Woop woop at 38!!!! Let's keep it going and also if you need information or wanna follow the story of why I'm doing this please go http://AbelCharlesMclean.wordpress.com emmaleemclean Or Twitter or tumblr Or even reddit What ever social media I have will have tons of updates and story's and blogs about how I'm dealing with this pain and all I want to do is help people and share my story and my sons story now that he doesn't have a voice I'll tell his story for him so please go have a look and let me know 🙏 #writer #photography #photographer #healing #distraction #RIPAbelCharles #RIP #SIDSAwareness #only2weeksold #imstillamum #angelboy https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg6DJv2pgfxUve2wkQMRhxOpEY8kIRQX6YoSn40/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Check out my Facebook group because I'm in needing of a distraction and why not start my own photography business and blogging/journalist thing and I'm doing it for my son... Abel Charles mclean was the smallest but smartest babies I've ever fallen in love with he wrapped me around his little finger from the moment he was born.. in that moment I knew when I looked into his eyes that he had me so wrapped around his little finger and he knew it too.. sadly he passed away due too SIDS 2 weeks after I gave birth to him and the day I lost him was the day I died... giving life to such an amazing little boy and then having him be taken like that at only just 2 weeks old.. I'm doing this all for him, Abel changed my life and continues to keep changing it. So my please go check it out and help me navigate and distract myself from this pain.. and he would of been 3 months old today and am I allowed to feel guilty that I'm trying to distract myself?