Miss You - Lyric Analysis

by me because im bored.

yet again because whats more fun than going over lyrics for the 2736843th time? Absolutely nothing! and if you thought of something, you're lying to youself

So, miss you was a song released in the 8th of December 2017.

Some backstory before.

ObViOusLy, the whole babygate thing, add a lil cherry on top with the Elk split up (23rd march 2015 - 2 weeks prior) and them getting back toguether in 2017 (17 Feb). All of this aswell as Danielle and Brenda in the middle of it.

K with all the smol context under us we can already look around and see that just by the title 'Miss You' people had speculated it was for Eleanor, and since Louis said :

I wrote this song about a time in my life when I was going out partying every night. In hindsight throughout that time I was pretty numb and just going through the motions. Deep down it was always in the back of my mind that what I really missed was the girl that I loved

which obviously links the song to two occurences:

Babygate: 'was going out partying every night' (since we know for a fact he literally went partying every week)

The split up from Elk

but the thing is right- lmao Danielle just danielled away. No mention whatsoever.

This, all of this, and JUsT that quote that Louis gave us already destroyed like- half the narrative of 'Really good friends w an oops baby' and (obviously) just tarnishes yet again the 'engagement' route they were going to take. BUT IT ALSO leaves Danielle behind as if she didn't even exist!!

Which by the way things look, she might not've anygays.

The music video was made in LA

which again (If I could I would literally kiss louis brain) links it to Babygate.

Now the lyrics

verse 1:

"Is it my imagination?

Is it something that I’m taking?

All the smiles that I’m faking

“Everything is great

Everything is fucking great”"

Obviously we can literally hear the sarcasm on the last two lines. 'All the fake smiles' reffering to all the pap pics he did while the lead up to the Holy Conception. Aswell that him reffering to the scene as 'imagination' or 'something that he's taking' could emphasize that its so bad, so unreal that he thinks its a joke and that he's either too drunk or thinking it.

Going out every weekend

Staring at the stars on the ceiling

Hollywood friends, gotta see them

Such a good time

I believe it this time

Again, him reffering to him being papped every week on a club with the first line, the 'stars on the' ceiling reffering to the lights in night clubs, 'Holywood Friends' reffering to Annas, and specially reffering to Snoop Dog and his launch party, which was when this picture happened:

pre chorus:

Tuesday night

Glazed over eyes

Just one more pint or five

Does it even matter anyway?

One of the fucking smartest lines in my opinion, him reffering to tuesday. Which is him reffering to the day the first article of him being out partying came out:

The next are him reffering to what always happened; drinking and feeling shit. 'does it even matter anyways' is his subcontious trying to tell him to give in and just do what they wanted him to do, saying that it doesn't even matter because either way the end will be shit (and bla bla bla, but again, its his subcontious. not him.)

chorus:

We’re dancing on tables

And I’m off my face

With all of my people

And it couldn’t get better they say

the first two lines are ofc reffering to the feeling of being drunk, 'dancing on tables' and 'of your face' are ohrases people use to refer to drunken states. The 'people' Louis is reffering to is his escorts; people paayed to carry out what is supposed to happen that night (bodyguards, pr managers, paps, in cases the girls aswell he appears papped with), and the line 'couldn't get better they say' has both the connotation of this being the LA dream, of always partying, knocking chicks up, drinking to your hearts desire- aswell as having the connotation of 'his people' telling him it will not get better, so don't try to oppose it. (which links back to the previous verse 'does it even matter anyway')

We’re singing 'til last call

And it’s all out of tune

Should be laughing, but there’s something wrong

And it hits me when the lights go on

Shit, maybe I miss you

'singing til last call' refers to how late he spent in the clubs and 'out of tune' suggest again the drunk state. 'Should be laughing but there's something wrong' is again, elluding to that LA dream partying state that should've been what he was feeling, since that's what the media said. The 'lights go on' is reffering to the paps, when they take pictures (and obviously the miss you is talking about eleanor because he'd much rather stunt with her than be here lmao ) And yes, the miss you is reffering to Harry.

There doesn't have to be a reason and obviously it could also be a stunt line in the song- but let me explain what I think: We can see Louis' state by the end of the paps shoots, how he slowly just becomes VERY tired towards the last few ones. And keep in mind he was also touring with 1D WHILE HE PARTIED. Which meant it was Show-Party-Show-Party with things thrown between it aswell. Giving close to little time to spend w Harry.

(Pretty sure that's not at all what happened, its just what I think- it was such a fucking busy thing, I'd not be surprised if they both were stressed and not having enough 1-1 time)

Verse 2:

Just like that and I’m sober

I’m asking myself, “Is it over?”

Maybe I was lying when I told you

“Everything is great

Everything is fucking great”

First line reffering to how in the morning, next day of partying, he was again sober- for the shows- and him asking 'is it over' refers to how he just wanted it to be over with, all the patying and paps.

The two last lines could signify him talking to someone about his life- I'd say that the 'you' here does not mean Harry- but someone else- them asking "How's your life going" and then him going "Great Great, yeah- fookin great ykwim"

something along the lines of that you get me.

And all of these thoughts and the feelings

Chase you down if you don’t need them

I’ve been checking my phone all evening

Such a good time

I believe it this time

the first and second lines here are again, Louis talking about his subcontious; that 'this will turn on us' reffering to him and Harry. About a (probable) fear that this will make a strain in their relationship and stuff.

(a/n: kind of like how a lot of shippers unlarried while babygate was happening because 'louis couldn't cheat' or how a lot of shippers say they broke up during that time because 'Harry couldn't take the stress' and stuff)

Im not saying they broke up not that he cheated. What I'm saying is that there was a fear that this would make them break up- he says 'chase you down' which has the animalification of the wolves chasing down the pray to kill them etc.

Bridge:

Now I’m asking my friends how to say “I’m sorry”

They say “Lad, give it time, there’s no need to worry”

And we can’t even be on the phone now

And I can’t even be with you alone now

the first line links to what I said about Louis' subconcious; this would be that constant need to say 'I am sorry' for something that isn't his fault or something that he can't control, and then the second line goes on to say that he doesn't have to worry because, again, its not his fault and Harry undertands that.

Now the 'We can't even be on the phone now, I can't even be with you alone now' refers to their public appearance, on how other than that Paris interview there are no other interviews with just them two, on how we didn't get a Larry hour on 1Dday... It refers to them literally being unable to say anything to each other because of management.

Oh, how shit changes

We were in love, now we’re strangers

I WANT TO ALIENATE THESE TWO LINES BECAUSE OF HOW FUCKING LOUT IT IS.

this one links ti the last two of the previous, again on their public image (His and Harry's) about how they were once in love (fetus) but now they're strangers (the mortal enemies narrative)

When I feel it coming up, I just throw it all away

Get another two shots 'cause it doesn’t matter anyway

And to top off these last two lines of the bridge is him linking all of this back to the start of the song: 'is it my imagination, is it something that I'm taking' with 'when I feel it coming up, I just throw it all away'; when the thoughts that this is all fake and once he wakes up or stop imagining its all going to be better (aswell as with the connotation of over partying and vomiting) but at the same time him making himself stop those thoughts because he knows this is reality. And then round back again with the repetition of 'doesn't matter anyways' with it feeling like a dead end to him.

i honestly had to take a break between reading everything because some anons comments/asks just took me out completely. or triggered me. or both tbfh.

first of all, if i ever see someone say that jaem has a robotic tone/voice when he raps AGAIN, i'm seriously gonna explode. like no. i cannot begin to stress enough how much i love jaem's voice (tone)/flow when he raps. he might actually be my favourite rapper in terms to that. idk why but his voice is so fucking attractive to me and it literally makes me ascend in the clouds when i hear him sing/rap.

secondly, to the people saying that line distributions are always like this and that there are other main rappers that fit the parts more and yadda yadda, blah blah.. WE KNOW. okay, trust me, as a winwin and xion (oneus) stan, i KNOW how unfair line distributions get and i KNOW for a fact that that's just the way that things work with most kpop groups. BUT, like you (that means you, rai, that i just happened to stumble upon now xD) said, "universe (let's play ball)" could have EASILY been a 7 member unit, or a 6 member unit, or a FIVE (5) MEMBER UNIT.

E A S I L Y.

and trust me, if SM had done their job properly, it'd get all the hype they wanted it to even without "the popular" nct members.

but no, they had to put jaem in. because he's a visual, the visual, and because he's a center, the center. they had to put him in and give him one (1 !!!) line that is not even his own completely, it's shared w another member. and then they just decided to give him screetime as the visual.

yeah, i think other jaemin stans and I (even tho jaem is just a bias wrecker for me) should apologize bc we're upset that jaemin is just seen as the visual. :D

is that what some anons from here expected? for that to happen? for us to be like, "oh yeah, no biggie, he has screentime!" ??? like, no?? when i download the song and listen to it or go on spotify to listen to it, i won't be looking at how much screentime x or y had. i'll be listening to the song and as expected, i won't hear jaemin's voice that i'm super in love with.

and that's both frustrating and upsetting. :/

because jaemin puts in a lot of work. because jaemin is talented and has tons of potential and because jaemin is so much more than just a pretty face. jaemin is more than the "hyper" member or the "funny" member or the "weird" member, OR THE "PRETTY FLOWER BOY VISUALS" MEMBER. jaemin for me, has one of the best voices in kpop. and i seriously don't know why his voice attracts my ears so much but it does and it's such a shame that other people don't think he deserves more exposure to his voice or that they think that just because he's seen a lot in mvs, then that's enough.

it's not. stop saying nanadoongies are overreacting. i'm a winwin stan, i'm a renjun stan, i'm a hendery stan and i'm pretty close to becoming a jisung stan. i've seen plenty of unfair line distributions go towards "my favs" or "my biases". and yes line distributions happen all the time, but this one could have been avoided.

na jaemin is an amazing rapper, dancer & vocalist. na jaemin is an AMAZING ACTOR for fuck's sake & yes he's also an amazing visual/model. and since his visuals are utilized so good, i just want his voice to also be utilized just as good/much. like pls.

again, just like you said rai, this song could have easily been a 5/6/7 members unit song, to (imo) give a break to some of the overworked members and to also give the spotlight/exposure to some other members. but no, SM really just said "nah, let's overwork our idols to sell more".

i ranted, sorry lol, i was more upset about this then i thought. you've got loads to read.

Wow this was long sksksk

I hope you’re not mad that I’m not commenting on everything you said because i’m on mobile 😂

favourite vocaloid voice boxes???

as a vocaloid boomer, this makes me really excited since nowadays, people only know vflower and the 'main' vocaloids. i remember back in the days, vflower wasn't as popular and she was one of my favorites :")

ia

i used to be so obsessed with her as a kid. most people might know her as the vocaloid mainly used in the kagerou project series. i was so ridiculously obsessed with her and her design. she got really popular during the kagerou project era, i think.

yuzuki yukari

i love, love yukari's voice. it just sounds more realistic, in a way? one of my favourite songs from her is chururira chururira daddadda (nnd; bilibili) which is one of her most popular songs. and omg, i love ferry-p's series of songs! and punch it, punk is my favourite from them. check out their song series.

nekomura iroha

i first found her because she was made from a collab with sanrio and i love sanrio, so from that point on, i was a bit biased... anyway, have you heard her cover of kokoronashi because everyone needs to hear it: link.

oliver

like most people, i think, i found him from tarantula. i think he was one of the first vocaloids i discovered who had a non-japanese voice provider so i got hooked immediately.

and it's a must to add more popular ones like vflower, gumi, kagamine rin & len, and hatsune miku. i really love how vlfower is getting more famous. it's making me excited since the vocaloid community is growing again outside of japan. vflower's popularity got me back to vocaloid, ngl, since my hype sort of died down after the release of mikagura school suite's anime version. and god, i loved mikagura school suite's songs.

anyway, these are my favourite vocaloids. ia is still number one in my heart. she was my first love tbfh. i always get excited whenever i see her in a chorus.

i used to be the biggest fan of kagerou project, tbh. i still am. as for my opinions about mekakucity actors... i didn't like the ending. but i loved it because of studio shaft. i'm literally head-over-heels for studio shaft. i worship studio shaft. i'm in deep. i love studio shaft. i remember literally making essays about how much i love the animation and the whole head tilt going on. studio shaft is amazing.

i was into the whole debate with onodera and chitoge. i fought people in the comments and how was i? idk, below fifteen? anyway <3 that's all. watch studio shaft's works! listen to these vocaloids <3

💘 + sebora

where they first met and how: They first meet at a café in Paris!

how long their ‘flirting’ phase was before feelings got involved: Sebastian caught feelings in about two weeks, Aurora caught feelings in about a month, and then it took them another 7-8 months to actually get together i hate them

who fell for who first: Sebastian!

where their first date was and what it was like: either their first date was spending a day together in Paris ending with a picnic under the eiffel tower or it was supposed to be dinner and turned into instead sitting in the hospital for hours after Quinn’s car accident or it was going to a drive in movie the next weekend — this is a very highly debated topic in Warbler Hall

who asks who out and how: Sebastian in all three cases!

who proposes first: I’m undecided lmao but they were definitely both planning their proposals at the same time

if they keep / kept their relationship secret or let everyone know right away: They tell everyone right away lmao like they tell the Warblers first thing the next morning (including Blaine, and Aurora calls Wes & David) and then the New Directions find out

where the proposal happens and how: it depends on which one of htem proposes but both involve songs!

if they adopt any pets together: DUCKY AND CHICK OF COURSE!!!!

who’s more dominant: listen first of all we aren’t going into any nsfw shit with this but in general like... sebastian is better at asserting boundaries most of the time but Aurora is always ready to throw down but also in their relationship kind of neither like they’re very much equals okay 

where their first kiss was and what it was like: Paris!!!  Aurora kissed Sebastian, said thank you, ran off, and then they didn’t see each other again for like two months

if they have any matching couples stuff ( mugs? sweaters? pillowcases? ): school uniforms lmao no but also they have dumb matching christmas sweaters and like in general they are the obnoxiously adorable dumb matching couple we love to see it they also have matching mugs and mickey mouse ears

how into pda they are: not very!  like okay they’re comfortable kissing and cuddling around the warblers but much less so around the new directions!

who holds the umbrella when it rains: sebastian lmao aurora couldn’t hold an umberlla over his head

where their usual ‘date spot’ is ( if applicable ): warbler hall!

who’s more protective: both of them!!

how long it is before they sleep together ( can be as in ‘had sex’ or as in ‘shared a bed’ ): idek for sex not for a long time, they share a bed the day they reunite in s3

if they argue about anything: they do and it’s usually a “I’m mad that you’re accepting someone treating you like crap” argument tbh like their biggest fight ever was Sebastian being mad that Aurora didn’t tell him (or anyone) about Kurt treating her like shit

who leaves more marks ( lipstick, hickeys, scratchmarks etc. ): Aurora sometimes leaves lipstick marks on his cheek/jaw without meaning to 

who steals whose clothes and how often: Aurora literally constantly

how they cuddle ( spooning? facing each other? ): usually facing each other with Aurora’s head on Sebastian’s chest

what their favourite nonsexual activity is: I know this is a cliche answer but they really just like being around each other regardless of what they’re doing but also like snuggling and singing lmao

how long they stay mad at each other: like 0.5 seconds tbfh

what their usual coffee / tea orders are: Aurora: as many espresso shots as you can fit into this giant mug and then i guessss enough milk that it doesn’t burn my mouth to chug it / sebastian: lattes usually

if they have any special pet names for each other: Sebastian calls her Rory/Aurora and sometimes Princess, Aurora calls him Bas, and they both use babe and love a lot

if they ever split up and / or get back together: they break up for like an hour or two in season 4 oof

what their shared living space is like ( messy? clean? what kind of decor? ): it’s sort of not super organized but not a huge mess either!

what their first christmas / hanukkah / etc as a couple was like: sebastian almost didn’t show up and aurora was heartbroken but then he surprises her and they’re just soft and living their best life

what their names are in each other’s phones: Aurora’s is probably “Bas ❤️💙” and Sebastian’s is “Aurora 💙❤️” bc dalton colours bc they’re fucking nerds i hate them

if they have any ‘couple traditions’ ( buying a new mug for their collection every year? baking every friday evening? ): not very many that aren’t inner circle warbler things but they start getting each other some sort of christmas decoration (usually tree ornaments) every year that symbolize something from their relationship that year!

who falls asleep first and who wakes up first: Sebastian falls asleep first and Aurora wakes up first she... doesn’t sleep

who’s the big spoon / little spoon: Sebastian is the big spoon — Aurora loves being cuddled

who hogs the bathroom: Sebastian tbh

who kills the spiders / takes them outside: Usually sebastian, Aurora hates bugs

Send me 💘 + a ship

17 questions

thank you @tomlinsno @kennyortegas & @itslouistomlinson for tagging me💞

Nickname: ceci, cesu, sheshe

Zodiac: libra

Height: 1.59mts

Hogwarts House: hufflepuff :)

Last thing I googled: time in portugal lmao (gabe this one’s for you)

Song stuck in my head: perfect now by louis tomlinson

Number of followers: too many

Amount of sleep: 6-8 hours

Lucky number: idk dont have one??

Dream job: doing something artistic (writing, drawing, acting) & helping people

Wearing: jean and yellow hoodie :)

Favourite song: ugh man idk.... anything by louis or keiynan tbfh

Favourite instrument: piano probably

Aesthetic: books, chocolate, hoodies, sunsets, forests, the sound of nature

Favourite author: do ao3 authors count?

Favourite animal noises: all of them 🥺

Random: my mum is watching greys anatomy in spanish next to me and the translation is terrible :/

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you’ll definitely have to make up for all the missed cuddles when you do see each other again! i’ve only just recently started using the exclude function in ao3 to help weed out the pairings i don’t particularly want and that helps at least hahaha. oooh i’m a big fan of angst as long as we get a happy ending! stab me all you want but make it better please hahaha. OMG nmj being written as violent and abusive like, skjkfk do we even know that same character?? i hate that and i feel like they (1/3)

really don’t do him justice. you know what, i think same! i would get along with nhs, maybe jc because we’re both bitchy scorpios lbr, & wwx on small doses. i wouldn’t get on too well with jgy. i hope it’s not weird for me to say but i saw the pics you posted and i got a pretty good idea of you aesthetic and i love it!!! pastel but make it punk is so accurate hahaha. also you’re cute wheee! my style is either minimalist or graphic tee + high waisted jeans or a mix, depending on my  mood that day haha. pretty much inspired by scandinavian basics style. i like things simple and clean with pops of interesting details. okay, question time! your honest opinion on meng yao/jgy as a character and his relationship with nmj specifically. i just feel like he’s one of those divisive characters in the fandom and i’d be interested to know how you feel about him especially considering nmj is your fave. hahaha. - cc. (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧ 

yes me too!! i always need a happy ending oh my god! i say that while guardian is my fave show but ok...

We can start a fun friend group, you, me, nhs and jc. wwx is invited sometimes so we don’t get sick of him.

hehehe i’m glad you like my style, it’s pretty all over the place tbh, really depends on my mood! but gosh graphic tee and high wasted jeans (are there any other type of jeans? no.) heLL YEAH!!! GOOD look! 

Oh gosh my opinion on jgy... i’m gonna try to explain under the cut but as i said before i’m very bad at expressing my thoughts!

i actually really can’t stand his ass god. in the beginning i was neutral like ok he’s messed up and evil but whatever but now i.... the more i think about it the more i hate him... ugh i can’t even look at him... he’s such a horrible horrible person tbfh the things he did were so messed up and disgusting and his reasoning behind it... kind of pathetic.

the whole thing with him killing nmj is just so sad and so unnecessary... nie mingjue gave him so many chances and opportunities but no he didn’t want to better himself he loved being a horrible person, a murderer too much <3 power hungry rat...

i think that’s also what angers me so much when people make nmj into this abusive, horrible angry man and jgy into this poor little innocent victim of circumstances. nie mingjue is a very loving and forgiving person? he gave jgy ALL the opportunities in the world, he even freaking sent a letter to jgs to tell him that “hey your bastard son is actually kind of a cool and smart kid maybe uh accept him?” AND THEN After being betrayed he kept giving him chances to redeem himself over and over again, trusting him with his LIFE literally and sTILL the rat fucking killed him in the most HORRIBLE way possible AND went as far to make sure his chances of reincarnation were next to zero. and STILL people say nmj is the villain and jgy was right killing him and the other 1545455476546523 people. 

what about you? now you say actually i love jgy and we can’t be friends anymore gjfkgjdl

Also!! tell me your fave song on the ost, cause no matter how much i dislike jgy his song is definitely one of my favourites (but i just really love the artist who sings it as well so maybe i’m biased) 

I was tagged by @leviathanru thankies 💕

1) nicknames

Nilli, leema, nima, sakii, pied piper, so many others I can remember

2) real name

Nilima but I’ve been my OCs name on this blog

3) zodiac sign

Cancer ♋️

4) favourite musicians

I love all of the enstars idols tbfh they’re my faves but this is currently my fave enstars song

5) favourite sports team

I don’t watch sports unless it’s the olympics

6) other blogs

Just this one 😂

7) do I get asks

Rarely but I appreciate them a lot

8) how many blogs do I follow?

169 :)

9) tumblr crushes

No one lmao everyone’s in the friend zone

10) lucky number

Don’t have a lucky number but 3 is my fave

11) what am I wearing?

What else would I be wearing besides pyjamas during this quarantine 😂

12) dream vacation

Idk I’d rather go to japan lmao

13) dream car

Far fetched but an Audi R8 sounds really nice

14) favourite food

Idk I like asian food and spicy food

15) favourite drink

Orange juice and coffee are elite 👌🏼

16) instruments

I love playing the violin but I haven’t practiced in a while I’m probably rusty asf

17) languages

English, 3 languages I’m not going to disclose and a bit of Japanese

18) celebrity crush

Real people?? Lmaooooo miss me with that shit

I genuinely don’t like tagging people forgive me 😂

THE  MUN

NAME: gaige NICKNAME:   astro, sun, track(er) FACECLAIM:  it used to be one (1) pe/ter ja/son qu/ill until I lost my icons when my old laptop died ksjnkhjsn  PRONOUNS:  they/them HEIGHT:  5'6″ BIRTHDAY:   march 16 AESTHETIC:   space ace LAST  SONG  YOU  LISTENED  TO:   ¿ , bring me the horizon (ft. halsey) FAVOURITE  MUSE(S)  YOU’VE  WRITTEN:  pe/ter qu/ill, ge/nji sh/imada, bl/oodhound specifically in that order

THE  MUSE(S)

WHAT  INSPIRED  YOU  TO  TAKE  ON  THIS  MUSE: ngl as a support main I vehemently disliked Genji until I actually played him one (1) time back when 'No Limits' was literally just quick play and actually watched the Dragons short. I've become aggressively attached to him since then.......... for a number of reasons tbh--but if u wanna know those details ur going to have 2 ask for them directly lmFAO. also i just Really Like sword dudes....... and robots...... and Genji is one and a half of those things, SO......

WHAT  ARE  YOUR  FAVOURITE  ASPECTS  OF  YOUR  CURRENT  MUSE:  Genji's resilience! and how he was able to acknowledge, accept, and let go of the awful things that happened to him! bc becoming angry and bitter is easy! and learning to accept parts of yourself that you hate! and forgiving someone who hurt you is not! I love and admire him! sO MUCH! 

WHAT’S  YOUR  BIGGEST  INSPIRATION  WHEN  IT  COMES  TO  WRITING:  aside from shippy fics, music and building playlists--I guess it’s discussing all the dumb 'what if' scenarios + AUs, and sharing headcanons that come to me on a whim with my writing partners. can I call it casual plotting? I'm going to call it casual plotting.

FAVOURITE  TYPES  OF  THREADS:  sh..... shippy threads........ tbfh anything soft/fluffy, really. I also enjoy spicy threads just as much--perhaps more than I let on lmfao so long as there’s plot / a direction for me to go--and the ones that explore emotional topics / the more sensitive side of a character a whole lot sjkdgkfjg

BIGGEST  STRUGGLE  IN  REGARDS  TO  YOUR  CURRENT  MUSE:  hahaha hoo boy howdy I'm very awful at semi-formal dialogue lmao if u could send tips to my IMs or inbox that'd be gr8.........

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i was tagged by @harleyhype and @plvseok thank you darlings!! ♥️ i have done this one before but it’s been a while so why not do it again

Nickname: terror tara 

Zodiac: aries

Height: 5'3’’ or in normal people terms: 1.60 m

Hogwarts house: i am... not into harry potter sksksk SORRY 

Last thing I googled: there is a website i have to use at work to log in and i googled it because my laptop sometimes forgets every website i ever used

Favourite music: indie music

Song stuck in my head: 

What I follow: I follow... mostly skam france blogs, but uh idk if i understand the question tbh

Followers: 1474, which is something i still can’t believe sometimes tbfh. especially since i only made this blog at the end of january.

Do I get asks: i do, yes. another fact that keeps surprising me, but i love it a lot

Amount of sleep: 6 hours, usually

What I’m wearing: flower pants, shirt and cardigan

Dream job: dicking around on tumblr for money

Dream trip: Australia and New Zealand!

Favourite food: I adore tapas, Italian food, and sushi (i am going out for sushi tonight, yay!)

Languages: Dutch & English fluently, I understand German, and some French & Spanish (but not much)

Favourite songs: everything by death cab and the national

Random fact: i started reading Aristotle and Dante discover the secrets of the universe yesterday and so far I have read 140 pages. I love it.

I am tagging @lifeisevak @children-with-the-cheap-cocaine @monmecc @peoniesandsmiles @goblincowboy @the-easy-life-is-a-trick

which is your favourite playlist that you created for your ocs?

oooooh good question!! tbfh my favourite playlist is saint laurent which is the playlist for morningstar! like i love the ones for briar and mia but like,,,, saint laurent is so spot on for izzy’s playlist,,, like there’s some halloweeny songs but like there’s trisha paytas’ version of what dreams are made of lmao it literally sums up izzy and morningstar so damn well and i love it!!!

ask me oc questions!!

13. Any NoTPs? 17. Who was your first OTP and are they still your favourite? 27. What do you hate more: Coming up with titles or writing summaries? 30. What inspires you to write? 46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why?

Oh shit hey I forgot I got this! Sorry Cin!

13. Any NoTPs?

Vette/Jaesa is rapidly becoming a pet peeve for reasons that I’m absolutely not comfortable talking about publicly. Uh... Ahsoka/Anyone Male, Savage Oppress/Anyone Female, because I HC those two as strictly homosexual unlike literally everyone else who is Bi In Space. 

Quinlan Vos/Ventress is good in principle, but Dark Disciple was frankly so fucking disrespectful that I can’t tolerate it.

Other than that, I can’t think of anything really in Star Wars? There’s probably something, but I can’t think of it right now.

17. Who was your first OTP and are they still your favorite?

Zutara when I was eleven. *war flashbacks*

Opinion now: they’re definitely Drift Compatible, but if they kissed they would probably murder each other. Or, at least, Katara would murder Zuko. Hopefully in a sexy way.

27. What do you hate more: Coming up with titles or writing summaries?

Summaries. God. I hate it. I hate trying to tell anyone what my story is about; they should just know, the bastards!

Granted, I would hate titles a lot more if I had to come up with something non-copyrighted; nowadays I use the ol’ standby of all-lowercase song lyrics.

46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why?

Best thing I’ve ever written, hands down, is and then the singing, a character study of Maul in Clone Wars. Nothing else is really worth your time, tbfh.

My Favorite Bands

~Hi so my name is Kiara and I haven’t really been on here in a while BUT I decided that I would make a post about my favorite bands just for y’all to get to know me a little bit so yeah enjoy ig~

1.) Palaye Royale

- So palaye royale have been my favorite band for maayyybbeeee over a year now I think. And boy oh boy do I love them a whole lot. They’ve really inspired me A LOT and that usually doesn’t happen a lot with me so that obviously means a whole damn lot. They’re also just genuinely great guys from what I’ve seen I’ve literally been DYING to go to one of their concerts and yeah idk what else to say about them soooo let’s continue shall we.

Favorite Song: Morning Light

https://youtu.be/WZ9ALGG11CA

Favorite Album: Boom Boom Room Side A

2.) Greta Van Fleet

- Gvf has JUST recently become one of my favorite bands but BITCH when I tell you I love these boys I LOVE THESE BOYS. I’ve literally been listening to them for a couple weeks but I just love them so much wow. And just like palaye royale they’ve inspired me a lot as well so that’s even better. I honestly think that we need more rock bands that sound like them now and yeah they’re just wow. I have no other words so next band.

Favorite Song: Black Smoke Rising

https://youtu.be/8cepUUKMp1g

*im not doing my favorite album for this one cuz they literally only have one so🤪*

3.) Bring Me The Horizon

- Bmth has been one of my favorite bands since middle school like im dead ass talking about since like 7th grade they’ve been one of my favorite bands AND IM GONNA BE A SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL SO. And also as I’m making this post I’m listening to them so you know. But yeah I’ve always loved their music a lot they really hit different. And EVEN THOUGH I may not have liked count your blessings that doesn’t mean I still don’t enjoy their music. Also amo JUST started to grow on me and at first I didn’t like it but now it really SLAPS and I’m really down with their change in sound I’m not really that mad about it.

Favorite Song: Sleepwalking

https://youtu.be/1EA8g4-vEAQ

Favorite Album: Sempiternal

4.) Arctic Monkeys

- Once again I’ve probably been listening to Arctic Monkeys since like 7th grade and TBFH I’ve never heard a bad song by them. Like every one of their songs I enjoy and isn’t that just a lovely thing to have. Also Alex Turner is dead ass old enough to be my father but that’s not the point of this post. But yeah I listen to them all the time I’ve always loved their music BUT I’m not gonna lie when tranquillity base hotel and casino came out I wasn’t the BIGGEST fan of it but once again it grew on me and it is truly a blessing on this damn earth if I do say so myself.

Favorite Song: 505

https://youtu.be/KfEEm4Zx-EU

Favorite Album: Favourite Worst Nightmare

5.) The 1975

- Wow another band I’ve been listening to since middle school how fun. Yes I’ve been listening to the 1975 since middle school and I’ve put my friends onto them too so that’s even better. I’ve also NEVER heard a bad song by the 1975 I swear to god they’re all good. I like the diversity (I think that’s the word I’m looking for) of their songs because if you’re in your feels they have some GOOD ass songs to listen to but if you’re happy you can listen to other songs as well and they’re just wow. I love my kings I really do.

Favorite Song: Sex

https://youtu.be/UKIhXi-yiw8

*i don’t have a favorite album by them it’s way too hard to pick*

6.) 5 Seconds of Summer

- Okay so almost all of these bands I’ve been listening to since middle school and 5sos is also one of them hehe. Anyhow 5sos has a SPECIAL place in my heart I love them so much I even went to one if their concerts (to specify it was the rock out with your socks out tour) AND LORD WAS IT FANTASTIC. I wanna go to another one of their concerts again so very badly I miss them. Their music really grew into something absolutely beautiful and I’m ECSTATIC for their new album to come out omg I’m so excited. These boys just really hold a special place in my heart they just do.

Favorite Song: Castaway

https://youtu.be/RwGcOn8zPtw

*okay I don’t have a favorite album by them either oops*

Honorable Mention:

Black Veil Brides

- So the reason why bvb is an honorable mention is because they used to be my favorite band OF ALL time for the LONGEST time but you know shit changes and I stopped listening to them for a little bit. Okay let me rephrase that. I didn’t necessarily stop listening to them I just fell out of interest. I was still a fan of them but I just didn’t listen to them as much as I used to and I started to like other bands a lot more than them if any of what I just said makes sense. But you know I’ve been listening to them a lot more again and man they really hold a special place in my heart. I’ve been listening to them since middle school once again and WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS IN LOVE WITH THEM I WAS IN L O V E WITH THEM. I don’t think anybody will really understand the love I had for them (and still kinda do) unless you were friends with me in middle school. I was OBSESSED with Andy I was so in love with him omg. I mean I still kinda am it’s just A LOT different. But they were really my favorite band ever I listened to them all the time and they really inspired me in middle school as well and not to sound repetitive but they really do TRULY hold a special place in my heart and they always well. I’m gonna lose my mind when the 10 year anniversary of we stitch these wounds comes up. (Also as im making this post it’s been 10 years since knives and pens came out so that’s exciting). I don’t know what else to say so I guess I’ll just leave it at that.

Favorite Song: Knives and Pens

https://youtu.be/gFDCHdKbKBY

Favorite Album: We Stitch These Wounds & Wretched and Divine: The Story of the Wild Ones

*it was really hard for me to pick a favorite album and favorite song tbh I didn’t even know what to pick*

~Alrighty that’s the end of my post and I’m sorry for any grammatical errors and for the nonsense I’m speaking. Also I apologize for the repetivness of most of these I just didn’t know what to say. ALSO I would like to point out that I have more favorite bands than this but I’m probably gonna make a separate post for them because they’re all older bands so I’ll just make a post solely dedicated to older rock bands and what not. But yeah that’s all thank you for taking the time to hear me spew all my bullshit~

Questions 1 - 92 😈

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? yes 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? no 3. Have you taken someone's virginity? yes 4. Is trust a big issue for you? definitely, the basis of all relationships 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? i have to like the person to hang out w them 6. What are you excited for? being in control of my own life and being stable enough for that 7. What happened tonight? researched dissertation topics for university 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? no lol 9. Is confidence cute? 100% 10. What is the last beverage you had? water, stay hydrated kiddos 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? not enough lmao 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? more actually 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? go out to drink 14. What are you going to spend money on next? probably another cute notebook or pin (i have too many) 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? yes 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? i fucking hope so 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? my girlfriend 18. The last time you felt broken? quite recently, gone through some pictures of my old friends 19. Have you had sex today? nope 20. Are you starting to realize anything? i don't owe people shit, they don't owe me shit either 21. Are you in a good mood? meh 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? yes they look like smooth cool fuckers 23. Are your eyes the same colour as your dad’s? yep 24. What do you want right this second? peanut butter 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? gtfo 26. Is your current hair colour your natural hair colour? yes, i wanna dye it blue asap, but dont have enough balls (or money tbfh) 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? nah that shit is boring 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? i cracked my back like a glowstick and it made me giggle 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? no 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? nah 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yes (let people know about that, bc life is too short and it will consume you if you keep prolonging it trust me lmao) 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? YES that shit is nasty and fucks up my stomach 34. Listening to? alot of lofi atm 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? yes, all my study notes are in pencil, i think it looks softer and nicer 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? yep 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? no, you grow to love a person as love is rooted from trust and compatibility 38. Who did you last call? my dad lol 39. Who was the last person you danced with? one of my best friends 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? bc she had food on her lips lmaoo 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? TODAY 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? nopeb 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? well in front of my girlfriend, all the fucking time 44. Do you tan in the nude? i don't even tan, this bitch is pale af 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? nah 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? yes 47. Who was the last person to call you? my dad hahah 48. Do you sing in the shower? nah 49. Do you dance in the car? i don't drive rip 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yes, i completely suck at it 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? around a month ago for a show 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? THEY'RE A BLESSING (thespian) 53. Is Christmas stressful? yes 54. Ever eat a pierogi? had to google them, but yes i think so 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? raspberry 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? an actress or an air hostess 57. Do you believe in ghosts? yes scary boys haunt us 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? actually no 59. Take a vitamin daily? no but i should hahah 60. Wear slippers? nah 61. Wear a bath robe? no but i have a very fluffy harry potter one 62. What do you wear to bed? an oversized t shirt 63. First concert? it was a concert with multiple people; jess glyne, jason derulo and wiz khalifa mainly 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? tumblr is so americanised lol idk 65. Nike or Adidas? nikee 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? im a clueless european 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? sunflower seeds 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? she's not really my thing 69. Ever take dance lessons? yes, i actually have certificates and experience and all 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? songwriting 71. Can you curl your tongue? i think so? 72. Ever won a spelling bee? it was never like a competition for us, but i used to do well 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yes 74. What is your favourite book? difficult to say honestly 75. Do you study better with or without music? yes with either chill music or asmr 76. Regularly burn incense? nope 77. Ever been in love? yes 78. Who would you like to see in concert? the 1975, billie eilish and p!nk atm 79. What was the last concert you saw? it was a mess 80. Hot tea or cold tea? hot fruity teas are amazing 81. Tea or coffee? i can't drink coffee 82. Favourite type of cookie? the ones with nutella stuffed in them 83. Can you swim well? used to, now i just float 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? nope 85. Are you patient? yes 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? band, they're cool af 87. Ever won a contest? don't think so 88. Ever have plastic surgery? nope 89. Which are better black or green olives? if whole; black, if sliced; green 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? if ya want to, go for it 91. Best room for a fireplace? living room 92. Do you want to get married? yes

tagged by: the lovely Doménica (ilysm)

Zodiac: Capricorn (the stubborn af one)

Height: 5′0 (152-ish cm)

Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff (the best house tbfh)

Last thing I googled: Things to eat when I want a cronch

Favourite musician: @gaygarbagebaby, Taylor Swift, and NF

Song stuck in my head: Can You Dig It by Brian Tyler

Following now: 69

Followers: 279

Do I get asks: Sometimes? Usually from people I know.

Amount of sleep: 3 - 4 hours usually

Lucky number: 4, it was my jersey number

What I’m wearing rn: Paris pajamas I sewed myself

Dream Job: Buzzfeed or EW journalist

Dream trip: Brighton to go visit @spideysstark and give her a hug for everything she has done for me.

Favourite food: Cannoli (especially Tony Stark’s)

Languages: English, French (Canadian and France), and ASL

Favourite song: Shakira - Hips Don’t Lie because of @idkjusttrash

Random fact: My best friend @averm and I recreate iconic Chris Evans and Robert Downey Jr. photoshoots. 

Aesthetic: paint splattered sweatshirts at three in the morning trying to get the colour of her eyes perfectly

Tagging: @spideysstark, @starkrhxdes, @tcnyrhcdey, @tonystark-tm, @an-intellectual-dumbass, @thesecondstark, @idkjusttrash, @myspideysensesrtingling, and anyone else who feels up to it. (And if I tagged you and you don’t want to be tagged in the future, let me know!)

Rules: Answer the 21 questions, then tag 21 people you’d like to get to know better.

tagged by @nakasomethingkun :V

Nickname: PJ

Zodiac: capricorn

Height: 5′1″

Last movie I saw: uhhhhhh i think it was still Rogue One aha...

Last thing I googled: lucky emblems toybox

Favourite musician: iamsleepless

Song stuck in my head: bang bang by dua lipa

Other blogs: does twitter count? i also had a main tumblr blog but it hasn’t been used in like. a year?

Do I get asks?: very rarely

Following: 56

Amount of sleep: anywhere between 6-10 hours depending if i have work in the morning

Lucky number: i dont think i have one

What I’m wearing: black hoodie, black tshirt, white undershirt, red flannel pajama pants

Dream job: translator :VV

Dream trip: look i know everyone says japan but i really want to visit japan

Favourite food: probably something with potatoes or bread

Play any instruments: i tried teaching myself piano. i can also kind of sing

Languages: english, some japanese, some chinese if i studied again ssdfsf

Favourite songs: tbfh my music taste is very eclectic but i will live and die by yoru wa nemureru kai

Random fact: bears can run very fast

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: uhhhhhh cute outfits vs skinny jeans and baggy hoodies, scattered art supplies, a bakery full of pastries, sleeping cats, an unmade bed piled with stuffed animals?

i tag @healingkind, @fakehappyjosten, @palmettofoxden if u want to :v

Answer the questions and tag followers you want to get to know better.

Tagged by @angelicvalkyries thank you!! ^^

Age: 20

Birthplace: Euclid, Ohio

Current time: 5:02 AM

Drink you last had: Bepis (Pepsi)

Easiest person to talk to: tbfh @grimastruth and @gavinsnose

Favourite song: I have a lot of favorites but the first that comes to mind is Lowlife from Poppy

Grossest memory: Uh first thing that comes to mind is when I was in 5th grade and I had my thumb slammed and locked in a car door, and had it stuck in there for a few minutes since my dad first; thought I was merely kidding while screaming only to realize I wasn’t when the guy next to me had a look of horror on his face. then; he locked the keys in the car (because he had a number pad that could unlock the car and didnt feel like taking the keys with him) and he fumbled twice trying to get the code. During the healing process my nail ended up coming off n it was b a d.

Hogwarts house: Slytherin

In love: With Jotaro Kujo yes

Jealous: Easily, unfortunately.

Love at first sight or walk around again: Walk around again

Middle name: Rose

Number of siblings: Two, half brother and half sister.

One wish: My friends to be happy.

Person you called last: My grandma probably lmao

Question you are asked most?: What is wrong with your followers?

Reasons to smile: Jojo Bizarre Adventure part 5 comin out bois.

Last song you sang?: After All from Ever After

Time you woke up: 4 PM

Worst habit: Impulsively doing dumb shit I guess

Favourite food: Chicken parm prolly

Zodiac sign: Sagittarius 

I’m tagging: @dragon-cookies @newyorkexcelsiorofficial @vriska @puppetloverrulez @primarining @nefariousturnip and anyone else who wanna do this tagging people makes me anxious OFGIBJ