatedly harassed anti-endos that LostAgain doxxed them in 2021.
I'm still waiting on the user Starlet to respond to my DMs, but I have very little hopes of this happening. So let's review the entire drama, TL;DR style:
TL;DR: EVERYONE NEEDS TO FUCKING GET OFF TUMBLR
AT makes a very public blocklist, which includes heaps of misinformation, and (as it is a public blocklist) inherently supports drama-hungry individuals causing shit.
Chaos-In-One gets an immediate ask continuing drama. They are removed from the blocklist upon apology.
Ultrabright responds to AT to correct misinformation. AT informs Ultrabright that this was due to the Mythica-Plurality drama from who knows how long ago.
JAS responds to the blocklist with a meme.
AT is upset that JAS interacted, despite having not googled "how to block from a sideblog" once in this entire time.
JAS responds with another meme.
AT continues to interact with JAS, once again being upset.
During this, Ultrabright is removed from the blocklist.
JAS explains why he is still interacting, which involved the misinformation about Ultrabright.
AT learns how to block people after taking a vaguepost of mine about [Redacted User] and other bullshit in syscourse to be a vaguepost about them, and after I took it upon myself to explain to AT how to block from a sideblog (which numerous other users also attempted to do, despite my username and theirs not being "google it")
Weskcourse jumps on the drama declaring that Ultrabright is the person who harassed them (hence confirming they are Mythica-Plurality)
AT posts public suicidal thoughts, untagged, which triggers me and causes JAS to create a post asking people not to manipulate others using untagged fucking suicide bait.
Weckcourse then changes their tune to say that JAS personally harassed them after this post comes out.
AT puts me back on the blocklist after I refuse to engage further with the drama that triggered my suicidal ideation.
AT then deletes the blocklist, proving it was pointless in the first place.
Weskcourse continues to go after JAS, insisting that JAS harassed them, eventually adding that it was on the SAS blog, and that SAS had posted a DNI of theirs 2-3 years ago, which led to harassment.
SAS has to go digging to find the post, from a year ago, which had no identifying information and nothing that was not publicly shared.
It is revealed via anon that the person who popularized the post was Oops-All-Syscourse, who is no longer active in syscourse.
JAS leaves Wesk alone, as this all seems to be a huge misunderstanding.
Wesk continues to go after JAS, and after any anon they receive, suibaiting each of them.
JAS responds to Wesk saying "look, I have no idea what you're talking about," as Wesk is making claims that are not true (such as asking JAS to take down the post, or JAS blocking them).
Wesk is "doxxed" (via a fake IP address and a shady-at-best address) by LostAgain, a user who is (supposedly, though the evidence dates to December 16, 2022, three days ago) obsessed by JAS.
Everyone collectively loses their shit, reports the "Doxxer," and looks into the doxxing, only to discover the shady details.
Nobody calls out how shady it is because everyone involved has professed wanting it to fucking be done with.
Wesk thanks everyone for getting the "doxxer" removed from tumblr.
JAS continues to receive stalker yandere asks that go unpublished, which he does not mention publicly to avoid more drama.
oopsallsyscourse, a close friend of mine who has heard me bitching about how this drama is affecting my friend JAS, takes it upon themselves to post about the shadiness of the doxx.
Wesk throws a fit and insists the doxx was real.
Someone comes to oopsallsyscourse with "proof" the "doxx" was real (said proof being recorded at 12/16/2022, which is well after the doxx at this point).
This same day, the “doxxer” tries to join the Survivor’s Network discord, a discord dedicated to healing from our trauma as people with complex dissociative disorders, and greatly triggers Dude.
SatoriShips chooses to defend Wesk, posting "evidence" that is not only easily faked, but doesn't... actually prove anything, as it is private testimonies and, at best, the "vibes" that Wesk gives off.
Sick and tired of this bullshit, I decide to go straight to the fucking source, and do a deep dive into the Emoji Hell server, discovering that there is no record of LostAgain being obsessed with JAS until after all of this drama unfolded, and no record of LostAgain being the original doxxer whatsoever.
And where has this left us?
Aith, not being touched by anyone but anon messages, who they could shut up by just turning off anon. The blocklist was deleted, so clearly didn't need to be posted publicly in the first place, and they now know how to block people correctly.
Weskcourse, who deleted their blog, whose main is for some fucking reason now trying to syscourse (You ain't the lord of shit, get out of the syscourse tags and let it fucking drop already).
SatoriShips, who has existed for 6 days, suddenly coming in with "evidence" that isn't evidence, prolonging this shit.
oopsallsyscourse, who was trying to deflect the harassment JAS is receiving by taking the drama onto themselves.
Me, sick with Covid, writing an essay long post because none of you will let this fucking go.
And JAS.
Who has been receiving daily harassment, who has dealt with constant shit from you all and others in their fucked up life, who is trying their best not to spiral from all of this. JAS, who is the person who helped me most of all to confront my plurality, who has taught me so many coping mechanisms, and who has supported me daily since I split 4 damn times in the past year. JAS, who is one of the sweetest people I know, who you all only get glimpses of through tumblr screenshots on a goddamn silly syscourse blog that has been doing nothing but posting people's cute pets for the last goddamn week in order to try and stay mentally well.
I have Dude's (that's JAS) express permission to share this next part, and that is the only reason I'm going to. I won't share everything - he shouldn't fucking need to, but I genuinely feel like people need to understand what they're doing.
Dude has been on the receiving end of absolutely god awful fucking horrific childhood trauma. He suffers from OSDD, and suffering is a good word for what I've witnessed tonight. He has worked so hard for years now, around 30 years now, to just survive and thrive as the person he is. He was stabilizing recently, and had not reached out to a therapist in two years.
Tonight, in the course of me making this post, I contacted Dude with the server information, the part I added at the end. And Dude... he spiraled, completely. He has suffered so much in the past, including shit that is incredibly eerily similar to a lot of what's happened in this situation. He immediately went into flashback-mode, and started having a very public crisis in two different servers I share with him. It's ongoing, and he's thankfully reaching back out to his therapist about everything, but it's fucking inexcusable.
For people who claim to be against harassment, how fucking dare you all. How dare you call what Dude did "harassment." How dare you call this situation anything other than what it was: an inconsiderate person starting petty drama, who then could not handle the backlash when people called them out, who then was backed up by a known harasser and a disgusting individual, who is being backed up by some unknown goddamn rando who's friends with them. You all are going after JAS with everything you've got.
But not the actual person you claim is doxxing people. Not the actual person who has my friend in a crisis at the moment, and has me genuinely scared they will hurt themselves, all over you petty bullshit about a blocklist.
I am sickened by everyone involved in this situation, but particularly Aith, Wesk, and Satori. I cannot comprehend how you all thought this was okay. I cannot comprehend how you all still have yet to let the drama go, how you all continue again and again to push buttons that did not need to be pushed. I cannot comprehend how you all haven't learned to block and keep them blocked. I blocked all of you, some of you before this drama started, and I did not go back until I had to make this post to stop the harassment against my friend.
And LostAgain?
I have no respect for you, which is a hard thing to accomplish. Kindly find someplace else to shout into an abyss, and never utter JAS's name again.
Now will all of you please
Shut the ever loving fuck up.
#syscourse#weskcourse#long post#Armageddon Comes While I'm Sleeping#suicide#tw suicide#tw suibait#tw harassment
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Right since I’m beginning to settle down on my Digital Circus hyperfixation, it’s time to talk about another one! It surprises me that I haven’t talked about the Fnaf movie that much on here so don’t expect this to be concise, it’s gonna be all over the place so let’s go!
First off, I still can’t process that the movie is coming out in almost a week! As a self proclaimed Fnaf veteran (I’ve been a fan since the second games release) i thought this movie was doomed to be stuck in development hell but no! It’s real, fnaf is real, ye.
Anyway enough rambling, time to go feral over minor details.
Yes I watched the unlisted video in full and yes this has been on my mind for the past 7 hours or so. It captured the ambience of Fnaf 1 PERFECTLY and I couldn’t be happier about it. So I’m gonna talk about some cool stuff I saw during the video.
WHAT THE FUCK? SHADOW FREDDY? That was not on my bingo card, look at him, he’s glorious.
I also saw this small pill bottle, it’s likely that it’s Mike’s but I’m not sure why he’d have it, maybe it’s a Walten Files situation? He could’ve went through something so traumatic that he had to take normal pills to forgor? And if Mike IS William’s son here then that would explain why he didn’t know who he was during the job interview, so the event that happened that made him become prescribed to them was likely The Bite Of 83 if that’s the case. Or they’re completely unrelated since the movies timeline is completely separate from the games.
Enough speculating, time to talk about funnie murder man now.
They absolutely NAILED this design, I love how you can see hints of Afton’s clothes and those eyes, holy shit those eyes, I don’t know what it is but they’re so unsettling (loving the hints of purple in those peepers). I don’t know when the suit’s showing up in the movie (probably the third act) but its probably going to be my favourite part. And if the Spring Bonnie design makes me feel genuinely unsettled, I can’t WAIT to see what they’re going to do with Springtrap.
I know some people have said that this is going to be his design for the movie but I don’t think that’s the case, look at the small hints of Afton we see in the suit, there’s no blood, no hints of bodily harm, he clearly hasn’t been springlocked yet, and the suit looks worse for wear because it’s the suit from Fredbear’s, it’s old, it hasn’t been in use for almost 2 decades (it’s been confirmed by Emma Tammi that the movie takes place in the year 2000), and speaking of springlocks…
BBFC RATING HELLO?? UNDETAILED DECAPITATION?? HUH??
At first I thought it was referring to a possible springlock scene, but then I remembered something that would make a lot more sense
Maybe it’s referring to this? I’ve seen a lot of theories stating that Golden Freddy might actually be Mike after something happens (hence why Abby’s so chill with a golden bear that has Sans Undertale going into his eyes).
But it could refer to quite a few things maybe that’s how the five children were killed and stuffed? Possibly, but either way, I really hope they don’t cut out the springlock failure entirely, it’s really important to the timeline and I’m genuinely curious to see what they could get away with with the rating in mind.
ALSO THIS. Okay, so there’s obviously a few contenders here and I can immediately debunk one of them
It’s not Balloon Boy, we see him in a drawing during this scene in the teaser trailer, and I think it would be out of place for him to show up anyway (even if I’d find it fucking hilarious)
I think it’s either Henry or The Puppet, I don’t see it being anyone else (maybe there’s someone I forgot? Idk man Fnaf canon nowadays is ridiculous). Maybe if the Mike saw trap theory actually happens The Puppet will show up to do her thing and place his soul in the Golden Freddy suit? Maybe, it’s either that or a post credits scene. And with Henry I only see him having a VERY minor role, I’m not sure what he could be doing though, we’ll have to wait and see if he shows up or not.
Anyway I’m very excited for this movie and if it’s not at least a 7/10 I’m going to cry.
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you act as if people drawing and posting porn involving minors is normal behavior. not every CSA or COCSA victim is going to be comforted by people fetishizing the thing that traumatized them, acting like people being uncomfortable with DRAWN CHILD PORN is somehow taking resources away from victims is disgusting. Not to mention I doubt a good chunk of the larger artists known for drawing ~risque~ shit involving kids are all somehow CSA survivors. Not everyone who draws children and adults getting it on is a victim, what excuse do they have for making our trauma wank material?
Pitching a fit about how people having an opinion about and acting like they're some bogeyman because they said it's nasty to sexualize children is a bad look. you say bog's obsessed when you've filled the recent posts with his tag with you whining about them. grow the fuck up and learn that "block someone if they post shit you don't agree with" can go both ways.
oh hey, someone with their name attached to an ask, haven't got one of those in a while
Anyway
(1) "you act as if people drawing and posting porn involving minors is normal behavior."
I mean, if we're going to be honest, a lot of things about erotic fantasies aren't "normal", so I don't really care about that word usage? That means nothing.
What I care about is actual harm, and there is no actual hard proof that these stories/art/fantasies/whatever *on their own* lead to a greater increase in CSA or grooming.
We know people may use it, but that's because groomers use everything. But we learned that we aren't going to hold candy stores on lock down, but rather teach kids about "stranger danger".
(2) "not every CSA or COCSA victim is going to be comforted by people fetishizing the thing that traumatized them"
Cool, I never said that. But it is undeniable that many other victims have found sanctuary in engaging with this fiction in one way or another, or even RECOGNIZED they'd been abused because they saw a fic tagged 'abuse' and connected it to their own life experiences.
What they need to do, if it has an adverse affect on their emotions, is learn to manage tags and their internet bubble.
This may surprise you, but I also don't like lolisho stuff. However, I manage to keep myself safe with proper internet use, not interacting with lolisho accounts, etc.
This can be made difficult depending on the exact site (twitter has always been a trashfire and it's only gotten worse), but the answer is to work together to find a way so that both parties can exist.
(3) "acting like people being uncomfortable with DRAWN CHILD PORN is somehow taking resources away from victims"
.....Yeah, I never said that either. Did you go to the wrong blog?
(4) "Not to mention I doubt a good chunk of the larger artists known for drawing ~risque~ shit involving kids are all somehow CSA survivors"
The problem here is that no one has a magical radar for detecting who's "actually" a CSA survivor or not. You can only ask, and, frankly, a lot of you can't be trusted with that information.
I know this from experience, where I said "this anime lady having mid-boobs isn't a sign she's minor-coded" and someone decided that meant I was lying about being a CSA survivor, or else I'd have agreed with them.
(5) "what excuse do they have for making our trauma wank material?"
I mean, one, they're not making "your" trauma wank material. They're not thinking about you, or me, or anyone at all. They're thinking about an anime character or whatever.
If we restrict writing/etc on "did they experience this exact trauma themselves", then we'd have to cut out a LOT of media.
secondly, I know for a fact that one of the theories to why people have rape fantasies is because of the stress of being marginalized in some way, where their sexualities constantly judged and there's no "right" answer which doesn't immediately contradict itself.
(for example, women having to fight between the cultural expectations of "whore" or "prude", so their brain provides a fantasy where they get the great sex but none of the responsibility because the choice was taken from them)
I'm sure some equally fascinating answers could be given for stuff like lolisho... but that would require you approaching people in good faith, recognizing that they're human, and not deciding from the get that they're evil boogeyman who want to hurt YOU specifically.
(7) "Pitching a fit about how people having an opinion about"
That you frame it like this indicates, at least to me, that you don't know how this conversation started out. It wasn't just bogleech "having an opinion". It was bogleech making unsubstantiated judgment calls, and doing things like taking a trans person's words out of context so he could make them look like a pedophile and send his rabid fanbase their way.
Add in him not listening to actual scientific studies and pedojacketing any CSA survivor who doesn't listen to him...
And that is the problem.
(8) "you've filled the recent posts with his tag with you whining about them"
yeah, I got asks about him. Other people were also criticizing him. I tagged with his name so that people who were sick of him and had his name muted and on a blacklist etc could avoid seeing him.
I don't know why that's a struggle to understand. It's basic consideration.
That he's the kind of guy who looks up on his own name on Google search is far more embarrassing.
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