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#MUSE / Akihiko Sanada

unrealization · 1 month

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When you get your soft, italicized "oh."

the unrelated moment

you tend to be more preoccupied with practical things, to the point where you've been blinded to matters of the heart. sure, you're close with this person. you like to be close with people. it is rewarding to know and be known in return. you leave realization no choice but to sneak up on you. they're not even in the room when it happens. someone or something else spells it out for you, an observant friend's passing comment or a particular sentence you were reading in a book, and suddenly it hits you, what it all means. the person your feelings have been building themselves around. Oh. it's them. it's time. it's them and you, here and now, and you have to decide what to do at this crossroads. luckily, you're practically-minded.

The Missed Opportunity

this one comes with a pang. it is the wrinkled brow of something unpleasant sinking in. they've left to find some new adventure. or they've met someone else. and you have only just begun to understand their true importance to you. you watch them drift toward a future without you, and in that stark numbness of their absence, it hits you. Oh. oh, you want them close. you hopelessly, selfishly want them all to yourself. you'll support them no matter what, but you don't want them to want a future that doesn't involve you. you want them to read the near-invisible signs of your love and decide to take a chance on you. you never want to say that you *used* to know each other. so what are you going to do?

The Emergency

something goes wrong. there's urgency. everything gets turned upside down, and you have to grab for the things that matter most-- Oh. suddenly, there's perspective, and at the worst possible moment, the moment when there is so much else going on, you realize that you have been breathless with want for so, so long. you want everyone to be safe, but please, please, you want them to be safe. you want everything to be okay so that you can have another chance to get things right. a chance to start over. and everything will be okay, of course, because you've made it through bad moments before, and that foundation of trust is there, even if you've never quite acknowledged it to its full potential. you trust them. you need them. Oh.

Tagged by: @autonomousxselves

Tagging: @ruiination (Subaru, Akira), @prsrott, @more-than-a-princess, @hxpelessnurse

#headcanon ✎ akira jikonashi #headcanon ✎ akihiko sanada #headacanon ✎ rem #✎dash games #muse ✎ akira jikonashi #muse ✎ akihiko sanada #muse ✎ rem #[Damn these were actually pretty damn spot on.]#[And yeah I gave you all three.]#[This really shows how inconsistent my icon styles are lol]

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of-invisible-ties · 1 year

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"Akihiko!" Hamuko called out, ignoring the daggers glared at her from down the hall. "You ready for tonight?" Of course he should know they were planning to go to Tartarus, but it wasn't any less funny to give others the very wrong impression about their plans. - Hamuko to Akihiko!

"Of course I am. I've made sure to prepare everything on my end, too."

By that, Akihiko meant that he's made sure to perform the training exercises he always did the day before a Tartarus operation. If his muscle memory was off by even the slightest bit, it could very well spell the end for him. He figured that Hamuko would catch his meaning, but anyone listening in certainly wouldn't. A few people down the hall were casting him odd stares.

Akihiko figured he was merely annoying them. He had no idea that rumors were already brewing. A girl even giggled and turned away from him. He wasn't sure what that meant, but seeing that caused the thought to dawn on him: uh-oh, not good.

There was no time to dwell on it, though. Not when the Dark Hour was still out there.

"So, does everyone else know?"

"About tonight, I mean. If not, I can spread the word. You know me — I'm loud when I want to be."

#startgamc #muse: akihiko sanada #asks #[ im sorry i took so long but thanks for sending this in! ]#[ everyone listening in is going to get the wrong idea lfmaooo ]

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aragakiis · 1 month

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𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙶𝙰𝙺𝙸𝙸𝚂: a 𝙷𝙸𝙶𝙷𝙻𝚈 𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝚅𝙴, 𝙿𝚁𝙸𝚅𝙰𝚃𝙴 & 𝙼𝚄𝚃𝚄𝙰𝙻𝚂 𝙾𝙽𝙻𝚈. roleplay blog for a canon-divergent & headcanon based portrayal of 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙹𝙸𝚁𝙾 𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙶𝙰𝙺𝙸 from ATLUS’ 𝙿𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙰 𝟹 / 𝙿𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙰 𝟹 𝙿𝙾𝚁𝚃𝙰𝙱𝙻𝙴 / 𝙿𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙰 𝟹 𝚁𝙴𝙻𝙾𝙰𝙳 with a verse in 𝙿𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙰 𝟻. 18+ only. 𝙿𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙰𝙻𝚂 & 𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙾𝚁𝚂 𝙳𝙽𝙸. Written by Cat. 30/she or they / MST. 𝙴𝚂𝚃. 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝟸0𝟸𝟹, 𝙿𝚁𝙴𝚅𝙸𝙾𝚄𝚂𝙻𝚈 𝙵𝙾𝚄𝙽𝙳 𝙰𝚃 @iptosi . VERY LOW & SPORADIC ACTIVITY. NSFW and Triggering themes may be present ( Shinjiro is a legal adult ). Triggering themes may include violence, self harm, drug usage & mental illness.

My version of Shinjiro is the biological son of Officer Kurosawa. More information can be found here.

While I am open to other ships, Shinji is exclusively shipped to @tacitusauxilium 's Fuuka Yamagishi & @sociallinked 's Akihiko Sanada. I will not ship romantically with other versions of theses muses at this time.

Adult Shinji icons are made from art by kiashie with permission.

S.E.E.S AFFILIATES: @foolshoujo / @sociallinked / @foolshonen , @tacitusauxilium , @yukcri , @demechtive / @capitalguard

CARRD IS CURRENTLY A WIP. Rules can be found HERE at the time being.

#pinned post #do not reblog #persona rp #persona 3 rp #video game rp

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blazeoflife · 2 months

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Pinned Post

Hello everyone! This is mainly for those who are on mobile and cannot access the blog easily. Everything should be up to date!

Bio // Any updated Headcanons

Verses in Persona // to other fandoms

Open RPs

Rules

Permanent Starter Call

Multimuse RP Hub // to my Fuuka Yamagishi blog

I do have a 2 year old who takes up most of my time and I work 4 days a week as well. I am more active on Discord so feel free to ask for that~

I am probably going to be on this blog once or twice a week since @tacitusauxilium is my main focus. But, feel free to send stuff and I'll get to them ASAP and/or when I'm motivated. lol

Important Reminders:

@segnisacfessis's Chidori Yoshino is shipped exclusively with Junpei Iori.

Current homework assignments: ( 5 / 5 )

These threads w/ these characters are the first ones to be focused on until finished:

@segnisacfessis :: Chidori Yoshino @yukcri :: Yukari Takeba @yosukeh :: Yosuke Hanamura @epitomees :: Kotone Shiomi @foolshoujo :: Minako Arisato

Threads with these muses will be slower for me to reply to, but will still be replied to nonetheless:

@chibitantei :: Naoto Shirogane @tvstarkuma :: Teddie @phantomuheist :: Akira Kurusu @ochazos :: Minato Arisato @unrealization :: Akihiko Sanada @doctor-yamagishi :: Yasonobu Yamagishi @autonomousxselves :: Ken Amada + Ryoji Mochizuki

I will probably cap at 7-10 threads currently. And no more than 2 of the same muses since I will definitely get confused easily.

#pinned post #ooc #(please do not reblog #i don't have a verses page set up nor social links either #it's rough for now XD)

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soulcluster-moved · 10 months

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ok! the first part of my roster update is done! I changed too much to make a comprehensive list of changes but previously I had my 'request' muses intermixed with the regular list. they now have their own section that is separate. these muses are absolutely open to being written with but they need more plotting and interest shown in them for things to really go anywhere. doing this actually cut my muse list down by a lot and as time goes on I may be more liberal about adding other muses to it, but for now I'm good with how it is.

additionally, below the cut are the muses I'm considering (or in some cases, will) adding to my general roster!

persona

kotone shiomi

shinjiro aragaki

akihiko sanada ???

my hero academia

mina ashido

tenya iida

#ooc #blog update #no one @ me about my poor life choices #im having fun

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braveryhearted · 1 month

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MUSE LIST AND AVAILBILTY

**SUBJECT TO CHANGE.

ANIME & MANGA

DEATH NOTE Light Yagami-Secondary L Lawliet / Ryugazaki-Secondary Misa Amane-Secondary

THE MELANCHOLY OF HARUHI SUZUMIYA Tsuruya-Secondary Kyon-Secondary

OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB Haruhi Fujioka-Secondary Tamaki Suou-Secondary Kyoya Ootori-Primary

BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA Tenya Iida-Secondary Tamaki Amajiki-Request

JOJO’S BIZARRE ADVENTURE Johnathan Joestar-Secondary Jotaro Kujo ( Part 3 only )-Primary Trish Una- Secondary Diego Brando-Primary

FREE!! IWATOBI SWIM CLUB Rei Ryugazaki-Request

FRUITS BASKET Yuuki Sohma-Request

BLACK BUTLER Sebastian Michaelis-Primary Madame Red-Secondary Lau-Secondary Ronald Knox-Request

SAILOR MOON Usagi Tsukino-Primary Rei Hino-Request

SOUL EATER Death the Kid-Primary Maka Albarn-Primary

FULL METAL ALCHEMIST Ling Yao-Primary Edward Elric-Primary Roy Mustang-Secondary

GINTAMA Gintoki Sakata-Primary Hijikata Toshiro-Secondary Sougo Okita-Secondary Kamui-Request Takasugi Shinsuke-Secondary Otae Shumura-Secondary

MOB PSYCHO 100 Ritsu Kageyama-Request Reigen Arataka-Primary Shigeo / Mob Kageyama-Primary

SLAYERS Lina Inverse-Primary Xelloss-Primary Zelgadiss Greywords-Primary

SKIP BEAT Kyoko Mogami-Secondary Ren Tsugura-Request Reino-Request

HORIMIYA Izumi Miyamura-Request

SK8 INFINITY / SKATE THE INFINITY Langa Hasegawa / Snow-Request Tadashi Kikuchi / Snake-Request Ainosuke Shindo / Adam-Primary

BLEACH Byakuya Kuchiki-Primary Kaien Shiba-Secondary

TIGER & BUNNY Barnaby Brooks Jr.-Primary Karine Lyle / Blue Rose-Secondary Ryan Goldsmith / Golden Ryan-Secondary

FAIRY TAIL Gray Fullbuster-Primary Jellal Fernandez-Secondary

DETECTIVE CONAN / MAGIC KAITO Ai Haibara / Shiho Miyano-Secondary Heiji Hattori-Secondary Saguru Hakuba-Primary Akako Koizumi-Secondary

TRIGUN

Meryl Stryfe-Primary Vash ( Saverem ) Stampede-Primary Knives Millions-Seconday

CHAINSAW MAN

Kobeni Higashiyama-Secondary

NARUTO

Hinata Hyuuga-Request Itachi Uchiha-Primary

TRINITY BLOOD

Abel Knightlord-Primary Cain Knightlord-Primary Ion Fortuna-Request Esther Blanchett-Primary

JUJUTSU KAISEN

Maki Zenin-Secondary Satoru Gojo-Primary Kento Nanami-Secondary Suguru Geto-Request

BLACK CLOVER

Asta-Primary

SNOW WHITE WITH THE RED HAIR

Zen Wisteria-Primary Shirayuki-Primary

CORRECTOR YUI

Yui Kasuga / Corrector Yui-Primary Synchro-Secondary Control-Secondary

CODE GEASS Lelouch vi Britannia / Zero-Secondary Suzaku Kururugi-Secondary

VIDEO GAMES

FINAL FANTASY SERIES Sephiroth-Request Noctis Lucis Caelum-Primary Zidane-Secondary Aerith Gainsborough-Secondary Vincent Valentine-Primary Clive Rosfield-Primary Cidolfus Telamon-Primary

FIRE EMBLEM SERIES Micaiah-Primary Charlotte-Secondary Celica-Secondary Niles / Zero-Primary Hilda Valentine Goneril-Request Ferdinand von Aegir-Secondary Griss / Gregory-Primary Alcryst-Primary Diamant-Primary Ephraim-Secondary F! Alear-Primary

ACE ATTORNEY SERIES Phoenix Wright-Secondary Athena Cykes-Primary Simon Blackquill-Primary Franziska von Karma-Secondary

PERSONA SERIES Maya Amano-Primary Akihiko Sanada-Primary Mitsuru Kirijo-Primary Sho Minazuki-Secondary Labrys-Primary Naoto Shirogane-Secondary Yukiko Amagi-Primary Tohru Adachi-Secondary Toshiro Kasukabe-Primary

SMT SERIES Aogami-Secondary

DANGANRONPA SERIES Byakuya Togami-Request Kaede Akamatsu-Request

DEVIL MAY CRY SERIES Nero de Angelo-Secondary Dante Sparda-Primary Lady / Mary-Request V & Vergil Sparda-Primary

TWEWY: NEO Sho Minamimoto -Secondary Nagi Usui -Secondary Shoka Sakurane -Secondary Rindo Kanade -Secondary Hishima Sakazuki -Secondary

TALES OF

Jude Mathis-Secondary Alphen-Secondary Law-Secondary

RESIDENT EVIL SERIES

Karl Heisenburg -Primary Ethan Winters -Secondary Leon Kennedy -Secondary Clair Redfield-Request Jill Valentine-Request Albert Wesker-Primary

DOT HACK GU Haseo-Primary Atoli-Secondary Ovan-Primary

BAULDER’S GATE 3 Astarion Ancunín-Primary Shadowheart-Request Tav / Serenity Caldwell-Primary

FNAF MOVIE Mike Schmitt-Request

THE LEGEND OF ZELDA

Link ( Twilight Princess )-Secondary

#long post cw #mobile muses list;;#muses list;;#I finally updated this and will be getting rid of my muse availability page

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arcxnumvitae · 9 months

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Muse voiceclaims

Veritas: Vanessa Kimball from Red vs Blue

Ven: Soraru

Jianhuren: Salem from Rwby and Alucard from Castlevania

Somnio: Akihiko Sanada from Persona 3 and current vc, and Itachi Uchiha from Naruto and vc of his true body

Amara: Joker from Persona 5

Ren: Boxer from Transistor

Qingshan: Hela from Thor: Ragnarok

Kareena: Korra from Avatar

Lucia: Xion from Kingdom Hearts

Thanatos: X

Alexa: Naoto Shirogane from Persona 4

Val: Felix Hugo Fraldarius from Fire Emblem: Three Houses

Imani: Velvet Crowe from Tales of Berseria

Arata: Riku from Kingdom Hearts

Katarina: Sypha Belnades from Castlevania

Emil: Ling Yao (JP) from Fullmetal Alchemist

Dawn: Zendaya

Meihui: Lucina from Fire Emblem: Awakening

Xiaodan: Son Hak from Yona of the Dawn

Huaxiu: Xiao Zhan from technically The Untamed

Luiz: Tom Holland

Cornelius: Claude von Riegan from Fire Emblem: Three Houses

Ava: X

Olympia: X

Raven: Marianne von Edmund from Fire Emblem: Three Houses

Eira: Retsuko from Aggretsuko

Aur: V (Jihyun Kim) from Mystic Messenger

Soon-hee: Kagura from Inuyasha

Arya: Nagito Komaeda (JP) from Danganronpa

Matthias: Matthew Mercer

Minglian: A-Qing/Chen Zhouxuan from The Untamed

Zhaohui: Zhongli from Genshin Impact

Ruaidhri: Howl Pendragon from Howl’s Moving Castle

Zhifeng: X

Eilidh: Akane Kurashiki from Zero Escape

Aodh: X

Zaisan: X

Tara: X

Kasemchai: X

Tomoe: X

Iomhar: Joshua Henry

Amelie: X

Etienne: X

Saori: X

Taichiro: X

Kaisei: Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd from Fire Emblem: Three Houses

Anja: X

Edwina: X

Mhoirbheinn: Jing Yuan from Honkai Star Rail

#{Voiceclaim #Wanted a recent and updated vc list so here it is!#I need to work on finding some for the new ones

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ruiination · 3 months

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Updates!

Gonna start revising some tags to have first (given) and last (family) makes since I gave multiple muses with the same first names.

Muses added:

Evan (Everymanhybrid) ↷ primary

Muses released from test hell!

Kate Denson: test ↷ primary

Susie Lavoie: test ↷ primary

Evan Macmillan: test ↷ primary

Test muses added:

Takeba Yukari (Persona 3)

Kirijo Mitsuru (Persona 3)

Sanada Akihiko (Persona 3)

#( meta ↷ updates. )#( meta ↷ out of character. )

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paradoxoflucidity · 6 months

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𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐎𝐒 𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 .

hello? has this message reached you? if you have seen this, then there is somebody in the dream world who is calling out to you ; they are wishing to meet you once again.

PARADOX OF LUCIDITY is a 18+ multifandom role-play group based on Discord. P.O.L focuses on the aspects of having fun while writing with a world built around your characters. Our rules are more laid back and emphasizes the joy of writing with others exploring your characters in a new situation. Won’t you join us?

rules | masterlist | discord invite

( DANGANRONPA . ) - , hajime hinata , mikan tsumiki , any danganronpa muses

( DIGITAL DEVIL SAGA . ) - , any digital devil saga muses

( ENSEMBLE STARS . ) - , leo tsukinaga , tsukasa suou , akiomi kunugi

( FIRE EMBLEM . ) - lucina , owain , inigo , cynthia , fire emblem awakening muses , fire emblem three houses muses .

( GENSHIN IMPACT . ) - aether , kaveh , cyno , tighnari

( HYPNOSIS MIC . ) - doppo kannonzaka , samatoki aohitsugu , rei amayado , ramuda amemura .

( MAHOYAKU. ) - murr

( MYSTIC MESSENGER . ) - any mystic messenger muses

( OBEY ME . ) - simeon , leviathan , beelzebub , belphegor

( PARADOX LIVE. ) - yeon hajun , nayuta yatonokami , any gokuluck muses .

( PERSONA SERIES . ) - junpei iori , fuuka yamagishi , yu narukami , akihiko sanada , mitsuru kirijo , yosuke hanamura , phantom thieves members .

( SHIN MEGAMI TENSEI SERIES . ) - any shin megami tensei muses

( SPY X FAMILY . ) - loid forger

( TEARS OF THEMIS . ) - any tears of themis muses

( TRIGUN . ) - any characters , though meryl & milly are highly requested .

( TSUBASA REVOIR CHRONICLE . ) - princess sakura , syaoran ,

( TWISTED WONDERLAND . ) - jade leech , any characters wanted!

( UMINEKO . ) - battler ushiromiya , bernkastel , lambdadelta , any umineko muses

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bi-naesala · 9 months

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I love…

(Written for @p3akishinjiweek day 5: Regret/Repressed Feelings | Mourning/Survivor's Guilt)

5 + 1 things, Repressed feelings, Angst, Trans Akihiko Sanada, Canon compliant, Major character death, Canonical character death

Five times Akihiko almost says he loves Shinjiro, and one time he's finally able to do it.

(AO3 link)

(Fic under the cut)

The girl likes Shinji. He’s kind, especially to her and Miki.

Even when they fight, he would extend his hand, a smile on his face, and he would ask her to make peace and be friends again.

He doesn’t care that she’s a tomboy; he even helps to cut her hair when the caretaker refuses to do it – because girls are supposed to keep their hair long, or something stupid like that.

She loves him dearly – he’s her best friend, how could she not? – but… she can’t tell him.

Maybe there’s something about the words, or it’s just Shinji being a dummy, but Miki told him she loved him once, and he got so flustered that he avoided her for two days, and even after she cornered him and told him to stop doing that, it took a while for him to stop blushing in her mere presence.

If she says she loves him, he’s going to do the same thing, and she doesn’t want that! If Shinji started to avoid her… she’d be sad! She’d cry even!

Just because she can’t say she loves him with words, it doesn’t mean she can’t say it with actions, however!

That’s why she always takes his side when he fights with the other kids, or why she covers for him when he brings in a stray cat, despite knowing how much in trouble they’ll get if they’re found out. That’s why she challenges him with stupid stuff, because it always makes him laugh when she does, and he never says no to her.

She loves it when he smiles, she loves it when he pats her head, she loves it when he’s there for Miki, treating her like a sister… She just loves him, but she can’t say it.

She hopes he will understand anyway.

The girl isn’t a girl anymore.

That part, Akihiko thinks, died with Miki.

Something else died with her, he muses as he watches Shinji trying – and failing – to make him stop crying. His smile isn’t as bright as it used to be; actually, he barely smiles at all these days.

“C’mon, Aki, it’s not the end of the world!” he says, but for Akihiko, it sure feels like it.

Being adopted, now, feels hollow. What’s the point of it, when Miki’s dead? What’s the point of it, when Shinji will be left behind? The same Shinji who’s been keeping wiping away his tears, no matter how much Akihiko continues crying.

He’s so strong. He’ll never be like him.

I love you.

Again, those words find their way inside his head.

He wants to tell him, but wouldn’t it be sad to do it now that he’s leaving?

Of course, this won’t be the last time they see each other, he’ll make sure of it, but… it feels like the end of an era. No more Aki and Shinji, joined at the hip, but Akihiko, living with the Sanadas, and Shinji, still stuck at the orphanage, alone.

“I’ll miss you,” he sniffles, because that’s true too.

“I’ll miss you too, dummy,” Shinji replies, giving Akihiko the best smile he can manage. It’s not much, but he appreciates the gesture. “But we’ll see each other again. Remember our promise?”

How could he forget it? It’s the promise they made to each other after Miki died: they’re going to become so strong they’ll never lose anyone ever again. Nothing will hurt them anymore.

He may not be able to say that he loves him, but he can maintain his promise.

In a way, that counts as the same thing.

Akihiko’s jaw still hurts – Shinji has a mean right hook, he has to admit it – but that doesn’t stop him from searching for him, even if that means they might come to blows again.

He refuses to leave him alone to fend for himself, no matter how much he might deserve it for being such a dumbass.

He can’t… He can’t leave him. Even if Shinji beats him up again, even if he’ll hate him for it, he can’t leave him alone.

Finding him is easier than Akihiko thought, maybe because his steps have subconsciously taken him to the one place he knows Shinji still continues to frequent: Hagakure.

When Akihiko arrives, he finds him about to step inside, but he freezes once he sees him.

“Aki… What are you doing here?” he asks, a veiled threat in his voice. It’s not enough to intimidate Akihiko, however – he’ll have to try harder than that if he truly wants to scare him away.

Akihiko swallows. Sure, Shinji going all bad boy on him might not faze him, but that doesn’t mean he’s not nervous at all.

“I came to see you,” he replies, trying to sound as neutral as possible – he’s not here to start a fight, nor to make Shinji run away.

“And you’re cutting class to do that?” the other counters, raising an eyebrow at him. Despite the sarcasm in his voice he also sounds… impressed?

“What about it?” Akihiko asks, defensive. Why would Shinji care about skipping classes? He used to do that all the time, and now he doesn’t even attend anymore!

They’re at a standstill, neither of them backing off.

The atmosphere grows tenser and tenser… until Shinjiro sighs.

“Ok, fine. Since you came all the way an’ all…” he mutters, before stepping inside Hagakure.

Akihiko takes only a second to recover from the shock – he thought he’d put more of a fight than that – before following him.

“Thanks for the meal,” Shinjiro says, before starting digging into his plate. Akihiko remains silent.

Since taking a seat and ordering, they haven’t spoken to each other, which wasn’t anything unusual before, but now, with everything that has happened, it has different connotations.

Akihiko wants to break the silence, but words freeze in his throat before he can get them out. What is he even supposed to say? He came here with the intention of convincing Shinji to return to the dorm – he can’t really think to live on the street forever? – but now that he’s actually here, he doesn’t know where to begin.

At least he doesn’t look too bad, all things considered. There’s a gray splotch on his jaw – must have had a scuffle with someone – but otherwise he looks unharmed, which is extremely good. Akihiko won’t deny that he’s lost sleep thinking about the dangers he’ll be forced to face now.

He still hasn’t begun eating, too busy staring at Shinjiro to do that. Unfortunately for him, however, it doesn’t go unnoticed, which gets him an elbow to the side from Shinji.

“What’s your problem? Eat before it gets cold.”

“R-Right, sorry,” Akihiko mutters, suddenly flustered; he hadn’t meant to stare, and especially he hadn’t meant to be caught like this. Shinji’s right, though: he should eat. No point in not doing that – it would be a waste of delicious food.

… Good as always! Not that he had any doubt about it, of course – there is a reason why they always come back here, after all.

“So, huh, how’s it going?”

Shinjiro rolls his eyes. “Really, Aki? That’s one weak opening.”

“What? Can’t I want to know how my best friend is doing in his self-imposed exile?”

“Self-impos—do you even fucking hear yourself? You’re being so dramatic…”

Skipping through the pleasantries altogether and going directly to the arguing part. This has to be a new record even for them.

Oh well, since Shinji clearly doesn’t want to fool around, neither will Akihiko: he grabs him by the jaw, making sure to press his thumb against the bruise he’s seen before, making him hiss from the pain.

“Am I? You’re already getting hurt and you say I’m dramatic.”

Shinjiro swats his hand away.

“It was one fight, Aki, one, and I won, by the way,” he retorts. He looks about to add something, but he stops as he takes a look around them: people are staring, including the patron.

Akihiko sighs, massaging the bridge of his nose. Yeah, they shouldn’t be causing a scene here of all places, so he’ll drop it for now, but that doesn’t mean Shinji’s off the hook! They will get back to this, he’ll make sure of it…

… And so he does, as soon as they step outside.

Shinjiro is obviously trying to outrun him without making it too obvious, taking long quick strides with his legs, not event glancing at Akihiko, but he keeps up, even if he has to run a bit to do that.

“I don’t care if you win all the fights you get into. If you were still with us, you wouldn’t need to be getting into them in the first place.” Not that there wouldn’t be any fighting at all, considering what they do, but at least he’d have Mitsuru and him to back him up; what does he think he’s going to accomplish on his own?

At those words, Shinjiro laughs, but he sounds strained, bitter.

“Why would I ever want to come back? You saw what happened! If I keep fighting, it’s bound to happen again.”

Because I love you, Akihiko wants to reply, because he can’t bear being apart from him, but he holds his tongue. He doesn’t want to ruin everything by saying the wrong thing, not when it comes to something so important.

“So? Are you just going to run away forever? I didn’t take you for a coward, Shinji.”

Turns out, that was the wrong thing as well: Shinjiro swings, immediately, hitting him right on the nose. He hits back just as strong, knocking him to the ground.

It soon escalates to a full-out brawl, even if they know that’ll get them in trouble, but they can’t stop.

Even if Akihiko had said that he loves him, instead of taking shots at him, he doesn’t think Shinji would’ve believe his words anyway – he would probably think it’s just a trick to get him to come back and nothing more.

Maybe he can beat the notion into him with the right amount of effort; after all, fists have always spoken louder than words for them.

Shinji’s back, Akihiko can’t believe it.

He was starting to believe getting him back was impossible, but look at him now!

He still doesn’t know how to feel about the fact that it took Amada’s presence to convince him, however. It doesn’t exactly paint a nice picture, but at least now it’ll be easier to keep an eye on him, and that’s all that matters.

Shinji is truly back. He’s not dreaming – he still pinches his arm, just to make sure.

He looks… well, overwhelmed, at the moment: as soon as he’s taken his first step inside the dorm, he’s been corned by the juniors, who all seem very curious – but also cautious – about him. Not that he can blame them; for his part, he’s told them very little about him, mostly because there are some things that aren’t for him to divulge, but also because… it’s their history, theirs and theirs alone. Akihiko doesn’t want to necessarily share it with anyone who isn’t Shinji.

It’s that same, selfish feeling that pushes him to take him aside, with the excuses of “seniors needing to catch up”, which isn’t entirely wrong, especially since Mitsuru joins them – she has much to say to Shinjiro too.

With just the three of them on the second floor, right outside Shinji’s new – well, old – room, it feels like no time has passed at all, except it has and it shows. Still, no arguments have exploded yet, so it can’t be too bad.

He’s too caught up in his head that he barely notices what’s going on around him, namely that Mitsuru has left to tend to other matters, and that he’s alone with Shinji, who has to shake his shoulder to get him to focus back on the present.

“What?”

Good job, Akihiko, being caught staring like that – why does it feel so familiar? Has it happened already?

He shakes his head.

“Sorry, I…”

I just love you.

He could tell him, finally be honest about his feelings, but…

“Nothing, I missed you,” is what he goes with.

From the look Shinji sends his way, it’s obvious he doesn’t buy it, but he also doesn’t say anything about it, to which Akihiko is grateful. “Huh, yeah… Missed you too.”

It might be too much for now, he decides, if he were to suddenly declare his feelings out loud, considering that Shinji’s just made it back and he’s already had to deal with everyone else bothering him. He doesn’t want to add onto the weight by any means – this time, he doesn’t want to make any wrong move.

He fears that he might make him run away again, he’s scared of… well, he’s just scared in general. What if Shinji doesn’t return his feelings? What if he thinks he’s joking? What if… Ugh, better not think about it.

He’s spent so much time keeping his love inside, that he doesn’t mind doing it for a little longer.

He’ll get another chance to tell him, once he’s found the courage to do so. They have time, after all.

This can’t be happening.

This… this has to be a nightmare, something that Akihiko will wake up from at any moment.

He holds Shinji tight, as he watches him slowly losing consciousness, impotent to do anything to change it.

Can this really be happening? It can’t… It can’t…

It’s with immense effort that Shinjiro stretches a hand towards him.

“Aki, take care of him…” he mutters with the last of his strength, gaze unfocused but determined. He’s talking about Ken.

What else is Akihiko supposed to do, if not squeeze his hand, as if that gesture alone could be enough to keep him alive, and promise something he doesn’t know he can actually do?

“I will.”

Shinji’s dying.

What’s worse, he’s smiling, for fuck’s sake! Like this is a good thing!

Shinji’s dying.

He’s dying, he’s dying, he’s dying…

Damn it!

Can’t they really do anything?!

“This is how it should be.”

It’s not. It absolutely is not!

Akihiko wants to tell him, and he wants to tell him that he’s loves him, that he’s always loved him, but he knows that, if he opens his mouth, he’ll just start crying, and he doesn’t want that to be the last thing Shinji sees before…

Why him? Why them?

Why?

He should finally be honest with him during his final moment, but his lips are sealed.

All he can do is squeeze Shinji’s body in his arms, hold him tight while hoping – praying – for a miracle to happen, for something to save him despite all odds, but nothing happens, no help comes, and there’s nothing he can do about it.

His best friend his dying, and he can’t even tell him he loves him.

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Shinji’s shrine.

How long as it been since Akihiko has last visited it? Too long.

Even something as simple as stepping foot into the cemetery has been hard for him, because every time he’s tried, his stomach would start to turn, bile rising, and he’d start to feel like vomiting.

When he started to feel like this when he was in the presence of the rest of SEES too, he knew he needed to leave, to put as much distance between him and them as he could. He needed to be alone.

He wonders, just like he’s done already countless times, if this is how Shinji felt too, when he left the first time.

And to think he used to scold him for running away, only to do the same thing as soon as he could.

He’s an absolute disgrace, isn’t he? If Shinji were there, he would so beat the shit out him – and he’d deserve it.

He’s done with that now, though.

No more running away.

“H-Hey, Shinji.”

Okay, he’s stuttering only a little, so far so good. C’mon, Akihiko, you can do this.

“I’m…”

Nothing else comes out.

No, this isn’t how this is supposed to go!

Akihiko lets out a long sigh, before trying again. His hands are shaking.

“I’m sorry, for… Well, everything.” He couldn’t even keep the promise he made to his dying best friend.

Everything in his head is screaming at him to run away, but he keeps his feet planted to the ground. He said no more running, and he intends on keeping it that way.

“I don’t even know what to say in my defense. I really fucked up, haven’t I?”

He chuckles weakly. Despite being alone, he feels like he’s being watched. It’s not the first time it happens; actually, it’s a quite frequent event.

“But… I think it’s better, now. I think I’m better,” he continues, pushing through the uneasiness. “And I’m going to show you that I’ve grown.”

Silence.

Only silence meets his words.

Nothing more.

It’s through gritted teeth that Akihiko keeps talking. He has to push it out, or else he’ll explode.

“I miss you, Shinji. I miss you so much, I…”

He can’t say it, not in front of his shrine. No no no no no, he can’t… He just can’t! What’s even the point now—

Aki

… What?

Did somebody call him?

Akihiko looks around, but there’s nobody else beside him.

Strange, it sounded like…

Aki let go

Let go? Tsk, that’s easy to say!

Though, doesn’t Shinji deserve to know, by now? Shouldn’t Akihiko be able to admit it, after so much time?

He takes a deep breath.

“I…”

No turning back now.

“I love you, Shinji. Always have, always will.”

There.

He’s just admitted that he loves him.

For the first time in his life, he’s managed to actually say it.

Why does it feel like he’s run a marathon all of a sudden? He swears, he feels so lightheaded, like he’s just finished a very intense workout.

“I love you.”

Akihiko does his best to ignore it.

“I love you.”

Now that he’s said it the first time, it’s like the floodgates have opened and can’t be closed any time soon. He can’t stop himself.

“I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you…”

He collapses to his knees, tears streaming down his face – he barely notices them – as he keeps saying “I love you” until his throat starts to hurt, letting out everything that he’s been holding inside for such a long time.

Finally, he’s been able to say that he loves Shinji.

Unfortunately for him, however, that doesn’t change anything.

#P3akishinjiweek #akishinji #akihiko sanada #shinjiro aragaki #persona 3 #p3 #persona #my fics #mine #some trans akihiko propaganda because trans akihiko is good

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unrealization · 1 month

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Do me a favor and like this for a starter from Akihiko Sanada

#✎ starter call #muse ✎ akihiko sanada

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of-invisible-ties · 1 year

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👀 mitsuru for shinjiro!!

Meme II Accepting!

It had taken a hell of a lot to convince Shinjiro to return to SEES, but it'd been worth it, Akihiko thinks. Tonight was a routine run through Tartarus, but the two of them had been benched in favor of a different strike team. As they’re standing at the entrance, doing little more than twiddling their thumbs, Shinjiro approaches him and speaks in a low voice. It’s clear he doesn’t want the others to hear.

“Did Mitsuru put you up to all that?” Shinjiro asks.

Akihiko gives a flippant shrug. “To what?”

“Recruiting me,” Shinjiro says. “She’s not the type to let people useful to her slip away.”

Akihiko snorts as he laughs. His efforts elicit a death glare from his old friend, but he doesn’t care. “Shinji,” he says. “She had nothing to do with it! That was all me.”

“That was my second guess.” Shinjiro sighs resignedly. “You’re still dumb as a brick, Aki.”

“Yeah, I am. But you wanted to get back in the fight, didn’t you?”

“No.”

“Part of you did. Don’t lie, Shinji.”

Silence. Shinjiro averts his gaze, staring intently at the stairs leading up to Tartarus.

“Fine,” Akihiko says, stubborn as ever. “You don’t have to tell me. But me and Mitsuru knew you’d come back, you know.”

“Don’t try that mushy crap on me,” Shinjiro growls.

At that, Akihiko laughs again. “You’re not as hard to read as you think, Shinji.”

As he spoke, the warp panel on Tartarus’s ground floor lit up, and Minato and his strike team reappeared in a flash of light.

“Good to see you two are getting along,” Minato said. “I need you both. Yukari and Junpei can’t take anymore of this.”

Akihiko turned to Shinjiro and cracked his knuckles. “Ready to kick some ass?”

Shinjiro didn’t let himself grin, but Akihiko knew he was pleased at the prospect. “Sure, Aki. Let’s go.”

#heartwilled #muse: shinjiro aragaki #muse: akihiko sanada #asks #[ felt like using them both worked best for this - since they're both connected to mitsuru ]#[ idk i love them and their dynamic ]#[ and ye they're being paired with mitsuru just like old times ]#queue

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tacitusauxilium · 8 months

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📱 !

SEND 📱 TO FIND OUT ABOUT MY MUSE’S PHONE

What ringtone my muse has set for yours:

Levitating by Dua Lipa

What contact photo my muse has set for yours:

What my muse thinks of the way yours texts:

She shortens her words when she texts, but gets the point across quickly.

How quickly my muse responds to your texts:

Usually quick.

How often our muses text:

Fuuka and Minako text a lot--usually to talk about Akihiko, Shinjiro, and Junpei. Because it's fun as fuck! :D

How often our muses call:

Fuuka usually will call Minako to get out of sticky situation--something they both came to agreement about. They will call each other when someone needs an out somewhere. lol

Does my muse purposefully miss calls from yours:

Almost never.

Last text sent from my muse to yours:

[txt] :: ...how did you start dating Sanada-senpai? Because I truly think him and Shinjiro both share the same brain cell when it comes to flirting. >,<

#fuuka.ask #(of course she'd give minako the head bopping ring tone #AND LOOK AT THE CONFIDANT AS FUCK POSE. HELL YEAH! :D )

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tantalizingmuses · 1 year

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((...it’s been a hot minute since I’ve been on here. Consistency is so hard with a toddler running around and screaming and such.

I think I’ll attempt to get on here during the weekend in general. Saturdays and Sundays seem doable. I’ve also been thinking of removing a couple muses because I don’t think I’ll get myself back into the series for one or two muses and just...lost interest in them.

Also, any threads I have with any one at the moment will be removed/archived. I think I need a new, fresh start. And I feel as if this will be the best with removing muses and threads.

So, I’ll be on here removing Makoto Tachibana, Akihiko Sanada, and Shinjiro Aragaki. I love Aki and Shinji, but I don’t feel as if my heart is in it for them anymore. Makoto, on the other hand, is great but I just can’t find the time to get back into FREE! like I used to and idk why.

EDIT: I am also removing Apollo Justice because while I love the Ace Attorney games, I just...don’t think I can do a very good job RPing him--Miles, maybe. But, I need to finish Apollo Justice’s game, tbh, too.

I’ll be adding Shulk because daddy issues wow did Future Redeemed make me cry for that man, omg. I am hoping that this Saturday will be good to go and I won’t be exhausted to get on.))

#ooc #kiki speaks #(like i wanted to make a blog ONLY for shulk #because DAMN i really do love xenoblade 1 + 3 so much #but if i get overwhelmed then i might do that? idk #i'm so stressed with personal stuff that i just wanna escape...and hoping i can on here more often than not.)

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thelustarcana · 1 year

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Guidelines/Kinks/Muse List

1. ALL MUSES ARE 18+ YEARS OLD

2. I’ll write M/M, M/F, F/F, Futa/F, Futa/M,

3. I’m only doing Persona 3, 4, and 5

4. I’m a kind of slow writer so requests will sometimes take a while

5. There will be spoilers (Sounds kinda silly since this a smut blog but certain character names are automatically a spoiler so don’t say I didn’t warn you)

6. I will tag non-con stuff so watch out for that if you don't like it.

Kinks: Futanari, Femboys, NTR, Incest, Studs, Pegging, Genderswap(Mainly male into female but, female into male isn’t completely off the table. Also, I am kinda iffy about this when it comes to certain characters), gangbang, non-con, raceplay,

MUSE LIST

(Only call the protags by the names that they are listed as.)

Persona 3: Minato Arisato, Minako Arisato, Yukari Takeba, Mitsuru Kirijo, Aigis, Fuuka Yamagishi, Akihiko Sanada, Ken Amada, Elizabeth, Isako Toriumi, Junpei Iori, Yuko Nishiwaki, Theodore, Koromaru,

Persona 4: Yu Narukami, Yosuke Hanamura, Chie Satonaka, Naoto Shirogane, Rise Kujikawa, Yukiko Amagi, Nanako Dojima, Ryotaro Dojima, Margaret, Ai Ebihara, Saki Konishi, Tohru Adachi, Noriko Kashiwagi, Marie, Teddie,

Persona 5: Ren Amamiya, Ann Takamaki, Makoto Niijima, Morgana(Metaverse or Human Form), Haru Okumura, Ryuji Sakamato, Yusuke Kitagawa, Futaba Sakura, Sojiro Sakura, Sumire Yoshizawa, OG Kasumi Yoshizawa, Caroline and Justine/Lavenza, Sadayo Kawakami, Tae Takemi, Chihaya Mifune, Munehisa Iwai, Ichiko Ohya, Sae Niijima, Kamoshida,

#persona series #persona smut #ask away!#send me asks

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