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thebibliosphere · 3 months

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My Grammarly subscription finally ran out in December, and I'm not renewing it (see my various past rants about their introduction of AI), but I just got my final "insights" email, which tallies up how many words you've written for the past week but also since you started using it.

I almost want to frame it as a fuck you to my "I'm not doing enough" brain worms because, since September of 2019, when I reinstalled Grammarly for a pro-editing job (required by the company, as many of them now do 🙄), I've written over twelve million words.

I primarily used Grammarly for my emails.

That's 12,834,172 words of telling people they're gonna be okay. Sharing resources, doctor information, and just general words of comfort. That MCAS isn't a death sentence. That MCAS from long-covid isn't the end of their life; it's just going to be different from now on.

And here I was, feeling guilty about setting up auto-responders with links to resources because I got too burned out to do it one-to-one anymore...

...Yeah. No. I did enough.

I did enough.

#chronic health tag #personal #sorry if you feel brushed off by the auto-responder #I truly am #but this was driving me literally insane #I was so emotionally drained

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ryanthel0ser · 2 months

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So I read Trimax...and rewatched Stampede after...

I cried so hard and for so long and so frequently that the next day my eyes and head still hurt. I think about it and just want to curl up and cry over it again. Tis peak 10/10, I am resisting the urge to read it all again. I will rewatch Tristamp and 98 another 10 more times.

#These quotes keep coming back to me when I'm trying to do stuff im being haunted #Trigun might take permanent residence in my head #I need those deluxe editions right now #I need an estimated release year for season 2 of tristamp from studio orange #im clawing at the walls im so in love with this series oh my god #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun maximum #tristamp #trimax #i dont think trimax is meant to be read in a less than 48 hour period cause im so emotionally drained #btw this is dated the 21st

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emry-stars-art · 6 months

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Pros of “apology dinner” at the Hemmicks: Drake’s dead now

Cons of “apology dinner” at the Hemmicks:

everything else

#using my love of and ability to draw decent sheets and bedding for ✨evil✨#at time of drafting:#I have mentally and emotionally drained myself this fine Sunday #👍#unfortunately for all of us I was reading through the updates over on otdiaftg #kept getting punched in the gut #and saw an opportunity to test my limits with drawing emotion #so anyway #if you guys know of any fandom-specific tags I should add lmk #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #andrew minyard #aaron minyard #drake spear #blood #I guess it’s b&w/graphite but just to be safe

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orangechickenpillow · 1 year

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"Ellie, it's me. It's me..."

"He tried to--"

"Oh baby girl"

"Joel"

"It's okay. It's okay now."

#less than 12 hours to go #i am so fucking emotional already #emotionally drained #i think im gonna explode right in my living room #tlou spoilers #hbo tlou spoilers #tlou #hbo tlou #tlou show #the last of us #the last of us show #ellie williams #ellie tlou #joel miller #joel and ellie #pedro pascal #bella ramsey #(im scared of you both)

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relaxtimestwo · 5 months

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Dan Heng Δ Witch Hat Atelier AU (part 2) ⋆｡˚ ⋆

Fleshed out my ideas for this AU a bit more. It's surprising how much of Dan Heng's lore could fit into the Witch Hat universe.

In this AU, Dan Heng is exiled for being an inadequate successor to Dan Feng by those who tatooed the forbidden spell onto his back. Dan Heng only inherited Dan Feng's appearance but not his mastery over magic.

While in exile, Dan Feng's foes in life would hunt down Dan Heng. He never stayed in one location for too long and defended himself with "Cloud Piercer".

Then, he met Himeko, a contraption repair specialist, in a town he drifted into. She introduces Dan Heng to the Astral Express, an atelier on rails she runs alongside Welt and Pom-Pom. Thus, Dan Heng became the Astral Express' first apprentice.

Some context for those who don't read Witch Hat Atelier -

In this world spells are cast by drawing seals on surfaces using special ink, rather than incantation or an individual's inherent magic. The spell takes effect when the outer circle of the seal is closed.

Because of its ease of casting, magic is a closely guarded secret and mostly only taught to those born into witch society.

Any spells that drastically affects the mind, body or environment is forbidden and punishable by memory erasure and exile. Healing magic is considered a huge taboo and is big source of conflict in the story.

Before becoming a full fledged witch, you have to apprentice under a more senior witch.

#honkai star rail #dan heng #dan heng il #alternate universe #witch hat atelier #my hsr fanart #this took way longer than expected!#I'm glad I could finally finish it #last week was super emotionally draining for me #thank you to the people who liked and reblogged my prev post!#I'm glad there are people who enjoyed my silly little au #I'm planning to do one for March or the Trailblazers next #I tweaked the cap and cloak's design a little bit from the other post #I think this looks better #Why does Dan Heng and Dan Feng's name have to be so similar??#hsr x wha au

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emaiiyaru · 9 months

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dusts off ask box

it was just genshin chars in wonderland roles, there isn't really any lore to it outside of the disney movie that i was following

i don't really follow kpop groups but i do like Twice and BTS songs

i can't believe we're getting three generations of women into genshin impact

it's pretty cool that you can share your interests with your family honestly

thanks i really don't draw them as much as i'd like to

i was more worried about my proportions back then but i'm glad to hear that my old art is still holding up

thank you, i've really been beating myself up lately

what the heck!! that's insane.. genuinely thank you for supporting me for so long

#i'm really sorry if my responses sound a bit dull #i'm emotionally drained right now #i can't imagine following me for like 4 years what the heck #i think we're all victims of the genshin pipeline because this game just hauled everyone from ALL over #godh tumblr is so nice..such a whiplash from twitter #it really felt like i couldn't draw throughout this past month but nice msgs from inbox and tags #really made me want to draw again #and now i'm actually drawing again #it also makes me happy that people are still writing into my inbox despite my absences #some of these are pretty recent actually like i rarely ever get simultaneous asks #again thanks everyone

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khaotunq · 1 year

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ฉันเคยกลัวความรัก

Khaotung Thanawat & First Kanaphan, The Eclipse (2022)

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thisthat-ortheother · 3 months

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bylrndgm · 1 year

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seize the day!

byler week 2023 | day ii: 80s movies movie: dead poets society (1989) | insp. dedicated to @edelweiss-coffee

#byler #bylerweek2023 #Day 2 80s Films #byler gif #byler edit #mike wheeler #will byers #dead poets society #holding neil and todd gently; holding mike and will gently #mine #mine:gif #i've never seen four prettier best friends #holding my head on my hands #crying over my own post #crying over gay fictional characters on my phone #being a cancer moon is exhausting #emotionally draining myself #creative process: none actually? i just knew i wanted to make a byler x dead poets society gifset so like yeah took the gayest scene ...#... of that movie and made it byler #also yeah like the byler gifs are in slow mo but whatever - it was trendy ten years ago to make slow mo gifs #fun fact: i didn't save the psd i made for the byler scenes so when i started working on the neil x todd ones i was like #“fuck what am i gonna do?” and basically made a random psd again and well i like how it turned out #there's good in bad #right?#this is really simple tho but whatever?

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mystical-one · 6 months

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WARNING IM GOING TO BE HONEST AND EARNEST HERE. i really unironically unconditionally liked now and then

#like honestly i listened to it 2794288 times in the shower and came to the disgraceful revelation that like. oh my god it is a fucking beatl #es song and theyre 81 and 83 and 37 and 52 and theyre still ON the same song and fuck shit yes i get the solo is NOT georges and it makes me #a little upset but its still done in his memory and his style andthis is PAUL we are talking about and of course he is going to run away #with a project like this and going to do the solo but EVEN then he made the solo with george in mind and tried to emulate his style whether #it was an accurate representation or not they still care so fucking much. theyre the FUCKING beatles releasing music TODAY what the fuck #i will definitely feel different about this tomorrow morning but ive listened to this thing through on repeat since it released and buddy.#who care. like SO fucking much everyone care but WHO CARE!!!!!!!!! OLD MAN BEATLES YAOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TODAY IN 2023!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry does this make sense. like im a george defender until i die but i could heard his guitars enough to be moderately pacified and #honestly im too tired and excited and emotionally drained to care anymore. tjey tried so so hard to do something and they DID it #i have a much MUCH more nuanced opinion that i could go into. but i dont want to rn🙏🏻#emi's meandering jotts

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dryya-doesnt · 6 months

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Seeing everybody’s reblog tags make my day better thank you for appreciating my silly doodles

Here are some calc doodles ft zelink and marketable plushie tulin

#zelink my one and only #will never be getting over Zelda’s design in totk #totk #botw #tloz #the way I draw botw link is so funny like #unbothered unaware wild guy vs grief stricken emotionally drained wild guy #it’s so real actually

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mysandwichranaway · 11 months

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Alluka and nanika lineart. Don't ask me about what's happening here, I just wanted to draw pretty clothes and give alluka a sword haha

#sandwichart #hunter x hunter #fanart #alluka zoldyck #after days of being so stressed about money i could barely fucking move- today i finally drew something i wanted to draw #i'm not really optimistic. I haven't had any commissions in a while- but i'm not quitting art #also (probably) no pride art today because i'm totally emotionally drained from all the stress. sorry!

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pumpkinpenguin · 9 months

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for an upcoming project i bring you: the sillies

#sonic mania #amy rose #amy the hedgehog #metal sonic #i am so emotionally drained i have been crying over these damn rodents all day #wellbutrin what's good

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beannary · 3 months

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Ugh I literally have so much work for my two real classes this week and I also decided to read a whole book for my half a class which I really DIDNT have to do normally I just read two articles so adding a whole book on top of my normal work has been absolutely killing me my brain hurts so bad I think my head is going to explode

#bean babbles #and it’s like #I study anthropology so EVERYTHING I have to read is going to be racially charged in some way #and so it’s just so emotionally draining having to read all this racist text and the deconstruction of those racist practices #I have one class and we are reading a book on Palestine #in my other class we are currently talking about NAGPRA #and then this book I chose to read for my half class is about how aboriginal people were treated by the Australian government #it’s just so much awful shit I have to contend with for each class

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lesbiradshaw · 7 months

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