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thenextdawn-temporarilyclosed · 1 year

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is it possible for Wednesday x Reader where Reader is a musician that suggests Wednesday a cello and became a genius through Wednesday and Reader's battle through music and back to the present while Wednesday is typing she heard about reader through Enid's rambling about the latest gossips etc that Reader stops playing an instrument and began working as a heir for a company?(she found out that Reader got injured protecting Pugsley that forces Reader to retire)

Musician

Word count: 1.4K

Summary: request above

Warnings: none

Pairing: Wednesday X Fem!Reader

Didn’t really like this request at first but working on it I started enjoying it so much! It was actually really fun to write, I love music so I decided to give it a shot! I hope you like it🖤✨

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Years ago you were one of the most popular students in Nevermore. Everyone talked about you, everyone wanted to be your friend. All because you were really friendly, and because you could play each kind of instrument that was given to you. You would teach people how to play, how to play, this was your gift, music. You could teach music, talk through music and express yourself through music, and it was the best part of you. What people didn’t know was that playing instruments was your way of venting. The only time you showed true emotion was when you played something. You could come up with different kinds of melodies that represented your feelings at the moment.

Growing up though, your sonatas were becoming less and less more frequent and if there were any, they were all sad. The reason was unknown to everyone’s except to you. No one was seeing you as a person recently, they all just used your for bc entertainment and it had started to hurt really badly, but people didn’t seem to care. One day though you met Wednesday Addams. She was just a teenager when you first met her and you were teaching her how to play the cello. You were in your last year of school and for Wednesday it was her first. She was a really fast learner and you couldn’t hep but noticed how she was so much like you when it came to music.

“I can see how you get lost in your music,” you started, the ravenette girl looking at you as she fixed her posture. “I was like you years ago. Music was my one way to express myself without anyone noticing and I would hide myself behind it” you said again and watched as she looked down. “But there’s no shame in it. If you don’t like people seeing you express your emotions, then just use music as a hideout. This is what my ability is after all, music and all things related to it. The cello is your instrument Addams, keep practicing even when I’m out of here”. You said as your lesson for the day ended. It was probably the last of the semester as you would be having finals the next week.

As you had imagined, your finals went really good and you graduated with the top grades in your class, for once you were proud of yourself. Your sonatas started again, and for the summer they were heard in the whole town od Jericho. Everyone loved them even if no one knew where they came from. Wednesday had heard you too, and by the way you played she could tell that you were happy or if not happy then something close to it. She loved hearing you play and would listen to you from her room balcony, when school started again. At some points she even started playing along you, trying to find the right chords to fit your music however you always changed what you played so it was hard for her.

One day you were the one listening to her. You were in the woods next to Nevermore as you heard her play. You have never heard her play like that, it was like she was trying to follow in your footsteps. She had never showed it, but she had a lot of respect for you. She wanted to be a musician like you, even though she knew she couldn’t because her ability was something completely different than yours. She can express feelings but doesn’t want to, while you can only express them through music. Otherwise, if you can’t play music, you’re gonna have a huge build up of emotion that will eventually haunt you till the end of your days, and you always tried to avoid this but it wasn’t working.

One day as you were walking through Jericho, you saw Wednesday’s brother Pugsley being bullied by some kids from Pilgrim World. Apparently her family was there for parents week, and he’d ran off because he had argued with Wednesday. However he rightfully didn’t know where to go and ended up being bullied by those idiots. You stood aside watching for a while what they were doing for a while, but when you realized that they were going too far you decided to intervene. “Hey kids. Why don’t you leave him alone? He’s just a kid, you should know better.” You started, as you stood between him and the other kids.

“Look who it is. The freak who never stops playing that shitty music. We’ve got enough for you too” one of them said as you shot a look at Pugsley, telling him to leave. He caught your hint as he immediately started running away. The kids circling you “you don’t want to get against me, trust me. It will not end well for you” you started as you didn’t dare make a move against them. “Are you sure about that? It seems to me like there’s the three of us against you alone. I’m pretty sure that we’ll have the best of it.” And damn were they right. They started hitting you and pushing you around. You tried defending yourself but they were right, they outnumbered you. At some point they decided to end your career.

With lots of strength they blocked your hands, pulling them and moving them in weird positions until they broke in different places. Not just one, both of your hands. This was probably the first and only moment you showed your emotions outside from music. You were crying and screaming of pain, it hurt so bad. Your bones were shattered in thousands of pieces, causing you to lose feelings in both of them. As no one would call an ambulance for you, with hands hurting like hell you called one yourself and you were immediately taken to the hospital, however your condition was very critical, you ended up being amputated of both your hands.

You never expected this coming your way. Both your career and your personal hobbies were gone because of some bullies, and when you came home your sonatas obviously stopped. You had tried playing instruments even with no hands, but all of them required you fingers, which you didn’t have, not anymore. All the city could hear you try to play, but at the same time they heard you play really bad, and then stop suddenly until you didn’t play any instrument anymore. Did people care? No, not at all. You ended up having to work in your family company, which consisted in interviewing people. That’s right, they were journalist. The fact that you stopped playing caused you to build up too many emotions and fall into depression. However you had no one to talk to, and no one who would listen to you, not even your parents because they said that you had brought this upon yourself.

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In the meantime in Nevermore you were the subject of everyone’s gossip, especially Enid’s because she could talk about you in her blog. “Oh, I’ve got some new information about (Y/N)! Unluckily it’s not good news. Apparently she stood up for some kid that was being bullied by some idiots and the guys broke her hands so hard that she had to get them amputated… this is so sad. I loved hearing her play but now it seems like we won’t hear her play anymore…”

Wednesday stopped typing on her typewriter as she heard Enid say that. She had learned from her brother that you stood up from him, but she never knew that those idiots would go so far with hurting you. She felt so bad for you, it wasn’t fair. She loved hearing you play and she respected you a lot, once again she wanted to follow in your footsteps, so she took her cello (interrupting her writing time) as she went outside to the balcony as she tried to remember the way you played.

From then on she played each night for you, and you would relax knowing it was her and knowing that she was doing this for you.

#jenna ortega #jenna ortega x y/n #jenna ortega x you #jenna ortega x reader #wednesday #wednesday x y/n #wednesday x you #wednesday x reader #wednesday adams #wednesday adams x reader #wednesday addams #wednesday addams x y/n #wednesday addams x you #wednesday addams x reader

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akkpipitphattana · 9 months

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no but the way sand miscalculated with ray this episode. he's coming at it from the perspective that ray doesn't give a shit about him, right? ray's been jerking him around this whole time, ray's just using him, so it's fine to use him right back. it's fair, even. & top, this motherfucker here is tap-dancing right on all of his freshly exposed nerves, bringing up the ex & the fact that sand doesn't have anyone when sand thought he had someone but has literally just re-experienced all the pain of the person who was supposed to be his liking someone else more. so fuck it, he's gonna smash his not-that-cheap smartphone, he's gonna play nick who's supposed to be his friend, & he's going to use ray to fuck top like top fucked him. he gives ray the recording, goads him a little about mew & loving friends, figures he's winding him up to go running straight to mew with it & mew will dump top's ass & top, who seems to actually like mew somewhat, enough to go with him to the hospital at least, will finally know what it feels like to have the rug ripped out from under him like sand does. he even gets a side-swipe at boston for making him feel like a total moron, & maybe a little satisfaction from the idea that mew will feel as stupid as he did in that moment & for a lot of the same reasons. low-risk, high-reward, & so seemingly simple. easy, & his hands stay clean, & he gets to feel a little bit better about getting one over ray, playing ray just like ray played him. & if ray figures it out, fuck it, ray doesn't give a shit about sand anyway but maybe he'll like being used about as much as sand did.

except that ray clocks it immediately, before sand even gets to the point, bc after all these years of being friends with boston he does actually know when he's being manipulated. & ray does give a shit about sand, & more importantly he thought (correctly!) that sand gave a shit about him, so not only does he know that he's being used but he's hurt by it. & sand is lacking a lot of context about this friend group & ray's dynamic with mew & also just how fucking damaged ray is. so ray doesn't go running straight to mew, & other things keep happening to wind him up even tighter (i was BEGGING my girls to stop talking at that party, oh my god), & then ray's up on sand's fucking stage & then even worse he's off it, burning it all down, his whole life & every relationship in it. & sand did not intend this, & sand tries to stop this, but ray knows sand used him & ray is so hurt & ray is accusing sand of,, not really wanting to be a musician? except that's not what ray's actually saying here, is it, he's accusing sand of being superficial. of not really loving the things he seemed to care about. except that insult doesn't ring true to anyone except ray, & it turns out that ray is friends with boston & mew for a fucking reason, bc he knows how to hit where it hurts & so he goes for the money, bc that's not what ray's upset at sand for but it is the thing that will make sand feel small, & he goes for the sex bc that mattered to sand & ray could tell.

& so now ray's blown up his entire life & sand's the one who toppled the first domino, which means that sand is the one responsible. for all of this, but especially for ray, who he tried to use & manipulate to catastrophic ends. so he goes after him & tries to talk to him or at least stop him from driving drunk & angry, but ray is so upset, not just with sand but not not with sand, & he cannot hear "i care about you" from someone he knows used him without thinking it a lie so he calls him a whore bc he knows it'll hurt & gets in the car bc in this moment he can't care about anything beyond his own pain. & sand goes after him bc he does care but most of all bc he has to, bc sand set all of this in motion & therefore sand is responsible. & sand will continue to be responsible when the car fucking crashes. & i just. FUCK.

i'm not gonna lie i kinda feel better after writing all that out. anyway. it took me three hours to actually get through this episode & if there's more like it down the line (there definitely is) i am completely fucked.

“and sand will continue to be responsible when the car fucking crashes” NOW WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT WHEN YOU KNOW HOW I FUCKING FEEL.

no but god ALL OF THIS. and it hurts more because to me, everything ray did the the back half of the episode was so him planning to die when he got behind the wheel.

i was talking to antania about this earlier but the scene with mew in the bathroom really and truly felt like a goodbye in so many ways. he was just being more subtle because mew stopped him the last time and there’s a chance he’d stop him again and ray truly doesn’t want to hurt mew.

and then he burned all of his fucking bridges because he realized his friends don’t give a shit about him anyways and the one person he thought did manipulated him too. and that’s another reason he blew up on sand because no amount of evidence he has that sand cares would have stopped him from getting in that car because he’s convinced himself sand doesn’t. that nobody does. that everyone will be better off once he disappears. so he pushes again and tries to burn that bridge more.

and sand has no idea about rays suicide attempt or even how low he truly views himself. like yes he has some idea, and he has some idea about how they treat him, but he doesn’t realize how big it all is, so he couldn’t have had any idea that it would all spiral to ray getting in that car drunk on purpose. but when the car crashes he’ll still be responsible!!!!!!

#god i’m gonna be sick they’re making me sick #only friends #ofts #sandray #my analysis #mine #asks #suicide mention

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aromanticautiesworld · 4 months

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MARTINER PLS IM BEGGING FOR ANYTHING FERN X READER 😓

Specifically a gn!musician reader who's chill and easy going, (sort of balances fern out/similar to marshall lee) who teases fern sometimes and becomes friends with fern, fern develops a crush on them and gets jealousy of the friendship between finn and the reader and finally gets the guts to confess.

ADD ANYTHING TO THE PROMPT BC YOURE A GREAT WRITER <333

AHGJH THANK U!! i LOVE this req btw im gonna incorporate it into my belief system

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fern with a musician gn!reader (art by mee!)

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The first time, he met you through Finn.

One lousy sunday evening Finn invited you over (he will often invite people over to the treehouse with no warning), the sky was halfway dark, and you looked like you walked all the way here.

You wore a large case on your back, hair tied up and a pencil slid behind your ear. Slung across your shoulder was a duffel bag which he would soon discover was full of paper (paper is weird to think about. It used to be trees, and he’s kinda related to trees now. It’s not cannibalism yet, but it’s close. Corpse desecration, maybe. He doesn’t feel that strongly about it anyways, nor does he feel very close to the trees, even if he technically is) with scrawled half-written lyrics all over them.

“Anyone home?” You half-yell from the bottom of the treehouse. Finn was out on the deck, doing who-the-hecking-gob-knows-what with Jake.

Fern sits perched from his up hiding spot (you could only see his glowing eyes, if you were looking up). He slithers down the ladder, remaining unseen (he doesn’t want to be. They’re a new person. New people are scary), tail flicking.

When you notice him, you quickly turn around. “Hey,” You squint. “Finn?”

There is a pause as he is torn between opting out of this conversation entirely and actually talking. “Fern, actually.”

“Oh. Cool name,”

“I picked it.”

“My parents gave me mine, but I’m considering changing it.”

“Why would you wanna change your name?”

You shrug, “I like to live my life on the edge. Me n’ your roommate got a jam sesh happening right now, you should join,”

There’s a beat of silence. “…I don’t think I’m invited. Grass boys can’t play the flute. Grass boys can’t even breathe.” Fern crosses his arms and looks down, frowning.

Worry flickers over your eyes, if you blink you’ll miss it. “Hmm…” You look to the side, in thought. “Well, now you are. ‘Grass boy’.” You smile ever so slightly when using the nickname he’s given for himself.

“Hey! Only I get to call myself that!”

“Sure, grass boy. C’mon, he’s probably out on the deck,” You walk to the ladder, gesturing for him to follow.

And, for no reason he can think of, he follows you. It’s like he wants to be around you, which is weird. He usually stops himself from being around people, they either treat him like he is Finn or like he’s the opposite. He’s not either, though.

He picks off a flower from his shoulder. Where did that come from?

The fourth time, you had a BFF sleepover. Fern had crawled onto the outside of the tree, to both not intrude and not do something wrong (it was the worst thing when Jake looked at him like that. He doesn’t want you to look at him like that too). The distant sounds of the Candy Kingdom and Jake lamenting at not winning card wars are all the sounds there are, up there.

Until the sounds of someone crawling onto the roof with him.

He sharply turns, ready to fight off whatever evil was trying to kidnap Finn or Jake (or both) this time. But no, it’s just you again.

“Was Jake too mean in card wars?”

“No, I just lost. They’re playing elimination, I don’t feel like watching the rest.”

You plop down right next to him.

“Y’ever been there?” You look up at the sky.

Fern squints, “That cloud?”

“No, pom-pom. The sky.” (This was a new nickname, made after the discovery of his dandelion tail).

“No. Wait! Yes. Magic man was doing some b-s with my bro, so I had to meet the immortal King of Mars.”

“Then what?”

“He died.”

You snort. It wasn’t an intentional joke, but he gets that weird buzzy feeling again.

“Whoa, poms. You’re like, covered in flowers.”

Finn groans. “Aghh! Again??” He sits up and rushes to brush the reds, yellows and oranges off himself.

He turns to you smiling at him in his flower frenzy, frown heavy upon his face.

“What?” He asks, accusatory, grass puffed up (the image reminds you of an angry cat).

“Nothing. Just you.”

Fern’s tail twitches, he de-puffs and he brings his knees to his chest.

It’s quiet again, you both sitting in comfortable silence.

“We may not have sunshine, or starlight, or weather,

But we've got each other, and that's even better.

You don't need the sun to keep you warm when you've got arms,

Wishes come from you and not a random shooting star.

We may not have storm clouds, but the sky's always blue,

We've got something special here

And what we have is you

What we have is you

What we have is you…”

You look over to grass-boy, asking if he liked it, but you stop yourself halfway. He was asleep.

You brush the stray hairs out of his face, before climbing back off the roof to probably lose card wars again. Such is the tragedy of sleepovers.

Fern would later wake up, and have an important realization.

Fern messes around with his…Finn’s old racecar track toy. He then drops it to the floor.

“I got a question for you, Finn.”

“What’s up, dude?”

“If I…hypothetically…liked…someone… how would I go about doin’ that?”

“You got a crush?”

“No! It’s hypothetical.”

Finn squints at him.

“Hypothetical.”

Finn continues to squint.

“Hy-po-the-ti--”

“No no, I got it.”

“Okay.”

“Well…I would say you tell them how you feel.”

Flowers cover his face again. “Noooooo!! What if they don’t like me back? What if they like someone else?”

Finn shrugs, “Then they don’t like you back. I had a crush on PB for years, she never liked me back and we’re still friends.”

“But what if…”

“Dude.” Finn stops him. “You got this.”

Fern would appreciate his cheering on, but he’s not so sure Finn would say the same thing had he known it was you, or that he’s got this. He knows you like spending time with Finn more than him.

The ???th time (he’s lost count), you invited him along again, with Finn, (and basically everyone else in Ooo, to be honest. It happens when you’re friends with Finn) to a TV night for your birthday. It was an old one you scavenged up, “My Little Pony” or something (his favorite character is Rainbow Dash).

After many weeks of toeing around the idea of asking you out (that time you guys made pancakes, when you went for a dip in the river He’s going to do it tonight.

You sat next to him (close. to him), singing along to the many, many songs over the noise of the crowd behind the couch.

“No, I do not love the groom, in my heart there is no room—” You lean into him and he mumbles along with the lyrics, small smile on his face.

“Finally the moment has arrived! For me, to be one lucky bride…” Finn is also singing. He pauses, staring off into space, before snapping up. “Oh yeah!”

“Hm?” You look across Fern to him.

“C’mere dude, I gotta show you something!”

You get up from his side, going with Finn, and leaving him disappointed.

He follows the duo, though the mild party and to the hallway where Finn was lugging a huge box.

“I got you a present!”

“Oh, awesome,”

“You wanna open it?”

“Hold on,” You pull a pair of scissors out of your pocket. Why it was in there, no one will ever know.

Fern then gets hit by the realization that he forgot to get you a present. How the heck did he think he could just /show up/ to your party without one?

“Oh, Finn, this is so cool! Thanks so much,” You admire the new guitar you’d window shopped for a few weeks ago, which Finn had apparently taken notice of.

“It’s NP, DW about it.”

“Why are you talking in acronyms?”

“It’s a new thing I’m trying out.”

Fern shuffles over to you. “Hey, um, [ ]? Can I talk to you about something?”

“What’s up?”

He lowers his head more. “Can I talk to you about it in private?”

You look back at Finn, then nod and gesture for him to follow into a more secluded hallway, the muffled sounds of dance music vibrating through the walls.

You don’t say anything, and instead are listening intently (terrifying). Fern has to take a deep breath to steady himself.

“I….um….” He begins to fidget with his hands, “I think you’re really cool. And…you’re one of the only people who doesn’t look at me like a monster. And I like hanging out with you and I wanna hang out more and…”

You nod, urging him to continue.

“…andddddd I—”

“AAAAAAAH!” A scream from the party interrupts him.

“GIANT WORM!”

You both immediately run out, to see a monster breaking through one of the walls of your house, jerking around violently as Finn already had his sword around its neck (?).

Fern rushes in, grass sword already whipped out.

He joins Finn on its head (? Again. It’s a worm) stabbing it, rapidly. Its pink blood drips down the side of its face, onto your floor. It begins jerking and twitching even more violently now, trying to shake Fern off.

Finn struggles, and tries to get a stable footing, before the force it’s using to try and get both him and Fern off plunges Finn’s sword right through its neck.

Its head falls right to the floor, Fern still on it, who is still stabbing.

Finn continues to fight the rest of the worm’s body, which has since retreated outside and is currently trying to spit acid at him, leaving barren spots in the grass with only mildly dissolved dirt.

You crouch in front of Fern, putting your hand on his shoulder.

“I think it’s had enough, grass boy,”

He looks up at you, then back down at the corpse-head, and re-sheathes the grass sword.

“What were you saying?”

Feen blinks. What was he saying?

You stare at him, intently.

Oh yeah, absolute fear. “I…..”

“……reallyreallylikeyou. Alotalot.” He snaps his eyes shut when he says it, only opening one a moment later to gauge your reaction.

You knew this already, but you wanted to wait until he was sure of his feelings.“Awww, I like you too! you little pom-pom.” You squish his (flower covered) face.

“Stop it!” He complains.

“Nope, we're partners. You can’t escape me now,”

‘Nooooooooooo…”

“Go Fern! Yeahhh!” Finn shouts from where he stood on the decapitated corpse on the worm, covered in pink blood.

You giggle, before it slowly subsides. “Wait a minute. How am I gonna pay for my house?”

#mariner writes #mariner art #adventure time x reader #fern the human #fern x reader #x reader #THIS TOOK TOO LONG IM SOOO SORRY

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stardust948 · 5 months

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Frenemies AU angst

(I found this in my drafts and decided to post it. Based off this post.)

Iroh is a senior in military school or already in the military. The parents gaang is junior year in HS so around 16 and 17

Ozai still lives with Azulon but Azulon is hardly at home bc of work. When he is there or when Ozai knows he’s coming soon, he just doesn’t come back until he leaves again. Either stays with Ursa in her RV or roams around town in his car. Later stays with Hakoda and Bato when they become closer friends.

Azulon blames Ozai for Ilah’s death since she died during childbirth. He’s always been emotionally and verbally abusive to Ozai but it didn’t get physical until Iroh left for military boarding school. Ozai was 8-10ish. Mainly involved being burned or tased, which left less of physical scars.

There was a big fight between the two when Ozai announced he wanted to go to Republic Arts high school and pursue a career as a musician. Azulon wanted Ozai to follow his footsteps and go to military school like Iroh. But he backed off after Iroh vouched for his brother. Still, he refused to pay for the school but Ozai earned a scholarship and Iroh covered the rest. Ozai swore up and down he’d pay him back but Iroh just told him to give him free backstage access to his concerts and they’re even. Azulon and Ozai avoided each other after that; strangers in the same home. They physical abuse ended but the threat was still there and the mental scars lasting.

After the incident at the contest, Ursa finds Ozai sitting in his car at the school’s parking lot. She knows better to ask if he’s alright or what was wrong. Instead, she tells him to get into her car and they go back to her RV. There, they spend the rest of the night watching movies and cuddling. Ozai’s feeling somewhat better in the morning; able to speak some but not back to his usual loveable a-hole self. Though he is confused to receive a text from Hakoda of all people checking on him.

Hakoda: Hey man, you good?

Ozai: Are you seriously asking me if I’m good after burning a layer of my skin off?

Hakoda: You kinda just left after without a word.

Ozai: Because I burned a layer of my skin off.

Hakoda: Ozai, I’ve seen you explode over someone using your special pen without permission but you just shut down after burning your hand. Are you sure you’re okay?

Ozai: Who won?

Hakoda: Poppy.

Ozai: We’re going to be hearing about that for all next week.

Hakoda: She was pretty worried about you. We all were. You know, you can talk to me if you want.

Ozai: I just wanted to know who won. Now stop bothering me or I’m blocking you.

Ozai closed his phone. Just then Ursa stuck her head through the door.

“Hey, my mom made pancakes. You want any?”

Ozai shook his head.

“Alright honey. Keep an eye on my children. I’ll be right back.”

Ozai smiled some as he rolled his eyes. Ursa always referred to her hoard of plants and succulents as her children. Still exhausted, he laid back down and pulled the cover over his head. Out of curiosity, he check his phone one last time.

Hakoda: Ok. See at school.

Ozai powered down his phone. He didn’t have the energy to be annoyed. He ran a hand along the bandages before drifting back to sleep.

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The conversation they had in the janitor’s closet came flooding back. Hakoda’s seen Ozai fly off the rail many times, but that was the first time he looked guenically hurt. Hakoda’s clumsy joke about Dads also didn’t help. Hakoda cringed at the memory.

His mind drifted to the events after. The dark play Ozai wrote about the little boy slowly dying in the burning building wishing only to see his father again. Finally meeting Ozai’s father with his cold exterior and calculating eyes that made even the brash self-confident Ozai shrink back. And to top it off, Ozai saying he’d never seen his father look happier.

Hakoda didn’t know what to think at the time. He just assumed Azulon was like his father, criticizing his every move and lamenting how he wasn’t good enough.

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Ozai refuses to bring it up despites Ursa’s suggestions of seeking professional help, even after he and Ursa wed and had children. Not until he lost his temper with Zuko and almost burned him like Azulon. Zuko’s horrified scream snapped Ozai out of it last second. Falling back onto old habits, Ozai took shelter in his car for the night and wept bitterly. Ursa finds him and directly tells him to get help which he finally relents.

It's very slow going but beneficial in the long run. Most importantly, his children never saw that side of Ozai again.

@waterfire1848

#atla #atla au #frenemies au #high school au #atla modern au #ozai #ursa #azulon #iroh #hakoda #poppy #urzai #royal fire family #tw abuse

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jewishbarbies · 11 months

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the way swifties will go out of their way to put down women (esp POC women recently) in order to hype up Taylor is appalling.

For example,the Camila Belle situation is so frustrating because swifties either refuse to acknowledge that an actual person was referenced in better than revenge or they harass her to be ok with it, as if being sl*tshamed by Taylor swift is a badge of honor (hypocritical considering her reputation and how "there's a special place in hell for women who don't support other women"). Taylor has MASSIVE influence- ofc camila doesn't want to accept her mistreatment, but swifties ofc will be delusional. Who even cares about one lyric being changed?? It's 10 seconds, just listen to the song and be done with it.

Also regarding ice spice, when her collab with Taylor came out, swifties were ragging on ice spice and her stage and song presence, saying thst she "ruined" the song- as if she was the one who forced Taylor to include her on the track?? Taylor's a huge musician, her and her team know what they're doing, the song being bad wasn't ice spices fault at all. It was especially annoying because NO ONE seemed to realize how weird it was that Taylor was doing this right after her then bf was caught saying slurs about ice spice. Swifties act as if Taylor isn't a multimillionaire pop star with her own pr team controlling everything behind the scenes (although now they're not as subtle as they used to be). The song being rushed and bad still managed to work out thought for taylor, because it deflected from Taylor's racist bf

Recently i even saw swifties criticizing zendaya for not associating with Taylor anymore. There was a rumor zendaya left Taylor's friend group bc she didn't agree with her during the whole kimye scandal or something (which, yeah, i acknowledge probably isn't even one of the better reasons to stop being friends with Taylor). But the way people in the comments were reacting was disgusting- everyone was talking about how zendaya was so fake, how she was a backstabber, I even saw someone saying that if Tom Holland had a rumor start about him she would break up with him immediately because she only cares about her image... WHAT. No one knows what zendaya (nor Tom for that matter) would do or be like in their normal lives because they know how to maintain privacy with their fans, unlike taylor , who shares everything with her fans regardless of how harmful it could be considering the sheer amount of influence she has. Plus, zendaya was still up and coming in the industry at the time of the scandal- she likely had other reasons to stop working with Taylor (such as wanting to not be overshadowed by her) but ofc swifties only care about how poor Taylor was affected (as if she doesn't have a circle, which consists primarily of white women, to back her up)

Sorry for the long rant but this has been on my nerves for months. Taylor's hypocrisy seems to have rubbed off on her fans, and I seriously wonder if this entitled behavior affects them in their real lives and personalities as well. I truly don't understand why people would have such an obsession with someone they don't know and who doesnt care about them, elevating her to some sort of deity like figure who can hurt others yet still need to be protected in the end

At this point, I'm sure they're willfully ignoring Taylor's controversial behavior in order to keep supporting her because I don't see how anyone could be clueless about her intentions after the mess that was this past year for her.

#Asks #anonymoose #anti taylor swift #swifties dni

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kurokmask · 4 months

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now that we are on Link topic. do you have any other hcs that you've not included in the fanfic? like extra info and stuff?

sorry for the late answer, college blah blah blah

there's lots that haven't made it in explicitly, but they're all still swimming in my head when im writing him. this is gonna be disorganized, sorry!

Link likes being told what to do. secretly he likes having other ppl’s expectations on him bc it gives him security, so he doesn't have to think about who he is

not Link, but every version of OoT Zelda I write is transmasc, whether thats something Zelda is truly aware of or not.

again not Link but Cremia was supposed to have a hot Gerudo pirate gf 💔 sorry girl

I kind of regret not doing more with the Ocarina of Time, and time travel in general. Like, towards the end, Link would definitely try to use it, right? I think I'm going to do a major overhaul of the Termina arc soon.

Link can cannot write more than his name.

Link was originally going to be very open about his past adventures. But i decided bottling everything up and feeling ashamed about it and letting it fester like a rotting wound would be sadder :)

sexuality was going to be a concept i explored in the fic. ultimately i wanted to keep it a T rating so i didn't do this, but. it was definitely a thing! cut things include lotsssss of Sheik baggage, boyish feelings about Kafei, weird fierce deity sex dreams and um. remember Javert?

Javert and Link wereeee... supposed to fuck! I even wrote a before and after scene LOLLL. Javert was going to play a more important role in general, being a semi-reoccurring character. He was planned to be Link's kind of """only friend""" in Castletown. Link was drawn to him because of how much older and experienced he was, and Javert took pity on Link, both in a sort of genuine but also kind of overbearing way. ultimately Link got annoyed by him pretty quickly and once he started to get to know Malon he basically ghosted him. another example of how Link struggles to balance relationships, especially those who really care for him. obviously i. didn't go further with this. but it was planned for about a year before I scrapped it. But i hope you reread their scene together to pick up on some vibes.....

since im already being disgusting um. bottom. praise kink. but he never really finds this out. how sad.

when i was first conceptualizing his character, i was actually going to write link as bipolar. I ended up writing him more adhd/autism as thats closer to my own personal experience. but its still in the back of my mind, and it definitely manifests more as he gets older. but this man has so much going on please project anything you want on him and its real he has it

OoT Link is the only Link i hc as cis bc only a cis man would fumble the bag THIS bad. put those tights on boy

i have a weird hyper-specific modern au where he's living in 1998 germany with his little brother (whos just young link). they play ddr together, he goes to acid techno raves, and dresses like this

again, in a modern au, Link would be a total audiophile. his favorite musicians would be Kate Bush, Fiona Apple, Talking Heads, the Prodigy, Devo, the Mountain Goats, Modest Mouse, Nirvana, Radiohead, Nine Inch Nails, Bjork, the Magnetic Fields-- ok ill stop

if he was an Animal Crossing villager he'd be a gold wolf with the Jock personality

that's all i can think of right now, I'm sure more will come to me and I'll write them here. thanks for the ask, thanks so much for the interest!!!!!

#ocarina of time #zelda headcanon #hero of time #god bless #sorry my mind was in the gutter for some of these LMFAO but like. this is crucial info thats cannot be included otherwise!!!!#if anyone wants me to finish/publish the Sodomy Fic as my beta-reader lovingly calls it uh. let me know

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i think we need to talk about this. *clears throat before the ted talk* quirkless au dabi wants to become a musician, but his scumbag father wants him to take over the family's company so bad he does ANYTHING to stop dabi from pursuing music, going as far as to even manipulate him and threatening those who encouraged him into music, hence why he leaves house (aside from the continuous fights enji) as soon as he hits 18-19 uwu

ok thank you for saying this bc im now rolling on the floor of my room. ok but i want to listen to music with him so badly. like i want us to have a shared playlist. quirkless au dabi would spend so much time at our house to get away from his dad bc we're like one of the only sources of comfort he has. i specifically like guitar player dabi and if bro played that shit in front of me i would be ON him in 2 seconds. like homie would 100% play the most goofy ahh emotional music you've ever heard in your entire life and then just be like "yea" like someone tell me he doesn't pour all his emotions into every piece he plays. and you'd be able to see it in his face. im about to actually die. i hate his dad so much how did his dad even help create him. like how did that even happen. sorry if this is incoherent lol

#dabi #dabi x reader #bnha x reader #mha x reader

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poisoned-pearls · 7 months

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TELL US ABT UR FANKIDS. I WANT TO KNWOW!!! :3

AHHH okay!! So

in this world nrc became coed around five years after the current first years graduated

Faraja is just Leona’s child (bc I don’t really ship him with anyone but it just felt right to have one), and she is very like, calm. And super in love with her girlfriend. Big defining trait right there bc she is a sunset savanna feminist. 1. Complétive spell drive champion and princess (though so far removed from the crown she doesn’t care anymore, bc when five people + would have to die for you to get the crown, including your own father, you kinda just. Stop paying attention to it) and 2. Dedicated girlfriend

Here are some of my doodles of her (including dad leona. He’s a history professor at a magic college and all of his students love him)

VIVIENNE is her girlfriend. I called her evie for shorthand until I had the time to look up an actual name. Yes it is after evie from descendants.

Viv is a musician who is definitely a bit of a nepo baby bc of vil, but she’s also definitely talented enough to hold her own without him. She plays guitar and keeps a crossbow on her at all times (imagine those gun thigh straps but magical folding crossbow instead of gun). they met as first years in savannaclaw, and the main reason she transferred was bc the old pomefiore housewarden was becoming a fourth year and REALLY needed someone to take over, so in a panic fueled haze went “hey your dad was a good housewarden, think you can fill in for me? Sorry what was that I gotta go on my internship now good luck with the dorm!!!-“ so she stepped in

(she does have a problem of dressing like a Christian college girl going on a mission trip every time she comes to the savanna tho.)

the entire reason I even thought of putting them together tho was bc I thought it’d be HILARIOUS for leona and vil to have to have the most AWKWARD “meet the parents” dinner EVER. NEITHER OF THEM WERE MADE AWARE BY THEIR CHILDREN BC NEITHER OF THEIR KIDS KNEW THEY HAD MAD BEEF IN HIGHSCHOOL

anyways by the time leona and vil figured it out it was #toolate. Their daughters were already together for a year and a half.

Nami is the first one I ever designed and thought out. She’s also the only one to have a named and fully thought out unique magic

she can speak 7 languages and way too many animal ones, has to go down to 8ths to explain most of her heritage (3/4th Japanese and 1/4italian azul and 1/2 Egyptian, 1/4 Arabian (my lore swap in word bc oh my fucking god agrabah is such a fucking headache. Orientalism is a bitch when it comes to historical research. What do you mean the live action is primarily Indian clothing but narration describes it being off of a river nowhere near that. India isn’t even NEAR an Arabian desert. That was way too much of a tangent- anyways) and 1/4th South Indian Jamil creates the most annoying white girl answer of “oh well ACTUALLY I’m 1/6th French 1/4th German-“ answer but not white.)

nami’s ultimate magic is called siren song. Anyone who hears her singing is made vunerable to her hypnotism. It is not active all of the time, and if someone is out of earshot the hypnotism wears off. She performs weekly concerts at school (which she is fully not supposed to do btw. If either of her dads heard abt it she’d get in trouble for the first time in her life SO FAST-) to get people used to hearing her sing. Just in case she needs to mass hypnotize the school, bc you never know-

nami has also had a serious escape artist problem since she was able to freely transform between her human and mer form (which I have more lore for, but I am making a diagram for that so that shall be a different post). She can and will get up on roofs, inside walls and vents, climb fences, poles, and generally anything. She was air tagged and gpsed by Jamil constantly (kalim was the predecessor), and that was only done to find her after the fact.

She was tossed around as a child like a divorced kid so Jamil could travel as much as he wanted. She’d go to school where azul was based (a fancy ass private school for kids who are like, 110% guaranteed to be mages so they had teachers who could handle it) and whenever she’d go to live with Jamil for a month Azul would just. Lie and say it’s a mermaid thing so she can’t be in person but she can do twst version of zoom- (also whenever she was being swapped the parent would fly with her to the other one. They also spent months together as a full unit and Jamil stopped traveling as much when she turned 11 but that is how she’s visited over 30ish countries)

(also just bc the teachers were trained to deal with magic doesn’t mean they were trained to deal with Nami: expert escape artist(tm). No one has succeeded in stopping her OTHER than when she was 7 and had a pole scaling problem, so Jamil slapped some leggings on her so she’d lose the grip her skin had. However this backfired when she just gained the ability to lift herself up with only her arms. A lot of her skills also have to do with her ability to withdraw her tentacles in like, a split second tho. She can pull out two and use octo strength to pull herself up or scale walls.)

she struggles with fears of falling short however. She feels like she can’t exactly beat expectations, only meet or fail them. It’s not like either of her parents put this pressure on herself, but when one parent was opening up a restaurant and the other was fully abt to stage a coup it’s kinda hard to beat that. She’s terrified of just being, average, bc to her, she should have everything to make her excellent.

She also is good at dancing and piano. She was that five year old who is better at piano than most adults. She also watches dramas with auntie Najma a lot. She is very close with Najma-

neo is my little cringe fail idikei kid. I love him so much he’s so funny to me. He’s immensely camera shy and suffers from high anxiety. He can however find out absolutely everything abt someone from a burner acc however.

absolute menace online. Nothing is safe from him. He doesn’t poss himself at ALL but best believe he knows everyone’s instas in the whole school. He does have access to crowleys search history just in case he ever needs blackmail

he also has a HUGE ass crush on Nami (she doesn’t reciprocate, bc she definitely sees him as a kid even tho he’s just a year younger (mainly bc she was the one who helped him adjust to being a housewarden)) bc he saw her, got SEVERELY intimidated by her, and then once she helped him adjust, he admired her. So he is very very awkward around her. He isn’t weird abt it with her tho. He would literally rather die than weird her out, bc that is his IDOL/hj. He thinks she’s very pretty as well. The other first years use this to their advantage to get him to come do things with them

those are the most like, thought out and complete ones I have for now-. Samir is kinda just a vibe and not much of a fleshed out character and the rest need legit names before I can confidently talk abt them, BUT rest assured I have MANY thoughts abt them

#Holy SHIT this is long as hell #Uh. I have many thoughts #Esp bc I had to do twstober for class #But I couldn’t do fanart #So it was ALL OCS and FANKIDS BBY #Speaking of which. I need to talk abt my ocs eventually #Esp Ymir. Ymir Velez my son my bby based off of yzma #And beau and goth #OH and goths little brother #Unnamed rapunzel twst #Which btw #Made me realize how similar the plots are of rapunzel and ariel #Like. They’re SO SIMILAR #Anyways that’s a long way of saying rapunzel twst and rielle boyfriends #They’re dating to me.

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Hello, could you tell me about the asteroid Orpheus? He is in my 1st house conjunct Venus. Thank you.

orpheus, the poet and prophet (asteroid 3361)

Orpheus was the son of the muse Calliope - and became a renowned poet and musician. Apollo (who may have been his father - some say he was fathered by a king) himself taught the boy to play the lyre during the boy's youth. It is believed that his playing was so beautiful that animals and trees would dance to the music and his music has even saved the Argonauts from sirens. Even his singing made gods weep at the sheer beauty of his melodies - when his wife died he sang such a beautiful dirge that the gods allowed him to go to the Underworld and bring her back. He was even capable of swaying Hades into allowing him to bring Eurydice, his wife, back (that’s a hardship we all know gods of the dead don’t allow on principle) with his singing. Some say all of the Underworld froze to listen to his song - Charon stopped rowing, Tantalus stopped reaching for fruit, etc. Hades said that he would allow him to guide her out of the Underworld but Orpheus was not allowed to look back to see if she was following. As the journey out of the Underworld went on, he grew paranoid that she was not behind him. Right at the entrance he peaked over his should and saw her - a look of terror crossed her face as she was yank back into the Underworld. For the rest of his days he loved no other and he only played sad music. Followers of Dionysus heard his music and tried to sleep with him to make him happy again. When he rejected them, they attempted to drown out his songs with happier ones. When that didn't work, they drowned him and threw his lyre in the lake with him. Only in death did Orpheus reunite with Eurydice. IN MY OPINION Orpheus in a chart represents a) musical talent, b) where you are heard and sympathized with, c) how/where you will go to show you love/care for someone, d) where you may catch everyone's attention, e) how your anxiety gets the better of you when in love, and/or f) your loyalty.

bruh i'm gonna take a minute to cry bc I have orpheus conjunct eurydike in my 7h - IM NOT OKAY

dddssd, you may have an in-the-spotlight personality like orpheus - he constantly made others pause so listen they could listen to his music - this may be what is reflected in the asteroid being in your 1h. i’d say that conjunct venus could be talent like his (may be more talented than you know if it aspects asteroid kalliope or apollo) or romance similar to his (check on the aspects and location to eurydike for this verification). let me know if you need anymore clarification. thank you for recommending his asteroid otherwise I may have never checked it in my own chart ^^^.

i encourage you to look into the aspects of orpheus along with the sign, degree, and house placement. for the more advanced astrologers, take a look at the persona chart of orpheus AND/OR add the other characters involved to see how they support or impede orpheus!

OTHER RELATED ASTEROIDS/PLANETS: apollo (1862), eurydike (75), tantalus (2102), dionysus (3671), cerberus (1865), persephone (399), kalliope (22), sirene (1009), and hades (h41).

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stamour · 6 months

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🚩 + korean fcs , softblocking , racism in the rpc and/or original characters

♡ 🥩 ˒˒ 🚩 unpopular rpc opinions

probably not unpopular but the stigma around people who use korean fcs (and by extension, all asian fcs) all being fetishizers is actually weird in itself and toeing xenophobia territory. esp since majority of people who do have this bias that i've seen are ✋🏻 (read: not all. this is my personal experience). i've seen people justify this by saying "well i only want to interact with fcs that have acting material" but that, in my honest opinion, is also strange especially when i don't see anyone having issues interacting with "western" musicians / models / etc.. just be careful with your preferences on fcs. personally, i feel like if they're not deceased, overtly problematic or already said they don't want to be used for rp purposes, then i don't see a reason why you can't use whoever you like regardless of their occupation / race / etc.. the purpose of faceclaims is just to provide a close visual representation of the muse, the two are not the same.

i think softblocking mutuals, especially when you realize that maybe your muses won't mesh well, needs to be done more. i think it need to stop taking it personally and just move on. HOWEVER, softblocking people you're friends with with no explanation is not how you handle things. again tying into the "you don't owe anyone anything" mentality, i believe you do owe your friend an explanation at the very least. you don't have to hear their side or patch things up if you don't want to, but at least communicate so the other person is not left in confusion. we're all adults here, let's start acting like it instead of always running from problems.

i think i mostly covered it in here and with the first bullet but yeah, as someone who has had to deal with racism irl, a lot of the rpc is doing similar things ngl. i don't think anyone here is actively choosing to be racist, but even if it's small or unintentional, it's still malicious and i need people to start unpacking why they prefer the ✋🏻 muses, fcs and even muns (bc the number of times i and other muns of color have been called "intimidating" and "unapproachable" whereas white muns seem to have no problem is kinda wild) to follow / interact / ship with.

you know how people used to have in their rules that they're "selective with ocs"? well i'm selective with canon muses. mostly bc i don't pay attention to a lot of the media that's popular in the rpc so i generally just approach canon characters like they are ocs lol

#︵ ♡ 𝗚𝗘𝗡 ﹕ ooc ꒱ .ᐟ #i dont think any of these are too unpopular ngl #but those are my thoughts

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emissaryorca · 11 months

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not my 2 am ass waxing philosophical about the vgm jazz/remix scene (source: I’ve been a cellist and pianist for 10+ years and i like vgm. next slide)

when i was in high school it was nigh impossible to imagine video game music meaning much more than “silly haha chiptune” or “Brahms or Dvorak wannabe” (aka cinematic orchestra--think Halo, Uncharted, AssCreed, etc). chiptune i should mention has its own merits and real ppl not only being good composers but also working to find suitable leads or balance sound channels for that good ear-feel (Mega Man 2, Metal Gear 2, Chrono Trigger, OutRun, Street Fighter 2, this list has no end). I see a lot of parallels w/ how classical music “pros” in the mid 2000s/early 2010s treated old school vgm + how the bigwigs of warner bros view animators--the medium they accompany downplays their value to those “on top” who assign a niche’s value for all us peons on the bottom. thankfully for us, some stuffy old violin maestro telling us that Hades’s music "is derivative” wont stop Darren Korb from setting the room on fire (musically. though he might moonlight as an arsonist idk the guy)

but now in the 2020s there’s a full-blown out and proud community of video game rearrangers working to just melt minds with their breakdowns and solos. I’ve been listening to ocremix since middle school so we’ve been around, but with insaneintherain now working on original music for games, he joins the ranks of folks like Chipzel, Danger, + Lena Raine who have been avowed game fans and now work from that inspiration. almost giving back, in a way. Pat Bartley, Adam Neely, the Consouls, and the 8-Bit Big Band are a few of the names spearheading an increasing awareness for the goldmine of a source that is vgm, to the point where the 8-bit big band’s cover of Taking Over the Halberd won a fucking Grammy. you can no longer hold orchestra elitism (”true musicians dont play kiddie music!!”) over me because everyone can hear how good these guys sound. theyre skilled, driven, and by God do they love video game music. + if ppl insist that the Grammys are how we must measure musical worth, well, best of both worlds. they garner a reputation and the gamers get one! your awards shows don’t lie, do they...?!

like i know this makes me a corny ass fucker but passion has kept this scene alive, kept ppl championing for its representation in the wider media. I wouldn’t canoodle over 02′s theme from Kirby 64 if I didn’t love the source track, and insaneintherain wouldn’t make so much of his identity Pokemon jazz if he didn’t want to devote his heart + soul to what he grew up playing. from what I can tell this passion is insular--from and for fans. no head honchos telling us what racks up views or is truly meaningful, no. if we remix Snake Eater in this house it’s bc the original track makes me feel things, not bc my director says it’s valid for using a full orchestra or whatever (which it does, plus Cynthia Harrell’s voice makes me tap dance, but that’s not the point. the point is emotional attachment, something that a purely technical discussion about tone or timbre falls short of covering. nostalgia and passion, hand in hand)

anyway thanks for reading this love letter to the one true flame that’s kept me from throwing myself off this mortal coil. have this funk version of Corridors of Time. vibe with the breakdowns and pat’s face-melting solo. maybe do a little triumphant, cathartic crying? i know i might

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#please please talk to me about video game music im begging you #especially chiptune and jazz remixes #and if youre going to magwest god DAMN i wish i could go with #misc #blabs #personal #vgm

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wildbluesorbit · 11 months

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FIVE DAYS TILL STARCATCHER!!!!!

Am I deep diving back into TBAGG again for the thousandth time five days before Starcatcher? Most definitely. I can’t wait for Starcatcher but TBAGG has helped me grow so much as a vocalist / musician and I’m getting sentimental about it.

I used to shy away from my break so much. When I was first learning and experimenting with my break I was told I sounded like I was yodeling and YODELING BAD. It was drilled into my head that my break was ugly and didn’t fit with today’s music. Hearing Heat Above for the first time brought about a whole new excitement as I realized I could do whatever the fuck I wanted with my vocal style and it opened so many doors for me creatively! Now I have learned to love my break and all the unique features of my voice:)

I’ve also gained so much more control in my head voice and even a couple of notes in my range since TTBAG has been on repeat in my car lol. Something I didn’t think would happen as I’ve been told I’m only a “powerhouse alto” most my life.

As far as hearing Josh’s vocal evolution, it’s nothing short of inspiring and let’s me know to never stop growing.

Even Jake’s intricate parts influenced me to pick the guitar back up bc I forgot how fun playing was. I learned things I didn’t even know I could do. And it wasn’t just me, I took my sister to Beale St. and as soon as we got home she went out and bought herself a bass!

TTBAG is a realm they created for us that I will always explore and bask in. I know we’re supposed to enjoy the art they give us but they’re also tools and I can’t wait to hear what else these boys have to teach with Starcatcher:)))

#sorry i’m rambling #i’ll stop now #FIVE DAYS #starcatcher #greta van fleet #gvf #the battle at garden's gate

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lovecursd · 1 year

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𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍

——— BASICS! ♡

(PEN)NAME: blossom!

PRONOUNS: she/her

ZODIAC SIGN: pisces

TAKEN OR SINGLE: single af

——— THREE FACTS! ♡

1 - i studied art, focusing in animation, in college.

2 - i love musicals - my favorite musicals are hadestown, wicked, & once on this island. i was in theatre for eight years and wanted to do it professionally but decided against it in college.

3 - writing is the one creative hobby i've put into the 'hobby' box. outside of roleplaying, i dont share my writing that much and its seen as relaxing, fun times lol.

——— EXPERIENCE! ♡

PLATFORMS USED: tumblr, a lil twitter in the early 2010s.

PLOTTING / WINGING IT / MEMES: i love memes + winging it. I'm nervous when it comes to approaching someone for plotting. I think memes and playing around with different concepts via starters/asks can lead to plotting - esp if the muses vibe in those interactions.

——— MUSE PREFERENCE! ♡

GENDER: I write almost exclusively women/nonbinary - i think i've only written a handful of male muses throughout my roleplaying experience - and honestly theyve been used as shipping vessels for friends.

MULTI OR SINGLE: i like writing single muses because its easy to dive into their personality when there is a blog dedicated to them, but i like writing with multis and singles!

LEAST FAVOURITE FACECLAIM(S): a lot of disney channel stars, most musicians, personally i also dislike some big tv show actors but faceclaim favoritism wont stop me if the muse is interesting!

——— FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT! ♡

FLUFF: i love love love fluff mostly because it helps balance out angst. you need the softness to make the angst hurt lolol.

ANGST: i love angst. i love causing problems for my muse to figure out emotionally lol.

SMUT: i dont write smut mostly bc im super not confident writing it. suggestive/intimate scenes are fun!

tagged by: the lovely @ichorlet

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lacrymosadiesilla · 2 months

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Hi I wanna hear about your OCs :3 What blorbos rattle around your brain the most?

Thank you so much, I need to be asked about my OCs to be able to talk about them like some sort of vampire. Here's a few of them! Incoming infodump, sorry for the length 🙈

My blorbo of all time is Anya, I created her first iteration when I was like 11-12 and she's suffered every day since LMAO. She used to be a role play OC (when I used to RP) so she has a lot of different permutations, but the constants are: she's a musician, she has an ESA kitty cat, and I project all of my mental illness onto her. In my current favorite version of her, she was just starting to gain traction as a musician, when she ended up having to take a step back due to a decline in her mental health. So she's back to living in her hometown, sharing a tiny apartment with her best friend, and tangled up in a messy situation where she's hooking up with her ex-boyfriends current girlfriend, often in an abandoned church.

I think I wanna rename her, but Clayr/Cicero is from a fantasy world I created. She's basically like... I made Adora before SPOP existed LMAO. She escaped from one totalitarian regime, only to be adopted into another, where she was trained as a soldier and manipulated into believing that she was fighting for the good guys. Sometimes she's a human, sometimes she's a furry (serval), sometimes she's a shapeshifter, it all depends on my mood.

Speaking of furries, my newest OC is based on the idea, "What if a dog... was a werewolf?" Creature (name chosen for herself after being bitten) is a Silken Windhound whose owner was bitten by a werewolf, then later shifted, attacked her, and ran off into the night. She was discovered and had her wounds tended by a feral street dog, and ended up joining her pack. She uses she/her pronouns as a dog and it/its as a wolf.

And speaking of werewolves, there's also Mia. She didn't know that her boyfriend was a werewolf until he knocked her up. When she told him, he freaked out and bit her. It turns out, in this universe, there are three types of werewolves: Bloodborn (people born from werewolf parents), Fangborn (people bitten by werewolves), and Halfborn (children of a werewolf and a non-werewolf). Bloodborn have innate control over their forms, Fangborn can develop that control over time, but Halfborn are more like classic wolfmen. They turn at the full moon and go on a rampage. Mia's boyfriend thought that, by biting her, he might prevent the child from being Halfborn. When it didn't work, his pack wanted to kill the child, but Mia wouldn't let them. This led to her becoming estranged from the pack and having to raise her Halfborn child on her own.

I also have a bunch of Warrior Cats OCs because once a Warrior Cats kid, always a Warrior Cats kid. But I'll stop there for now bc I've already infodumped enough 🙈

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