so I liked this guy for a while and he was saving my photos in chat and sending me hearts and stuff and I thought he actually liked me but turns out he got back with his ex girlfriend last night and I didn’t know and I’ve NEVER felt more stupid in my life!!!!!!!!
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So I got this idea for a Heaven official’s blessing fic and started writing it. (Big deal cause I haven’t had inspiration in over half a year) I got stuck at one point and decided to read some of my old fics and quickly got through all my TGCF, MDZS, and SVSSS before moving out of MXTX and into other fandoms. That was all fine until I got to BBC Merlin. Now I knew I shouldn’t. That show is too good. I knew if i went there I’d likely get sucked in and I really wanted to stay in TGCF mode (I’m still in the middle of reading the books. At least let me finish!!). But, I was bored and decided to risk it.
…I wrote 5k+ words of two different new fics and wrote an entire 1st draft of a 18k+ fic with many ideas that I want to expand on 2nd draft. I also finished setting up my tumblr acc that has now somehow become a Merlin blog, set up a side blog for TGCF and a third one for other stuff I want to reblog. I have also posted other fic ideas I’ve had for Merlin bc I’m still clinging on to tgcf with all I got before I give in and dive into Merlin again.
That was about a two weeks ago. And, I just now remembered that Hualian fic I started writing that started this all. 🤦♀️
And I only remembered it because I was thinking about TGCF fic ideas and I was like “hey you know what would be good?” and it was that same idea. 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️
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you fell hard, i thought “good riddance”
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went to the fucking library to study for my exam.. like my real life medical exam about the kidneys and the lymphatic system and immunology etc and guess what i'm doing. come on, guess.
I am writing fanfiction. I looked at the slide on passive and active immunization and my adhd went 'what if Ed and Stede went to an aquarium together' so... that is what i am doing now.
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I honest to God forgot that Noshir Dalal, one of my favorite voice actors, was on Tumblr for a split second 😂 My phone sent me a notification that he reblogged some gorgeous fanart that someone did of his character in Candela Obscura and I had a certified "Huh?!" moment before going "Ohhh, that's right! Cause he liked one of my posts! Duh!"
Noshir, if you see this, apologies for forgetting you existed on here for a minute, my brain is fried this week.
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i feel like an idiot. i feel like an idiot for not knowing what the fuck to do with my life. i feel like an idiot for not knowing what step to take. i feel like an idiot for being afraid to look for it. i feel like an idiot for being afraid to take the step. i feel like an idiot for letting fear take over every hint of a decision i have to make. i feel like an idiot for overthinking until i get to the point where everything is so fuzzy i don't know which way to turn. and i feel like an idiot for calling my mum hoping she would help me see everything in a different perspective when that never happened
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