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m00nc4kes · 5 months

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me finally adjusting to leaving home then remembering my Hobie drafts:

#I JUST STARTED COLLEGE YALL #ISNT THAT CRAZY #Literally almost lost my mind #but like this is fun (delusional)#I can do this #I GOT THE POWER OF HOBIE AND ANIME ON MY SIDE #RAAAAHHHHHHHH #m00n's stuff #hobie brown

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shuploc · 8 months

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I will be posting a little Astarion piece later today! 🤗

#I really hope you guys don't mind!#-and I hope you'll like it!#ALRIGHT BUT OKAY' COME HERE *grabs you by your shirt collar*#I'm putting up missing posters all over town for my marbles' cuz I've officially LOST THEM #LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME #hey uhh' bg devs' uhh' why is it that I'm able to customize a character so it looks almost exactly like me #and then when I romance astarion' he makes me PICK HIM UP??#HELLO???#LIKE YOU'RE KIDDING #also' not me actually getting frustrated and upset over the fact I'm not in the bg universe-#-since astarion hasn't seen his face in hundreds of years and I can literally draw him 💔💔💔#these vampire boys in my head better start paying rent real' soon....#anyways... imma stop being cringe for now #-astarion piece coming up in a bit 😊👌

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monsieurbbh · 24 days

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She’s not sure why she doesn’t just break this up. Why she chooses to wait here, eavesdropping.

Maybe she wants to hear what Klaus has to say about her when he thinks she can’t hear. Maybe she wants to torture herself.

Finally, Klaus rises from his chair. Looms over Kol.

Fairytale Ending, Chapter Sixty Six (Preview)

by @livlepretre

#my brain won’t literally make me sleep unless i make this #just a simple edit but i lost my mind trying to find the appropriate clips for this 😩#this preview is torturing me like i need my parents back together again 😭#(parents = klaulena)#klena #klaulena #fairytale ending #edit #((it’s almost 6am in the morning here and i haven’t slept a wink because of this))

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crossbackpoke-check · 1 year

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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman

part one | part two

#me when everybody is posting the maple leafs sad narratives and i am furiously generating this like HOLD ONNNN HOLD ONNNNNNN #honestly i could've been SOOOO MEAN about this because i saw this poem & alexandra got the preview on the poetry blog #where i just reblogged the first half of this poem point blank with the tags #kyle dubas #toronto maple leafs #& got yelled at aksdaksf & it literally only didn't go on this blog bc i usually write more & then it was percolating & i looked up the poe #& it was only the FIRST PART i'd reblogged i didn't know there was more & then brain immediately went brrrrr ok time for an edit.#this is a long one lol & i also have no idea if it makes sense to anybody but me but because y'all know me i will always overexplain so!!#my reasoning for the reasons obvi kyle. that's a given i hope he's doing well i hope he & his family r good but man is not coming in to wor #the second edit took me a stupid amount of time bc i am nitpicky but also i learned how to do the layers & transparency from the claude edi #that actually y'all don't know about lmao but i lost my mind when i saw how perfectly those pictures align i was scrolling getty & was like #ok december i'm gonna do a headline one (in my brain with the november/june quote about choosing to die again) w/ maple leafs playoff odds #how they say at winter break you know who's gonna be in the playoffs & who'll win & they thought they had a shot but it's mitchie overlaid #the 2003-04 team who'd last won a playoff round with the atlantic division stats from dec for 22-23 & how long it's been & dec headlines #i wanted breakup/recent/never loved to be a recent trade acquisition somebody who bounced around & somebody else so i almost had simmer #brodie & zar but then i wanted to make murray for breakup at any time &i forgot zar & him were on the pens together &it hit me like a truc #bc there's a photo of the two of them EXACTLY the same so close it's scary of this one but them as pens so they had to be it & i did always #know never loved again was mitchie. sorry. also mitchie in the penalty box the last game but i couldn't find footage of it & this one works #no i could not find a photo of tyler bertuzzi fighting a leaf for a dog looked at me yes i tried.#i almost made the bunting photo jt but instead it's 'bunting a rat etc' anyway the one i really feel unhinged about is dead pets bc at firs #i was gonna make it the handshake line & look to see if the leafs had drafted anybody on the panthers (dead pet former draft pick)#& they had & it was carter verhaeghe & i couldn't get a good pic of matthews & verhaeghe but it's fine bc i thought about the mo/luke schen #narrative (in which they are a perfect d pair long lost) & schenn was drafted by the leafs & that line fits jut trust me. also how i feel #about the kniesy luminous line that one possessed me it had to be kniesy idk why. i almost put gussy as girls are too pretty though ALSO #did u like my joke. daylight SAVINGS time on the goalie. thank u. also my photo magic on the jt (me very poorly editing in him as an isle)#OK ALSO HOLD ONNNNN there is a part two but i have to wait for the Content i want it will come out as soon as [redacted] or sooner #if i get bad at waiting &everyone will pretend like it is always the way it will be once i have the photos i want. speaking of did the leaf #simply not take a team photo this year?? it Does Not Exist for me i have tried very hard to look for it also i'm excited for part 2 #one of them is named oh you're so unhinged for this one & the finished product is you're unhinged in ways you didn't even know u were sorry #liv in the replies

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hiimtheproblem87times · 2 days

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My version of Yellow became a scared baby for 3 weeks after AvA 5 and followed Blue around like a puppy because she was scared after watching him get killed by the Dark Lord. She would also not be able to fall asleep in her room and would sleep with Blue for comfort.

NO WAIT AAWW THATS ACTUALLY SAD THO 😭😭

I Wanted to draw smt like that, so i drew this on Krita

(Flareboi won inside my head for about 5 weeks)

Blue Loves yellow & Understands how the past Traumatized Yellow. They're trying so Hard to Comfort yellow so he can forget.

Oh yea He/she/they Blue, He/him Yellow (Human AU)

*Sigh* welp. *cracks neck* time TO MAKE ANGST-

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skinnypaleangryperson · 4 months

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It's the sheer amount of fakery in America that makes me go crazy. The complete complacency when it comes to the terrible people that are literally running this country whether with their terrible pop music and concerts, or the way that people will just see right through people unless they're a molded superficial undeserving millionaire. This is literally just the modern day equivalent of pure raw suffering and slavery and nobody acknowledges it, everybody's just making the same documentaries or Hollywood movies over and over about the same successful people because nobody wants to acknowledge that they're actively apart of the suffering going on

#I literally almost lost my mind last night #I'm definitely entering the part of my suffering where it's no longer #Just a general typical drama and it's true and genuine pure raw human suffering

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hammill-goes-fogwalking · 3 days

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sympathy for the outcasts <3

#Ive been a social outcast for almost two years and I wish everyone dealing with it joy in life ✌️😔#dont punish yourself for the way other people act towards you #you can work on yourself. but dont try to hide your entire personality.#otherwise one day all the sorrow will come back like a wave of depression.#Ive had this #yes I had friends during that dark era buuuuut they treated me as if I'm worth nothing #social outcast era #neurodivergent #mental health #and all my other friends: they left me #I lost all. literally. ALL my friends in that one year 2021 #I had like 6 or 7 close friends before covid but after the lockdown ALL friendships ended #and I developed a high ego and thought I need no one #I was happy to have no friends 🫥#zero friends.#around that time I developed some autistic traits in my personality :/#as an example-#I didnt know how to talk to my dog/animals/pets. it felt so uncomfortable I tried to avoid it #I avoided speaking in general #but that high ego inside me kinda prevented me from drifting into depression #at least #random mind #guys. dont think it was THAT bad. I still had family which supported me #thank god Im not like this anymore #I found many close friends now and I have people who appreciate me irl #and healthy friendships taught me how to be social again #hopefully that whole covid lockdown dark phase blah blah blah think will never return #life is beautiful #never say never #❣️

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puppyeared · 29 days

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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it

#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it #idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character #someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it #and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly #its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked #because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately #like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means #it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by #a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time #i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid #so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or #smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them #become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words #but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened #especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that #need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta #once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it #circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it #actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt #i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me #that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly #mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them #have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP #IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL #yapping

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adellovesrowan · 2 years

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abandonment issues

#in y5 when youre around the chaptrrs where u go to the portrait vault #theres literally no interacting with rowan. didnt even invite them along. they were never part of the cursebreakers group #and remembering how rowan almost lost their cool in the library in y5 bc they miss mc ?#that kid has some attachment issues ngl. im exploring it #like ofc rowan lost it behind the screens. you dont know bc you didnt check on them before going to the vaults #idk yet if this is canon in my own story or not. but if it is canon then adel didnt mean anything malicious by leaving rowan out of this #she just wanted to protect them bc she cant handle the thought of them getting hurt. but rowans not in a great state of mind LMAO #and adel does not understand their feelings abt this #bc shes independent and rowans dependent on her and it just makes rowan feel weak and unwanted. which isnt true #anyway yes rowan angst that does NOT include their death bc im original and creative /j #rowan khanna #adel young #jacob's sibling #hphm #harry potter hogwarts mystery #fanart #comic #vent #? i think this counts as vent ish #mine

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clarabosswald · 9 months

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hello friends i am still Alive

#so uh #my memory is still gradually going down the shitter #almost lost my job to it last week #but i've finally got my psychiatrist's appointment tomorrow #and a ct scan scheduled for 2 months from now #so things might. develop?#in any case that's my Doctor's Note Excuse as to why i haven't posted/replenished my queue in so long #aka the stupid explanation #i've literally been forgetting to do it All The Time #but HEY i'm super sick rn (not covid at least)#so my mind is free enough to let me remember to finally feed my poor queue #HUZZAH

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hideitaway · 4 months

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😀

#so I’ll just sum up my afternoon here #because I’m still genuinely shocked at how bad it’s been #my mom called to tell me one of my cats died and of course that sent me down a spiral #not even an hour later I almost lost an eye to a fucking kids toy #now said eye is literally black and blue #I look like someone sucker punched me right in the eyeball #and for the last hour I’ve listened to ‘end of beginning’ and ‘the view between villages’ like a hundred times #and the best part - tomorrow is monday!!!#I’ll have to go and do my thing with a fucking black eye and a dead cat on my mind #like what the fuck

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lacking-hydration · 2 months

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that postal movie is so inconsistently ok

#i watched the last like. ten minutes of it cos i know most of the boobie is done by then its just like. blood n guns whatever #and like. i almost kinda get the vague impression of what they're trying to satirize #yknow?#and i still think the dude's monologue of just 'CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG' immediately being shot down is. im not gonna sit here and #cal it poignant but i GET it i think its funny and i think maybe you could argue theres something there about how arbitrarily willing human #are to just kill each other instead of trying to work things out #hence the ending #and i think maybe the stuff with the US nuking themselves to clense out the 'terrorists' would work better if they werent already like #literal villians in the film i feel like the satire is lost when you start punching down like that i think the whole point the movie was #'trying to make' about how nine eleven was jsut a tragedy and not some grand justification for our overseas .massacring. doesn't work so #well when you've also got to throw in a bunch of 'terrorists' as your set of bad guys. you know?#also i dont care chris coppola is really entertaining as richie i HATE THAT GUY #also i lost my mind when the IRS actually called him 'david clark' i was like OH SO THAT IS HIS ACTUAL NAME GET UP #postal dude and faith could have been fun if faith had been in the movie for more than two fucking scenes before. but WHATEVER #WE DONT HAVE TIME TO DEVELOP OUR CHARACTERS RELATIONSHIP WE NEED TO HAVE CUTAWAY VIOLENCE/BIGOTRY JOKE NUMBER 334835345 #consider the following

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milimeters-morales · 1 year

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Hobie: hey Mrs. Morales, Miles just fainted

Rio: What?! stay with him i’ll be home as fast as i can- what happened!!?!?

Hobie: he got a small speck of white paint on a portrait he’s working on. I wiped it off but-

Rio: *hangs up*

#rio: i am at work. / miles: but mami you don’t understand i almost DIED from that literally it would ruin my life if that stained #i can’t blame him #because i almsot lost my mind and threw up when i spilled paint on my portrait #i just started over though #and you best believe Rio loves Hobie he’s invited to every dinner and he has his own spare blankets and pillows for if he needs to crash #miles morales #spiderman #spider man #hobie brown #spiderpunk #spider punk #rio morales

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arcaneyouth · 1 month

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it is So Weird how working on my comic makes me feel like i have more free time. and gives me more free time. logically, working on 3 comic pages a week would mean i have Less Time. but no. despite everything, i'm getting more done and able to use my time better now that i'm working on comic pages again. what the hell is up with that.

#it's probably the structure and routine tbh i've been doing this for 6 years #i feel way less stressed about all the stuff i have to do than the 2 months i wasn't working on the comic #and arguably i have more to do now!!!!!#there's just so many little things that working on my comic helps me with. vital part of my daily and weekly structure #1) gives me a Main Goal to focus on every week and it's a goal that i know is achievable #2) gives me things to do almost every day that i am able to get started on right away and then will have free time later when i'm done #3) on days i'm not working on it i feel more comfortable doing things for fun or completing smaller tasks #4) because it's a weekly schedule i actually know what day it is now. completely lost track of the days before. made me really scared tbh #5) actually allows me to relax. the way i make pages means it's a lil bit mindless half the time. which is nice #i spent most of the last 2 months when i wasn't making comic in bed. because i had nothing else to do #now i am not doing that! because even when i'm not working on pages i have the motivation to do things!#this is an ironic post to make when i've spent like 6-7 hours today just playing fathomverse #but that's the thing!!!! instead of hating myself for doing that i still feel like i can get shit done!#also i already knew all this about making comics and how i function but. man idk how to put this #i spent the last 2 months struggling to do fucking Anything #and it was after i was so sure i could handle taking a break from the comic #and it was after lots of people have told me i need to put the comic down and get a job #or do anything that isn't making a comic #i have been working on the comic again for 9 days. and already everything feels more manageable #i literally Need to have projects like this. if i dont i will lose my mind. nobody tell me i need to do other things with my life ever agai

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skyloftian-nutcase · 1 year

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So earlier this year, we had an Incident and an ambulance came for my brother as a precaution (everything is back to normal, so no worries there!) and we find out that he and the EMT had one high school class together. At first, it was the fact that they were the same age, and then it was "where you in So-So's Grade 9 Geography class?".

Anyway, have you or Hyrule run into a situation where you know a patient and catch up a little a bit and it's kind of lighthearted because the situation isn't serious?

Seeing as I run squad duty in my hometown, I've had situations where I run into people who know me. I don't ever remember it being all too lighthearted, unfortunately.

Hyrule did get called for Aurora once because she was having such back pain she couldn't move. She summarily died of shame that anyone called an ambulance over that and said she'd just deal with it and refused to be transported. Hyrule came to see her after his shift was done and helped her go to an urgent care so she could get some muscle relaxers.

#you ask skye answers #lovely anon #lu in healthcare #I almost lost my mind when my mom asked me if I wanted her to call the ambulance because of my back pain #like NO woman let me lie on the ground on my heating pad in peace #I wouldn't dare call 911 for that I wasn't dying for heaven's sake #just needed a heating pad and no movement for 24 hours #and then I crawled up the stairs into a car and went to an urgent care the next day #problem solved lol #I would have literally just died on the spot if my coworkers had come to pick me up LOL

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alartsandstuff · 9 months

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I FINISHED THE SECOND FLOOR YAY FINALLY

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