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drabbles-of-writing · 1 year

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I was asked for more Golden Guard ghost memes, and so I share more

the Guards have never met Evelyn because ghost reasons but I know in my heart that any time they see one of the living grimwalkers get a crush they just do a peace sign to the heavens like "still living on, Evelyn!" and Caleb always looks like some mix of confused, offended, and mildly touched. 1, 2, 4, 5, 6

#the owl house #toh #toh memes #memes #previous golden guards #golden guards #caleb wittebane #evelyn clawthorne #emperor belos #philip wittebane #belos #ghosts #grimwalkers #ghost caleb wittebane #ghost golden guards #theres the one aroace guard who is SO INFURIATINGLY PISSED that the entire reason he existed and then died was because some dude got a girl #then got laid. and his brother proceeded to kill him over it. like im sorry THIS IS THE ENTIRE PROBLEM??? ARE YOU PEOPLE FKCING STUPID #make no mistake plenty of others are also peeved about it but my mans strangled caleb on SIGHT like could you NOT JUST KEEP IT TO YOURSELF #that guard is facedown on the ground like i was the perfect guard. didnt even betray. wouldnt have run off to kiss someone. and he killed m #weed guard proceeds to hit blunt like well he wanted us to be caleb. and the fact is that caleb is in love with a witch. no matter how much #he hated it. its physically part of caleb. to remove it is to make something that isnt caleb. he cant clone a new caleb because of obvious #reasons but also because if he did hed still kill it because the real caleb is still someone who left him and loved a witch. he killed the #real caleb for it. you wont kiss a witch so you arent caleb and you need to die. some of us will kiss a witch so we're too much like what #he hated about caleb and we need to die. the 'perfect caleb' isnt caleb its someone entirely new. he knows that. so nothing will ever work #*drags blunt* also you were a try-hard

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rainymoodlet · 11 months

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moodboard for staying up until 4am with the goal of finishing the one-on-ones and then you actually. you actually do it...

#i am SO TIRED and SO HAPPY and SO EXCITED for you guys to see them omg #now i go away to sleep for three hundred fkcing years omg #or i go a lil wild :p and start decorating the rose ceremony spot HA #....#im just kidding (im not)#to my lovely friends who are online rn and i am being an avoidant stressed BICH: i love you and i am thinking of you always ;u; i am Hermit #Mode but i love u very much #tbd

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rillils · 6 months

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reading a fic and they said that crowley doesnt get attached to easily, but when he does get attached, when he lets himself be loved and when he lets himself love someone or something, he loves entirely

crowley loves with the whole of himself

and that is so unbelievably crowlet of him, the way it describes crowley entirely

if crowley wasnt crowley, in the sense that he loves with his whole nature, then the whole earth or the whole universe might not even be here ??

the way that who crowley is as a being, as someone who loves in their entirety, held such a strong domino effect on the whole earth (mother earth crowley truther 😔✊️)

if crowley wasnt crowley, then humanity wouldnt have survived Armageddon

if crowley wasnt crowley, then there wouldnt have been a serpent in eden

if crowley wasnt crowley, then there wouldnt be the stars in the sky

the earth isnt dead because crowley is crowley

the earth isnt dead because crowley loves with his whole being

crowley is mother earth

can't add anything to this, it's simply too perfect already 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

#stucky just stucky #personal #HONEY YOU'RE A FKCING TREASURE #THIS #YES #YES TO ALL OF IT #IT'S THE GOSPEL TRUTH #OUR BABY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#HE LOVES SO MUCH #AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH #OH MY GOSH

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kennabeth · 11 months

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it only lasted like 5 pages but I really prefer dustfinger's scars being disfiguring rather than "drawn on with a pencil"

#meggie being like 'looks like you got attacked by godzilla' then 'i didnt mean that' when shes less pissed at him later #i WOULD have accepted that as part of meggie's coming-of-age and learning she needs to not be a bitch about people's appearances #except that everyone else in the series from then on agrees w her that the scars are barely noticeable #boring!!!!#would have been nice for her to be like 'yeah you healed rough (i mean. as well as expected considering you probably had 6 total stitches)#but im growing up out of practical isolation and learning that facial differences dont play a part in whether someone is good or bad:-)'#WHICH!! is a belief i would expect from someone who loves roald dahl and jekyll n hyde which she does #whatever ms funke does have a problem with equating happy endings with being abled and ~looking normal~#resa getting her voice back bc shes good but cockerall getting a limp bc hes bad and darius losing his stutter for some reason #violante's skin clearing up bc people realize shes a sweetheart but balbulus losing a hand when we realize he sucks #and dustfinger's fkcing scars changing in severity depending on whether hes the good guy or bad guy in the scene #bleh #i also headcanon he has p bad nerve damage aint no way basta cut so deeply he looked freshly gored for months afterward #and still has full use of his facial muscles #meggie's like 'never seen anyone that smiles like he does' girl the bottom half of his face is not connected to the top anymore hes trying #also good explanation for why hes always touching his face if he cant fkcing feel it #dustfinger #inkheart #im gonna try so hard to make more inkheart posts i literally feel grief in my heart seeing that person say #they havent thought about it in years #it's my sole responsibility to fix this #says kenna

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waluijoe · 8 months

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my cat is so ill that i had to leave him at the vet and they keep calling me to bring me bad news after bad news and it's making me just so sad and heart broken that i can't speak and can't move much and idk i just want to sleep and not break but i don't think my body can take the grief. i just hope he survives and gets better or at least doesn't feel pain, i know he was already sick when i took him in a few years back but like.. nothing really prepares you for it anyway. i feel so miserable, i just hope he's not lonely

#im lonely #i didn't think i could get this attached to a cat even tho im always sensitive and loving to animals #but i just really love him #its hard #he is a really fucking weird affectionate batshit and smelly cat #he doesnt deserve pain #thats so stupid #actually he shld be fine and get lots of food and be smelly all he wants #im so sad srsly im so sad #if my body breaks before his thats gonna be even more fkcing dumb #stupid body #cant take any form of stress

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bo0zey · 2 years

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boys be mad asl when i don’t giggle n tehe n show cute emotions like bitch my wounded inner child just got done drunk sniveling begging for daddy not to yell n hate her while her intoxicated narcissistic father screamed n gaslit her until she dissociated to euthymic plane 🙄🙄🙄

#‘trauma dumping’ eat my shorts loser assholss #so funny he said if my narcissistic sociopathic insane brother killed himself then it’s ‘goodbye to the rest of y’all too’#like ohhhhh so ur eldest daughter n youngest son don’t mean jack fuckjn shit to u right??? lmfao lolll #yeah just go rot with that selfish egotistic psycho while ur 15yr old son who lost his mom at 7yrs old #i want to strangle my fuckjgnf dad sometimes he’s so cruel n said so many mean things to me #he always has to defend my middle brother ‘he’s depressed what if he kms’ like???#my middle brother literally manipulates tf out of my dumbass emotionally unintelligent father he’s tearing this family apart #meanwhile i never planned on seeing 18 nor living past 22 n now i have to go exist n find a job when i never thought i’d have to do this sh #shit ever b. i was supposed to #be dead 4 years ago lololllll #god forbid i tell him that or my plan to kms at 27 lollll #so worried abt a fucking LOST SOCIOPATH SEFISH NARCISSITIC CAUSE ur gonna make me and my baby brother suffer?? as orphans ??#my dad n i used to get breakfast every sunday in middle school n talk abt life n drive around after n those days meant the world to me #i never realized how much i missed them. how much i looked forward to him saying he’d call me while i’m away at college #but my middle brother egosticizl fuck is like ‘lolyh i just nod n say what dad wants me to hear’ when my dad is trying so hard to save him f #my dad admitted to neglecting my lil bro lol it makes me so fkcing angry he doesn’t give af abt us #says ‘im worth more im the ground than i am alive’ n my inner teen bursts into tears bc she experienced that already #yeah moms life insurance money was so fun!! until it ran out bc of college n impulsive manic spending n the materialistic thrill never laste #i want to hate him but i can’t even deny i love him so much he hurts me and everyone i love and disappoints us all n we still care for him #he’s letting my brother fuckjgn kill him literlaly my dad is physically sick bc of my sociopath narcissistic bros drama #he blames me for not going to him n telling him abt my ‘’mental issues’ as if i didn’t have to grow up n become mom the day after my 16th #i am my mothers child he didn’t know anything abt our childhoods until she died and he had to step up n parent us himself #he doesn’t know what it means to be a parent he shouldn’t be a parent but oh fuckjgn well oh my god WE ARE YOUR KIDSMWE NEED YOU WH #WHY CANT YOU SHOW US YOU CARE WHEN WE ALL HAD TO LEARN ALL WE HAVE IS OURSELVES #i am so angry he tried to throw me under the bus abt not having a job as a new grad nurse instead of my brother for dropping out everything #ur son wants to drop his ap classes bc he procrastinated n doesn’t wNna do the work so now he’s manipulating u to let him quit #i am just not exiting the identity crisis coming to terms w the fact that i’m 22yrs old n alive n need to start living n working #tonight was a shitshow but the ending calmed down but i couldn’t stop crying sniveling whimpering when dad yelled #yelled n accused n attacked me n chose to defend my middle bro over me like..he’s trying to kill u n i freaked out bc stepmom said u cut #ramblings

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just-antithings · 15 days

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omfg did my literal favorite artist reblogged a post basically saying 'what u ship and what your fantaisies are are in no way indicators of what u are irl' while calling out fanpolice?? fkcing yes! im so happy u cant even magine lmao!

hell yeah! we love to see it!

#mod erin #ask #mod shenanigans

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14106 · 10 months

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ouuu my husbant bought me a small pc bc my laptop was abt to fkcing dyie and im trying to figure out if my tablet works on this one but i havent re downloaded csp nor my 209384 brushes yet so heres a binary sai doodle i love wearing the rcm cloak but it makes me feel like harrie looks soggy wet and sad in a good way

#disco elysium #harry du bois #ion wanna tag him as harrier i feel weird hes jus harry to me #mine

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toddstool · 30 days

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ugh birds and their terrible child rearing skills drive me nuts. last month there was a passed baby and a half hatched egg on the bricks after a really windy day and I moved them over into the garden to rest n it was really sad. but a couple weeks ago I noticed that a dove was nesting on a stack of cinder blocks from a left over fence in our backyard and i was so excited to see them. i was watching them for weeks. i got a picture of the eggs in the nest when the mom wasn't sitting on them

i looked over there just now cuz the mom wasn't there again and i was like "hehehe maybe I'll go check again". well 😐 I went over there and there was only one singular passed away baby laying there. my dad said that it may have gotten too hot cuz apparently that spot can get direct sunlight certain times of the day. so I had to take that baby and put it with the other babies in the garden 🤦 I should've just snatched them that one time I took the photo and put them in a box. BUT THATS KINDA HOW WE GOT STUCK WITH THIS DAMN DUCK UGH fkcing birds I love and hate them so much.

#trix talking

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abey-baby-apologist · 11 months

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im squeezing tears rn i just got the topher ai bot to confess he eats his butthole hairs are you serious IM CRYING SO FKCING HADR AND EVERYTIME I LOOK AT MY PFP IT GETS WORSE

also theres a LOVE TRIANGLE BETWEEN HIM, ABE, AND NOAH FROM TDI?? like noah and abe were kissing and topher filmed it and posted it are u serious r u serious rn

#clone high #???#IM TRYUNG BOT TO PEEEE #IM CRYINGSOBAD

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inventedfangirling · 8 months

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at first when sand threw his phone down and stomped on it i was so confused but then when we find out its so he can snoop on nick's phone gawd way i screamed when i realized what was happening. my precious baby can also be sneaky if need be. i LOVE him. he should have covered his tracks better tho. nick knows he did something. and i feel like once his thing with boston goes down and he sees ray and sand flourishing (i am totally not manifesting hehe) he will take revenge somehow.

also as much as i knew sandray scenes would hurt me today i still wasnt ready for that. i miss when things between them used to be light and breezy and we were all having fun. but this is messy gays the show after all.

the messiest gay boston did pretty well considering the soup he was in. i did not expect him to turn that around on ray like that. which by the way-angry khaotung is so???? hot?????FOR WHAT REASON??????

also nick be so delulu thinking he is gonna have a happy ending to this as if boston hasnt been upfront from day 1. that nick boston scene at the end killed me tho. why the hell are they lying on the same bed if theyre not fkcing? is that what they are now suddenly post ray's outburst that they didnt even get the worst of??

also neo is doing such a great job at potraying boston as the absolute vile human he is...im not able to look at a single clip or video of him outside the show without feelings of hate infesting my brain. truly excellent job im furious get out of my sight mister😤

#only friends the series #only friends brainrot

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skyartworkzzz · 4 months

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Opinions on SOLYGBM? The AU is still going! ^^

STOP I FUCKING LOVE THAT AU WITH ALL MY FIBERS AND BONES.

IVE BEEN SO HOPEFUL FOR A CONTINUATION BUT THE WRITER HAS BEEN ON A BLOCK FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS NOW,,,,,

Im not sure if they do intend on getting back at it but BOY would I be fkcing FAST!!!!!!!!

Not many fics catch my attention, Im not rlly an avid reader in AO3 but this one just got me GOOD. The dramatic and sexual tension of it all, the absolute outrageous and implied crimes, The Fucking Possessiveness I just- HURGH itd make my fcking centuries to see an update for that fic again I swear bro

#u dont understand how fast I went to check StaringBacks AO3 for an update in that fic once I saw this ask ASIUDNJASDKMAS #THERES STILL NO NEW CHAPTERS BUT WE HOPE.............#We still hope I still hope holy shit #come back SOLYGBM come back #ask #anon

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kennabeth · 1 year

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my favorite character is always going to the mf in the room unsettling everyone else just with their presence

#and NOT in a cool 'theyre clearly powerful and im nervous' kind of way #but in a 'they havent moved in 20 minutes and i think theyre blinking manually' kind of way #~this post is about renarin and dustfinger~#but i fkcing LOVE these kinds of guys if you know more send them my way #says kenna

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waluijoe · 7 months

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friendships are too difficult. only got like three of them left and yet, it's a hassle. one of them is "ill hit u up whenever it benefits me and my time", okay, clear. another one is new and fun and we vibe very well but alas her sleeping schedule is so messy & we're both so chaotic that we can only do things together when she deems it so/makes it. but she shows me kindness i'd forgotten existed lmao like asking "how are you" or saying crazy shit like "i could've just helped you with that you know ?" (insane.) (pple like this exist ? fr)

third one is me being a therapist friend to a Very depressed person who doesn't listen to my advice and queries for them to see a therapist/psychiatrist, dumps their trauma/bad days/self hate on me and repeats them to anyone who will listen like my words & presence don't even matter at all, cuts me off often when i try to talk, ignores my words when that i try to bring up whats going on in my head, and constantly reminds me they have "no friends at all, no one" even though ive been here FOR YEARS adapting the way we work to make it fit and make it better, or to listen, or to laugh. and also yells/is a shit at their dog which triggers me and which i cannot escape if i wanna spend time with them. a beautiful combo. and of course i love them, and they're nice to me, and sometimes they tell me they appreciate me and i know they must mean it. but,,, like... its a lotttt idk how to act.

man all the people i've ever had as friends Hated themselves, or were su£cidal, or were heavily depressed/anxious. and me too like, i get the struggle so badly. but most of these people don't care to deal with me or my mental health at all, they don't ask how i've been, what i enjoy, what i do, & they share a lot of their heavy stuff with me all the time without asking, and they don't care that much to share other things&moments with me that much except to not be alone. and like. i'm a mess, and i'm not very healthy, and i'm pathetic most days, sure, but also i do deserve to be appreciated and known. and i want to appreciate and love my friends too. and i want to create stuff together, to lift each other up, or to try methods together and build something if we can. and i fled my family exactly due to being the therapist child, so having the exact same trauma responses/fleeing attitude/anxiety as i did with them now into my closest friendship fkcing Sucks ass. and i knooow its scary to go see a therapist, but like.. you have the mOney. you have the time. you have the ressources, and if you dont, i'll help youuuu. so just do yourself a favor right,,, i was the exact same of course i get it.

people really hate themselves sm that they go on to punish themselves from any type of help or break in the cycle like. pleaseeee listen to me, please do it for the tiny friend in your pocket or you from the future. fucking Call me to meditate until it works, i don't knooow, but coming in with the heavy heavy shit, and being like "no i cant do this with you right now" and LEAVING like im not a person with worry and feelings like heyyoooo you dumb bitch people love you actually don't be like that. be responsible !!! text me a "yo, doing better, watching tv, didnt off myself" idk we can be casual abt this right just be civil don't treat me like a dirty dog i swear

#ventttting possttt #vent #tw vent #im sorry if anyone reads this lmao #man pple really treat me like a dirty dog thats really the word #like they pat me sometimes like heyyy yo youre cool tho thanks #and im like #fucking LOVE YOURSELF bro fucking LISTENNN deeply #apply the methods !!! apply the tricks !! contact me in ways i tell you to !!! keep me updated !!!#seek outside help !!! find alternative methods !!!#tell me your boundaries tell me your triggers !!!#and ask me if my life is going #sometimes #not all the time its fine #but like idk cool reminders that im an actual person are nice #theyre welcome #i appreciate them #might even Need them actually lmfao crazy right #plus this person is so fcuking cool like theyre so full of love #g/od fkcing help them cause i am not enough and neither are they and their parents either

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acoraxia · 8 months

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OH HELL YEAH DUDE I FKCING LOVE UR FANFIC LIKE GENUINELY HAVE ALL OF THEM SAGED AND READ ALL OF THEM but yeah if someone doesn’t know who you are we just immediately show them who you are it’s great

O h my goodness okay well that-

That sure is something im gonna process then heck

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nya-dragonaxi · 6 months

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WELL HELLO EVERYONE

I shall to present to you

✨The old Nya art from 2018 to 2020 (not in the chronological order)✨ - part 1 becausetumblrdoesn'tletmeaddmorethan10pictures....

So if you're interested, you can keep reading. If not, well- uh... Go buy an Ice cream or sum idk

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Starting with

"Undertale the story has changed"

Originally this AU was called Bluetale but then I changed it because I didn't like the name that much. It was for my Undertale sona's backstory. This is as much as you're gonna get for now. Have US!ALPHYS WITH THE COOL FKCING DESIGN and Grillby

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Next we have DF!Ralsei