I love delulu hotd fans because they’re always like yeah actually this marriage would have solved everything! omg yeah girl I never really thought about how rhaenyra and aegon’s marriage would have solved everything

I feel like ? I gotta remind people it’s ok to unfollow a blog when it upsets you in any way >> like if I ever do that sure, you can let me know if it was anything I did personally I’d appreciate it but if you just don’t enjoy something it’s ok to unfollow ;w; can’t stress enough how important it is to put your mental health first 👌

THE PROPORTIONS IM CACKLING

I’m not even trying to convince anyone to care, I know from personal experience that some people genuinely don’t care and I don’t think it’s our responsibility to prove our humanity to you guys, that’s between you and your miserable approach to life

he had so much healing left to do. there was so much of his story left to tell.

For my next post I need you all to understand these were some of the rough drafts of the 7 boys…

oh survivor!fawn we are really in it now

how can I have so many ideas but also NO IDEAS

Am I fucking sick of everything or am I just missing the daylight

adopting a cat together?

my mom was trying to talk to me and randomly got so upset and she was like ‘why do u never look at me i guess u just don’t care about me what happened to you this is why i can’t trust u’ and i was just like ………… i.. what ????? literally what and i was like ‘i don’t look at anyone when i talk’ and she’s like ‘um actually i have seen u make eye contact!’ like no shit obviously i have that doesn’t mean its what i naturally do and i’m like ‘yea, of course, but only because someone wants me to, not because i can do it consistently’ and then she’s like ‘well u haven’t always been this way do i need to send u back to therapy bcs if u keep this up i will’ and i’m just like in my head.. u literally know.. that i am autistic… what…. u had to talk about how i was like when i was younger when i was getting diagnosed….. i was there… i know for a fact that u do not believe this why r u upset huh (this was not something i said out loud though bcs she is extremely weird abt this and she’d definitely get angrier if i did and i am not one to fight with her so ) i was like ‘idk what ur talking abt’ and then she just started lecturing me on other stuff soooo anyways im still like ?????????????????? what ??????????

bleaching ur hair on ur own w no prior bleach experiences and no mirror is an awesome idea and i encourage all to follow

I started crying, in my senior class the other day, while we were partnered up—and my partner was THE PROFESSOR💀 he was very sweet about it, and gave me a moment and asked me if I was doing ok. I just told him I was super overwhelmed with life in general (THATS an understatement. Currently fighting for my life just to try and work up the energy to call the pharmacist so I can meet with a pharmistist so I can get some anti depressants before I kill myself (sorry I’m being a little dramatic)). He was very kind about it.

I say this because I just checked my school email, and my tap professor (that’s right. Like tap dancing. Listen, I have the shoes, I might as well take the class) emailed me saying I looked SCARED while tapping and offered some suggestions (ok exact words were “timid” which. Still).

I had a coworker look over at me in surprise, say “oh please go home, you look tired.” That surprised me, as I thought I was holding it together pretty well.

As someone who tends to feel like they are suffering in silence, there’s some embarrassment to getting called out for all the ways I’m slipping—but it’s also a little relieving? That people can see I’m maybe not totally fine? That what’s going on in my head is in fact negatively affecting me, I’m not just being a wimp. Idk. Even when people ask me how I’m doing and I say “really bad” I say it in a way that sounds like a joke, because I don’t know how to have a serious convo about it. But I’m trying to cry for help. So it’s nice to know that people do notice I’m absolutely crumbling occasionally. Also that I need to “really dig into the ground with those heels” and “loosen those ankles especially with the heel shuffle heel before draw backs.”

Heading to school now to finalize my decision to retake the year. Set your bets NOW on whether I’ll start crying again, completely shut down and will be unable to speak, or the third, secret option! (Not even I know what the third secret option is yet, but we’ll see!)

I feel really sick and ill about the guy at work who won’t take the hint actually like I’m home now sitting in my room and I feel Terrible. physically nauseous.