Classicstober: Chiron and his best boy

QSMP February drawing of the day

Day 2: Q!BBH updated design/concept art

An agent of destruction and a reaper of death

LIES OF P (2023)

i think he looks nice in pink.....

updated for the Logan lovers out there who have been vocal LOL

a new tallest boy has been crowned (of the jigsquad & main fandom ships jkhdfbngjn)

i forgot to post these here..... i've been playing persona 3 these past few weeks:)

Friends and I started playing a Cyberpunk themed ttrpg. This is Roslyn, her highest stat is Shooting and her biggest flaw is Impulsive

We’ve come to describe her as John Wick but with the personality and impulsivity of a child :] She’s a lot of fun to play

Art by: @inspiderwiht

I think it was really funny of us that when we made characters for our ASOIAF/Game of Thrones ttrpg (a system predominantly played for its combat) we gave them both absolutely no combat experience or abilities. Absolutely peak humour. We made two silver haired Gucci models who can barely hold a sword. We're going to die out there and the only thing standing between us being beheaded is one sad DILF with a Valyrian steel sword.

guess who stayed up all night binging one does not love breathing by @wackus-bonkus-maximus​

finally fixed my hank cosplay so i’m showing them off

“Ahhh, there goes my only good tie.”

(Would’ve drawn canon Graham in this pose but looks too out of character, so SG!Graham it will be.)

Notes/Thoughts while doodling.:

-Still polite, but also charismatic. None of that lovable nerd awkwardness (tragically). Not as charismatic as Charlie/Chief however.

-Related to above point, very cunning and manipulative, easily tricks people into a false sense of security.

-My version of ‘canon’ Graham is quite buff but doesn’t show it off. SG!Graham is the same but would instead take all opportunities to subtly show that he’s actually ripped (and very much capable of beating/manhandling others).

(Funky punch - Locknar)

pressing F for healers in thaleia today as everyone spams emotes to make llymlaen step on them

tell me, what makes a human?

This might be a very specific experience, but I think a huge reason I didn't even realize or even want to be bisexual was specifically because of this intersection of my manhood and the way it's viewed

There's this toxic merry-go-round I find myself riding where I am so desperate to not be one of those guys to a woman that it winds up being an inability to connect to women* because of this hyperpolicing I end up doing. For the longest time, I repressed myself because of this impulse, and I find it interesting. It's interesting seeing how this aspect of patriarchy impact me in such a way that I was too afraid of myself and the people around me.

As a trans man, I felt the pressure to prove both that I'm not one of those men, but also, that I wasn't this predatory trans man, that anything I did was in service to proving why I should (or should not) continue to exist. Simultaneously, I am both not a man, but also a predatory man because of my transness, a threat to be contained. I felt this before as somebody who is multisexual, but it somehow affects me more in the aspect of how I interact with women* and womanhood* from the outside.

There isn't an overarching theme to this post, a message about what you can do. It's mostly reflecting on my experiences and thinking about where my impulse to think myself as guilty until proven innocent plays into how I've started viewing myself. I don't want to overgeneralize, but I've seen this expressed by many a trans man*.

be not afraid