what do you mean you don’t spend all day thinking about fishman!Shachi and him putting those sharp teeth along your neck and working out all the little noises you can make

guysss of course our ocs can be friends…. enemies…. 🤨 lovers? (my kids can play with your kids if u wanna 🥺 im tryin to get them friends frrr)

edit: yall just hop in my dms lets set a playdate ✋😩✋

My favorite dynamic are probably friends who are dating because they get to be both

The best of both worlds, a cute friendship dynamic and a cute romantic relationship

And soriku

Yeah they're that.

They are best friends, gonna say it louder for the people in the back who say "oh no a gay pairing why can't they be friends"

But they're also dating

frequently i will be innocently reading a post only to be hit halfway through with “g’raha definitely wants to sleep with the wol” well i am here to say not my g’raha. some of our wols are just pals to him. some of our wols have mildly jealous and very powerful girlfriends. instead.

Vent post ahead that may change your view on me and that may sound dramatic (NOT DIRECTED AT ANYONE, THIS IS JUST IN GENERAL) Mostly just to get out my feelings. I only ask that if you look, to be kind and understanding and patient. Also the tags are silly and id appreciate if you read em. id appreciate if you didnt ask me anything on it

I feel toxic sometimes because i can get so jealous i borderline gatekeep things and I always feel so bad because its never intentional but then I end up hating myself because I know its unhealthy and irrational but I cant help it, and I know im so lucky and have a lot in many senses of the word, but at times it feels like they can be taking everything, because when I like someone or something, they tend to matter a fuck-ton to me. Im sorry to anyone ive lashed out at a bit for them wanting what I have, I really am. Its not coming from a place of hostility, rather a place of trauma responses and hyperfixation that stem from my adhd and autism but like when I try something and it goes great, and then someone else is like "OOH thats awesome I wanna do that too" It feels almost like when Im finally happy or excited or proud to have something, someone comes and takes it. Usually Ill play it off as a joke, but in reality, its complete honesty that im trying to soften so I dont upset anyone, especially when its over fiction or a person, because I do NOT own them and I know that, but it bothers me when someone swoops in to do the exact same things or even one-up especially when its really soon after me, and since my self worth is already abysmal, it just makes me feel worse, like I should be lucky to have what I do to begin with, but I feel the need to hold it close to me and protect it so I dont lose things that make me really happy.

Recently Ive even started reverse gatekeeping in response to others, where ill just tell myself I cant or dont deserve to have anything special because I'm not, and only others can enjoy this. But thats why people making me ship content makes me so happy. Its dumb to get jealous over others selfshipping with a character I like. Its dumb to get upset over someone I know copying or taking heavy inspiration from one of my ideas. Its dumb to get possessive over someone else trying to befriend my new awesome friends or wife/wives. I rarely selfship anymore due to my reverse gatekeeping and instead serve the others who simp or enjoy content. I provide since I feel I cant take. It makes me happy and distracts me. But the moment someone else does something similar to what is my toxic coping mechanism for my toxic coping mechanism, it only hurts worse. Thats why sometimes, for example, I get a bit snappy when someone else provides gummybunny (that and also shipping jealousy sometimes). Thats why I get snappy when I make a friend someone else super cool and then another person comes in and wants to befriend them (No darken, this wasnt directed at you, its happened more than once with more than one person but I know how you tend to assume). I LOVE giving but I hate sharing, because all my life whenever I shared, I lost something.

Introduce a friend to a friend? They leave me behind for eachother. Let someone wear my fitbit because they wanted to feel "rich"? It got stolen. Give money to someone in a "rough spot" who promised to repay me somehow? Never saw them again. I was always so trusting and understanding, and I always made excuses for others. Always so naive and gullible. So much so, in fact, that in elementary I kept letting my bullies pretend to be my friends when they claimed they changed, and let them destroy any ounce of worth I had whatsoever. Things that make me happy I CHERISH because of all the things ive lost and all my experiences. Ive never been hit, not once, but the abuse all my life came emotionally and mentally, and I only recently realized through therapy. Now its hard to trust people in certain situations. Sorry for my probably hard to follow and melodramatic rant.

sorry im dumb haha

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💗 Hope you're doing well friend

I'm doing quite alright, thank you for asking, Rel! 🥺💘 I hope you're doing great, too! ☺️😘

Mewsexual - would like an emotional connection before having sex

Tonsexual - needs no emotional connection for sex...and would like lots of it please

Nicksexual - feels an immediate sexual attraction then develops an emotional connection after several rounds

Sandsexual - is open to anyone and everything if there's an interest on both sides

Raysexual - desires the unattainable and antagonistic, sex may lead to friendship

Topsexual - is hot, knows it, and enjoys sex because of it, likes a challenge

talking about these idiots like this isn’t the longest conversation they ever had and that it didn’t take place in the final episode of the final season

okay so last night i met a girl and i asked her for her insta and she said she didn't have one BUT she gave me her number and we've been texting but it's been soooooo long since i flirted with someone i literally don't know what to say. help

me every time i kind of forget and leave something to the last minute: what if i gave up. what then.

what if u had spooky claus in your safe capsule?

sometimes i feel like people like the idea of being friends with me more than having to cultivate the actual friendship lol

sometimes i forget that not everyone knows the things that we know

been having dreams of a certain yt boy as of late

YOU CAN DM ME OR NOT YOU DONT HAVE TO BUT I REAAAAALLY WANNA KNOW WHOS OLDER

personally i’m 21 lmao

to everyone tuning in: yes. yes i know. yeah. it looks a bit older to a lot of fandom kids. i want you to listen closely bc i love you: it’s noootttt leave me alonnne